College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

COVID19-MILITARY ATTACK ON THE PEOPLE

3-25-20-PANDEMIC SCAM

A MILITARY EXERCISE AGAINST THE PEOPLE

No matter to whom you follow and where do you live and whatever point of view or plan you have in mind to deal with the COVID crisis, you must know what the evil forces are going to do to you in the smokescreen of COVID-19. You must know how our life will shape in the next few weeks, months and years?

Must read the following article, written by a “Western Sheikh” Peter Koenig:

COVID-19: Gigantic Western Pharma, Multi-billion-dollar Scam

https://www.islamicontario.ca/COVID-19-Gigantic-Western-Pharma-Multi-billion-dollar-Scam_377.html

By Peter Koenig

Highlights:

“We are entering an era of total control through electromagnetic fields (EMF), managed by the minions of the 0.1% and with 5G / 6G technology, where we, the remaining humans may have become mere tele-guided robots.”

“French Professor Didier Raoult, who is one of the world’s top 5 scientists on communicable diseases, argued that the approach of mass quarantine is both inefficient and outdated and that large-scale testing and treatment of suspected cases achieves far better results.”

“The truth was dropped surreptitiously, a slip of the tongue or on purpose, by Secretary of State, Mike Pompeo, when he addressed the Nation on 21 March on COVID-19, he said, “This is not about retribution, we are in a live exercise here…”, meaning military exercise, or a war game.”

“This live (military) exercise has unimaginable worldwide implications which may completely transform our lives. It’s economic warfare.”

“Our monetary system is planned to be fully electronic, no more cash – cash is poison – or as WHO’s Director General recently warned, not verbatim, but with that meaning, cash is dangerous for infections, paper money and coins may carry deadly viruses – thereby paving the way for full digitization of our monetary system. This has, indeed, already been tested over the past few years, mainly in Scandinavian countries, where entire department stores refuse to accept cash.”

“The vaccination cocktail could serve to reduce women’s and men’s fertility or cause long-term neurological defects that can even be passed on to the next generations.”

“It will be a matter of luck (or bad luck) what cocktail of biological substances will be injected into his or her body. In any case, the long-term outcome, is unpredictable.”

“What makes this multi-billion-dollar scam even worse, is that it has an official rubber-stamp, by being supported by western governments and international organizations, foremost WHO, UNICEF and the World Bank.”

“The vaccination program is the platform for the mega-changes the New World Order (NOW), or the One World Order (OWO) wants to bring about. This, in addition to the enormous money-making bonanza.”

“The US CDC estimates that in the 2019 / 2020 flu season in the US alone, some 38 to 54 million people may catch the common flu, and 23,000 to 59,000 may die from it. The vast majority of these deaths will be elderly people above 70-years of age and many of them with pre-health conditions and /or pre-existing respiratory problems (not from COVID)”

“Few doctors are aware of several practical, simple and inexpensive remedies. They are safe and more often than not successful. The media, under pressure from the pharma giants and the compliant government agencies, have been requested to censoring such valuable information. The negligence or failure, to make such easily accessible remedies public knowledge is killing people.”

“Behind this elaborate and complex network of things, appears time and again, one prominent name: Bill Gates, the Bill and Melinda Gate’s Foundation. Bill Gates has been funding vaccination programs in Africa for decades. And Bill Gates and the Rockefellers make no secret that one of their ultimate goal for planet earth is a drastic population reduction.”

“There are draconian measures on the way, and we may just pray that they fail, or that we, the people, awake in time and in sufficient numbers – a critical mass – and find back to our innermost voice and soul – solidarity for each other that gives us strength to fight this Luciferian monster.”

sent from Yahoo groups by Jawed Anwar – Shared by Guru Rasa Von Werder

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RASA SAYS: Indeed it is a MILITARY EXERCISE against the people – all people – Satan & his henchmen on top, the rest of us below. The people in between – police, military, firemen, bureaucrats, technicians, are all paid or paid off by those above TO KEEP US UNDER CONTROL & WHACK US IF WE DISOBEY. And this is done WITH OUR MONEY that we paid in taxes.

War-mongering governments are no different than Mafia shakedown guys: Pay us off to keep your street & business safe, or else. Then they use the money for whatever they want.

Many of the diseases have been created by violence-loving governments & passed out by them. They are warring now against ALL OF US.

They also create most of the terrorist acts throughout the world for a long time, besides all the unjust wars. War is a racket to make money, to ‘steal, kill & destroy.’

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from WILLIAM BOND:

Hi Everyone,
I think this is the problem in reading David Icke, what he says is very depressing.

{RASA SAYS: The truth IS depressing: Satan rules the world, & he works through men. Not saying to think about it all the time. Check what’s happening then let your mind leave those premises & be happy.

It’s also important for people to gather to pray & boost each other up – that is why in Russia they did not allow bible belters to gather, read the bible & pray—it gave them strength. They sent out goons to beat them up with clubs – even old women. I read a book one of the goons wrote. He was told, ‘these are the enemies of our government.’ One day he tore out a page of their bible to see what it was about & he said ‘this is crazy that I am told these people are enemies of the government. This book teaches love & forgiveness. He defected, escaped Russia, & expected to be found & assassinated.

I must add that in this ‘Pandemic—military exercise against the people, they have forbid us to gather, ten or more, & now that’s changed to ‘don’t visit anyone!’ It’s the KGB.}

William Bond: I think there is a lot of optimism in the young. Both Sanders and Corbyn have educated them in the merits of Socialism and they will push these ideas forward as they get older. And I think the internet is a good thing as it allows people to access knowledge and information not controlled by the ruling elite. I know they are trying to censor the internet through big companies like Google but the geeks are aware of this and are fighting back.

I don’t know what to say about matriarchy. Yes, we have progressed and the ideas are out there and we are also seeing far more female leaders than ever before. But it would be impossible to put any timeline on when or if a matriarchal revolution will come.

{RASA SAYS: Why do you expect a revolution? There will be no force or quick ‘overthrow.’ Bit by bit women will infiltrate all governments & leaderships until they are over 50% of it – then Matriarchy will begin.}

William Bond: There is hope in a country like New Zealand and Scandinavian countries where there is female leadership of the right kind. That is to say female leaders who demonstrate the caring and compassionate side of women. Not like female leaders in other countries who act and behave like selfish men.

{RASA SAYS: The reason women can operate in these countries righteously is because they are neutral – not war mongering nations. But all the imperialistic countries like Russia, United States, China & England, the government is violent so whoever leads it must obey the agenda.}

William Bond: I do also see hope in AOC she is a potential future American President and she is a caring female leader.

{RASA SAYS: Some presidents/leaders are nice guys & gals – they even have hearts. But they are all puppets & must do as they are told or else get assassinated.}

William Bond: I am pessimistic about things in the short term, I think we will have an economic crash and we are going to have a fight between fascism and socialism. But I think socialism will win in the end as it has far more to offer people than fascism.

{RASA SAYS: Fascism does not always come at you in a straightforward way, the way Satan deceives, tempts & beguiles people. They are not all crass & up front like Mussolini. He gets to you with lies & beguiling promises. This is how they will take over the minds of the people & the people will be duped, fall into their traps, & then they are done for. All the laws will be in place & the concentration camps are – if you resist.

What could the Jews do against Hitler once he organized?–nothing. That’s why I say we must have places of escape – spread out, separate into communities far & wide for shelter once the manhunts begin. These have to be put into place now, homesteads, hurts, tepees, underground tunnels, secret routes & villages like when the slaves escaped through the ‘Underground Railroad’, in the mountains, the hills & dales – places without roads—because when they decide to round up undesirables like they did the Jews – what will you do?

They will put you on buses, trains, chained up, locked in, & how will fight back against police & military, who have guns? Find your exit routes NOW before they pass the laws you must do this or that ‘or else.’…………..Rasa

Letter from William Bond

College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

RESIST TYRANTS WHO DESTROY

RESIST TYRANTS WHO STEAL, KILL & DESTROY

3-24-20-DEFENDING US AGAINST

FASCISM

to my BEST MATRIARCHAL FRIENDS

–OH YES, & BTW, IF YOU’RE

WAITING FOR THE MAN ON THE WHITE HORSE TO SAVE US HE WON’T

– HE’S AS SCARED OF THOSE ON TOP AS THE WOMEN ARE

MY STRATEGY IS TO PUSH ON ALL FRONTS AT ONCE. GUYS, YOU ARE THE HANDS OF MOTHER GOD & SHE NEEDS YOU TO THINK THIS OUT AS WE ARE ADVISING THE PEOPLE. YES, WE ARE NOT AS CENTER STAGE AS DAVID ICKE, NEVERTHELESS, IDEAS THAT REACH HUNDREDS, THEN A FEW THOUSAND IN YEARS WILL REACH MILLIONS. WILLIAM & I HAVE PUT IDEAS OUT THERE FOR MANY YEARS WHICH HAVE INFLUENCED THE PLANET, AFTER A WHILE. DAVID REACHES MILLIONS IN DAYS OR WEEKS; WE REACH MILLIONS IN A YEAR, TWO OR THREE, BUT THESE IDEAS CHANGE THINGS.

POPE JOHN PAUL II SAID SOMETHING INSPIRING I SHALL NEVER FORGET: “THE WORLD IS CHANGED NOT BY FORCE BUT BY IDEAS.”

AND SO PLEASE THINK ON IDEAS FOR SURVIVAL, THAT CIRCUMVENT & DEFEAT THE DEMONS THAT ARE RULING THIS WORLD.

MY PLAN: (1) GET WOMEN INTO THE GOVERNMENT, AS FAST AS POSSIBLE, AS STRONGLY AS POSSIBLE. ENCOURAGE THEM TO DO THIS IN EVERY WAY WE CAN. KEEP WRITING ARTICLES TO GET WOMEN ACTIVE, INVOLVED, BRAVE, AGGRESSIVE, CONFIDENT, POSITIVE, WITH THE GREATEST FAITH, HOPE, TRUST IN GOD & THEMSELVES TO GET INTO MEDIA, POSITIONS OF LEADERSHIP, GOVERNMENT, ETC. GET WOMEN TO STOP LOOKING TO MEN, TAKE OVER THE LEADERSHIP OF THEIR CHILDREN EVEN IF THEY HAVE TO TURN THEIR BACK ON THE FATHERS WHO ARE COUNTER-PRODUCTIVE, WHO TRY TO DOMINATE, DEMAND, FUKK UP THEIR LIVES.

KEEP FIGHTING WITH INFORMATION & ACTIVISM AGAINST ALL THE NEFARIOUS SCHEMES OF THE DEMONS – THEIR HOPE OF DEFEATING US, ENSLAVING US, EXPLOITING & CONTROLLING US. FIGHT IN EVERY WAY WE CAN, VERBALLY, DISOBEDIENCE, UN- COOPERATION WITH THEIR SCHEMES – SIMILAR TO GANDHI & MARTIN LUTHER KING JR & EMMELINE PANKHURST, ALL THE GREATS–EVERY WHICH WAY. THE PEOPLE DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN THEY ARE BRAINWASHED, MISINFORMED BY THE MEDIA WHICH DEMONICS CONTROL. WE MUST BE ACTIVE IN THE ALTERNATIVE MEDIA CONSTANTLY TO INFORM THE PEOPLE. WE MUST BE AGGRESSIVE TO TEACH & GUIDE. IT’S UP TO US WHO KNOW TO INFORM & INSPIRE THE DON’T KNOWS OR ELSE THEY WILL JUST GO ALONG & DO WHAT THEY ARE TOLD. THE ONLY TIME THEY MIGHT STOP IS WHEN THEY BEGIN TO STARVE, ARE HOMELESS, ETC. THEN THEY WILL FINALLY BELIEVE THE RULERS ARE NOT OUR FRIENDS—BY THEN IT WILL BE TOO LATE, THEY WILL DIE FROM STARVATION, LACK OF CARE & STRESS.

WE’VE GOT TO GET THEM TO DO THE RIGHT THINGS NOW: FIGHT AGAINST DEMONS, DO NOT COOPERATE WITH THEM TO THE DEGREE ONE CAN DO SO.

BUILD PLACES OF ESCAPE/SURVIVAL WHETHER THEY BE PRIMARY RESIDENCES, SECONDARY RESIDENCES, WHERE IF THEY PASS MARSHAL LAWS THAT MANDATE WE MUST BE INJECTED WITH VACCINES (SUCH AS FOR ANY PANDEMIC) & THEY THREATEN TO ARREST US IF WE DON’T – WE CAN ESCAPE.

THESE VACCINES CAN CONTAIN THEIR BIOWARFARE AGAINST THE PEOPLE – THEY HAVE DONE IT TO MILLIONS. THEY CAN PUT AIDS, MICROCHIPS OR OTHER POISONS, MIND-CONTROL SUBSTANCES INTO THE VACCINES. MOST WOMEN ARE COOPERATING WITH VACCINES & HAVING THEIR CHILDREN POISONED, FOR LACK OF KNOWLEDGE AS WELL AS COWARDICE. I HAVE SPOKEN TO MOTHERS. THEY GO ALONG WITH THE SYSTEM BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID; THEY RISK THE MINDS & LIVES OF THEIR CHILDREN THROUGH FEAR.

IT IS EXACTLY LIKE THE OLD DAYS: THE MASSACRE OF THE INNOCENTS. IT HAPPENED IN THE OLD TESTAMENT & IN THE NEW TESTAMENT WHEN HEROD WAS TRYING TO KILL JESUS. HE PUT OUT AN INVITATION TO ALL THE MOTHERS WITH SONS UNDER THE AGE OF TWO: “COME HERE TO THE PALACE COURTYARD WHERE WE WANT TO HONOR YOU & YOUR CHILDREN”. THE GULLIBLE, NAIVE, CHEERFUL MOMS BROUGHT ALL THE BOYS FESTOONED WITH GARLANDS OF FLOWERS AROUND THEIR NECKS. WHEN THEY ARRIVED HEROD HAD HIS SOLDIERS MASSACRE ALL THE INNOCENTS WITH THEIR SWORDS.

TODAY IT’S NOT SWORDS, ITS VACCINES, & ALL THE MOTHERS ARE VOLUNTARILY BRINGING IN THEIR CHILDREN TO BE INJECTED WITH ALUMINUM & MERCURY. IN THE FUTURE WHEN THEY DECIDE TO GO ALL OUT AGAINST US THESE VACCINES WILL CONTAIN EVEN WORSE SUBSTANCES–THEY ARE WORKING ON NEW DISEASES, VIRUSES, MICROCHIPS TO KILL & CONTROL PEOPLE EVERY DAY – USING TAXPAYER MONEY.

AIDS WAS INVENTED BY A 500 MILLION GRANT FROM CONGRESS, SIGNED BY PRES. NIXON, IN 1971. THEY INJECTED 50 MILLION AFRICANS AUTHORIZED BY THE ‘WORLD HEALTH ORGANIZATION’ OF THE U.N. UNDER THE GUISE OF ‘SMALLPOX VACCINE.’ THEY DID THIS IN ORDER TO ROB THE PEOPLE OF THEIR LAND, PROPERTY, WITHOUT DESTROYING THE INFRASTRUCTURE. THIS WAS SPOKE ABOUT BY KISSINGER, WHO SAID, ‘THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE…..WE MUST EMPLOY CULLING SOME OF THEM BUT AVOID DESTROYING THE INFRASTRUCTURES WITH BOMBS.’

AIDS WAS INTRODUCED INTO AMERICA IN 1979 WHEN THEY PUT AN AD IN THE PAPER FOR AN ‘EXPERIMENTAL HERPES VACCINE B’ WHICH 1200 GAY MEN APPLIED FOR, WERE GIVEN AIDS, SPREAD THE AIDS & ALL DIED. THE FIRST VERSION OF AIDS WAS TO STICK TO BLACK VAGINAL TISSUE, THE SECOND VERSION TO STICK TO ANAL TISSUE–ALL DONE BY TAXPAYER MONEY.

THEY ARE PLANNING TO CONTROL OUR MINDS, PUT US ON ‘ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE,’ {IS THAT WHY AMAZON IS DOING SO WELL? ONE OF THEIR BIG PROJECTS IS A.I. SO THE GOVT COULD BE SUBSIDIZING THEM.}

AND SO, THEY ARE INFILTRATING OUR LIVES, HEALTH, PRIVACY, FREEDOMS & HUMAN RIGHTS TODAY.

AND YET, HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE INFORMED WHAT’S GOING ON? MOST ARE JUST DROPPING THEIR JAWS AS TO WHAT’S HAPPENING WITHOUT A CLUE. THEY AREN’T EVEN TRYING TO FIND OUT, MOST ARE DUPES. SOME ARE TRYING TO FIND OUT, BUT FROM THAT NUMBER, THOSE WHO DO UNDERSTAND, MOST ARE TOO SCARED TO DO ANYTHING OR ELSE THEY AREN’T CAPABLE OF WRITING OR SPEAKING. AT LEAST THEY COULD TALK TO THEIR FRIENDS, IT’S A START.

{Sales people have done surveys—each person knows about 200 people. If every one of us spoke to just 100 people about what we know of the truth – What David Icke, Guru Rasa Von Werder, Alax the Great, & the many other dissidents / conspiracy experts teach – it would make a mark.

But as I talk to those around me – they mostly know nothing. When I repeat what I am saying they get scared or depressed & dismiss my words. But some of them do listen, will listen, it will be meaningful if we all try.

TO CONTINUE ON ESCAPING THE ARM OF THE UNJUST LAW, FINDING RESIDENCES OUTSIDE CITIES, FAR FROM THEIR REACH AS POSSIBLE, WHERE WE CAN HAVE SUSTAINABILITY.

One friend said he ‘does not believe going back to the old days.’

In the ‘old days’ there were advantages & would continue to be advantageous if one must leave a city during fascism. Right now I am safer than the people of New York City, safer than those in my little nearby city. If I lived there I would be stuck in an apt where I would feel ‘closed in’ & deprived of freedom, partially due to the curfew.

Where I live I have land, water & woods. I can plant food, (in winter have a few things in windows or build some little greenhouse) have space for recreation, enjoyment—even hunt if I wanted to {but I don’t.}

In hard times the cities are no place to be, a homestead or village of teepees & hurts would be better. I know these are not ABSOLUTES – they are deterrents. I know people who have escaped police by hiding somewhere or running into the woods – one of my neighbors did that. I am talking about avoiding unjust laws & being a ‘political prisoner.’

When we are ‘on the grid’ which mostly means electricity & municipal water—we are at the mercy of the ONE PERCENT. They can control electricity & cut off all our supplies that way, if they want to, on some pretext like the power lines failed. We are then without land lines, heat (disaster in winter—they have forced all of us who want insurance to remove our wood stoves!) our INTERNET – making it DIFFICULT for us to communicate with each other & find out what is going on – like what they are trying to do now by this ‘pandemic.’ They have a couple days ago said people must not even ‘visit!’ It’s OUTRAGEOUS! First no public events, then no more than ten people in a group, & now they reduced it to not even one on one in small businesses & visits! For a virus that is not fatal, it’s a type of flu that for most people hits & goes away. This is fascism, this is elimination of human rights. They are testing us to see if we obey, how much they can get away with & then they will do more.

Alright, there it is. If people spread out it’s harder to control them –{for hundreds of years they have shrunk their dwelling space into cities, suburbs, rather than rural areas – they are SITTING DUCKS for G5, door-to-door arrests where they can be dragged into concentration camps & other atrocities.} The more remote or spread out the people are, the more cumbersome for the ONE PERCENT who are trying to control SEVEN BILLION.

Why do you think they are reaching out to the most remote villages, tribes in the Amazon, Brazil, Indonesia & other places—to get to people WHO DON’T WANT TO BE FOUND—attacking them, saying THEY ATTACKED US—then they start killing & catching them & hauling them in? Because people who live independently, outside the grid, self-sustaining, are SAFE & THEREFORE DANGEROUS. They are free from fascism, the vaccines, the plagues, the microchips – & they have a paranoia of any culture that is free–they could set an example for the rest of us or even give safe shelter to those who escape the system – such as American Indians once gave to runaway slaves.

What they do to these remote tribes is the same thing they did to the American Indians, the Eskimos & Inuits, the Aborigines & other indigenous peoples.

This begs the question if they did it to them, & we move remotely, they will go & get us. Indeed, they will try, but it will be harder than being in cities, suburbs as ‘sitting ducks.’

If we are careful & work on not one, but all fronts, that makes it less likely they will defeat us.

If people did nothing at all within three generations we would all becomes slaves, herded into cities, micro-chipped & mind controlled, with no human rights, totally helpless, working with scant compensation to enrich further the ONES ON TOP. Our status would be no different than animals in a factory farm. If we fight back at that point we’d be taken to the concentration camps they built long ago, most underground, with 2,500 F degree ovens ready to EVAPORATE us. It will be worse than Hitler if it comes to this. It must be fought against NOW.

But even now – there are many organizations bucking the system. They are trying to take over the National Parks for mining, oil, minerals, trapping, taking animals – but there are organizations such as {can’t recall their names, there are dozens I heard of, there are probably hundreds I don’t know about—some example names, some not real} Green Peace, Save the Whales, No More Caged Hunts, Lawyers for the Land, Advocacy for Ecology, Women Against Warfare, Right to Arm Bears, Citizens for Social Justice, Pray for Birds – such organizations have STOPPED many cruel unjust laws & practices. What if they did not exist? They would have done every cruel, unjust, wicked & evil scheme imaginable.

People must GALVANIZE & the BEGINNING of all this is: KNOWLEDGE, INFORMATION, KNOW THE TRUTH & the truth shall set you free. Without a vision – knowledge ‘the people perish.’

They want to keep us gullible, naive, brainwashed & they’ve done a good job—as the majority of people I speak with HAVE NOT A CLUE concerning the teachings of Noam Chomsky, Michael Parenti, the late Howard Zinn, the dissidents, then the conspiracy experts & political experts- -the late Ted Gunderson (former FBI chief), Amy Goodman, Alex Jones in his heyday {sadly no longer reliable}, the monumental DAVID ICKE, myself, William Bond & new ‘kid on the block’ – Ajax the Great & HUNDREDS, maybe thousands of others who PREACH THE TRUTH. They WATCH TV & read publications which are controlled by the FASCISTS – now under the power of FIVE CORPORATIONS who put out what they are told to do – a book I have by Noam Chomsky describes the media as ‘Stenographers to Power,’ those who obey the dictators in politics, ‘On Bended Knee.’ And I have Howard Zinn’s book ‘A People’s History of the United States’ – see the summary here:

HYPERLINK “https://www.litcharts.com/lit/a-people-s-history-of-the-united-states/summary” https://www.litcharts.com/lit/a-people-s-history-of-the-united-states/summary

In conclusion I state the people must fight on all fronts, there is not one solution but many, but they must remain ACTIVE. As we fall asleep, they take over. Unfortunately the activists, the strong fighters, are few & far between. But there are as many of US as there are of THEM, the ONE PERCENT.

Yes, the ONE PERCENT have some advantages, but let us asses ours. We have GOD on our side. God knows all, sees all & CAN DO ALL THINGS. God is the CREATOR above us all, God gives life & God can take it away. God has ALL POWER; God does MIRACLES, & God WORKS THROUGH US who are her friends.

They – the fascists / dictators / merciless psychopaths / deceivers / liars / exploiters / warmongers / imperialists / sadists / abusers-molesters / criminals / monsters are OF THE DEVIL & the only power they have is negative & Satanic. God is the Power, the devil is a liar & God CASTS OUT SATAN when we CALL ON HER TO DO SO.

We have SEVEN BILLION PEOPLE while they are a few thousand.

WHAT CAN THE ‘ORDINARY-AVERAGE PERSON DO?—for themselves & others?’

Plenty. Each individual knows 200 people, average—that was before internet. You still have 200 people plus the ones on your social media, so average I guess you might have 500 people who see-hear your words. {Some of you have up to 5,000 on Face Book!}

First: Tell your family in the house what you have learned {about the truth including the people who teach it}. Even a 7-8 year old can understand some of it – I did when I was a babe. They can understand who loves, who hates, who’s looking to their best interests, who is who is abusing them.

Second – call all your friends & discuss what you have learned with them on the phone. Some of them won’t understand, some will argue, others laugh—do it anyway. They might look things up, they might change their mind later—you have planted seeds in their brain.

Ask all those you know to give you their e mail so you can make a list & send them newsletters on what you have learned, with links.

Use all your social media to put links to the people I stated including myself, do it daily.

I know the averages – I know that only one person out of twenty who reads this might do what I say. Look at the rest, why don’t they help?—for several reasons.

Most people don’t care about others. They are myopic, self absorbed, selfish & their world revolves around me, myself & I. They want food, a roof, love & sex, & as long as they are satisfied, that’s it. Some of these are on the ‘broad highway to Hell’ & they do care about their own well being but they never think of great things such as eternal life, virtue, true morality of a good heart, a clean conscience, altruism, charity for all. The saints say the MAJORITY goes to Hell—these cannot be saved, they will not be a part of this.

Some people care but they are so poor they might not have a computer – no phone – nothing. But those in poverty usually have family & friends & they can TALK. If you hear this message talk to them—reach them–& they will pass it on the same way. Words are SEEDS that can grow. They are fetuses that can mature.

Now to those who hear this & want to help save the planet, the animals & us: You are one out of twenty, by my estimation. You think you can do little but it’s a lot. If you reach hundreds, it multiplies into thousands & goes beyond.

My best Matriarchal friends & I are not doing anything amazing, but only writing on the internet. We are not reaching the mainstream media the way David Icke breaks through. I used to be on it but it’s not my place to do it now – I must work this way.

All we’re doing is writing articles, putting them on blogs & sites & sharing links on face book & other media.

But you’re not a writer. Can you write sentences, or a paragraph, can’t you? Then share inks. Share the public media pages & books of all the people I mentioned including myself – add a sentence or paragraph of your approval.

Here is the blog that contains the main links of myself, William Bond & Ajax the Great—we are all valuable:

HYPERLINK “https://rasavonwerder-william.blogspot.com/2020/03/?zx=8d2b890313151ab4” https://rasavonwerder-william.blogspot.com/2020/03/?zx=8d2b890313151ab4

My latest incredible website with articles illustrated by thousands of images:

HYPERLINK “http://embodimentofgod.com/” http://embodimentofgod.com/

DAVID ICKE ON THE CORONA VIRUS & GF:

HYPERLINK “https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMTZu6_TjU8” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMTZu6_TjU8

Besides that, look up Noam Chomsky, Michael Parenti, the late Howard Zinn, the dissidents, then the conspiracy experts & alternative political experts- -the late Ted Gunderson (former FBI chief), Amy Goodman—there are many. Wherever you start, there will be more leads & links—follow them.

A last word. Don’t forget the Power of PRAYER. The world has been changed by prayer. People fix their lives by prayer – they heal their loved ones by prayer. Prayer is Power – God’s Power – use it. Use it regularly, daily, constantly—you will get results. God is good, God loves you, God loves us all & wants happiness for all of us.

God can strike down the ONE PERCENT who are destroying the world – in fact, God is doing it – slowly. Human men are going extinct. There is a God, She is not kidding. Human males have done this evil we speak of. Human males must be stopped – dead men can do no harm. The Y chromosome is crumbling; the end of men will be the end of genocide, atrocities, slavery, unjust laws, child abuse, exploitation, & 98% of all sin. Yes, the ‘meek,’ – women – will inherit the earth. They will reproduce without men. God is on our side. The ONE PERCENT demons are ALL MEN. God loves us who love Her – She does not abide by demons, She is removing them. Meanwhile do as I said & help save ourselves & others until the time God’s will is fulfilled.

OH YES, & BTW, IF YOU’RE WAITING FOR THE MAN ON THE WHITE

HORSE TO SAVE US HE WON’T

– HE’S AS SCARED OF THOSE ON TOP AS THE WOMEN ARE

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

HE WILL NEED MY HELP

HE WILL COME TO ME TO SAVE HIM–FINANCIAL RUIN DUE TO

‘PANDEMIC’

3-23-20-the DOCTOR & OLD MAN VOMITS-WACCABUC

Two STRONG/CLEAR dreams. Amazing that I can dream this well when after I do all my work, I watch TV now for hours & it no longer CLUTTERS my mind.

Dream: the DOCTOR:

It was the middle of the night, in my upper back yard, more toward the back road,—feeling a type of whimsical bliss, so happy being alone—seem to be looking up I see an airplane in the sky getting ready to land in my yard. I suddenly remember, it’s the DOCTOR I called I wanted to see! But now I have changed my mind – don’t want to see him or anyone.

*(DOCTOR: Is ‘Doctor Feelgood,’ the lover Laren. I know this from studying the entire dream, not at first.

MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT: Breaking through a darkness of understand, getting a revelation.)*

And so I wave him off like,

“Changed my mind – please go away.”

(UPSETS HIM, WANTS TO SEE ME: Notice how happy I am alone, but he isn’t. He wants to see me & is upset I don’t want to see him. ‘Doctor, I reached out to you before, but now I don’t need you’ – but he needs me.)

This upsets him greatly & he wants to land & see me. My hand waving has the power to move his plane, accidentally I wave him over to my broken-down shed by the creek, the side of the shed next to the path to the house – the shed is about 40’ from the house on the lower yard, & his plane crashes there & a bit of an explosion – fire – & the shed catches on fire!

(SHED: Shed is broken down, contains junk & clutter. No longer has anything I need. This sounds like OUR RELATIONSHIP AS IT WAS –ghastly. He related to me only to HURT ME. He would ‘make love’ to me when he felt like it, refuse to give me his phone, would never call me, just tap on my shoulder when he saw me. Would praise his new live-in on social media {not sincerely, he uses her also} & never told me he loved me any more. It became more painful than joyful over the years. I knew I was breaking my own rule ‘No sex until the relationship’ & he knew I was TOO WEAK TO RESIST, LOVED HIM TOO MUCH IN THE FLESH. But I got closer to my MomGod within & that freed me, so now Dr. Feelgood needs me more than I need him.)

Nothing happens to the doc, he is fine, he got out & I join him in the shed. The fire is burning slowly on the edge of the shed, he stoops down to go through my things, to sort them out & remove them before they burn up.

I go to him & as I enter I call,

“Kitty-kitty”

in case there are any cats hiding in the shed – but I know there aren’t—it was a precaution.

*(PRECAUTION CALLING KITTIES: These are inner senses, as most animals have some superior senses to us. I am asking the inner self if there is any danger here of something meaningful being destroyed – there isn’t.

In other words, I have stopped doing sex with Laren because he’s not given me a relationship – he’s been ghastly. No relationship–no sex was my rule. When I broke it he got sex & I got hurt.

So now I am saying is there anything I need to receive or get out of having sex with him again? Should I have sex with him again even though there’s no relationship? The answer is NO.)*

As he goes through the stuff here I tell the doc,

“Don’t worry, I have removed all the things that were needed from this shed – the rest of this can perish.”

(WHAT WAS NEEDED REMOVED: There is nothing in the sex-only relationship that is needed. All that was good in this liaison has been removed, nothing left to hold onto. Let it burn up, be destroyed.)

But my male friend in a few moments find some things that have not burned up or will not as they are on the edges or margins of this shed somewhere – ancient rug runners, ordinary things. He’s helping & he’ll take this stuff to a bonfire & destroy it – we’re making a clean sweep!

(MALE HELPER: Could be a guardian angel—I have three. He is helping remove the ‘fringe residual energy’s’ or other clutter, junk, that lingers IN MY MIND OR PSYCHE pertaining to this.)

The doc reminds me or makes me think of the dentist, whose appt with me was cancelled due to the ‘pandemic.’ He really wanted to see me, & this doc was extremely upset when I wanted to wave him off.

*(DOC UPSET: This again confirms Laren is upset for not seeing me, perhaps because neither of us can go downtown & hook up, possibly he’s suffering from the ‘pandemic’ rules. But it does not bother me, I am free, he is not.

I’ve been told for years by my inner voice & channelers, ‘He will come to you when he hits rock bottom.’ Apparently my absence, plus the rules of the pandemic, plus going bankrupt have brought him to his knees.)*

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The OLD MAN WHO EATS THREE MEALS, LIES ON HIS BACK ON A RAFT ON THE EDGE OF THE WATER, THE WATER RISES, HIS MOUTH IS OPEN & WATER BEGINS TO ENTER. I KNOW HE MIGHT DROWN. I CLIMB OFF MY TREE & SAVE HIM.

I am with this man I later realize is old. We are by a small lake on a pleasure trip and cross to the other side, in a raft I see later.

*(OLD MAN: Once again, the same lover, Laren. {Husband, Wife are ‘old man, old lady’} In my dreams often I have ‘parallel dreams’ which tell the story I want to know from more than one perspective.

RAFT: Something that enables you to get somewhere, a vehicle, a ‘life raft’ that keeps you AFLOAT. Being ‘afloat’ sometimes refers to finances, ‘this extra job kept us afloat.’)*

There I find a tree with many trunks. I climb it, making sure I get off this one trunk that is unstable. I actually pull it away from the tree & let it fall – it’s rubbery, kind of big, you would not expect it to be unstable. Had I hung onto it I would have fallen with it. I’m on a good branch now, way up, maybe 20’.

(UP A TREE: This is about some hard times, being ‘up’ including up a tree is usually hardship or suffering. This might refer to MY FINANCES because one way or one branch {path, action} WAS LIKE RUBBER – rubber means ‘bounced check’—I avoided some financial shrinking, kept half my money out of the stock market & kept it safe—So I am good during this drop.)

I look down at my friend who is lying on his back on our raft which is right at the edge of the water. He’s fallen asleep with his mouth open. The raft has food here & there. The animals, seeing him not conscious, have taken advantage & are all over the raft – raccoons & other medium, not dangerous, but all hungry animals all over the raft rummaging the food.

*(ON HIS BACK, ASLEEP: Helpless, unaware. {on your back means submissive or helpless} This refers to financial as I see where this dream is going.

MOUTH OPEN: This is needing to be fed (like the baby bird), nourished or sustained.

WATER COMES UP, FILLING HIS MOUTH: Instead of sustenance he’s getting ruin. Water means many things, in this scene it is ruin & might destroy him. When water causes FLOOD or DROWNING it’s not the grace of the Holy Spirit, its disaster, often associated with loss of resources. Floods destroy crops, property & lives. Drowning takes away your life. ‘Drowning in debt.’

Water is like AIR. Air can be beautiful, but it can be a hurricane or tornado & destroy. Sun can be a delight, but it can burn up vegetation or give cancer.

ANIMALS RUMMAGING FOOD WHILE HE SLEEPS: MomGod, I am stumped. Animals mean inner senses usually. How is his ‘food’ or resources being rummaged while he is asleep or unaware?

She: He is not aware of what’s going on in the world regarding the govt use of the Pandemic to send people into poverty. Most people see society in a subjective, myopic way, their own limited human experience. But knowledge is power, so if you understand what is being done you aren’t confused.)*

Then I see the water has risen, & as small waves appear, it goes into his mouth. At this rate, if he doesn’t wake up he’ll drown. I quickly get down from the tree, rush over to him, sit him up & as he sits up he vomits again & again, at least three times, & the quantity is huge – like 3 big meals.

*(WATER RISES: Danger to resources, water causes floods, damage to property & life.

SMALL WAVES: Small problems or events that are negative, ‘don’t make waves,’ here even small things can drown him—like minor bills when he has no money.

IF HE DOESN’T WAKE UP: If he doesn’t become aware he will perish.

WATER GOES INTO HIS MOUTH: He is in danger of financial breakdown or bankruptcy.

SIT HIM UP {AWAKEN HIM ALSO} & HE VOMITS: Vomiting is getting rid of something or having a revulsion to something that makes you vomit—a horrible taste, smell, reality or sight can make you upchuck. What I show him – the truth– is repulsive to him but saves him.

Me: MomGod, what saves him if I tell him the truth about the govt doing this on purpose?

She: He might give up waiting on those around him for help & come to you. He knows scant few people who even if they could, would truly help him. His friends are mostly in the same boat. When half the world is perishing you cannot expect the non-perishing half to save them. They will help a few. But even in families, now that people are losing their jobs they go to relatives for help & the relatives say ‘I have my own problems.’ These are the situations he’s surrounded by. Many of his friends have no jobs, or else low paying ones. Many have lost their jobs due to so many venues being closed—hair salons, gyms, nail places, theaters, bars, restaurants, churches, yoga centers, etc. This is a recipe for the poor to get poorer while the rich gain control. He has to see the big picture, it isn’t going to go away fast.)*

The first two vomits are like mashed potatoes, a huge amount, the third vomit is like chop suey, a whole plate full. When did he eat all this? He must have been starving.

*(FIRST TWO VOMITS LIKE MASHED POTATOES: Stumped again MomGod. Any ideas?

She: This happens in three increments. Think that way. First vomit is the big amount of something like mashed potatoes. This is bad stuff happening financially. It could be the spouse he is with—the place where she worked is shut down.

The symbol of ‘like mashed potatoes’ – potatoes are a STAPLE, a basic like ‘meat & potatoes.’ It’s COMFORT FOOD & something one depends on, like the Irish once depended on their potato crop & when the blight made it fail, they experienced ruin. Losing one’s ‘meat & potatoes’ is ruin.

The second vomit could be them reaching for money elsewhere–some other disappointment, failure or reversal. Could be welfare, unemployment, another job, seeking loans or help from relatives & friends. The third thing,

CHOP SUEY: Sounds like ‘chopped’ which means eliminated. There’s a TV show called ‘Chopped’ where chefs fail with their dishes & get eliminated. This could mean BEING FIRED or prevented from working. It could be her situation or his or both, you can only guess but it’s a bad omen.)*

We then return to the other side & the movements of the water have made his vomited food float over here – the animals have followed the food & want to consume it. It isn’t disgusting as it wasn’t even digested, it’s edible to them.

*(FOOD FLOATS HERE, ANIMALS FOLLOW IT: Again the animals are the senses pointing us to something. The food is resources or possibility of gaining money. It COMES BACK TO US; it is still edible or viable.

THE OTHER SIDE, RETURN TO IT: This refers to him & me. He left me – he went to the other side of the lake, he chose to be with another female. The ‘pandemic’ came about, we both found concern but he faced TOTAL RUIN, BANKRUPTCY.

And so, he returns to WHERE WE STARTED, WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER, in this dream we are on a pleasure trip but then cross the water to the other side – which leads to failure. With me, the resources that were a calamity RETURN TO HIM as I have enough money for everything.)*

We then go into the building by the water. It seems we have been at a ‘resort’ or ‘vacation.’ But I did not enter the building until now.

When I do, it is a neat school room, not huge, average size, rows of small dark desks for about twenty young people {don’t see many kids, 5 or 6 right now}– the walls are painted light blue. A teacher in front speaks to me.

*(SCHOOL ROOM: Lessons we must learn before we find happiness.

SMALL DARK DESKS: Dark, depressing or dreary experiences we must have before we learn.

DESKS NOT ALL OCCUPIED OUT OF 20, 5-6 STUDENTS: Only a fraction of people, one out of four, might learn their lessons which lead to success.)*

The teacher says to me,

“This used to be A GREAT MANSION.”

(USED TO BE A GREAT MANSION: I will describe the mansion as bliss. At one time, Laren & I were in bliss. But things went wrong & we lost it.)

{Ah, I think, just as I SUSPECTED—this used to be the Victorian mansion of Waccabuc!}

(MANSION IN WACCABUC: Forebodes having all a person wants; happiness.)

This school room is modest & not big – unlike the premises long ago. It’s like an ‘anteroom/foyer’ to the mansion, a small first floor you go through before you see the beauty above, with the bliss it brings.

Then I say to everyone,

“Oh yes, I thought this was the old mansion in Waccabuc. I used to go there in summers as a child.

My aunt & uncle were the caretakers of the place – he took care of the grounds, she took care of the house & two boys.

A & U had the entire THIRD FLOOR to live in. It was furnished with EXQUISITE contemporary furniture of a light beige color, in the best taste. It had a round wall with windows lining it & a balcony.

The rest of the house was furnished traditional, perhaps Victorian & other elegant old-fashioned furniture. It had EIGHT BEDROOMS & four baths– the hallway walls decorated with wild boars in the woods {which I gazed at a lot}. There was a library with books, a grand piano, & the most INCREDIBLE LAUNDRY. The laundry room, {this was 1952-53-54} had not one washer & dryer, but two washers, two dryers, which in those days were exorbitantly expensive. The room was huge, neat, with a wooden floor – you had plenty of space to hang up delicates.

They had horses which my uncle tended, even shoed them.”

I explain all these details to the teacher & class & then tell them I’m going into the house now to look around, to see how it’s changed. I tell them Waccabuc was heaven to me & I feel that heavenly feeling now being here again.

*(WACCABUC MANSION, THE DESCRIPTION: What I am explaining is the happiness I had in this place, which parallels the bliss I had when I was with Laren.

All that I describe gives me joy. This means that Laren & I have returned to our original relationship, from long ago, when it was blissful. We entered through the portal of ‘school of hard knocks,’ our lessons bore fruit.

We are in Waccabuc—joy, bliss, happiness. We are together again. This is a prediction.

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College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

DAVID ICKE<>LISTEN TO HIM

DAVID ICKE-LISTEN TO HIM!

3-22-20-DAVID KNOWS-LOOK HIM UP FOR COVID-19, CORONA VIRUS

PANDEMIC & G5

RASA SAYS ON THE G5 (SEE THE DAVID ICKE, LONDON REAL VIDEO:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Nr-CFJJYB0

My comment under this video – My You Tube account is ‘Kellie Everts’

If you watch Amy Allen’s ‘The Dead Files’ you will see the same principle at ‘haunted houses.’ Amy Allen perceives, senses & interprets energies that come from dead souls, demons, even aliens, as well as ‘residual energies.’ These energies, entities, give people DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, RAGE, constant fights, physical, mental & emotional illnesses.

In some cases if they stayed in these houses with these entities they would become possessed, like zombies, & even kill their family. Others die from the ‘bad vibes’ of the entities. And so what David is explaining, our governments are getting ready to assault us with energies that can be deadly. They are doing warfare on their own people. All humans are their enemies now, they are hoping to control us, or destroy us. And as he says, love is the opposite of hate. It is love that heals, gives life, transmits comfort, these are positive frequencies which are life & health giving…..

I just might add that these devices come out of the Patriarchy, not the Matriarchy. I am looking forward to Mother God’s extinction of men & the rising up of women, with a new world of women only. See Dr. Bryan Sykes ‘Adam’s Curse–a World Without Men.’ These demons have been working through men for 10K years, not so much with women – women are not as easily programmed to destroy or kill.

David & most of the other conspiracy experts never mention that it is the men who are doing this – this is their agenda & weapons. Women teach love, they had to hold down women. The first conspiracy was to silence & disempower women – now women’s power is on the rise, men are going extinct, it will be a woman-only world, women will reproduce without men, all the offspring will be women. This is God’s solution to what men are doing to our planet, Dr. Bryan Sykes, (top geneticist, Oxford U) says ‘human males are an experiment that did not work–nature is taking them out.’ I have two websites pertinent to all this, the most recent is www.EmbodimentofGod.com & also the legendary www.WomanThouArtGod.com I have just finished writing a new religion for women only, it will be out in a couple weeks…….BTW this guy London Real is great, & I have been studying David Icke for 15 years – he is a MONUMENT, the ground under his feet is Sacred. My name is Guru Rasa Von Werder, I used to do show biz under the name Kellie Everts

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LETTER FROM WILLIAM BOND RE DAVID ICKE & ISSUES—Rasa’s responses IN CAPS……………………………….Hi Everyone,

I use to read David Icke books years ago but found his writings to be depressing and stopped reading him when he claimed that the ruling elite were reptilians. I am also a bit suspicious of him as he pops up every now and then on British TV so the ruling elite seem to like him or he wouldn’t appear on the mainstream media.

RASA SAYS: THE REASON THEY PERMIT HIM ON MAINSTREAM MEDIA ONCE IN A WHILE IS NOT BECAUSE THE ELITE APPROVES OF HIM BUT BECAUSE THEY HAVE LABELED HIM AN ECCENTRIC CHARACTER, A CRAZY MAN—BECAUSE OF HIS ‘REPTILIAN’ HYPOTHESIS. THIS REPTILIAN CLAIM I THINK HAS PREVENTED HIS ASSASSINATION, AS THE RULERS THINK HE IS SO ‘FAR OUT’ HE HAS NO CREDIBILITY. HE’S EASY TO DISMISS.

There are many conspiracy theories out there and I think that the job of David Icke and Alex Jones is to give conspiracy theories a bad name by making them seem crazy. It might also be like Orwell said in his book 1984, where in the book, the resistance organization was run by the ruling elite to find out who was opposed to their rule. In real life the ruling elite have always infiltrated and taken over any organizations opposed to it.

RASA SAYS: THAT DOES HAVE WEIGHT, HOWEVER, DO NOT PUT DAVID ICKE IN THIS CATEGORY. ALEX JONES HAS BETRAYED HIS ORIGINAL CAUSE, THE FLAWS IN HIS VIEWPOINT HAVE SWAYED HIM OVER THE OTHER SIDE – HE IS NO LONGER A FRIEND OF THE PEOPLE. HE WAS NEVER CRAZY, JUST WRONG ON SOME KEY ISSUES LIKE BEING AGAINST FEMINISM. NOW HE IS IN CAHOOTS WITH TRUMP, HE IF FINISHED AS A CONSPIRACY EXPERT, HE WENT THE OPPOSITE WAY. I DON’T HAVE TIME TO STUDY WHY, HOW OR WHAT, TIMES ARE TOO URGENT NOW & I’M WITH ICKE.

There is one major conspiracy and that is a small ruling elite control the whole of human society and this has been going on for thousands of years. It is totally unfair that all the wealth and power is controlled by a small elite and so the ruling elite has to keep working to keep their power through deception, propaganda and intimidation.

I think the mistake people make about 1984 is they think Orwell was writing about a dystopian future, but he was writing about, in an exaggerated form, of what normally goes on. Orwell came from a wealthy family and went to Eton, was a policeman as a young man and was part of the BBC propaganda unit in WW2. So he learnt all the tricks the ruling elite used to keep the peasants in their place, and explained many of these tricks in 1984.

I do agree with David Icke that global warming is a hoax. CO2 makes up less than 1% of the Earth’s atmosphere and it has been slowly decreasing over the last few million years. Without CO2 all plant life on this planet will die.

RASA SAYS: I KNOW IT IS GETTING WARMER EVERY WINTER. I EXPERIENCE IT. POLAR BEARS ARE GETTING STRANDED & STARVING FOR LACK OF ICE TO RETURN TO THE MAINLAND.

The green movement is paradoxically financed by the oil industry. The reason for this is that since the time of Rockefeller all oil companies and nations fix the price of oil and sell it at the highest price they can get away with. This is why oil companies are the wealthiest on the planet, the profit margins are so huge.

RASA SAYS: GOOD BECAUSE I HAVE OIL UNDER MY LAND.

People have complained about the price of oil and so there was always pressure on oil companies to lower their price. But in recent years oil companies have deflected criticism by financing the global warming hoax. While people believe that the world is coming to an end because of fossil fuel, then it is hard to get anyone to pressurize oil companies to lower their price. Claiming that high oil prices are a good thing as it will save the planet.

The Green movement is also used to attack the competitors of oil, like nuclear, coal and hydro-electric. The oil industry encourages the use of wind and solar power because they know you cannot run an energy grid using these methods. Every wind and solar farm has to be backed up with a large Diesel engine which is turned on when the wind dies or the sun goes behind a cloud. So they know that ‘green energy’ can never replace oil.

RASA SAYS: WHAT DID PEOPLE DO BEFORE OIL CAME ABOUT, DIESEL ENGINES & ALL THAT? THEY LIVED, DID THEY NOT? HOMESTEADING & FARMING HAS GONE ON FOR MILENNIA & IT CAN DO SO AGAIN. PEOPLE SHOULD GO BACK TO THE OLD WAYS TO SAVE THEIR LIVES, AS THEY WANT TO HERD US INTO CITIES WHERE THEY CAN HAVE CONTROL. GO BACK TO VILLAGES, HOMESTEADS & PERMACULTURE. IT CAN BE DONE BECAUSE IT WAS DONE. IT IS LESS LIKELY THEY CAN CONTROL EVERY HUMAN, EVERY HOMESTEAD, EVERY PERSON IF WE SPREAD OUT……………………………….William

LETTERS TO MY FRIENDS,……………..THESE ARE GOOD HEALTHY, THOUGHT-PROVOKING CONVOS DEAR GUYS. I AM OUT OF MY DEPTH, CANNOT DEBATE BECAUSE I HAVE HARDLY ANY RESEARCH ON ENERGY & KNOW JUST A FEW TIDBITS ABOUT GLOBAL WARMING – LIKE LOOK AT THE POOR POLAR BEARS NOW STRANDED IN CERTAIN AREAS – NOT ENOUGH ICE TO GET THEM BACK ON THE MAINLAND – & THEY ARE STARVING UNTIL THE RETURN OF THE ICE, & IT’S GETTING WORSE YEARLY. ALSO THEY SHOWED SATELLITE PICS OF THE ANTARCTIC ICE MELTING SO FAST – WITHIN TWO WEEKS LIKE HALF OF IT MELTED OFF – BUT THIS COULD BE PHOTO SHOP FAKE–THEY SAID IT GOT UP TO 65 F IN THE ANTARCTIC…….

BUT I DO KNOW THAT SINCE I CAME TO THIS AREA 30 YEARS AGO IN THE WINTER MANY DAYS (6 OR 7) WERE 32-34 BELOW FAHRENHEIT. BUT IT HAS WARMED UP TO WHERE IT ONLY GETS 16 BELOW MAYBE 1-2 DAYS A YEAR, IT’S MUCH WARMER & WETTER. THAT’S ALL I KNOW– MORE FLOODS THAN EVER, CELLARS FLOODING, RIVER RISING, ETC.

HERE’S WHAT I CAN FIGURE. THEY ARE TRYING TO DESTROY ALL THE SMALL FARMS, SMALL BUSINESSES, THEY WANT TO CORRAL US INTO PLACES WHERE THEY CAN CONTROL US – CITIES. THERE THEY CAN WATCH US, PUT UP THEIR G5 BOXES, RADIATE US, KEEP US TOTALLY ON THE GRID. THEY DON’T WANT PEOPLE SCATTERED INTO VILLAGES, HOMESTEADS & SELF-SUSTAINING FARMS.

WHEN I WAS A KID THEY BOUGHT OUT ALL THE SMALL DAIRY FARMS – THEY PAID FARMERS FOR THE COWS, TO GET RID OF THEM. THE IDEA WAS TO MAKE MILK FARMING NO LONGER VIABLE FOR SMALL FARMERS, TURN IT INTO A MONOPOLY, CONGLOMERATE WHICH ONLY THE HUGE FARMS WITH AT LEAST 100 COWS COULD AFFORD-THEY REGULATE EVERYTHING.

A COW WITH MILK PROVIDES MILK, BUTTER & CHEESE – LOTS OF PROTEIN…..SHE CAN KEEP AN ENTIRE FAMILY ALIVE. & WITH CHICKENS & OTHER ANIMALS YOU HAVE EGGS GALORE & WE USED TO KILL A CHICKEN ONCE A WEEK FOR SUNDAY DINNER. I LIVED ON A SMALL FARM WITH A COW, CHICKENS, GEESE, DUCKS & 2 PIGS FROM AGE 8 TO AGE 15. WE GREW EVERYTHING. I UNDERSTAND HOW IT WORKS. IT’S HARD WORK BUT YOU CAN PARTIALLY SURVIVE BUT NOT ALWAYS 100% BUT MAYBE 100% IF MORE PEOPLE WERE WORKING THE HOMESTEAD.

WE ONLY HAD ONE MAN, ONE WOMAN & KIDS, YOU NEED MORE THAN THAT TO RUN A FARM OR HOMESTEAD & YOU DO NEED SOME CASH FOR LIKE HIRING A MAN TO PLOW THE FIELDS IF YOU DO NOT HAVE YOUR OWN BIG TRACTOR, BUYING DOG FOOD, GASOLINE, HAVING A CAR ETC. WE WENT BANKRUPT FOR MANY REASONS. THE MAN OF THE HOUSE WAS WORKING 2 JOBS & WE COULD NOT MAKE IT. THEN MOM WENT TO WORK IN A FACTORY.

MY DAD VISITED – HE DID NOT HELP ENOUGH FINANCIALLY, AS USUAL, WHEN MEN ARE AWAY FROM THEIR FAMILY YOU HAVE TO PUT A GUN TO THEIR HEAD TO SEND ENOUGH MONEY. HE HELPED BUT BY NO MEANS ENOUGH – HE COULD HAVE BUT DIDN’T, HE WAS WORKING A DECENT JOB. THEN MOM & THE NEW GUY BROKE UP, IT WAS OVER. WE HAD TO MOVE FROM THE FARM–MOM GOT BETTER JOBS; DAD PAID THE MORTGAGE, ETC. SURVIVAL WAS TOUGH. & MY MOM ABUSED ME TO DEATH TO GET HER PRESSURES OFF HER BACK – STARTING WITH BECAUSE I ADORED DAD, SHE INSISTED WE ALL HATE HIM – THE OTHER KIDS OBEYED – I REFUSED TO HATE. THEN THEY ALL JUMPED ME TOGETHER.

OK SO THEY DO NOT WANT US SCATTERED, THEY DO NOT WANT US TO SUSTAIN OURSELVES, THEY DO NOT WANT US FREE. THEY WANT US TO BE DEPENDENT, ECONOMIC SLAVES. THEY SHUT DOWN ALL THESE LITTLE MOM OR MOM & POP BUSINESSES BECAUSE OF THE VIRUS SUPPOSEDLY. BUT IT’S AN EXCUSE FOR MARSHAL LAW. THEY HAVE THE CONCENTRATION CAMPS READY WITH 2,500 F DEGREE OVENS. THEY HAVE BUSES READY WITH CHAINS ON THE FLOOR TO HOLD IN POLITICAL PRISONERS ON THEIR WAY TO CONCENTRATION CAMPS—MANY OF WHICH ARE HIDDEN UNDERGROUND, THAT THEY’VE BEEN DIGGING A LONG TIME.

THEY HAVE BEEN BRIEFING LOCAL POLICE HOW TO ARREST SCREAMING CITIZENS FOR YEARS – THEY HAVE REHEARSED TAKING OVER TOWNS WITH MILITARY FOR YEARS. WHEN A SHERIFF OR CHIEF REFUSES THEY OVERRIDE HIM & PRACTICE ARRESTING SCREAMING CITIZENS. I STUDIED THE CONSPIRACY THEORIES AROUND 2006 TO 2009 BUT WHEN I COULD NOT TAKE IT ANY MORE LIKE YOU WILLIAM–IT WAS SO DEPRESSING–BUT I HAD PICKED UP THE BASICS & STOPPED THINKING ABOUT IT.

NOW I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT IN ORDER TO ALERT MY FRIENDS–TELLING THEM ALL TO WATCH DAVID ICKE.

WILLIAM YOU’RE BEING HARD ON DAVID ICKE. YES HE TALKS ABOUT REPTILIANS, A RACE OF PEOPLE FROM AGES AGO FROM OUTER SPACE WHO CAME TO EARTH, FUCKED WOMEN (I GUESS THEY WERE MALES) & PRODUCED A STRAIN OF REPTILIANS WHO RULE US. YES, IT’S FAR OUT. IT’S HIS VERSION OF THE DEMONIC – I HAVE MINE – BUT I CANNOT PROVE HIM WRONG. I THINK THIS STRANGE THEORY OF HIS RENDERS HIM SAFE AS THE EVIL ONES ON TOP THINK PEOPLE DO NOT TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY – BUT THEY DO. IN THREE DAYS HIS SPEAKING ON THE VIRUS GOT THREE MILLION – I SAID THREE MILLION – VIEWS. THEY ARE LISTENING. I WISH IT WAS 300 MILLION.

WILLIAM, YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH MY THEORIES OR ANYONE’S THEORIES ON DEMONS. I DO BELIEVE IN DEMONS. BUT I STILL BELIEVE IN YOU. YOU DO NOT BELIEVE IN FEMALE SUPREMACY ALTHOUGH IT IS PROVEN BY US HAVING TWO X CHROMOSOMES, BUT I DO NOT GO AGAINST YOU FOR THAT. YOU DO NOT BELIEVE IN MALE EXTINCTION, IT IS PROVEN BY THE WORLD’S LEADING GENETICIST – BUT YOU REFUSE TO HEAR IT. BUT I STILL LIKE YOU & LOVE ALL THAT YOU WRITE. WE PUT ASIDE ALL OUR DIFFERENCES & CONTINUE THE WORK FOR MOTHER GOD–THAT IS THE ONLY SANE, LOGICAL & EFFECTIVE THING TO DO.

PETE, YOU BELIEVE IN VACCINES, I THINK NOT ONLY ARE THEY INEFFECTIVE BUT INCREDIBLY DANGEROUS – AUTISM IS UP 30%…..I DON’T KNOW WHY YOU BELIEVE IN GETTING INJECTED WITH ALUMINUM, MERCURY & ABORTED BABY TISSUE. THEY INJECT PEOPLE WITH AIDS – AFRICANS, GAYS, BLACKS, VETERANS, WHENEVER THEY FEEL LIKE IT & ALL UNDER COVER OF SMALLPOX VACCINES, EXPERIMENTAL HERPES VACCINES, OR “MISTAKES” – & YET YOU BELIEVE IN THEM. OK, BUT WHY SHOULD THAT MAKE ME DISLIKE YOU OR REFUSE TO WORK WITH YOU? I STILL BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU WRITE ON THE MANY SUBJECTS, MOSTLY POLITICS, YOU’RE AN EXPERT IN. WE FORGIVE DISAGREEMENTS & CONTINUE OUR SACRED WORK.

I JUST HOPE & PRAY YOU GUYS, ESPECIALLY WILLIAM, GIVE DAVID ICKE A BETTER CHANCE. LOOK AT WHAT YOU DO AGREE WITH HIM ON, WILLIAM. HE’S IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW, HE IS THE ONLY ONE I KNOW I CAN READILY ACCESS & RELY ON FOR WTF IS GOING ON????????

SATAN RULES THE WORLD, & HE WORKS THROUGH MEN. MOTHER GOD HAS SOLVED THE PROBLEM BUT IT WILL TAKE TIME. THE EXTINCTION OF MEN IS THE SOLUTION. THEIR Y CHROMOSOME IS CRUMBLING, THERE WILL BE NO MORE MEN IN TIME, WOMEN WILL REPRODUCE WITHOUT MEN. THE WORLD WILL HAVE NO MORE ATROCITIES, GENOCIDES, WARS & UNJUST LAWS. MEN ARE 98% OF THE CRIMINALS & EVIL DOERS THEY ARE DESTROYING THE PLANET. SEE DR. BRYAN SYKES ‘ADAM’S CURSE – A WORLD WITHOUT MEN…….

He said “Human males were a genetic experiment that did not work–nature is removing them.’ He says in100K give or take 25K there will be no more men. They are deteriorating now, even while they are going downhill they are being disempowered. The sperm counts of males are plummeting. You see there is a God, & She has already solved our problem. She has saved our planet & us, all animals, all life, by removing men. Bravo Mother God! Thank you!

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, Uncategorized

LOVER PREPARES FOR US

LOVER PREPARES FOR US – LEAVING HER, COMING TO ME – END FOR

HER & A BAD MALE ‘FRIEND’

3-20-20-ERROL FLYNN BEHIND THE SCENES

Interpreted for a friend

Unusual dream. I somehow stumble upon a video which features Errol Flynn ‘behind the scenes’—what he does in preparing for roles.

*(ERROL FLYNN: This is your lover/husband Brandon who this dream says is preparing to be with you. It’s his next role.)

The first thing I see is him in a gym, lying on a table doing leg raises. He’s wearing some kind of shorts that really must be low cut as I can see his whole ass & the bottom of it—straight across & going downward–is covered with thick hair.

*(HAIRY BOTTOM OF THE ASS: To have a hairy ass is like moss on a rock, ‘a rolling stone gathers no moss.’ This is saying he’s gathered moss a long time—been inactive or ‘sitting on his ass—not rolling, not moving, not getting anywhere’.

But now he’s moving, doing leg raises, really getting into shape for the next role. The hairiness is exposed or revealed, to others as well as himself, like ‘WTF have you been doing? You have not accomplished anything in the last years.’

His next role is being with you.)*

He’s buff & muscular, tight body, nothing like a body builder, no bulging muscles, just tight & hard. I glanced at this & a few other scenes, then I wanted to find it to go back to see it again & show some people.

(TIGHT & HARD, BUFF BODY: Dreams are usually symbols of the non-physical so this is not about his body but his psychological, spiritual state. He’s in shape to move on, go to the next step.)

The other scene that stood out was him in a large room. He’s sitting at a higher up chair, the rest of his cast of ‘Robin Hood & his merry men’ are all at what looks like blonde school desks. These men are a ‘chorus’ rehearsing before they film, because their singing is heard in the background of the movie.

*(HIGHER CHAIR: This means two things; one higher up is higher level of suffering but also higher understanding. ‘God whispers to us in our pleasures & shouts to us in our pain – pain is the megaphone of God.’ Higher is sometimes the Cross of Jesus – He was lifted up on it, it was his greatest pain. But through these Crosses we’re also lifted up spiritually & gain wisdom.

This indicates he’s now on a higher level than his peers, those he hangs with to ‘have fun,’ called ‘merry men.’ The men are all learning because they’re sitting at

SCHOOL DESKS: learning.

REHEARSING: Preparing for next stages in life.

SINGING: When all is lost {like on the Titanic the band played on while they sank} & the only account of Jesus IN SONG was at the Last Supper – when He was about to face his Crucifixion. Singing is like an expression of calling out to the Absolute, when one is about to face a major disaster or dilemma, or about to embark upon a great work, it might be compared to ‘psyching oneself up.’

This is a group effort or chorus, so it looks like all his friends are ‘in the same boat,’ which in this case like the Titanic—they’re all sinking—all crying out together. It sounds like he & friends are affected—probably financially—by this CoronaVirus ‘Pandemic.’)*

ROBIN HOOD: Why is Errol here portrayed in this role with merry men? Robin Hood was an endearing thief, who ‘stole from the rich, gave to the poor;’ he & his men were part of the poor. This forthcoming role might be like that, your lover & all his friends need money, he must leave his present situation & be with you because of the desperate need of security.)*

Errol is the star so he doesn’t have to sing, but he’s doing his part & once in a while sings a few lines, blending in. I am amazed at the elaborate rehearsal behind the scenes—really thorough.

Errol is wearing a pale green short cape {to the waist, but he’s sitting, I don’t see the garment over the rest of him} over a medieval loose white shirt. His hair is to the shoulders; the way the ancient men wore, possibly a ‘page boy’ which curls under, the hairdo is honey blonde, soft & very neat. He has a beatific look on his face, like an angel. I have never seen more handsome.

*(HANDSOME LIKE AN ANGEL, BEATIFIC: This says he has evolved & risen up spiritually, his attitude, thoughts & feelings are now righteous—he’s ready to appreciate you, humble himself, be with God & you.

HONEY BLONDE BEAUTIFUL HAIR: The thoughts of Errol are sweet & beautiful—the thoughts of my Brandon.

PALE GREEN SHORT CAPE OVER A WHITE SHIRT, MEDIEVAL: This is several things, one, medieval is ‘old fashioned’ or ‘back in the day’ which means traditional. Marriage is a tradition, which is about being ready for it. The pale green cape is green, which means ‘life,’ it might say ‘ready for the way, the truth & the life’ getting off the broad highway to Hell. The white shirt being his undergarment is marriage, this is next to his heart, & being ‘pure in heart shall see God. He has turned around from being a thug to receiving God & you.)*

As I said I stumbled upon this by accident, there’s a gay man to the right behind me, & there’s other people in the room – it’s a gathering. Most of them are not near me, doing other things, I see a few people higher up from me to the left front, working on something. I passed by the scenes but now I want to retrieve them & describe the one where he does leg raises & half his rear end is covered with hair.

As I explain this a man to my left back{he’s round}—wearing a slightly yellow/vanilla robe which has elaborate markings, lots black & other dark colors, in twirling designs all over it—I didn’t know he was interested in men—jumps up away from his desk to see. Since he goes this way I say,

(ROBE WITH TWIRLY BLACK DESIGNS: His funeral, end of their relationship.)

‘I think his anus is also hairy, you can lick it.’ {I am referring through the screen.}

(LICK ASS, YOU CAN: This is being a wise guy saying, ‘You can kiss his ass good bye, through the screen. You’ll not get to see him again.’)

(I’m referring to his imagination, not real life, as Errol is unattainable. It’s all fantasy.)

*(GAY MEN, ONE TO MY RIGHT BACK, ONE TO MY LEFT BACK, THE SECOND I DID NOT KNOW WENT THAT WAY: These are men infatuated with Brandon. They are alerted – especially the second one – who is more relevant – that Brandon is getting ready to make a change, he’s going to leave their company. You have been intervening between him & these guys for a while, in fear of dire consequences & his disappointment when their promises go bust.

This symbol is you showing them ‘The relationships you had with Brandon will come to an end’—see, he’s ‘moving off his ass,’ preparing to be with me like I always said.)*

I then try to replay the video of what I saw. It was black & white. But these videos are two hours each, & finding the spot takes time.

(FINDING THE SPOT: Searching for the answers takes time, one has to go through mental files again & again, I was meditating on this for say two hours or more.)

I take the entire video out & I see it’s covered with some sort of silver on one side, kind of torn up, but lots of it. I put it back in, scroll & play, scroll & play, various scenes in color come up & it is musicals. Men & women playing parts & singing, on & on, none of it interests me & I ask a lady standing there if she likes musicals & she says no.

*(MUSICAL, PEOPLE ACTING & SINGING: What I said about the Merry Men singing applies here. These are people in real life who are now crying out—the drama of life is getting strong—this does not say ‘happiness’ but the opposite because the lady standing near me, who I ask if she likes musicals – these activities – says no. She is likely the ex of Brandon, who he’s leaving—this would be disagreeable to her, even traumatic.

This video is in color while when momentarily the tape is turned over & it is in black & white. This gave me clues to the meaning like so:

VIDEO, ONE SIDE IN COLOR: This is the ‘here & now’, what is going on, the drama. It is showing on HER SIDE, the woman he lives with now;

anxiety (drama/anxiety usually go together).

VIDEO, OTHER SIDE, THE ONE I MOSTLY WANT TO SEE, BLACK & WHITE: Black & white usually means ‘the writing on the wall,’ or ‘clear as the written word’—this would be prophecy, what is going to happen. You were meditating on the near future yesterday & this is showing you what’s happening with her, with him, & what will happen. For her there’s drama, unhappiness. For him he’s seen the Light, leaving her, coming to you, which he should have done long ago but it took time for him to get it.

SILVER ON ONE SIDE, LOTS OF IT, TORN UP: This is my relationship with Brandon. It says it’s permanent but got ‘torn up,’ which means stop & go, we got torn up a few times & got back together.)*

I then turn the video to the other side (not logical but it’s a dream) & it’s black & white & I see other scenes of RH & his merry men—riding through the woods perhaps with Maid Marion on a horse wearing a long medieval dress with ornate dark twirly designs all over it.

*(MAID MARION: Has the same funeral twirly design over her dress as the gay guy on his robe—the end of both of them, it’s his soon-to-be ex. Why on a horse?

HORSE: Horse means work—‘work-horse.’ He was with her because she paid all the bills, he used his money for himself. It’s a ‘marriage of convenience’ –no convenience, no marriage.)*

I exclaim,

“Oh, this is it – I recognize it by the music. {I was familiar with the music of Robin Hood movies.} Now I’ll find the scenes.

And so I go on the search for the scenes mentioned, especially the one with the hairy ass, for friends to see.

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MEANING:

This dream explains in no uncertain terms what God has been telling you for months: Their breakup will be because of finances, they will go bankrupt, the thread that kept them together will break.

You told her yourself she could not afford him, he was with her for resources; she chose not to believe it, now she’ll have to.

Besides the finances, this says he’s always loved you but could not step up to the plate, it took a lot of hardship to wake & shake him up. Before he was blind, but now he can see, Amazing Grace. He stated himself he ‘sold out’ to the devil for partying & popularity. No more partying, he can’t afford popularity, if he wants to survive & be happy, he has to chose the right path. You & God are the package deal, take it or leave it, he’s ready to take it.

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20 SAINTS HONOR ME!

4 21 17-SAINTS ARRIVE re MY MEMORIAL or FEAST DAY

TWENTY SAINTS HONORING MY “MARTYRDOM”

We people are in a kind of tropical place and are having an outdoor sales like “garage sale”. We have all kinds of things laid out to buy. We are poor people like those in this area {where I live}.

*(TROPICAL PLACE: Heaven on earth, a place where spiritual people dwell or good people go from time to time to bask in the Light of God—Heavenly times of what is called ‘consolation,’ spiritual happiness.

{These times on earth are not permanent, the good & the saints on earth never have a constant state of joy or happiness-the Catholic Church labels our sojourn here ‘the valley of tears’. Saints, for instance, battle demons, often not for themselves but for others. One good man said to me, ‘You have to go through Hell to get to Heaven.’}

These places which one goes to, sometimes ‘tropical’ are vacation times away from suffering.

POOR PEOPLE: In this dream, these are the ‘poor in spirit’ that Jesus said ‘blessed are the poor’. They are those who have good hearts & are not attached or mesmerized by the things of the world & the flesh, they are attached to God alone. Apparently I am in good company here & momentarily we will be welcomed by Beings from a Higher World.

GARAGE SALE, OUTDOOR: Need help on this Mother God, what is it? MomGod: You are getting rid of things you don’t need, detaching yourself, removing things to free yourself up of mental clutter.)*

At the “end of the day” or end of “sale” I see a vehicle arrive that is unique. It’s a convertible car that seats 3-4 people across and has several rows of these seats, like maybe 5.

(SALE, END OF IT: This would be when you have emptied yourself of everything you don’t need. You have cleared your mind & life. You are cleansed for God, becoming ‘poor in spirit’ which does not mean miserable but detached/empty.)

This elegant, large vehicle arrives totally filled with people (about 20) and they are in contrast to who’s here.

These people are from a way higher bracket than those here – they are ARISTOCRATS and they look and dress the part.

*(ARISTOCRATS, FROM A WAY HIGHER BRACKET: These are saints from Heaven who arrive at the exact time you are EMPTIED FOR GOD. They are, as the dream will pan out, HONORING YOU for something {by their arrival, their very presence honors you}. TWENTY SAINTS is a great deal of honor!

DRESS & LOOK THE PART: A saint would be dressed in Light or Celestial Garb; they would be ‘clothed in Light’ like Our Lady is ‘The Woman Clothed with the Sun.’

VEHICLE, CONVERTIBLE, SEATS 20: The physical vehicle is a symbol of the spiritual transport. In the Old Testament it describes ‘Chariots of Fire,’ which are the Light saints travel in.)*

It seems they are from England, more men than women. Men dressed in suits of thin, light wool, grey spring material, beautiful suits with white shirts underneath, and the women have on a lot of pink. They are so outstanding that none of the people even greets them – they are from “another world.” But I do greet them and they are startled a bit as no one dares speak to them somehow, they can be intimidating.

*(SPEAK TO THEM, NO ONE BUT I DARES SPEAK TO THEM & THEY ARE A BIT STARTLED: To have contact, communication, intimacy with any Great Being – You have to come up to their level. They are startled at my spiritual level, which this dream denotes as ‘spiritual martyrdom’ – a very High Grace. If they are startled, I have come a long way!

ANOTHER WORLD: Heaven in this dream.

ENGLAND, FROM: I think of England & English people in the highest terms as far as culture, manners, deportment, being aristocrats, so therefore, in my mind, this symbolizes the Celestial Beings.

MEN, MORE MEN THAN WOMEN: Not sure why this is but could be I have more men friends in Heaven than women. Notice most of the celebrity souls I helped get to Heaven, there is only one female. It has to do with love on earth – I was interested in the men, much more than in the women, being infatuated or in love creates a bond, so I was able to do something for them when the time came.

WHITE SHIRTS, GREY SUMMER SUITS: The white shirts are ‘pure in heart’ {shall see God.} The elegant thin material wool suits – wool is sheep, ‘My sheep know my voice’- these are those who are obedient to God.

DRESSED IN PINK, THE WOMEN: In this dream probably means happiness, as ‘in the pink.’)*

I say,

“We were waiting for you….we expect you at this event every year.”

(YEARLY EVENT, WE EXPECT YOU HERE EVERY YEAR: This is a holiday, a feast day or a Memorial Day, even Easter. It connects with me; what does it commemorate? It’s something spiritual, as twenty saints came to honor me–& I EXPECTED THEM!)

It was a SPECIAL PRIVILEGE OR BOON THAT THEY CAME. They look around to see if there’s anything they can buy.

(SOMETHING TO BUY: This would be a symbol of what they are honoring; a picture, statue, some keepsake or souvenir of this day or event.)

I think they pick up an item that is a square like a frame, and on that square on some sort of not solid background is something black, sparkling, like large sequins. I say,

(FRAME, BLACK SEQUINS INSIDE: This sounds like death, a picture of it framed. The fact that sequins emanate light, shine or sparkle, says ‘this death reflects light; it is Holy or Sanctified.)

“They have some good things here,”

And one of the aristocrats agrees. They were taller and their faces more elegant than the ones of regular people.

*(GOOD THINGS HERE, ONE OF THE ARISTOCRATS AGREES: We agree that this martyrdom was spiritually good.

TALLER, MORE ELEGANT FACES THAN REGULAR PEOPLE: To me the stature of the Saints indicates their spiritual greatness—the height they achieved in God’s Grace. I saw St Joan of Arc as six feet tall & was told my height was the same as hers. Then I saw my Dad, who I helped get into Heaven, he was the size of a dwarf, maybe four feet! I smiled as I bent down to greet him because here was the Dad I always ‘looked up to’ & now I was tall, he so short—it seemed funny. I’m sure it was a humbling experience for him.)*

Somehow in this dream I also saw a young girl who was embroidering something with jewels. Was it an outfit? It’s kind of like frames like the one mentioned and she was entering jewels onto it, like rows onto these kind of squares, but yet, somehow these were going to be clothes. She was “ahead of the game.” She was getting ready for something important and didn’t need any help.

*(YOUNG GIRL GETTING READY: This has to be me at a young age, getting ready for my future.

JEWELS, EMBROIDERING SOMETHING WITH THEM: Jewels are Graces, Gifts & Anointing from God. This explains I was working on obtaining these Gifts from God all my life, I did not need help {from people}—it was God & me. This will explain I-she was embroidering those items that were like frames, & they would become ‘clothes.’ The frames have pictures or chapters inside of my life – these becoming clothes are as previously explained, the clothes of the saints are made of Light. Mantles of Prophets are their Anointing or Power, Holy Mary is ‘Clothed with the Sun.’ This shows that I worked diligently from an early age to receive the Gifts of God, I coveted these Gifts, even Martyrdom.)*

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MEANING

The question is, what exactly are these Saints commemorating of mine? What martyrdom? The Divine Stigmata is martyrdom, but that was long ago – it started on Oct 9, 1982 {& took eighteen years to fulfill.}

This it seems then refers to my recent temporary death, where I died during at least one of five heart attacks. This dream acts as if this is not a mere physical occurrence, but a voluntary spiritual event—a sacrifice.

I will then agree with God that what I went through over a certain person I loved, praying & suffering for him day in, day out, for years—fighting his many demons, was my sacrifice. He then proceeded to reject me, not speaking to me for nine months. During this time I suffered with so much stress that it turned into horrible, painful anxiety attacks, fifteen of them over two or three months, & some of these unknown to me were heart attacks. And I must have died temporarily at some point & came back.

God puts her Stamp of Sanctity on this part of my life – I did not have to go through with it.

She told me to return to the world & ‘have fun’ & because of obedience I fell into this ‘love affair’ with results that followed. God sees it as holiness. Thank you dear Mother God.

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DIE IN THE ARMS OF JESUS

2-16-17-I DIE IN THE ARMS OF JESUS – Dream, Vision interpreted &

explained

RASA: FOOD FOR SOULS BY HER “DEATH” & SHE COMES BACK TO

LIFE JUST AS JESUS DID

(‘Like’ Jesus in terms of similarity, not saying ‘as great’ as He.)

I had two dreams in particular that explain this phenomenon, which I have never experienced as I have never physically died before. Yes, I have seen God “face to face” but I more alive than being on earth. This time I literally, physically died and “went to the other side,” but I have no memory of tunnels or people like relatives “waiting for me”, just dreams which explained what had happened. I will try and cut them short as they are long and tedious and I don’t have the patience or time to write it all out.

GOD ACCEPTS MY DEATH THE SAME AS THAT OF JESUS’. GOD TURNS MY “BODY AND BLOOD” INTO A “EUCHARIST” OR SPIRITUAL FOOD FOR SOULS– WHERE IT’S GIVEN TO THOUSANDS OF SOULS IN PURGATORY TO ASCEND INTO HEAVEN.

In this dream/vision I was called to perform. First I was told to do a comedy act. I did it but then searched for the door for the strippers as I had to change into what I really do.

*(PERFORM: An activity, sometimes public, where one does something, in this case, for the benefit of others. In other dreams it might mean for one’s own benefit, but when you perform ‘on stage’ it means for others.

COMEDY ACT, FIRST: In this dream, it means ‘laugh, smile, be happy, even though you die. It’s for the benefit of others.

DOOR FOR STRIPPERS: It says in this dream ‘what I specialize in’–& what would that be?–my ministry to Purgatory. Yes, I am a dancer, the ‘Stripper for God,’ I gave many sermons before I danced, counseled men between shows, & spoke of God to the media, but compared to this, it’s a small number of people. The great number of people I minister to ARE THE DEAD.)*

There were two audiences in this club. On the stage you could turn one way or the other. On one side were about fifty people, on the other, many thousands, and the audience were a few feet down.

(AUDIENCE, 50 PEOPLE VS THOUSANDS: On earth I am reaching scant few during this time, in this dream, but in Purgatory I am by this action or ‘performance’ reaching thousands. It refers to my heart attack, quickie death & resurrection or return.)

After I danced to the small audience I walked down to the lower, and I am not wearing the black sequin gown I saw in my arms, it’s a beautiful light blue diaphanous one – it flows to the floor.

(DRESS, BLACK SEQUINS AT FIRST, NOW WEAR A DIAPHANOUS LIGHT BLUE: The black sequins say ‘you died, it’s your funeral. But now you appear in the beauty of God – light blue is a spiritual color associated with Our Blessed Mother.)

I “parade” in front of this huge audience who are on my right, and I show off my right breast. Under my breast I am holding a small white table top. On top of my breast hangs a necklace which is just one oval, white pearls in the middle and light green or mint pearls around it.

*(NECKLACE, OVAL, WHITE PEARLS IN MIDDLE, LIGHT GREEN AROUND, ON MY BREAST: Jewels are Gifts, Graces, Awards & Anointings. I am here displaying some sort of gift which is associated with WISDOM & LOVE as pearls are wisdom, & it’s on my breast, which means love. I am showing my love/grace to these souls – transmitting it to them, they are seeing it & presumably receiving the goodness of this grace.

(TABLE, SMALL WHITE UNDER BREAST: An altar like an altar for the Holy Mass. My life due to love is sacrificed for others.)

I see one female looking at me in wonder, her eyebrows up and her mouth open like “wow.”

(WOW-FEMALE LOOKING IN WONDER: A female soul in Purgatory is entranced by what she sees & receives in this grace. Perhaps she is a symbol for them all.)

MEANING:

Prior to this I was carrying the black sequin gown and accessories. This represents MY FUNERAL or DEATH. I “died” from multiple heart attacks according to this.

{In real life indeed I went to the hospital & after many exams they found I had several heart attacks but did not know how many—they told me they try to figure by the enzymes in the blood, but it’s not an ‘exact science.’ My opinion, out of the fifteen ‘extreme anxiety attacks’ I had five of them were actually the heart.”}

I appear to one audience on one side – the earth – but now I have turned to “the other side” which is “a few feet lower” or Souls in Purgatory, their bodies being “a few feet under ground.”

My breast I am showing off represents MY LOVE. I died “out of Love” the way Jesus did. Had Jesus’ not died out of love, his crucifixion would have been like any other normal death – but it was SACRED, a great martyrdom (even though he was taken out of the tomb three days later, revived and healed according to the BBC documentary, ‘Jesus in Kashmir’.)

The table top – white – under my breast signifies ALTAR. The oval jewel on top of breast says, “this is a Sacrament…- a Eucharist, your Sacred “Body and Blood” or the grace thereof, you are showing to these many souls, and they are being helped by this. They are in wonderment at what you have done. You have died for love and they benefited.

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2 16 17 I DIE IN THE ARMS OF JESUS!!!!!

DREAM POPE PIUS XII (HE REPRESENTS OUR LORD, THE POPE IS SEEN AS “CHRIST ON EARTH”)

It’s a tradition in my family that when we dream of the Pope, someone is about to die or in this case, has died. (We dread such dreams.)

The DREAM

(There is a rock in my kitchen that I found – highly unusual. It’s round with a circumference of 8.5” and has what I call “hieroglyphics” all over it. It’s like a “message.” The color is mottled dark brown with medium brown. This rock will be mentioned)

I am in a place in a balcony where Pope Pius XII is sitting on some kind of chair and below him are thousands of people who admire him.

*(POPE PIUS XII IN A CHAIR HIGH UP: He stands in for Jesus – It’s ‘The chair of Peter’– This will be to fulfill a promise Jesus made to me in Jan 1978—‘I promise that you will die in my arms.’

BALCONY: Pedestal, place where one is seen.

BELOW HIM THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WHO ADMIRE HIM: Both he & Jesus himself whom he represents are greatly admired.)*

I’m in this balcony near him, later I see my Mom and brother seated next to each other right at the edge, with the Pope maybe ten feet beyond on a sort of “stage”. They are in dim light, as it would be in a movie theater, the audience is darkened, the stage is lit. The Pope is in a very bright light as he’s the center of attraction; the “spotlight” is on him.

*(MOM & BROTHER WATCHING FROM DIM LIGHT NEAR THE POPE: These two were my enemies in life but they made it to Heaven. For some reason God has permitted them to be present at my death – it says they are ‘on the edge’ near him.

ON THE EDGE: In this dream could mean they are on the ‘edge’ of Heaven or its margins not in a high place like the saints—or else it could mean they were on edge about my moving toward death & dying, probably the former, not the latter—as I don’t think they were concerned about me.

My question to MomGod: Mother these two were the bane of my youth. Both were cruel & cold hearted—bro was this way mostly because Mom wanted him to. Why on earth are they there at my death & why are they the only ones? I mean I have my grandmother & my Dad who loved me could have been there. I sort of resent their presence here at this Sacred time.

MomGod: It was because they did not love you God put them there & made them watch the Holy Reception you received from Jesus. They wanted to believe you had no value & led others to believe so, but here they were shown your great spiritual development, that you died in the arms of Jesus–& there could be no greater death. This informed, & corrected their sick concept of you, it educated them, it might have shamed them.)*

The Pope had BREAD IN HIS HANDS and he fumbles it or drops it and I jump to his area to help, (as it’s really bad to drop bread, it’s like the Eucharist). The bread turns into the rock/ball I described and it falls kind of behind the Pope.

*(BREAD IN HIS HANDS, fumbles it & drops it: This is my body which falls & dies, as if by the hands of Jesus. It’s compared to the Eucharist in this dream.

ROCK/BALL WITH HIEROGLYPHICS: This is my body which has been marked / anointed by God, it’s like a message written on my body. The message could say ‘she works for God, she’s sent by God, this is her message, etc.’)*

In my attempt – I have no idea how this happened – I stumble on top of the Pope, so like he’s embracing me and I am kind of in his lap. He is surprised, so am I. It’s like I’m sharing the spotlight with him with all those people observing me. It’s highly unusual and somehow it has to do with the role of women, that women are not supposed to be “in the lap” of the Pope so close to him or sharing his seat and yes it has to be, somehow God allowed it to happen. It implies or declares union or commonality with him, his acceptance of me and therefore women.

*(LAP, IN HIS LAP: There are multiple meanings here. First, I am ONE with Our Lord, ‘No longer I live, but Christ in me. I am in the great light or spiritual height He is in, & we’re both surprised.

ROLE OF WOMEN: It has to do also with my message or mission, the role of women, female empowerment, & God’s will to bring back worship of Mother God & Matriarchy.

ACCEPTANCE OF WOMEN: It could also have to do with the fact that Jesus himself ordained me as a Priest to show that he wants females in the priesthood. I have at this time said many Masses for Souls, privately.)*

When I “fell” into his lap I stumbled, it was not on purpose. It’s like I “share his glory” and I did not mean to do that, was just trying to help as he dropped the bread.

(FELL INTO HIS LAP, NOT ON PURPOSE: This excuses me from vainglory or pride. I was trying to do God’s work, not trying to share his glory – it was He, Jesus, who gave me his glory for trying to help.)

So I move away from this stage, go past where Mom and brother are, and someone calls me “back” into the “dim” light where they are in and past through the balcony I guess to the exit. I am in amazement as Mom and bro have no inkling or awareness of my significance or the role I played, which this dream explains. They still think of me as a “nobody.”

*(DIM LIGHT, MOM & BRO IN IT: They made it to Heaven but in a lower part, they are not great celestial beings or saints.

It was explained earlier – they wanted to have a low opinion of me, they did not respect me. They were apparently forced by God to be present at the Glory God gave me. They might have kept their ideas or feelings for another moment, but this would clear up fast.

EXIT, MY EXIT: I leave the underworld of death & the Glory of Heaven & head back to earth. It’s not my time.)*

MEANING

I was baffled and it took me a long time to get this dream, as it is so unbelievable.

“I promise you that you will die in my arms”

Jesus said to me in Jan., 1978 the night of our “betrothal” where he gave me three rings.

This was when I asked him,

“Promise me that I will not die without paying for my sins.”

“Dropping the ball” is the end of something, as when the ball drops in Times Square at the end of the old year, beginning of new. This ball is like a person, it signifies me, and there is a message,

“Rasa, the Pope of your childhood, this Pope, has ‘dropped’ you or signifies your life has ended but a new one is beginning.

Jesus is receiving you into his lap, his arms, on his Throne (the Pope stands in his stead, all Catholics are taught that), in the LIGHT OF GLORY and all these many Souls in Purgatory (the audience below) are receiving the benefits of your death and resurrection. You are the Holy Communion to them.

When I leave this spot and go backward, I am leaving behind Mom and brother. They are in Heaven together as I predicted many years ago – he would join her, she loved only him and awaited him.

But they are not in a “great light” as I just died in, very bright Light of Glory.

I was confused about this and God told me,

“Where they are is dim compared to where you have reached in Heaven. The light is all relative. You reached the Light of the great saints…..this is Jesus – the Holy Father is his symbol, letting you know “this is death” (as to the tradition we always dream of the Pope at a family death.)

Now your death is over and you return to the “dim light” where these relatives are and back to earth. The earth is not “glory.” The spotlight was the “Glory” of a great height in Heaven.

Thank you God, for all this.

I might meditate further and give more thoughts later on. This is deep.

Guru Rasa, shared 4 13 17

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WHY WICKED MEN RULE

3-14-20 WHY WICKED MEN RULE

Hi Rasa – from WILLIAM BOND

WICKED MEN RULE BECAUSE THE GOOD GUYS ARE AFRAID OF THEM. THE MEN ARE AS SCARED AS THE WOMEN TO DO ANYTHING. AND SO, THE MOST EVIL MEN RULE. (Says Rasa Von Werder)

There are a load of unsung heroines in the Feminist movement. I was educated in Australia and learnt that Australia was one of the first countries that gave women the vote but was never told of the how some Australian women had to fight to get the vote. It was nothing like as bad as in the UK but it needed very strong minded women to make it happen.

Pamela told me a story of when she was at university in the 1960s. She had a friend who was a engineer student she was the only woman in her class and the other male students made it clear they didn’t want her in the class. So they made life as difficult as they could for her. But it needed women like her to make engineering acceptable career for women.

And it still goes on today like this story I came across recently.

Iranian lawyer who defended women’s right to remove hijab gets 38 years, 148 lashes – Women in the World

RASA’S ANSWER:

SOME YEARS AGO HERE IN MY TOWN I DECIDED TO JOIN THE ‘ADULT BASKETBALL’ – THEY HAD MANY SPORTS & HOBBIES FOR ADULTS, ART, VOLLEYBALL, OTHER STUFF. BUT I LIKE BASKETBALL THE MOST SO I JOINED.

I WAS THE ONLY WOMAN. THE MEN TOLD ME IT WAS ‘MEN’S BASKETBALL’ – I SAID ‘NO – IT’S ADULTS – WHY OTHER WOMEN HAVE NOT JOINED I DON’T KNOW – BUT I WANT TO REFRESH MYSELF ON THIS & GET GOOD EXERCISE.’

THEY WOULD NOT PASS ME THE BALL, NEVER, NO MATTER HOW PERFECT A POSITION I WAS IN. INSTEAD OF BEING FUN IT WAS DEMORALIZING & DEPRESSING. ONE TIME A GUY BANGED INTO ME SO HARD MY GLASSES FELL OFF, & NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM SAID SORRY. ALSO I SPENT A LOT OF TIME UNDER THE BASKET TRYING TO CATCH FAILED BALLS–IT WAS THE ONLY WAY I COULD GET MY HANDS ON THE BALL-BUT THIS WAS A DANGEROUS PLACE TO BE, GETTING HIT A LOT.

ONE OF THEM DROVE TO MY HOUSE & SAID HE WAS GOING TO PUT IN A COMPLAINT ABOUT MY BEING THERE. HE SAID I DIDN’T KNOW THE RULES (I WAS RUSTY) & WAS TOO OLD. BUT I MENTIONED ONE GUY AS OLD AS ME & ALSO,

“I JOINED TO BRUSH UP, I USED TO PLAY A LOT, BUT I NEED TO REFRESH ON THE RULES & GAME. THIS IS ADULT SCHOOL BASKETBALL, NOT PROFESSIONAL SPORTS–WE DO IT FOR FUN, EXERCISE & LEARNING. BUT IF YOU NEVER PASS ME THE BALL, HOW CAN I PARTICIPATE? YOU’RE TAKING THE GAME & WINNING IT TOO SERIOUSLY.”

THEN THEY WOULD NEVER MAKE ME THE CAPTAIN, BUT ONE TIME I MADE IT TO CAPTAIN & BECAUSE I TOLD THEM WHAT TO DO, WE WON THE GAME. BUT THEY RESENTED IT & NEXT GAME REFUSED TO ALLOW ME TO BE CAPTAIN & WE LOST THAT ONE. THEY WOULD NOT ADMIT I HAD BEEN A GOOD CAPTAIN.

I WENT TO THE SUPERVISOR OF SCHOOLS TO COMPLAIN & ALL HE CARED ABOUT WAS THAT I WOULD NOT SUE THE SCHOOL – THAT WAS ALL. THE LAME BRAIN FEMALE ASSISTANT SAID IT WAS MY FAULT, AS I WAS NOT GOOD WITH THE RULES, ETC. THAT’S WHY THEY DIDN’T PASS ME THE BALL–A WOMAN SCARED OF MEN, KOW TOWING TO THEM.

I PULLED THROUGH THE ENTIRE SEASON BUT SOME DAYS I WANTED TO CRY. MY EFFORTS DID CAUSE ONE SCHOOL GIRL TO JOIN – SHE WAS REAL GOOD AT THE SPORT. SO THEY USED HER AS AN EXCUSE – THAT THEY DID PASS HER THE BALL BUT NOT ME AS I DIDN’T PLAY RIGHT. ONE TIME, RIGHT AFTER I COMPLAINED, THEY DID PASS ME THE BALL & I MADE THREE BASKETS THAT NIGHT. BUT AFTER I STOPPED BEING THERE SHE DROPPED OUT ALSO.

MALES CANNOT STAND THE THOUGHT OF FEMALES BEING EQUAL, GETTING THEIR RIGHTS, BEING FREE, BEING HAPPY. THEY WANT TO DOMINATE US & US TO BE THEIR SLAVES. IF WE DON’T FIGHT BACK THEY JUST KEEP DOING ALL THEIR ATROCITIES. THEY ARE TRULY INSECURE & EVIL. AND IT ISN’T ONLY THE MOST EVIL ONE THIRD. WHEN THE EVIL ONE THIRD – THE DEMONICS – ARE IN THE LEADERSHIP POSITION, THE GOOD GUYS FOLLOW ALONG. MOST OF THE ‘GOOD GUYS’ ARE WEAKLINGS TO THE DEMONICS, JUST AS THE WOMEN ARE ALSO WEAK. IN OTHER WORDS, MOST PEOPLE ARE WEAKLINGS & THE WICKED RULE THE WORLD.

THE BASKETBALL WAS AN EXAMPLE OF HOW WEAKLINGS FOLLOW ALONG. IF ANY OF THOSE MEN HAD BEEN NOBLE OR HONORABLE THEY WOULD HAVE STUCK UP FOR ME – SAID YOU ARE BEING UNFAIR TO HER – PASS HER THE BALL, & HE HIMSELF WOULD HAVE PASSED IT TO ME. BUT NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM DID THAT – NOT ONE. THERE IS NO ONE TO HELP OR STICK UP FOR THE LONE WOMAN WHO IS BEING STONED, EXCEPT FOR SOMEONE LIKE JESUS.

BUT PEOPLE LIKE HIM ARE ONE IN A MILLION. I MEAN, IT COULD BE SOMEONE LESS THAN JESUS, JUST A DECENT HUMAN BEING WHO REPRESENTS JUSTICE & TRUTH, — PEOPLE PRETEND THEY ARE RIGHTEOUS, THEY PUT UP A FRONT, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO STICKING THEIR NECK OUT OR A CHANCE THEY MIGHT GET UNPOPULAR FOR DEFENDING AN UNPOPULAR CAUSE OR PERSON BEING VICTIMIZED, THEY DO NOTHING, THEY LET THE POOR VICTIM GET HURT………..RASA

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RETURN OF HUBBY

PREDICTS HUBBY BREAK WITH OTHER WOMAN & REUNION WITH ME-

IT’S CERTAIN

3-11-20-SHAKEUPS WITH HUBBY

Dream interpreted for a friend

I am inside somewhere in a bath where the entire wall is a shower stall, with two showers. In one shower 10’ from me there is lover Hank with his live-in, while I am under this other shower with a female who loves me, smaller than me, like a ‘best friend.’

*(SHOWER, UNDER THE, TAKING A BATH: This concerns your lover husband Hank, who recently made a post praising his live-in & you wondered why.

‘TAKING A BATH’ WHICH INCLUDES SHOWERS IS ‘BEING BAPTIZED’ & BAPTISM OF EXPERIENCE MEANS SUFFERING—HAVING SOMETHING HAPPEN YOU DON’T LIKE. HANK IS HURTING.

HE’S WITH HIS LIVE-IN BUT SHE’S TAKING A BATH TOO, WHICH MEANS ONE OF TWO THINGS, EITHER SHE’S HURTING WITH HIM—THE RELATIONSHIP STINKS—OR SHE’S THERE TO SHOW HE’S HURTING WITH HER—HE’S MISERABLE. OR MOST LIKELY, BOTH ARE HURTING WITH ONE ANOTHER.)*

Everything is normal for a while, just showering, when it’s nearly finished & Hank decides to do something romantic—he embraces his gf & begins to kiss her. This revolts me, I don’t want to see it, & I turn my back to them & get closer to my friend, holding her in my arms. {I already know this is my flesh I’m embracing–I am the God Self.}

*(KISSES, EMBRACES GF UNDER THE SHOWER: Although he’s miserable, he knows you’re looking, so he wants to antagonize, provoke you into doing something so he puts on this show of romance, kissing, like he did once in real life. You knew it was fake—he kept kissing her for you to see saying ‘I love her-I love her.’

He knows this would disturb you so he’s trying to make you jealous, provoke you into contacting him. He does this action in an internet post.

GET CLOSER TO MY FRIEND, TURN BACK ON HIM: But instead of reacting you turn your back to him & get closer to your God-union.)*

As I stand there I look up at the shower head & see the water is getting less, in fact, it’s about to stop, just a trickle & no more water, no more shower for all of us.

*(SHOWER, NO MORE, WATER STOPS: This heralds the end of the suffering for you & the lover as you plan to see him soon.

Question to Mother God: Usually water is grace. Why is ‘taking a bath-baptism’ denote suffering?

MomGod: It’s just an idiom like ‘Cry Uncle’ when you’re wrestling & can’t take it any more – or ‘throw in the towel’ when you can’t endure the fight. Somehow along the way ‘I took a bath’ became a negative experience in people’s mind. Maybe it was the old days when we didn’t have hot & cold running water. It often meant losing money. Also the connection with baptism is we are baptized or initiated toward God when things get rough. God ‘whispers to us in our pleasures & shouts to us in our pain—pain is the megaphone of God.’)*

Later I see my good husband talk to me about his heart troubles. He says ‘My doctor told me’ but the rest of it I can’t recall except hubby says ‘It’s going to be alright.’

*(HEART TROUBLE: Emotions hurt, this is Hank who has ‘seen the light’ & become your ‘good husband’ instead of the monster he was. God reached him through the pain of your absence, which will end soon, so he says ‘It’s going to be alright.’

DOCTOR: Someone who helps, heals you, comforts or assures you. Whoever it is—maybe his guardian angel—tells him our affair will be alright. )*

In another scene I’m in my kitchen yard when a suspicious man has arrived, bringing some sort of van inside my yard – kind of like a food van or a simple square van carrying supplies. I ask him what he’s doing here & he says something that doesn’t make sense. I say,

*(SUSPICIOUS MAN: This is Hank spying on you.

VAN, BRINGS VAN WITH SUPPLIES, MAYBE FOOD: Hank is thinking of how he can regain your favors, maybe brings you supplies, gifts, favors, food, etc. But he

SENSE, DOESN’T MAKE SENSE: because he doesn’t know what to give you, he doesn’t have much to give. He doesn’t know what to do, can’t figure it out, his mind doesn’t make sense.)*

“At three o’clock in the morning?”

(THREE O CLOCK IN THE MORNING: Is a sign of drama / trauma in a relationship. In one of Al Green’s songs he says ‘someone on the phone, at three o clock in the morning’ meaning there is BIG trouble – a breakup someone is trying to resolve.)

As soon as he came in he also did something suspicious, he put a round lock on my garden gate, he bent down & secured it so that I could not run out fast—so I imagined he might be planning to assault me some way.

(LOCK, PUTS LOCK ON GATE, SUSPICIOUS: Hank wants to lock you in, keep you where he can get to you to make love & he fears your escape. This is his want & need, his anxiety.)

I am leery of him & manhandle him, like rough him up. He’s a sort of a thin, weak guy, maybe black glasses, a Mr. Peeper type–& he’s shook up by me. Around him he’s holding a dull red blanket the way Indians would – his small vehicle also has panels of that same color. I never did figure out what he was about.

*(MR PEEPERS, THIN WEAK GUY: This is Hank as although he looks completely masculine, he’s very much afraid of you & timid as can be. He fears you, he’s even said so himself. You roughing him up is in his mind, from past traumatic events with his mother – he’s reliving those events in his mind, & projecting this onto you.

The red blanket he pulls around him is his Post Traumatic Stress—the small van he’s brought with red panels are the things he wants to offer you for love. There’s something pitiful about all this.)*

The scene changes. I am in a high-up apt, like 2-3 floors up. I leave my front door slightly ajar & tiny little black dogs with fluffy fur come in, first one, then another. They’re wearing narrow grey & blue coats, more like bands around their shoulders. I go to pet one little one & he rolls on his back – he’s only about 8” long & so is his twin.

*(DOGS OF FEMALE NEIGHBOR, TWO TINY, ONE REGULAR: Since dogs are senses someone you know is trying to scope you out – investigate what you’re doing or where your head is. This might be Hank’s gf wondering if you’re still seeing him – don’t know why any other female would care that much—all your relationships with females are casual, no reason for them to strain their brains to see what you’re doing.

BLACK HAIR: The description has these clues: She is stout, black hair is dark thoughts, or thoughts of fear about her & Hank ending.

CLOTHES, BLACK TRIM ON THEM: Black trim on clothes is like black bands men wear to honor a death, this says ‘is this my funeral with Hank? Middle aged might hint at they’ve been together a long time—maybe the relationship is ‘worn out’ or its purpose is ‘used up’.

BLACK DOGS: Then again all her ‘senses-dogs’ are black. And their bands around shoulders are grey & blue. This is her mind, grey-blue, sad thoughts. Her thoughts & senses are filled with sadness & fear of the end of their relationship—she believes it’s over. And since she’s come to you, you are the reason. She has ‘unleashed’ her thoughts & ESP on you—not on any other female.

ROLLS ON BACK, DOG: This is the submissive or helpless posture – it’s what Hank’s gf feels toward you. It’s common in many animals to try to avoid confrontation with a larger, stronger adversity, or when they give up, no more fight—to show ‘I’m not going to oppose you, I submit.’ This sometimes, not always, saves their life & limb.

DOG, TINY, 8”: Have never seen a clue like this, MomGod, why tiny?

MomGod: This is like a small intuition or HINT, it’s not an absolute revelation, but there are two of them, that makes up for the size.

DOOR AJAR: Means I am open to something, in this case, the thoughts & senses of Hank’s gf. I left my soul or unconscious slightly open – I picked up her mind set.)*

I go onto the landing or porch of the apt & below is a medium black dog – about 40 lbs, a mixed breed, looking up at me. I sense a female neighbor to the left but don’t see her – are these her dogs? I imagine her appearance as such: Stout, middle aged, clothing trimmed in black, black hair.

The scene changes & I’m in my upper back yard looking down at my lower back yard, but the dimensions are I am much higher, the bottom lower than real life.

Down below I now see tan dogs, like boxers, cavorting in is it snow? One looks up at me.

*(TAN DOGS, BOXERS, LOOK UP AT ME: These are your inner senses, not hers, not depressed. Tan is contemplation, receiving from God & what you get is happy—the dog looking at you is looking at God—there’s a large difference in height {of God where you are} & depth of an inner sense.

SNOW: Deception. Snow is silent & appears innocent & beautiful, but it can be dangerous on the road or the Alps when hiking or skiing. The dog ‘cavorting’ in the snow is having play or in a way, seeing through the deception or the unknown—You are picking up revelations from God, getting through the tangle of deceit or the unknown pertaining to this situation.)*

All the outdoor scenes are night.

(NIGHT: When there is no light, one cannot see, one cannot understand what is going on. This dream reveals the truth, however, it breaks through the darkness & shows the Light or Truth.)

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PREDICTS NEW RELIGION SUCCESS

SIGNIFICANT DREAMS PREDICT SUCCESS FOR NEW RELIGION &

MENTIONS THE COLLABORATORS WILLIAM BOND & AJAX THE GREAT!

3-8-20-READY 2 PERFORM-VEILED LADY-TATTOOS

In this dream there’s a long, complicated preparation for me to go on stage again.

(PERFORMANCE, ON STAGE: In this dream, something that I will reveal to the public. It isn’t myself per se, it is the New Religion – a product of my mind.)

I have helpers, attendants, & we are extremely busy every day. It seems that I have gotten into great shape & I’m in a room with people helping me dress. Someone standing by who never thought about my age before is looking at me – I am impressive – & asks how old I am.

I know I am 73, {actually 74 but this dream wants me to be 73} but an attendant/friends feels I look much younger & wants to avoid any conflicts about my age, & says to the man,

“She’s 43”

(AGE 43: This was about the year I started a business venture that became meaningful & successful. This could be making a parallel: ‘As the business went, so will this.’)

and the man believes it. They were both stooping on the floor, my friend assisting with my dress, not sure what the other guy is doing. But the other guy is younger & seems to be wearing a fancy grey suit like the guys in suits I just downloaded, a very thin expensive grey, with maybe even a top hat he’s planning to wear. {The guys in the images were dressed for weddings.} He was really curious about this for the first time; he knew me but never thought about it.

*(MALE ATTENDANT HELPING WITH DRESS: This might be William Bond as he wrote some significant chapters in this book. I had dreams when we first started about his contribution as well as that of Ajax the Great. We were symbolized by a tree with three trunks that were intertwined, twisting together, & it was an great omen of great success.

My attendants are seen as helping me get ready to perform, with the dress, the hair, the promotion, etc.

YOUNGER MAN: dressed in fancy grey suit maybe with top hat, like the grooms recently I downloaded: Sounds like my lover & that somehow my publication of this book, new religion, will somehow connect with our marriage. I don’t think this dream is about the marriage itself because of the last part, the women gathering. Why he is here I’ve not yet ascertained. Why is he here, Mother God?

MomGod: Notice he is STOOPING OR KNEELING: at your feet. This shows a change of attitude where you are in charge. The connection could be that you put him on hold during this—the writing of the New Religion—you sacrificed seeing him so you could focus on God’s work, & God, since you took care of Her business, took care of yours. She put this man, who had previously abused you, at your feet.)*

Me going to perform is a huge event because I’ve not been on stage for over thirty years. The preparations are hair, dress, shoes, the right presentation, music, venue for act, promotion to get an audience, etc.

(PREPARATIONS: It took many elements to pull together the ideas of the religion & write its articles, & its illustration. This is saying that not since thirty years have I done anything as meaningful or important as this. That is a huge prediction!)

It seems that now I’m ready & waiting to go on backstage. My dress is puffed out, the kind you’d wear for a ball in the old days; it’s combo of medium dark sparkly blue & gold, an old-fashioned design, like the kind that opens like curtains in front, the blue is on the outside, the gold inside. The blue is not sequins but gives a semi-glow like them, like sparkle chips.

*(BACKSTAGE, WAITING: Something imminent you’re going to do, about to happen. Obviously your performance does not have to be physical, ‘in the flesh,’ you presenting a project is like you yourself being presented, the project is a part of you going out before the public.

DRESS, PUFFED OUT LIKE FOR A BALL, LIKE THE OLD DAYS: This signifies importance, something striking, like a peacock strutting out, showing its tail, it’s beautiful & is an event—like a ball where people gather, they take it as meaningful or important. It definitely foretells ‘public event, gathering, festivity.’

BLUE & GOLD, SPARKLY, DESIGN LIKE CURTAINS OPENED: The curtains opening again spells ‘public event’ & this event, like the dress, is striking, it makes a mark. Gold is love; it is a product & gathering of love, for love, in this case, the love of God. Blue is one of the colors of Our Lady, the sparkle denotes something that shines, light coming off it, reflecting. In this case it is God’s Love & Light.)*

My hair is medium honey blonde, bouffant, but I complain to my attendants that it must be teased more on top, it’s too flat. But where are my attendants? I don’t see them around any more as I wait in the room to go on.

*(ATTENDANTS: Those helping with the project—they were three—William Bond, Ajax the Great & my web-man. They aren’t here any more because the work is finished, which is a good sign.

HONEY BLONDE HAIR: Sweet thoughts of Love.)*

At the last minute I find in my hair on top of my head a white plastic thing that somewhat resembles a ukulele—I don’t see strings or anything, it’s like its just all-white plastic resembling that shape, maybe 10” or so long, not a full foot, smaller than a real ukulele. I take it out as I cannot dance with it.

*(UKULELE: A musical instrument of this nature means frolic, joy, mirth. A ukulele is small & cute, like a child’s toy, it’s music is cute. This is fun, laughter, being jolly & happy. This on top of your head, in your hair, is your thoughts & feelings related to this project, & most likely the project itself gives a sense of joy.

HAIR, FLAT: You did not want this religion, project, book of it to be ‘flat’ which would mean ordinary, like a plateau, not dramatic. You want it to have a lively, fun sense to it. It is not to be taken a tongue-in-cheek, either, so you do not present it as such, you do not ‘advertise’ the fun of it—you ‘take it out of your hair because you cannot dance with it’ but it remains there in spirit, in the underlying idea.)*

When I first got there it seemed like there were only five people in the audience. At first I was wondering if that’s enough, but then I thought,

“So what, if only five people are there {they all seem like women} I start with that. It’s an event, I can do this no matter what.

(AUDIENCE, SMALL, I DON’T CARE: You did not do this for popularity but for the long run. You hope the religion will catch on & continue after your death. And so, if only five women accept it now, you still wanted to write it. It’s for the future generations.)

But strangely, as I wait, I hear more & more people – it seems like all women – fill the place. I don’t see them, just hear them. I hear music & its familiar music for English people – stuff they love, & it’s charming. I guess they’re playing tapes of an orchestra. Then I hear a woman talking loudly, like making statements in an English accent, a speech or introduction of some sort. They’re getting ready for my performance, getting into the mood – someone is helping them get ready – get in the mood – is it a man associate of mine?

(MORE & MORE PEOPLE GATHERING, WOMEN: This might be saying that there will be no immediate audience, but after a time, they will gather, & it appears there is an important man here who helps. I believe that man is William Bond—his work prepares the women for this religion, because he is a man & agrees with it, he gives them confidence. And ‘being familiar,’ the music, is that when someone ‘you know’ agrees with something, it helps you accept it. That could be why I hear English music & the woman speaking in an English accent. These women are they who hear William {he has chapters in the religion}, this makes them comfortable, sounds right, ‘music to their ears’. It is not a prediction that only English woman will catch onto this – it says that he, being a man, will help women accept this. Why? Because they are afraid of men, & so he takes away that fear, & also men have traditionally been in charge, so it’s like the dear old Dad saying, ‘OK girls, it’s a new day, time to change, go ahead, do it, you have my approval.’)

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SYMBOLS WITHIN THE DREAM 3-8-20

*(PERFORMANCE, ON STAGE:

In this dream, something that I will reveal to the public. It isn’t myself per -, it is the New Religion – a product of my mind.

In other dreams, anything you PRESENT to the public could be seen as performance.)*

(AGE 43: This was about the year I started a business venture that became meaningful & successful. This could be making a parallel: ‘As the business went, so will this.’)

*(MALE ATTENDANT HELPING WITH DRESS:

This might be William Bond as he wrote some significant chapters in this book distinctly explaining why women must take over. This ratifies all that I say. I had dreams when we first started about his contribution as well as that of Ajax the Great. We were symbolized by a tree with three trunks that were intertwined, twisting together, & it was an great omen of great success.

My attendants are seen as helping me get ready to perform, with the dress, the hair, the promotion, etc.

YOUNGER MAN: dressed in fancy grey suit maybe with top hat, like the grooms recently I downloaded: Sounds like my lover & that somehow my publication of this book, new religion, will somehow connect with our marriage. I don’t think this dream is about the marriage itself, but why he is here I’ve not yet ascertained. Why is he here, Mother God?

MomGod: Notice he is STOOPING OR KNEELING: at your feet. This shows a change of attitude where you are in charge. The connection could be that you put him on hold during this—the writing of the New Religion—you sacrificed seeing him so you could focus on God’s work, & God, since you took care of Her business, took care of yours. She put this man, who had previously abused you, at your feet.)*

(PREPARATIONS: It took many elements to pull together the ideas of the religion & write its articles, & its illustration. This is saying that not since thirty years have I done anything as meaningful or important as this. That is a huge prediction!)

*(BACKSTAGE, WAITING: Something imminent you’re going to do, about to happen. Obviously your performance does not have to be physical, ‘in the flesh,’ you presenting a project is like you yourself being presented, the project is a part of you going out before the public, & we know it’s the book ‘Woman, Thou Art God.’

DRESS, PUFFED OUT LIKE FOR A BALL, LIKE THE OLD DAYS: This signifies importance, something striking, like a peacock strutting out, showing its tail, it’s beautiful & is an event—like a ball where people gather, they take it as meaningful or important. It definitely foretells ‘public event, gathering, festivity.’

BLUE & GOLD, SPARKLY, DESIGN LIKE CURTAINS OPENED: The curtains opening again spells ‘public event’ & this event, like the dress, is striking, it makes a mark. Gold is love; it is a product & gathering of love, for love, in this case, the love of God. Blue is one of the colors of Our Lady, the sparkle denotes something that shines, light coming off it, reflecting. In this case it is God’s Love & Light.)*

*(ATTENDANTS: Those helping with the project—they were three—William Bond, Ajax the Great & my web man. They aren’t here any more because the work is finished, which is a good sign.

HONEY BLONDE HAIR: Sweet thoughts of Love.)*

(MORE & MORE PEOPLE GATHERING, WOMEN: This might be saying that there will be no immediate audience, but after a time, they will gather, & it appears there is an important man here who helps. I believe that person is William Bond—his work prepares the women for this religion, because he is a man & agrees with it, he gives them confidence. And ‘being familiar,’ the music, is that when someone ‘you know’ agrees with something, it helps you accept it. That could be why I hear English music & the woman speaking in an English accent. These women are they who hear William {he has chapters in the religion}, this makes them comfortable, sounds right, ‘music to their ears’. It is not a prediction that only English woman will catch onto this – it says that he, being a man, will help women accept this. Why? Because they are afraid of men, & so he takes away that fear, & also men have traditionally been in charge, so it’s like the dear old Dad saying, ‘OK girls, it’s a new day, time to change, go ahead, do it, you have my approval.’)

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3-7-20-VEILED LADY and TATTOOS–complete

I go some place to get a tattoo – have no idea why as I am not into them at all. I am in the office which I see later is a veiled lady who gives them.

(TATTOO: An insignia, a mark that can have meaning—for instance, people sometimes put the names of those they love, sometimes in secret or intimate places like on or near the vagina. When back in the day sailors put ‘Mother’ it was because they loved & missed her. In this dream, as if unfolds, the tattoo is an insignia from a special Woman representing Mother God.)

I am sitting waiting thinking what in the world will I ask for a tattoo? The only thing I might remotely see myself doing is an image of Our Lady. I see in this room & in the waiting room beyond there are like 15 females waiting for tattoos. I know it takes time to make each one & so I say to the lady,

“I’ll come back some other time. I see you have so many customers waiting.”

*(WOMEN WAITING, FIFTEEN: I had to know what this dream means before I could guess the symbolism. This dream announces the publication of the first book on the New Religion, {I’m almost ready to publish, one or two more days of work with web-man} ‘Woman, Thou Art God.’ It declares that there will be a good amount of females responding to the call, who will want to embrace this, the tattoo is a mark or insignia from Mother God showing their bond.

What these women will ingest is the idea, the religion, that God is within them, & She is a Mother, not a Father God. They will want to enter into this science or discipline – the tattoo will be a ratification of NONDUALITY – ‘God is not elsewhere, God is here within me, & I have become One with Her.”

This dream heralds SUCCESS for the New Religion.)*

Then for the first time I actually look at her. She has on a translucent veil that seems red on top, on her scalp, like a red sun with rays coming out of it cascading over her head, the rest is white. It goes over her shoulders, torso, up to her elbows, & her arms from the elbows down are exposed in front of her.

*(VEIL, HEAD COVERED IN: This is the Mother God within all of us this religion worships. This God is partially HIDDEN or veiled, but the women in this dream are waiting to get her mark or ratification when they see her completely.

VEIL, TRANSLUCENT: Something seen in part, hidden in part, in this dream, the God Within. What part of Her is hidden, what exposed? Her Highest Parts are hidden—for those who have not yet reached the Sahasrara, entered into total Nonduality.

Her shoulders, arms & torso mostly covered are her strength, her shoulders & upper arms {biceps} mean strength—this is her Power—Her Heart is also the center of her Power—the ability to Love.

RED SUN with RAYS: This is the Passion required to reach the top, the Sahasrara, it is not for the faint of heart. One must give up ALL THINGS, ALL PEOPLE to find union with God. Put another way, nothing can waylay, delay, sabotage, distract or in any way interfere with your dedication to God. If it does, you will not reach Her.)*

I bend to her, kiss her hand & depart.

(KISS HAND: A sign of the greatest respect. The fact that I kiss this woman’s hand shows that she is of God, in fact, She is the symbol of Mother God.)

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SYMBOLS WITHIN THE DREAM 3-7-20

(TATTOO: An insignia, a mark that can have meaning—for instance, people sometimes put the names of those they love, sometimes in secret or intimate places like on or near the vagina. When back in the day sailors put ‘Mother’ it was because they loved & missed her. In this dream, as if unfolds, the tattoo is an insignia from a special Woman representing Mother God.)

*(WOMEN WAITING, FIFTEEN:

I had to know what this dream means before I could guess the symbolism. This dream announces the publication of the first book on the New Religion, {I’m almost ready to publish, one or two more days of work with web-man} ‘Woman, Thou Art God.’ It declares that there will be a good amount of females responding to the call, who will want to embrace this, the tattoo is a mark or insignia from Mother God showing their bond.

What these women will ingest is the idea, the religion, that God is within them, & She is a Mother, not a Father God, & that she will unite with Her. They will want to enter into this science or discipline – the tattoo will be a ratification of NONDUALITY – ‘God is not elsewhere, God is here within me, & I have become One with her.”

This dream heralds SUCCESS for the New Religion.)*

*(VEIL, HEAD COVERED IN:

This is the Mother God within all of us this religion worships. This God is partially HIDDEN or veiled, but the women in this dream are waiting to get her mark or ratification when they see her completely.

VEIL, TRANSLUCENT: Something seen in part, hidden in part, in this dream, the God Within. What part of Her is hidden, what exposed? Her Highest Parts are hidden—for those who have not yet reached the Sahasrara, entered into total Nonduality.

It is notable, this veil covers her body mostly from the heart up—which indicates THIS IS WHERE GOD IS. To be more precise, when we reach the HEART CHAKRA is the beginning of true spirituality, sainthood & holiness. The avatar Ramakrishna explained this, & the Guru Rajneesh or ‘Osho said the HEART is a the vital energy center for spirituality. This veil COVERS THE HEART ON UP.

Her shoulders, arms & torso mostly covered are her strength, her shoulders & upper arms {biceps} mean strength—this is her Power—Her Heart is also the center of her Power—the ability to Love.

RED SUN with RAYS: This is the Passion required to reach the top, the Sahasrara, it is symbolic of the great energy center of the Sahasrara, like a RED SUN with all its many rays.

One must give up ALL THINGS, ALL PEOPLE to find union with God. Put another way, nothing can waylay, delay, sabotage, distract or in any way interfere with your dedication to God. If it does, you will not reach Her.)*

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