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TYRANNY TARGETS WOMEN!

Rasa says:  I was sure in my heart that the increased tyranny especially

targeted women, but I had no evidence or proof.  My good matriarchal friend

Ajax the Great found it. 

THIS IS GREAT EVIDENCE / PROOF HOW THIS DEMONIC PATRIARCHY TARGETS WOMEN FIRST & FOREMOST, THEY CANNOT FUNCTION, RULE THE WORLD BY FORCE – THEY WOULD HAVE NO MOTIVE TO DO SO – EXCEPT BY FIRST PUSHING DOWN WOMEN.  THEIR ULTIMATE MOTIVE REGARDING WOMEN IS TO ENSLAVE THEM, HOLD THEM DOWN, USE THEM FOR SEX /BREEDING, DOMESTIC SERVICES.  THEIR ULTIMATE AIM FOR MEN IS TO EITHER CONSCRIPT THEM FOR THEIR WAR & OPPRESSION, OR THAT FAILING, DISEMPOWER, DESTROY THEM.  IT IS THE WAY OF SATAN.

I would also like to thank the original author of the article, Amelia Janaskie.  Please be sure to also put her name in the credits for this article as well at the top, and perhaps a link to the original AIER article for context. 

  https://www.aier.org/article/lockdowns-stunt-womens-progress/

 Here it is:

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One hundred years ago on August 26, 1920, women obtained the right to vote by the adoption of the 19th Amendment. The Amendment allowed them to vote and participate in political life and symbolized their expanding independence, individuality, and personal freedom. Since then, women continue to enjoy greater economic freedom.

  RASA SAYS:  THINK ABOUT THIS.  WE ONLY OBTAINED THE RIGHT TO VOTE 100 YEARS AGO – PRIOR TO THAT WE HAD NO VOICE WHATEVER IN THE GOVERNMENT OF OUR SOCIETY, FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS – SINCE THE FALL OF MATRIARCHY & THE TAKEOVER OF SATAN.

The chart below demonstrates the employment growth women have experienced over the past 70 years.  {Sorry if chart does not show up on your computer, but the graph goes UP & UP.

Immediately before the pandemic, women in the US enjoyed remarkable economic success. Women’s entrepreneurship was growing. In 2018, the number of net new women-owned businesses per day set records at 1,821 businesses per day. Women participated in the workforce with low levels of unemployment. In February 2020, the women’s unemployment rate was at 3.4%, the lowest ever since 1953 when women were entering the workforce post-World War II. 

RASA SAYS:  JUST AS WOMEN GAINED NEW HEIGHTS OF EMANCIPATION FROM THEM, THE DEMONS, THE ARCH-ENEMIES OF GOD IMPLEMENTED A NEW PLAN TO PUSH THEM BACK.  UNDERSTAND THEY INVENT THESE DISEASES, THEY PROLIFERATE THEM & THEY FOMENT THE HYSTERIA THROUGH CONTROL OF THE MEDIA. { ABOUT THIRTY YEARS AGO THERE WERE 27 CORPORATIONS IN CONTROL OF MEDIA, AS OF LATE, NOT SURE HOW LONG BUT SAY TEN YEARS, THIS HAS DWINDLED TO 5 CORPORATIONS!  FIVE CORPORATIONS CONTROL WHAT WE SEE & HEAR ON THE MAINSTREAM MEDIA!  ALL TYRANTS TAKE CONTROL OVER MEDIA – RADIO, TV STATIONS & PRINT.  THEN THEY SAY WHATEVER THEY WISH, SO WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS REALLY GOING O.  FORTUNATELY WE NOW DO HAVE ALTERNATIVE MEDIA, & IT IS STRONG.  IF YOU SEEK IT OUT, YOU WILL KNOW THE TRUTH.

 

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As their freedoms have grown throughout history, it has become evident that women’s participation in the economy is crucial as they offer new skills and increased productivity to the labor force. Their participation also functions to improve human capital, allowing firms to better achieve goals and innovate, creating external benefits for society as a whole. 

RASA SAYS:  LET’S BE MORE REALISTIC HERE.  NEW SKILLS, INCREASED PRODUCTIVITY, LABOR FORCE, HUMAN CAPITAL?  THESE ARE NOT THE MAJOR OR CRUCIAL GOALS OF WOMEN’S EMANCIPATION – THEY ARE SPEAKING AS IF WOMEN’S CONTRIBUTION TO CAPITALISM, PHYSICAL EXPANSION, MAKE THEIR FREEDOM MEANINGFUL.  HAHA TO YOU.  AS WOMEN ESCAPE FROM THE MALE STRANGLEHOLD, WHAT IS LIBERATED IS THEIR ABILITY TO LOVE & CARE FOR OUR PLANET.  WOMEN ARE THE MOTHERS,  THE CARETAKERS OF ALL LIFE – CHILDREN, PEOPLE, ANIMALS, NATURE, ECOLOGY – WITHOUT THE LOVE THAT WOMEN HAVE BY NATURE, ALL OF THIS DETERIORATES IN THE HANDS OF THE KILLER / EXPLOITERS MEN, POSSESSED WITH SATANIC POWERS, THEIR MINDS SULLIED & DARKENED BY HATE & SELFISHNESS. 

MEN’S BRAINS IN THE FRONTAL LOBES ARE ASLEEP – SEE THE STUDIES DONE BY DR. DANIEL AMEN ON 65,000 BRAINS – MALE & FEMALE. {HE’S BEEN FEATURED ON THE DR. OZ SHOW, WELL DONE.}  HE SAID THE GREAT DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MALE & FEMALE BRAINS IS THAT MEN’S FRONTAL LOBES ARE ASLEEP, WHILE THE PRIMITIVE BACK PART OF THEIR BRAIN IS AWAKE.  IN WOMEN THE FRONTAL LOBES ARE AWAKE, ALONG WITH THE BACK BRAIN.  WOMEN HAVE MORE CONNECTIONS TO THE WHOLE OF THE BRAIN BY THE NERVES OF THE CORPUS COLLASUM – MEN HAVE FEW OF THESE CONNECTORS.

  THIS EXPLAINS MANY THINGS ABOUT MEN, WHICH WE ALL NOTED BUT HAD NO PROOF OF.  WHY IS IT THAT WHILE WE TALK TO THEM THEY MAY BE LOOKING AT US BUT WHEN WE’RE FINISHED DON’T SEEM TO HAVE HEARD A WORD WE SAID.  IT IS BECAUSE THE BACK OF THEIR BRAIN IS AWAKE – WHICH INCLUDES THE PRIMITIVE SEXUAL URGE – WHILE THE REASONABLE, THINKING, EMPATHETIC, DECISION MAKING, SPIRITUAL PART OF THE FRONTAL LOBES IS ASLEEP. 

 

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RASA SAYS:  AND THIS IS THE CREATURE THAT TRIES TO CONTROL THE FAMILY & WORLD BY FORCE? WELL, HERE’S THE GOOD NEWS.  THERE IS A GOD.  NO MATTER HOW MANY PANDEMICS THEY CREATE, HOW MANY WORLD WARS, HOW MANY BOMBINGS, HOW MANY UNJUST LAWS, THEIR DAYS ARE NUMBERED.  IT’S A MATTER OF TIME, SHORT IN EVOLUTIONARY TERMS, WHEN THEY & THEIR SYSTEM WILL BE GONE.  HUMAN MEN – HURRAH – ARE GOING EXTINCT.  THAT IS MOTHER GOD’S ANSWER TO ALL THEIR MISDOINGS.  THEY ARE AN ABERRATION ON THE HUMAN RACE – WHICH IS BASICALLY FEMALE – THEY ARE A THING EVOLVED INTO A MONSTER – & THIS MONSTER WILL SOON GO THE WAY OF THE DINOSAURS.  THE GREAT DR. BRYAN SYKES, GENETICIST, SAYS THAT HUMAN MALES ARE A GENETIC EXPERIMENT THAT DID NOT WORK, & NATURE IS TAKING THEM OUT.  SEE HIS BOOK ‘ADAM’S CURSE, A FUTURE WITHOUT MEN’.

  HE WITH OTHER SCIENTISTS ALSO SAYS THAT THE HUMAN MALE IS A PARASITE ON THE BODY OF THE FEMALE, HE CANNOT REPRODUCE BUT ONLY GIVE HIS DNA {SPERM} TO THE FEMALE TO DO SO.  IN OTHER WORDS, MALES REMAINING ON EARTH ALONE WOULD BE THE END OF THE HUMAN RACE, BUT FEMALES REMAINING CAN REPRODUCE WITHOUT MEN – THEIR EGG IS A REPRODUCTIVE CELL.  THE FUTURE IS NO MEN, ALL WOMEN, TWO FEMALE PARENTS, ALL FEMALE OFFSPRING.  HURRAH!  NO MORE WARS, NO ATROCITIES, GENOCIDES & UNJUST LAWS!  LOVE WILL RETURN TO OUR PLANET, WITH WORSHIP OF MOTHER GOD & SUPREMACY OF THE GOD-ORDAINED LEADER, FEMALE!

 

Yet one hundred years after the 19th Amendment, women’s economic freedom is now damaged by lockdowns, which restrain their ability to fully participate in the economy. Once lockdowns descended upon the US in April, the unemployment rate for women soared to 16.2% — higher than both the overall unemployment rate of 14.7% and men’s unemployment rate of 13.5%. 

working paper from the National Bureau of Economic Research (NBER) investigates the pandemic’s impact on gender equality. Historically, economic declines tend to hurt men’s employment more than women’s, given that men work in sectors – construction, manufacturing, and transportation – more susceptible to typical economic downturns. 

The unemployment rates between men and women are different when looking at the 2007-2009 recession and the Covid-19 recession.

However, women have been disproportionately affected by the 2020 lockdown-induced recession because they make up a greater portion of the most affected sectors in the Covid-19 recession: accommodation and food services (52.8% women employees) and health care and social assistance (78.1% women employees). 

RASA SAYS:  DO YOU IMAGINE THAT THE DEMONICS WHO CREATED COVID & PLANNED ITS PROLIFERATION DID NOT WORK THIS ALL OUT AHEAD OF TIME?  THEY KNEW IT WOULD INVOLVED WOMEN’S SECTOR MORE THAN MEN’S, THEY KNEW THEY WOULD EFFECT FEMALE’S EMPLOYMENT MORE, THEY KNEW THEY WOULD STUNT THE GREAT PROGRESS WOMEN MADE IN RECENT YEARS.  THAT IS A MAJOR PART OF THE REASON THEY DID ALL THIS, & ARE DOING THAT – TO PUSH BACK WOMEN.

Other sectors typically hurt in previous recessions – construction, manufacturing, and transportation – were not as impacted in 2020. However, a women-dominated industry, health care and social assistance, realized a 4% Q2 GDP decline, while construction, dominated by men, saw an uncharacteristic and smaller 1.12% decline this year. These women-dominated industries also saw major losses because they are in-person services, and telecommuting is less feasible.

The NBER paper also found that 17% of employed women work in “essential” sectors in comparison to 24% of employed men. 

Essential Services Employed Men Employed Women
Transportation and Material Moving 10% 2%
Healthcare Support 1% 4%
Farming, fishing, forestry 1% 0%
Installation, Maintenance, and Repair 6% 0%
Protective Service 3% 1%
Healthcare Practitioners and Technicians 3% 10%
Total 24% 17%

Furthermore, the sudden closures of schools and daycares created a new obstacle for women. While women are experiencing disproportionate difficulties as a result of working in industries vulnerable to lockdowns, the limited – or nonexistent – availability of childcare exacerbates their employment losses. Parents – mothers especially – face no choice but to sacrifice work to care for children. 

RASA SAYS:  OF COURSE WOMEN HAVE ALWAYS BEEN & WILL REMAIN ‘SADDLED’ WITH CHILDREN.  MEN DON’T CARE, & FURTHERMORE, IT IS BEST THEY STAY AWAY FROM CHILDREN AS THEY ARE THE WORST CARE GIVERS & THE BIGGEST ABUSERS OF THEM.  THE POWERS THAT BE KNOW THAT WE MUST TAKE CARE OF CHILDREN & IT’S A TRICKY JOB TO DO THAT & WORK AT THE SAME TIME, SO WORK HAS TO BE SACRIFICED, WHERE WOMEN WILL TURN TO WELFARE & SOCIAL SECURITY WITH ITS MEAGER SUPPORT.  YES, WOMEN WILL FALL DOWN INTO DIRE POVERTY ONCE AGAIN WHILE THEY PROTECT OUR CHILDREN.

 

One study by a Northeastern University Professor of Public Policy and Urban Affairs and Economics found that one out of four women who were surveyed reported their job loss was due to lack of childcare, twice the rate of men surveyed. Additionally, mothers of children aged 12 and younger lost 2.2 million jobs between February and August (12% drop), while fathers of small children lost 870,000 jobs (4% drop). 

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Not only are mothers with spouses impacted, but single parents also face challenges imposed by lockdowns. Single parents make up 25% of households with children under 18, and single mothers account for 70% of these households. In addition to single parents not having the ability to share responsibility with spouses, they have less support from grandparents, given that the elderly are the most at-risk for Covid-19.

Employment and child care demands are just the beginning of lockdowns’ impact on women: researchers project that globally, 44 million women cannot access contraception, 7 million unintended pregnancies will occur, 13 million young girls will be forced to marry prematurely, 47 million women will fall into extreme poverty (only worsening the gender poverty gap), and 15 million cases of domestic abuse will arise for every 3 months of lockdown. 

RASA SAYS:  INDEED THE DEMONS ARE STRIKING BLOWS AT US, BUT REMEMBER, WE ARE ETERNAL SOULS HOUSED IN TEMPORARY BODIES.  EVEN IF THEY TAKE ALL AWAY FROM US, EVEN OUR VERY LIVES, WE CONTINUE LIVING ETERNALLY WITH GOD OUR MOTHER, IN FELICITY, ECSTASY & BLISS, IF WE DO THE RIGHT THING.  THE RIGHT THING IS DO NOT SURRENDER OUR CHILDREN TO THEM FOR DAMAGING VACCINES, NOR OURSELVES FOR THE SAME.  RESIST THE DEVIL UNTIL THE END, DO NOT FEAR FOR YOUR LIFE, IT IS TEMPORARY & HAVEN IS ETERNAL.  LET THEM GO TO THEIR DOOM, THE PLACE THEY HAVE CHOSEN FOR THEMSELVES, AS WE RISE UP IN GLORY, OBEYING GOD / TRUTH / LOVE.

If lockdowns are truly about protecting the vulnerable, then we have failed. Women in the US and across the globe are faced with a lockdown that threatens to erase their economic freedoms. 

brief from the UN explains Covid-19’s impact on women’s vulnerability:

The pandemic is deepening pre-existing inequalities, exposing vulnerabilities in social, political and economic systems which are in turn amplifying the impacts of the pandemic.

 

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When we say the “vulnerable,” we must consider all groups that are affected by Covid-19 and the related policies. While the assumed benefits of lockdowns are concentrated and visible, the unseen and long-run costs of lockdown policies are dispersed throughout an entire gender, which could eventually take a toll on the US human capital supply. Still, we can see these costs and fail to pivot.

Over the past one hundred years, the country created a space where women could more easily work, attain higher education, open businesses, and be freer economic agents. Now, lockdown policies and their advocates are forcing a massive step backward in gender equality and women’s economic freedom. 

RASA SAYS:  LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE.  WOMEN WILL NOW SEE THE TRUTH ABOUT THE URGENCY TO TAKE OVER – TO DESTROY PATRIARCHY & STRUGGLE FOR FEMALE SUPREMACY, FOR ONLY WOMEN CAN SAVE THE PLANET.  THEY MIGHT SEE MORE CLEARLY WHAT WILLIAM BOND, MYSELF & OTHER MATRIARCHS HAVE BEEN SAYING FOR YEARS – MEN ARE DOING A TERRIBLE JOB OF RULING THE WORLD, WOMEN MUST TAKE CHARGE.  WOMEN ARE SUPERIOR TO MEN, SEE ASHLEY MONTAGU’S PROOF, AS EARLY AS 1952 “THE NATURAL SUPERIORITY OF WOMEN.”  WOMEN ARE GENETICALLY, CONSTITUTIONALLY, EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY & SPIRITUALLY SUPERIOR TO MEN.

  MEN ARE PARTIAL WOMEN.  ALL HUMANS ARE FEMALES FROM THE START, & WHEN THE FETUS IS THE SIZE OF A GRAPEFRUIT PIT IS WHEN IT IS TRUNCATED TO  MALE DESTINY.  WE ARE TWO LARGE, HEALTHY X CHROMOSOMES WHICH CAN REPAIR THEMSELVES.  MEN ARE ONE X & ANOTHER CHROMOSOME CALLED Y, WHICH THEY THINK IS A DAMAGED X, & THIS Y CANNOT REPAIR ITSELF.  WITH EACH GENERATION THE Y, LIKE ALL CHROMOSOMES, MUTATES, – THESE MUTATIONS ARE DAMAGE.  WITH EACH GENERATION THE MALE GENDER GOES DOWN THE DRAIN, TO ITS DOOM OF NON EXISTENCE, & THERE IT ENDS, THE MALE ATROCITIES FOR ALL TIME.  THERE IS A GOD.  SHE HAS HEARD & SEEN THE CRIES OF THE POOR, IT IS OBVIOUS THAT MEN ARE A GENETIC EXPERIMENT THAT DID NOT WORK, & AS THEY DESTROYED NATURE, SHE HAS TURNED AGAINST THEM & BOOMERANGED TO DESTROY THEM.  AMEN, CASE CLOSED, NO MORE MEN, NO MORE ATROCITIES.

  AND BY THE WAY, FOR THOSE WHO LAMENT THE MEN THEY LOVE, THE ‘GOOD GUYS,’ THE GOOD GUYS ARE AS MUCH THE VICTIMS OF THE DEMONICS AS EVERYONE ELSE.  UNFORTUNATELY GOD IS NOT SAVING THE ‘GOOD GUYS’ & REMOVING THE BAD, SHE HAS TO REMOVE THEM ALL, AS THE MALE NATURE IS THE ONE SATAN CAN USE TO CREATE EVIL. 

 

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Rasa says:  I was sure in my heart that the increased tyranny especially

targeted women, but I had no evidence or proof.  My good matriarchal friend

Ajax the Great found it. 

THIS IS GREAT EVIDENCE / PROOF HOW THIS DEMONIC PATRIARCHY TARGETS WOMEN FIRST & FOREMOST, THEY CANNOT FUNCTION, RULE THE WORLD BY FORCE – THEY WOULD HAVE NO MOTIVE TO DO SO – EXCEPT BY FIRST PUSHING DOWN WOMEN.  THEIR ULTIMATE MOTIVE REGARDING WOMEN IS TO ENSLAVE THEM, HOLD THEM DOWN, USE THEM FOR SEX /BREEDING, DOMESTIC SERVICES.  THEIR ULTIMATE AIM FOR MEN IS TO EITHER CONSCRIPT THEM FOR THEIR WAR & OPPRESSION, OR THAT FAILING, DISEMPOWER, DESTROY THEM.  IT IS THE WAY OF SATAN.

From AJAX the Great, a response:  

It is certainly true that Women have long been disproportionately targeted by the patriarchy, whether it be the old-school reich-wing patriarchy of yore, or the new, incipient totalitarian technocracy which is simply the same old patriarchy dressed up in modern, fauxgressive, and pseudo-feminist drag, and thus far more insidious.  The latter is the driving force behind these vile lockdowns and related measures, while most ironically Kristi Noem, the anti-lockdown, pro-Constitution Republican Governor of South Dakota, is in practice far more of a true feminist (in the sense of wanting what’s actually best for Women in all walks of life, not just the elites) than lockdown tyrants like Governor Gretchen Whitmer of Michigan or even PM Jacinda Ardern of New Zealand.  And none of this is an accident, though most of the sheeple and even many of the lieutenants of the oligarchy are going along with it more out of stupidity than malice, as per Hanlon’s Razor.

And patriarchy, both then and now, also backfires on the vast majority of men as well, even if they are only “collateral damage” in the demonics’ long 7000+ year old War on Women.

I would also like to thank the original author of the article, Amelia Janaskie.  Please be sure to also put her name in the credits for this article as well at the top, and perhaps a link to the original AIER article for context.

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College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

Crisis Pandemic Insights

Insights from AJAX the GREAT on the Present Tyranny

– Women’s Leadership & the World Crisis 

Please see the original article & links to the healing substances.  And note

that the info came from some great people -

 

http://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/2020/11/the-covid-19-pandemic-has-kill-switch.html

 give credit to the following people:  Bill Sardi, Dr. Dmitry Kats, Gruff Davies, and Swiss Policy Research, et al.  

 

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 RASA SAYS: THE CURRENT PANDEMIC IS FRAUD & CONSPIRACY-

PERPETRATED BY A SHADOW GOVT THAT WANTS TO USE US LIKE THEY

USE ANIMALS IN FACTORY FARMS-SLAVES WITH NO RIGHTS –

Note:  They INVENTED the Covid19 the same as they invented AIDS, EBOLA, SARS & other diseases.  They have PATENTS for these malaries, AIDS has a patented cure called TETRASIL, which cannot be administered in the US – It was being implemented in Mexico.

They SPREAD the disease & the HYSTERIA around it for their purposes, not ours.  They hope to eliminate our rights, bit by bit, & turn us into frightened slaves, where we do as we are told OR ELSE.  They want us to have nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, nowhere to find peace. 

It’s the same as when Communists took over, made religion & religious gatherings illegal, sent thugs to beat up those who met for worship – calling them ‘the enemies of the state.’  Also the same as Hitler, except instead of gassing us they will want to INJECT US WITH POISONS, with casualties & death following.  This is the return of Stalin, Hitler, Mussolini & all the previous MONSTERS of the world – & they have been planning this for a long time. 

In the time of Russian Communism, some citizens escaped into the wilds of Siberia, the most remote, forbidding areas to continue practicing their faith.  There are remnants of these people still there.  Many of those in America & elsewhere are looking for residence OFF THE GRID, again, remote places they can escape to away from the government.  As the government clamps down on us WE ARE FIGHTING FOR OUR LIVES.  To be INJECTED with dubious vaccines can have dire consequences.  They are moving in stages toward micro chipping us, upon which case they can control us like factory animals.  They can turn off the chip & make it impossible for us to get our money from the bank or social services, they can wipe out or medical info so we cannot get treated, cannot buy food & other items as they will destroy our credit card #’s, remove the tools of our life.  This is their aim, be aware now & resist all that you can.  The vaccine could be devastating, the microchip would mean total slavery. 

Be aware that ‘Satan rules the world, & he works through men.’  Jesus said ‘Satan is the Prince of this world.’  The demonic spirit possesses those in power, the trillionaires who have sold their souls to Satan,  when he said ‘I will give you all the Kingdoms of the world & their glory, if you will bow down & worship me,’  & bow they did.  A person who follows Satan has no caring, no conscience; they are murderers, killers, torturers, genocidal maniacs.  They come to ‘steal, kill & destroy.’ 

You might say ‘where is God,’ like I used to, seeing all the atrocities, wondering why God didn’t stop it.  God IS stopping it.  They only way is by the EXTINCTION OF MEN & this WILL HAPPEN, but until it does, we must wait & suffer many generations.  See Dr. Bryan Sykes, top geneticist, ‘Adam’s Curse - A World Without Men.’  It will take 75k to 125k he estimates, not long in evolutionary terms, but too long for us.  We just have to hang in there, not give in to them – certainly not letting them kill our children – & just say ‘OK, if I must be martyred, so be it, my life is eternal, I will not give in.’

  Human men, who are ruling the world, were called by the top scientists, ‘A genetic experiment that did not work.’  Myself & William Bond have been working for female empowerment, Matriarchy, all our lives, & will continue doing so.  That is all that can save the planet – women taking over – us worshiping a Mother God again & venerating women as the absolute leaders.  Most people did not listen to us, even though female superiority has been proven.  They are so conditioned, so brainwashed  they don’t want to think outside the box or rock the boat – they just wanted to have smooth sailing, make a living, have a family enjoy life & that’s all.  But now, the knife is no longer on the table, they are putting it into our backs, & so, we cannot merrily, merrily roll along, life is but a dream.  We are now awakened to reality, what men are, what they do.  That is the BIG PICTURE.  Demons are running the world, & they work through men.  It is the battle of Satan against Mother God, a spiritual battle unto the end.  Mother God of course has to win, he is but a phantom, an absence of truth, beauty & love.  Let the Spirit of Mother God prevail within you now, resist the devil & he will flee.  {From Rasa Von Werder, Nov. 2020}

 

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From ALAX the GREAT:   Matriarchy is unfortunately taking a LOT longer than I thought. Especially since the pandemic and more importantly the wrongheaded countermeasures (i.e. lockdowns) have actually set back Women’s hard-won progress by decades within a mere few months. This has been dubbed “the first female recession”, in fact. Even the #MeToo movement is practically dead in the water now. So my original prediction for Matriarchy in 2030 will most likely not come true. In fact, barring a miracle of miracles, we will most likely be facing a new dark age in the lost decade of the 2020s. The Great Reset, as the technocrats like to call it. Not just in the USA, but in most of the world in fact.

On the bright side, Trump will be gone in two months and we will have a female VP of course, and if Biden dies in office she will become our first female president, so that is the silver lining, but that is about all the progress that will be made for the next decade or so. And who knows when, or if, We the People will ever fully get our civil rights back. At least we are not living in Australia though, which is now practically a full-blown police state, the apparent “reward” for their supine and compliant population.

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As for Australia, it seems pretty damn scary over there. Since March, it has been effectively illegal for practically anyone to enter or even exit the country, and will remain so for the foreseeable future. In September/October, the city of Melbourne was placed under one of the world’s strictest lockdowns, which was lifted just a few weeks ago (for now). And right now, the state of South Australia is under a fresh new lockdown so strict that it is illegal to even go for walks or walk one’s dog! Meanwhile, New Zealand, like Australia, is still similarly sealed off from the world (with an exception for the film industry, of course — gotta have bread and circuses to keep the masses quiescent) for the foreseeable future, and is currently building concentration… er… quarantine camps there. And they just recently legalized euthanasia too, which combined with current events is really quite chilling. And while both countries have barely gotten the virus at all so far, it is only a matter of time before their whole house of cards collapses.

I am against lockdowns 100% of course, but I thought that New Zealand could have perhaps become the world’s first Matriarchal nation-state (or at least a testing ground for same) within a matter of weeks had Prime Minister Jacinda Ardern chosen to leverage their March/April lockdown in a way that selectively empowered Women while disempowering men, especially if it were combined with a Lysistrata-style sex strike. She did not. Ergo, no Matriarchy, just a quasi-police state on it’s way to becoming full, and a testing ground for the technocrats’ so-called “Great Reset.”

And yes, I have seen your writings about the end of men. While my question has always been, “why is it taking so long”? The ways of Mother God are quite mysterious, it seems.

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An Open Letter to Women in Politics
(Updated for Post-2016 America)

To any Women who are running for office, in office, or considering running for office in the near future:

You have probably noticed that the world is on fire, and has been for quite some time now. We stand on the verge of World War III as we speak, and our overburdened planet is in grave danger. We continue to flirt with the prospect of mass extinction (including humans, by the way) in the not-too-distant future, as we continue to cook the planet with reckless abandon. We know what is causing all of these problems, and we already have the technology and wherewithal to solve them if we really wanted to, yet our current Big Wetiko “leaders” refuse to solve such problems because they are sycophantic lackeys to the parasitic elites, if not the very same elites themselves. And these plutocrats are hopelesly addicted to “business as usual”.

So how did we get here in the first place, exactly? The answer lies in ancient history, about 7000 years ago or so, when men apparently got the bright idea to take over the (known) world piece by piece, by deposing you from power. That’s right, it was originally Women who were in charge for most of humanity’s existence, and us fellas apparently thought we could do a better job as leaders than you ladies did. Well, history shows us that we were wrong–dead wrong in fact. Indeed, the best advice that us men can give to Women is “don’t be like us”, because we f**ked the world up royally. We paved paradise and put up a parking lot, we created a desert and called it “peace”. We have devoured and suffocated our own empire, and now we are all paying a heavy price for it. That’s right–WE did it. And we’re sorry about that–though we can clearly stuff our “sorrys” in a sack!

Oh, and to top it off, us fellas decided to hit America’s self-destruct button and vote overwhelmingly for Donald Trump for President in 2016. Yes, really. Because apparently we couldn’t screw things up enough already.

And now it is time for you to reclaim your rightful position as the new leaders of the free world once again, starting with the USA and eventually spreading from there. In fact, it is LONG overdue for you to do so. We cannot apologize enough for handing you such a monumental clusterf**k of a world for you to fix, of course, but we fellas have plenty of faith that you will be able to do so. We know that Women, not men, are the real natural-born leaders, and you can clearly handle power a lot better without it going to your heads than us. We know that your preferred paradigm of society, what Riane Eisler calls the “partnership” model, is far better than the “dominator” model that we have been practicing for the past 7000 years. As the saying goes, never send a boy to do a man’s job–send a Woman instead. Truer words were never spoken, and we need you now more than ever before.

The highest and tallest “glass ceiling” in the world–President of the United States–is still waiting to be smashed in 2020, as are plenty of other important political offices as well. Even though Hillary already did that with the popular vote in 2016, the Rube Goldberg machine known as the Electoral College was systematically rigged against her. We wish all of you the very best of luck. Now, go forth and make old Buckminster Fuller proud! Vive la femme!

Sincerely, Ajax the Great, Party Leader of the TSAP

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The COVID-19 Pandemic Has A Kill Switch. Let’s Use It, Yesterday!
DISCLAIMER: The following article references third-party sources and is intended for general information only, and is NOT intended to provide medical advice or otherwise diagnose, treat, cure, or prevent any disease, including (but not limited to) COVID-19. Consult a qualified physician before beginning any sort of treatment or prophylactic regimen and/or if you know or suspect that you currently have COVID-19. Anyone who takes or does anything mentioned (or alluded to) in this or any other TSAP article does so entirely at their own risk and liability. The TSAP thus makes absolutely no warranties, express or implied, and is not liable for any direct, indirect, special, incidental, consequential, or punitive damages resulting from any act or omission on the part of the reader(s) or others. Caveat lector.

What if there was a way to end the dreaded COVID-19 pandemic quickly and harmlessly, within a matter of a few weeks at most, without resorting to lockdowns or shutdowns of any kind, and without the need for any sort of vaccine? Eradication of this soon-to-be-endemic virus is of course practically impossible since that train has left the station long ago, but it can be quite easily reduced to a mere nuisance like the common cold or seasonal flu going forward.

Of course, in the long run, both “herd immunity” and attenuation (weakening) of the virus itself will do the trick, as an inevitable result of mass natural infection, and we’re already pretty damn close, but what do we do in the meantime to make this a far less risky proposition since the virus is, you know, rather nasty and even deadly for some people? Enter antiviral prophylaxis of some sort. According to a very good model originally designed for pandemic influenza, this will not only “flatten the curve”, but actually CRUSH the curve down hard, more so and faster than even the very best vaccines ever could, as the latter take too much time to roll out en masse and kick in. And a solution couldn’t come soon enough.

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So what would this prophylaxis be? Here is our “kill switch” to sharply reduce not only bad outcomes such as deaths, but also viral transmission as well:
Vitamin D, first and foremost.
Vitamin C
Zinc
Quercetin (a zinc ionophore)
Niacin (Vitamin B3)
Thiamine (Vitamin B1)
Inositol (Vitamin B8)
Vitamin A (use with caution)
And last but not least, a multivitamin containing selenium and Vitamin E
Really? Sounds too easy, right? We thought so too at first, but the evidence just keeps on piling up. These things all enhance the immune system, tone down the body’s harmful overreactions, and/or directly neutralize the virus itself. And they are safe enough to recommend to the general population, not only those who are designated as “high risk” or “high exposure” (though certainly a fortiori for such folks). And they, among other things, all featured quite prominently in a previous article we wrote about treatment and prophylaxis for COVID-19. And of course, they also work for many other viruses in general as well. It is amazing how many people are deficient in many of these nutrients, and also how many of the various symptoms and after-effects thought to be linked to the virus itself may actually be the result of such deficiencies at least in part.

That alone should keep the vast, vast majority of COVID patients out of the hospital. And for any severe cases that still occur, we already know how to easily treat the most likely complications of secondary bacterial infections, cytokine storms, and blood clots, using antibiotics, corticosteroids, and blood thinners. And we also know now that ventilators kill more people than they save, and that less invasive means of oxygen therapy work quite well in fact, especially if you don’t lay the patients on their backs. In other words, this is actually a very manageable disease, and the specious idea that it is somehow unmanageable is simply a self-fulfilling prophecy driven by panic and misinformation (if not outright disinformation).

For example, check out the recently updated MATH+ protocol (for hospitalized patients) and the new I-MASK+ protocol (for early treatment and prophylaxis) both from the Front Line Covid-19 Critical Care Alliance (FLCCC). And see also the recently updated protocol by the Swiss Doctor as well.

To further out-ninja this virus, redirect it away from vulnerable people, and reduce the herd immunity threshold and overshoot, we should take some lessons from the countries that had very low death rates without (or independently of) lockdowns:
Wash your hands, don’t touch your face, cover coughs and sneezes, stay home if sick, avoid people who are currently sick, and all that jazz. Vulnerable people should avoid crowds as much as possible. You know, common sense, basically.
Clean and disinfect high-touch surfaces frequently, including your phone.
Ventilate, ventilate, ventilate indoor spaces as much as possible.
Do temperature checks to enter public buildings and workplaces, and perhaps for public transportation as well.
When doing contact tracing, do backward rather than forward tracing. That works much better given the stochastic nature of this virus.
When it comes to gatherings of any kind, remember that SIZE MATTERS, as the risk of virus exposure and spread increases exponentially with the number of people present.
Use face masks judiciously, not superstitiously. They are filters, not barriers. Change/clean them as frequently as possible so they don’t backfire and become fomites (germ carriers).
And most importantly, take the proper precautions to stop the nosocomial spread of the virus within hospitals and nursing homes, which account for the lion’s share of deaths in many countries, but some countries managed to solve nonetheless.
In other words, take the same precautions you would if you found out that there was a flu outbreak and/or a norovirus outbreak in your neighborhood, community, or workplace. Because the way it spreads is similar to both types of viruses–and like the latter one, don’t neglect the fecal-oral route of transmission.

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Of course, thus far we are referring to the actual pandemic, that is, the one that actually produces significant excess deaths. We haven’t discussed how to also quash the massive “casedemic” that has been superimposed on top of it. Here’s how to tackle that one going forward as well:
Reduce the cycle threshold for PCR testing to 30 for standard sensitivity, and perhaps 35 for high sensitivity testing.
Confirm all positives with a retest before reporting results, especially positives with a cycle threshold >25.
Test sensitivity is rather overrated, apparently, at least in terms of a tradeoff with speed and frequency.
Do not include positive antigen (i.e. rapid) tests in reported “cases” unless also confirmed by PCR.
Do not mix in positive antibody test results as new “cases”, as that is comparing apples and oranges.
Do not count multiple positive tests of the same individual as separate “cases”, unless they are at least several months apart.
Consider restricting virus testing to symptomatic individuals only, except in very sensitive environments such as hospitals and nursing homes.
Report COVID hospitalizations as such only if the patients are there because of the virus (think CLI, ILI, shortness of breath, and/or pneumonia), not just because they tested positive after being admitted for something unrelated.
Make sure all deaths designated as COVID deaths really are from COVID. That is, no motor vehicle accidents, gunshot wounds, alligator attacks, deaths of despair, etc. with merely incidental positive tests.
Report cases by specimen date and deaths by date of death.
And just like that, goodbye pandemic! And by ending lockdowns and other restrictions and going back to true normal sooner rather than later, we will also prevent any further collateral damage that is the actual root cause of so many excess deaths and so much misery we have seen so far this year.

And there you have it. Consider this our silver bullet, and golden ticket out of this horrible nightmare for good. Yesterday is not soon enough. So what are we waiting for? Let the real healing begin!

 

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VACCINES WILL BE GENOCIDE

 

Medical Revolutionaries Issue Genocide Notices To UK Prime Minister & Under Secretary Of State For Children & Families
WRITTEN BY: TIM BROWN PUBLISHED ON: NOVEMBER 26, 2020

The United Kingdom government has been put on notice concerning their coming COVID-19 vaccination program by a new organization known as The Medical Revolutionaries. Two letters were issued on Saturday to both Prime Minister Boris Johnson and Parliamentary Under Secretary of State for Children and Families Vicky Ford informing them that they are being put on notice that they will be help accountable for genocide from what they already know the vaccines are expected to produce, according to their own documents: “A high volume of adverse events,” including death.

Government Expects “High Volume Of Adverse Events” From Pfizer’s SARS-COV-2 RNA Vaccine
Dr. Kevin Corbett and Nurse, nutritionist and The Sons of Liberty’s health and wellness expert Kate Shemirani make up The Medical Revolutionaries.

Both letters sent to both Johnson and Ford on November 21, 2020 read as follows:

We are writing to you with regard to the planned Covid-19 vaccination program.

We wish to draw your attention to the expected high number of adverse reactions which the Medicines and Healthcare Products Regulatory Agency (MHRA) explicitly state are a “direct threat to patient life and public health”:

The United Kingdom government has been put on notice concerning their coming COVID-19 vaccination program by a new organization known as The Medical Revolutionaries. Two letters were issued on Saturday to both Prime Minister Boris Johnson and Parliamentary Under Secretary of State for Children and Families Vicky Ford informing them that they are being put on notice that they will be help accountable for genocide from what they already know the vaccines are expected to produce, according to their own documents: “A high volume of adverse events,” including death.

 

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Government Expects “High Volume Of Adverse Events” From Pfizer’s SARS-COV-2 RNA Vaccine
Dr. Kevin Corbett and Nurse, nutritionist and The Sons of Liberty’s health and wellness expert Kate Shemirani make up The Medical Revolutionaries.

Both letters sent to both Johnson and Ford on November 21, 2020 read as follows:

We are writing to you with regard to the planned Covid-19 vaccination program.

We wish to draw your attention to the expected high number of adverse reactions which the Medicines and Healthcare Products Regulatory Agency (MHRA) explicitly state are a “direct threat to patient life and public health”:

“For reasons of extreme urgency under Regulation 32(2)(c) related to the release of a Covid-19 vaccine MHRA have accelerated the sourcing and implementation of a vaccine specific AI tool.

Strictly necessary — it is not possible to retrofit the MHRA’s legacy systems to handle the volume of Adverse Drug Reactions [ADRs] that will be generated by a Covid-19 vaccine. Therefore, if the MHRA does not implement the AI tool, it will be unable to process these ADRs effectively. This will hinder its ability to rapidly identify any potential safety issues with the Covid-19 vaccine and represents a direct threat to patient life and public health.

Reasons of extreme urgency — the MHRA recognises that its planned procurement process for the SafetyConnect programme, including the AI tool, would not have concluded by vaccine launch.”

We, as health care professionals having a combined experience in excess of seventy years, with extensive knowledge of the history of vaccines, vaccine ingredients and their side-effects, are deeply concerned about the MHRA’s expected morbidity and mortality in vaccine recipients.

We therefore hereby inform you that if the planned vaccination program shall proceed then you will be directly culpable for the infant mortality and damage caused to children for whom you and the local authorities you oversee are responsible.

Furthermore we wish to notify you that we are currently in the process of obtaining formal legal advice in respect of this matter which we expect to confirm the statements made.

 

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Given the imminent threat to the lives of many hundreds of thousands of children nationwide we are notifying you that we expect you to reply to us within forty-eight hours with written confirmation of the cessation of all Covid-19 vaccination plans and to cascade information to the appropriate lead staff, heads of service, leads for vulnerable adults and their associated agencies, within your remit as the Parliamentary Under Secretary of State for Children and Families or equivalent titled minister, within the devolved administrations of Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland.

Failure to comply with this request will place you on notice that you may be deemed to be complicit in what may accurately be described as genocide if it is proved the facts we have stated were known to you or the other relevant authorities and you failed to act upon them.

Yours sincerely Dr Kevin P Corbett Kate Shemirani

 

      RASA SAYS: THE CURRENT PANDEMIC IS FRAUD & CONSPIRACY-

PERPETRATED BY A SHADOW GOVT THAT WANTS TO USE US LIKE THEY

USE ANIMALS IN FACTORY FARMS-SLAVES WITH NO RIGHTS

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College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

Love Dreams * God Dreams

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11-23-20 Former husband sicker than I realized

 

 

He is so sick he’s rather REPULSIVE & I wonder if I should marry him {he doesn’t seem to have much longer to live but he has so much money. Shall I bear being intimate with him when I’m so repulsed by the thought of him kissing me?}
My good husband Rich & I have been estranged for a long time. Now we are back, he’s sort of courting me hoping I’ll marry him & it was a possibility.
*(GOOD HUSBAND: This always represents my ‘present’ ex-Lover, spiritual husband, when his attitude to me is True Love. This underscores, along with several other dreams, that he’s being positive toward me.)*
We go to the MOST EXCLUSIVE restaurant & are given a table.

*(EXCLUSIVE RESTAURANT: A restaurant usually means NOURISHMENT, & includes camaraderie, sharing or affection – a possible LOVE FEAST. This is ex-Lover & I meeting spiritually / emotionally because he has repented of his ways & is ready to reconcile {although its been long in coming, the parting has lasted a year & four months.})*

There was a lot going on both inside & outside the place. Something gruesome outside:
I had seen a spot, dug out on the side of the road, where beggars & bums go. Animals – strays & rats – also go there. This spot has some sort of meat in it, possibly garbage thrown out by a restaurant. The meat, after I look at it, gets spoiled after some time, looks ratchet. It has a fuzzy, goldeny surface. First I saw animals eating it, then I see a WOMAN, desperate, looking for sustenance.

*(DESPERATE WOMAN: This is probably me after the way Lover Bob did me, desperate, driven insane, looking for sustenance of love after our relationship had gone bust.)*
She comes over to this carved-out hole & not only does she take the meat, but all that is in it including a dead, rotting animal. She is taking it like a valuable resource, something precious hugged to her chest, I imagine, to wherever she resides.

 

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*(DEAD, ROTTING MEAT, EVEN A DEAD ANIMAL, HOLDS IT TO HER CHEST: This is what I went through during our love affair, which made me ‘insane’ – The dead meat & animal is him being lost to me, the love being lost, all my emotions – holding this dead stuff to my heart like a treasure.)*

The woman has dark shortish hair, looks normal, has on a white top, medium weight, just average looking, but as I hear her ranting I know she’s insane; you can hear the hysteria in her voice.
*(WHITE TOP: Hints that it was because of the ‘failed marriage’ I had deteriorated emotionally to this state.)*

What was I doing there? I’m in the middle of a hilly city, busy, all kinds of neighborhoods, all kinds of vehicles, some wide-open urban spaces. I seem to have been in a vehicle but there were problems & I was kind of lost as to which way to go. And walking here & there I stumbled upon this area which is not in a dark alley, it’s open to the sky, but off the beaten path & animals, derelicts & the desperate go here.

*(I AM LOST: The woman desperate is the flesh, the lower self. Is this the God Self lost, not knowing where to go next – what path to take, what action?)*

As I walk it’s kind of the lady follows me, ranting & raving, carrying that gruesome bundle in her arms like it was of great value. What would she do with it at ‘home’ I wondered.

*(GRUESOME BUNDLE, TAKING IT HOME: This is when a person suffers GRIEF, grief can make one go, to some degree, insane – mental illness.)*

But then I do somehow find my way to the tryst with Rich. The place is right in the city where I was wandering, now I found it.
We’re escorted into this exclusive place & put at a table – possibly round – the backs of the chairs are elegantly round also. I look good, am well dressed. Rich goes to the rest room.

*(FIND MY WAY: I get over the grief, I am whole again, I know where I am – we are. {It is his turn to experience the grief of loss, as depicted in this dream & hundreds of others.)*

After I am seated an old lady who is semi-crippled is put at the table to my left. She had to have her feet elevated, so it became crowded against my table. For my benefit, they moved her about 6-8′ away from me, I now have plenty of room to stretch out.

 

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*(OLD LADY, SEMI CRIPPLED, NEEDS FEET ELEVATED: This is me again, my flesh, no longer insane but needing support. Here my flesh is too close for comfort, & the hosts move here away at a comfortable distance, so this would be separation from my lower self which has been the damaged party. However, notice where this part of me is now – enjoying the feast, the exclusive restaurant with my Higher Self & Lover who has been brought low through our separation. I am healed, he is not. My flesh is good but needs some ‘prop’ – my God Self has found its rightful position – which is ME BEING IN CHARGE. {He’s courting me, wishing for union/marriage, I am not chasing him nor grieving at his behavior.})*

There was an issue about the chair for Rich. I insisted they give him a good one, a full chair with arm rests. The back, seat & part of the arm rests are a black net, but it’s a comfortable & more exclusive chair. There was a plain one there with no arm rests – it’s like grey thin bars. He sat there saying it was good enough, but I insisted on the better one. I knew he needed a decent chair as I see he’s having problems.

*(THE CHAIR: Where he sits is his position at this love feast. I have given him SEPARATION – the black is the funeral or absence of me in the flesh – it might be a criss cross design which indicates ‘your place in my life is crossed out.’
His simpler, less luxurious chair depicts thin grey bars – which would be imprisonment. Mother God, I am stumped. What would that be? And no arm rests.
She: Prison being better than being absent. Is it being a ‘prisoner of love?’ The arms represent the strength to love. He would lose his strength or support of it, being disabled. It’s kind of like being between a rock & a hard place. But you insist on the more ‘luxurious’ chair meaning your absence is crucial for him to experience the pain of loss. This pain is the ‘megaphone of God’ – which demonstrates a misery that makes him finally appreciate you, at last he sees the pain. This brings him to you in repentance, on bended knee, courting you or submitting in hopes of union. Prior to that he was in charge & inflicted the pain of loss & insanity onto you. As predicted long ago, the tables would turn.)*
His situation gets clear as the time here goes on.
*(TIME HERE: The time of my absence.)*

After about twenty minutes, I wonder if he fell into the toilet. He might have passed out or has a serious episode there.

*(REST ROOM, 20 MINS: He’s trying to escape the pain, hiding from it. Could be with his recreational activities & substances.)*

I get up & walk to the rest room toward the front. Just then he emerges. He’s trying to pretend he’s alright but I know he’s not. He’s tall, paunchy like in real life, wearing brown knitted clothes with some bright spots, like yellow, on his body – maybe a scarf, not sure what.

*(EMERGES, BROWN OUTFIT YELLOW SPLASH: Brown is the next lowest color to black, it is great suffering. The yellow splash is he is a coward so he doesn’t reach out to me, call me, & express his interest. He’s fronting.)*

He manages to get to our table. We had ordered an exclusive meal like the best steak or something but as we eat I glance at his dish & it is no longer the same dish – it’s a round light blue bowl with white spaghetti-type noodles twirling in hot soup. This is a whole different meal, it’s not exclusive or expensive, I guess the time elapsed from the first – that’s how long he was sick in the bathroom & dilly dallied.

 

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*(THE TWO MEALS, FIRST ONE EXPENSIVE, EXCLUSIVE, NOW LESS THAN THAT: He finds something to console, comfort him about me. We are still together in the dream, so he feels hope, some positive feelings. But they’re not as strong as they used to be, he isn’t sure.

EXPENSIVE STEAK MEAL VS SPAGHETTI NOODLE SOUP MEAL HE IS NOW HAVING {it seems like I ate the good meal, he gets this ‘seconds’ or inferior one}
This represents REAL SEX vs no sex – the steak is the valuable, expensive sex vs the spaghetti noodles are a LIMP DICK for him. In other words, a wet noodle represents a limp dick.  Somehow I had great pleasure or ‘ate’ the expensive meal already, but he isn’t enjoying sex with me any more – he is not having ‘pleasure’ or ‘great emotional nutrition.’  I am not ‘eating’ this ‘displeasure’ as I no longer care re. the sex.)*

It comes across to me that he is so sick he is DYING & I think that I now have to make a decision about marrying him. I find him physically REPULSIVE, like kissing him on the lips would disgust me, so can I marry him like he hopes, & have sex?

*(HE IS NOW REPULSIVE: I no longer desire him for sex – the sex has evaporated, which renders safety & freedom for my flesh.)*
There are benefits to me, what about that?

*(HE IS SO SICK HE IS DYING: This would be some sort of psychological death, possibly giving up faith & hope in us. As they say ‘Something in me died.’
I want the benefits he would bring me, however, but there must be benefits or I won’t have him. That means I AM IN CHARGE. In other words, before, when he drove me insane, I would have him at any cost. Desperation degraded me. Now I don’t want him this says, he has to give me BENEFITS. Now I have LEVERAGE.
‘You have to do what I want or I won’t have you. That means I am not your back door woman, but publicly recognized wife.’)*
I don’t know how we manage this meal but time has gone by. I thought it was evening & the place would close, but now it’s the middle of the day, a lunch crowd has entered. I see the crowd in that room behind us wearing the same colors as Rich has on, brown with a yellow splash.

*(NEW DAY, LUNCH CROWD WEARING HIS COLORS: This might be the never-ending pattern of life, people learning their lessons in relationships, the same lessons over & over. It never ends as long as life goes on.)* ………………………………………………………………

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11-18-20 – Previous husband back bald with Yamaka

 

I prayed yesterday as I watched Amy Allen, asking her about my previous Lover & forever spiritual husband, how did he affect me when we were together, & she said
“He DRAINED you.”
{Not like an evil soul with bad intentions, more like a baby. He was not out to destroy you; he’s in love with you but needy she explained.}
I then asked her how will it be different when we live together in the near future {around Sept. 2022}. This dream might be the answer.

I see myself with my ex-best friend, Joe the accountant, & he’s driving me in a big car through the city. The city seems to be ‘the Bronx,’ large, sprawling, huge. I’m not that familiar with it but he is, & I say,

*(THE BRONX: Represents a war zone in the city, the urban jungle, the ghettos of the city. He’s taking me on a virtual tour, the orange vehicle will say there’s a lesson here.)*
“You really know your way around.”
I’m not in the front / passenger seat but in the back to the right, leaning forward.
He & I were separated a long time, now we are back together as husband & wife. I sense he’s being careful with his behavior, as he learned his lesson.
I see the city sprawling around us, a wide vista. We are about to go over a smallish bridge. I see some sort of  bus way to the front / left, it’s soft like some kind of plastic. He knows the city well & seems to be a good guide & driver for me, we are going back to where we used to be long ago.

*(ORANGEY BUS: represents school or lessons of life we have both learned, no doubt. He learned to respect God & myself, I learned not to chase him & give in to him.)

He leans his head back for a moment & something is EXPOSED that would embarrass him greatly, so I’m not going to say anything to him about it. He’s wearing a TOUPEE – I had no idea he had one on until if flipped off partially, exposing he is way bald on top. His had is flatish on top & I already knew he was balding in front, but didn’t know he’d gone completely bald on top.

*(BALDNESS: When your hair falls out, it means total stress, anxiety, like ‘I am ripping my hair out.’ It’s when you’re at ‘the end of your rope’ or can’t find your way out of a situation. Sometimes it means you have lost your mind or gone ‘insane.’
So I knew he was stressed out over my departure, but I didn’t know how complete that despair was – now I see it & it would embarrass him – as he likes to keep up a front.
A man’s baldness also says, in this dream, he’s gotten older, more mature.)*

The toupee is round & seems to have a RIM, like a cloth edge with a small design, with maybe little x’s in the design. I resolve to say nothing as he will be so embarrassed for me to know he’s so bald & trying to look good for me with this toupee.
*(YAMAKA: This shows religious RESPECT. You cannot enter the Temple or be by the ‘waiting wall’ without the Yamaka.
This says he found a NEW RESPECT FOR ME & what I stand for in his life, as he saw what he experienced when I was gone. The x’s symbolize ‘gone’ or ‘x’d out.’
This is saying,
“He has matured, changed, in general, & by the traumatic experience of you leaving him. He has gained a new healthy respect for you & will not be the same, he will treat you decently.”)*
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Nightmare of 11-17-20 – Bear Chases Me

 

I was out on a bank somewhere watching two medium sized bears below just hanging around – did not see their Mom. I don’t feel in danger at all.
*(TWO YOUNG BEARS: Are two men I was going to work with soon – the appointment seemed harmless, they were going to help me with something.)*

Then the Mom appears & she comes after me! I am scared & run like Hell. She keeps after me & the chase goes on & on.

*(MOM appears, comes after me: The Mom is the parent or origin of a SPIRIT possessing these two men – an EVIL spirit! They of themselves seem harmless & innocent, but after I made the appointment a feeling of DREAD came over me & PURSUED me.
Bears are usually pain & suffering, for example, the ‘bear’ market is a negative one, the ‘bull’ market is positive.)*

We go over water, a large expanse like an ocean. She goes in the water after me, not sure how we move but we both seem to be on top of the water. It’s taken me so much energy to stay ahead of her.

*(PURSUES ME: A feeling of dread pursued my mind & heart after I made the appointment, I could not get rid of it.)*

Suddenly as she pursues me there is a man close to the bank in front of her, with his back to her, in a floating leisure balloon lounger, light blue, leaning back relaxing. The bear is blocked by this man between us & the man suddenly sees her & says loudly,
“Get out of here!”
He isn’t scared but the bear bites his head off & I see his head to the right of him thereafter, but this is vague, like a vision. I see a trail of ginger color, like a powder, scattered between where his head was & where it’s gone.
The man is GINGER – red hair, red mustache & beard, handsome, like someone I knew long ago who warned me not to date black men – how selfish & mean they were – & I resented his advise.
And so, this is how I GET AWAY.

*(GINGER MAN: Someone stands between me & THIS SPIRIT – he removes it or does EXORCISM,
“Begone Satan!”
which this man’s Presence makes me call both men & cancel our appointment.
The bear biting off his head might symbolize what this spirit would do to me. I ask Mother God, what does biting off the head mean?
She: It means affecting the head / brain in a negative way,
“She bit my head off”
would be biting language, cruel words, meanness. They would affect your head this way even if they did not say anything, but the way they feel toward you, the evil spirit of Satan is in them & hates you – both of them hate you as they hate God – Satan is their origin or directing their souls. This reveals to me that one of the men who I did not credit with being against God or hating me is hostile toward both – a surprise, but I shouldn’t wonder as of recent times when he was due here I felt DREAD.
The man is a saint or angel, could be Jesus or the Spirit of Jesus, as in some images Jesus is a redhead & has a mustache & beard. He is the SPIRIT OF LOVE.
The Spirit of Love stood between myself & Satan & banished him, by banishing these men.)*

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Errol Flynn loves me! 11-16-20

 

Errol Flynn is in front of me, so handsome & charming, & he’s telling me how much he likes / loves me. The most striking comment he made was,

*(ERROL FLYNN: Jesus, the Spirit of Love. He appears as Flynn because EF was famous for his beauty.)*

“I love the way you walk.”

*(LOVE THE WAY YOU WALK: Walk represents one’s lifestyle, like talk is your beliefs, so you can ‘talk the talk’ but can you ‘walk the walk?’ which means do you LIVE UP TO YOUR BELIEFS?
This hearkens back to the prayers I made that night, hours of them, for the entire world, people & animals & Souls in Purgatory. Jesus liked them.)*

The most surprising part is his wife is to the left of him, about 7-8′ away, she’s far, with dark hair but good looking. She comes forward & somehow is supportive & understanding. She knows he loves me & is not jealous, seems to be OK with it.

*(WIFE OF JESUS: Holy Mary, the Feminine Divine. She agrees with Jesus, She liked my prayers also. She isn’t jealous as She is my Holy Mother.)*

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College of Matriarchal Love, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

MAN TAKES OUT HEART, BRAIN

MAN TAKES OUT HIS HEART & BRAIN TO INCREASE HIS PAIN

OVER A BROKEN HEART

          One of the most gruesome dreams I’ve ever had

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Man has had a heartbreak so terrible that for some strange reason he wants to inflict himself beyond belief. He wants to feel his pain {strange logic} to the nth degree.

          He’s standing there like in the middle of the street & takes some kind of a tool, opens his chest, & begins to remove his heart bit by bit. It’s hard to watch. I saw pieces of his flesh all over the street around his feet.

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          *(MAN IN THE STREET: This is my friend, & this dream will explain a trauma that came upon him when he was a boy – that is affecting him even today as a grown man. Something awful happened to his family, a great reversal of success. Let’s call my friend Sargie.

 

          Sargie was just a little tyke when this happened, but he is an EMPATH, sensitive or medium. He took the pain of his family INTO HIMSELF, in other words, as if it was his responsibility, like Jesus taking up the Cross for sinners. He carries this cross even in life today & it is affecting his success—blocking him from it.

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          Here you see the gruesomeness of being an EMPATH. He increases the pain of what happened into his own heart & brain – which work together. He has absorbed the pain in his mind & emotional system.)*

 

          Later I see pieces of his heart, like strips from liver but pinkish, laying about, blackened on one side.

 

          *(STRIPS OF HIS HEART LIKE LIVER, BLACKENED: This is Sargie’s emotional system. The blackened slices are where he’s seriously hurting – black or being burned can refer to loss, destruction, death, depression, etc. {it can also mean good things like the unknowingness of God, mysteries.

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The reason LIVER is used as an analogy is saying ‘he’s hurting in a place that is vital.’ You cannot live without your liver – you can live without appendix or gall bladder, but not liver. This is crucial to one’s health, this is serious. He’s hurt in a serious way.)*

 

          Then he does the same to his brain. I don’t see as much detail in that.

 

          *{HEART & BRAIN AFFLICTED: Our thoughts & feelings go together, ‘As a man thinketh, so is he.’

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          Now when this tragedy / trauma happened to his family, he was small & could do nothing about it. He felt HELPLESS, WEAK.

 

          What I will try to do is the famous hypnotherapy trick: REFRAME HIS THOUGHTS. Indeed, the way his thoughts are phrased, as the situation was presented to him, it was like the ‘end of the world’ for their survival. He could do nothing so this gave him a DEMORALIZED, NEGATIVE FEELING ABOUT HIMSELF. In other words,

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          “I am weak, incapable of helping or saving my family.”

          Now to the situation of today, when he harbors the same thoughts & feelings, he feels the same negativity about himself – like he’s a failure rather than a success, he’s weak & can do nothing.

 

          To remedy the situation we’ve got to go back to the past & instead of MAGNIFYING IT {which his family did & he continues doing} we must MINIMIZE IT down to nothing – like there really WAS NO TRAUMA, his family really did not suffer IRREVERSIBLE DAMAGE, it was just the attitude that made it seem so. Nothing was really lost, it was just a BUMP IN THE ROAD, a shakeup that happens in all our lives, nothing that cannot be dealt with, one simply must use WISDOM & VIRTUE to face these things & THEY WILL BE SOLVED.

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          He must believe in his families solvency, that not much if anything was lost – what hurt can be corrected & then HE WILL REGAIN HIS CONFIDENCE, SENSE OF BEING STRONG, FAITH IN THE GOOD ESPECIALLY IN THE GOODNESS OF GOD WHO IS ALWAYS WITH US & CAN DO ALL THINGS, ETC.

 

          FAITH, HOPE, CHARITY, CONFIDENCE, FORTITUDE, PATIENCE & LOVE FOR HIMSELF are the virtues that will see him through. Believe in the good & it will happen. Believe in the power of evil & it will pull you down. Dispel this belief in evil – Resist the devil, his works, his thoughts, his negativity, & he will leave.

 

          We will work on this. I will discuss this revelation with my friend, we will work it out, he will be healed.)*

 

          Amazingly, he’s not dead. He continues to live, & another phenomenon I see this same person becomes a female, & this is so strong that I even thought upon first recalling the dream, it happened to a female, but thinking deeper recalled it started with a male.

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          *(BECOMES A FEMALE: This condition / feelings & thoughts) is TRANSFERRED TO A FEMALE – myself as an empath / medium / sensitive, so I would UNDERSTAND what is going on inside him.

 

          The STRIPS OF FLESH BLACKENED, are the parts of his feeling system that are BURNED or BADLY HURT are TAKEN OUT or REVEALED – I see what has happened. It is revealed to me as a mind reader or reader of hearts.)*

 

          The dream goes on to other scenes. Myself & another person are traveling & we need to check into a place for the night.

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          We find a reasonably priced place, we check in & it’s for the week. He is fast asleep in the room to the left, surrounded by light grey bedding, he needs rest badly. The only disturbance or noise is down the hall, a group of female college students have checked into a room or rooms. What a hullabaloo. I’m not bothered but just curious about their psychology, why so much noise?

 

          *(HE IS FAST ASLEEP: He is unaware of how his thoughts & feelings are affecting his entire life including ambitions for success. Being asleep can mean ‘unaware,’ ‘waking up’ can be ‘I now see & realize the truth.’)*

 

          I look down the hall where they are – for some reason they have mattresses with white sheets, all in a messy pile {they are at the end of the hall} against the wall, stacked up on their sides, the fitted sheets are slipping off.

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          *(COLLEGE STUDENTS, NOISE, MESSY, MATTRESSES & OTHER THINGS: This is a member of his family who transferred pain onto the little boy, he being a sensitive or empath received it into himself.

 

          This person appears as a college student because they are IMMATURE – She was immature in her reaction to the family trauma, she did not deal in wisdom. The NOISE of the students is female students downtown where I hung out for ten years are ALWAYS SCREAMING. This is their reaction to stimulation – scream – it’s like HYSTERIA, would be emotional reaction without contemplation, reasoning, logic, just FALLING APART.

 

          As I said before, she transferred her hysteria or negativity to the boy instead of dealing in wisdom – She was unable to rise to the challenge, to conquer the Mountain, the situation crushed her & affected her life & happiness. She has never gotten over the trauma in these many years. He carries this with her.

 

The MATTRESSES PUSHED INTO THE HALLWAY, with white fitted sheets slipping off, against the wall, messy: Is the situation – a relationship ended.

 

AGAINST THE WALL is ‘at the end of my rope’ or where the wall is, is where I can go no further, the wall stops me, I am ‘against the wall.’)*

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          Then I decide to clean the floors in our room/s. I take a broom – the floors are quite dirty. I sweep everywhere including under bureaus, stretching my arms to get in there as even with the long broom handle its not easy, but I manage.

 

          *(THE ROOM HE & I CHECKED INTO: This is the place of where my friend’s mind & heart are. I see inside him, inside his relative’s mind, it has been transferred to me mentally. I am

 

          SWEEPING THE ROOM: Under bureaus & difficult places to reach, I am STRETCHING & leaning into places that are hidden – this is his mind, where negativity harbors & we must remove it.

 

          As I said my strategy is to REFRAME HIS TOUGHTS which will realign his feelings, we will minimize, stop maximizing the situation that happened. We will bring hope & love, acceptance & faith where previously there was despair & resentment.)*

 

          My thought is I’m glad none of the maids are bothering us, letting us be for the week, just allowing us to stay, do our own cleanup, leaving us alone. We need privacy for the time being – recovering from something difficult, both of us.

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10-27-20-GOOD HUSBAND BRINGS GIFTS

 

                     I see my good husband Rich vaguely. Mostly see the gifts he brings. Why he brings them, for what occasion, I have no idea.

 

          There is vaguely a bottle of perfume the same as in a previous dream, like half a quart, the best perfume there is.

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          *(GOOD HUSBAND:      Means the person I love, the Lover I describe under many names – is in a good attitude toward me right now. The gifts will explain what he’s feeling toward me.

 

The perfume is holiness. {Scent of holiness} He either acknowledges mine or else has acquired his own, so he’s giving me his grace if it’s his own.)*

 

          The most UNUSUAL gift is a small hat, small enough to fit a toddler. It’s white, all knitted out of pieces, the pieces are designs & flowers, & you can see petals sticking out from it.

 

          *(TODDLER HAT: He’s now submitting to me in marriage or with a pure heart {white} as if he is my child – which spiritually he is – he is giving himself to me, saying,

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          “Here I am, your underling & happy for it. My head is now right; I understand your value & our relationship. My head / thoughts are to be One, I accept it. The

 

          FLOWERS & PETALS: mean love, romance, the petals are bits of that, the ones ‘sticking out’ are his concern about ‘she loves me, she loves me not’ have turned him around. Absence made his heart grow fonder or another twist I add is ‘Absence makes the cock grow harder.’

 

          He has, over this time, seen the light, computed that he needs me, misses me, I am important to his life, he gives himself to me in his mind. But why doesn’t he call? Obviously not ready. ‘Be still & know that I am God’ is my mantra here. No anxiety or chasing. Let it be until he’s ready to move.)*

 

          There were two other items, at this moment I can’t recall.

 

          He’s joyful as he presents these things to me.

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10-24-20-LOVER OWNS TINY FOOD STAND-

MY HEAD SCARVES-NEWSPAPER  

 

               This dream proves my Lover is concerned have I ended it? So he cares…………………………..

 

          I’m on a long, difficult journey. A tiger is in my way at one point, I am ‘way out’ in a rural area, many miles in all directions & I need to get back to the city. Finally see a bus stop should take me back, a guy is standing by it.

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          *(TIGER: Tiger is usually ANGER. I might have been feeling angry due to my computer breaking down – thank Heaven it got fixed. Or it might be re the Lover not calling me. This doesn’t explain why, but it shows me swimming into ‘deep water,’ getting away from the Tiger & getting back on the road – so whatever reason I had it, I conquered it. Then again, it might be someone else had the anger, maybe my Lover as I’m not chasing him.

 

          Being ‘LOST’ is being lost mentally / emotionally, trying to find direction, a goal, getting somewhere. It might have to do with my Lover as he is the main character here.)*

 

          I then stop at a tiny restaurant/food stand. There aren’t any places to sit, you get your food to go I think. I stop here not because I’m hungry but just to rest or take a break.

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          The man who owns this place, I see him to the left as a ‘working class’ type fellow, like a Greek cook I used to know – chunky built, in white colors & a white full body apron – he is cooking a beautiful dish on his grille {the kind of grill that’s solid, thick black, not barbeque style}. The problem is my blue scarf is embedded in the dish & I tell him it is, & I’m pulling with all my might to get it out of there – he doesn’t answer my protests.

 

          The dish is one made of rolled flour & it’s made into an envelope & inside the envelope is vanilla cheese, it’s sitting there sizzling & looks good. It’s about 8” long & 4” wide, quite thick.

 

          *(VANILLA DISH WITH CHEESE: This represents SEX. It’s his inviting penis with the sperm inside – the cheese is sperm. ‘On the grille, sizzling’ is the sex we both loved – it’s like food, emotional nourishment. But-

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          MY HEAD SCARF IS INTWINED, I STRUGGLE TO PULL IT OUT: I do not want my sex desire or yearning, longing to have sex with him any more – I wish to remove this desire, to be free, & I do remove it.

          This desire makes me desperate, makes me chase him, but without it I can hold out forever & he has to rethink his relations with me. I’m not his whore any more.)*

 

          Another item is that my Lover – who seems the same as the owner of the rest. – has asked me to purchase today’s paper, which costs $6. Why do I do as he asks? This is an expensive paper, & I’m going out of my way to please him although he might not deserve it. I reach for my purse or wallet & don’t have it. But my left pocket has a few dollars & change including nickels & pennies. I tell the owner take the money I have, I have no more, it should suffice even if it is not the full $6.

 

          *(NEWSPAPER: This is news, announcements, information. He wants to know about us. He asks me, at my expense, to get this information. What is my expense? Does he read these dreams on my site? I doubt it.)*

 

          What Lover / owner wanted to know was what was on the heading of the very large paper. To me it seems like OBITUARY headings in the middle – no big headlines, just announcement in small letters – he just wanted to know if his name was on it. I read it – & tell him his name is not there, he isn’t famous today.

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          *(NEWSPAPER HEADLINES ON TOP IN SMALL LETTERS, OBITUARY: Ha ha, so funny, this simply explains what Lover wants to know. Am I through with him? Is he dead to me? – his name at the top of the obituary? No, we’re not finished I tell him.)*

 

          Then on my way out I notice two of my other scarves are on a bin in the middle of his place, one white background, smaller, one blue background. Do I demand to take these or do I let it go? Well to prove I own these will be a bother, I just think, let it go, let it be & I leave.

 

          *(TWO SCARVES I LET GO OR JUST LEAVE: This is my ‘head’ or thoughts, wishes, to be with him, to be married. So what if I have these thoughts, as long as I’m not desperate to be with him as in the past, it doesn’t matter. I am relaxed.)*

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College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, Shrine to Shakti, Uncategorized

DREAMS – LOVE & IDENTITY

 DREAMS EXPLAIN MY LOVER WILL RETURN TO ME SOON & SECOND,

I AM A WOMAN OF GOD,

MY WORLDLY ACCOMPLISHMENTS LIKE BEAUTY CONTESTS ARE NOT

IMPORTANT TO PROMOTE

– STICK TO MY IDENTITY, PROMOTE THE GOD SELF 

 

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SIGNIFICANT DREAMS explain two things. One my Lover still loves me & will enter my life in future, & two, my identity for promotion is not my shallow earthly accomplishments, but my ascending to the Throne of God.

10-22-20-Suicide & renewal

At first I thought this was about my friend Mary J, but it wasn’t. To my surprise, it was me!

I’m with friends out in the great outdoors, big scenery all around, mountains, woods, beautiful. Then we look into the sky & we see vultures or scavenger birds circling around. We see it as an omen someone might be dying. As we keep looking, then thse birds are right on the ground & we all say,

“This is not going to be – it is!”

 

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*(MARY JANE, OMEN/VULTURES: This is about my own death at the time of the heart attacks, the stress of what my Lover had been doing to me.)*

And we run to the spot to see who died. It’s Mary J! She has committed suicide I think, & two huge vultures, dark ones, are tearing into her. She’s wearing a light blue draped dress, her hair is between light brown & blonde, slightly frizzy, to the neck, seems a bit sparse like an older person’s.

*(SUICIDE: When you choose to love someone so much you die of a broken heart it might be called suicide, as you can stop loving a person to save yourself, but if you keep loving no matter what the pain, you ‘die of a broken heart.’)*

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Then a dark bird like a crow, sees us, & wants to take her body away because it doesn’t want interference, & this crow is strong enough to pick up her entire body, & as it does it takes her away to a deep stream & dips her in {I don’t know why.} Not sure what happens after that.

*(CROW TAKES HER AWAY, DIPS HER IN STREAM: Crow could be prophecy. Mother God, I need help.

She: The crow might be saying this had to happen in order for her to be cleansed of her obsessive love. Dipping in the stream is ‘stream of life,’ so the crow is saying ‘She has to get back to her God intimacy again. This death will do it.’)*

Next scene: Is a whole ‘nother ballgame. There is Mary Jane, alive, & there’s something to do with love & romance. She loves a certain guy but he’s nowhere to be seen, & I see her taking up with another fellow who is pictured as ‘The Hulk’ although he isn’t as bulky as him, but he’s real tall & dressed in black clothes.

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They are off by the side of the wall in this public place like a sprawling restaurant. They are left, back, against the wall, {facing it} & it’s her & Hulk & another guy – I can hardly see her because the other two are in front of her. There isn’t anything going on romantically.

*(HULK: There is no one in my life resembling this person but it might be my new webman Spencer, who’s tall – I’ve seen him wear black.)*

Then to the right comes a sight to behold: The man she loves, who she’s been waiting to come to her forever, he got wind of her & Hulk, he could not take it any more, {jealous, worried about losing her} he’s arrived, he’s entered the door with a couple male friends. He’s as tall as the Hulk, not as broad or bulky, thin, handsome, wearing a dark burgundy polo shirt, quite pleasing, {it’s stylish, the collar is up, I imagine the white polo emblem somewhere} & he’s surprised all of us. She hasn’t seen him.

 

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*(LOVER WALKS IN AFTER HULK: Might be a prediction that after you get going with Spencer, Lover will think it’s romantic & step up his game. His

BURGUNDY POLO SHIRT: Shows long-time suffering re you & that he wants to get back in ‘the game.’ The horse symbol is his penis–’horse cock’–& he wants to ‘play’ or have sex with me.)*

What worries me about her is as she stood there with Hulk she even had her leg doing the trick she often does – putting her leg {the left one} to point to the ceiling. Why she did this I don’t know, except that it’s to amaze or impress people. However, doing this might antagonize the true lover, make him think more was happening than was.

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*(LEG UP–HE SUSPECTS MORE THAN WHAT’S GOING ON: This is I have a ‘leg up’ on Spencer or having my way with him, not romantically, but getting along, working. But Lover doesn’t know what’s going on & has fear. This shows he loves me still.)*
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EARLIER DREAMS:

I was somewhere with a ‘ditsy’ Marilyn Monroe type girl, she’s short, brown hair, slightly bulky but curvy. She got hold of my suitcase somehow & out of it she took my bikini where I won ‘Ms Body Beautiful,’ she’s put it on, she looks curvy & terrific!
But the fact she had the cheek to take my things & use them! She’s trying to be popular but this is shallow stuff.

*(MARILYN MONROE: This is me in my flesh, trying to be a ‘somebody’ by referring to my past exploits in the shallow sense, like winning beauty contests. Lately I’ve been meditating what to do with my life, whether to promote myself as the Kellie Everts person who did this or that, but this is steering me away from that, saying it’s shallow, this is not who I am, I used the glamour to do God’s work, I was pushing my mission moreso than remaining fixed & focused on the shallow, transient things.)*

 

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Then I’m in a busy, crowded place where many gather, like a huge restaurant, & people are being evaluated like it’s a big thing about choosing people for movies. I’m sitting with friends against a wall looking outward, thinking what is my future?

When suddenly, of all people, my sister walks in. She is not expected here, she doesn’t ‘fit in’ but she has come to plead my case. She’s wearing a strange wig, streaked brown, it comes past her forehead so you can see some of her own hair. She looks slightly disheveled like she’s been through a lot.

*(SISTER: The logical, pragmatic part of me shows me the light. Appears to bring me back to the logical truth: I used my career for God, my career of being the glamour doll & body builder is not who I was/am, I am a woman of God before all else.)*

 

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She has two things in her hands to show us. First, she takes out a bottle of the finest expensive perfume, such a large bottle it’s maybe a liter, like Chanel#5. She holds it to us to show that this is MINE like a quality or something belonging to me. She holds it a while describing how wonderful it is & valuable, she smiles as she speaks with love.

Next she finds the red alligator purse, a large purse that seemed to be STOLEN from me perhaps by the Marilyn lady – it’s about 2′ across, 1.5′ tall, 4-5″ deep, of the most expensive alligator skin in a rich medium shiny red. She presents this to us & explains this also belongs to me, & her words I cannot recall but she said it was the most valuable possessions & she spoke with love. This RELIEVED the pain I had been having at being robbed of this purse, I was crying about it saying how all my most valuable things were in it including keys to all my stuff, but where was it? So sis appearing like this justifying me makes it a wonderful revelation.

*(REVELATION: the

PERFUME is the ODOR OF SANCTITY, the highest kind & it is great. This is the REAL ME.

The PURSE is the spiritual value of e, it is GREAT. This is who I am, the key is my spirituality, all else follows. Focus on that, this justifies me, explains me, not the trivial stuff of this world.)*

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College of Matriarchal Love, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

BUDDHA JESUS MARY APPEAR TO ME

BUDDHA  JESUS  MARY  APPEAR TO ME

  10-15-20  WORLD SPIRITUAL ICONS APPEAR

 

 

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          Remarkable answer to prayer. I was going through some great stress last night & worried about my physical health, future, & relationship with God. Prayed a long time, knew I was in the Kingdom of God, not on earth, I could feel it.

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          In the dream I do not see myself, I see another person who might be a male. He’s devout, seems to be important, & he’s been praying. He seems to be some kind of monk or disciple or something officially with God. I don’t see his body, just his presence to the left.

 

          On his right there is a stone staircase that goes up one floor to a flat area, behind it might be a wall or rock mountain. The staircase is made of rocks that are white & specks of gold or silver intertwined, they are all natural, nothing artificial from people, just rocks in nature.

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          As this man prayed, suddenly there materialized a person on the top of those stone stairs. He was so important it was scary, as this was a phenomenon rarely seen. He’s wearing a yellow robe with a dark grey collar, the collar flares out in the middle of his chest – it goes to the waist area.

 

          He then disappears and on a lower step a woman materializes wearing the black robes of a nun. I know she’s significant.

 

          I felt this man’s prayers summoned these significant persons & there’s great meaning here.

 

          *(The MAN is your flesh:

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          The first SPIRITUAL ICON is BUDDHA. The yellow gives it away, & he appears first & last, like the Alpha & Omego, like he’s the source of what’s being shown here, the beginning & the end.

 

          Next the NUN IN BLACK is Mother Angelica, who represents the HOLY MOTHER who you worship so much, & who was the subject of your prayers.)*

 

          Then below her on another step appears Pope Paul VI, all in white, with his arms outstretched upward as if in welcome.

 

          Then the man in yellow appears again beneath him.

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          *(POPE PAUL VI represents JESUS & Our Lord here represents the CHRISTIAN CHURCH.

 

          The big to-do about Buddah is that Christ was a Buddhist Guru born again, the three Wise Men Honored him & later picked him up, took him to India to study & work & returned him age 29 or 30 – the years Jesus disappears from the Bible.

 

          Jesus’ teachings are Buddhist, so Buddha is the ORIGINAL OF CHRISTIANITY, here shown.

 

          Why have they all appeared? Your prayers called out for guidance, help, consolation. You were sent away from the ‘interior life’-contemplation, into the miserable world & you have fallen in your INTIMACY WITH GOD.

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          When in the rhythm, mentality & thought-processes of the world, it is not the Kingdom of God, & out of obedience to God, you left her Kingdom to go back into the world – presumable to ‘have fun,’ except it wasn’t.

 

          You were in a PEACEFUL STATE, serene relatively speaking, FREE OF ATTACHMENTS to people & things, but being in the world all of that went the other way.

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          Your body breaking down, hurting, both your legs doing badly & making it hard to walk or work, have troubled you greatly. You are uncertain & called out to God with sincerity & faith.

 

          What does God want of you now, now that the ‘joyride’ is over more or less, but your body is hurting, you’re old, you don’t know how you’ll manage or cope in your old age, having no family near you, no husband, no one to help you in time of need. You felt pretty insecure about the future. Did you do the right thing when you went into the world or was it some sort of mistake?

 

          These spiritual leaders now appearing to you assure you you are in good shape spiritually, you did the right thing. They are here to show you WE ARE ONE, IN BROTHER-SISTER FRIENDSHIP, SPIRIT IS THICKER THAN BLOOD, YOU ARE IN THE FAMILY OF GOD & ALL THESE LEADERS WELCOME YOU, GREET YOU, GUIDE & CONSOLE YOU.

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          You came away with a new understanding. That you had to descend into the flesh not only for the time being for yourself, for physical pleasure or experience, but for future people who will hear about your life in books & movies.

 

          They need to know that God is with them in their every day desires, needs, attachments, fears, disappointments, failures & successes. They need to know they are not judged, condemned, hated, for the ordinary things in life – it’s only sin that is judged, not regular life, & drinking sex are ordinary, not sins per se {except in certain cases}.

 

         The future will know you were a woman of the people, not a lofty soul who once she saw God face to face did not want to go lower. You did return to the world to show love for humans – the way Jesus came from Heaven to suffer . He ate with ‘publicans & prostitutes,’ He was with the sick, the demonic, the fallen, the ignorant; he ate & drank with them & helped them. It wasn’t fun for him, He did it out of love, & you went back to the world on obedience to God, an act of love – it was the same as coming down from Heaven.

         

          This is part of the reason God wanted you to ‘stop celibacy, go out & have fun.’

 

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You must understand that your life will be recorded in future books & movies, & people will hear about you, pray to you for help. They need to believe that you understand their experiences; you were there, the same as them, even though you had ascended. You reached Nirvana/Enlightenment, & yet, you still wanted to return to the world & share love with people – not something all souls of your caliber would do; they know how much torture the world begets.)*

       

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College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

CURE for COVID by AJAX the GREAT

CURE for COVID by AJAX the GREAT

 

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What If The Cure For COVID-19 Already Existed For Decades? (Part Deux)

DISCLAIMER:  The following article references third-party sources and is intended for general information only, and is NOT intended to provide medical advice or otherwise diagnose, treat, cure, or prevent any disease, including (but not limited to) COVID-19.  Consult a qualified physician before beginning any sort of treatment or prophylactic regimen and/or if you know or suspect that you currently have COVID-19.  Anyone who takes or does anything mentioned (or alluded to) in this or any other TSAP article does so entirely at their own risk and liability.  The TSAP thus makes absolutely no warranties, express or implied, and is not liable for any direct, indirect, special, incidental, consequential, or punitive damages resulting from any act or omission on the part of the reader(s) or others.  Caveat lector.

This is the updated, refined, and abbreviated Part 2.  For the original Part 1, please see here.

What if the cure for COVID-19 already existed, not just recently, but for decades?  What if the death toll past, present, and future could be or have been reduced to a mere tiny fraction of what it is and is predicted to be without it?  What if it was such a game-changer that it would make vaccines and expensive new drugs obsolete, to say nothing of returning very quickly, seamlessly, and fearlessly to the “old normal” that we all miss so much now (that is, if we would have ever even departed from it at all)?  And what if it consisted entirely of relatively safe and cheap generics and nutritional supplements all along?

Sounds too good to be true, right?  Well, apparently it is true after all, despite all the best efforts of hyper-partisan lockdown enthusiasts, Big Pharma, and their government enablers to suppress and sabotage it.  More and more doctors and scientists all over the world are learning about it every day, in fact.

First, let’s define the term “cure” for the purposes of this article.  We do not mean a “silver bullet” type of treatment in the same way that antibiotics single handedly cure bacterial infections, since this type of virus, like the common cold and flu, is really defeated by our bodies’ own immune systems.  Usually that does the job just fine, but clearly not always.  Sometimes it needs a little help from outside.  Thus, we define a “cure” as any treatment protocol that reduces the death rate and/or hospitalization rate dramatically (by at least 50%) compared to no such treatment, and can thus be considered a game-changer.  Anything that can save that many lives and/or free up that many hospital resources would indeed be a game-changer by definition.

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There is in fact already such a certain alternative treatment protocol that has gotten such a bad rap in the mainstream due to grossly improper use (and its infamous guilt by association with certain politicians who promoted it) that some countries and states have even banned it (or at least a key component of it) despite its rather promising effectiveness in saving lives when used early, properly, and under the advice of a qualified physician.  For example, Switzerland briefly banned it and subsequently lifted the ban, effectively creating a natural experiment, and the results speak for themselves in terms of death rates (which rose fourfold during the ban and then dropped back to what they were before the ban when it was lifted).  And the Brazilian state of Para saw death rates plummet after introducing it, while India’s rather low per capita death rate (despite their epidemic being out of control for months) can also perhaps be explained by such treatment.

In fact, it seems to be one of the strongest factors in predicting a country’s (or region’s) per capita death rate, especially after adjusting for the average age of the population.  Meanwhile, the presence or relative stringency of lockdowns generally shows no clear correlation and in fact, within Europe and within the USA, a rather perverse correlation with death rates.

So what is this treatment protocol?  There are several variants, but the one that seems to be the best of all is the one developed and further refined by a group of Swiss doctors, and is as follows in their words:

 

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Treatment protocol

Prophylaxis

  1. Zinc (50mg to 100mg per day)

  2. Quercetin (500mg to 1000mg per day)

  3. Bromhexine (25mg to 50mg per day)

  4. Vitamins C (1000mg) and D (2000 u/d)

Early treatment

  1. Zinc (75mg to 150mg per day)

  2. Quercetin (500mg to 1500mg per day)

  3. Bromhexine (50mg to 75mg per day)

  4. Vitamins C (1000mg) and D (4000 u/d)

Ancillary (prescription only)

  1. Hydr*xychlor*qu*ne (400mg per day)

  2. High-dose vitamin D (1x 100,000 IU)

  3. Azithromycin (up to 500mg per day)

  4. Heparin (usual dosage)

Note: Contraindications for HCQ (e.g. favism or heart disease) must be observed. 

Addendum: Other prescription drugs with first reported successes in the early medical treatment of Covid-19 are ivermectin (read more) and favipiravir (read more).

Their original protocol prior to August 5, 2020 did not include Bromhexine, but that was added due to recently mounting evidence that it is at least as much of a game-changer as HCQ if not more so.  While it is typically used as a mucolytic expectorant for coughs and chest congestion, apparently it can also incidentally prevent the virus from getting into our cells in the first place, thus rendering the virus impotent in the face of treatment.  While Bromhexine is available over the counter (OTC) in most countries worldwide including the UK, EU, Australia, Mexico, and much of Asia, it is unfortunately still not available yet in the USA as the FDA has yet to approve it, so Americans would likely have to stick to the original five-component version for the time being unless they are currently abroad.  That is probably why most Americans have probably never even heard of it.

So how does the whole thing work?  This synergistic cocktail does the following, in their own words, with linked citations:

 

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Mechanisms of action 

Zinc inhibits RNA polymerase activity of coronaviruses and thus blocks virus replication. Hydr*xychl*roqu*ne and quercetin support the cellular absorption of zinc and have additional anti-viral propertiesBromhexine inhibits the expression of the cellular TMPRSS2 protease and thus the entry of the virus into the cell. Azithromycin prevents bacterial superinfections. Heparin prevents infection-related thromboses and embolisms in patients at risk. (See scientific references below). 

See alsoIllustration of the mechanisms of action of HCQ, quercetin and bromhexine

The Swiss doctors do note that early treatment is best, ideally before hospitalization, as is prophylactic use for high-risk and high-exposure persons.  The sooner, the better.  If taken too late, such as when already in critical condition, its usefulness is quite limited.  But even if already hospitalized, better late than never.

So exactly how successful are we talking here?  Again, in their own words: 

Treatment successes

 

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Zinc/HCQ/AZ: US physicians reported an 84% decrease in hospitalization rates, a 50% decrease in mortality rates among already hospitalized patients (if treated early), and an improvement in the condition of patients within 8 to 12 hours. Italian doctors reported a decrease in deaths of 66%.

US physicians also reported a 45% reduction in mortality of hospitalized patients by adding zinc to HCQ/AZ. Another US study reported a rapid resolution of Covid symptoms, such as shortness of breath, based on early outpatient treatment with high-dose zinc.

Bromhexine: Iranian doctors reported in a study with 78 patients a decrease in intensive care treatments of 82%, a decrease in intubations of 89%, and a decrease in deaths of 100%. Chinese doctors reported a 50% reduction in intubations. Bromhexine is a mucolytic cough medication.

Vitamin D: In a Spanish randomized controlled trial (RCT), high-dose vitamine D (100,000 IU) reduced the risk of requiring intensive care by 96%. A large Israeli study found a strong link between vitamin D deficiency and covid-19 severity.

Pretty impressive, right?  Let those numbers sink in for a moment.  Talk about a game-changer!

And if one still needs to be hospitalized, they go on to recommend that ventilators be avoided as much as possible as they tend to be counterproductive, and opt instead for the far less-invasive high-flow nasal cannula (HFNC) to deliver live oxygen therapy.

 

The very most impressive part of all is actually the recently-added Vitamin D component, high bolus doses of which appear to nearly abolish the risk of ICU admission (96% reduction) and death (100% reduction) entirely when given to hospitalized COVID patients.  And lower doses can be also used for prophylaxis and early treatment as well, of course.

(Courtesy of Swiss Policy Research.  Worth reading in full from the original source.)

A word of caution about HCQ:  While it seems to work very well when used early, properly, and under the advice of a qualified physician, that does NOT mean that anyone should just take such heavy artillery willy-nilly.  Ditto for azithromycin or any other antibiotic.  These powerful drugs can have serious side effects when taken improperly, excessively, or when medically contraindicated, which is why they are still prescription-only in most (but not all) countries even after decades of being on the market.  Don’t hoard them either, since plenty of non-COVID patients also depend on these medications as well.  Don’t take (H)CQ with any drug that prolongs the QT interval either. And unless you really, really want to win a Darwin Award, do NOT ingest any fish tank cleaner just because it happens to be related and has a similar name!  When in doubt, stick with Quercetin and zinc, with of course plenty of vitamin C and D as well to further boost the immune system and synergize with the former.

(Quercetin, a naturally occurring plant bioflavonoid found in various foods, is readily available as a nutritional supplement in numerous stores nationwide and worldwide.  The TSAP likes to affectionately call it “Vitamin Q”. And no one would dare to ban that, of course, since doing so would just give the game away at this point.  They’d rather simply ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist.)

And of course, for any critical cases, we know now (through clinical trial and error) that there are always corticosteroids to fall back on as well, particularly dexamethasone, and possibly inhaled ones like budesonide as well.  Their effectiveness in saving lives is apparently good but limited.  Given that they inherently suppress the immune system, they should NOT be given early, only for cases that are bad enough that respiratory support is needed.  That is, steroids are used to quell the dreaded “cytokine storm” of severe inflammation that occurs when the body basically nukes itself in a desperate (and counterproductive) attempt to rid it of the virus.  The fact that it took months to figure that out really speaks volumes.  And it is practically the only thing that both pro-HCQ and anti-HCQ studies seem to agree upon.

(The jury is still out on whether early budesonide use specifically has any additional benefits.)

 

But wait, there’s more.  As of September 9, 2020, there is a new hypothesis, the bradykinin hypothesis, which posits that the main way that COVID-19 kills is via a bradykinin storm rather than a purely cytokine storm, though the two storms are likely intertwined.  If that’s the case, then there are various additional existing drugs that target the renin-angiotensin system (RAS), and it also further strengthens the case for Vitamin D (which can apparently quell both kinds of storms) as a treatment and prophylaxis, for which evidence continues to mount as we speak.

 

There is also another treatment and prophylaxis protocol worth considering by Dr. Shiva Ayyadurai involving Vitamin A and iodine/iodide as well as Vitamins C and D to build up one’s immune system as well.  And this was deduced way back in March!  Please do be careful with Vitamin A though, since unlike with C and D, it is fairly easy to overdose on.  Ditto for Lugol’s iodine solution as well.

 

Bill Sardi also has his own take as well, also recommending Vitamin D and zinc.  He also notes that Glycyrrhizin, found naturally in licorice, is very promising as it has been found to have antiviral properties against many viruses, including the original SARS coronavirus whose RNA is 80% similar to SARS-2, the virus that causes COVID-19.

Also, please note that the TSAP is NOT a Trump-supporting party, in fact we despise him and want him to lose the 2020 election.  But as we know, sometimes a stopped clock can be right twice a day in regards to HCQ, albeit with the truth being a bit more nuanced.  And he could partially and belatedly atone for some of his misdeeds with the simple stroke of his executive pen, namely by passing an emergency use (if not permanent) authorization for the importation, manufacture, and use of Bromhexine.  If countries as strict as the UK and Australia can approve it long ago for OTC use, surely we can do the same over here.  And also, make low-dose HCQ OTC (or at least behind the counter) as well, like several countries already do, perhaps subject to rationing.

(And, of course, Trump can also use the Defense Production Act to force the production and distribution of PPE to hospitals, albeit belatedly, so nurses don’t have to keep reusing PPE.  And then he can go do us all a YUUUGE favor and RESIGN.)

 

Nutrition in general seems to play a key role in who survives COVID and who doesn’t.  And not just Vitamin C and D–there several other important nutrients worth considering as well.  For example, glutathione, and the supplement N-acetylcysteine (NAC), which is a key precursor to glutathione, also seems to have rather promising effects as well.  NAC is also a good liver detox and hangover cure as well, which is probably what it is most famous for.  Selenium, and also EGCG from green tea, look rather promising as well.  A multivitamin supplement containing both selenium and its synergistic “buddy”,  Vitamin E, would likely be good to take daily.  And, of course, as noted earlier in this article, whatever you do, don’t forget the zinc!

In fact, we will go out on a limb and make the following extremely audacious claim:  Had the United States government (as well as other countries) decided instead to avoid lockdowns and shutdowns entirely, let the virus run its course, and simply made all of the aforementioned drugs in this article readily available for free or cheap from the start to all those who needed them, especially for high-risk and high-exposure groups, while also recommending and providing the general population with vitamins C and D, Quercetin, zinc, et al., we would very likely have saved a LOT more lives at a tiny fraction of the cost.  And of course, no collateral damage either.  But that would have made far too much sense, of course.

Thus, the cure has apparently been right under our noses all along.  It is long past time to stop playing politics and put it to good use, ending this nightmare once and for all.  So what are we waiting for?

Stay healthy everyone,

The True Spirit of America Party

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From  RASA VON WERDER:   Satan said to Jesus, 

“I will give you all the Kingdoms of the world & their glory, if you will bow down & worship me.” 

Jesus told him to begone, that one must worship only Our God & him alone should we serve. 

The men who run this world, all the governments, are controlled by a central Shadow Govt, which is the seat of Satan on earth. 

What does it mean to worship the devil, & thereby forfeit our eternal life?  It means to follow the ways of the PATRIARCHAL world, which are materialistic, following the dog-eat-dog rat race, believing in it, wanting to be an important part of it, getting its fame & fortune, & while doing so, ignoring God, ignoring God’s words, ignoring one’s soul. 

These men who run governments do as they are told, & many of them don’t care about eternal life, they are agents of Satan.  They have no love, no conscience, no mercy, no empathy & no redemption. 

As one part of their nefarious schemes, these men have invented various diseases & have spread them to the earth – one of them is ‘Covid19.’  This virus is only the latest in a string of diseases they have unleashed upon us, some deadly, some not so.  AIDS & Ebola are deadly.  They have patents on what they invent, here’s a list I found: 

 

AIDS:  US Patent 5676977  (Tetrasil, its cure, also has a patent that I don’t have on hand) 

HINI (I don’t know what this is):  US Patent 8835624

  SWINE FLU:  US Patent CA2741523 AI   

BSE: (I never heard of this)  US Patent 0070031450  AI 

EBOLA:   US Patent 20120251502 

 ZIKA:  ATTC VR-84 (Rockefeller Foundation) 

SARS:  US Patent  7897744 & 8506968 

 This is not a complete list of what they have invented & spread. 

Consider, they are doing warfare on specific countries they want to destroy {often without cause except wanting to exploit them, Africa for instance} but they are also radiating these diseases into THE ENTIRE WORLD (bar a few allies that are feared, like Saudi Arabia):  They are doing warfare against all of humanity, all people, including the people they are sworn to protect, the people they marshal to go out to war & get hurt & killed.  

Do not get vaccines, don’t vaccinate your babies, it causes autism.  Don’t get any flu, or any other kinds of shots to ‘protect’ you.  And most of all, if you value your life, don’t get microchipped if & when they try to force you.  Might as well be dead.

Trust in God alone.  Don’t trust doctors & nurses except the very few  who understand the alternative point of view.  Even good doctors & nurses are brainwashed. Your life is in your own hands & the hands of God, trust in God alone, pray, & do as She says……………………………………….9-23-20

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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BIG GORILLA COMES CALLING

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BIG GORILLA COMES CALLING 

Sits on my porch

 

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          Have never had a dream like this! I’m at my porch at the house when here comes up from the lane a big gorilla. He walks like a man & has a small waist, other than that, he looks just like the ‘silverbacks’ – huge head, shoulders, arms & legs – I don’t see his back but they call mature males ‘silverbacks’ because the hair on their backs turns silver.

 

          *(GORILLA: Is the lover Jim. This is his ‘lower self’ or instinctive, primitive part. This is his acting on BASIC INSTINCTS, & having FEAR like a wild animal. This might be saying that his behavior has been that of an animal trying to survive, you have to be careful with him because when his fear is aroused he reacts violently. You are trying to acclimate him slowly, get him used to being near you, not to provoke his fear.)*

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          The gorilla strides in purposefully – He reminds me of Shabani, a famous one in Japan who is loved by the ladies because he looks & acts so human.

 

          He walks right up to my porch & parks himself on a railing, which is solid, painted white, it has this decoration that is just like what I have around my doors inside my house, which I had my carpenter fix – they look like Grecian columns on the top, under the cornice. The top of this ‘railing’ or fence is quite wide, plenty of room for a seat – might be two feet wide.

 

          *(PLACE WHERE HE SITS: There are several signs here which say ‘marriage,’ & ‘permanence.’

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          The fact that he arrives – comes to me & ‘purposefully’ says he wants to be with me. The porch, especially the fence where he sits, is white, which says marriage.

 

          The decoration under the top {where he sits} is like that underneath a Grecian column – this would put him as a fixture on top of a column. A column is a SUPPORTING PILLAR so this could be saying he’s a strong fixture here – with me. It seems like it’s only a porch, but there is a reference to this design being INSIDE my house by two of my doors. And so this hearkens to ‘I want to be inside with you, in your house, in a relationship.’)*

 

          What I have to master here is my FEAR. I’ll call him Shabani. I have to be totally RELAXED & not AFRAID. My immediate human reaction is fear, just as I once felt with the bears, but when I habituated the bears, they got over their fear of me & I got over mine.

 

          *(FEAR: What is my fear? It’s of HIM HURTING ME. This says tread slowly, carefully not to FRIGHTEN HIM as he reacts from a primitive instinct of violence. {This is not acted out literally – he does not, in real life, hit anyone or do anything physically violent, but he acts out to me in a REVENGEFUL manner when I did things to make him jealous.} This explains the motive of his brutal actions toward me, the cold heartedness—apparently it is fear based.)*

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          I put great effort into totally relaxing & not being afraid, as that is the KEY to what? To having him here & him NOT HURTING ME while I host his presence. I did try to touch him a couple times – I have to be careful how I do that, one step at a time, slowly, because he might react in a bad way if he’s frightened. When I touched him I felt his nails/claws, don’t want those claws mauling me.

 

          So as we sit here my associates, as they come up, will misunderstand the situation & be eager to kill him because they think he’s dangerous. I particularly see my sister coming up & she’s holding like a basket & in it is a young female, like her child, but a fully-formed human but she’s small enough to be carried like an infant, & I also think she has a gun, which she might instantly point at Shabani & kill him – as she thinks I’m in danger.

 

          I gently but quickly caution her not to shoot him, I am alright with him, he won’t hurt me, I’m acclimating him to be near me. And we are near, close enough, arm’s length – to touch each other. He doesn’t do anything, just sits there like he belongs here.

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          *(SISTER: My pragmatic self. She looks at Lover Jim & his behavior & wants to INSTANTLY END THE RELATIONSHIP – so do my other associates or personalities. They do not want him to hurt or kill me – as a gorilla could do. His appearance as a gorilla also explains his POWER OVER ME IN THE PAST – he had the ability to kill me because I loved him so much & he was cruel, cold & uncaring when he wanted to be. This is a recipe for great harm—people die of broken hearts. And so, all the logical, pragmatic parts of me are thinking of removing him from my life.

 

          But my God Self, the dreamer, has another solution. She has discerned what his behavior is based on – instinctive fear like a wild animal. What does he fear? The same thing I fear – being hurt. He fears my leaving him, not loving him, not caring. When I did stunts to make him jealous this exacerbated his fear & he LASHED OUT from the primitive self, he did not reason it out & do things he should have done, he was like the guy who injures his female when he suspects her of wrong doing. Of course he did this psychologically, not physically.

 

          This dream solves a problem, explains his cruelty. No matter what his behavior, I must not be afraid of him hurting me. I can handle this truth now, as I am no longer in ‘crazy love’ or ‘obsessive’ about him, I am relaxed & becoming more so. Two people cannot both be uptight, anxious & afraid in the relationship – one must be in control, & that one must be me. He is the wild animal, I am the God.

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The dream does portray that he loves me, wants to be with me permanently. Being a ‘silverback’ also bodes the ‘forever’ silver wedding anniversary.)*

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ENOUGH REVENGE?

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HES DRAGGING A CART

 

A man I loved has some heavy baggage.  8-7-20

 

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Interpreted for a friend

 

        There is some sort of date / meeting with my ex-best friend, lawyer Jim. He seems to be well off, in a good social place as we meet – a good catch for marriage.

 

        His Mom is a part of this. I’m talking to her confidentially off to the side, as she sits on a fence of sorts. She feels shaky about the meeting, but I assure her,

 

        “We have to meet to settle this – even if we break up we must meet.”–{Words approx.}

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        She’s thin, dressed in a yellowy with charcoal grey dress like from the old days style, seems WORN OUT– Like people you see in the depression, young parents thin & wrinkled from overwork & poverty. Her hair is medium long, mousy brown/grey.

 

        *(MOTHER: This is his God-self or higher self, his conscience. All his resources have been drained due to his own actions. He’s in a state of neediness & indecision like ‘what do I do next? {re Jane—do I see her or ignore her?}’)*

 

        It’s as if even his God-self is querulous whether we should meet – in real life She would want more than anything for us to get together because it’s the only way he can heal – but this shows his UNREADINESS, UNCERTAINTY, – being ‘on the fence.’)*

 

        Jim is wearing the tweed jacket like the one I had him wear – a sign of affluence.

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        *(LOOKING AFFLUENT, A GOOD CATCH FOR MARRIAGE: This is only his FRONT, we shall see that inside, where people cannot detect, is another story. He is not affluent with joy, he is poor in spirit, an exhausted, drained person who drags a load of baggage behind him, in a pitiful, humiliating condition since or breakup.

 

TWEED JACKET: Symbol of how I dressed him up when I was promoting him, he looked like real class, a GQ gentleman.)*

 

        But now I see him AFTER HOURS in his real condition – the face he showed in the day was a front. In other words, when I was pursuing him, loving him, he appeared as a GREAT SUCCESS—now he’s this.

 

He is dragging a cart like the one I have {that I have DISCARDED} but 2.5 times as big, made of criss cross metal, beige, full of unknown things. It’s HEAVY & he must drag it – I thought he had a HIGH PAYING JOB but his real work is dragging this cart each night laboriously, & it pays little. This job of his is HUMILIATING, not a lawyer but a cart-dragging grunt job. There are ropes around him to drag it. He is PITIFUL.

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        *(CART, HEAVY, DRAGGING, PITIFUL, HUMILIATING:   This is Big Lover’s condition WITHOUT YOU.

 

        The things in his cart don’t look heavy – they’re similar to the see-through boxes you were putting into your hair – they are physically light but this is saying the BURDEN is PSYCHOLOGICAL & IT’S DREARY.

 

        He is burdened by the fact HE HAS LOST YOU. This is shown in the criss cross pattern of the cart – crossing out your liaison, this he is DRAGGING the way Marley {in Scrooge} dragged his CHAINS in the next life – the burdens HE HIMSELF CREATED IN LIFE by his sins.

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        Apparently Lover knows he did wrong in the way he treated you – you brought him all good – he chose the way of the devil; evil, sin & drugs & this is WEIGHING ON HIS CONSCIENCE, HE’S FEELING GUILT & REMORSE. That is his BAGGAGE, the heavy load one carries not physically but psychological, spiritual heaviness. One cannot enter heaven, or one cannot FLY with their soul into Heaven by the weight of their sins. {In the Egyptian Book of the Dead the soul is on a scale, on the other side of which is a feather. If it weighs more than the feather it cannot enter Heaven.}

 

YOU DISCARDED YOUR CART similar to this. This says you gave up the attachment, obsession re your relationship with Lover – his cart or baggage is 2.5 times as big, so much for his saying you were the bad guy chasing him all over town while he was trying to stay away from you.

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COLOR, BEIGE, SORT OF GOLDENY: The cart tells many details, one being in its color. This gives up that he still loves you, is in love, that’s why it’s so heavy, humiliating, & pays little. He’s getting little profit of love from you—‘being paid little for a lot of humiliating work.’

 

Before, he was a LAWYER, a CLASS ACT when you were together, when you held him in high esteem, he received a lot of PROFIT from you loving him – you held him up before all his friends, the world, with your projects concerning him. Part of the respect was WHO YOU ARE – A celebrity among nobodies. He felt like a big deal – his friends also thought he was. Now no one gives him any accolades, except the drug users & losers on Face Book, losers like himself, all holding each other up, praising one another for doing their insignificant music – music which will never go anywhere, but they’re all in the same boat, all trying but getting nowhere, never will get anywhere, all deluded, all giving one another ‘likes’ & saying how HOT the work is, all HUMORING ONE ANOTHER.

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Not so when you worked for him, praised him, actually had him on the way to stardom—he negated all you did for him, accused you of ‘exploiting’ him—thwarted your plans, your love, your hopes & dreams. Opted for a DRUG ENABLER, thought he’d take revenge on you refusing him sex – not speaking to you for a long while, thinking he didn’t need you, he’d be a star through his music—{no such possibility, never will be.}

 

Now years have gone by. He’s done nothing but drug himself & churn out the same music with his homo ‘producer’. He’s been doing this same deal for eleven years & not got anywhere; you’d think he’d learn? He’s still expecting the big time – magical thinking – that by some miracle Sony will see his songs, contact him, a lucrative contract, fame & fortune. He doesn’t have the slightest idea how show biz works or how to make it, the years are ticking by, since he rejected me has been 5 years – he’s gotten not one inch further, never will, he’s had his revenge, has it been sweet? This is the BAGGAGE he’s dragging, with the ROPES on him; he’s ATTACHED to this burden, this pain, this LOST OPPORTUNITY.)*    

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        As for me I am preparing my hair. It’s too flat on top, I am adding some sort of like see-through boxes filled with hair clips, like what I have where I keep this stuff, three such boxes, but my friends say this is wrong. Then I try some sort of pale yellow puffy material with white puffs, to add to the top of my hair to build it up – that isn’t right either.

 

        *(PUFFING UP MY HAIR ARTIFICIALLY: These are things similar to the baggage Lover is dragging. I’m asking if I did wrong by stopping our meetings – should I feel guilty? The answer is no, you did the right thing, don’t add this to your mind.)*   

 

        Earlier in the week had dreams of frustration, not being able to find where I put my white Caddy & not being able to get on the right road. I wanted to reach the city, there was a specific thing I had to do there, but when I set off I ended up on a road way into the country.

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        *(FRUSTRATION DREAMS: These are the lack of getting together with Big Lover, whatever way he’s portrayed, to start our relationship / marriage.)*

 

        Earlier there was also a dream about Lover as Pablo, a lowlife Cretan—he wanted us to get together & enter this POND which looks beautiful at first, like a paradise, but then turns into a black whirlpool.

 

        *(PARADISE INTO BLACK WHIRLPOOL: This is when Lover uses me like a whore—he wants to do this again. The sex seems like paradise, but his ignoring me until the next time is Hell. He treats his drug enabler like the real wife, me like I’m nothing.)*

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        OPEN LETTER TO MY LOVER BOY:

 

        So you see I am spying on you. I can read your mind, I know how you feel. You can’t hide from me, you are vulnerable.

        One question looms—have you had enough revenge? You wanted to hurt me for everything – every little thing I did to make you jealous instead of changing your ways & being right, you decided to hurt me twice as bad. You succeeded – then – it doesn’t hurt any more.

        It doesn’t hurt because I grew spiritually, I overcame my desperation for you, I lifted myself out of it by the grace of God. But you didn’t. You are still hurting, & hurting badly. You are feeling remorse, regret, grief at what you lost. You thought you wouldn’t lose anything when you pushed me out, but you lost the entire good God sent to you.

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        What did you hope to gain? Applause from a bunch of homies – all losers, many druggies, none of them is a success or a high roller, they are small potatoes in a small town – where I found you & hoped to elevate you to the top note.

 

        You had delusions that with this homo producer you’d become a star. Are you one inch closer? Who’s listening? And I might add, I’m listening. Your songs have deteriorated. They no longer have meaning & emotion. When you were with me you hit the high notes, now your songs have sunk into what? Not sure how to explain. A dreary nothingness. The life has gone out of you & so your songs.

 

        Have you had enough revenge? I ask again. It isn’t hurting me any more. You praised your drug enabler, made her your wife. You put her out there as your one & only, me as a nothing – no praise, no thanks, nothing for me.

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        Your revenge is on you. What you did to hurt me hurts you. I am over it, I have moved on. Getting back my energy, my stardom, my self respect – so many things you drained me of, you & your demons.

 

        Do I hate you? Not at all. I pity you & you are forgiven as if you did nothing wrong. I will still help you but you have to come to me, ask for help. You have to get off the drugs, but you cannot do it with the enabler, she’s as bad as you – your parents are in the same boat.

 

        Do I need you in my life, like I did before? No, but you need me. Where will you get without me? Who will help you? There is no one near you or around you who can help in any way – they all need help, it’s the blind with the blind. You’re lost, they’re if not lost, just regular ordinary folk with nothing on their resume. They will not be in history books, they will be forgotten—the same fate calls you if you stay where you are.

 

!!!9@111!!

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SWEDEN WAS RIGHT ON COVID

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WHY SWEDEN WAS RIGHT ON COVID

 

FROM AJAX THE GREAT

 

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We are sleeping with the enemy.  It is warfare not against any country any more, it is the people – any people.

 

The policy in Sweden (which I had generally been rooting for all along) was to NOT do a lockdown at all, keep nearly everything open, and basically let the virus run its course (thus allowing herd immunity to develop) in the general population while also protecting the most vulnerable members of society.  There were some very modest restrictions to “flatten the curve” a bit, such as banning gatherings over 500 people (later cut down to 50), and (belatedly) banning visitors to nursing homes, but everything else was just voluntary recommendations. And not only did they not require masks anywhere, they actually advised against them since they regarded masks as a false sense of security (the latter claim I am not sure if I agree with).  

 

And while like many countries Sweden did make some regrettable mistakes along the way (particularly with their nursing homes in the earliest-hit areas), which they at least owned up to, their general light-touch policy ultimately paid off in the long run, being virtually virus-free now, with a cumulative per capita death toll still significantly lower than their lockdown counterparts of the UK, Belgium, Spain, Italy, or the ten worst states of the USA.  And the Swedish second city of Malmo, who actually did a great job protecting their nursing homes, boasts a lower death rate than even Copenhagen, Denmark.  

!!!9@!!! 

We can all learn a lot from Sweden and their moderate mitigation strategy.  

 

Interestingly, Belarus also had an even laxer policy overall than Sweden, and one of the mildest outbreaks in the world in terms of death rates.     End from Ajax the Great

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RESPONSE FROM RASA VON WERDER  

 

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They keep us under control by paying salaries to people – they get the salaries from our taxes – These are the people like military, police, bureaucrats, doctors, teachers, researchers, elected officials, etc.  These are then told what to do to us, what to think, how to act, how to make us do things.  

 

Do you wonder WHY Sweden had a policy different from any other country? Does it make you take note that they are NEUTRAL when it comes to WAR? They are outside the WAR ZONE & war machinery of the way the rest of the world is under the power of the WAR MONGERS?

 

          And so, not being under the due influence of the war machinery this says they are able to act outside this system, they are not under its intimidation, they make righteous, pro-human decisions, policies. But what of the rest of the world?

 

         The rest of the world is being ruled by the SHADOW GOVT, sometimes called ‘Illuminati,’ but they are much worse than the people imagine –more deadly, demonic & more ill-intentioned than any human can imagine.

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          This is the throne of Satan – “Satan is the Prince of this World” Jesus said – so it was thousands of years ago, so it is today. My watchword is “Satan rules the world, & he works through men,”—this is Patriarchy, why we work for Matriarchy.

 

          This system, well, let’s say Satan, what Satan & his co-workers want for the human race: He wants UTTER DESTRUCTION. He has NO REDEEMING QUALITY. He is PURE EVIL & what he wants is to control humans, bring them into sin, have them lose their souls & enter Hell for all eternity.

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          This is what Patriarchy does: removes the LOVE out of life, albeit slowly, sneakily, covertly, but that is his intention. It’s done by taking away human rights, undoing all the good that has been done – like undermining the Constitution & all just laws, replacing all that is good with subhuman, cruel laws & policies, stripping people away from all their dignity, self worth, self determination—removing from us all that is righteous, filled with love, kindness, forgiveness, & replacing it with all that is demonic – SLOWLY BUT SURELY YOU SEE THEM ATTEMPTING TO TAKE AWAY ALL HUMAN RIGHTS, ALL JUST LAWS & ALL LOVE FROM OUR WORLD.

 

          This Shadow Govt creates all the wars, the terrorism & all the new-fangled diseases on the planet. It’s not any longer Illuminati against Communists, Asians or Muslims, it is Illuminati, as it has always been, AGAINST ALL PEOPLE, AS SATAN IS, SO GOES ILLUMINATI.

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The patriarchs / demonics bit by bit remove the love out of everything in our world, thereby removing the ‘salt from the earth’ & making it unpalatable

          You wonder how this group of ‘persons’ infused by this spirit of the dark world can operate – by paying people off. By simply giving salaries to ignorant, benighted soldiers, sailors, police, govt officials, doctors & lawyers – researchers, any number of people in charge of others – simply PAYING THEM SALARIES, then IMPOSING THEIR POLICIES ON THEM, MAKING THEM OBEY FOR LARGE OR SMALL SUMS OF MONEY, & thereby they hold the rest of humanity IN THRALLDOM. Yes, this is how we are ENSLAVED BY SATAN, like poor factory farm animals, we are kenneled, controlled, bullied, intimidated & forced to do things we don’t want to do – top of which is PAY OBSCENE SUMS OF MONEY TO TAXES. 

 These  diseases are manufactured & spread by them – it is biowarfare against the people.  They created aids, ebola, sars & this – all the new esoteric diseases.  They  created & spread them, they have patents on them, they have the remedies patented & they do all this to create mayhem, destabilization, fear & insecurity to the people.  I met doctors who are paid to research how the diseases are doing – they do it all with our tax money, destroy us with our tax money.

          By Guru Rasa Von Werder     8-7-20 

 

We have a right to be mad 

 

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   from AJAX THE GREAT again

Thank you very much, Rasa.  Very well-said overall.  You make a great point about how neutral countries like Sweden are not prone to the same tendencies as the war-mongers, hence their logically different approach to COVID-19 as well.  Iceland too. Though that other famously neutral European country that starts with “S”, Switzerland, did do a lockdown at first, they reopened quicker than most other countries and ahead of their own schedule too.  Speaking of which, I found a great site related to the latter country:

https://swprs.org/a-swiss-doctor-on-covid-19/

https://swprs.org/on-the-treatment-of-covid-19/

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Indeed, these COVID lockdowns and related machinations in most countries and subnational entities (including the USA) do have all the fingerprints of the demonic patriarchy (and shadow government) all over them.  And that is certainly no coincidence! 

 

RASA SAYS:   AJAX THE GREAT REALLY KNOWS WHAT HE’S TALKING ABOUT.  HIS RESEARCH IS TOP NOTCH.  SUCH A GREAT CONTRIBUTION TO THE WORK OF MOTHER GOD!

 

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