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“The Edge” Movie Review

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Movie Review of “The Edge” 1-6-21

starring Sir Anthony Hopkins & Alec Baldwin with Elle MacPherson

“Following a plane crash in Alaska’s wilderness, a wealthy intellectual and the fashion

photographer who covets his wife must rely on each other for survival.”

from Rasa Von Werder

 

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One of the most amazing SuperHero movies, the fantasy of a male writer imagining himself as one. In the beginning you have this average looking BILLIONAIRE who has the most beautiful wife on earth – all he wants to do is READ & gather info – he apparently has a photographic memory as he ‘knows everything’. The hotel owner tries to trick him with a question, but he foils him; knows the secret answer. He’s quiet, shy, not imposing, not aggressive, not anything. I was wondering ‘where is this guys claim to fame, he’s the star.’ It is shown to us that naturally EVERYONE WANTS HIM FOR HIS MONEY, including the hotel owner who presents a ‘proposition’ – he doesn’t get mad, just walks away, he’s virtuous. Remember that word, ‘virtuous’ – it will factor in greatly……

Now Alec Baldwin is a photographer featuring his wife – wow is she stunning – who decides they must find this INDIAN CHIEF who is somewhere 80 miles away, they must go get him as the model with the wife. The plot thickens. They (he & a young black guy with dreds) invite Anthony to go with them on this adventure – for some reason, I guess he likes adventure, he accepts. Now in a dramatic scene, the plane crashes & into the water. Alec escapes quickly but Anthony has to cut the black man out of his harness & they both emerge. Then off they go, hoping to find their way home but the two young guys are skittish, negative & confused. Anthony remains POSITIVE, wise & reassuring the entire time. He gives his knife to the dred-man, to make a spear, who quickly gives himself a bad wound on the thigh. Anthony binds him up, then to his alarm, sees his bloody socks hanging on a branch, Anthony screams that he told them to bury these – as the BLOOD could attract a bear – but IT’S TOO LATE. A huge Kodiak comes upon them, after the dred-man, Anthony & Alec try to ward him off with torches, but it’s impossible, you see the bear tearing the poor boy limb to limb, all the others can do is run for their lives……..

 

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Days pass, they try fires, all kinds of adventures, they are starving, cold rain hits, a helicopter comes overhead but misses them……The bear is stalking them & in an improbable situation devised by Anthony they trap him with spears, the bear gets impaled on one, Anthony has the COURAGE OF ST. GEORGE WITH THE DRAGON – now they have food for weeks if needed & fur to wrap themselves in…..By chance they come upon a cabin on stilts, it’s quite wonderful. Inside Alec finds a rifle, lots of bullets. Anthony knows Alec wants to kill him for the wife – he’s been saying it all along. Anthony finds some proof where his wife ordered a watch for Alec engraved with ‘thanks for all the nights.’ OK, Alec makes Anthony go outside, where he’ll shoot him in the back, but instead of turning around, Anthony take some steps toward him. As Alec backs up, he falls into a BEAR HOLE with huge spikes on the bottom – he’s impaled. Now comes the biggest hero part. Anthony turns out to be ANOTHER JESUS CHRIST. Instead of leaving his traitor, would-be assassin in the hole, he FORGIVES HIM, gets in there, gets him off the spike & binds him up, then drags him into the open where a helicopter finally finds them. While Anthony is drawing the attention of the copter, he looks back at Alec, who is dead…..

They get back to the hotel where a hundred people await. The wife is still pretending, Anthony gives her Alec’s watch with the engraving about the ‘nights.’ No recrimination, no revenge, no nothing. This is a superhero of spiritual proportions – saving someone at his own peril, killing a Grizzly bear, forgiving his killer, forgiving his wife, enduring all hardships with aplomb – yes, another Superman for all of us to admire. No man is like that, the one who wrote it imagines himself to be this person, but don’t sweat, you meet a man like this only in your dreams. It’s a good story………………..

 

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About the Grizzly encounters – I wrote these comments as well as the review on the You tube presentation:

My You tube account is under my show biz name

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I’m on 58:00 & this is well done. The plane crash was dramatic, then the bear. The got away but made a mistake. The three of them, one was hurt & the guys did not listen to Anthony & bury his bloody socks – the smell of blood brought back the huge Kodiak bear. He got the wounded guy – the other guys tried with a fire stick to stop him but could not. So far, well done, not what I expected. Yes Anthony is a good actor……………………..

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OK their battle with the bear is dramatic but truthfully unrealistic. They kill him with spears. They have OUTRUN him several times which is impossible because you cannot outrun a bear, even a black bear can run 40 miles an hour. So to kill a Grizzly, two guys with two sharpened sticks, OK it’s just a movie. The bear with one swipe would have knocked their entire bodies over, spear & all, knocked them unconscious. According to this the spear got lodged between rocks & the bear impaled itself on it. OK, nice fantasy for them, not the poor bear. The bear was ‘stalking’ them this ALMOST NEVER happens in real life. I have seen dozens of documentaries of humans going through the wilderness with the biggest Kodiak bears around, not one was stalked. It happens like once in many years. In Alaska I think 3 humans were killed in the last 100 years by Grizzlies. And it doesn’t make sense that the bear had just killed & presumably eaten the other guy – that would have taken him days to consume the entire body, but here he is after a day stalking them, like he has a grudge. Not realistic but OK, it’s a movie……………………..

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Satan Rules Through Men

Satan Rules Through Men 

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Catherine Austin Fitts SAID A LOT but there was a lot she didn’t say nor explain. She seems to think that everyone knows her PREVIOUS TEACHINGS & ASSUMES people – such as myself – knows things we never heard of. And so, she moves on WITHOUT EXPLAINING DETAILS of subjects she is EXPERT in {director of HUD} but others NEVER HEARD ABOUT. And so, a lot of times I am left WONDERING what did she actually say?

https://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/2021/01/best-explanation-yet-of-technocrats.html?showComment=1609773668618#c5345893475174916309

 if the link doesn’t work,  try putting in the name:  True Spirit of the American

Party

 https://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/

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FRIENDS:   I, Rasa, have included some links here that did not come out.  I don’t know how to fix them.  If you want to know more about these subjects, check ‘Bohemian Grove’ & ‘Bilderbergers’ on the internet.

If you want to know more about the New York Blood Bank & creation of Ebola & torture of chimps, put New York Blood Bank, chimpanzees, experiments, hepatitis on You tube & elsewhere.

If you want to know more about the party, the last link on bottom, go to Sons of Liberty Website or The Washington Standard Website.  The party was in  Quebec. It was posted today, Jan 5, 2021

When I speak of ESOTERIC SUBJECTS that I KNOW A LOT ABOUT, such as mystical theology, dream interpretation or some aspects of psychology, I often go into DETAILS of what I mean, ASSUMING most people don’t know – I even DEFINE certain words because people don’t always have the VOCABULARY on these issues. But she doesn’t do that. Her cameraman with the big teeth keeps smiling & saying things where it is OBVIOUS he DOES NOT UNDERSTAND HER. She chuckles & acts like what she’s saying is obvious & of course he understands.

She gives VALUABLE INFORMATION but other things she LEAVES OUT. She completely IGNORES the issue of IT IS MEN doing these things – Patriarchy vs Matriarchy, {my take on that is “SATAN RULES THE WORLD & HE WORKS THROUGH MEN.”} She acts like it’s JUST PEOPLE – Who we CANNOT IDENTIFY. She says we look into a mirror & see ourselves, they see us, but we don’t see them. And yet, it’s been known since forever it is the RICH & POWERFUL – You can name names – who are in charge, the Rockefellers, DuPonts, Rothschilds, Ford Foundation folks, accomplices such as Henry Kissinger. She could at least say ‘those we all know are the trillionaires, who control the great corporations, foundations.’ Those who meet at:

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Bohemian Grove – Wikipedia n.wikipedia.org › wiki › Bohemian_Grove
Bohemian Grove is a restricted 2,700-acre (1,100 ha) campground at 20601 Bohemian Avenue, in Monte Rio, California, United States, belonging to a private San Francisco–based gentlemen’s club known as the Bohemian Club. … Bohemian Club members can schedule private day-use events at the Grove any time it is not …..

*** Rasa says: It is HERE that the next President of the US is chosen, as well as other leaders, it is a DEMONIC enclave, & NO WOMEN ARE INVITED. There is demon worship & rampant homosexuality during the proceedings. ***

and also:
Bilderberg Conference 2019: What happens in the secretive meet of the world’s most powerful people?

RASA SAYS: IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO IS RULING US, THE SHADOW GOVT, READ THIS; YOU WILL GET NAMES & ORGANIZATIONS. YOU WILL KNOW WHO SATAN WORKS THROUGH, WHO IS TAKING AWAY THE RIGHTS OF THE PEOPLE & TRYING TO WHOLESALE DESTROY US – USE US UP {THROUGH TAXES ETC} OR KILL US.

You probably have never heard of them, and there’s a good reason for it. For 66 years the Bilderberg Conference, an unofficial conclave of the Western world’s 100 most powerful people, has been meeting in secluded places under a complete media blackout. Invitees usually are from business, politics, intelligence and defense, with a smattering of newspaper editors who are sworn not to reveal who said what at the conference. On June 4, 2019, they concluded their 67th meeting in Montreux, Switzerland.

RASA SAYS: NOTICE THE DEVIL WORKS IN SECRET. AS CATHERINE AUSTIN FITTS SAID – THEY SEE US, WE DON’T SEE THEM. WELL – READ & YOU SEE THEM. WE HAVE AN ALTERNATIVE MEDIA, ACCESS IT. BESIDES THIS, STUDY WHAT DAVID ICKE SAYS, LOOK UP MORE ON BOHEMIAN GROVE & BILDERBERGS, TRILATERAL CONFERENCE. EACH NEW LEAD, NEW NAME, WILL TAKE YOU FURTHER DOWN ‘THE RABBIT HOLE’ WHERE THEY HIDE.

 

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The security at these annual gatherings should give you an idea of how powerful the invitees are: air force jets fly overhead, commandoes ring the outer perimeter, and the local police are known to rough up anyone coming close to the conference venue.

Officially, the Bilderbergs do not exist. Only once in their history, after being harried by a small group of non-mainstream journalists, they were forced to issue a statement, saying they needed an off-the-record meeting to talk freely, without media distraction. But because these are the same people who meet regularly at Davos and G-8, what exactly are they talking about in hermetically sealed resorts?

These are not just any rich and influential people, they are the richest and most powerful people on the planet. Among the members of this club are George W. Bush, Bill Clinton, Paul Wolfowitz (former World Bank president and the godfather of the Iraq War), Henry Kissinger (who got the Nobel Peace Prize soon after he authorized chemical warfare against Vietnam), Tony Blair (best known for lying about Iraqi weapons of mass destruction), European royalty, CIA directors past and present, directors of the British secret service MI6, and other such characters.

This year’s invitees included Microsoft CEO Satya Nadella, US Secretary of State Mike Pompeo, Donald Trump’s son-in-law Jared Kushner, Pentagon generals, NATO Secretary General Jens Stoltenberg, German Defence Minister Ursula von der Leyen and the British and Danish intelligence chiefs, Jeremy Fleming and Lars Findsen.

You get the picture. This is a club of people who want to preserve Western supremacy ad infinitum.

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Born in the CIA

American Pulitzer Prize-winning author and columnist Kai Bird, writes in the book, ‘The Making of the American Establishment’: In late 1952, Retinger went to America to try the idea out on his American contacts. Among others, he met David Rockefeller, the late Chairman of the Rockefeller family-controlled Chase Manhattan Bank, and Bedell Smith, then director of the CIA. After Retinger explained his proposal, Smith said, “Why the hell didn’t you come to me in the first place?”

Backed by endless supplies of CIA cash, on May 29, 1954, the first conference was held in the Hotel de Bilderberg (hence the name), a secluded hotel in Holland, near the German border.

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Desperate situation

Soviet expansion, the emergence of China, India and other former colonies as independent countries, and the bickering between Europeans and Americans worried many in the West. How could the West get back in the game?

A University of Huddersfield, England, review of British intelligence operations mentions the central role played by MI6 assets like Josef Retinger, a Polish fixer and drifter, who saw the need for a high-powered “talking-shop” to ease tension between British and American groups over Cold War disputes.

Retinger knew no politician would back his plans, so in 1952 he approached a former Nazi SS officer, Prince Bernhard of the Netherlands, and asked him to serve as honorary head of the organisation. After establishing a small European committee, Retinger and Bernhard turned their attention to the United States (US).

Born in the CIA

American Pulitzer Prize-winning author and columnist Kai Bird, writes in the book, ‘The Making of the American Establishment’: In late 1952, Retinger went to America to try the idea out on his American contacts. Among others, he met David Rockefeller, the late Chairman of the Rockefeller family-controlled Chase Manhattan Bank, and Bedell Smith, then director of the CIA. After Retinger explained his proposal, Smith said, “Why the hell didn’t you come to me in the first place?”
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MORE ON BOHEMIAN GROVE from Wikipedia:

The Bohemian Club’s all-male membership includes artists and musicians, as well as many prominent business leaders, government officials, former U.S. presidents, senior media executives, and people of power.[3][4] Members may invite guests to the Grove. Guests may be invited to the Grove for either the “Spring Jinks” in June or the main July encampment. Bohemian Club members can schedule private day-use events at the Grove any time it is not being used for Club-wide purposes, and they are allowed at these times to bring spouses, family, and friends, although female and minor guests must be off the property by 9 or 10 pm.[5]

 

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RASA SAYS: ALL MALE MEMBERSHIP. FEMALES & MINOR GUESTS CAN BE INVITED BUT MUST BE OFF THE PROPERTY BY 9 OR 10 PM. WHY? SO THEY CAN DO THEIR HOMOSEXUAL JINX & THEIR SECRET WORLD-DESTROYING POLICIES.

After 40 years of membership, the men earn “Old Guard” status, giving them reserved seating at the Grove’s daily talks, as well as other perquisites. Former U.S. president Herbert Hoover was inducted into the Old Guard on March 19, 1953; he had joined the club exactly 40 years previously.[6] Redwood branches from the Grove were flown to the Waldorf Astoria Hotel in New York City, where they were used to decorate a banquet room for the celebration. In his acceptance speech, Hoover compared the honor of the “Old Guard” status to his frequent role as veteran counselor to later presidents.[7]

The Club motto is “Weaving Spiders Come Not Here,” which implies that outside concerns and business deals (networking) are to be left outside. When gathered in groups, Bohemians usually adhere to the injunction, although discussion of business often occurs between pairs of members.[2] Important political and business deals have been developed at the Grove.[5] The Grove is particularly famous for a Manhattan Project planning meeting that took place there in September 1942, which subsequently led to the atomic bomb. Those attending this meeting included Ernest Lawrence, J. Robert Oppenheimer, the S-1 Executive Committee heads, such as the presidents of Harvard, Yale, and Princeton, along with representatives of Standard Oil and General Electric as well as various military officials. At the time, Oppenheimer was not an S-1 member, although Lawrence and Oppenheimer hosted the meeting.[8] Grove members take particular pride in this event and often relate the story to new attendees.[2]

RASA SAYS: THE MEN ARE ESPECIALLY PROUD OF STARTING HERE THE CREATION OF THE ATOM BOMB – THEIR POWER TO BLITZ THE ENTIRE PLANET WITH KILLING & RADIATION, TO MAKE THE WORLD BARREN FOR HUNDREDS OR THOUSANDS OF YEARS. THIS IS SATAN WORKING THROUGH MEN.

Other behavior at the campground has led to numerous claims and even some parody in popular culture. One example was former president Richard Nixon’s comments from a May 13, 1971 recording that: “The Bohemian Grove, which I attend from time to time—it is the most faggy goddamned thing you could ever imagine.

RASA SAYS: AS I SAID BEFORE, WHEN MEN GET TOGETHER, THERE IS MEGA-HOMOSEXUALITY. IF THEY COULD GET RID OF US ENTIRELY, THEY WOULD DO IT {MANY OF THEM, NOT ALL OF COURSE, I AM SPEAKING OF THE RULING DEMONIC MEN}. THEY CAN HAVE SEX WITH EACH OTHER – THESE ARE THE ONE THIRD OF MEN WHO ‘FELL FROM HEAVEN,’ ANGELS TURNED INTO DEMONS, IN THE MYTH. THESE ARE THE MEN THAT ARE HAVING SEX WITH BOY CHILDREN, HOPING TO TURN THEM ALL GAY, FORCING SEX ON THEM TO TURN THEM AGAINST WOMEN. {BOYS AUTOMATICALLY ARE ATTRACTED TO OLDER WOMEN, LIKE THEIR MOMS, & WERE IT NOT FOR THE INTERFERENCE OF THESE DEMON/PEDOPHILES, MOST YOUNG MEN WOULD BE WITH OLDER WOMEN FOR THE START OF THEIR SEXUAL EDUCATION & DEVELOPMENT.}

SEE THE AMAZINGLY BRAVE KAY GRIGGS ON WHAT GOES ON IN THE MILITARY, SEX WISE. SHE TELLS IT ALL.

Women Not Allowed, Court Forces Them to Hire Women – but the Grove forces them to leave before dark

In 1978, the Bohemian Club was charged with discrimination by the California Department of Fair Employment and Housing over its refusal to hire women employees. In January 1981, an administrative law judge issued a decision supporting the practices of the Club, noting that club members at the Grove “urinate in the open without even the use of rudimentary toilet facilities” and that the presence of females would alter club members’ behavior.[40] However, the judge’s decision was overruled by the State Fair Employment and Housing Commission, which on October 17, 1981, ordered the Club to begin recruiting and hiring women as employees.[41

RASA SAYS: OK THERE YOU HAVE IT AGAIN. IN ORDER FOR SATAN TO DO HIS THING, HE CANNOT HAVE WOMEN INVOLVED OR EVEN WITNESS WHAT THEY DO. WOMEN ARE THE ABSOLUTE ENEMY OF SATAN, WHO WORKS THROUGH MEN. YES, THERE ARE SOME TOKEN WOMEN HERE & THERE, THEY ARE ‘DICKS IN SKIRTS,’ THEY ARE SOLD OUT TO THE DEMONIC PATRIARCHY. BUT OVERALL, YOU CANNOT GET WOMEN TO STEAL, KILL & DESTROY AS DO MEN.

IT ISN’T THAT THEY JUST WANT TO ‘HAVE FUN’ WITH EACH OTHER’S BODIES. THEY WANT TO DO MAYHEM. THIS IS WHERE THEY DECIDE WORLD POLICIES & THEIR PUPPET LEADERS, IF YOU DON’T COOPERATE WITH THEM, YOU CANNOT BE PRESIDENT, PRIME MINISTER OR PREMIER OR WHATEVER HEADS A COUNTRY. THEY DECIDE WHO TO KILL, TODAY, WITH BIOWARFARE.

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Rasa continues: They created AIDS with a 500 million dollar grant from Congress in 1971. They, under the UN’s World Health Organization {the same entity that wants to inject all of us for ConVid} with the Smallpox Vaccine, inoculated MILLIONS of Africans to make them sick & kill them SO THEY COULD TAKE AWAY THEIR LAND. This type of AIDS was created TO STICK TO THE BLACK GENOME, THROUGH THE VAGINA.

They also introduced AIDS into the US, another strain, that sticks to anal tissue, & injected 1200 gays with it, under an ‘experimental’ vaccine – all of whom died.

Later the New York Blood Bank created Ebola & on the day the discovery of Ebola was announced they closed their laboratory:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfDFuN2Klb8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8z5VVCqnC2g

 

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THE MOVIE – I HAVE NOT SEEN IT YET:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FvZKT83Zt0

In the videos I have seen they all say this institution was looking to create a ‘hepatitis vaccine’ but THAT IS A LIE. THEY CREATED EBOLA. THE DAY THE DISCOVERY OF EBOLA WAS ANNOUNCED, THEY ABANDONED THE PREMISES, THEIR WORK WAS FINISHED. THIS IS BIOWARFARE.

What Satan is doing, what he has done, what his objectives are:

*** He – they the demons DO ALL THE TERRORISM. Oklahoma Bombing, NY Trade Center 911, the Boston Marathon Massacre, all the SCHOOL SHOOTINGS- they do it all. Much of the time they take innocent, foolish, maladjusted, disoriented, retarded or disturbed individuals to do it. They work with other people to influence, brainwash, train, orchestrate the terrorism through one or more individuals. Their purpose? Demons love evil, violence & pain. Demons love sin. And demons want to keep the human population SCARED, DEPENDENT of a government to ‘protect’ them. But they are the perpetrators.

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*** Second, they have created all the NEW DISEASES. I know the history that started with AIDS, don’t know what they did before that. Maybe they caused the world wide flu pandemic of WWI, that might have been the start. I know they created Ebola, Sars & by intuition, by their pattern, know they created & spread CONvid. The purpose is to STEAL, KILL, DESTROY, to put Marshall Law or a police state on us, to control us to use us as FACTORY FARM ANIMALS or SLAVES. Take away our rights, make us work, pay mega mega taxes, get the cops after us if we break their rules – imprison us or put rules on us that render us broke & desperate. They have CONCENTRATION CAMPS READY INCLUDING UNDERGROUND ONES WITH SUPER-HOT OVENS TO EVAPORATE PEOPLE.  (It was suggested by Henry Kissinger that if you put the temp to 2,500K the bodies will evaporate & won’t jam up the Nazi ovens.  And they gave him the Peace Prize.  This world is TRULY DEMONIC RUN BY DEMONICS.)

*** Third, they want to fukk our finances so we can’t buy & sell without their permission. This subject is out of my league, how they are doing it, I’m only beginning to research this. If anyone is an expert, comment on it. But they want a cashless society, like everyone says, so basically they can minotor, control our spending like through cards they control or whatever they do. Why control? So they can SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF US, use us up, like Simon LeGree said he was going to WORK HIS SLAVES TO DEATH.

We are not allowed freedom, NO LOVE, no gatherings, no recreation, no nothing. They get it all – all the money, all the ‘fun,’ “The Kingdoms of the World & Their Glory”. They do it all, we get to suffer. That is their aim. But there are only like 20K or so of them at the top while there are 6 billion of us below – they are SCARED TO DEATH people will find out what they are doing, resist, refuse to cooperate, then they’d be sunk. So do all you can to spread the word. Do all you can to resist their schemes. Do not get vaccines nor allow anyone you care for to get them, first step. Other than that, read my last article that speaks about what to do.

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INNOCENT PARTY INVADED BY POLICE

Another video that shows mind-blowing tyranny now forced by our police states: A gathering in Quebec of more than six people to celebrate New Year. A neighbor calls police & then this:

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Oligarchs’ And Technocrats’ “Great Reset”

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Best Explanation Yet Of The Oligarchs’ And Technocrats’ “Great Reset”

from Ajax the Great

 

 

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In case you didn’t know the real reasons behind the oligarchs’/technocrats’ so-called “Great Reset“, please see this eye-opening video by the ever-insightful Catherine Austin Fitts.  Spoiler alert:  it isn’t really about a virus, so much as about power and control.  See video here if it doesn’t show:

 

https://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/2021/01/best-explanation-yet-of-technocrats.html?showComment=1609773668618#c5345893475174916309

*****{RASA SAYS:  I just watched this video.  I might need to see it again to understand it better.  My frustration with this great lady is she ‘explains’ what to do to NOT COOPERATE with the evil system but she doesn’t get into ENOUGH DETAILS of how to not cooperate.  She says she was doing business with the Stanley Morgan Bank, realized she was part of the evil system so stopped doing business with them, go to local credit union type places to do banking.  Are all the regular banks evil?  Name more of the bad ones.  Name the credit unions or local banks that are good.  She says don’t cooperate with big pharma.  What ways not cooperate?  I know we must not get injections, but anything else?  Then there’s the media, which is part of their propaganda/lying machine, how do we not cooperate with them?  I watch no news on TV, what else?  Then there’s the GMO’s poisoning us all.  Don’t eat their food, which I don’t – anything else?  I would like to hear MORE DETAILS of how not to cooperate with the Slave Masters that are trying to take away all our civil liberties.}*****

  A cashless society in which currency as we know it is replaced entirely by digital central bank “currency” that can be turned on and off at will by the oligarchs in charge, to totally control the masses, and ultimately usher in their necrotechnocratic dream of slavery and transhumanism?  What could possibly go wrong?  (As per Murphy’s Law…)

It can be described as the ultimate triumph of wetiko.  That is, the virus of the mind and cancer of the soul, far worse than any physical virus, that is also known as EVIL.  One that unfortunately too many people accept as the banality of evil.

All the more reason for We the People to demand a return to normalcy and a halt to these Machiavellian machinations.  And yesterday is not soon enough!

Of course, it is not enough to simply oppose the Great Reset, lockdowns, and all that jazz.  The forces of good must present alternatives that pre-empt any perceived need for such machinations.  We must unveil the treatments and prophylaxis that we have noted would bring the actual COVID-19 pandemic to a halt almost overnight.  We must expose and reform the sketchy statistics and testing used to create it the massive casedemic superimposed on it.  And we must implement without delay the progressive priorities such as UBI, single-payer Medicare For All, debt jubilee, free college, and so on before the evil oligarchs and technocracy beat us to it and pervert and weaponize these otherwise beneficial ideas.  Conservatives may disagree with that last point, but this battle cannot be won by conservatives alone, as it transcends the whole left-right political spectrum.

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UPDATE:  Apparently, the Canadian province of Ontario is possibly planning to eventually put some restrictions on people who choose not to get the COVID vaccine, and perhaps require proof of vaccination to enter some places.  This is how it starts, people, and we must oppose this kind of coercion 100%, full stop.  Fortunately, in the USA we have at least some governors like Ron DeSantis of Florida who have already ruled out any such mandates in their own states, throwing a major monkey wrench in the Machiavellian machinations of the necrotechnocracy.

And finally, it should be crystal clear by now that We the People are in an abusive relationship with our government, and have been since the pandemic was first declared (if not even earlier, albeit to a lesser degree).  All of the red flags are there, even if they may be disguised to appear green at first.  Lockdowns and related restrictions and propaganda essentially perfectly match the Duluth Model Power And Control Wheel as well as the Biderman’s Chart of Coercion.  Let that sink in, folks.  Really makes you think.

 

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What they do to those who try to help others, who speak the truth.  This woman filmed an EMPTY HOSPITAL when they’re telling us they don’t have ROOM in hospitals – no one, not one human being, was being helped for anything

Hi everyone- I was held in custody and cells today in Gloucester until 11:30pm for a public disorder offence for sharing an online video of an empty Gloucester Royal Hospital.

My husband opened the door to them wanting to question me , I was in my nightgown with nothing underneath (I was in bed) when the thug of an officer tried to drag me off under arrest as he aggressively arrested me and twisted my hands behind my back in handcuffs. (hands swelled up and have marks all over them- I had to keep demanding medical attention – that they refused- I had to keep on). After me complaining at being dragged to the station undressed, he gave me me 3 minutes to get dressed while waiting outside my bedroom door.

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I was held and released without charge as I could not arrange appropriate legal advice and they tried to interview me but I refused to answer any questions- they have issued bail that I can’t enter any hospitals and that I return for an interview within 28 days ( I refused to sign the bail conditions without legal advice as I didn’t understand).

Wake up world- how utterly Orwellian and nazi to go through this for sharing a video of an empty hospital -all because it was shared over 80k times. They can’t have the truth out there, can they?

This officer barged into my home, at xmas, and arrested me when I wasn’t dressed in front of my family.

They’re now claiming they have to watch my house as I am at risk because ‘my address and name has been released online.’ 77th brigade lies here folks- to try and stop me being active.

The truth is very dangerous for the new world order.

Share, share, share. Truth matters.

1-4-21 Addendum from Rasa Von Werder

What can we do? Ajax insists we resist, stand against the tyranny. But it’s like they have all the power, as usual, while we stand as little Indians in front of a Big Army. They have the guns, we have, if lucky, bows & arrows. And if we use one bow & arrow against them, they will have five guns shooting us through.

The answer to all this is in the LONG RUN. Sadly, we cannot change things OVER NIGHT. In resisting, all I understand we can do is resist getting injected, no matter how difficult the sanctions they put on us – including not being able to go to grocery stores & shop, & secondly, we can TALK, promote the truth on the internet & with our neighbors.

The third thing we can do – & don’t laugh – we can PRAY. Prayer has GREAT POWER. We can pray against the wicked, & pray for the good to gain strength & protection. If you think prayer has no power, I can give you many examples how prayer has changed everything, prevented things & made things happen. PRAYER IS POWER, especially if the one who prays is close to God, believes, & has great Trust & Confidence in God.

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They have been doing wickedness all along, which I with millions have pointed out all my life. Was it getting worse? If you look at the past, it was mind-bending cruel, cruel laws, cruel actions, cruel imprisonments, cruel tortures & cruel execution’ – many or even most, political. Women were major targets – look at the Inquisition, millions of women TORTURED TO DEATH, put into the ‘Iron Maiden’ where when it was closed, they were spiked to death, they were put on racks that pulled their limbs apart, they were crushed to death – if they did not confess to witchcraft ‘evils’ all were killed. Millions of men were killed too for speaking a different religion.

These women were arrested, tortured, with no outcry from the public that we know. No one came to help them, the ordinary people were scared. FEAR is what keeps the people quiet because if we stand up & shout to protect our neighbor, we get it too. So we keep quiet. At least today we have the internet & alternative media to shout it out.

The women they killed & tarnished are still affected by what they did. You cannot say ‘I am a witch’ without most people cringing, even my relatives. They imagine all sorts of evil, black magic, demonic spells, etc. Whereas these women were the healers & medicine makers, psychologists & menders of lives – they had great knowledge of herbs & rituals which are equivalent to prayer & psychological therapy.

But to say ‘I am a Wiccan’ makes people SUSPICIOUS, like saying ‘I am a prostitute,’ & it’s 300 years since the Inquisition.

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I fought for prostitutes on national TV, impersonating one, with a wig & big sunglasses – they all knew who I was anyway, my body & voice gave it away, I’d done hundreds of TV shows. I said, ‘Prostitutes are People’ – Decriminalize prostitution {not legalize, decriminalize}. I got no money or praise for this, only calumny, abuse. I did it to help the underprivileged. I told them that prostitution is therapy for men, the men want & demand it, without it there’s be more rape, suicides, & men abusing women & children. The prostitutes give men a release, a session of some sort of love to keep them from getting anxious, depressed & violent. Prostitutes deserve as much respect as psychiatrists & psychologists, & when I said these things, people did not prop me up. Everyone was AFRAID to be associated with caring about prostitutes. So I stood it alone. This is what ONE PERSON CAN DO & I went on several national TV shows & half a dozen radio shows speaking this way. I took the brunt. Now, today, I am not going on TV but I sure can post on websites.

As I said, it is FEAR that makes us go along with them. They have been planning for thousands of years, most recently, in the last centuries, with invention of the gun, then nuclear weapons & now BIOWARFARE, they hold the Power over us, they have the weapons, they have the means, the resources, the money, the everything, where we are like little mice crying not to get stepped on. Ajax, what do you SUGGEST WE DO?

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I, with William Bond & NOT many others, have been crying out for Matriarchy, Female Supremacy all our lives. {Most people think Matriarchy is irrelevant, unnecessary, things are the way they are, they JUST need a way to make more money & they’ll be fine}. It is what we can do, we have done it. The way that they – the male demoniacs – have taken over the world is by force, & with that force they DISABLED WOMEN because with women at the head of the family / world they could not commit their crimes. It was with FORCE OF VIOLENCE & later, UNJUST LAWS that they confined women, the FIRST CONSPIRACY was to hold women down, disable them, render them without power, & then do what they want to do – as they are doing RIGHT NOW.

If women, the care givers, were still in power we’d have Matriarchy. In Matriarchy there were no unjust laws, there was no VIOLENCE or WARS. Weapons were not even invented – they found no swords in gravesites, & THERE WAS NO POVERTY. {Poverty exists in Patriarchy because the rule of the male discards people, lets them fall by the wayside, starving & homeless. The women care givers provide for everyone, no one starves or goes homeless.} {See Marija Gimbutas, anthropologist, studies.}

You might say, that was thousands of years ago, they would have invented weapons just as men have done, had they continued to rule. No, women never wanted violence or war, they make PEACE, they rarely do violence, it is NOT IN THEIR NATURE to be as violent as men, they take care of children, old people, animals, they have LOVE. It’s the MATRIARCHAL NATURE. William Bond has written countless articles on this. He helped me see it clearly.

But the NATURE OF MEN, when unbridled by women controlling or guiding them, tends to be VIOLENT. This is BUILT IN because they evolved to be HELP MATES to the women, to protect them, their children & kin, against animals mostly – men could not be as SOFT HEARTED & CARING AS WOMEN, nor could they be as CAREFUL & CAUTIOUS as women, they had to be violent when necessary, impulsive, even rash, jumping into the fray to the peril of their lives. More men are killed by accidents, even those in which they claim ‘fun & games’ than are women. This is their IMPULSIVENESS, even foolhardiness, it’s in THEIR NATURE.

Add to all this now we have PROOF from Dr. Daniel Amen, with 65K brain scans, that the front part of male brains is asleep, while the primitive, back part is awake – women’s brains are awake both in the front & the back, they have corpus collasum connections men don’t have. What is the front part of the brain? It is the intellect, spirituality, temperance, judgment, control of impulses, while the back part of the brain is our ANIMAL INSTINCT. And this is who is running the world, making the rules & enforcing them. There are no women running the Shadow Govt.

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Human males started out as females after conception – all humans do – but when the fetus reached the size of a grapefruit seed nature stepped in & TRUNCATED their ability to reproduce & changed their body & brain, becoming the creature we call men. Dr. Bryan Sykes claims that human males are a GENETIC EXPERIMENT THAT DID NOT WORK & NATURE IS REMOVING THEM. Both he & Dr. Ashley Montagu call human males a PARASITE on the body of a woman.

I imagine that men, in the beginning were not as violent as they became – as women CHOSE the biggest, strongest, most aggressive men to have sex with – over thousands of years they got more & more so. Now it became THE MOST RUTHLESS OF MALES IN THE WORLD HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE ONES WHO RUN THE WORLD & TO THE DEGREE THEY HAVE CREATED WEAPONS STRONG ENOUGH TO BLOW UP THE ENTIRE PLANET – to totally destroy all civilization & a nuclear aftermath which would have the earth semi-barren for thousands of years.

They seem to have somewhat tuned down their nuclear hysteria & now are concentrated on control of humans without it – so they can spare the infrastructure, keep the resources, but RENDER HUMANS HELPLESS OR DEAD. This they have mapped out with BIOWARFARE & this biowarfare is no longer one country against another, it is the SHADOW GOVT – a few thousand TRILLIONAIRES vs the rest of humanity – about 15K of them, controlling all resources & technology – against 6 billion of us. They believe they can do it & are trying with all their might.

Now consider how in the 60′s you had Rosa Parks refusing to give her front seat to a white person. Then started the Mississippi bus strike & the entire civil rights movement of blacks resisting white rule. They won the battle & how? They could not have done it without this factor, which gave them the strength, faith, trust, confidence & inspiration to keep going:

It was PRAYER. These people met EVERY NIGHT in their Churches, holding each other up & singing WE SHALL OVERCOME. They called on the SUPERNATURAL GRACE OF GOD for what they needed & Grace was given.

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Now I notice strongly that this new biowarfare conspiracy has made it ILLEGAL FOR US TO GATHER. It was that way during the COMMUNIST RUSSIAN TIMES. When Christians gathered secretly, thugs were sent out to BEAT THEM UP, as they were the ENEMIES OF THE GOVERNMENT, the enemies of the Communist rule. This evoked the memory of when CHRISTIANS WERE GATHERED UP because they refused to recognize Roman Gods including CAESAR as a God. They were thrown to the lions in the Colosseum, they were MARTYRED. The Christians did the best they could by meeting in the catacombs, but many were found out & killed.

And what did they do in the catacombs? The main thing was the Sacrament of the Holy Mass – where they summoned the Body & Blood of Christ to strengthen them. Christians, those in the right, those who want to follow God in the righteous way, whatever their religion {including Wiccans} have been TO HELL & BACK resisting governments.

Once again, the present government, all over the world, want to deprive us of the RIGHT TO GATHER, for any reason. They know full well as the Romans did, the Communists did, that to gather there is STRENGTH AGAINST THEM. Whatever the people profess, in fellowship, sisterhood, brotherhood & in faith, they RISE UP AGAINST THE TYRANTS & they want to be tyrants, they do not want us FREE.

Why don’t they want us free? Then they can’t use us the way farmers use animals on factory farms – use up their eggs, their wool & their bodies as food, great resources. This is how the SHADOW GOVT SEES US: We are slaves {they wish} to work the earth for resources, keeping us as poor & helpless as possible, for them to be free & happy & very rich.

And so, my conclusion, is what do we do to protect ourselves & resist. As I said, keep our faith in God, pray, gather if we can, if we can’t, pray together on the phone & internet.

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Second, spread the word of truth on the internet & with people we meet – the truth of what they are doing & how they are conspiring against us.

Third, do all we can to empower females for the coming Matriarchy. Matriarchy / female supremacy is inevitable, as Mother God is rendering human males EXTINCT. But this is long in coming. Indeed, the males are deteriorating & diminishing, there are many studies & statistics on this, but their demise will take 100,000K more or less. But their power WILL DIMINISH if six billion people resist & PRAY AGAINST THEM. 

And fourth, resist their insistence on any INJECTIONS, VACCINES of any kind, microchips, anything they suggest ‘for our good.’

PS I await the replies of William Bond & Ajax the Great. What do you suggest we do against this tyranny?

Guru Rasa Von Werder 1-4-21

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STRUGGLES, SEX & LIFE

STRUGGLES, SEX & LIFE

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1-2-21 Hardship Dreams

 

I was trying to get out of a place I was in with a male friend. We were both stuck here, due to another male who did something. Maybe this male’s truck was in our way or something.

The friend & I were trying to get out, MOVE, we have in our materials I see a small used child’s mattress & other things. Try as we might, we can’t get out because of the Truck-Man.

*(SMALL CHILD’S USED MATTRESS: Could refer to my Lover’s immaturity, that this makes him allow the obstacle – he clings to his childish dreams, needs or limitations.)*

Finally POLICE COME, like three of them. But we have to wait for the asshole TruckMan to place a glass of brown liquid on top of his truck while he sits against a wall & mutters prayers sort of smiling. I call out to the cops, this is taking too long, make him stop & get out of the way! The three cops are scattered through this driveway but they can’t do too much. One seems to be wearing a LIGHT, not dark uniform, maybe wearing GLASSES.

*(POLICE: In my dreams, always ANGELS. Because they are protectors / guardians & enforcers of the Will of God. The LIGHT uniform refers to marriage, he knows how that will turn out, & GLASSES are VISION.

 

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BROWN LIQUID IN A CUP, HE SITS AGAINST THE WALL MUTTERING PRAYERS LOOKING AT THIS CUP, SMILING: The brown liquid is SHIT. This associate of his is full of it, sitting helplessly {against a wall is helpless} muttering PRAYERS which are not going to work…….This refers to ‘wishful’ or ‘magical’ thinking, which does not result in success, it does not call on the Power of God, it’s empty & useless & we’ve been waiting TOO LONG for this deluded activity to cease.)*

My friend, his identity? Reminds me of celebrity chef Gordon R – big, strong like that, but of course this is but a symbol.

*(GORDON R, BIG CELEBRITY: My Spiritual Husband Bob believes he can be a big celebrity, a rap star, & that this TruckMan can get him there. It’s a delusion. I call on God for help, but apparently, it isn’t time yet.)*

At one point ‘Gordon’ is standing at the outside of our pickup truck by the driver side, & this TruckMan takes his truck & puts it so close to GR that I fear he will crush him, somehow I intervene & push his old beige truck aside.

*(CRUSHING HIM AGAINST THE DOOR OF THE DRIVER SIDE OF OUR TRUCK: Here if Bob can get into the driver side of OUR truck we could drive off. But the TruckMan in the BROWN {RUSTY} truck has him almost crushed or squashed. This is the old IDEAS, RUSTY THOUGHTS & FEELINGS, past their utility, not working, not doing anything, just deteriorating, rusting, & this old thinking which TruckMan puts upon him has him in a place of LIMITATION, squeezing the LIFE out of him. But somehow I jump in & LIMIT THE DAMAGE. This would be my influence on his life is also working.)*

 

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Will we ever get out of this driveway & onto our new home?

There was also a cocoa skinned man with a super thin right arm that was ‘following’ or in awe of my Gordon. Gordon at one point sat to his left & put his right arm around him for consolation. I said ‘he is your fan.’

*(HIS FAN, COCOA, WITH THE THIN, UNFORMED RIGHT ARM: This might be a version of TruckMan who admires or is infatuated with Gordon {my Bob} & treats him like he’s special. This gives Bob consolation. But notice

the RIGHT ARM IS THIN, UNFORMED: Means he has no effectiveness, lacks ability to help. When someone is YOUR RIGHT ARM they are of the GREATEST HELP TO YOU, but this guy’s right arm is thin, unformed, useless, like his ability to turn Bob into a RAP STAR or any kind of star. The COCOA SKIN refers to LOWER SELF or PHYSICAL – this means his self & whatever he says & does comes from the human self, not God, not destiny, not supernatural vision, nothing of power but just the human self. The human self is weak, it can do nothing remarkable, but with the Grace of God – which he hasn’t got – one can do wonders.)*

*(OVERALL MEANING: When you dream of MOVING it’s usually not literal, but from one state/situation to another. Many of my dreams concern the frustration with Spiritual Husband, ex-lover Bob, so this is about a stumbling block against us.

Who or what is this TruckMan with the light brown old truck, always in the way, almost crushing GR {Bob} & muttering long prayers, where not even three COPS {ANGELS} can get him out of the way?

All I can think of is his ‘business’ associate who has him convinced he can make him a RAP STAR – a project which has not happened for many years & never will, as this clown hasn’t got a clue.

The cop in the LIGHT-not dark uniform hints at marriage, as his uniform is almost white. Wearing glasses? That could refer to VISION – He sees something we don’t see, he knows something, probably the future. He knows the man & I will be together, he isn’t worried. Lack of concern is shown in how he’s just leaning against our truck, like WAITING for something. That means we have to wait this out – this will pass.)*

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The GIGOLO

I can’t recall details, but my Beloved had somehow, some way, become a gigolo. But yet, I had the UPPER HAND. In fact, at the end of it, I had him & his main woman TRAPPED. How trapped? By information or situation, & I told another friend, pointing to my left palm,

“I have them IN THE PALM OF MY HAND.”

*(PALM OF MY HAND, I HAVE THEM IN IT: Palm of the hand, when pointing to it, has to do with MONEY. Like ‘let some silver cross my palm’. The PALM also refers to FORTUNE TELLING – the psychic looks at the PALM to tell your future. So this is about THE FUTURE OF BOB & MYSELF & HAS TO DO WITH MONEY. It shows they will be trapped or cornered, for lack of it, & he will need me to bail him out or keep him going. Maybe he will lose his job & his sugar Mamma, who already supports the family including him – will not be able to give him support. After all, he uses all his salary on his own needs – she could not cover his alcohol, marijuana, drugs, cigarettes & personal items, which come to at least $400. weekly – maybe more, which is his entire salary. At one time she gave him more, but hard times have come.)*

The feeling was, they could not get anywhere or go anywhere in the place they were in. LIFE had them trapped.

But before that my lover Bob, who this is about, had several women & I don’t know the details, but I told everyone HE IS A GIGOLO. Being a gigolo did not bode well for his future. I mean, there are illegal things going on, he’s going to get into hot water sooner or later.

*(HE’S A GIGOLO: Is not literal, means he lives off a woman or women, at least I think so.)*

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OSTRACISM

The third dream was about ostracism. It was so painful & tedious I don’t want to put all the details.

My aunt & uncle had taken me out & now they were planning to go to dinner, & they had invited two young men. They were hemming & hawing about me being there & kept saying I should take my car & go home – but I didn’t know why they wanted me to go home. Then finally I figured because they didn’t want to take me to dinner with them – they were ashamed of me, it hurt.

*(AUNT & UNCLE ASHAMED OF ME: Aunt & Uncle always refers to punishment & pain – here the pain of ostracism. The fact they don’t want to take me to dinner is that people of the world don’t want to be seen in public with me, as those of the adult trade are ‘personal non grata,’ outcasts, undesirables, they are ashamed of me. This might refer to some relatives of mine, in real life, who feel that way about me although they pretend otherwise.)*

So I don’t go home, I stick around, & go to see who they WERE taking out to dinner. It was two young military men. They went with them to their apt, where they guys had to get their money behind a queen-sized bed, behind red pillows – apparently they would pay for their own food.

They guys explained how they TOOK OUT THE HEARTS OF AMERICANS, hearts & some other gland, & this surprised me, as these weren’t even THE ENEMY. But to my aunt / uncle they were ALRIGHT in spite of this, so they all proceeded out.

*(MILITARY MEN TAKE OUT HEARTS ETC BUT THEY ARE INVITED OUT: This is about society’s prejudice again me – labeled ‘adult trade worker’ vs those who take out hearts – which would be those who destroy people, they are the enemies of God, the demoniacs, but these people are accepted members of society, while I am AN OUTCAST.)*

I’m with my uncle at the table designated for them. It’s on a higher level than the main crowd, we are just being seated – I’m here temporarily, uncle to my right in a round booth – it’s dim – there are hundreds of ordinary people seated in front of us. An old lady comes up to us, a server. I tell her,

“They have a reservation for four. I’m not one of them. My aunt is coming & two other guys.”

So everything is set for them. I told my aunt/uncle I would find another place to eat, & at the end of their dinner, they could pick me up outside & drive me home.

But strange things happen. I turn out to be part of the entertainment of this restaurant, they have dancers, like strippers, & I turn out to be one of them – dancing naked with bright red lipstick, blonde hair & not much else.

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*(DANCING NAKED: This explains why I am ostracized, nudity.)*

After the show I sit next to a youngish man to my right & ask him what he thought of the dancers. He says he can’t recall. I tweek his memory, ‘What about the one WITH THE GREAT BODY, the last one to dance?’ He says,

“Oh, SHE WAS GREAT.”

I knew my aunt & uncle would not even recognize me if they saw me on stage – I look different.

I then went outside to wait for them to take me home but they passed by, did not see me, I was not in the place I said I would be.

I never did find that other restaurant to eat in. I asked for directions, they told me, but it wasn’t there. I ended up on horrible, Hellish roads. The roads were encased in rock, you’d go & go & thy got narrower, you’r redo your steps to try & escape, & another road was the same thing. One road I did come upon a business place & asked the lady where did it lead into? She said eventually it did lead out, but it had detours which ended up dead ends. So one could get caught on these roads & die, with rocks all around, it was a NIGHTMARE.

*(NIGHTMARE ROADS, ENCLOSED, CANNOT FIND THE RESTAURANT OR POSSIBLY THE WAY BACK: This is the suffering of outcasts in our society, the way they are treated, they can’t find a place of satisfaction of nourishment, all of society rejects them.)*

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12-31-20 SEX SEX more SEX-Happy New Year

My Spiritual Husband is appearing the last few days to me, don’t know why, & a lot of it is about sex.

In this dream I’m visiting Lover Bob at his place. His house is like ours was on Delancey St., Newark, NJ. This goes WAY BACK – I was 7 years old! It’s a pleasant, well-lit place & I am visiting OBSERVING.

I see several women. Not all there, maybe one main one here but he’s going off to see other women. A side woman’s name appears, ‘Zeba.’

There are two children sitting at a round table with me, the background is light blue, I see my room behind this one, this is maybe the kitchen, a boy off to the right who seems about 6 & a girl to the left who is about 8. For some reason I want to bare my heart to them, as I have no one else to talk to about this, & I say,

What I want is to move here, live with Bob – we are in love……..

The girl says,

“But he’s in love with Zeba & Tina, Donna & Hannah”
{names uncertain} & I answer,

“That’s not love, that’s just lust & infatuation.”

{It immediately comes to mind how the women of the polygamy guys in Utah told me it works: With each new wife he wants sex with her every night for about three weeks, then he gets tired of her & goes back to his normal routine.}

*(ZEBA: Zeba is the woman he lives with, I got that by another hint I’ll not get into. She is one of his polygamous ‘wives’ but none of them is me, the True Wife – the one that God joined with him. Here his live-in is telling me he ‘loves’ all of them, it’s her human self telling me this {the child of God or daughter} – she’s in denial that his love for me is true. I tell her that none of these affairs is the real thing.)*

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PART TWO

of this dream is we are walking up a wide gravel road in the mountains, similar what I have near my present house, maybe higher up. We’ve been walking a long time, & dusk is falling. I’m hoping the group behind me doesn’t bring attention to it’s getting dark, we must go back. I believe that even if it’s dark, the road is light gravel, you can see it easily in the moonlight, it’s wide {about 15′} & there are no obstacles, let’s keep going. To the right of this road it drops off, a great vista.

*(GOING UP: Some hardship which here might promise a great reward. As far as a mountain, in my dream language it often means Golgotha, & on that terrible place was our REDEMPTION.

GRAVEL is stones, which might represent criticism or persecution, like STONING in the ancient bible days. Stoning means someone was judged, condemned & doomed to die.

{Only the women get it in the Old Testament & some of the Orthodox Arab places today – where are the men? Men allowed to have sex with little children, with no impunity but women are killed for disobedience to men.}

So this is some sort of Golgotha we are climbing, with my lady friend who has CANCER with me. We are SUFFERERS, but I want to COMPLETE this journey, keeping the faith after it’s done – the crucifixion – we will get back to normal life.

Husband Bob is here with me, looking backward. That means HIS SUFFERING is looking back over our failed relationship.

My FAITH is great that this will be a SUCCESSFUL ORDEAL & even IN THE DARKNESS {dark night of the soul, a time of pain} we will get back.)*

The group behind me is led by my friend Jane-Marie, {who in real life has lung cancer.} I am DETERMINED to keep going.

*(I hope that the faith of my lady friend is AS GREAT AS MINE.)*

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To the right of me is a barge, like a long maybe wooden, narrow conveyance, which is somehow moving along with us, & my lover Bob on that conveyance, but sitting on it looking backward. In the dreams of this night he’s constantly with me, so I don’t feel separated from him, it makes me feel good.

On this barge are folded, stacked, THOUSANDS of ‘army surplus’ scarves. I bought like 20 of them many years ago at a bargain, for like 5 bucks or less, mail order. They are medium brown, about 3′ long, a foot wide, they are masculine & they do the trick if you want a scarf.

*(SCARVES: Might be veils, which could represent Veronica’s veil, or veils which give solace & comfort to the suffering.
This might be a HINT that my sojourn has been FOR THE SOULS IN PURGATORY & thousands of them have been relieved, comforted, by my sufferings.
BROWN represents great suffering, almost, but not quite black, which is complete martyrdom in this context.)*

And later, my legs get cold, I tell my female friend ahead of me I am going to take a pair of these pants here, put them on. They are ones that looked beautiful on me, thick material, with big seams, stretch. And there’s a second pair more loose, I hold up & ask my friend if she wants to put them on – she didn’t think they would fit her, but I think they will. Is she chubby? {She reminds me of someone I once knew, young, a nice person. She is walking ahead of me.} Now the pants are the exact same color as the scarves, it all fits together one color, the pants are kind of soft/fuzzy.

*(LEGS GETTING COLD: Legs represent mystical travel, like the God Mercury moving fast through the air. Getting cold would mean LOSING INTIMACY WITH GOD, not being able to traverse or gain access to the Gifts of the Holy Spirit, the ability to communicate with the Higher World.
This loss of intimacy corresponds with dark nights of the soul – where a person gets spiritually lost, deadened or fallen asleep by the traumas of life, like when Jesus said before passing out, ‘My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?’
So I’m trying to retrieve my intimacy when I warm up my legs.
The lady ‘in front’ of me is another person suffering greatly, worse than me if she’s ahead, & I’m suggesting to her a way to regain her closeness to God.)*

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EARLIER

there’s a scene like this: I’m standing in a room – sort of like but not exactly, ‘Marios’s room’ which means separation. To my right is my ‘captain’s chair’ which is the beautiful chair I have in my bedroom at the apt today – the chair has a bunch of white towels in it, some stacked, some draped over the back. I discover a puddle of clean water on the chair, which I mop up with a towel & am not pleased it has got some of the towels wet. A woman of authority is standing near me – who she is I don’t know.

*(WOMAN IN AUTHORITY: Is probably my God Self who has authority over me & my husband.
The captains chair represents the room Lover & I had sex in for years. The chair is right by the window he would call up to me.
The CLEAR WATER being on the white towels is the TEARS or sorrow I have over us not being together – the white is union or marriage.)*

Across from me is lover Bob & he is MOPPING UP something. I ask the lady, who is telling him what to do, what happened, & she says WATER SEEPED IN, {all the water is clean & clear} so he’s taking care of it. This lady is the head of the household.

*(WATER is tears of sorrow.
HE IS STOOPING DOWN, MOPPING UP: He’s sorrowing, he’s been humbled, bending down, mopping up his tears. He’s being directed by my God Self, She is the boss of this breakup & the good it will bring.)*

As I’m standing there I look down at myself & I’m aware of two things, one, I am dressed plain, in a slinky t-shirt that is white with a touch of violet, it covers my front all the way to the crotch. My hair & everything is plain, no makeup. And second, that Bob IS WITH ME so we are not separated, & I think I was unhappy without him, but we are together. So why should I be sad?

His position is he’s stooping, on bended knee, mopping up.

*(I AM PLAIN, NO FANCY PRESENTATION: This might be saying I am not trying to seduce or lure Bob, I’m allowing him to feel the sense of loss, not appearing to him in any way. Paradoxically, it is when I am GONE that we are TOGETHER. In my absence he appreciates me at last, we are together as he feels the pain of losing me. My Mother God orchestrated this. He needed to be taken off his HIGH HORSE where he took me for granted, had no fear of losing me, treated me any way he wanted to.)*

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The TROPHY DILDOE

I’m looking at my small, semi-enclosed porch {doesn’t look like any porch I know} & am startled to see the huge penis of my Spiritual Husband Bob, on a plaque fastened to the wall – it’s fully erected, but pointing down. I see it for a moment, walk away, then return to see it again & it has shrunk somewhat. I realize it is a living representation of his real, living dick. It was fully hard, now it has receeded, so it’s like a ‘dick alert’ of some kind.

Bob suddenly appears & sees this plaque, & thinks I put it there. I swear to him I did not. But I have in my hands a ball of soft clay, which looks like the earth or flesh, it’s light medium brown. As I mold it in my hands, it’s an amazing feeling, & I give it to Bob, tell him to touch it & feel it touching his dick, how soft it is.

Bob has in his hands several items which he thinks are soft. There’s a block of something medium blue, like hard clay, & other things, one of them black – all things he thought were soft, he was going to ‘mold.’ I tell him those other items are nothing compared to this thing I hold in my hands, they are rock solid hard, & what I say is true. He is holding the other items but also massaging that ball of clay.

*(BALL OF CLAY, other items like that CLAY which he was going to massage, etc. This CLAY is my vagina vs the other vaginas, {made of clay or earth} & him ‘molding’ them is having sex.)*

I forgot to say there was also another penis plaque on the wall, this one had a darker feeling to it, like black hair or a sort of mustache on it, doesn’t make sense, but it was just DARKER & BIG BUT NOT AS BIG as the first one.

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*(PENIS PLAQUE ON THE WALL OF MY SMALL PORCH: This is about Lover Bob being aware that having sex with different women feels different.
He’s busy with several of them according to this & other dreams.
I’m connected to his emotions & I see when he’s excited or not.
He is seeing that the women he has sex with do not FEEL THE SAME as having sex with me. In a contrast of FEELING GOOD / SOFTNESS they are various degrees of HARD, not soft, pleasant TO THE EMOTIONS.

The symbols are vagina & penis, but the meaning is deeper. It’s about love, true love vs lust & infatuation. The person you love feels completely different than he ones you don’t, sex wise or anything wise.

The first penis, which looks like his, is what he feels for me – we are emotionally connected, so I can FEEL / SEE when he is erected. The second plaque is him on a lower level – just physical – no deeper connection, nothing spiritual. It is the LOWER SELF or self in ‘darkness’. This is the penis or self which has sex with other females.

This dream says he is beginning to realize, understand this, that women are no interchangeable, having sex with one is not the same as the other, the one you love is the one you have most feelings with. And the one he loves is me.)*

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GuruRasa answers, What is the purpose of dreams?
Q 1 WHAT is a dream? A A communication system from the unconscious mind to the conscious
Q 2 What are SYMBOLS? A The MEANS by which the unconscious SPEAKS to the conscious
Q 3 What is the PURPOSE of dreams?

A Dreams accomplish these things and more: 1 They SAVE LIVES and SOULS………………………………
2 Warn us of danger; physical, emotional and spiritual to ourselves and others
3 Tell us the true feelings, intentions or interior state of others
4 Reveal our own interior state, sins, virtues and gifts, phobias and desires
5 Explain mysterious situations or incidents
6 Explain WHAT WOULD BE if we did a certain thing
7 Explain the reactions of others to us if we met them or communicated with them
8 Explain what TO DO or NOT TO DO
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By (author): Rasa Von Werder
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Power of Love

THE POWER OF LOVE

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Theater of the Mind – Dreams

12-29-20

 

Many dreams. In one, my ex-Lover is telling me he’s been having ‘a lot of sex.’ He seems to be physically worn out from it – but he’s been desperate for sex since losing me.

I also have an experience with the lady – who he’s having sex with. She comes to me like a friend, confesses to me about him. I see her as two people, one a child, the other grown up. She seems to be close & intimate with me, like she’s in love or infatuated with ME. I comfort her, & send her on her way to him, leave her there & tell her I’m leaving. She & her daughter both have soft, light cocoa skin, it even seems fuzzy, it’s so soft.

*(INFATUATED WITH ME: This is a telling symbol. It says that I am inside Lover Bob through the Mystical Marriage, so when she is intimate with him, she also is with me. She’s relating to me while relating to him. That puts a big stamp of reality to the mystical marriage.

I feel no jealousy. I know this will pass. He’s in desperate need of love, trying to get it, eventually it will fall apart. So I have no worries as to us. This female is NOT his earthly wife – who obviously he doesn’t love.)*

Later on there is something about a young man – we’re in public. He’s very young, I’m old, & for us to publicly be together might create a stir. But we do get together in this glass gallery, in the front row. He’s dressed in fabric, hat & outfit, with little multi-colored flowers all over it. We are talking sweet nothings to each other & I see a man beyond looking at us, maybe jealous.

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12-30-20 – EXPERIENCE NOT A DREAM

My lover appears to me like ‘the Michelin Man’, so puffed up. Puffed shoulders, cheeks puffed up, he’s huge, has a black Mohican haircut, lots hair on top, cut crewcut on sides.

*(PUFFED UP: This is nourishment. Recently I had dreams of his being gaunt, skinny, with bags under eyes, skin wrinkled & sallow. This showed his lack of love nourishment, being empty, starving for True Love. This is the opposite.

We met during the night spiritually & gave one another True Love. What is Love in this context? It is ENERGY, the highest, most refined, powerful, nourishing energy. It is not LUST.

I dreamed yesterday he was doing a lot of sex. This is just fukking. It is not power or nourishment. Hungry for love, he’s found a girl that will let him do it, he’s doing it to her regularly, thinking he will feel relief from his pain. But it isn’t working. You can jack off with your hand or with another person’s body again & again, but without True Love, there is nothing stimulating your Soul – it’s only physical, & it can actually hurt rather than help, in the end. This is what he’s been experiencing, this is why I’m not jealous, because I know it’s shallow.

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But now, his being ‘puffed up’ is being fattened up with True Love, happiness being fused into his soul, we met, we exchanged true love, we were nourished.)*

He comes up to me, we are embracing, I am like in his arms but sort of like have my legs around him. We’re in my bed in the B’klyn apt after I redecorated it, very beautiful, on my large bed.

When he says I love you I also say it, & he says ‘You make me happy’ & I say it too. Not sure who says each thing first, but this is more than a dream. We are really together, it is an experience, in real time, we are connecting, sharing love & speaking. I feel nourished by love.

Then I wake up & fall asleep again & see us again, & tis time, we have a baby. The baby looks just like him, all puffed up, the Michelin man style.

*(BABY: Fruit of our love. Something is born, is alive. Need to think more on this. Could mean an increase so great that he is replicated or reproduced, another one of him is born. Don’t know how to explain it in spiritual terms.)*

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GuruRasa answers, What is the purpose of dreams? Q 1 WHAT is a dream? A A communication system from the unconscious mind to the conscious Q 2 What are SYMBOLS? A The MEANS by which the unconscious SPEAKS to the conscious Q 3 What is the PURPOSE of dreams? A Dreams accomplish these things and more: 1 They SAVE LIVES and SOULS……………………………… 2 Warn us of danger; physical, emotional and spiritual to ourselves and others 3 Tell us the true feelings, intentions or interior state of others 4 Reveal our own interior state, sins, virtues and gifts, phobias and desires 5 Explain mysterious situations or incidents 6 Explain WHAT WOULD BE if we did a certain thing 7 Explain the reactions of others to us if we met them or communicated with them 8 Explain what TO DO or NOT TO DO

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SOULS LIFTED FROM PURGATORY

SOULS IN PURGATORY HELPED

 

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12-28-20 Lotta Tits – Stripper Friend of Mine Ascends into Heaven – I don’t

know who this is.  Could be any busty stripper I knew.

 

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I did not even know she was dead. But she was a bit older than I, so that would put her maybe age 85 – so it’s possible she ‘d be dead. 

In this dream I am back dancing, & visiting ‘Lotta Tits.’ I was sitting there talking to her when I sort of fell asleep. She then yells at me,

“Get out of here.”

*(GET OUT OF HERE: This might be a HINT, not about her saying this to me, but to a man, as I see a man farther down who is beating her. This man might have been a miscreant, using her, maybe for drugs, & went into a rage when she told him to leave. {Never confront men like this, they are dangerous, not in control of their impulses, when you must part from them do it in a secretive way when possible & do not confront them alone, saying ‘get out’. They sometimes react like cornered animals.})*

Next thing I know the dressing room where she had all her gowns is empty. Mine is nearby, I am dressed in my beautiful purple dress with purple gloves, decorated in silver on the gloves & chest, I’m thin, with a long silvery wig, beautiful – reminds me of photos I have like that.

There’s a middle-aged man comes by & says to me,

***** “I’m just here to get the costumes of the strippers who are dead.” *****

I say to him,

“Lotta Tits took her costumes with her.”

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*(TOOK COSTUMES WITH HER: The costumes are a symbol of the ‘brides of Christ’ or us being dressed in Heavenly clothes to meet our Maker – these clothes are really LIGHT, not material items, so I tell this man SHE HAS ASCENDED, while he has informed me that SHE IS DEAD.)*

Then I show him my outfits & explain how they work. Like this purple one has a purple turkey feather boa, most outfits have a diaphanous see-three wide gown on top, then there’s a net you dance in sometimes, like peekaboo. I demonstrate all this to him.

*(HOW OUTFITS WORK: I’m explaining to this man how spiritual lights within us, around us, work.

Mine being PURPLE means LONG SUFFERING {the time of the Passion Catholic Priests wear purple} & my long silver wig, represents ‘for always’ – my BEAUTY is spiritual, for the most part.  The physical fades, it’s not as important.)*

I then recall when I was with Lotta Tits she saw a drop of something like white milk on my leg, & she was drawn to it, like touched it or something.

*(WHITE DROP OF MILK ON MY LEG: Could mean she saw my spiritual love. White milk is ‘milk of human kindness’ & leg is mystical travel. She knew I had some spiritual power by my kindness, this says, & was drawn to me, like bent the knee by me – Could be she was praying in Purgatory for my help.)*

I also saw her being beaten by a man, surrounded with white light everywhere, he hit her on the chin. Was wondering if this man beat her to death.

ANOTHER SOUL: After that, I saw another soul being helped but can’t recall any details, darn it. But I know that the Holy Masses I’m saying are working, so that’s the main thing.

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12-27-20-Soul Lifted-5 or 6 NUNS

I have been watching so many You Tube videos the last days, have wiped out my mind, can’t recall dreams, did not see the souls lifted into Heaven but one.

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Saw a female with a baby earlier. Later I see her wheeling an old fashioned baby carriage & in it some kind of large light beige bundle, & on top of the bundle, the cutest baby pink sweater.

I know that sweater is a Soul lifted from Purgatory – the clue is ‘baby’ or ‘born again,’ & the pink is ‘feminine’ which could go either way, male or female, as we are all feminine or passive to God. Amen.
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12-27-20 The NUNS

I’m on my kitchen front porch looking over the entire large yard in front & below, & spread out over it is a new crew, like they have taken over, like I’m gone, they’re here.

There are 5 or 6 nuns, all in white, completely covered like loose sheets over their heads, small round holes for the eyes, maybe a small hole for the nose. These nuns are spread out over my property, in front & below – don’t know what they are doing, just that they’re there. The material in their habits is not thin cotton, like a bedsheet, but a heavy material like a real contemplative nun would wear in black or beige, but these are white.

They look at no one but each other, they ignore me, they’re having a kind of pow wow near me, & I see a bear lower down to the left, coming for food. They are not turned toward me but speaking so I can hear them, saying they are being fined $375. each time a bear shows up. I tell them they are being RIPPED OFF big time by whoever is in charge here, as I only got fined $75. each time a bear came here.

*(NUNS: Have not yet figured out who these nuns are but my best guess is Souls in Purgatory being ‘fined’ or paying heavy penalties. Bears represent SUFFERING. I’m saying they are PAYING MUCH MORE THAN I WAS CHARGED, suffering more than I have, which might say that the suffering we endure in Purgatory for our sins, is much greater than paying for them ON EARTH.

This is a KNOWN FACT from the theologians, once you are dead, you pay the ULTIMATE PRICE, you sit there eeking out your penalty, while when still living, it’s much easier to PAY FOR ONES SINS.

Why are they CLOAKED in these heavy white robes with only small holes for eyes & aren’t looking at me?

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They aren’t AWARE that I’m helping them, that I care, but they are HERE in my ‘domain’ or ‘kingdom – spiritual catchment area’ & I’m helping them, but they don’t know who’s helping them, who I am (?))*

Then there’s a short, small nun, like 4’8″, with her boyfriend, she is right by me facing me, the boyfriend to the left, she talking animatedly. She’s permitted to have a boyfriend & wear normal clothes, yet she’s a nun.
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12-22-20-RUMBLE IN BREAKUP ROOM
NEIGHBOR WEIRDNESS

 

I’m sleeping in my bedroom at the old farmhouse. A man is in the Mario room sleeping in the small bed, on his back, facing the door.

*(ON HIS BACK: vulnerable or not in charge.)*

The man is making such a rumble that I don’t feel SAFE for myself & my daughter – how can we sleep? He is making such noises, hard to explain, like moaning, groaning, growling, COMPLAINING, etc. Just noises & it sounds MENACING.

Finally, to be able to give ourselves a better sense of security so we can sleep, I get up & put the hook/latch on the door. It’s high up & I tell daughter it isn’t 100% secure – if someone wanted to, they could KICK THE DOOR IN, but it’s better than nothing.

I thought about putting the same hook/latch on the room between us – my bro’s room – but felt it might not be a good idea as he might see me there hooking it & get upset – I’m not even sure if my bro’s door has such a latch so I don’t even go to look. I then tell my daughter maybe we can sleep now – MAYBE.

The man, his face is WORN OUT, GAUNT, like a LONG FACE, he’s very THIN, his face looks like he’s suffering & ANGRY, like dark circles & creases all over it.

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MEANING:

*(MAN IN BREAKUP ROOM: In dreams, every residence connects with specific memories, every room also. The old farmhouse hearkens to my being young & times of suffering & separation. The ‘Mario’ room is a symbol of breakup, sometimes permanent & traumatic.

The only breakup I can think of, where a man would be this upset, is my ex-lover Bob. This holiday season might be pivotal for him – lots of things happened in the past, & it’s been a year & a half since we connected.

The dream shows his misery but ESPECIALLY HIS ANGER. Grief has several stages to it – beginning is DENIAL, like ‘it’s not true,’ then there’s sorrow, then there’s ANGER, so this shows anger – that’s why I don’t feel safe for my daughter.

Who is ‘I’ & my daughter? It is my God Self & my flesh, I am protecting my body. Understand that the God Self cannot be touched, harmed in any way, but only the flesh can be touched – that includes being hurt by demons or people. The flesh is vulnerable – the God self is invincible, no person or demon can enter it. But the flesh can be SEPARATED FROM GOD in various ways, all problems between God & ourselves happen in the human part – {the human self blocks the way to God through SIN – depending on the gravity of the sin, the obscurity present in the human self. Then there are ATTACHMENTS – which are like chains or ropes connected to the world & flesh, & these also prevent one from seeing God Face to Face.}

FACE GAUNT, LONG, DARK LINES, BAGS UNDER EYES: This shows hunger, misery, sleeplessness. He’s been DISTRAUGHT over our breakup.

This man is SO ANGRY that I feel my flesh to be UNSAFE, she cannot find PEACE or serenity with his vibes being picked up {heard as noises}. He’s really bent out of shape. I do something to protect my lower self, seen as locking the door, & unless he goes completely berserk {kicking the door open}, this gives my flesh some degree of peace.

Me to MomGod: What would it mean kicking the door open? How would that happen?
She: That would be if he goes insane, so to speak, like a killer, when they lose all ability to reason & give in to the primitive self.
Me: If he is this bad, why doesn’t he just call me? I don’t have his number, by his choice, nor any way of reaching him – don’t know where he lives, nothing. So it’s almost impossible for me to contact him. Why doesn’t he just call me?
She: He is so SPOILED by your previous behavior of reaching him against all odds, his pride will now allow him to contact you. He is holding onto his pride with every last ounce of strength. He is an IDIOT & he is hurting himself, not you. You got over it, now it’s his turn to suffer.)*
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12-22-20 The large gasoline holder, the neighbor wife, the neighbor husband

is DEAD & his son & I BURY HIM on my property then see we must unbury

him & return him to his own property!

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This has to be one of the weirdest. Have no idea what it means.

I’m here at my house, & in my bottom yard I’m walking around & my neighbor has his/her land adjacent to me. I see a large red gasoline holder sort of in the creek’ on his property {next to mine, it’s really my creed, but strangely in the dream their property is attached/shared with mine} & suspect it’s the holder I had recently which I left down below there, thinking no one would bother it, but this seems to be it & so I think the neighbor man took it. I decide to go to his house & ask them about that, so I go there.

*(NEIGHBORS NEXT TO MY PROPERTY: This dream says that not only is ex-lover Bob attached to me, but because he is, his common-law wife is as well. Apparently, his being my spiritual husband carries her along in the attachment.

THE LARGE GASOLINE CAN OF MINE I SUSPECT HE’S TAKEN: Gasoline would be energy, fuel. But this is EMPTY. Might be saying ‘he took a lot out of me – a lot of ENERGY – he DRAINED me.)*

I go to the ‘front’ door. It has beautiful rocks forming a staircase, like rocks but many small rocks mixed into the large platform rocks. One strange thing is there’s a section where these rocks mixed with is it cement? – form a type of JAWLIKE formation as if TEETH {like sharp waves} come out of it, there’s space under this formation, you can’t climb here, it’s just like a decoration.

*(ROCK DECORATION LIKE TEETH: ‘Jaws’ or a predatory, dangerous animal, a shark. When in the literary business they compare con men to honest ones, they call the ‘sharks’ vs ‘doves.’ These people are con artists, users.

They have a FRONT – the front door. This is being fake, ‘fronting’ – pretending. It’s a beautiful, fake front. They look like they have a lovely home, but it isn’t.)*

I go around this to the side door. There again I see rocks, like cement filled with smaller rocks – beautiful, forming a staircase & platform. The door is light green, I knock on it.

The woman answers, Laurie, who was an evil con- woman who kept borrowing money from me, last loan was the biggest & she never paid me back.

*(LAURIE: This represents a con woman. They are both faking it, pretending, & this shows possibly they are short on money – Laurie always was.
The beautiful staircase, all the rocks mixed in with cement, are this is not SOLID like granite, bedrock, this relationship / family is made of elements that are bound together like glue, cement, that could be broken apart without much effort. In other words, a hammer could break all this apart, but a hammer could not break bedrock or granite apart – it’s SOLID. And the bushes around are all decorations, part of the fakery.)*

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I am extremely polite. I describe the red gasoline holder, the situation in the most polite terms, that I think he saw it there, took it not knowing who it belonged to, but I think it was mine. I am so polite that she says not a word & when I’m finished, I walk away & she closes the door. The door is not solid, it has four glass panes on the top half, medium-light green, the house is picturesque, with soft bushes all around it.

*(THE DOOR-WINDOW PANES-GREEN: This relationship is based on OPPORTUNITY, or was, on MONEY. Somebody is getting something out of someone – he’s getting support out of her, but pretending it’s something else.

Me to MomGod: Why am I telling her how he took something from me? And she does not respond.

She: She is becoming aware that he’s a deadbeat, a user. She sees it somehow through how he used you – you informing her could be her just drawing conclusions. She knows what he did to you – that he was using you for sex. She sees how he’s using her or was, for money, because now she doesn’t have it, so they are falling apart. It’s what you predicted to her.)*

Then I know the SON of this couple & he tells me HIS DAD HAS DIED. For some strange reason we both believe that we must BURY HIS DAD & we must do so on my property. This doesn’t make sense, but that’s how dreams are.

*(DEAD, WE THINK WE MUST BURY HIM ON MY PROPERTY: ‘Dead’ is dead as in ‘relationship.’ This is one part of Bob telling me about another part of him, where the relationship is over. On your side it’s over, you have ended it.)*

We take the Dad’s body in some sort of conveyance, drag it to my lawn behind my house, dig a hole & begin to bury it, but not yet covered with dirt, I realyze we’ve made a mistake. I tell him,

“We can’t do this! The body has to be buried in a cemetery, & it has to be in a metal, leakproof case!

Meanwhile, his body is like fresh chicken breasts, many pounds of them, & somehow the taste of one of these pieces get into my mouth & I need to spit out into a stainless steel sink outside behind my kitchen.

Then I tell the son we must take the body, drag it back to his house where someone must then make arrangements to have him buried. This is the plan but I don’t see it carried out.

*(MUST BE BURIED PROPERLY: This refers to you ending it is not the end of the story. He must be buried on his side, properly, in a cemetery, in a leakproof container. This is saying his other relationship, on that side, must be terminated – the common-law wife fiasco. They must end it properly, be done with it. You ending it on your side does not end it for both of you.
This does not explain it all to me, I’m not getting it. MomGod, what does it say? Is it saying when he terminates with the wife, then we can be together? But it doesn’t show any place about us being together in the future.

She: You are working with him here, the ‘Son,’ telling him HE MUST END IT PROPERLY with her. It’s not over with you – end it with her. There is an assumption that when he does that, you two can get together.)*

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12-23-20 Won’t Give Me His Address

There was some great Personage – a saint or an Angel – who was helping me in the case of my Beloved. Yesterday I stated that I had no way of reaching him, did not even know where he lived.

This Personage found out where he lives, & is sharing it with someone, but NOT WITH ME. She does not have the street address, but an approximate location, like within the block, a group of houses, & his is one of them. She/he was helping me, why doesn’t she want me to have this info?

MEANING

*(God is saying that it is known the approximate location where he lives {he made me drop him off near the place one time} but God or her messenger don’t want me to know the exact location.

Me: MomGod, what does it mean?

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She: It means better not to know, by the Will of God, what good would it do for you to have any of his details? It is the Will of God that HE CONTACT YOU, not you him. Your pursuing him is over, the onus is on him, let it be that way, leave it alone, don’t even wish to know anything.)*

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RESIST VACCINES-GREAT DANGER

RESIST VACCINES!

 

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VACCINE: ” On the other hand, and that which exposes these criminal frauds (Luke 12:2), we have Dr. Wakefield warning, ”THIS IS NOT A VAX, IT IS IRREVERSIBLE GENETIC MODIFICATION” 

See SONS OF LIBERTY WEBSITE & OR THE WASHINGTON STANDARD, article: 

“OPERATION WARP SPEED” Now You Know Why – Dr. Warns : ”THIS IS NOT A VAX, IT IS IRREVERSIBLE GENETIC MODIFICATION” (VIDEO)

Friends: Do not get any vaccines orchestrated by the US govt, Bill Gates, World Health Organization or ANYONE.

 

https://sonsoflibertymedia.com/operation-warp-speed-now-you-know-why-dr-warns-this-is-not-a-vax-it-is-irreversible-genetic-modification-video/?utm_source=OneSource&utm_medium=Push

 

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They created ALL THE NEW DISEASES like AIDS, Ebola, Sars, Covid – all of them. They have patents. They also have cures that are patented, but they will not make them available to the people.

Do NOT NOT NOT trust the Patriarchal organizations, whoever, whatever they are, they are DEMONIC & they come to STEAL, KILL & DESTROY.

There is not a SHRED OF DECENCY in the intents or motives of any Patriarchal organization, including their major religions, governments, so-called help institutions – nothing. All organizations run by men are CORRUPT, EVIL & have HARMFUL INTENT.

The only way we will escape the tyranny of Satan/men/Patriarchs is to hold onto MOTHER GOD & work for the coming MATRIARCHY. There is no other way.

RESIST THE DEVIL & HE WILL FLEE. Do not get any injections of ANY KIND while Satan rules the world. Resist, even if it means your life will be more difficult, resist in order to save yourself & your children.

https://sonsoflibertymedia.com/operation-warp-speed-now-you-know-why-dr-warns-this-is-not-a-vax-it-is-irreversible-genetic-modification-video/?utm_source=OneSource&utm_medium=Push

 

See SONS OF LIBERTY WEBSITE & OR THE WASHINGTON STANDARD, article: 

“OPERATION WARP SPEED” Now You Know Why – Dr. Warns : ”THIS IS NOT A VAX, IT IS IRREVERSIBLE GENETIC MODIFICATION” (VIDEO)

 

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CURE COVID from AJAX the GREAT

CURE FOR COVID WITH VITAMINS – VACCINES MAY BE USELESS &

DANGEROUS

 

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  This information is not only lifesaving, but will also throw a major monkey wrench in the Machiavellian machinations of the oligarchy/technocracy as well:

Credit first and foremost to Dr. Dmitry Kats, who also made the attached infographic along with the study below:

https://gofile.io/d/JKaVs3

Also credit to Dr. Gareth “Gruff” Davies, Bill Sardi, et al:

https://blog.gruffdavies.com/2020/10/20/vitamin-d-prophylaxis-can-end-the-pandemic/

https://knowledgeofhealth.com/survey-confirms-lifestyle-dietary-disease-vaccines-will-not-help/

https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fimmu.2020.01451/full

https://viableopposition.blogspot.com/2020/12/is-ivermectin-unsexy-miracle-solution.html

Thank you both very much, and have a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year,  AJAX the GREAT

 

Please see this infographic from Ajax:    Good afternoon, Rasa.  I put this infographic into one of my previous articles, along with a Vitamin D infographic by Gruff Davies:

http://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/2020/12/the-placebo-vaccine-that-actually-works.html

 

One more thing:  I just found today that Dr. Dmitry Kats has a new and impressive website as well.  Please when you get the chance, add the following link to that site just below the very first link on this article as well.

https://niacincurescovid.com/

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HUGE GIFT FOR XMAS

12-19-20-HUGE BOOK XMAS GIFT

 

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Dreams:  HE WITH NEW GIRL-STRANGE SANDWICH

 

I am with some friends at the old farmhouse when I have to go toward my bedroom, through a sort of ‘hallway’ that wasn’t there in real life, like an ‘in between living room.’ This room has an pyramidal shaped Xmas tree on a blue bin {like the bins I keep flour, rice & other things in the kitchen under a table} & I have to go ‘under’ the tree – it is not trimmed, just the plain tree – & as I go under the bottom branch of the tree toward my bedroom I come upon a BOOK.

*(XMAS TREE ON BLUE BIN: The book I will find under the tree will indicate it is something that will be PUBLISHED or PRODUCED as my Xmas gift this year.
the BIN which the tree stands on holds my surplus of foods, like flour I’ve had for years, rice, other stapes. This is the MATERIAL or RESOURCES which is what the GIFT will be BASED ON or STAND ON. The fact that it’s blue might or might not mean anything – it could be past sorrows.
The fact that I’m HEADED TOWARD MY ROOM AT THE OLD FARMHOUSE is the MEMORIES of what went on since I was young.
The TREE PLAIN, NOT DECORATED: Could be I have never been awarded, compensated or commensurated for anything I have been through since childhood. Decorations, such as those in war, are when people get recognition for dangerous missions, great bravery or being severely hurt. I have never gotten recognition for what I went through. So my TREE OF LIFE is plain, no ribbons, no bangles, no nothing.)*


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I pick up the book & at first don’t see how huge it is, then I do see. The cover is blue, exactly like the one I published was it 1979 or ’80, “Mother of the Immaculate Heart.” As I hold it in my arms, I see it is more than a FOOT THICK, could even be a foot & a half.

*(BOOK EXACTLY LIKE WHAT I PUBLISHED IN 1979, except it’s incredibly thick. Somehow I know this is the story of my life, but why the Holy Mother with her Title is on the cover, I’m not sure, except by my devotion to her, I am identified with her.
The thickness is my long life or the production of it, which will be complete.)*

I’m trying to DIGEST what this means, it is something TO BE IN AWE OF. It is PRICELESS. I mean someone got this book PUBLISHED without my knowing it. I glance at the inside, the entire contents are about GOD, from the POV of the Yoga discipline – I read just a few words, but know the entire content is about God.

*(ENTIRE CONTENT ABOUT GOD: My life, all of it, is about God. There is nothing in my long life, outside the Will of God. Why is it the
YOGA perspective of God? This might say that within Yoga & all its disciplines & religions, covers all my thoughts, feelings, ideas & activities about God.)*

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As I hold it in my arms, I’m thinking, wherever I go with this book everyone that sees it will wonder what’s in it & I’ll draw attention – it’s almost a humorous gimmick, but I’m not laughing.

*(LENGTH, VOLUME OF STORY: This might refer to the numerous events in my life, drawing people to various accounts of it – this production will not be a SOUNDBYTE like many of the TV shows, interviews I have had, it will be a THOROUGH PRODUCTION – I’m guessing either a MOVIE or TV SHOW. Maybe a TV series.)*

There’s a man & a woman here with me as I sit trying to understand, they are also in awe, the woman sitting to my front right, the man standing speaking, like in a demonstrative way, to my front left. He is gesturing, there are windows behind him, he is looking at the lady. His appearance is middle-aged, with a suit, maybe blue with maybe white shirt, Caucasian, looks like a ‘regular guy’ features not outstanding, attractive.

*(MAN & WOMAN: All I can think of is Jesus & Mary, who else could it be? Can’t think of anyone else. I have been saying the Holy Mass daily most of this months – invoking both of their Body & Blood.)*

This book thing is so amazing I wonder if I should stand up & shout,
“THANK YOU GOD”
again & again – shout it from the rooftops. But I can’t quite get myself to do it because I am THINKING SO HARD, trying to figure out who did this, I might have asked the female & male if they did this, but they did not, & I conclude this is SUPERNATURAL. I am sitting in my chair & see myself somewhat as ‘the thinker’ statue.

*(WANT TO SHOUT THANKS TO GOD: It seems something will happen to get published or produced as my Xmas gift this year. Might not be a book, could be a TV show. It’s done by Almighty God, through her Supernatural means, the Almighty, not even Jesus or Mary in particular. I can’t wait to see what this will be.)*

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12-19-20 HE WITH ANOTHER FEMALE

I see the man I love way up in the sky. Oh yes, first, there was some tet a tet on earth. He desires me, but this other woman comes along, a blonde, & seduces him & he is now talking to her, ignoring me.

*(WAY UP IN THE SKY: Height can mean more than one thing, always think about the context of the dream to figure the meaning. My guess this height is suffering, as going up high in dreams where you feel scared is suffering. People dream of being on the top part of a tall bridge, elevators going way up skyscrapers, precarious high places. Why is height suffering? It can, for a Christian, remind them of Our Lord,
“If I be lifted up, I will draw all men unto me.”
Golgotha was a height, the Cross further still, epitomizes ultimate suffering.
And so although this situation starts on the ground, I see Lover now lifted way up with this new girl, some type of suffering.)*

I say to him ‘What about me?’ I have brown hair. He looks at her & says ‘I just want some foxy pussy.’ In other words, he doesn’t have me for sex any more, this female comes along, wants him, so he goes for her. They are in a cart of some sort.

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*(I JUST WANT SOME FOXY PUSSY: He chooses this girl, not his wife, to replace me, who he treated like a whore. Now one can imagine, he is using her that way. He has to do his business secretly, as he’s keeping up the front for the wifey, he pretends to be on the up & up.)*

Now is when I see them in the sky, about 100′ up. I am way below. I resign myself to this & say to him, ‘alright, go ahead.’

*(100′ UP: I see he is suffering, so is she, this sex isn’t making them happy. This does not explain why, I am guessing – no woman wants to be the second fiddle. She might be nagging him some way, saying she wants him to leave the wife, she might be threatening to tell, so that would be stressful. He also might not like the female other than sex – he’s not in love with her as he is with me, just wants to use her, so that would not be deeply satisfying.)*

The cart they are in glides across the sky toward the right until they are out of my viewing.

*(CART GLIDES ACROSS THE SKY OUT OF VIEW: This is like a cloud. A cloud is FLEETING, there now, then gone. It passes by, it’s nothing permanent. This is telling me that this liaison is like that – it will pass. Notice that I am not troubled at all, my new attitude is what will be, will be. If God wants this to happen, which I know She does, then it will – why worry? Why be jealous? All will pass except me.
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12-19-20 STRANGE SANDWICH

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I come up with a recipe for a sandwich that is partly strange, partly tasty. I’m here at the house where I live, on the kitchen porch, describing my sandwich to someone. I tell them it goes onto an English muffin. It has maybe two layers, one is a light green fluffy layer, which is egg salad with mayo, the other layer is something else, also fluffy. But here’s the weird part: You have to swat like a dozen flies & put them into one of the fluffy layers.

*(FLIES IN SANDWICH: First thing I think of is ‘flies in the ointment’ & it applies. Recently I decided to start Part III of my life story by writing – not just You Tube. Much of it is ABUSE starting with my Mom. A fly in an ointment spoils something precious, it’s like a rat falling into a huge vat of jelly/jam you are making – most people would discard it all, it’s spoiled. The flies are the abuse – it’s the story of my life but the abuse makes it more INTERESTING.)*

In the dream flies are nutritious. And I could almost taste the egg salad, it was so delish that I made 7 eggs when I got up & made the salad / sandwich for breakfast, with raw onion – no flies, haha.

*(GREEN EGG SALAD: Eggs can mean several things. An egg can be a child or fetus, an offspring. An egg can represent eternal life, it’s a reproductive cell. In this case egg can be ‘meat’ or ‘meaty,’ lotsa protein, so it’s the meaty story of my life – green is it will make money. The abuse makes the story more interesting – think of Christina Crawford’s book, ‘Mommy Dearest’ – it caused a sensation BECAUSE of the abuse – the wire hanger thingy is a joke / cliché.)*

I also see the ‘fly swatter’ – it’s green, hanging at the old farmhouse in my Mom’s room.

*(GREEN FLY SWATTER IN MOM’S ROOM: Says the abuse generates from her. The green shows ‘lucrative.’)*

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This friend I’m talking to, I tell them I might name the sandwich ‘the explosion.’ Something about it is explosive or will generate publicity.

*(EXPLOSIVE: Indeed, this is a confirmation that the abuse in my life will make the story explosive, will generate publicity or attention & make it LUCRATIVE.
FLIES being swatted or killed, then eaten, shows something positive coming out of the negative, killing the evil thing & making it into something that can be consumed or eaten, turning evil into good. It’s like saying ‘thanks for the abuse,’ I can make a good story out of it – without it my story might not have been as interesting.)*

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WHY MEN ARE SCARED OF WOMEN

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INSIGHTS FROM AJAX THE GREAT 12-18-20

 

WHY MEN ARE SCARED OF WOMEN!  (See other insights below – important

– must be read!)

 

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Who’s Afraid Of An Aging Population? (Updated for 2020)

I had long wondered why so many men, especially the elites, are terrified that our overall population is (gasp!) aging. It is not just because they fear that their economic Ponzi scheme of necrotic growth for the sake of growth will unravel, though that is clearly part of it as well. No, I think that their real fear is that the Crones (i.e. Women over age 50 or so) will have an *unprecedented* level of power due to relative strength in numbers, and thus so will Women in general. That is because Women are living longer than ever before, as well as having fewer kids. And the men are getting scared. Hence the recent push to whittle away Women’s reproductive rights, eventually including most if not all birth control as well.

Additionally, with birthrates declining over time, and each new generation thus slightly smaller than then previous one, that effectively means that there will be fewer younger Women relative to slightly older men, giving younger Women that much more bargaining power in the dating market despite an overall surplus of Women in general. Thus by the 2030s, Women will get the best of both worlds, and be even more empowered as a result of such demographic trends.

(Note that this also means that statistically more younger men will be “mentored” by older Women in that regard as per the laws of supply and demand, which would also help further accelerate the transition to Matriarchy as well.)

Ah, you say, but what about the supposedly legitimate economic fears of an aging (and eventually shrinking) population? Well, a recent study came out that found that such fears are essentially overblown. In fact, moderately low fertility (i.e. between 1.5-2.0 children per Woman) and a shrinking population would actually maximize living standards for the general population. Another recent study found that there is essentially no robust correlation between population aging and economic growth, contrary to what many people seem to believe. Not to say that an aging population will not pose some challenges, but on balance the benefits would outweigh such drawbacks. And our Monetarily Sovereign federal government can easily absorb the fiscal costs of aging such as pensions and healthcare.

Oh, and by the way, there is that elephant in the room–make that the elephant in the Volkswagen–OVERPOPULATION. Left unchecked, it will destroy the very planet that gives us life. While technology (and Monetary Sovereignty) can largely solve the foreseeable economic challenges of aging and declining populations, the same cannot really be said of the intractable ecological problems of overpopulation. And the only ethical way to do this is to voluntarily have fewer children, i.e. well below the “replacement rate” of 2.1 or so. According to the best evidence, the best ways to accomplish this is 1) female empowerment and 2) poverty reduction, since after all, the number one cause of overpopulation is the MEN who force, coerce, deceive, and/or brainwash Women into having kids that they otherwise would not have (or much sooner and closer-spaced than otherwise). Seriously.

Sorry fellas, but the truth hurts.

 

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So what about countries like Japan, Italy, Greece, Spain, etc. with so-called “lowest-low” total fertility rates below 1.5? Yes, it is likely that they will hit a sort of short-to-medium-term “pothole” on the road to sustainability if they stay below 1.5 for too long. Their populations’ aging and decline will be significantly more rapid than for countries with TFRs between 1.5-2.0, and may be more difficult to adjust to from an economic perspective. Well, the answer to that, again, is increased Female empowerment. We see that European countries with greater Female empowerment and more generous social safety nets for Mothers and children tend to have higher fertility than those with less female empowerment and stingier safety nets such as Spain, Italy, and Greece. Even though all of those countries have TFRs below replacement, Northern and Western Europe are generally around 1.6-2.0 while Southern and Eastern Europe are generally significantly below 1.5 children per Woman.

The proof is clearly in the pudding.

Make no mistake, if Women were to take over the world tomorrow, the global TFR would plummet to 1.5 or lower almost overnight. But it would not stay below 1.5 for very long, as it would gradually rise back up to around 1.5-1.9 where it will remain for at least a generation or two, and eventually rise to around the replacement rate of 2.1 after the population shrinks significantly over time. And honestly, it can’t happen soon enough. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again. We must leave room for Nature, lest Nature not leave room for us. We have been warned, decades ago in fact.

As the great Marianne Williamson once said, at this juncture of history we are now at the “menopause” of humanity, in which what we really need is fewer babies, and more wisdom.

In other words, VIVE LA FEMME! Let the planetary healing begin!

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Sunday, January 5, 2020

Patriarchy Has A Kill Switch, And We Already Know What It Is

Author Yuri Alexandrovich wrote a great article recently for Medium, in which he articulates something that we all intuitively know (but often don’t want to say out loud) about the patriarchy and how to end it. After first establishing that patriarchy is inherently evil (and thus cannot be redeemed), he then goes on about what holds it all together. This thing that holds the entire construct all together is its sine qua non and thus is it’s own Achilles’ heel, and that thing is control of female sexuality, and the primary tool used to control that is slut-shaming. That is, the shaming of Women for expressing their sexuality in the way they choose. And thus the “kill switch” is to put an end to the practice of slut-shaming.

Wait, what? There is still slut-shaming in 2020? Absolutely. It has diminished somewhat since the (largely male-defined) “sexual revolution” half a century ago, to be sure, but it is still there. The double standard still exists, and it has in fact become more of a double bind in which Women are expected to be “sexy” (as defined by males) but not sexual by their own definition. And ending it is thus the unfinished business of both feminism and the real sexual revolution for Women.

(That’s not the only double bind here, there is also the historical one in which Women are expected to both obey men as well as be the “gatekeepers” of sex, with no way to opt out of either contradictory requirement.)

As Yuri Alexandrovich himself says:
So here is our kill switch: we stop telling women when, where and with whom she is allowed to get involved romantically. Her body, her choice. And she is perfectly capable of making it a responsible choice, thank you very much.
And lest anyone misunderstand his words, read too much into it, or try to put words in his mouth:
NOTE: This is not to suggest that anyone should change their own behavior. We do whatever we are comfortable with. That, of course, includes staying monogamous, still a perfectly valid choice. But it can not be justified as a moral choice anymore — rather, it is a personal preference.
Female sexuality (or more accurately, female-defined sexuality) is an extremely powerful force to be reckoned with, which is why the patriarchy has gone out of its way to suppress it (and/or supplant it with male-defined sexuality). As I have noted before, the suppression of Women’s sexuality was not entirely about maintaining control over the male bloodline (though that was originally a major part of it), but more generally about power and control over Women directly, as well as over other men indirectly via artificial scarcity.

In a similar vein, patriarchy’s favorite brainchild, capitalism, needs scarcity (whether real or artificial) to function. That is how the oligarchs control the serfs. And the kill switch of capitalism is thus to give it the one thing it cannot survive–abundance. The analogy should be apparent now.

Ending slut-shaming will not end patriarchy overnight, of course, but is nonetheless necessary for it to end sooner rather than later. And if we wait until we return to full-blown Matriarchy before liberating Women’s sexuality, we will never be ready, as Women’s sexual liberation is a key step on the path to Matriarchy. That is, if we make the perfect the enemy of the good, we ultimately end up with neither.

One thing needs to be clear. As hard as we fight for the right to say “yes” to sex, we must also fight twice as hard for the right to say “NO” as well. The LAST thing we want is for sex of any kind to be perceived as mandatory, so enthusiastic and mutual consent must be a precondition for all sexual acts, period. And that is true for both Women and men, by the way. Also, we must be careful not to fall in the trap of the “reverse double standard” that has become in vogue in some circles these days (Oprah and Dr. Phil, I’m looking at YOU!), in which men are the ones vilified for their sexuality while Women are ignored (if not celebrated) for doing the same exact things. Doing so is a sure path to a sort of “reverse patriarchy”, not the Matriarchy proper that we should be aiming for. The same goes for a “reverse double bind” as well.

Put simply: Women should have the absolute right to be as sexual–or not–as they themselves want to be, without the need for justification or apology to anyone, period.

So what are we waiting for? Kill Switch Engage! Let the planetary healing begin!

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Thursday, October 29, 2020

What If Roe v. Wade Were Actually Overturned?

With the conservative judge Amy Coney Barrett now confirmed to the U.S. Supreme Court, the landmark Roe v. Wade decision now hangs in the balance. That is, Women’s hard-won reproductive rights are now in grave danger, and this goes WAY beyond abortion. Undoubtedly, birth control and things like that will be next on the chopping block, and so on, and thus we are just a few steps away from Margaret Atwood’s worst nightmare. Add to this the fact that the current lockdown-induced “recession” (more like depression) has actually hit Women harder than men and set back Women’s progress by decades by dumping even more unpaid work on them at home, and the future looks even worse still.

Horrible and ghastly as this prospect is, there is perhaps a silver lining, namely that it may spur Women to go on a Lysistrata-style sex strike. This may be the final straw, and such a strike may be enough for Women to actually take over for good. That is, what would otherwise take decades at best would be accelerated in a matter of weeks or months, Goddess willing. Perhaps that is why She is allowing all of this parade of horribles to happen at all?

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Of course, a sex strike is a short-term tactic, not a long-term strategy. For the ultimate kill switch on how really smash the patriarchy for good in the long term please see a previous article here. And interestingly, the late 19th century feminist Victoria Woodhull would have in fact supported both.
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