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*(DRUG MAN: This sounds like your ex-lover Joe & if it is him, the future is bleak & the conclusions are as you said. This might be how he gets impoverished & desperate & comes to you.)*
But now, you walk with him – it’s the same man, both handsome, both are your boyfriend. This time he has become DISREPUTABLE or a ‘BLACK SHEEP.’
*(KING MAN WHO GETS OFF JUST BY SEEING ME: This is my late husband, Richard Von Werder. We were companions, we never had any kid of sex interaction whatsoever, & he told me all he wanted / needed from me was my COMPANIONSHIP. Because of this sixteen years of companionship he SECURED ME FINANCIALLY – I am reminded of his importance here.
God’s Hand on me Brought Wealth
Dreams Explain why Lover will be Desperate & how He’ll Come to Me – How
People Cursed Me but God Blessed Me & Gave me Wealth
1-17-21- Dreams – Strange Couple – Lover-Drug Man
Yesterday did not have time to write down, my ex-best friend the lawyer, seems to have turned into a drug dealer. He was making lots of money, writing it down on a list, I saw deals for $350 & over $100 on a large parchment which he was noting, a list of the deals of the day. After a bit he covered it with a grey sort of cloth with a straight ‘fringe,’ – the cloth like soft burlap.
He was still working, but this was the weekend so he did this – I sensed he might do some dealing in the evenings also. I thought that if this is what he’s up to, it’ll have a bad end, as sooner or later they all get caught & go to jail. Then he’ll be flat broke because if in jail he won’t go to his job & could get fired. He was also being warm & friendly to me……………..1-16-21
*(DRUG MAN: This sounds like your ex-lover Joe & if it is him, the future is bleak & the conclusions are as you said. This might be how he gets impoverished & desperate & comes to you.)*
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KAHELL………….I see Kahell, an evil ex, former drug dealer who spends half his life in jail – walking down the street with me hand in hand, he wearing beige & very handsome. The feeling is he doesn’t mind being seen with me in public, isn’t being secretive like he used to. I recall like a week earlier walking this exact same way with a boyfriend who is also very handsome but white. The street is quiet & calm, see no people or cars
*(Kahell: This is lover at his worst. It seems like a continuation of the dream yesterday, where he starts raking in money from drugs.
You ‘walk down the street’ with him twice. This would be a PUBLIC RELATIONSHIP or KNOWN relationship – something IN THE STREET is public, like they say, “Don’t put your business in the street” or “What does the street say?”
You now walk with him, in the dream he has dark black skin. You recall walking with him earlier where his skin was white. This explains something, how you’ll come to be with him again – it answers a puzzle. First, he was of good repute, accepted by society.
But now, you walk with him – it’s the same man, both handsome, both are your boyfriend. This time he has become DISREPUTABLE or a ‘BLACK SHEEP.’
It could be your conclusion – He sells drugs, gets arrested – does jail time. Even though among his peers this is not seen as a big deal – to some people it still is.
Secondly, through this experience he COMES TO YOU, & that is the second reason he would ‘lose face’ or be thought of as Mr. Wrong. He would leave his common-law wifey & child for you – & that would not sit well with his peers. The peers are mostly a bunch of lowlifes, hoods, addicts, losers & such – many are dealers, most users. And so, part one of his being a dealer & doing time would not upset them but part two, where he basically turns his back on the ‘hood’ & homies’ to be with you – that would condemn him.)*
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THE WINDFALL
Now this couple is in my house, don’t know who. His girlfriend seems like a nice person.
They seem to be doing some kind of business. After a while, I go to my room – they had been using another room not far, but this time they are in my bed asleep, she far to his right, not close, on her right side, the sheets are the ones on my bed this day, with dark ornate patterns in burgundy, beige, black & pink.
*(STRANGE COUPLE: This seemed like my ex Lover Joe & wife Mandy, but at close inspection I see it is MY FLESH & MY LOVER. The hint is first, it’s MY BED & second, they are not PHYSICALLY CLOSE – which we are not. And yet, this says WE ARE TOGETHER which means we are joined, united, we are One. {Where two are joined together, let no man put asunder is Holy Wedlock.})*
I was planning to go to sleep but now I can’t, unless I go back to the guest room where they were & change the sheets. Now they both wake up & are going out to do some of the things they were talking about on my bed – looking to buy a house.
*(THEY WERE ASLEEP THEY BOTH WAKE UP & ARE MAKING PLANS: Asleep means ‘unaware’ – awake is to become aware. Joe & I become aware we’re to be together & we’re eager for happiness.)*h
There’s a feeling at some point they went to my room & it was situated in the exact space where my room was on Van Buren St. – when I was 8 years old, overlooking the library in Newark, New Jersey. I never dream about this so it’s unusual.
*(ROOM ON VAN BUREN: When you dream about a location you have to know what that location signified. What happened there? In this spot was when Marius Bernotas, my Mom’s new lover, moved in with us for room & board – a child was born. After this place in the city, there was a great move, that signaled the end of my Dad, the end of their marriage, the beginning of a completely new life. Therefore, I conclude this could herald the breakup of Joe & Mandy & a new life beginning for Joe & me.)*
They had been sitting there talking animatedly about business, making money, & purchase of a house. They were planning to be happy {they had experienced money troubles & these seemed to be over, where they could be happy for the first time}. It seems money was coming their way & my vague thought is it drugs? It seems like a windfall.
*(WINDFALL MONEY-NEW HOUSE & HAPPINESS: This sounds like Joe & I planning happiness – A new residence for him, in a house {mine}- I am wealthy so if I support him, he would be as well. He doesn’t have to work or worry, this is a WINDFALL or SUDDEN WEALTH.)*
Then somehow, they get me involved, it’s hard to understand. They – she mostly – are inviting men for is it sex? But it’s ‘no touch’ sex. This man comes in to just look at me. I’m lying on my back, he in front, the lady friend supervises this, & just by looking at me he gets off – not masturbating – just looking. Then he puts some papers back into his briefcase in his lap & the session is over – she doesn’t know it but I know it, as he’s done this exact same thing a dozen times before. So I don’t have to do anything, & somehow, she or they make some money.
*(STRANGE BUSINESS, I GET INVOLVED: The reason I get involved in this ‘strange business’ of ‘making money’ & a man ‘invited in for no touch sex’ explains how I got wealthy. The ‘I’ here is the spiritual me – I was celibate for God, God gave me good luck, chose this excellent man for me who was willing to be companions, no sex, & he treated me with utmost respect & left me secure.)*
At one point there’s a beautiful, plain but classy silver {antique looking like 50′s} purse sitting on my bed. Was it mine or hers? I look inside & there’s a bunch of stuff, cluttered, & on top, a fairly large cross {about 4″ tall}, silver, with large rhinestones across it both ways. I then realize it’s hers, I compliment her saying she has good taste. The purse looks like a light grey-shiny snakeskin & has a gold clasp on top.
*(SNAKESKIN, CLASSY ANTIQUE PURSE: This purse explains your FINANCIAL FORTUNE. The purse is filled with CLUTTER but on top of it is that SILVER/DIAMOND CROSS. The clutter is your BAD LUCK or CURSES people put upon you – Your Mom disinherited you, so did your first husband. No one helped you financially, no man or woman, people like Rev. Judy Swaggart & others used you for money. But ON TOP OF ALL THIS there’s that beautiful Cross, which says,
“People cursed you, but in the end {silver & gold is permanent} I blessed you mightily. The evil they gave you was nullified by my Grace.”
THE LIGHT GREY SILVERY SNAKESKIN HIDE the purse is made of: In INDIA, yoga, SNAKES ARE GOOD FORTUNE, THEY ARE THE HOLY SPIRIT.
The GOLD CLASP of the purse is like God putting a HINGE, CLASP, SEAL on your fortune, where no one can take it from you – no bad luck or reverse ’till the end of your life, you have GOOD FORTUNE.
I might add that there are two other windfalls before I die. One is the gas & oil under my property, & two, the movie or TV series they will make of my life. This also is from the GRACE OF GOD.)*
One other scene. The man who was just looking at me again & again, I find out he’s important – some sort of a King from another country, maybe a King of finance. His skin is pure white & he’s completely bald. He is sitting now near me, & I feel a slight warmth about him that I did not before – because I now see his importance, & I brush my face against the side of his head to show affection.
*(KING MAN WHO GETS OFF JUST BY SEEING ME: This is my late husband, Richard Von Werder. We were companions, we never had any kid of sex interaction whatsoever, & he told me all he wanted / needed from me was my COMPANIONSHIP. Because of this sixteen years of companionship he SECURED ME FINANCIALLY – I am reminded of his importance here.
The papers going into his briefcase could be his will & what he left me in it.)*
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Then I go to the MIDDLE WINDOW which opens to the main view of the outside, the clearest vista. My sister shares this room & apparently she has this window CLOSED which upsets me. I open it & am scolding her for not having it so. It’s summer after all, no need for closed windows. I say to my sis,
HIS, HERS & THE TRUTH
HIS, HERS & THE TRUTH
12-1-20-THREE WINDOWS – CLOSING RESTAURANTS
This might be an answer to a prayer yesterday. Lover was BACKSLIDING, fooling around with another girl {possibly hooking up seeking a relationship}instead of contacting me, after some sort of breakup with present ‘wifey.’ I asked God to give me a dream re once again, why & how he would come to me when all was ‘said & done.’ My Higher Self does not take his ‘dilly dally’ with girls seriously, it relies on the REVELATIONS given many times by God re our PERMANENT RELATIONSHIP coming to pass. But how things develop is a subject for query.
*(HIGHER SELF VS FLESH/DAUGHTER: In yesterday’s dream there was an interesting conflict between flesh & God – where the flesh rose up against God & acted like she wanted to dominate – & at that point, I, the God, parted from her. This conflict has been going on for years – what the God Within wants, what the flesh wants. The flesh thinks physically, in a limited manner, short on faith, hope, confidence & all virtues. That is why flesh makes mistakes & pays for them later. My higher self was threatening me – the flesh – many times, She would ‘kill me’ if I continued with this man as it was – I did not listen for a long time, & I paid the price. The price was severe anxiety attacks, total chaos with the gastro-intestinal system, then heart attacks.
In this dream there will also be a sister I share a room with – another part of me, the pragmatic self, smart, but not God. It is the God that must prevail, dominate, make the decisions, no other part of oneself, & when another part takes over, there come the falls.
So in the last dream my Higher Self wins the day, in this dream my daughter/flesh does not even appear, but the pragmatic flesh is here in spirit, I, God, am correcting her.)*
My dreams opened with up numerous closings of restaurants as well as other businesses. All was shutting down like there was some kind of problem with society – like war but not war. I was present at many CLOSINGS, like shutting down doors, windows, I am there looking – it all goes DARK. There are many forgotten details. I was not UPSET, just OBSERVING.
*(CLOSING BUSINESSES: Usually we don’t take things in dreams literally, but sometimes they are literally true. And so, this suggests that the closing of businesses will block the way for his ‘wifey’ – who is the main bread winner – to make a living. This being gone, she cannot afford him, both have to make different arrangements, she for someone to help her & the child. He stays with her because it’s most convenient, but if she cannot pay the bills, it isn’t convenient any more, so all bets are off. This answers the query why would be come to me.)*
This part of the dream ends & I am at the OLD FARMHOUSE in my bedroom. I am looking through one of the THREE WINDOWS, the one on the right. Below me is the yard, all is GREEN, BEAUTIFUL, fertile. There is the large Oak tree, bushes & shade, & beyond that, nice sunshine in the field.
*(OLD FARMHOUSE, MY ROOM, 3 WINDOWS: The 3 windows suggests an answer to something, ‘his, hers & the truth.’
And so I see that beneath my window, domain is the SOLID PERMANENT OAK TREE – the Oak tree has the deepest TAP ROOT of any tree I know – it’s almost impossible to pull a tiny Oak out of the ground – I have tried. This represents PERMANENCE, A DEEP, PERMANENT RELATIONSHIP.
The SHADE here is PROTECTION. People seek trees for shade, shade protects from sunburn especially {you see the sun yonder but those who come here want the shade}. The sun in the context of this dream would be GETTING BURNED, which means HURT.
The green / fertility of this area is the LIFE / PROSPERITY / ABUNDANCE of ME. Whoever seeks this area, beneath my window, seeks my protection & prosperity. This will answer the query of why Lover comes to me – because he needs these factors.)*
There are some BOY-TEENS here – neighbors – who took it upon themselves to visit my yard to play. It doesn’t bother me, I’m happy they are finding rest / recreation on my property, & notice they stay in the SHADE rather than going into the sun.
The boy I notice most is maybe 16, short & chubby, wearing a white cotton shirt, button down, casual, loose. He has a BALL in front of him & bounces it up & down.
*(BOY-TEENS-WHITE SHIRT-PLAYING BALL: This is the presence of my Lover Bob, seen in this manner. Why this manner, & the playing ball?
Because he is a DEPENDENT on me, I am the Mother-figure, & being CHUBBY means he is WELL FED by me. This is more than food, it’s overall nourishment, could be spiritual, emotional, mental. Why is he SHORT? Being tall is sometimes, as in the last two dreams, wanting to dominate, pride & ego, but being short is being smaller than, submitting oneself, humbled or on bended knee.
The playing ball? It might be ‘playing ball with me’ which means cooperation. I am not there in front of him, but he is in my yard, my shade, under my window, seeking my protection & prosperity – & what is also revealing, is that he is FACING TOWARD MY WINDOW which means facing ME – & this says he’s COOPERATING {finally!} {It has been his failure to cooperate with me or appreciate my efforts that has caused him to stay in the mediocre place he is, dashing his aspirations toward becoming ‘a star’ & losing the spiritual as well as other blessings held out to him by God. He blocked all my effortsto help him, took up with a young lady drug partner. By now I might have got him off drugs & made him to some degree a celebrity, but none of that happened.}
WHITE SHIRT: Is his hope for & acceptance of our union / marriage.)*
I want to open this window more fully. There are three semi-used up, falling apart pieces of wood for propping it up, I have to work to get them aligned properly, hold the window up, two of them one on the other, on the left side, sort of rickety.
*(THIS WINDOW: Is ‘his pov or side’ from the ‘his, hers & the truth’ paradigm. I want to see HIS SIDE clearly, but there’s some rickety old wood to depend on for propping up this vision – could be THE PAST bringing confusion & apprehension toward the future. Will he really change?)*
Then I go to the MIDDLE WINDOW which opens to the main view of the outside, the clearest vista. My sister shares this room & apparently she has this window CLOSED which upsets me. I open it & am scolding her for not having it so. It’s summer after all, no need for closed windows. I say to my sis,
“WE NEED OXYGEN.”
*(MIDDLE WINDOW: Represents ‘hers’ or my flesh pov. Why did the pragmatic part of me have this closed, for which my God Self scolds me?
CLOSED WINDOW could mean ‘Closed mind’ or my POV is not open enough- not enough OXYGEN would be lack of ENERGY or life to my vision. In other words, I must BELIEVE MORE in his coming to me with a SUCCESSFUL CONCLUSION. My skepticism would come from his past performance.)*
Then I go to the LEFT WINDOW which opens on a low roof above the kitchen & the driveway. I thought at first it was closed also, but see it is open & lots of GREEN. There are two layers of windows.
*(LEFT WINDOW on top of the kitchen, driveway mean THE TRUTH. DRIVEWAY means ACCESS or ENTRANCE, the way in, the way he gets instilled into my life permanently, physically as well as other ways. I thought it was CLOSED is my lack of faith or skepticism. But it’s open means filled with life & vitality – I do see green here.
On top of the KITCHEN also is a symbol of hearth, home, food, nourishment. This is where our food was prepared & eaten. This represents the HEART / CENTER, ‘home is where the heart is’ – Both he & I have each other’s hearts.)*
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HE FINALLY FIGURES IT OUT
1-20-20-SEX DREAM EXPLAINED
I analyze a dream for a friend.
“He finally figures it out.” Symbols explained.
I am with a young man, Atilla. We seem to be in love but there is some sort of problem – he absents himself a lot.
(WE WILL SEE MOMENTARILY THAT THIS IS THE CRUX OF THE ISSUE.)
One day I see this vision: A chair that seems to be made of wood & reeds (this is so vague it might not mean anything, but if it’s true then it’s the chair in my apt kitchen)
The male is sitting in the chair & on the bottom of it is a large white feather, that seems kind of ‘worn’, the size you would get from the wing of a goose, maybe 10”, & it hangs straight down from the chair.
(THIS WHITE FEATHER MEANS ‘SURRENDER’ *LIKE A WHITE FLAG* & WHAT HAS SURRENDERED IS HIS PENIS, OR THE FACT THAT HE ISN’T GOING TO HAVE SEX WITH THE DREAMER. HE SAYS ‘I GIVE UP.’ WHAT DOES HE GIVE UP? TRYING TO HAVE SEX WITH THE LADY, TRYING TO GET HER TO ‘GIVE IN’ BUT NOT GIVING HER WHAT SHE WANTS – *A RELATIONSHIP.*
INDEED THE WAY THE CHAIR IS MADE IS APROPOS: WOOD & REEDS, ESPECIALLY THE REEDS, WHICH ARE STRAW.
STRAW IS *INSUBSTANTIAL,* DOES NOT LAST. STRAW IS HOW HE WANTED THE AFFAIR – FLY BY NIGHT, SEX ONLY – NO PERMANENCE.)
Atilla now comes home. He has wood in front of him, he’s smiling as he’s figured something out. The wood is beautiful. It’s painted white – the pieces of wood are these thick square planks like you use for columns or corners of a house, inside is blonde like Oak. He has a few of these planks & they are all separate but now he puts them together – they fit like a puzzle & form the basis of a bed (the bottom & sides). It’s a powerful bed made of these 8” diameter beams, it has some sort of border to it. I think he’s smiling because it all fits together so perfectly; he has his eyes on the bed, nowhere else, not looking at me.
(ATILLA FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHY BONNY REFUSED TO CONTINUE HAVING SEX WITH HIM. SHE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP.
HE SEES ‘THE PIECES OF THE PUZZLE’ & THEY ALL FIT. THE THICK PLANKS ARE COLUMNS AS WOULD HOLD UP A PORCH, THE CORNERS OF A HOUSE & SUCH. THIS SAYS *PERMANENCE,* NOT LIKE STRAW WHICH THE WIND BLOWS AWAY.
THESE PIECES OF WOOD ALL FIT TOGETHER LIKE THE THOUGHTS IN HIS MIND, THEY FORM A BED, THEY ARE WHITE. SHE DOESN’T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM ANY MORE BECAUSE SHE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP – WHITE LIKE MARRIAGE.
THIS MAKES HIM SMILE BECAUSE IT ENDS THE PUZZLE THAT TORMENTED HIM – WHY DID SHE ABSENT HERSELF? IT PLEASES HIM BECAUSE HE THEN SEES SHE STILL LOVES HIM, SHE WANTS MARRIAGE * & WITH IT GOES SEX*. HE’S SMILING BECAUSE THIS IDEA MAKES HIM HAPPY – HE WANTS MARRIAGE WITH HER ALSO. IF HE DIDN’T LOVE HER, THIS THOUGHT WOULD NOT MAKE HIM SMILE.)
I’m standing there & become disgruntled. Before, I was alright, now I’m not. I say to him,
“I know why YOU’VE BEEN ABSENT. YOU’VE OBVIOUSLY BEEN DOING SEX TO *HER*”.
Who ‘her’ is I don’t know – a female he knows & I suspect him but can’t prove it.
(THIS IS PART OF THE PUZZLE: HE IS WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. HE SEES THAT THE DREAMER IS DISGRUNTLED BY THIS, OBVIOUSLY. ABSENT WITH HER BUT PRESENT WITH ANOTHER. HE SEES THAT IS THE BASIS OF HER UNHAPPINESS & HER ABSENTEEISM.)
I seem to look like this: Smooth pretty hair, to the shoulders, but all curved forward, the bangs & bottom of the hair. There is a blue feather-shaped ornament hanging from my temple, my dress is like an old-fashioned Empire-style neckline, a soft color, maybe off-white, draped to the floor, the appearance artistic…….finis
(THE ‘I’ PORTRAYS A TRADITIONAL WOMAN, RATHER DEMURE, *the hair tucked in* THE TYPE OF IMAGE AS PICTURED IN FINE ART, WHERE THE WOMAN IS SEEN IN A ROMANTIC WAY, THE OBJECT OF LOVE, NOT LUST, NOT A TROLLOP OR *SECOND HAND ROSE.* THE BLUE ORNAMENT HANGING FROM THE TEMPLE IS THE ISSUE WHICH GRIEVES HER -*being blue or sad.*
SUCH A WOMAN WOULD SEEK TO BE LOVED IN MARRIAGE, IS MADE UNHAPPY BY HIS OTHER RELATIONSHIP–WILL NOT BE SECOND FIDDLE TO HER.) finis.
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MOB OF SOULS ASCENDS
FIFTY OR MORE SOULS ASCEND INTO HEAVEN!
1-19-2020-HUGE NUMBERS OF SOULS ASCEND-50 OR MORE
These are dreams about them & I give detailed explanations of the symbols.
I am at the old farm house. My Mom is here.
(never my earthly Mother, this has to be either Mother God, the Holy Virgin or the Mother-God within my soul. My earthly Mom hated me & severely abused me; she never appears in a good light. Yes, she is in Heaven but in the lowest place & got there by the skin of her teeth, possibly because I sacrificed for her & she had a death bed repentance.)
In the living room are two of my friends. One is a man that seems to be old, thin, sitting in one corner of the room facing inward, on my left, dressed in dark colors with a hat. He seems ‘from the old days.’ The other is a female who seems young standing in the other corner of the room facing inward.
(THE OLD MAN COULD BE MY DAD. HE COULD BE HERE BECAUSE OF THE DIGNITY & HONOR OF WHAT IS HAPPENING—SO WE ALL CELEBRATE AS DURING A HOLIDAY.)
The front door faces the street – which is only about 25’ away – & I see a truck stop. First I thought it was Fed Ex, I feel it has a delivery, but it’s appearance is a squarish utility vehicle, white, with black writing on the side & a red headline, & out of it steps MY LAWYER with a briefcase– it looks like doctor’s case, puffy, thick light brown old leather with a spot that’s ‘worn’ like ‘worn down’ with soft white scratches on the side. The case is SO BIG it could hold at least 50 lbs or more corn kernels. He comes in with his case.
(THE SIZE OF HIS CASE SAYS: THIS CONCERNS A LARGE GROUP OF CLIENTS. IF EACH CLIENT’S PAPERS ARE IN THIS CASE, IT WOULD BE HUGE & PUFFED OUT.)
He is FAT, like 300 lbs, & wearing a beanie hat, shiny dark green.
(IF THIS IS WHO I THINK IT IS, HE’S FAT RIGHT NOW BEING NOURISHED WITH LOVE FROM THOSE HERE. THE *SHINY GREEN* BEENIE HAT SAYS ‘BUSINESS ON EARTH’ – THIS MAN IS FROM HEAVEN.)
For some reason I cannot speak & I don’t introduce him to my two friends – I’m tongue-tied – I know his name yet I can’t say it, I remain silent. After a couple minutes he introduces himself to my friends & I imagined he said the name ‘Jesus’ but I am confused about this, it could not be.
(BUT IT IS JESUS. THAT’S WHY I AM SPEECHLESS & TONGUE-TIED, I CAN’T TALK FOR SHOCK. JESUS HAS ARRIVED AS A ‘LAWYER’ TO REPRESENT A HUGE NUMBER OF SOULS, TO SET THEM FREE FROM PRISON.)
I go into the kitchen where Mom is cooking lunch, but the spot she’s standing is the sink. I see for some reason she’s put my ceramic pots here where the dishes are drying (& they are across the room drying rather than by the sink)—the pots I keep by my desk containing dozens of pens & all colors magic markers—highlighters.
(SHE’S BY THE SINK BECAUSE MY MOMGOD’S BUSINESS IS SHE’S BEEN HELPING SOULS *WASHING DISHES, CLEANSING IMPLEMENTS SO SOULS CAN EAT*. HER PUTTING MY PENS & MAGIC MARKERS/HIGHLIGHTERS WHERE THE DISHES ARE IS THAT I AM WRITING THESE VISIONS & PUTTING THEM ON TWO WEBSITES NOW. THIS APPARENTLY IS HELPING – PEOPLE READ THESE ACCOUNTS & BECOME AWARE OF THE SOULS & MIGHT PRAY FOR THEM OR GET MASSES. THIS IS WHAT MOM IS SAYING – YOUR POSTS ARE LIKE DISHES, THEY ARE IMPLEMENTS TO BRING NOURISHMENT TO SOULS. SHE WANTS ME TO KNOW SHE APPROVES.)
I want to get outside because seeing out the windows the back yard has filled with a MOB OF PARTY GOERS—they’re young like the students at the University near us.
(LATER I WILL DISCOVER A LARGE NUMBER MIGHT HAVE BEEN KILLED TOGETHER IN AN AIRPLANE CRASH.)
As I look at them they are on our property to the left – an area I visited the least when we lived there (it made me feel uncomfortable like it was eerie or haunted) & I see part of them, but the ‘mob’ extends beyond my vision – toward that back field & woods – & they’re all wearing the same material clothes. These are white & ‘stone washed’ thin light denims – both males & females are all wearing this material. Some have on vests in this denim which are open & loose, underneath is the white soft cotton.
(THE CLOTHING BEING SOFT WHITE IS LIKE ‘MY SHEEP HEAR MY CALL,’ – WE ARE THE SHEEP OF GOD, WE ARE HER LITTLE LAMBS. THE STONE-WASHED DENIM IS THEY HAVE BEEN CLEANSED, AGAIN & AGAIN, BEEN PURIFIED.)
I’m really eager to join them. I feel I’ve not had any fun in a long time & I want to party.
(I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THE SOULS BEING LIFTED; I WANT TO REJOICE WITH THEM.)
My Mom takes me out for a minute & points to the right, (she’s shorter than me)
(THIS MOMGOD PERSON IS EITHER HOLY MARY, ANOTHER FEMALE SAINT, OR THE MOMGOD WITHIN ME. HER SHORTNESS IS HER HUMILITY.)
“There’s a whole gang of them over there,”
but I can’t see that far & can’t run over there right now as I must do some things.
(THIS UNDERSCORES THERE ARE SO MANY SOULS & IN TWO SECTIONS. ONE IS A ‘HAUNTED’ AREA I DIDN’T LIKE GOING TO.) THE TWO SECTIONS COULD HAVE BEEN TWO MAJOR ACCIDENTS. OR TWO PLANES COLLIDING OR SOME OTHER TYPE VEHICLES WITH MANY PASSENGERS (TRAINS, BUSES) COLLIDING. AT THE END I WILL SEE AN EXPLOSION.)
I go back into the house & a female in the house is upstairs tending to my Rottweiller, in a cozy middle room such as did not exist there.
She has a BOX which is like a crib & a radio – the whole side of it is open except for a bottom piece covering a few inches.
She had my Rottie (Gagee Boy) lying on his back – treating him like a baby, spoiling him somehow, when I glimpse what looks like a tiny human foot with red painted toenails.
I want to take a closer look at this, go pick this little foot up & see it’s one of the back legs of my Rottie, his foot turns into a human one—of a wee one.
The female tending to him is wearing a red fuzzy loose sweater. Is she short & plump?
(THE RED SWEATER SAYS THIS PERSON OR SOUL IS SUFFERING. TENDING TO MY ROTTY, SPOILING HIM IS SHE IS TENDING TO MY INNER SENSE. *ANIMALS ARE OFTEN INNER SENSES, ESPECIALLY DOGS & CATS, BECAUSE THEIR SENSES ARE SHARPER THAN OURS.* HE HAS A HUMAN FOOT BECAUSE HE IS ME. THIS FEMALE IS NOURISHING ME LIKE A CHILD.
THE FACT THAT THIS IS A CRIB BUT ALSO A RADIO, WHERE THIS WOMAN IS ‘SPOILING’ OR NURTURING HIM/ME TELLS ME THIS: THIS IS A WOMAN WHO IS SUFFERING – PROBABLY ON EARTH. THE RADIO SAYS ‘TUNING IN.’ SHE IS GETTING MY INNER SENSE TO ‘TUNE INTO’ OR GET THE FREQUENCY/VISION OF THIS MESSAGE.
MUCH OF THE TIME WHEN SOULS ARE HELPED IT IS A SECOND PARTY THAT TAKES ME THERE OR HELPS ME ‘TUNE IN’ OR SEE THE REALITY. I DON’T THINK SHE’S A SOUL IN PURGATORY BECAUSE THIS WOULDN’T BE THEIR POSITION.
BUT IF SHE IS ON EARTH SHE’S A SAINTLY WOMAN WHO’S HELPING ME—NOT SURE HOW THAT HAPPENED & DEFINITELY DON’T KNOW WHO SHE IS UNLESS SHE’S ONE WOMAN I KNOW WHO HAS CANCER—THE TORTURE SHE’S BEEN THROUGH THE LAST YEARS HAS LIFTED HER ON HIGH.
SHE CAN’T BE A SAINT IN HEAVEN AS THEY DON’T SUFFER – SHE WOULD NOT BE WEARING A RED SWEATER.)
I’m quickly putting on my shoes to go outside to celebrate – the shoes are black canvas with rubber soles, as I slip them on I see I’ve gotten moist dark dirt on my legs (I’m wearing shorts) & am a bit pissed as I have to clean this off before I go out there – another delay.
(THIS MOIST DIRT IS SAYING ‘YOU WERE WITH SOULS UNDERGROUND’, THEREFORE THE DIRT.
BUT NOW IT’S TIME TO ASCEND INTO HEAVEN OR RATHER CELEBRATE THE ASCENSIONS, I MUST CLEAN OFF THE DIRT!)
Another thing I attend to. I have in my hands a bouquet of greens. One batch are evergreen branches, close together, not spread out, & with them a bunch of short greens like parsley. I go into Mario’s room – the spare room (which always represents separation from a man, lover or husband) which is empty, has pink walls with the paint peeling off, looks dull, dusty, has not been attended in ages.
(THIS IS ABOUT xxxx & I BEING SEPARATED FOR A WHILE. BUT THE ‘EVERGREENS’ I’M HOLDING IN MY HANDS ARE SAYING ‘THIS WILL BE FOREVER.’ THE SHORT GREENS I’M HOLDING ARE SAYING ‘IT WON’T BE TOO LONG BEFORE YOU GET WITH HIM AGAIN. BUT OUR SEPARATION SEEMS LIKE A LONG TIME, ESPECIALLY FOR HIM AS HE IS IMMATURE & DOESN’T UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION.
THE PINK WALLS, UNATTENDED, PAINT PEELING, DUST, ETC IS ABOUT THE ABSENCE OF SEX.
WHY DOES HE FIGURE INTO THIS DREAM? WHY NOT, IT’S MY LIFE.)
I see a silver-grey tall flower pot there, shaped like an hour glass; I put water in it & the greens. I am careful to fill it to the top as the greens are short, want to make sure their bottoms reach the water, & I place this somewhere in the room, wondering should I have put it elsewhere or is this alright? The long-stemmed evergreens are in the middle surrounded by the large bunch of short greens.
(THIS AFFAIR WILL BE THE ‘FOREVER’ ONE ONCE WE GET TOGETHER. SYMBOLS OF FOREVER – THE EVERGREENS & SILVER POT, EVERGREENS ARE FOREVER—THEY DON’T DIE IN WINTER, THEY STAY GREEN.
THE SILVER POT, A SILVER ANNIVERSARY IS 20 YEARS – WHICH WOULD BE UNTIL THE END OF MY LIFE. SEPARATION IS TEMPORARY, WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOR ALL TIME ONCE WE GET BACK.
FILLING WITH WATER IS MY FAITH IN THIS RELATIONSHIP – WATER IS GRACE, KEEPING IT ALIVE. AND THE SHORT GREENS, MAKING SURE THEY STAY ALIVE, IS WE WILL BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER REASONABLY SOON—I WANT TO MAKE SURE I KEEP THAT ALIVE.)
Now it’s TIME FOR LUNCH. I see the lawyer walking from the living room to the kitchen. He’s changed totally – he’s now very thin, no hat, black t shirt, black pants. I believe my friends in the room are following him, I don’t see clearly.
(NOW JESUS IS GETTING READY TO CELEBRATE HIS OWN DEATH – WHICH IS THE HOLY MASS. HE IS THIN, NOT NOURISHED, IN POVERTY, WEARING BLACK.
MY DAD & A FEMALE ASSOCIATE WILL BE PRESENT I THINK BECAUSE THIS IS SUCH A BIG EVENT WITH SO MANY SOULS ASCENDING.)
Myself, I’m going to skip or sacrifice lunch to join the revelry outside. If I have lunch with them I might miss it. These people outside having fun have got all my attention, I so want to have a good time with them!
(WHAT I’M CALLING ‘MY SACRIFICE’ PROBABLY REFERS TO THE ‘HEROIC ACT’ I MADE AS A CHILD—THAT ALL THE GRACES I DESERVE GO TO THE SOULS IN PURGATORY.)
After this dream ended there was an ‘epilogue”. I saw a vehicle in the sky, made of a dark grey hard plastic, & it EXPLODED. My instant thought was are these souls a large group of younger people who died in a plane crash?
(THIS COULD EXPLAIN WHY SO MANY ARE BEING LIFTED TOGETHER. IT’S LIKE THEY WERE FRIENDS OR ELSE THE EXPERIENCE OF DYING TOGETHER SOMEHOW BONDED THEM, & SO, THEY ARE ALSO BEING LIFTED TOGETHER.
HALLELUJAH!)
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DREAM ABOUT MY OWN CLEANSING
I see a gutter coming down from a wooded hill, the ground is hard, bare, & through this gutter coming down is what looks like medium light brown mud, lots of it, coming down strongly. I think the mud might represent defecation but there’s nothing ugly or disgusting about it. After it comes down, it empties into a sewer under a small iron-covered bridge, goes underground, & I also see the gutter bare & clean. (The dirt around the gutter here & there had black streaks.)
Then I see a lady sitting in a black probably metal wheel chair right on top of the gutter where the mud was coming through & behind her stands a male as if assisting her in the wheel chair. I draw the conclusion that this mud-defecation came from the lady – that it symbolized bad stuff coming out of her & she was cleansed.
(MY GUESS THIS IS WHAT THIS MEANS: SOULS ARE BEING CLEANSED BUT GOD IS ALSO CLEANSING ME. THERE’S A LOT COMING OUT OF ME & SOON IT’S ALL GONE, & DISAPPEARS.
WHAT IT’S ABOUT HAS TO DO WITH THE BLACK WHEELCHAIR & THE MAN BEHIND IT.
I BELIEVE THIS MAN IS xxxx WHO TORTURED ME SO MUCH. HE CRIPPLED ME, AS I WAS FIGHTING HIS DEMONS FOR YEARS, COULD NOT DO ANY OTHER WORK. AND SO I AM IN A BLACK WHEELCHAIR, WHICH IS LIKE PAINS OF HELL—FROM HELL–& HE IS BEHIND IT, NOT AS A HELPER BUT AS THE ONE THAT DID IT TO ME.
BUT GOD HAS RELEASED ME THE WAY SHE RELEASED THE SOULS – I AM FREE – GOD TOOK THE NEGATIVES OUT OF ME! HALLELUJAH!)
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SOULS ASCENDED IN HEAVEN
I see a canal like one you’d see in Venice. In it stand about thirty people – male & female – all wearing identical shirts in a beautiful light violet. The gondola is peacefully gliding along the canal. I do not see a gondolier. I instantly know its Souls who entered Heaven.
(VIOLET IS A RARIFIED SPIRITUAL LIGHT – THEY ARE DRESSED IN THE BEAUTIFUL LIGHT OF GOD–& THESE SOULS ARE IN A HIGHER PLACE OF HEAVEN, HIGHER THAN AVERAGE.)
Along the sides of the canal are white (somehow I think of alabaster, it’s luminous) buildings close to the water, staircases going up to the dwellings, all PURE WHITE.
(THIS SHOWS THEIR HABITATS IN THE PURE WHITE OF PERFECTION.)
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THE EGGS
I see a NEST containing five luminous white eggs the size of goose eggs (about twice that of chickens.) There is white light surrounding the nest.
I think right away these contain LIFE & what is the message? It might be the prayers I’m saying daily during Mass for those WHO HAVE NOT YET BEEN BORN AGAIN. This could say they will soon be born again as I keep saying the prayer.
(THE PRAYER I SAY EVERY MASS IS THE SAME AS THE BAPTISMAL PRAYER. IT’S ALSO CALLED ‘THE SINNER’S PRAYER’ WHICH ORAL ROBERTS MADE FAMOUS. THIS IS WHAT I SAY, AMONG THE SEVERAL PRAYERS I MAKE, THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NOT YET BEEN BORN AGAIN, TO HELP THEM GET THERE:
“MY GOD, I RENOUNCE & REJECT THE DEVIL & ALL HIS PRETENSIONS, HIS TEMPTATIONS, HIS LIES & HIS SINS. I REBUKE HIM COMPLETELY NOW & FOREVER.
I ASK YOU TO COME INTO MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MIND & MY BODY & STAY THERE FOREVER.
I ASK THAT YOU WILL LET ME ENTER YOUR SPIRIT & STAY THERE FOREVER & I THANK YOU FOR THIS GRACE.”
THIS IS SAYING THERE ARE FIVE SOULS WAITING TO HATCH OR GET ‘BORN AGAIN’—AS I KEEP SAYING THE PRAYER! WHOOPEE!)
From Rasa Von Werder 1-19-20
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GOD ENJOYS LIFE-SOUL ASCENDS
1-17-20-GOD ENJOYING LIFE-LEELA-&-A SOUL ASCENDS 1-16-20
This dream exemplifies what ‘Leela’ or ‘Lila’ is as a state of Yoga.
I am somewhere in the back yard someplace which has wide fields behind the house. Someone has brought in a motorcycle & I decide to ride it.
I get on it & away I go, fast, through the fields. It feels Heavenly, a smooth ride, not a care in the world, totally free & happy. The fields are hard, very little growth to interfere; the greenery is sparse.
I return to the precincts of the house & as I examine the motorcycle, it seems different parts of it are falling apart, not the engine – that part’s fine, but the parts of the handlebars & the seat, I have to fix & adjust, they are made of ‘ticky tacky,’ more like a child’s toy than an adult cycle.
I also notice then the puddles. They aren’t dirty, they’re clear, they’re shallow, but I ask someone is it ok for the motorcycle to get wet?
I also worried if I was authorized to take the cycle out, as it wasn’t mine, & I want to go out with it again, vaguely see that I do but these concerns are on my mind.
MEANING: This dream explains Leela, which you prayed for last night – how we experience God Consciousness when still on earth.
When you first use the motorcycle & dash away, you have no worries, fears or concerns on your mind. You’re seeing the big picture, the joy of the ride, which is having faith, hope & happiness.
But when a person falls down to the minutiae of life – the details of things not right, the worries & fears, they lose that big picture & their bliss or joy, then God isn’t in their consciousness.
You see all the worries, fears, like the puddles, do you have the right to use this thing? That ends joy & bliss.
1-16-20-A SOUL ASCENDS
In this dream I have a cardboard box open in front of me. To the right seems food wrapped up, but in the open box to the left is a parcel that makes me uncomfortable.
It’s round, covered in a sort of shiny silver material, it’s about 8” in diameter, the paper on it is folded behind it. The front has the Leaves of Victory—laurel leaves in green, a pic of a garland over the top & the bottom, with writing on it. I try to read the writing but can’t.
What makes me uncomfortable is I believe this parcel has the remains of a person inside – somehow condensed. I keep thinking, keep trying to read, keep thinking & being uncomfortable.
MEANING: A SOUL HAS ASCENDED! The food on the right is the way by which this soul ascended: The Holy Eucharist, the Food of the Body & Blood of Jesus & Mary, which you’ve been celebrating.
The way the body of the ascended soul is represented has two clues: First, the writing on it – you don’t know who it is, but the laurel leaves of victory tell you there’s been a major victory here. And silver to you has the meaning of permanence or ‘forever.’ Whoopee!
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HOLY DREAM INTERPRETED
12-27-19–SAINT & I GET 2 SISTERS ASCENDED
“THE ASIAN KARATE INSTRUCTOR”
I’m messing about somewhere when I see this small Asian guy who does some wild karate dance moves. He can twirl around countless time & do footwork faster than James Brown. I tell him I’d like him to teach me, & he says,
“Can you do this”
& shows his moves & I say,
“Yes, but not as well as you.”
We agreed on some sort of arrangement. I am sitting outside in a courtyard talking to another guy when suddenly I say to him,
“Wow, I promised the Asian instructor, we have an appt & I could be late!”
I run to the building right by here & the Asian is at that moment at the door. It’s a screen door, one of two doors, he appeared there the moment I did, we are both startled.
(TWO DOORS, THE ONE I FACE HIM AT IS A SCREEN DOOR, IN THIS BUILDING REPRESENTS THE WORLD OF PURGATORY VS THE ONE OF THE EARTH. THIS SAINT (NOT AN ANGEL BECAUSE HE HAS SISTERS) & I HAVE MADE SOME SORT OF AGREEMENT THAT WE’LL WORK TOGETHER TO HELP SOULS. IT TURNS OUT THESE ARE TWO FEMALES I CALL HIS ‘SISTERS.’ THIS COULD BE FLESH & BLOOD OR HE COULD BE AN ASCENDED PRIEST & THEY MIGHT BE NUNS.
IT SEEMS THAT IT REALLY HELPS WHEN ONE HAS A SPONSOR FROM HEAVEN TO WORK WITH. OFTENTIMES THE HOLY MARY HAS APPEARED TO ME – IN THE PAST – & BROUGHT ME SOULS IN THE FORM OF ‘A BABY.’
THE HOLY ASIAN IS STANDING ‘ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE NET’ WHERE HE WILL IN A SENSE, TAKE ME THROUGH THE ‘SIEVE’ OR ‘NET’ WHICH PREVENTS MOST OF US MOST OF THE TIME FROM ENTERING THIS OTHER WORLD.
WE GO THROUGH THE NET AS IN THE NEXT SCENE WE ENTER THE ‘RESTAURANT’ WHICH SYMBOLIZES THE HOLY MASSES BEING SAID.)
Then he has some work to do before we get together. His hands are filled with sort of raw dumplings – I walk with him to the back of this one-story building & see it’s an Asian restaurant, & he apparently works here & is on an errand, & he takes the dumplings & plops them on the floor. This upsets me but then I see other foods on the floor here—in particular other dumplings that are on a large light green smooth tray on the floor & surmise this is a clean floor, & part of the food preparation, so apparently the dumplings are alright & will be cooked.
(THIS REFERS TO ‘SO CLEAN YOU COULD EAT OFF THE FLOOR.’ THE CLEANNESS REFERS TO A CLEAN HEART, MY SAYING THESE MASSES THAT WAY PERHAPS – NO ULTERIOR MOTIVES, JUST LOVING SOULS.
THE DUMPLINGS REFER TO THE HOLY MASS I HAVE BEEN SAYING. THIS IS AN ACTIVITY & MESSAGE FROM A SAINT REGARDING THE RESULTS OF THE MASSES. I HAVE SAID FOUR IN A ROW INCLUDING TODAY.)
The Asian disappears & I am alone in their quarters where they live, connected with the restaurant. I think I see the boy & I approach, but then I mis-saw because it’s a young girl, maybe twelve, his sister I surmise, & I see another female. These rooms are rather empty & pretty, sort of serene you might say.
(SEEING HIS FAM OR SISTERS IS THEIR PLACE IN PURGATORY, WHICH IS NOT BAD BUT IT’S EMPTY. THEY NEED LOVE, GRACE, WHICH COMES FROM THE HOLY EUCHARIST, WHICH THIS SAINT IS ASSISTING ME WITH.
ERROL FLYNN ONCE CAME TO ME WITH A FEW PERSONS, TWO OF WHOM WERE BEVERLY AADLAND & HIS WIDOW – TO GET THEM UP TO HEAVEN, & WE DID IT.
PEOPLE MUST UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS WE ON EARTH WHO ARE DESIGNATED TO HELP SOULS – NOT THE SAINTS IN HEAVEN. HOWEVER, WE CAN WORK TOGETHER WITH SAINTS, THEY CAN CALL UPON US TO WORK AS PARTNERS IN GETTING SOULS INTO HEAVEN.)
The boy is with me again, he strikes me as being maybe in his early twenties, maybe younger. He has sleek black hair, is not big, my size, & we are near the front door of this comprehensive building – he’s to my right, there’s a picture window before us, lots of light streaming in & there’s a strange suitcase in front of me which has huge black fasteners, a row of them. I snap these open (is it two or three, there are more), the suitcase itself is a medium-darkish orangey color.
(THE SUITCASE IS A PIVOTAL SIGN, IT REPRESENTS OPENING UP PLACES IN PURGATORY. ORANGE IS WHAT? IT SAYS ‘DANGER’ OR ‘DO NOT ENTER,’ WHERE POSSIBLY SOULS IN PURGATORY ARE IMPRISONED. THIS MIGHT BE SAYING ‘DON’T GO THERE—GO STRAIGHT TO HEAVEN’ OR MORE LIKELY IT’S SAYING FEW PEOPLE CAN VISIT PURGATORY—THERE MUST BE SOME SORT OF PORTAL TO GET THROUGH.
THE BLACK SNAPS REPRESENT THE PRISON LOCKS, YOU OPENED THE LOCKS BY SAYING THE HOLY MASS. YOU HAVE TWO OR THREE OF THESE LOCKS NOW SNAPPED OPEN – WHICH COULD MEAN THE STATE OF THESE PERSONS.)
As I snap open the fasteners & the boy is so near I begin to think of him as a BOYFRIEND & it would be nice to have a young man as a boyfriend, & would people object? His family might so we would have to keep it a secret.
He is not my lover, XX. But he could be a stand-in for him in my mind.
(I DON’T KNOW WHY I’M THINKING THIS WAY. NO DOUBT THE LOVE WE’RE SHARING IN THIS WORK. I’M THINKING HE COULD BE A PARTNER IN FURTHER WORK TO PURGATORY. IT’S NOT A PHYSICAL DESIRE, HE’S PROBABLY DEAD, UNLESS IT’S ONE HOLY PRIEST I KNOW WHO’S FROM INDIA.)
Now the strange part of this dream is opening the contents of what is now two carry cases, not big, but all the goodies that come out of them are a wonder. Somehow I must get through this activity before he & I can start our karate lessons, this delays them.
The first bag I take out many small bottles of cosmetics, like skin lotions, shampoos, conditioners & I line them up & say to the boy,
“I don’t need any of these, they go to your sisters.”
It’s bizarre how many pretty bottles & containers come out of this bag.
(THE CONTENTS OF THESE BAGS ARE THE GRACES BEING GIVEN TO TWO SOULS I CALL HIS SISTERS.)
The next bag is also a marvel. Again, not only more amenities but a dress comes out of it, thin material, pretty, for a small person, some sort of print. I hold it up & say,
“For your sisters.”
(THIS GARMENT SEEMS TO ME MORE THAN THE PREVIOUS GIFTS, IT IS A COSTUME OR CELESTIAL ROBE BY WHICH ONE ASCENDS INTO HEAVEN.)
Then another dress comes forth, also thin, it’s silky charcoal grey with large beige elongated globes, I hold it up & again say,
“For your sisters.”
(THIS CHARCOAL-GREY SILK DRESS WITH THE SYMBOLS OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD – THE CHARCOAL GREY IS THE DEATH OF OUR LORD, THE ELONGATED GLOBES THE EUCHARIST – HOW MUCH MORE PRECISE COULD A SYMBOL BE?
A GARMENT OR ROBE BY WHICH THE SECOND SISTER ASCENDS! THIS IS WONDERFUL!)
He’s kind of laughing when I talk about his sisters, don’t know why it’s funny. He turns away from me as he laughs in their direction I guess – toward his family.
(LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE. WE SPOKE ABOUT THIS YESTERDAY WITH SOMEONE – LAUGHTER IS HEALING, HE IS LAUGHING WITH JOY.)
At one point as I was removing things from the second bag–he said,
“THESE ARE FROM GOD.”
Indeed they had to be as they appeared out of nowhere & from whom?
(GETTING SO MANY GIFTS FROM GOD, GREAT RESULTS FROM THE MASSES, TERRIFIC DREAM!)
There was only one type item that I liked for myself. They were shoulder ‘holsters’ for want of a better term, round soft belts made of strips of mink-like brown fur but also stripes of some kind of blue-design material, & off these gizmos are also hanging like soft mink tails. As I touch these things I love their softness & design & tell the Asian these are the things I will keep for myself.
(SHOULDERS OFTEN REPRESENT CARRYING THE CROSS. THESE ARE POSSIBLY CUSHIONS OR PADS, SYMBOLICALLY, TO CARRY MY OWN CROSSES.
HELP MOMGOD. WHY SOFT MINK, MINK TAILS HANGING OFF & STRIPES OF BLUE/WHITE EMBROIDERY?
SHE: THE BLUE/WHITE DESIGNS MIGHT BE WHITE ADDED TO YOUR BLUES, AN INCREASE OF GRACE TO BEAR SORROW – COULD BE THE SORROW OF THE SEPARATION FROM SOMEONE YOU LOVE.
THE MINK, FUR, — FUR IS PROTECTION, YOU WILL GET MORE PROTECTION OR PADDING – A THICKER SKIN FOR PAINS YOU ENDURE. COULD BE THE PAINS OF MEMORIES, THOSE OF PEOPLE YOU INTERACT WITH?)
We never get to the ‘karate classes’ in the dream, haha.
(WHAT IS THE KARATE, DANCE THIS ASIAN DOES? IT’S NO DOUBT SPIRITUAL GYMNASTICS HE’S ABLE TO DO THAT ARE BEYOND MY ABILITIES.
YOU WANT TO LEARN OR BECOME MORE EXPERT AT SPIRITUAL WORK OR ‘WARFARE’ IN OTHER WORDS. KARATE IS A FIGHT OR DEFENSIVE ART, SPIRITUAL WEAPONS OF WARFARE ARE NOT PHYSICAL –TAKING DOWN STRONGHOLDS OF SATAN, ETC.
WE ARE DOING THIS ‘WARFARE’ AGAINST THE WORK OF THE DEVIL & SIN THROUGH THE HOLY EUCHARIST, THAT IS THE WORK.
BEFORE STARTING UP THE MASSES AGAIN, YOU DID PRAY A LOT FOR SOULS, WITHOUT A GREAT DEAL OF RESULTS. THERE WAS ONE DREAM FOR XMAS AFTER YOU PRAYED A LONG TIME, THE DREAM OF THE SOULS VISITING YOUR PROPERTY, THE BIG LAWN THEY ENTERED, & YOU WELCOMED THEM THERE & INTO YOUR HOUSE.
THIS WAS A LOT MORE WORK OVERALL WITH LESS RESULTS THAN THE HOLY EUCHARIST. NOW YOU’RE DOING IT THE BEST WAY, GETTING RESULTS FOR LITTLE EFFORT. THE VALUE OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST FOR SPIRITUAL BETTERMENT SURPASSES ANYTHING ELSE ONE CAN DO.)
TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE SOULS IN PURGATORY, CONSULT THE BOOK OF RASA VON WERDER: “THEATER OF JUSTICE” AVAILABLE ON THE INTERNET
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XXXX<>SACRIFICE OF JESUS<>
The Sacrifice of Jesus
by William Bond
Comments by Rasa Von Werder
The teachings of Jesus created one of the largest religions in the world but he is totally different to most normal men. Some Christians find him an embarrassment because he was so, “meek and mild” with strange teachings like, “the meek shall inherit the Earth”.
(RASA SAYS: IF MEN ARE VIOLENT & WOMEN ARE THE MEEK THEN THE MEEK SHALL CERTAINLY INHERIT THE EARTH AS HUMAN MALES ARE GOING EXTINCT.)
The problem about Jesus is that although he founded a patriarchal religion his teachings were mostly feminine. This is in total contrast of the macho teachings of the Old Testament.
(RASA SAYS: BOTH BUDDHISM & JESUS’ VERSION OF IT ARE MATRIARCHAL IN THAT THEY ARE BASED ON LOVE. IT BECAME PATRIARCHAL, VIOLENT & CORRUPTED BECAUSE EVIL MEN TOOK IT OVER. THEY DID NOT PRACTICE THE TEACHINGS OF JESUS.)
One of the unique features of Jesus is his healing, which you don’t get in any other religion that has survived to the present day. Many people assumed that he was able to heal because he was, ‘the son of God’ but he made no such claims.
When he healed people he said to them, “your faith has healed you”. So he gave the credit to the person he healed and not himself. So why was this? This is because the feminine One has given us all the gift of freewill. So Jesus could never heal a person against their freewill.
(RASA SAYS: THIS IS TRUE. I HAVE FAITH HEALING POWER, BUT IT DOESN’T WORK WITH EVERYONE, ONLY THOSE WHO ARE OPEN TO ME IN FRIENDSHIP & LOVE & A LITTLE FAITH. THOSE WHO DON’T LIKE ME OR LACK FAITH CANNOT GET MY HEALING POWER . I PRAY FOR THE ONES THAT HAVE LITTLE FAITH & IT’S A STRUGGLE TO REACH THEM. THEY SAID OF JESUS THAT FEW MIRACLES WERE DONE IN HIS HOMETOWN BECAUSE THEY DIDN’T BELIEVE THEIR LOCAL HOME BOY WAS ANYTHING BIG–FAMILIARITY BREEDS CONTEMPT.)
Now, this might seem a paradox because surely all ill people want to be healed and this is true. But you need faith to be ill in the same way you need faith to be healed. Any person who is ill and has a strong belief they can never be cured and stays ill because of that belief. So a healer like Jesus has to undermine this belief in illness, before the ill person can be healed.
Modern doctors know about this because modern scientific medicine has a real problem with what they call, “the placebo effect.” It is known that dummy pills with no medicine in them can heal people. Sometimes in scientific trials placebo pills do a better job in healing people than real medicine. So dummy pills can heal because they can give a person hope they can be healed and sometimes this is enough to do this.
This then demonstrates the power of the power of the feminine One. She is always there to give us healing but we can block Her off through our freewill which we express through our beliefs.
Beliefs are no more than a thought we kept on thinking. So our habitual thoughts will always override any thoughts we think for a short time. This is why in many positive thinking books they recommend affirmations. As repeating the same thought over and over again can create a new habitual thought that may benefit us.
But Jesus taught more than just faith and belief, he also taught love, compassion and forgiveness. It was through this he was able to tune into the feminine One. The more we can bring love and harmony to our thoughts the easier it is to do this.
So we can see that his teachings are the exact opposite to the patriarchal world he lived in. Yet it was through his ability have unconditional love for everyone and everything, he was able to perform miracles.
(RASA SAYS: IT IS TRUE THAT FOR THE FAITH HEALER’S POWER TO WORK THEY MUST HAVE GOD’S LOVE, WHICH IS TRUE LOVE, WHICH IS UNCONDITIONAL. IF A PERSON THINKS THEY WILL DO HEALING OR MIRACLES FOR MONEY THEY WILL BE TOTALLY WRONG, AS IT WON’T WORK. IT HAS TO BE TRUE LOVE.)
As we all know, Jesus died on the cross and in this he followed a tradition of sacrificial/saviour gods like Osiris, Orpheus, Dionysus, Bacchus, Mithras, Odin, Bader and Loki. All of them were either killed or sacrificed themselves, to save mankind.
Now this could make sense, because the human race would be far better off if men sacrificed themselves to women and allowed them to rule the world. But the Christian Church had another interpretation that Jesus sacrificed himself to appease an angry Father God. This is in spite of Jesus teaching that the Father God was a god of love.
(RASA SAYS: MEN MANGLED THIS IDEA. WE GET SAVED IF WE FOLLOW IN JESUS’ FOOTSTEPS, WE ARE NOT SAVED ‘BY FAITH ALONE’ IN HIM, BUT THROUGH ‘FAITH & WORKS’ OR DOING AS HE DID. IT WAS MARTIN LUTHER, THE PROTESTANT REFORMIST, WHO TOOK ONE WORD OUT OF THE BIBLE TO CHANGE THINGS; HE PUT ‘BY FAITH’ NOT ‘BY FAITH & WORKS.’ SAINT JAMES DID EMPHASIZE IT WAS FAITH WITH WORKS. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH WAS ALWAYS FOR WORK WITH FAITH.
NOBODY IS GOING TO BE SAVED MERELY BY BELIEVING IN JESUS – ‘THE DEVILS BELIEVE & TREMBLE.’
YOU MUST BECOME JESUS, YOU MUST DISSOLVE YOUR LOWER SELF, THE DOMINANCE OF THE FLESH, & SURRENDER TO YOUR GOD-SELF, THE DOMINANCE OF THE HIGHEST TRUTH. JESUS DID NOT, ALL ALONE, PAY FOR EVERY SIN THAT WOULD EVER TRANSPIRE, HE SHOWED US ‘THE WAY, THE TRUTH & THE LIFE’ & WE MUST FOLLOW THAT.
WE MUST THINK LIKE HE THOUGHT, FEEL LIKE HE FELT, FOLLOW HIS COMMANDMENTS-TEACHINGS, & THEN WE ARE SAVED.
THE SACRIFICE IS OF THE LOWER SELF, THE SINS, WE SACRIFICE ‘THE WORLD, THE FLESH & THE DEVIL.’
JESUS’ TOTAL SACRIFICE IS NOT FOR EVERYONE. IT WAS HIS PARTICULAR CALLING, GOD APPARENTLY LET IT HAPPEN TO BRING ATTENTION TO HIS MESSAGE.)
A male god may demand sacrifice but the loving feminine deity would never demand this. So it is of interest that in some of the Gnostic Bibles Jesus talks about Sophia, the ancient Jewish Goddess of wisdom whom he calls in the Gnostic Bible “Sophia of Jesus Christ”, the Mother of the Universe.
(RASA SAYS: GOD WANTS US TO SACRIFICE SINS, UNNECESSARY LUXURIES, NOT ANIMALS, NOT OUR LIFE UNLESS IT’S A HIGHLY UNUSUAL SITUATION – MARTYRDOM. JESUS WAS AN UNUSUAL CASE, BESIDES WHICH, HE DID NOT DIE, HE PASSED OUT. HE WAS REVIVED & HEALED BY JOSEPH OF ARIMATHEA & NICODEMUS, EVENTUALLY ESCAPED ISRAEL & RETURNED TO TIBET WHERE HE SPENT HIS YEARS FROM TWELVE TO TWENTY NINE. HE DIED AGE 81 & IT’S KNOWN WHERE HE’S BURIED UNDER A MUSLIM SAINT—IN KASHMIR. SEE THE BBC DOCUMENTARY ON YOU TUBE ‘JESUS IN KASHMIR.’)
So what is the sacrifice of the saviour gods, including Jesus, all about? It is about the salvation of men. The masculine can only survive if it surrenders to the feminine.
(RASA SAYS. I LIKE THAT POINT & IT’S TRUE.)
As mentioned before left to its own devices the masculine will end up destroying itself so it can only save itself by returning to the feminine One and surrendering to Her. Many men instinctively realise this and try to do this, but this is difficult for men living in a patriarchal society.
We see this in the femdom scene where men surrender to women only as a symbolic surrender in fantasy play. So he will worship a dominatrix and pay her to whip him but still retain control of what is happening by ‘topping from the bottom’.
So it is obvious these men are only ‘dipping their toes in the water’ and are afraid to surrender to women completely and perhaps for a very good reason. Any man of reasonable intelligence knows that men have been extremely cruel to women for thousands of years and still treat them badly. So men knowing this would fear women’s vengeance.
(RASA SAYS: MEN ARE EXTREMELY AFRAID OF WOMEN PSYCHOLOGICALLY, EMOTIONALLY.)
There are a lot of women who are very angry with men and will be cruel to any man who surrenders to her. So this becomes a barrier for many men.
This was probably even worse in the time of Jesus where women suffering under extreme patriarchal societies and so would be very angry with men. This was seen nearly two thousand years later when the British invaded Afghanistan in the 19th century, as mentioned in a poem by Rudyard Kipling called “The Young British Soldier”.
When you’re wounded and left on Afghanistan‘s plains,
And the women come out to cut up what remains,
Jest roll to your rifle and blow out your brains
An’ go to your Gawd like a soldier.
(RASA SAYS: IF THE WOMEN DID THIS IT WAS BECAUSE THE SOLDIERS RAPED & BRUTALIZED THEM & THEIR CHILDREN. READ SUSAN BROWNMILLER’S ‘AGAINST OUR WILL – MEN, WOMEN & RAPE.’ IT’S ACCOUNTS OF WHAT MILITARY MEN DID TO CITIZENS IN COUNTRIES THEY OCCUPIED. THEY WERE ALL MONSTERS. THEY WOULD MUTILATE CHILDREN IN FRONT OF THEIR PARENTS. SEE THE BOOK.)
It seems that Afghanistan women then would torture to death any wounded British soldier they found. This is the exact opposite to normal female behaviour who would normally want to care for anyone they found wounded. This shows how much they hated men and so had their vengeance on any helpless men they found.
More than this, any man who attempted to surrender to women would be mocked and condemned by other men. Even in recent times men who worship women are ridiculed for being a wimps and are told they are not ‘real man’. In the Islamic world it is even worse because if a woman disobeys a man he is then ‘dishonoured’ and has to beat her up or even murder her to regain his ‘honour’. So a man dare not worship any women for this reason.
(RASA SAYS: THIS APPLIES TO YOUNG MEN WHO WANT TO BE WITH OLDER WOMEN AS WEL. THEY ARE ATTRACTED TO THEM BUT WILL BE PUNISHED FOR IT. THIS IS CHANGING AS FEMALE POWER IS NOW RISING.
SOON WOMEN WILL NOT HAVE TO SURRENDER TO OLD MEN FOR THEIR MONEY, BY 2025 IT IS PREDICTED WOMEN WILL HAE MORE MONEY THAN MEN. YOUNG MEN WILL BE WEARING BETTER CLOTHES, KEEPING FIT, GROOM THEMSELVES BETTER & GO TO CHARM SCHOOL. THEY MUST LEARN TO CONVERSE, DEVELOP THE MANNERS OF A GENTLEMAN, LEARN ROMANCE TECHNIQUES. THEY WILL BE BUYING SELF-HELP BOOKS LIKE ‘HOW TO SNAG A SUCCESSFUL WOMAN.’)
So for men to surrender to women has been a big deal throughout the patriarchal age. So the whole drama of Jesus being betrayed, condemned, ridiculed, tortured, whipped and finally crucified would be the fate of any man who attempted to surrender to women in a strict patriarchal society.
Yet in spite of all these barriers, many men have over the centuries, surrendered to women, showing how powerful is men’s desires to do this. This has resulted in patriarchy being slowly undermined throughout the Western world in the last few centuries.
It is of interest that this has happened mostly in Christian countries so perhaps the teachings of Jesus and the drama of his sacrifice has had an effect on men.
Learning sacrificial love is beneficial to men because it is similar to maternal love that women express when they have children. For this reason women don’t have to learn about sacrificial love but need to learn more about how to love themselves.
(RASA SAYS: HOW VERY TRUE. WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO DISREGARD OURSELVES, THAT WE’RE HERE ONLY TO SERVE.
THIS RELIGION GUIDES WOMEN TO RETURN TO THEIR ORIGIN, THEIR TRUE SELF, WHICH IS GOD, TO LOVE THEMSELVES. LOVING OURSELVES IN TRUE LOVE IS A NEW IDEA WE HAVE TOO LONG FORGOTTEN.)
Sacrificial love seems to demand that we love others by neglecting or even hating ourselves. So in its extreme form it becomes masochistic love when a person feels they have to put the needs of others before themselves. So it can seem they hate themselves.
(RASA SAYS: WE WILL NOT HAVE TO GROVEL, KOW TOW, BEND THE KNEE TO MEN ANY MORE WHEN WE EARN AS MUCH OR MORE THAN THEY DO. THEY MIGHT HAVE TO DO SO TO US. AND IT ISN’T ONLY MONEY, THERE’S MUCH MORE TO THIS THAN THAT. MONEY IS ONE FACTOR, WE ARE NATURALLY SUPERIOR TO MEN & ON THAT NOTE, THEY SHOULD PAY HOMAGE TO US & SEEK OUR GUIDANCE & CORRECTION.)
Unfortunately many people learn to love themselves by hating others. While some people love others you must neglect or even hate yourself. But, it is possible to love ourselves and everyone else at the same time.
Patriarchal religions have encouraged women to be sacrificial and women have gone along with this because it is similar to maternal love. As the result many women have felt guilty about demanding anything for themselves.
Yet a mother that is too sacrificial cannot care for her children properly. This is because by becoming too sacrificial and putting the needs of others before herself a woman can become powerless. This then means a powerless woman cannot protect her children. (End William’s article. Thanks to William Bond for his participation in our New Religion.)
(RASA SAYS: WOMEN MUST STAND UP FOR THEMSELVES, NO ONE ELSE WILL. WHO WILL YOU LOOK TO TO DEFEND YOU? THE MEN WHO ENSLAVED YOU? THE MEN WHO BENEFIT BY YOU BEING EXPLOITED? NO INDEED.
YOU WILL GAIN POWER BY FIGHTING FOR YOURSELF, BY WORSHIPING THE GOD WITHIN, & BY SISTERHOOD.
WHEN YOU DON’T FIGHT BACK AGAINST MAL-DOERS THEY THINK YOU ARE SOFT & EASY, THEY KEEP USING YOU, HURTING YOU. PEOPLE SEEK THOSE WHO ARE KIND OR AFRAID, LIKE SHEEP OR LAMBS, ‘THE LAMBS TO THE SLAUGHTER.’
ACTING LIKE A WOLF WILL TAKE YOU FARTHER.
ACTING LIKE A DOMINATRIX WILL GET YOU BETTER RESULTS. YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE CRUEL OR VISCOUS, JUST MATTER OF FACT,
“LOOK, LET’S BE REALISTIC. I CREATED THE CHILDREN, YOU JUST GAVE SPERM. I FED THE CHILDREN FROM MY BREASTS, NURTURED & GUIDED THEM. YOU WERE NO HELP IN GESTATING THE CHILDREN – THEY WERE NOT IN YOUR WOMB. YOU ARE NOT GOOD AT GUIDING & NURTURING THE CHILDREN.
THEN I WORK & GIVE HALF MY EARNING FOR OUR UPKEEP, & YOU PAY FOR HALF.
IS THAT EQUAL GIVING? YOU SHOULD GIVE MORE THAN HALF IF I DID MORE THAN YOU.”
YOU DON’T HAVE TO BEAT HIM UP OR GET VIOLENT, JUST BE MATTER OF FACT WITH THE TRUTH.
AND REMEMBER
“WOMAN, THOU ART GOD.”
GO FORTH & CONQUER YOUR WORLD.
TO BE CONTINUED RASA VON WERDER 11-18-19
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XXXIX<>POWER of the ONE
XXXIX POWER of the ONE
William Bond
comments Rasa Von Werder
In our patriarchal world we are told, love is a weakness. But love is the strongest force in the universe providing it is total love, that is to say, love for yourself as well as love for everyone else.
RASA SAYS: GOOD WORDS. WHAT IS LOVE? IT’S DEFINITION LOSES MANY. I THINK I HAVE IT RIGHT. THERE IS EARTHLY LOVE OR DESIRE (WHICH CAUSES SUFFERING WHEN NOT FULFILLED) & THERE IS GOD’S LOVE. THE GOD WE SPEAK OF IS INSIDE, OUR OWN GOD NATURE. THERE’S USUALLY A STRUGGLE BETWEEN THE DESIRES OF THE FLESH & THE GOD NATURE, BUT IN THE END, WHEN WE SUCCUMB OR SUBMIT TO THE WILL OF GOD, THERE IS PEACE. THE HARDSHIP IS HAVING TOTAL TRUST, FAITH, CONFIDENCE IN GOD THAT SHE WILL GRANT US ALL WE NEED & EVEN WHAT WE WANT BE IT GOOD FOR US. WHEN WE AREN’T SURE GOD WILL GIVE US WHAT WE NEED & WANT WE ARE UNHAPPY AS WE ARE AFRAID & ANXIOUS. SUBMISSION TO THE WILL OF GOD IS THE KEY BECAUSE SHE KNOWS BETTER THAN OUR FLESH WHAT WILL, IN THE END, MAKE US HAPPY.
So how do we access this power? We do it through the power of our desires and total faith in the power of the feminine One.
Because the One is feminine She loves us all and wants to give us everything we desire. So when we desire anything She will grant it to us. But if that is correct why aren’t we then getting everything we desire?
We can only access the power of the One by not interfering with what She is attempting to give us. She has given us all the power of freewill and she will never interfere with our freewill once we use it.
RASA SAYS: WILLIAM BRINGS UP CRUCIAL ISSUES FOR OUR SALVATION, OUR HAPPINESS. FREE WILL – HOW LITTLE IT’S SPOKEN OF, BUT THIS IS TRUE, OUR WILL DECIDES OUR FATE & IF WE STUBBORNLY GO AGAINST WHAT OUR DEAR GOD WANTS, WE WILL GET OUR OWN WILL ANSWERED & THAT COULD BE DISASTER. NOW WE ASK THE QUESTION – WHY DOES GOD GIVE US FREE WILL? WHY NOT JUST MAKE US DO WHAT’S RIGHT? BECAUSE THE MAIN THING GOD TEACHES US IS LOVE. IF WE DO NOT SUBMIT TO HER IN LOVE THEN IT ISN’T LOVE, IT IS LOVE THAT SHE TEACHES US. IF YOU FORCE YOUR LOVER TO BRING YOU ROSES IT ISN’T LOVE- YOU FORCED HIM. HE HAS TO DO IT OF HIS OWN FREE WILL, BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU. YOU DON’T REMIND HIM ‘BRING ME ROSES, IT’S VALENTINES DAY’ BECAUSE THEN YOU’RE TELLING HIM WHAT TO DO & YOU AREN’T SURE IF HE LOVES YOU.
So it means that once we have a desire for anything we have to allow the One to grant it to us, without interference. Unfortunately, this is what we do all the time, because we do not know about power of the Great Mother.
Let us say we cannot pay our rent, so we have a powerful desire to have the money to do this. The One will then use Her limitless power give this to us. But with that desire comes all our thoughts about how we can obtain this money. So we might think about getting another job or winning the lottery or we might give up in despair and prepare ourselves to be homeless. All these thoughts block off the power of the One because She cannot override our freewill.
So for us to use the power of the One, we have to use ONLY Her power and nothing else.
So if we have any desire then we have to acknowledge we have it and only focus on that desire and nothing else. Once we start to look for ways to achieve our desires in the material world, then we assert out freewill and take control. Then the One backs off because She will never interfere, once we do this.
RASA SAYS: PAYING THE RENT IS A BIGGIE. SHE PROBABLY TALKED TO US LONG AGON TO MAKE SURE WE HAVE THE BASIC NEEDS, LIKE FOR EXAMPLE; SHE MIGHT HAVE SUGGESTED SOME PREPARATION IN EDUCATION SO WE COULD GET A GOOD JOB. BUT IF WE RESISTED THAT SUGGESTION THEN IT IMPAIRED THIS ABILITY, A FEW YEARS LATER WE’RE IN OUR PREDICAMENT. IT WASN’T HER FAULT – WE DIDN’T LISTEN. OR ELSE SHE SUGGESTED ‘BE NICE TO SUCH & SUCH A PERSON’ BUT WE WEREN’T. DOWN THE LINE THAT PERSON WOULD HAVE GIVEN US SHELTER BUT NOW WE DON’T HAVE IT. OR ANOTHER PERSON WOULD HAVE GIVEN US A LOAN HAD WE BEEN NICE TO THEM, BUT WE WANTED TO ‘PAY THEM BACK’ FOR HURTING US SO WE AREN’T FRIENDS ANY MORE. WE DID THE THINGS THAT WOULD LEAD TO THIS FRIGHTFUL DILEMMA; WE DISOBEYED THE URGINGS OF GOD. NOW WE ARE DESPERATE & NOTHING SHORT OF A MIRACLE WILL PAY OUR RENT. WE DID IT TO OURSELVES, GOD DID NOT DO IT. SO REPENT & CALL OUT TO HER FOR A MIRACLE.
So the power of the One is totally feminine She will never aggressively assert Herself and override our freewill. But because She is the One, Her power is unlimited, she has the power of miracles. So we have to allow Her to use her unlimited power and not interfere with our puny limited power.
Now this is spoken about in many patriarchal religions but they call it the power of faith. So they claim that if you have faith and believe it enough God will grant it to you. Unfortunately, this is a bit difficult if you believe God is a judgmental and punitive male.
If you believe God will judge and punish you for your ‘sins’ and then told that we are all sinners, then it is tough to try and imagine he will grant you whatever you want. This is why worshiping male gods make in hard to believe in god’s love or even that he is on your side.
RASA SAYS: WHEN I WAS BRAINWASHED TO THINK GOD WAS OUR FATHER, I TOOK IT WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. I KNEW HE WAS JUST A SYMBOL & I ALWAYS LOOKED TO MERCIFUL JESUS & HOLY MOTHER MARY WITH MY PRAYERS. BUT THE POINT IS WELL TAKEN HOW WE IMAGINE GOD TO BE.
I HAVE ONLY RECENTLY IMPROVED MY VIEW OF HOW GOD THINKS OF ME. I USED TO BE OVERLY AFRAID OF GOD, LIKE I HAD TO DO A GUZILLION THINGS TO APPEASE HER WRATH OR PLEASE HER – THIS MIGHT BE BECAUSE I WAS HORRIBLY ABUSED AS A CHILD, EMOTIONALLY, BY MY MOTHER & SOME FAMILY MEMBERS. NOW FEAR OF GOD IS BETTER THAN BEING COMPLACENT OR PRESUMPTUOUS OF SALVATION. BUT THE BEST ROUTE IS CONFIDENCE. I HAVE GAINED A NEW FEELING OF HOW MUCH GOD LOVES ME & HAVE FORGIVEN MYSELF FOR IMAGINED ‘SINS’ (I KEEP THINKING WHAT I MUST DO OR NOT DO TO PLEASE HER, WAY TOO MANY PHYSICAL ACTIONS) & AM MUCH MORE INTIMATE WITH GOD, HAVE GREATER FAITH & CONFIDENCE IN HER THAN EVER, & THE MORE CONFIDENCE WE HAVE, THE MORE LIKELY SHE ANSWERS. ST. GERTRUDE THE GREAT SAID THAT IT WAS HER CONFIDENCE THAT GAINED HER SO MUCH WITH GOD.
Whereas we see god as the feminine One who loves us all unconditionally then there is no problem with this. This is why when people worshiped the Great Mother then it was easy from them to access the feminine One but a lot more difficult when we started to worship male gods.
A big problem for most people is that masculine power and feminine power are totally different. This is the problem the femdom people have, they yearn for women to rule our world but they only know about masculine power. So they assume that women have to be like men as use aggression, violence, intimidation and deception to gain power.
RASA SAYS: THE SPIRIT OF GOD IS THE SAME IN EITHER GENDER, OUR SOUL HAS NO GENDER. MEN ARE THE SAME IN THEIR SPIRITUAL PART AS ARE WOMEN. IT’S IN THEIR FLESH THEY ARE UNDULY VIOLENT & AGGRESSIVE (TRAITS THAT ARE INGRAINED TO PROTECT THE WEAK & INNOCENT), ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO DO NOT SUBMIT TO GOD, EVEN MORESO THOSE WHO ARE DEMONIC (THE DEMONICS USE THIS AGAINST WOMEN & CHILDREN & OTHER MEN).
THE GREAT MEN OR MEN SAINTS – CONSIDER THEM. BUDDHA, JESUS, MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR., MALE SAINTS OF ALL RELIGIONS, WERE/ARE KIND, MERCIFUL, LOVING, FORGIVING – ALL THE VIRTUES. WILLIAM BOND IS LIKE THAT, OTHER MEN TOO. IT IS NOT THE SPIRITUAL NATURE OF MALES TO BE INTIMIDATING, DECEIVING LIARS, IT IS THE FLESH THAT DOES THIS. IN THE FLESH, INDEED, MALES ARE MORE SUSCEPTIBLE TO TRANSGRESSIONS BECAUSE OF THEIR HUMAN NATURE.
LET’S GET THIS STRAIGHT – WE ARE ALL GOD INSIDE, WE ALL HAVE THE SAME SOURCE OF POWER. WOMEN TEND TO BE MORE VIRTUOUS BECAUSE OF THE QUALITIES OF THEIR FLESH, THE TWO X CHROMOSOMES, THE MATERNAL INSTINCT & THE BRAIN BEING MORE ACTIVE IN THE FRONTAL LOBES.
MEN TEND TO FALL DOWN IN VIRTUE DUE TO THE LACK OF WHAT I JUST SAID. THEY HAVE ONE X CHROMOSOME, THEY ARE NOT MATERNAL OR NURTURING, THE FRONTAL LOBES OF THEIR BRAINS ARE ASLEEP (SEE RECENTLY 60K BRAIN SCANS OF MEN & WOMEN BY DR. DANIEL AMEN). IN THE DAYS WHEN MARAUDING MALES TOOK OVER THE PEACEFUL VILLAGES TO START PATRIARCHY – WE CALL IT SATAN TAKING THEM OVER & DONG HIS WORK THROUGH THEM. WILLIAM DOES NOT BELIEVE IN SATAN OR DEMONS BUT I DO. MANY RELIGIONS, JEWISH, HINDU, OTHERS, BELIEVE IN DEMONS. YOU COULD SAY THEY COME FROM HELL OR FROM PEOPLE – I BELIEVE THEY COME FROM PEOPLE, ARE MANIFESTATIONS OF HATE & RAGE INSIDE – & THIS HATE & RAGE IS MORE PREVALENT IN MALES THAN FEMALES.
SO WHEN WILLIAM SAYS ‘MALE POWER’ IS THIS OR THAT WAY, TO ME IT MEANS THE MALE POWER ENTRENCHED IN PATRIARCHY, THAT EVIL SPIRIT OF SATAN, THAT VIRUS THAT HAS INFECTED MANY MEN & SOME WOMEN, THAT IS A KIND OF NEGATIVE POWER THAT DESTROYS. BUT THAT IS NOT THE SPIRITUAL NATURE OF MEN, THAT IS THEIR PHYSICAL NATURE PREVAILING (WHEN USED IN A SINFUL MANNER IT COULD BE SATAN OR DEMONS POSSESSING THEM).
Feminists also make the same mistake and again believe that women have to use masculine methods in which to empower themselves. Not realizing that feminine power is totally different to masculine power. Basically feminine power is spiritual power and can only be accessed through love and harmony which will tune women to the all-powerful One.
RASA SAYS: WOMEN WERE FIGHTING BACK AGAINST MEN IN THE LATE 1800’S & IT, FOR THE FIRST TIME, BECAME EFFECTIVE. THE SECOND WAVE IN THE 60’S IS WHAT STARTED WHAT WE CALL ‘FEMINISM.’ IT WAS A BEGINNING, A BRIDGE TO BIGGER & BETTER IDEOLOGIES FOR WOMEN. WE IMPROVED. TODAY, I AM FIGHTING THE BATTLE WHERE IT BELONGS – IN THE SPIRIT–THAT IS THE SOURCE OF OUR POWER. WE ARE GOD – (WHICH WE CALL MOTHER) – AGAINST SATAN – ENTRENCHED IN PATRIARCHY. WE ARE FIGHTING WITH WEAPONS NOT OF THE FLESH, WE ARE FIGHTING AGAINST THE DEMONIC IN HIGH PLACES. FROM SAINT PAUL, OUR WEAPONS ARE NOT CARNAL BUT WE HAVE THE BELT OF TRUTH, THE BREASTPLATE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, THE SHOES OF THE GOSPEL OF PEACE, THE HELMET OF SALVATION& THE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT.
Another way patriarchal religions attempt to access the One is through meditation and this does work because it turns off our everyday thinking. But meditation can be made far more powerful when we think about the universal love and harmony of the feminine One.
But even if you are not into faith, mediation or prayer to any deity, we can get what we want, by only focusing on our desires and nothing else. Trying to think of ways to get something we want, that we think is impossible, is a sure way to get us into a negative frame of mind. So in theory just focusing on what we want will make it more likely we can manifest it. But this would be a lot easier if we had faith that a loving deity will give it to us.
RASA SAYS: INDEED THE POWER OF ‘PROSPERITY THINKING’ INCLUDES VISUALIZATION. IT’S NOT AGAINST GOD, SIMPLY A WAY OF MANIFESTING OUR DESIRES. CATHERINE PONDER TEACHES HOW TO MAKE ‘VISUALIZATION CHARTS’ TO ATTAIN WHAT WE WANT. I HAVE DONE IT WITH FANTASTIC RESULTS. IF YOU DON’T MAKE THE CHARTS, WRITING DOWN WHAT YOU WANT & DON’T WANT, RECITING ITEMS DAILY IS A TOOL. IMAGINING WHAT YOU WANT EACH DAY & DON’T WANT IS A TOOL ALSO, YOUR FAITH SHOULD BE STRONG. YOU CAN SPEAK THESE THINGS IN MANTRAS:
‘I WANT TO EXERCISE DAILY. I DON’T WANT TO SKIP MY EXERCISES.’
‘I WANT TO FIND A GOOD HUSBAND. I WANT TO GET RID OF THE NEGATIVE MEN IN MY LIFE.’
‘I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT & EAT HEALTHY. I WANT TO LOSE THE EXCESS WEIGHT, I DO NOT WANT TO EAT BAD FOODS OR OVEREAT.’
This is why women are far more powerful than men, if they tune into the power of the One as love and Oneness are the same thing. Men find it harder to access the One as the masculine is rooted in the material world of separation and conflict. (end William’s article)
RASA SAYS: AS USUAL WILLIAM HAS BROACHED MANY IMPORTANT ISSUES WHICH I AM GLAD TO RESPOND TO. REMEMBER,
WOMAN, THOU ART GOD! It’s time to step apart from men, build our own world of autonomy, religion, spirituality, POV, rules, agenda. It is what we want, what interests us, what we believe in, regardless of their judgment or opinions. Right now they are irrelevant, it is us we are building. It’s safe space, its sisterhood, it’s the Divinity within us, it’s Mother God, Mother right, Mother returning to earth to save Her children, through us. We have faith in Her, not in men, not in their religions, their version of God, or POV. They are redundant; they are going extinct – not soon enough. We will not wait 100k for their extinction, begin saving our planet now, begin the flight from negativity now. We leave this rat race society behind, we begin building our new world now, there is much work before us. We can do it, Mother God is within us, beside us & behind us. Glory to Her & to us.
To be continued article by William Bond
Comments by Rasa Von Werder 11-13-19
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XXXV<>PAST MATRIARCHY
XXXV THE LAST MATRIARCHAL AGE
by guest author WILLIAM BOND
William Bond has been working on these issues many years, his book, ‘Gospel of the Godess’ was published thirty years ago. He’s a rare man who understands things on the subject as no other man I know.
So what do these teachings mean in our present day society of the 21th century? We live in a world that has been dominated by the men for the last 5,000 years. The result has been a world of conflict, oppression, war, genocide and chaos. We are now in danger of destroying ourselves with destructive weapons like nuclear bombs as well as widespread pollution.
The situation is now becoming so dangerous that the One is encouraging women to regain power so we can return to the protection of the One. Unfortunately, too many women are learning how to gain power by learning from men. But men can only teach women how to be more aggressive and competitive. Teachings like this only take us all further away from the One.
An example of this would be politics where women politicians are taught by men to be as deceptive, corrupt and competitive as male politicians. The result has been that when female politicians act and behave like men, they can only mimic what men do and are not leading us back to the One.
Although as more women that come into positions of power the more confident women will eventually become in being themselves and no longer have to pretend to be men. When they finally do this they can start to lead humanity back to the One.
About 5,000 years ago men took control of our world and they were able to do this when women listened to deceitful men who encouraged women to break their connection to the One.
There was a time in the past when women ruled the world and patriarchy has since tried to destroy all knowledge and evidence of this. So how could women rule the world when men are physically bigger and stronger as well as being more competitive and aggressive than women?
When women ruled the world there was a religion where people worshiped the Great Mother who gave birth to our world. The Great Mother is of course the One. She is all-that-there-is. It was through this religion that women connected to the One as the Great Mother.
Women then were representatives of the Great Mother in this world and so all women were worshiped by men as goddesses. So men have a natural desire to worship women and this desire becomes far stronger when women find ways to connect to the One. This means, the more women are able to once again connect themselves to the One the more men will want to worship and obey them.
(RASA SAYS: THE ONE REFERS TO NONDUALITY, SEE THE LAST TWO CHAPTERS ON THIS. IN NONDUALITY YOU ARE NOT SUBJECTIVE IN YOUR VIEW OF THE WORLD, YOU SEE IT OBJECTIVELY, FROM A VIEW OF THE GOD-SELF. YOU SEE YOURSELF ACTING LIKE A CHARACTER IN A MOVIE OR PLAY. THIS WAS IMO WHAT HAPPENED TO ADAM & EVE ‘IN THE GARDEN.’ THE APPLE IS GOOD & EVIL, IT IS NONDUALITY VS SEPARATION. IT SHOWS THE FALL OF MANKIND, NOT DUE TO WOMEN IN TRUTH, BUT DUE TO PATRIARCHY, MEN.
HERE WILLIAM RIGHTLY BLAMES MEN FOR WOMEN LOSING THE ONE – WE ALL LOST IT WHEN MEN TOOK OVER. BEING IN THE NONDUALITY MODE, IN CHRISTIAN TERMS YOU MIGHT CALL IT CONTEMPLATION – YOU ARE LIVING IN A HEAVEN ON EARTH, LIKE THE GARDEN OF EDEN. IT’S A CONSCIOUSNESS OF BLISS, HAPPINESS; IT’S THE ONLY WAY & PLACE WE CAN BE HAPPY. THERE IS MUCH MORE TO BE SAID ON THIS IN FUTURE.)
So how did women lose the connection to the Great Mother? Although the One had unlimited wisdom and intelligence it didn’t know or understand the world of separation. It was only men who knew and understood this world. The One couldn’t comprehend the world of lies, deception and trickery created by men. So didn’t know what to do when these things were used against women.
Deceitful and ambitious men told women that it was unfair that people only worshiped a female deity and they should be allowed to worship a male god as well.
Women allowed this to happen, and so men were allowed to form their own priesthood and worship male gods. In the spirit of fairness women began to worship these male gods as well and in the process lost their power. This was because these male gods represent separation and conflict and took women away from the Oneness of the Great Mother.
So the male priests began to teach and practice masculine teachings which were about aggression, competitiveness and hatred. They also taught women about sacrificial love which is close to women’s maternal love for their children. So the priests taught that maternal love and sacrificial love where the same thing.
This seems to be true because a mother will sacrifice herself for her child. but for a mother to be able to care for her child she has to ensure she is strong enough to do this. So the sacrificial aspect of this is limited because if a mother sacrifices herself completely she can become so mentally or physically weak, she cannot properly care for or protect her child.
The women who listened to the priests began to feel guilty about putting any of her own needs before the child and the priests sensing a weakness, encouraged this feelings of guilt even more. So in the end women began to feel guilty about loving herself in any situation and as the result she began to lose her connection to the One and was no longer in tune with her Goddess power.
The One has never demanded sacrificial love, the One is an all encompassing love for everything and that includes our love for ourselves. The male priests in the spirit of separation encouraged the split between our love for ourselves and others. They were encouraged to do this when they saw it broke women’s connection to the One.
They also encouraged men to have sacrificial love for others and were even successful in making some men feel guilty about loving themselves. This guilt was used by the male priests to help them gain greater control over men.
Through this, these men were able to break away from the control of the women. They quickly created a world of chaos and conflict and when they were challenged about this they defended their power through deception and violence.
So the holy women of the Great Mother religion then found themselves in conflict with male dominated religions. The women who returned to the original teaching of the Great Mother saved themselves but the women who tried to compete with men lost out.
Some women went as far as becoming Amazons and fighting men on the battle-field. But men have all the physical advantages in warfare and women lost when attempting this. This means that when women try to act and behave like men, they find they are at a big disadvantage.
Another problem for women is that men have what Sigmund Freud called the Madonna–whore complex. The famous psychologist points out that men either worship women as Goddesses, or treat them as abused slaves.
Men are like this is other ways when they say, “you’re either for us or against us.” It is there competitive instincts that make it hard for them the take the moderate line in anything. As they divide the world up into winners and losers. So men have a similar attitude about women.
It seems men had not problems in worshiping women as Goddesses but when patriarchy undermined this, men went to the opposite extreme and treated women as abused slaves.
People can only tune into the power of the One through love because unconditional love and Oneness are the same thing. Once women start to compete against men then they lose that sense of Oneness. The One possess all the wisdom, intelligence and power of the whole universe, so women become all-powerful when they make that connection.
Masculine power on the other hand is the power of conflict. Men can become extremely powerful when they are totally ruthless, brutal and deceitful but this power if unchecked can only destroy itself.
Patriarchal men has gained power and kept it by knowing how to gain power over other men. The patriarchal age hasn’t benefited most men as it paradoxically turned the majority into slaves, serfs and peasants. The ruling elite of the patriarchal world found that all men are very obedient to anyone who presents themselves as figures of authority and exploited this to the full.
So instead of worshiping women as Goddesses, men found themselves worshiping the male ruling elite who treated them like slaves. In the past male rulers set themselves up as gods and expected the people to worship them as such.
Later when people saw through this deception the rulers then claimed they had the, “divine right of kings,” and that it was ‘God’s will’ that they are rulers. Yet, even today when people are aware that their rulers are not gods or divine-rulers, common people will still worship those who have political and financial power.
Because of this the vast gap between rich and poor is as bad as it ever has been because most men will meekly obey anyone in position of authority.
Men obedience to authority is clearly shown in war. We tend to think solders as tough macho men but the best soldiers are so passive they will obey the most insane orders without question. An example of this is World War One when soldiers of all countries would come out of the trenches to be mowed down by machine gun fire because they were ordered to do this. The military will spin this as iron discipline, but it is also extreme submission to authority.
The Japanese in World War Two went a step further and used Kamikaze suicide pilots to deliberately crash their aircraft into enemy shipping because they were also obeying orders. They weren’t volunteers, they were simply ordered to do this and none refused to obey.
So it means that women do not have to compete with men for power, all they have to do is present themselves as Goddesses and men will obey them. Perhaps we can learn something about this from the Femdom scene. (End William Bond’s article.)
From Rasa: Remember, Woman thou art God!
That means you can right the wrongs, once you find your identity with Mother God. There will be additional chapters on nondulity/finding the One or the God Self – there’s a science to it that I am familiar with.
It is not for everyone but it could be for you, if you are to save yourself, others & the world.
To be continued Article by William Bond for The New Religion – ‘Woman Thou Art God’ - Words from Rasa Von Werder 11-8-19
