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ONE SOUL ASCENDS 2 HELPED

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ONE SOUL ASCENDS 2 HELPED

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I REACH 3 SOULS IN PURGATORY-ONE WITH A SACRED KISS-ANOTHER BENEFITS FROM THE HOLY EUCHARIST

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Xxxx CAN’T UNDERSTAND WHY I’M AVOIDING HIM

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          I am on the RR track right between my property with the path to the pond/river directly on the left. There sits a young male who is very beautiful, like an angel from Heaven. He has soft, smooth, tawny skin, perfect features, nice nose with oval nostrils, he’s sitting on something, don’t know what. It vaguely feels like I’m forbidden to be intimate with him – don’t know why, but I decide to take matters into my own hands.

 

          I go over to him & give him a peck on his left cheek & this peck turns into a real kiss, both ways, which goes on for a while. I was real happy over this, that he reciprocated, wanted the kiss as much as I did.

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          (THIS SOUNDS LIKE THE KISSES I MAKE FOR THE SOULS IN PURGATORY. I MAKE TEN HUGS & TEN KISSES ON BOTH CHEEKS FOR SOULS, AT THE END OF EVERY MASS. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THEY FEEL ANY OF IT. THIS SAYS SOMEONE DID.

 

          THE CLUE IT’S A SOUL IS THE CHEEK. I KISS ON THE CHEEK, IT’S NOT SEXY. BUT WHEN IT TURNS INTO SOMETHING INTIMATE, RECIPROCAL, IT SHOWS A DEPTH, AN EMOTION. THE KISS WAS FELT, IT WAS RETURNED BY A SOUL.

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          I NOW RECALL DURING THE NIGHT AS I WAS IN A ‘TWILIGHTSTATE’ I HEARD SOMEONE SAY ‘I LOVE YOU.’ IT WAS A SOUL – I HAVE HEARD THIS THOUGHT BEFORE FROM BOTH LIVING PERSONS & SOULS. MAYBE THIS SOUL SAID IT.

 

          ANOTHER CLUE IT’S PURGATORY IS THE SPOT WHERE HE’S ‘SITTING.’

 

          THE RAIL ROAD TRACK IS A ‘NO MAN’S LAND.’ IT’S OWNERSHIP IS NOT CERTAIN. IT PROBABLY BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE, TO DISCOVER IF I HAVE RIGHTS OVER IT WOULD COST ME THOUSANDS TO RESEARCH THE DEEDS BEFORE 1890. PURGATORY IS ALSO A ‘NO MAN’S LAND’ BECAUSE TO REACH A SOUL IS A MILESTONE– ONE MUST HAVE SOME KIND OF HELP AS FROM A SAINT IN HEAVEN OR AN ANGEL, WHO CONNECTS YOU TO THE SOUL IN A SPACE WHERE THERE ARE UNTOLD TRILLIONS.

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          AN IMPORTANT CLUE IS THIS PERSON/SOUL IS SITTING BETWEEN TWO AREAS ON MY LAND. HE IS NOT DIRECTLY ON MY LAND (MY DOMAIN, A PLACE IN SPACE/SPIRIT I OWN OR HAVE JURISDICTION OVER) BUT MY DOMAIN IS ON BOTH SIDES. BUT THE PATH THERE LEADS TO WATER – WATER MEANS GRACE, A BIG SYMBOL OF IT.

 

{*SO IS FIRE IN SOME CASES, BUT EACH SYMBOL MUST BE READ IN THE CONTEXT OF THE DREAM. BOTH WATER & FIRE CAN GO BOTH WAYS, DESTRUCTIVE OR CONSTRUCTIVE. FOR INSTANCE, WHEN FINANCIAL INSTITUTIONS CALL THEMSELVES AN ‘UMBRELLA’ THEY ARE SAYING AGAINST THE WATER OF FINANCIAL LOSS. WHEN SOMEONE ‘RAINS ON YOUR PARADE’ THEY ARE SPOILING YOUR GOOD TIMES. WHEN WATER FLOODS YOUR HOME IT’S DISASTER.

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          BUT, WHEN RAIN COMES AFTER A DROUGHT, IT’S A BLESSING. WHEN I SAW GOD FACE TO FACE THE FIRST TIME, IT WAS A RIVER GUSHING OUT OF A MOUNTAIN, CASCADING VIOLENTLY INTO A GORGE WAY DOWN UNDERNEATH ME. THIS WAS THE TORRENT OF GOD’S GRACE COMING INTO MY SOUL.

 

THE SECOND TIME, IT WAS THE INFINITE GOLDEN OCEAN OF LOVE, THE OCEAN WAS GOD, BUT IT WAS ALSO ME, & THE HORIZON OPENED UP CONTINUOUSLY, THERE WAS NO STOP TO IT.*}

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          THIS PATH LEADS TO MY POND IN THE WOODS, THE SWAMP, & MOST OF ALL, THE RIVER. IT’S A CLICHÉ TO SAY “RIVER OF GRACE.” THE SOUL IS JUST SITTING IN PURGATORY WAITING FOR GRACE, I COME ALONG. THIS IS SAYING HE RECEIVED THE GRACE & WAS GRATEFUL. HIS BEAUTY TELLS ME THAT HE’S NOT FAR FROM HEAVEN, ALMOST READY TO ASCEND? OR DID HE ASCEND?) IT MIGHT BE MORE LIKELY HE DID ASCEND THAN NOT, AS THIS IS EXTREMELY RARE THAT A SOUL WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL & RECIPROCATE MY KISS!

 

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A SOUL BEING ‘BEAUTIFUL’ MEANS IT’S CLEANSED. DURING THE TIME IN PURGATORY, THE SOUL GETS CLEANER & CLEANER, & THEREFORE MORE BEAUTIFUL AS THE *NATURE OF GOD* IS REVEALED–& GOD IS TRUTH, BEAUTY & LOVE. WE ALL HAVE GOD WITHIN, BUT SIN OBSCURES OUR TRUE NATURE, LIKE PUTTING FILTH ON A PANE OF TRANSPARENT GLASS. THE TIME IN PURGATORY REMOVES THAT FILTH OR OBSCURITY.)

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          Then the scene changes. It seems I’m alone all the time – feeling kind of isolated. I go out for a walk & come upon a lumber yard. Here there are logs that are 1.5’ in diameter, dozens of them on a cart, many carts. The whole yard is filled with all these felled trees, sawed up where only the thick, usable part of them is here, ready to be sawed into planks for building I suppose.

 

          (LUMBER IN MY DREAMS IS USUALLY THE CROSS. I AM IN PURGATORY, WHERE PEOPLE ARE WORKING OFF THEIR KARMA, THE CROSSES THEY DID NOT FINISH CARRYING ON EARTH, I’M HERE TO HELP THEM PAY THEIR DEBT.

 

          THESE BIG TREES, SO MANY OF THEM, ARE GETTING READY TO BE MADE INTO ‘CROSSES’ OR TORTURES FOR THESE SOULS TO ENDURE.

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          I AM ALONE, MENTALLY, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, IN A GOOD PLACE TO MEET SOULS IN PURGATORY & I MEET TWO OF THEM.)

 

          Here there are two men. One is in a semi-enclosed room, the other is just outside that room working, stooping on the ground doing something.

 

(THESE TWO MEN I MAKE CONTACT WITH, ONE IS CLEANER THAN THE OTHER. THE ONE INSIDE A ROOM IS SEMI-CONFINED, THE ONE STOOPING DOWN IS A CLUE HE MIGHT BE IN PRAYER, HUMBLE, AS IF KNEELING CLOSE TO THE GROUND, POSSIBLY PRAYING FOR HELP–& THAT WOULD BE WHY I COME ALONG.)

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          I engage the one outside the room, not because I’m attracted to him – not attracted to either one of these guys – just want someone to talk to. The one in the room I vaguely see a female behind him, she’s sort of ‘foggy’ to my sight.

 

          I know they are both at a paid job & I’m lucky they can pay attention to me away from their work. If the boss was around he might take issue with me interfering, but he’s apparently not around.

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          (I’M SAYING THIS IS NOT ON THE HUMAN PLANE, ME LOOKING FOR HOTTIES, THIS IS ME WANTING TO CONNECT WITH SOULS FOR SPIRITUAL PURPOSES.

WHO IS THE BOSS THAT MIGHT STOP ME? IT’S SAYING THAT GOD IS NOT AROUND AS A ‘MEAN, TASK MASTER BOSS’, GOD HAS ABSENTED HIS/HER WRATH, SO TO SPEAK, FOR ME TO MINISTER TO THEM.

 

ALSO THE ONE IN THE ROOM SEEMS LIKE THE LADY BEHIND HIM COULD BE HOLY MARY OR ANOTHER SAINT. HE MIGHT HAVE PRAYED TO HER, SO SHE’S PRESENT TO HELP HIM. IT COULD ALSO BE HIS GUARDIAN ANGEL. GUARDIAN ANGELS STAY WITH US THROUGH OUR PURGATORY, SO I HEARD.)

 

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          After a while the one I’m talking to & I go away somewhere. We’re doing something & we return in about 20 minutes.

 

          (TWENTY MINUTES IS AN AVERAGE TIME FOR MY MASS. SOMETIMES THEY ARE LESS, SOMETIMES I PRAY FOR HOURS. THIS WOULD BE CONNECTING THIS MAN WITH THE MASS—PERHAPS HE WAS ON HIS KNEES ASKING FOR A MASS.)

 

          When we do so the one in the room – who is tall, thin, dark haired, gives a knowing look, even nods his head somehow to show he ASSUMES WE WENT AWAY TO HAVE SEX.

 

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          (HE ASSUMES WE WERE ‘HAVING SEX.’ THIS COULD BE TAKEN TWO WAYS. IN MY DREAMS HAVING SEX CAN BE THE GREATEST INTIMACY, WHERE DURING SEX, I GIVE SPIRITUAL LOVE OF THE HIGHEST KIND, & HE ASCENDS INTO HEAVEN. DID THIS SECOND SOUL RECOGNIZE THE INTIMACY & ACKNOWLEDGE IT, OR DID HE THINK IT WAS SOMETHING LOWER ?)

 

          This is not true at all,

 

          (THIS SEEMS TO SAY HE ASSUMED IT WAS OF A LOWER NATURE, BUT THE LOAF OF BREAD AGAINST THE MAN’S CHEST EXPLAINS IT IS SPIRITUAL.)

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& the other guy returns with his arms full of a few things he got in stores – which explains our time away, not sex, doing some purchases. He sees to be holding for one thing, a long loaf of bread against his chest, like what they call ‘French’ or ‘Italian,’ those long ones like over a foot long, not very wide, white bread.

 

          (THIS WHITE BREAD IS UNMISTAKABLY ‘EUCHARIST.’ I WENT AWAY WITH A SOUL OR TOOK HIM ‘AWAY OR ASIDE’ FOR GRACE – HE’S HOLDING THE EUCHARIST TO HIS CHEST WHICH MEANS HEART – HE RECEIVED THE GRACE.)

 

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 ANOTHER DREAM:  xxxx CANNOT FATHOM WHY I’M AVOIDING HIM

                    

          There was a young man who went some place where I’m close by, & there’s a line of suitcases there, nice ones, in all colors including red, many, maybe thirty suitcases.

 

(THE SUITCASES ARE THE POSSIBLE REASONS I’M NOT SEEING HIM.)

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He wants to get somewhere or ‘get at’ something & he takes each suitcase & throws it behind him, in an intense way, kind of frustrated. When he throws them backward they go like 15-20’, quite a throw. I especially note the bright red suitcase going backward. He’s almost mad, not quite. Reminds me somehow of ‘the mad hatter.’ Or a badger digging out a den intently, doesn’t want any interruptions from anyone, makes short work of any animal that disrupts his task.

 

          (THIS SOUNDS LIKE xxxx TRYING TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF WHY I’M NOT SEEING HIM. HE’S FRUSTRATED & CAN’T GET IT.

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          I’VE BEEN DOING EXORCISMS EVERY DAY AGAINST HIS DEMONS – ONE OF THEM WAS ANGER. SO THIS IS SAYING HE ISN’T ANGRY, THAT DEMON IS GONE..

 

          HE THROWS ASIDE ‘BAGGAGE.’ BAGGAGE IS NEGATIVES ONE CARRIES AROUND – THEIR BAD ACTIONS, TRAITS, SINS OR WHATEVER HOLDS THEM BACK.

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          HE’S GOING THROUGH EVERY ITEM TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WENT WRONG, INCLUDING THE RED SUITCASE MEANING PAIN OR SUFFERING.

 

         {AGAIN, RED HAS MANY MEANINGS & HAS TO BE DISCERNED IN THE CONTEXT OF THE DREAM. IT CAN MEAN ‘STOP’ – IT CAN MEAN ‘I WAS RED WITH EMBARRASSMENT,’ BUT IN MOST OF MY DREAMS, THE RED IS BLOOD & STANDS FOR RECENT SUFFERINGS *OLD SUFFERINGS ARE PURPLE.*}

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         BUT HE CANNOT FIGURE OUT WHY I’M AVOIDING HIM.

 

I NOTICE THE RED SUITCASE BEING THROWN ASIDE IS HE DISMISSES THE PAIN HE GAVE ME– IN OTHER WORDS,

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“SHE COULD NOT BE IGNORING ME BECAUSE OF THE PAIN I GAVE HER.”

 

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THAT MEANS HE THINKS IT WAS OK TO GIVE ME PAIN. AND BELIEVING THAT, HE CANNOT GET TO THE BOTTOM OF HIS DILEMMA. )

 

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GOD ENJOYS LIFE-SOUL ASCENDS

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1-17-20-GOD ENJOYING LIFE-LEELA-&-A SOUL ASCENDS 1-16-20

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        This dream exemplifies what ‘Leela’ or ‘Lila’ is as a state of Yoga.

 

        I am somewhere in the back yard someplace which has wide fields behind the house. Someone has brought in a motorcycle & I decide to ride it.

 

        I get on it & away I go, fast, through the fields. It feels Heavenly, a smooth ride, not a care in the world, totally free & happy. The fields are hard, very little growth to interfere; the greenery is sparse.

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        I return to the precincts of the house & as I examine the motorcycle, it seems different parts of it are falling apart, not the engine – that part’s fine, but the parts of the handlebars & the seat, I have to fix & adjust, they are made of ‘ticky tacky,’ more like a child’s toy than an adult cycle.

 

        I also notice then the puddles. They aren’t dirty, they’re clear, they’re shallow, but I ask someone is it ok for the motorcycle to get wet?

 

        I also worried if I was authorized to take the cycle out, as it wasn’t mine, & I want to go out with it again, vaguely see that I do but these concerns are on my mind.

 

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MEANING:   This dream explains Leela, which you prayed for last night – how we experience God Consciousness when still on earth.

 

        When you first use the motorcycle & dash away, you have no worries, fears or concerns on your mind. You’re seeing the big picture, the joy of the ride, which is having faith, hope & happiness.

 

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        But when a person falls down to the minutiae of life – the details of things not right, the worries & fears, they lose that big picture & their bliss or joy, then God isn’t in their consciousness.

 

        You see all the worries, fears, like the puddles, do you have the right to use this thing? That ends joy & bliss.

 

1-16-20-A SOUL ASCENDS

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In this dream I have a cardboard box open in front of me. To the right seems food wrapped up, but in the open box to the left is a parcel that makes me uncomfortable.

 

        It’s round, covered in a sort of shiny silver material, it’s about 8” in diameter, the paper on it is folded behind it. The front has the Leaves of Victory—laurel leaves in green, a pic of a garland over the top & the bottom, with writing on it. I try to read the writing but can’t.

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        What makes me uncomfortable is I believe this parcel has the remains of a person inside – somehow condensed. I keep thinking, keep trying to read, keep thinking & being uncomfortable.

 

        MEANING: A SOUL HAS ASCENDED! The food on the right is the way by which this soul ascended: The Holy Eucharist, the Food of the Body & Blood of Jesus & Mary, which you’ve been celebrating.

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        The way the body of the ascended soul is represented has two clues: First, the writing on it – you don’t know who it is, but the laurel leaves of victory tell you there’s been a major victory here. And silver to you has the meaning of permanence or ‘forever.’ Whoopee!

 

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OUR DESTINIES

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 LETTERS BETWEEN WILLIAM BOND,  Xxx & RASA

HI WILLIAM

 

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        IT IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO KNOW HOW THE WORLD WOULD BE WHEN WOMEN ‘RULE THE WORLD’ AS THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A WORLD LIKE OURS RULED BY THEM.  LAST TIME WE RULED WE HAD VILLAGES OF NO MORE THAN 15K (FROM WHAT MARIJA GIMBUTAS EXPLAINED) & BESIDES THAT THE SOCIETIES WERE HUNTER-GATHERERS.

 

        ALL I CAN SAY IS FOLLOW YOUR HEART.  FOR A WHILE YOU RESEARCHED & PROMOTED THE TOPIC OF THE FEMALE MERMAIDS & YOU GOT HUGE RESPONSES TO THAT, YOU BECAME THE FOREMOST AUTHORITY OF MERMAIDS IN THE WORLD.  THAT WAS QUITE AN ACCOMPLISHMENT – WHO WOULD HAVE EVER THOUGHT YOU’D GET INTO THAT FIELD?

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    AT THE SAME TIME YOU DID THAT – THOSE SAME FIVE OR SO YEARS – I WENT INTO A FIELD NEVER ANTICIPATED, BECOMING A COUGAR AFTER 30 YRS OF CELIBACY & A PHOTOGRAPHER OF THE ‘WORLD’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN.’

 

    WHAT A DEPARTURE WE BOTH MADE FROM OUR USUAL MATRIARCHAL WORK, YET IT WAS MATRIARCHAL, BUT DIFFERENT.  WE FOLLOWED OUR HEARTS.

 

        I AM NO LONGER ‘TURNED ON’ OR STIMULATED BY THE SUBJECT OF BEAUTIFUL YOUNG MEN.  IN FACT, MY WEBMAN THINKS MY LATEST BOOK ON THEM SHOULD BE PROMOTED & I COULD, FOR THE FIRST TIME, MAKE SOME MONEY OFF MY BOOKS.  BUT I TOLD HIM

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“I CAN’T STAND THE THOUGHT OF THEM.  THEY REPULSE ME.”

 

    I COULD NEVER IMAGINE THAT I WOULD ENTER THAT FIELD, & ONCE IN IT, COULD NOT IMAGINE EXITING IT, BUT I DID.

 

    ARE YOU STILL INTRIGUED BY THE MERMAID ISSUE OR DONE WITH IT?

 

    THERE WAS A BOOK THAT WAS FAMOUS (PUBLISHED 1976) – GAIL SHEEHY’S “PASSAGES.”  I READ IT.  I JUST LOOKED HER UP – DID NOT EVEN KNOW CELEBRATED SHE IS.  

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AFTER THE WRITING OF THE ‘NEW RELIGION’ I WAS UNABLE TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THE SUBJECT, COULD NOT GO ON ANY MORE.  SO THERE IS ONE DOOR CLOSED, BUT ANOTHER DOOR OPENED.

 

FOR A WHILE YOU HEARD MY LAMENTS ABOUT BEING BURNT OUT & FIGHTING DEMONS – THE LATTER IS PROBABLY THE MORE PERTINENT ONE – JUST BECAUSE I WAS FINISHED WITH A SUBJECT I CAN’T SAY I WAS ‘BURNT OUT’, ONLY FINISHED.  BUT THE LATTER YES, I EXORCISED THE DEMONS OF xxxx SO THEY HAVE FOR NOW LEFT BOTH OF US ALONE – I AM SPRINKLING HOLY WATER THROUGH MY HOUSE DAILY TO KEEP THEM AWAY.

 

DURING THIS EPISODE I ALSO SPENT MY EVENINGS WATCHING VIDEOS ABOUT SAINTS INSTEAD OF SECULAR SUBJECTS, & THIS HELPED ME GET MY BEARINGS.  LAST NIGHT I ENDED UP WITH RAMANA MAHARSHI, THE GURU OF NONDUALITY, WHICH IS WHERE I LEFT OFF YEARS AGO – 2007 – HIM BEING MY ‘LAST GURU.’  I DID DO A COUPLE OF CHAPTERS FOR THE RELIGION ON HIS ZEITGEIST BUT I DID NOT PLUNGE INTO IT COMPLETELY.

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AS OF LAST NIGHT I HAVE PLUNGED IN.  I SPENT THE NIGHT WATCHING HIS VIDEOS, THEN SPOKE TO HIM FOR A WHILE (CHANNELING HIM IN HEAVEN), AND TODAY I SPENT FOUR HOURS IN MEDITATION, MUCH INSPIRED BY HIM.

 

I HAVE NOW FIGURED OUT – I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN – WHAT EXACTLY GOD MEANT WHEN SHE SAID ‘QUIT THE CELIBACY, STOP SUFFERING & HAVE FUN.’

 

I SPOKE ABOUT A THING ON MY WEBSITE CALLED ‘LEELA’ OR ‘LILA’ IN THE YOGA PERSUASION, BUT I WAS NOT FULLY PRACTICING IT, BECAUSE I SUFFERED SO MUCH WITH THIS ‘HAVE FUN’ BUSINESS, IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE.  I WAS PLAGUED BY ANXIETY FIGHTING THE LOW MINDEDNESS OF THE WORLD, THE FLESH & THE ONSLAUGHTS OF THE DEVIL, ESPECIALLY AFTER I FELL IN LOVE.

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NOW THINGS ARE QUIETED DOWN & I WILL TRY AGAIN.  LEELA IS WHEN GOD ENJOYS LIFE ON EARTH.  IT MEANS WHEN WE PERSONALLY EXPERIENCE LIFE, OUR CONSCIOUSNESS OF GOD IS PRESENT, GOD IN US DOES EVERYTHING, EVEN DRINKING ALCOHOL & HAVING SEX.  THIS IS WHAT I FOUND SO DIFFICULT, TO DO THESE HUMAN, PHYSICAL THINGS WITHOUT AT SOME POINT FALLING TO THE LEVEL OF THE FLESH MENTALITY.  I WAS UNABLE TO KEEP MY MIND ON GOD – WHICH WOULD BE LEELA – & I FELL INTO JEALOUSY, CONFUSION, YEARNING, DESIRES & LOW MINDEDNESS, ALL OF WHICH CARRY TURMOIL, MISERY & ALL THE TORTURES WE KNOW.

 

I THINK THIS WAS THE CHALLENGE GOD WANTED ME TO MASTER.  I HAD TO ENJOY THESE ‘PLEASURES’ WITHOUT ATTACHMENT, WITHOUT YEARNING, ALLOWING THEM TO HAPPEN OR NOT, NOT CHASING OR PURSUING OR FEELING PAIN WHEN MY PLEASURES WERE NOT MET  (MOST OF THE TIME I WAS FRUSTRATED, REJECTED OR USED, NOT LOVED, SO IT WASN’T FUN.)  SO THERE’S A HUGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN EXPERIENCING LIFE IN THE FLESH, THE MIND IN THE FLESH, OR EXPERIENCING THE SAME THING WITH GOD UPPERMOST IN THE MIND.  BUT IS THIS EASY?  IT’S ONE OF THE GREATEST CHALLENGES I’VE EVER MET, BUT I THINK I AM PAST FALLING DOWN & CAN MAINTAIN THE HIGH CONSCIOUSNESS NOW.  I WILL TRY.

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AFTER I FELL IN LOVE, MY GREATEST FEAR WAS LOSING xxxx BUT WE HAD A MYSTICAL MARRIAGE (2019) & THAT DISSOLVED–BIT BY BIT–MY FEAR.  NOW I CAN ‘LET HIM GO’ BECAUSE I KNOW I WON’T LOSE HIM, SO I NO LONGER HAVE ‘ATTACHMENT’ & WITH IT ‘ANXIETY.’  AND SO NOW I AM FREE.  BUT HE ISN’T AS HE IS YOUNG & DOESN’T UNDERSTAND.  THE TABLES MUST NOW TURN.  I LET HIM GO BUT HE HAS TO HOLD ONTO ME.  I CAN CONCENTRATE ON GOD, NOT HIM, WITHOUT LOSING HIM, BECAUSE IF HIS LOVE IS TRUE & DEEP, HE WILL PURSUE ME & HOLD ONTO ME BUT I DON’T HAVE TO HAVE THE FEAR I USED TO.  MY FREEDOM FROM ATTACHMENT GIVES ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO PRACTICE ‘LEELA.’

 

THAT IS THE ‘PASSAGE’ I AM GOING THROUGH NOW.

 

ANOTHER THING.  I HAVE BEEN CONCERNED ABOUT FINISHED MY WORK.  ONE OF THE THINGS I CAN DO THAT FEW PEOPLE CAN IS THE INTERPRETATION OF DREAMS.  I AM REALLY GOOD AT THIS, I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND BEFORE I DIE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE OF THIS SUBJECT, IF I DON’T, ALL MY KNOWLEDGE WILL BE LOST.  THE ONE BOOK I PUBLISHED IS BUT LIKE 5% OR LESS OF WHAT I KNOW, I COULD FILL AN ENCYCLOPEDIA WITH ALL THE SYMBOLS I UNDERSTAND.  BUT I HAVE BEEN WORRYING – WHEN WILL I HAVE THE TIME TO DO THIS?  ESPECIALLY WHEN xxxx COMES TO LIVE WITH ME, I’LL BE BUSY WITH HIM.

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I HAVE NOTICED, HOWEVER, THAT I LIKE WRITING DOWN MY DREAMS EVERY TIME I HAVE THEM, WHICH IS ALMOST NIGHTLY.  IT ISN’T HARD AT ALL, NO MATTER WHAT – I HAVE MANY THOUSANDS OF DREAMS ON AUDIO TAPE & ON THE COMPUTER.  SINCE I AM WRITING/INTERPRETING THEM DAILY THEN WHY NOT JUST POP THEM ONTO MY WEBSITE?  AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ONES, ON OUR BLOG?  WHY NOT?

 

BECAUSE I FEARED I MIGHT NOT HAVE TIME TO MAKE ‘FORMAL’ BOOKS & PUT THEM INTO BOOK FORM & PUBLISH THEM, BUT THIS IS A WAY OF DOING IT.  JUST DO IT ‘AS IS’ – GIVING COPIOUS EXPLANATIONS OF THE SYMBOLS WITH EVERY DREAM INSTEAD OF MAKING A ‘DREAM DICTIONARY’ WHICH WOULD BE MORE TEDIOUS.  THIS WAY I GET IT DONE.   THAT’S MY PLAN NOW.

 

AND ALSO I WANT TO FINISH EXPLAINING MY LIFE BEFORE I DIE.  MY WEBMAN JUST FINISHED EDITING BOOK 2 OF MY LIFE, THIS HAS TO BE ILLUSTRATED & PUBLISHED.  THEN I’LL DO BOOK 3 & THAT SHOULD COVER IT.  I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND WRONG ASSUMPTIONS, DELUSIONS & THE HALLUCINATIONS PEOPLE HAVE ABOUT ME.  I NEED TO LEAVE BEHIND MATERIAL THAT EXPLAINS MY LIFE AS WELL AS IT CAN BE EXPLAINED.  IF I DON’T, THEY WILL BASTARDIZE IT.  I ESPECIALLY DO NOT WANT THE LOW MINDED TO TURN MY LIFE INTO A PORN / SEXUAL / GOTTA’ HAVE A GIMMICK / LOW MINDED / MATERIALISTIC SYNOPSIS.  MY LIFE IS THE GRACE OF GOD & THIS IS WHAT MUST BE EXPLAINED IN ABSOLUTE DETAIL.  EVEN WHEN THEY DO DOCUMENTARIES ON MY LIFE OR ASK ME QUESTIONS, PEOPLE ARE SO LOW MINDED, THEY INEVITABLY DRAG MY LIFE DOWN.

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AND SO, AS FAR AS WHAT YOU SAY, I BELIEVE YOU’LL FIND A ROAD FOR YOURSELF SOON, AS ‘NATURE ABHORS A VACUUM’ & WE ALL NEED SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT, WORK ON & LOOK FORWARD TO, SO I KNOW YOU WILL FIND SOMETHING GREAT TO DO.…BEST WISHES, RASA

From xxx—Good morning, Rasa.   It sounds like you have a good plan overall, and had indeed gotten some great insights, particularly about Leela versus attachment.  That makes a lot of sense overall, and I wish you the best.

I will note that different audiences will likely require different versions of the message tailored specifically to such audiences.  Marketing is important.  Most people, to one degree or another, seem to want to know “what’s in it for me”, so that will of course need to be addressed.  Try to figure out what makes a particular demographic (or psychographic) group “tick”, as it were, and then try to appeal to that while still remaining accurately on point about the topic at hand…..best of luck to you both, and have a nice day…..xxx


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from William Bond 

 

I think I have said everything I wanted to say about Mermaids, Rasa I don’t think I have any more to add.

I agree it is easy to stay spiritual if you remain celibate and live in a cave somewhere but a lot more difficult if you live a life of an ordinary person. But I think it is important for spiritual people to mix with normal people. The reason is that if all spiritual people hide themselves away, then they don’t pass on the knowledge they gain through communicating with spirit, to the world.

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Unfortunately most people cut themselves off from spirit and take more notice of what other people tell them than listening to unlimited wisdom of the ONE. As Jesus said, “when the blind led the blind both fall in the ditch.” This is why the world is in such a mess.

The trouble is that the more we communicate with spirit the more we move away from conventional wisdom and that causes problems. We see this throughout history, when anyone challenges conventional wisdom, people don’t like it and fight back.

 

Years ago I did like your stance on, “I strip for God”. This is what Jesus tried to do, bring the spirit into all aspects of life. And you are doing the same with your relationships with younger men. It is also what we find in Taoism and Tantra of bringing spirituality into our sex-life. The idea of cutting spirituality away from sex, is why it causes so many problems for people.

 

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The spirit inspires us to do these things but once we are on the path we have to keep in contact with spirit because as we both have discovered, when we lose that contact, things start to go wrong. That is why recently I have been trying to do more meditation……William

 

HI FRIENDS        

        THANKS FOR THE GOOD LETTERS. 

  

    THIS NIGHT I PRAYED FOR ‘LEELA’ & GOD SHOWED ME A BIG DREAM.  YESTERDAY I DREAMED ABOUT “FREEDOM” WHICH I THINK MEANT “NONDUALITY.”  I WROTE IT DOWN BUT DID NOT YET INTERPRET IT.  AND THIS LEELA DREAM I HAVE NOT TYPED YET OR INTERPRETED.  I WILL DO THE WORK ON THE DREAMS, PUT THEM ON MY SITE & PRESENT THEM TO YOU FOR OUR BLOG ALSO.  AS I SAID, I THINK THIS IS THE WAY FOR ME TO GO FOR THE TIME BEING, AS IT’S WHERE MY MIND IS.

 

    WHICH BRINGS ME TO A POINT, THAT xxx BROUGHT UP.  xxx, I HAVE A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE TO THE QUESTION WILLIAM RAISED – AS TO WHAT HE SHOULD DO NEXT.  YOU FORGET ONE THING.  WE ARE NOT MACHINES, WHICH POP OUT ON DEMAND WHAT THE WORLD WANTS.  TO BE HONEST, WE CAN SAY “FUKK THE WORLD, IT’S GOD & MY HEART THAT COUNTS”  BUT AT THE SAME TIME, WE SAVE THE WORLD WHEN WE FOLLOW OUR HEART!

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IT IS OUR HEART THAT TELLS US WHAT’S RIGHT FOR US TO DO AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT IN LIFE, BECAUSE WE MUST SERVE / LOVE OURSELVES AS WELL AS OUR NEIGHBOR.  IF WE GO AGAINST THE GRAIN OF OUR OWN SOUL OR DESIRE, WE ARE ACTUALLY DESTROYING OR SACRIFICING OURSELVES (MARTYRDOM, WHICH IS SOMETIMES THE RIGHT THING TO DO, BUT NOT ALWAYS!) — & IT DOES NOT HELP THE WORLD.  HERE IS HOW AN ARTIST WORKS & HOW ANYONE MUST WORK:  FOLLOW YOUR HEART, & YOUR ART WILL HAVE MEANING.  IF YOU PAINT WHAT THE PUBLIC WANTS, (AS YOU SUGGEST TEST THE MARKET & FULFILL THE NEED) & YOUR HEART IS NOT THERE, THE ART IS NOT ALIVE WITH YOUR INNER EMOTIONS – NO MATTER HOW SKILLED IT’S ‘DEAD.’

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    I DO NOT RECOMMEND WILLIAM TEST THE MARKET & FULFILL THEIR NEEDS, I BELIEVE THE WAY OF MEDITATION, IS THE RIGHT ONE.  AS HE GETS HIS MIND ON GOD, THE UNCONSCIOUS, THE DEEP SOUL, WILL SOONER OR LATER WELL UP IN HIM & GIVE HIM A VISION, AN UNDERSTANDING & A DESIRE, & THAT IS WHAT HE FOLLOWS.  FUKK THE WORLD.  THIS IS THE ‘BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL’ WHERE EVERYONE GOES, FOLLOWING EACH OTHER, LOOKING AT STYLES, FASHIONS & TRENDS, REPEATING CLICHES, ETC.  THEY THINK THEY’RE BEING ‘SMART’ BUT IT’S THE WISDOM OF THE WORLD, THEY’RE ALL FOLLOWING EACH OTHER & REALLY NOT DOING ANYTHING ORIGINAL.  (I AM NOT SUGGESTING NONE OF US BORROWS FROM THE PAST, WE ARE ALL PRODUCTS OF WHAT WENT ON BEFORE US EVERY DAY IN EVERY WAY.  BUT WE MUST BE CHOOSY AS TO WHICH PART OF THE PAST WE MIGHT BORROW FROM.)…..    RASA

 

Xxx  I REREAD YOUR LETTER & I SEE YOU DID STATE TO WILLIAM TO FOLLOW HIS HEART PRIOR TO SAYING TEST THE MARKET, SO I AGREE, IT ISN’T WRONG TO UNDERSTAND A MARKET, JUST CAN’T BE THE MAIN THING.

 

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SOULS SPEND XMAS WITH ME!

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12-24-19-SOULS GATHER ON MY LAND 4 XMAS!

 

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        Before the BIG dream I’ll describe there was this scene:

 

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        I was some place where in front of me was a girl with an ugly fat face – it was thick & chipmunk cheeks covered with cellulite – but I loved her. I held her face in my hands, she was smiling, I wished her love.

 

        There was another female similar to her on the left who got some of my love also.

       

        (I KNOW THESE WERE SOULS IN PURGATORY. I PRAYED TWO HOURS FOR THEM LAST NIGHT.)

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        Now the biggie.

 

EXCERPT FROM FARTHER DOWN:   THE LEVELS – YOU’RE ON A LEVEL THEY CAN’T REACH, UP THOSE CHARCOAL STEPS – BUT THEY CAN STEP UP FROM THE “RAILROAD TRACK” LEVEL UP TO AN INTERMEDIATE LEVEL WHERE YOU MEET THEM—INTERMEDIATE IN OTHER WORDS, YOU RAISE THEM UP A LEVEL, THEY COME FROM LOWER DOWN, YOU MEET THEM ON THIS IN-BETWEEN LEVEL—THERE ARE FOUR PEOPLE THAT ARE HEADED HIGHER, REPRESENTED BY A MOM & HER THREE KIDS, SHE BEING FIRST.

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        I’m just walking about on the edge of my land in an area similar to what I have but different. There is a nice wooden staircase going down about one flight, it’s painted a medium charcoal black color, well done staircase, about 4’ across, has a rail I think.

 

        As I stand there I see the extended lawn, flat, in front of me – it goes a long way left & right, it’s like maybe 50’ deep & beyond it is an edge of woods, just like my real lawn has on the upper part – where the wooded edge goes down to the railroad track, where people could walk up if they wanted to.

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        To my surprise there are people gathering here who don’t know it’s private property – mine – there’s a tiny group to the left, at least one is wearing a dungaree jacket, just 4-5 people, sort of sitting in different positions on the ground – they seem tentative or not sure where they are settling – & to the right another group seems to be forming who are a couple people.

 

        (MY PRAYERS OPEN UP THE PLACE FOR SOULS TO RECEIVE FROM ME, HERE SEEN AS MY PROPERTY. THEY GATHER AS MY PRAYERS INCREASE. THE DUNGAREE JACKET OF ONE OF THEM SYMBOLIZES POVERTY – POOR SOULS, HOLY SOULS.)

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        I’m eager TO WELCOME THEM & to that purpose I walk down the yard & speak loudly:

 

        “Friends – you are WELCOME HERE. It’s Christmas & I know you want to celebrate, please do so, & you may come here ANY TIME TO VISIT.”

 

        That was all they needed. A large extended family of people appear, all dressed up for Christmas, from children to grown ups, male & female.

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        Then they hand me a CAMERA to do movies of them. Strangely, I am good at this. I tell them I used to run a business of making videos & MADE A LOT OF MONEY(but I don’t think they heard the last part.)

 

        They show me which button to push & mostly I get it right but once in a while I hit the wrong one, then I fix it. The panel on the right of the camera – the camera is about the size of my regular photo camera – it’s a light olive color.

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        So I take pics of their kids lined up on my staircase going to the upper yard (they on the other side of the rail) & above them is their Mom with curly medium grey hair. She’s shy about being filmed – I make a hard turn left to get her in the frame & I say she should be in the movie, she’s turning away reluctantly, don’t know why. She doesn’t think she looks good.

 

        (THIS COULD BE THE STAIRCASE TO HEAVEN, A HIGHER LEVEL, THE MOM LEADING HER KIDS UP MY STAIRS BUT SHE’S ASHAMED SHE’S NOT CLEANSED OF SINS YET – BUT I TELL HER IT’S ALRIGHT, I ACCEPT HER…THIS SHOWS HER HUMILITY. SHE IS LEADING HER CHILDREN TO GO UPWARD.)

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        Not only do they gather in this yard & all seem to be having the time of their life, but they come into my house.

 

        There are rooms decorated in beautiful red & gold, like all kinds of Christmas decorations, these velvet type drapes hanging from the tops of the walls with golden bows, etc., things like that everywhere.

 

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        What struck me later is that THERE WAS NO FOOD.

 

        It was then I decided I MUST START SAYING MASS FOR THEM AGAIN & this morning I did.

 

        (IF YOU HAD BEEN SAYING MASSES THESE SOULS MIGHT HAVE ASCENDED. THEREFORE, MAYBE THEY WILL NOW THAT YOU STARTED, HOPEFULLY IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS.

 

 

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YOUR PROPERTY OR DOMAIN IS YOU’RE INVITING THESE SOULS TO RECEIVE FROM YOUR STOREHOUSE OR CATCHMENT OF GRACE, THE LEVEL YOU’RE ON, YOU INVITE THEM UP THERE.

 

        THE LEVELS – YOU’RE ON A LEVEL THEY CAN’T REACH, UP THOSE CHARCOAL STEPS WHICH MEAN MARTYRDOM – BUT THEY CAN STEP UP FROM THE “RAILROAD TRACK” LEVEL UP TO AN INTERMEDIATE LEVEL WHERE YOU MEET THEM—INTERMEDIATE IN OTHER WORDS, YOU RAISE THEM UP A LEVEL, THEY COME FROM LOWER DOWN, YOU MEET THEM ON THIS IN BETWEEN LEVEL—THERE ARE FOUR PEOPLE THAT ARE HEADED HIGHER, REPRESENTED BY A MOM & HER THREE KIDS, SHE BEING FIRST.

 

        THEY’RE ON VARIOUS DEGREES OF CLEANSING.

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        THIS IS SUCH A SATISFYING DREAM! MY PRAYERS WERE EFFECTIVE & ENCOURAGED ME TO START SAYING MASSES AGAIN FOR SOULS.)

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T SHIRTS FOR DISCIPLES & FRIENDS

 

XXX RASA M

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I did not create this business venture – I was not asked or informed about doing this by the company that made it.  I found it by chance, while getting the link for a book of mine.  I feel this might be a nice thing for those who believe in me – my disciples or fans – who want to be closer to me. 

I make no money on this.  If you want to get something where I make a tiny amount of money, buy my books on www.Lulu.com – Rasa’s Storefront. I tried to copy the t’shirts here, but it wouldn’t allow me, so instead, I will just share meme’s a devoted disciple made years ago.  Thanks for your love – you all have mine.

 

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And oh yes, THE RELIGION IS FINISHED!  I might add an epilogue, but that’s it.  I’ll be putting it into book for, have it published in the most economical way so many people will read it.  For those who cannot afford it, I will give it for free if they pay for the postage.  The important thing is to GET THE WORD OUT.

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MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!  MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS &

POSITIVE WISHES COME TRUE.  WOMAN, THOU ART GOD!

 

 

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War Is A Racket <> Review by guest author Ajax the Great

 

                           Comments by Rasa Von Werder

 

 

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WAR.  It seems to be as old as time itself.  And so many people seem to think it is inevitable.  However, it turns out that is not really true.  War is neither timeless nor inevitable.   It has a beginning, and it has an end.  The beginning was about 7000 years ago (with the advent of patriarchy), while the end will be coming very soon (with the inevitable fall of patriarchy and rise of Matriarchy in the not-too-distant future).  And the end can’t come soon enough!

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RASA SAYS: WELL SAID AJAX. THERE’S A GREAT REFERENCE BOOK WHICH EXPLAINS A LOT. IT IS ‘SEX AT DAWN’ BY CHRISTOPHER RYAN PhD & CACILDA JETHA, MD (A PSYCHIATRIST). SEE CHAPTER 13, ‘THE NEVER ENDING BATTLE OVER PREHISTORIC WAR (BRUTISH?)

 

Patriarchy inherently rewards aggression and violence, no doubt about that.  And it messes with our heads so as to condition us to accept such violence as normal.  And of course there is men’s tendency to think that war and scarcity are inevitable, which become self-fulfilling prophecies.  Women, on the other hand, would tend to reject such backwards thinking if they were in charge.  The late, great Buckminster Fuller said as much.

 

 

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But there is also another reason why war is likely to occur under patriarchy, and that reason is discussed in depth by Major General Smedley Butler in his 1935 book, War Is A Racket.  Put simply, war is indeed a racket that is designed to further enrich the already ultra-rich oligarchs.  In other words, its genesis is none other than evil and powerful men who are willing to lie, cheat, steal, and kill for filthy lucre, and those sycophantic lackeys and ignorant masses who are brainwashed and duped to go along with it.   And of course, we know that patriarchy itself inevitably leads to oligarchy in the first place due to its “might makes right” and “winner take all” paradigm (that is nowadays most often cleverly disguised by the persistent and utterly hollow myth of “meritocracy”).

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Indeed, patriarchy itself be thought of as a gender war writ large, and the only way to end it once and for all–and all other wars that come from it–is for men to surrender to Women.  It’s a war men have lost before the war even began, despite winning nearly every battle–men just don’t realize it yet.

 

RASA SAYS: SURRENDER TO WOMEN IS INEVITABLE. WE CREATED MEN IN THE FIRST PLACE THROUGH SPONTANEOUS SELF PREGNANCY, LIKE THE BL. VIRGIN, CALLED PARTENOGENESIS. THE MEN SEEMED LIKE A GOOD IDEA AT FIRST BUT LATER ON THEY CHANGED FROM THEIR INTENDED PURPOSE TO BEING OUR SLAVE MASTERS.

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       “SEX AT DAWN” EXPLAINS HOW CONFLICT/WAR STARTED AFTER THE ADVENT OF AGRICULTURE & DOMESTICATION OF ANIMALS. RESOURCES WERE HOARDED, MEN BEGAN TO FIGHT OVER THEM. WOMEN’S STATUS DETERIORATED.

 

         WE HAVE TO FLIP BACK TO WHAT WE WERE BEFORE THAT TIME, WHEN WOMEN RULED EVERYTHING. ONLY WOMEN BEING ON TOP CAN CHANGE THINGS, THERE IS NO MAN ON A WHITE HORSE. SOCIETY’S BEEN WAITING FOR THE GOOD GUYS TO TAKE OVER FOR 7,000 YEARS BUT IT’S NOT HAPPENED & NEVER WILL. IN THE NATURE OF MALES THE MOST RUTHLESS RISE TO THE TOP, THE GOOD GUYS ARE DOMINATED.

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         DR. BRYAN SYKES, LEADING GENETICIST, SAID THAT HUMAN MALES ARE A GENETIC EXPERIMENT THAT DID NOT WORK & THEREFORE NATURE IS REMOVING THEM BY EXTINCTION. HE PREDICTS 100,000 YEARS GIVE OR TAKE 25K.

That said, General Butler’s book is more about how the perennial racket of war actually works in practice, and how to smash it for good (as opposed to the why the oligarchy exists in the first place).  But it goes a very long way towards explaining it, and he would be spinning in his grave if he were to see today’s massive, imperialistic war machine.

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From the Wikipedia article:

In War Is a Racket, Butler points to a variety of examples, mostly from World War I, where industrialists, whose operations were subsidized by public funding, were able to generate substantial profits, making money from mass human suffering.

 

RASA SAYS: THIS IS FRIGHTENING. IT IS THE FACE OF SATAN. I WAS TAUGHT IN CATECHISM THAT WE CANNOT LOOK ON THE FACE OF SATAN BECAUSE TO SEE HIM WOULD MAKE US FAINT OR DIE. I AGREE. WE ARE LOOKING AT HIM IN WHAT MEN DO & FAINT.

 

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The work is divided into five chapters:

  1. War is a racket

  2. Who makes the profits?

  3. Who pays the bills?

  4. How to smash this racket!

  5. To hell with war!

It contains this summary:

War is a racket. It always has been. It is possibly the oldest, easily the most profitable, surely the most vicious. It is the only one international in scope. It is the only one in which the profits are reckoned in dollars and the losses in lives. A racket is best described, I believe, as something that is not what it seems to the majority of the people. Only a small ‘inside’ group knows what it is about. It is conducted for the benefit of the very few, at the expense of the very many. Out of war a few people make huge fortunes.”

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Then he goes on to discuss who exactly profits from it and how.  It turns out it is not just weapons manufacturers, but also the big banks and other businesses that directly or indirectly deal with it as well.  In fact, the banksters are probably the biggest beneficiaries of war, since they lend money to finance it and then claw back so much in interest.  And manufacturers of non-weapons goods also have a market to sell their wares to in the military.  And of course, let’s not forget all the resources plundered from the other countries as “spoils of war”.

 

(And now we can add “defense contractors”, aka mercenary corporations, such as DynCorp, Blackwater, Halliburton, KBR, Raytheon, et al. to the list of war profiteers as well.)

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War is, of course, a negative-sum game overall.  It does not really create wealth on balance, it actually destroys more than it creates.  But it certainly brings in a ludicrous amount of ill-gotten wealth in the form of profit, plunder, and usury for the oligarchy.  As for the idea that it “stimulates the economy” in the short run, that is technically true, but as neo-Keynesian economist Dr. Paul Krugman has famously noted years ago, a faked alien invasion would be every bit as stimulating, but without all of the serious side effects such as countless deaths, injuries, PTSD, family breakdown, resource depletion, pollution, ecological damage, and property damage.

And guess who foots the bill for it all?  You guessed it–the taxpayers.  The oligarchs pull the wool over our eyes, while laughing all the way to the bank.  But truly the biggest part of the bill is paid for in blood by the soldiers themselves.

RASA SAYS: 98% OF THE CASUALTIES, HOWEVER, ARE CIVILIANS. 

 

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And even for those who survive the horrors of war, it still takes its toll on them regardless, both physically and psychologically.  And these soldiers generally hail not from the ranks of the wealthy, but rather from the poor and broader working class.  Not much has changed in that regard today, it seems.

(Note that since the gold standard was abolished in 1971, our Monetarily Sovereign federal government does not actually need taxes to fund anything, since they can just “print” (create) the money now if they wanted.  But since wars inherently chew through ludicrous amounts of non-monetary resources, all wars are thus inflationary regardless, so We the People still pay for it in the form of higher prices.)

And that’s to say nothing of the human toll of civilians in the other countries as well, who bear the brunt of it.

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Then, General Butler discusses how to smash this evil racket once and for all.  To summarize, the three steps are as follows:  1) Take the profit out of war, 2) Put it up to a vote (limited to those who would be eligible for the draft) as to whether or not a war should be declared, and 3) Limit our military forces to home defense purposes.  Otherwise, nothing will stop the racket.

Again, as noted on Wikipedia:

In the booklet’s penultimate chapter, Butler recommended three steps to disrupt the war racket:

1. Making war unprofitable. Butler suggests that the means for war should be “conscripted” before those who would fight the war:

 

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It can be smashed effectively only by taking the profit out of war. The only way to smash this racket is to conscript capital and industry and labour before the nation’s manhood can be conscripted. […] Let the officers and the directors and the high-powered executives of our armament factories and our steel companies and our munitions makers and our ship-builders and our airplane builders and the manufacturers of all other things that provide profit in war time as well as the bankers and the speculators, be conscripted — to get $30 a month [NOTE: that's $511/month in 2019 dollars], the same wage as the lads in the trenches get.

2. Acts of war to be decided by those who fight it. He also suggests a limited referendum to determine if the war is to be fought. Eligible to vote would be those who risk death on the front lines.
3. Limitation of militaries to self-defense. For the United States, Butler recommends that the Navy be limited, by law, to operating within 200 miles of the coastline, and the Army restricted to the territorial limits of the country, ensuring that war, if fought, can never be one of aggression.  

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RASA SAYS:  INDEED THOSE ARE ALL GOOD IDEAS.  BUT WHO WILL ENFORCE THEM?  THE UN DOES NOTHING TO STOP WAR, IT’S THE SAME OLE’ PATRIARCHY.  THEY DON’T EVEN SAVE WOMEN FROM HONOR KILLINGS.  NO, SADLY OR JOYFULLY & LOGICALLY, THERE IS ONLY ONE SOLUTION & MOTHER GOD HAS DONE IT:  THE EXTINCTION OF MEN.

 

 

Indeed, the time to end all of this insanity and evil is yesterday.  So what do we do in the meantime while patriarchy still exists?  Thus, inspired by Butler, I propose that a new law be passed that we call the War Pigs Act, named after both the ineffectual and toothless War Powers Resolution of 1973 and the 1970 Black Sabbath song “War Pigs”.  The first part of the new law would put some teeth in the War Powers Act by closing the loopholes and holding the President liable for any consequences of a war that is not authorized by Congress and is not during a state of emergency caused by an attack on the USA.  And absent a formal declaration of war by Congress, absolutely NO war may last beyond 90 days (60 days followed by a 30 day withdrawal), save for a temporary authorization of force that expires 90 days after the authorization passes or 180 days after the war began (if it began before the new law went into effect), whichever occurs first.  After that, there must be a formal declaration of war, or the war must end.  Period.

 

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The second part of the law would implement some of General Butler’s recommendations from his book, taking into account that we currently have an all-volunteer military.  Take the profit out of war, first of all.  Use the tax code to do so.  And for any war lasting beyond six months (which by definition would now require a formal declaration of war), require an annual limited plebiscite of all citizens that would be eligible for military service.  Make it a non-secret ballot such that those who vote “yes” would be drafted if we run out of volunteers, followed by those who abstain from the vote if necessary.  Those who vote “no” would be exempt from any such draft.  A kind of “consensual conscription”, if you will.  We would all have skin in the game.  Women would be included as well, but before they draft the very first Woman, we should draft men in their 40s and 50s first.  That’s the demographic group who starts the wars but rarely fights them.  It’s only fair, right fellas?  Watch as war becomes a thing of the past, at least for the stupid ones and decade(s) long quagmires like Vietnam, Iraq, Afghanistan, etc.

 

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(It would also be a good idea to do like the Iroquois once did:  give Women elders the power to VETO any decision to go to war.  That alone would prevent essentially all wars that are not waged in strict and absolute defense of the homeland.)

For the record, I am personally 100% against the draft on principle.  Unless absolutely necessary, I view it as a form of slavery and involuntary servitude, and if there were ever such a thing as a truly just war (as per St. Augustine’s Just War Theory criteria), which is about as rare as a unicorn, conscription would be unnecessary, since volunteers would be plentiful.  And today’s technology further makes it largely obsolete to raise such large numbers of boots on the ground.  But since nuance, gray areas, and exceptions that prove every rule do in fact exist in the real world (see WWII and the American Civil War, for example), I will note that if we ever must have a draft, only those who voted yes (or chose not to vote) for such a war should be drafted.

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General Butler was a true American hero and patriot.  After his distinguished career in the United States Marine Corps including during WWI (during and after which he eventually found out just how much of a racket it really was), he later quashed an attempted Wall Street fascist coup against FDR’s government in 1933-1934.  Yes, there really was a plot by the Rockefellers, Mellon Bank, Standard Oil, General Motors, Goodyear, US Steel, and many others (including pro-Nazi forces!) to overthrow the federal government and install their own fascist dictatorship do their bidding, complete with concentration camps for, in their own words, “Jews and other undesirables”.  And the money for the plot bankrolled by the big banks/corporations was funneled through Prescott Bush’s companies (yes, THAT Bush, who also did business with the Nazis as well).  They all thought they could use Butler for the plot and he pretended to play along at first, only to foil their plot by telling Congress about it just before it went ahead.  He literally saved America from falling to full-blown fascism, in other words.  He was indeed history’s original whistleblower, and then in 1935, he wrote his magnum opus, which unfortunately fell on deaf ears the world over.

As General Butler famously said,

“TO HELL WITH WAR!”

“Either war is obsolete, or man is.”

– Buckminster Fuller

“War, what is it good for?  Absolutely NOTHING!”

– Edwin Starr

 

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“Come the war, come the avarice, come the war, come hell…Come attrition, come the reek of bones, come attrition, come hell…This is why, why we fight, why we lie awake…And this is why, this is why we fight…”

– The Decemberists

“Now the labor leader’s screaming when they close the missile plant, United Fruit screams at the Cuban shore. Call it peace or call it treason, call it love or call it reason, but I ain’t marching anymore.”

– Phil Ochs

“I declare the war is over, it’s over, it’s over…”

– Phil Ochs

“But the hardest thing I’ll ask you, if you would only try, is take your children by their hands and look into their eyes.  And there you’ll see the answer you should have seen before.  If we win the wars at home, there’ll be no fighting anymore”

– Phil Ochs

RASA SAYS: THANK YOU AJAX THE GREAT FOR THIS SPLENDID REVIEW OF A SUPERB BOOK.

WOMAN – THOU ART GOD. WITHIN YOU ARE ALL THE POWERS OF GOD & YOU HAVE THE NATURE TO NURTURE & LOVE. IT WILL BE UP TO YOU TO CHANGE THE WORLD – NOT MEN – THEY ARE INCAPABLE—EVEN THE GREATEST MEN WHO EVER LIVED COULD NOT STOP PATRIARCHY. WE ARE THE MOTHERS, THEY MERE CHILDREN WITH BRAINS WHOSE FRONTAL LOBES ARE ASLEEP. THEY CANNOT LEAD, THEY CANNOT CHANGE. MOTHER GOD IS DEALING WITH THIS DILEMMA, & WE ARE HER AGENTS & HER INSTRUMENTS. LET US BEGIN.

 

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To be continued   from Ajax the Great

& Rasa Von Werder   12-14-19

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XXXXVI    UNDERGROUND RAILROAD 

 

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The New Religion,  for women only

Woman Thou Art God 

 

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 Rasa Von Werder 

 

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MALES OPPOSE HUMAN RIGHTS -

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THEIR CONTROL OF A SOCIETY BRINGS MISERY & DEATH. WORST ARE MUSLIM COUNTRIES. WE HAVE TO HAVE AN UNDERGROUND RAILROAD FOR GETTING WOMEN OUT OF THERE.

 

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Just saw a brilliant documentary on Afghanistan. Twenty five years ago they were forward & progressive. Women had no sexual repression – they were encouraged to wear mini skirts, go out drinking, meet men, have fun. This showed pictures of the women – beautiful – wearing gorgeous modern clothes. They worked in all areas of life – went to school, had no restrictions in personal lives, education or jobs. 

 

But now this says everything has reverted to the bad old days, before twenty five years ago – the prior freedom has been forgotten or ignored. The law, on paper (recently), gives women equal rights. But the culture, in the streets, is an ancient theocracy where women are killed, by their own father (even with the totally ‘progressive’ family who sponsored the documentary crew-a mom, dad & daughter) if they shame/dishonor the family. (And what constitutes shaming the family?–Having a boyfriend even if they are not doing sex, walking on the street with her face uncovered, or in some cases going to school or working.) This is it:

 

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL0ApVOSFuk

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        The young (looks twenty) interviewer (honey blonde hair to her waist, was constantly reminded by her hostess to cover her hair–later had to wear a burqa, which is a sheet covering the entire body with a bad net over the eyes & nose–she stepped in horse shit, couldn’t see, was afraid to step in front of a car, got a headache, felt faint–the burqa made her physically ill. She put a camera inside it & really you had about half your vision blocked off. Why couldn’t they just make a net, I thought, that you could see through? This net was thick, like strands an 1/8th of an inch thick.)

 

        Her hostess was from a progressive family. She got educated, got a doctor degree & now works for ‘doctors without borders’ for 1k a month – a huge amount for an Afghan. With this money she helps her family (three sisters, a brother & parents) & for this she is ‘treated with the status of a man.’

 

        But she can’t have a ‘personal life.’ She fell in love with a guy from Kabul – he agreed to her freedom, she could work & not wear the burqa (btw today by law they do not have to wear it, but most women do because of severe reprisals from society, family. She is labeled ‘suspicious’ if she shows herself without cover.)

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        Ms Doctor had a man she loved who promised her she could keep her freedom. But her Mom said to her,

 

        “If you go with this man, before you do, put a little poison in food for myself & your Dad, & you will be free.”

 

        When Doc insisted, Mom got a hypertension episode, had to be taken to the doctor & there was the threat of her getting a heart attack. Ms Doc had to drop the man, cried for three days. What was the Mom’s objection?

 

        “In Kabul it will not be like he says it is. If you are free, it will get back to the family & shame us.”

 

        The sisters – all women – are desperate for normal freedom, to walk the street & shop with their faces bare so they can see. This is forbidden–By men of course. And boys – little kids – begin enforcing this with little girls. Girls ten years old were asked to show their wedding party outfits – the 10-12 yr old boys stood in the way saying no – no, no.

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        The eighteen-year old brother of the three sisters said if he had his way, none of them would get an education or walk bare faced ever. (There are situations where the hostess & interviewer went places bare faced, – seeing officials she interviewed, a female head of government, a female professor in a college & a male chief of police – they did not wear burqas for that. But shopping in the city they did.

 

        The 18-yr old brother squirt said that the sister who became a doctor, he had been too young to intervene – he was sorry she went to school & became a doctor & now works.

 

        The men often promise freedom while they’re preparing for marriage, (although there are few meetings alone, if any,) but later they take it back. In this special, ‘progressive’ family one female is allowed to see her fiancé alone (they did not explain under what conditions, like were they completely alone or chaperoned from a distance.) But as soon as they get engaged or even worse married, they ‘change their minds’ & she is NO LONGER ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE, WITHOUT HIS PERMISSION – NO SCHOOL, NO WORK.  (American negro slaves were also not permitted schooling except to learn to be servants, & obey Massah like the bible said.  They were permitted to work from morning to night – but no pay.  In England, servants were not permitted literacy up until when?  Early 1900′s perhaps.  Education brings people up, it empowers them:  knowledge is power.)

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        What this ‘culture’ is– pure & simple, is male control of women, suspension of their human rights, males as masters, women as slaves. The males who promise they will not enforce this ‘culture’ on women after they marry reneges on the promise. If a female or even her SISTER wants to go on a trip – the man threatens divorce.

 

Sure, it’s more convenient for them to have a slave than an equal. Sure, you have to get my permission to leave the house. Good for the man, who cares how she feels? Sure, you cover yourself head to toe so no man can see you, you can’t then attract any man. Sure, you aren’t allowed to go to school where you might meet people & God forbid know more than me, sure, you can’t work where again you’ll meet people, meet men, will earn money you could hide & escape from me. You must stay barefoot & pregnant, a little slave under my feet, completely at my mercy & if you do anything against me I can kill you with impunity – just like a slave – the law in these Muslim countries never rules against men, only women.

 

        Speaking of which, to divorce his wife a man only has to say three times ‘I divorce you,’ but a woman has to go through rigmarole in court to get a divorce.

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        One female here, a woman with four children had this complaint – her husband brought other men into the house to have sex with her for money. In other words, he was a pimp forcing her into prostitution. The judge granted her a divorce, but he would not pay her the divorce fee. He also wanted one of the children to live with him – probably intending to pimp them out. The judge did not permit this until the child got older – they were all under nine years old. How could a judge grant a child this sleazebag? Isn’t the child in danger? Of course it is, but men are God’s here, they can do no wrong even when they kill.

 

        How can you argue with a society that allows men to kill with impunity – for shaming them? Of course it is illegal, but do they enforce it? Is the man arrested, jailed, condemned to death or life? No, I’ve never heard of a man being punished in these countries for brutalizing or killing women or children. This is Patriarchy at its worst – the way it used to be before feminism. No wonder Mother God is MAKING MEN EXTINCT – how can women fight against this, because the fight itself invites murder.

 

        They were discussing, with the siblings, if they could march in the street protesting. They said no, no way – it would shame the family – & you know what that means.

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        I felt such pity for the Doctor Lady. She was condemned, without a husband, to live forever with her family. She would never have a husband, children, a life of love, unless of course she quit being a doctor, married one of these monsters & agreed to serfdom.

 

        Here women gain all their ‘status’ & ‘identity’ through their husband & children, without this they are considered FAILURES & REJECTS like unwanted trash – not good enough for a man (haha, not good enough for a scumbag.) And even if she earned the money she does, SHE CANNOT LIVE ALONE. This was not discussed or explained, but I guess a woman living alone is also ‘a prostitute’. Males would probably break into her home, gang rape her, murder her & walk away righteously.

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        This is what males are like – this is ‘male culture’ – Patriarchy. Not all males are evil, so I am told, so I believe but they ‘good guys’ are swept along with the worst of them to enforce these rules against women. They might not be the rapist, but they will stand on the side & let them get raped. They are not like Jesus who INTERVENED at the stoning of the adulteress, using His God Power to figure out how to save her.

 

        Who could ever have thought of such a thing? He said,

 

        “He who is without sin, cast the first stone.”

 

        Then he wrote in the sand. Each man who came by to look, he traced out their secret sin or sins, each dropped his stone in fear & slinked away. Soon there were no men, & Jesus said,

 

 

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        “Woman, where are your accusers?”

 

        And he told her to

 

“Go & sin no more.”

 

I always wondered, if she was caught in adultery “in the very act’ – where was the man? He was in Saudi Arabia, Afghanistan, Iraq or any Muslim country with Sharia law. These monsters & their monstrous ‘cultures’ existed in the ancient times & still today, & what can we do about it? The women CANNOT PROTEST. To protest even slightly means PUNISHMENT:  at the very least ostracism, but  likely prison or even assassination.

 

In Saudi Arabia King Abdulla, worth untold billions from oil, has imprisoned his four daughters (they are movie-star gorgeous, their Mom was) by his second wife. The wife has fled & is living in England, but the daughters stay all alone, in a crumbling villa padlocked from outside, without servants or amenities, & in interviews they say they are being STARVED TO DEATH. What was their transgression? They SPOKE OUT FOR WOMEN’S RIGHTS.

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And their old Dad said there will be no respite when he’s gone – their brothers (one of whom is the Crown Prince) will continue the imprisonment & abuse.

 

These women can’t win no matter what they do – it’s too oppressive.

 

        It’s like the slaves in America say 1800 – Simon Legree & his brother. They march up the plantation walk. They protest in the local paper. What do they get? Beatings, maybe murder. Children taken away, whipped, spouses raped, removed. Anything is better; any imprisonment when you are 2/3rds human, not a genuine person, your master can do anything to you & with you. Only outsiders can help – which they did.  Abe Lincoln said Harriet Beecher Stowe’s account of slavery, ‘Uncle Tom’s Cabin’, is what started the Civil War.

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        Now woman – you are God. What can you do to help? I suggest an UNDERGROUND RAILROAD – get these women out of there.

 

        Small numbers of females have escaped these countries – eighty to Australia – it took money, planning & huge risks. Some didn’t make it. One was detained at an airport – her relatives arrived. The airline cooperated with the relatives. They gagged her, masking tape over her mouth, hands & feet, tied her up in a wheel chair, threw blankets over her as she tried to scream, & hauled her onto a plane to go back to where most likely she’d be killed. The airline knew it, too, – why did they cooperate? This is on You Tube:

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_NppxAt_cY&t=1168s

 

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        We need a new Harriet Tubman system, international, totally secret like hers was, a system where these women can get out of these countries. There is no other way out for the time being. Remember when ballet stars Rudolf Nureyev & then Mikhail Baryshnikov defected? This is worse than that, much worse. They have a system of tyrannical slavery of women that defies imagination. How do we do it? Harriet Tubman:

 

From Wikipedia:

 

Harriet Tubman (born Araminta Ross,  March 1822  March 10, 1913) was an American abolitionist and political activist. Born into slavery, Tubman escaped and subsequently made some 13 missions to rescue approximately 70 enslaved people, including family and friends, using the network of antislavery activists and safe houses known as the Underground Railroad.

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RASA SAYS: THIS IS WHAT WE MUST DO, SET UP AN UNDERGROUND RAILROAD OR MANY RAILROADS, INTERNATIONALLY, TO GET WOMEN OUT OF THESE SLAVERY COUNTRIES, WHERE SLAVERY OF WOMEN IS LEGAL & TORTURE & MURDER OF WOMEN GOES UNPUNISHED.

 

She later helped abolitionist John Brown recruit men for his raid on Harpers Ferry. During the American Civil War, she served as an armed scout and spy for the Union Army. In her later years, Tubman was an activist in the struggle for women’s suffrage.

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RASA SAYS: WOMEN’S SUFFRAGE MEANS GAINING THE RIGHT FOR WOMEN TO VOTE. IMAGINE, IN OUR ADVANCED CIVILIZATION, WOMEN COULD NOT VOTE. THERE WERE NUMEROUS OTHER RIGHTS WE DID NOT HAVE EVEN INTO THE 1960’S – IVY LEAGUE COLLEGES WERE NOT OPEN TO US UNTIL 1964!

 

Born a slave in Dorchester County, Maryland, Tubman was beaten and whipped by her various masters as a child. Early in life, she suffered a traumatic head wound when an irate slave owner threw a heavy metal weight intending to hit another slave, but hitting her instead. The injury caused dizziness, pain, and spells of hypersomnia, which occurred throughout her life. After her injury, Tubman began experiencing strange visions and vivid dreams, which she ascribed to premonitions from God.

 

RASA SAYS: THESE VISIONS INSPIRED & EMPOWERED HER ON HER JOURNEY TO BE THE FEMALE MOSES – SO CAN YOUR UNION WITH GOD EMPOWER YOU TO SAVE YOURSELF FROM PATRIARCHY, FROM THE LIMITATIONS OF THIS WORLD & ITS MISERY.

 

UNION WITH GOD GIVES A PERSON ‘SUPERNATURAL POWER’ & ONE NEEDS THAT KIND OF POWER TO DO THE WORK HARRIET TUBMAN DID & THE WORK WHICH WE MUST DO.

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These experiences, combined with her Methodist upbringing, led her to become devoutly religious.

 

In 1849, Tubman escaped to Philadelphia, then immediately returned to Maryland to rescue her family. Slowly, one group at a time, she brought relatives with her out of the state, and eventually guided dozens of other slaves to freedom. Traveling by night and in extreme secrecy,

 

RASA SAYS: EXTREME SECRECY IS ALSO WHAT WE MUST EMPLOY. EVEN IN THE BASICS OF OUR RELIGION, I SAID BEFORE & WILL SAY IT AGAIN & AGAIN, DO NOT TELL ANYONE WHERE WE MEET, WHO THE MEMBERS OF THE CHURCH ARE, ANYTHING WE DO IN OUR GATHERINGS. MEN ARE NOT ALLOWED INTO OUR TEMPLES BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONES THAT ENSLAVED US & WANT TO KEEP US THERE. THEY PRETEND TO BE OUR FRIENDS BUT FEW ARE. EVEN THOSE THAT ARE TRUE FRIENDS CANNOT BE TOLD ANYTHING WHEN THERE ARE PHYSICAL MEETINGS.

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YES ANYONE CAN JOIN THE RELIGION IN NAME ONLY, PRACTICE IT FROM AFAR, BUT NOT INVADE OUR SAFE SPACE UNLESS THEY ARE FEMALE MEMBERS.

 

WE MUST BEAR IN MIND THAT THERE WAS A WAR – IN THAT WAR MALES DEFEATED OUR FREEDOM THROUGH VIOLENCE, TORTURE, MURDER & THREATS OF IT. TRUST NO ONE. EVEN GOOD GUYS, IF THEY KNOW TOO MUCH, CAN BE HARASSED OR HELD BY THREATS BY THE WICKED ONES TO REVEAL WHERE WE ARE, THEN THEY COULD COME & GET US.

 

BATTERERS HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO GO TO BATTERED WOMEN’S SHELTERS WHERE THE AUTHORITIES ALLOWED THEM IN—JUST BECAUSE ONE WAS A COP–& THE COP CONTINUED TO INTIMIDATE & BEAT HIS WIFE FROM THEREON IT. SHE SNAPPED & PAID SOMEONE TO KILL HIM. OF COURSE, SHE WAS PUNISHED WITH LIFE.

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WHEN THIS RELIGION REALLY STARTS SERIOUSLY, NOT ONLY ON PAPER, YOU MUST EMPLOY IT AS DID HARRIET TUBMAN HER UNDERGROUND RAILROAD.

 

THE SLAVE OWNERS ARE SERIOUS. THEY WILL TEMPT WITH REWARDS. PEOPLE WILL TAKE THOSE REWARDS & BETRAY US. I WILL PROBABLY BE NO LONGER ALIVE WHEN THIS GETS GOING BUT I SPEAK TO YOU IN EARNEST TO TAKE MY WARNINGS SERIOUSLY.

 

THIS IS GENDER WAR. THEY ACT NICE WHEN THE BOAT IS NOT ROCKED, BUT ONCE YOU ROCK THE BOAT THE DEMONS IN THEM COME OUT.

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Tubman (or “Moses“, as she was called) “never lost a passenger”. After the Fugitive Slave Act of 1850 was passed, she helped guide fugitives farther north into British North America, and helped newly freed slaves find work. Tubman met John Brown in 1858, and helped him plan and recruit supporters for his 1859 raid on Harpers Ferry.

 

When the Civil War began, Tubman worked for the Union Army, first as a cook and nurse, and then as an armed scout and spy. The first woman to lead an armed expedition in the war, she guided the raid at Combahee Ferry, which liberated more than 700 slaves.

 

RASA SAYS: WE WILL ALSO LIBERATE MANY, ONE, TWO, DOZENS, HUNDREDS, THOUSANDS & EVENTUALLY MILLIONS OF SLAVES. THIS CAN ONLY DONE WITH THE GRACE OF GOD.

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After the war, she retired to the family home on property she had purchased in 1859 in Auburn, New York, where she cared for her aging parents. She was active in the women’s suffrage movement until illness overtook her, and she had to be admitted to a home for elderly African Americans that she had helped to establish years earlier. After her death in 1913, she became an icon of courage and freedom.

 

Escape from slavery

In 1849, Tubman became ill again, which diminished her value as a slave. Edward Brodess tried to sell her, but could not find a buyer. Angry at him for trying to sell her and for continuing to enslave her relatives, Tubman began to pray for her owner, asking God to make him change his ways. She said later: “I prayed all night long for my master till the first of March; and all the time he was bringing people to look at me, and trying to sell me.” When it appeared as though a sale was being concluded, “I changed my prayer”, she said. “First of March I began to pray, ‘Oh Lord, if you ain’t never going to change that man’s heart, kill him, Lord, and take him out of the way.’” A week later, Brodess died, and Tubman expressed regret for her earlier sentiments.

 

RASA SAYS: NOTICE THAT AS A WOMAN OF GOD HER PRAYER TO KILL A MAN WAS RATIFIED. GOD DOES EMPLOY HER WRATH ON HER ENEMIES WHEN NECESSARY.

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As in many estate settlements, Brodess’s death increased the likelihood that Tubman would be sold and her family broken apart. His widow, Eliza, began working to sell the family’s slaves. Tubman refused to wait for the Brodess family to decide her fate, despite her husband’s efforts to dissuade her. “There was one of two things I had a right to”, she explained later, “liberty or death; if I could not have one, I would have the other”.

 

Notice in the Cambridge Democrat newspaper offering a $100 reward (the equivalent of $3,000 in 2016 currency) for capture of each of the escaped slaves “Minty” (Harriet Tubman) and her brothers Henry and Ben.

 

Tubman and her brothers, Ben and Henry, escaped from slavery on September 17, 1849. Tubman had been hired out to Dr. Anthony Thompson (the son of her father’s former owner), who owned a large plantation in an area called Poplar Neck in neighboring Caroline County; it is likely her brothers labored for Thompson as well. Because the slaves were hired out to another household, Eliza Brodess probably did not recognize their absence as an escape attempt for some time. Two weeks later, she posted a runaway notice in the Cambridge Democrat, offering a reward of up to $100 for each slave returned. Once they had left, Tubman’s brothers had second thoughts. Ben may have just become a father. The two men went back, forcing Tubman to return with them.

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Soon afterward, Tubman escaped again, this time without her brothers.  She tried to send word of her plans beforehand to her mother. She sang a coded song to Mary, a trusted fellow slave, that was a farewell. “I’ll meet you in the morning”, she intoned, “I’m bound for the promised land.” While her exact route is unknown, Tubman made use of the network known as the Underground Railroad.

 

This informal but well-organized system was composed of free and enslaved blacks, white abolitionists, and other activists. Most prominent among the latter in Maryland at the time were members of the Religious Society of Friends, often called Quakers. The Preston area near Poplar Neck contained a substantial Quaker community and was probably an important first stop during Tubman’s escape. From there, she probably took a common route for fleeing slaves – northeast along the Choptank River, through Delaware and then north into Pennsylvania. A journey of nearly 90 miles (145 kilometers) by foot would have taken between five days and three weeks.

 

Tubman had to travel by night, guided by the North Star and trying to avoid slave catchers eager to collect rewards for fugitive slaves. The “conductors” in the Underground Railroad used deceptions for protection. At an early stop, the lady of the house instructed Tubman to sweep the yard so as to seem to be working for the family. When night fell, the family hid her in a cart and took her to the next friendly house. Given her familiarity with the woods and marshes of the region, Tubman likely hid in these locales during the day. Particulars of her first journey remain shrouded in secrecy; because other fugitive slaves used the routes, Tubman did not discuss them until later in life.  She crossed into Pennsylvania with a feeling of relief and awe, and recalled the experience years later:

 

When I found I had crossed that line, I looked at my hands to see if I was the same person. There was such a glory over everything; the sun came like gold through the trees, and over the fields, and I felt like I was in Heaven.

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RASA SAYS: AS HOW YOU WILL FEEL WHEN YOU DISCOVER NONDUALITY. YOU WILL KNOW THERE IS A GOD, & SHE IS YOU.

 

GO FORTH, WOMAN GOD, FIND YOURSELF, THEN SAVE OTHERS.

        To be continued   Rasa Von Werder   11-26-19

 

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XXXXV   PSYCHOPATH PATRIARCHAL LEADERS

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 by William Bond

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comments Rasa Von Werder & Ajax the Great…..originally aired  4 30 14     

Additional comments  11-25-19

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If we want to understand why we live in a world of conflict — wars, violence, abuse, poverty and suffering, then we have to go back to basics.  What is undisputed is that men rule our world and have done so for thousands of years.  Male-rule is what feminists call patriarchy – masculine rule – and masculinity (as defined in our present society) is aggression, force, violence and intimidation.

AJAX THE GREAT: Absolutely true indeed.  Truer words were never spoken.

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RASA:  LET ME JUST ADD HERE THAT ALL THE STATISTICS – EDUCATIONAL AND EMPLOYMENT WISE, ARE POINTING TO WOMEN RISING, MEN FALLING BEHIND. THE FUTURE IS WOMEN, IT IS MATRIARCHY. HOLD ON, KEEP PRAYING AND BELIEVING, WOMEN WILL RULE THE WORLD, MEN WILL FALL. THEY ARE GOING EXTINCT. THEIR OWN ACTIONS HAVE BROUGHT DEATH UPON THEM.

AJAX SAYS:  Indeed, Women are rising, while men are falling away and falling apart, and have been so for a while now.

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RASA SAYS:  THIS BEGS, FOR ME, A NEW DEFINITION OF “MASCULINE.”  I POSIT AS A MASCULINE MAN, FOR INSTANCE, SAINT REV. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.  THERE WAS A REAL MAN, WHO RISKED HIS LIFE TO SAVE OTHERS, AND GAVE HIS LIFE AS JESUS DID.  I READ HIS BOOK “THE STRENGTH TO LOVE,” WHICH WAS ABOUT LOVING THOSE IN SPITE OF THE FACT THEY BOMB YOUR HOUSE.  HE KNEW THE MEANING OF LOVE, HE WAS STRONG.  THAT’S A REAL MAN, OR A REAL WOMAN.  BULLIES ARE NOT REAL MEN, THEY ARE COWARDS, THEY ARE WEAK, CRUEL, AND THEY WILL BE REMOVED AWAY LIKE “THE CHAFF WHICH THE WIND BLOWETH AWAY”.  THEY ARE ALL BLUFF AND BLUSTER, BUT IN ETERNAL LIFE, THEY HAVE NO SUBSTANCE EXCEPT BURNING IN HELL.

AJAX SAYS:  Indeed, bullies have what is now known as “toxic masculinity”, which is detrimental to everyone, and they are also cowards.  They are certainly not real men!

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We can see this in the way male animals behave in the rutting season.  Every spring animals like bulls, rams and stags fight each other for dominance and access to females.  In these fights the winner takes all, the biggest and strongest males gain access to all females, while the weaker ones get zero.  A successful stag is not only bigger and stronger, but aggressive, ruthless and selfish.  Sharing with other stags is not an option; there can be only one winner who takes everything for himself.

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RASA SAYS:  YES, INDEED, GOOD ANALOGY.  HOWEVER, I TAKE NOTE THAT ANIMALS KILL BY THEIR INSTINCT, TAKE HAREMS THROUGH VIOLENCE, BUT THERE IT ENDS.  HUMAN MALES ARE NOT ANIMALISTIC, BUT “SUBHUMAN,” AS THEY NOT ONLY FOLLOW INSTINCTS BUT THEY ARE SENSELESSLY SADISTIC.  ANIMALS DO NOT RAPE TINY ONE DAY OLD BABIES (AND MANY ARE KILLED) OR SMALL INFANTS….THEY DO NOT PLAN MURDER, THEY DO NOT DO “GENOCIDES.”  THEY DO NOT, IN ORDER TO GAIN PLUNDER, WIPE OUT THOUSANDS OR HOPE TO MURDER MILLIONS.  THEY DO NOT USE THEIR MINDS TO CREATE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION SUCH AS ATOM BOMBS, INVENTION OF AIDS PUT SECRETLY INTO VACCINES; THEY DO NOT PLAN TO MICROCHIP MILLIONS AND USE THEM AS SLAVES, THEY DO NOT CREATE CONCENTRATION CAMPS WITH OVENS READY TO EVAPORATE PEOPLE AT 2,500 DEGREES.  THEY DO NOT SKIN OTHER ANIMALS ALIVE TO GET PAID FOR THEIR PELTS.  THEY DO NOT PLAN FRANKENSTEIN CROPS LIKE GMO’S NOR DO THEY PLAN TO MAKE HEALTHY FOODS ILLEGAL.  HUMAN MALES HAVE TAKEN THIS INSTINCT TO THE POINT OF DEMONIC SUCH AS HAS NEVER EXISTED – THAT IS WHY MOTHER GOD IS RENDERING HUMAN MALES EXTINCT.

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AJAX SAYS:  Very well-said, Rasa.  Indeed, sub-human or demonic is the best way to describe such evil and sadistic behavior that goes way, way beyond natural instincts.  And even many of those who are not so extreme are still willing to lie, cheat, steal, and even kill for filthy lucre.

 

We see the same in patriarchal societies.  The vast majority of the wealth and power of any country is possessed by a small minority of people.  Like rutting stags, the winner takes all, while the losers, the poor, get “the crumbs from the rich man’s table”.  Men, also like stags, are violent, because the boundaries of any country are decided by war.  For this reason, all countries have to have a strong military against invasion.


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AJAX SAYS:  There are in fact more than enough resources in the world for everyone on this planet to have a decent standard of living, yet poverty and extreme inequality remain.  Why?  Patriarchy features winner-take-all economics, and reverse Robin Hood economics.  Rob from the poor, give to the rich, and torpedo what’s left of the middle class until there are only two classes left:  master, and serf.  And plenty of violence and war, which enriches the oligarchs.

In contrast, as the late great Buckminster Fuller once noted, the feminine paradigm of leadership would reject men’s outdated, inane, and insane self-fulfilling prophecy that war and scarcity are somehow inevitable.

Until then, mechanization is no match for the Machiavellian machinations of the moneyed elites–most of them MEN.

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RASA:  IT IS A PATTERN.  UNTIL AND UNLESS WOMEN TAKE OVER COMPLETELY THIS WILL GO ON AS IF BUT HALF THE WORLD IS PATRIARCHAL, THE OTHER HALF HAS TO HAVE ARMIES TO PROTECT THEMSELVES FROM THEIR VIOLENCE.

AJAX SAYS:  Very true.  Certainly, abolishing the military entirely would be very naive and foolish so long as other countries remain patriarchal and maintain their own militaries.  Though in the USA, we can certainly downsize by cutting our “defense” spending in half and we would still have the strongest fighting force in the world.  Because currently it is not used so much for defense, as it is wars of aggression for plunder and empire, to enrich the psychopathic oligarchs at the top.  See “War Is A Racket” by Major General Smedley Butler, truly a must-read for everyone. 

 

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See “War Is A Racket” by Major General Smedley Butler, truly a must-read for everyone. 

In any patriarchal society – where men dominate – we have the rule of force, aggression and violence.  If “masculine” people rule our world, then off course it is going to be a brutal where “might is right”. If we want a loving, caring world, then the only way to achieve this is to be ruled by loving and nurturing women.

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The abuse of women and children is going to happen because they are smaller and weaker than fully grown men. Men use can use their greater size and strength to get what they want from smaller and weaker people.  The psychiatrist Sigmund Freud hinted at this in his Oedipus complex theory, where the son wants to kill his own father, and possess his mother.  The actual reason for this is probably that the son was being abused by the father and hates him.  He also wants to protect his mother from abuse by the father, but Freud wasn’t allowed to say this.  The tragedy of this is that the son, when he grows up, is likely to treat his own wife and children in exactly the same way.

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Freud did write a paper on the physical and sexual abuse children suffered by their fathers and other male relations, but this paper was censored.  To save his career, Freud no longer posited the theories but only hinted at them.  Since then, things have changed with the rise of feminism.  Women are now able to assert themselves and take more control over the children.  As the result, men who beat their wives and physically/sexually abuse their children can now be sent to prison.  As women gained power, children were protected from male abuse.

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RASA SAYS:  EXCELLENT POINT.  UNTIL WOMEN ARE EMPOWERED, THEY ARE LIMITED AS TO WHAT THEY CAN DO.  WHEN WOMEN GO TO THE JUDICIAL JUSTICE SYSTEM, IT IS POLITICIZED AGAINST THEM, IN FAVOR OF MEN.  I HAVE BEEN THEIR VICTIM.  WHEN A WOMAN IS RAPED, THEY BLAME THE WOMAN.  WHEN A CHILD IS RAPED, THEY REALLY DON’T CARE.  IF ALL THE MEN WHO RAPE WOMEN AND CHILDREN WERE PUT INTO PRISON, PROBABLY HALF OF ALL MALES WOULD BE INCARCERATED.  MALES STICK UP FOR OTHER MALES.  THE MALE POLICE PERSUADE WOMEN TO DROP CHARGES.  MALE DA’S WON’T PROSECUTE CRIMINALS FOR INJURING OR RAPING WOMEN – IT HAPPENED TO ME TWICE.  THIS IS CHANGING, BUT IT STILL EXISTS.  IN MANY COUNTRIES, WOMEN HAVE NO RIGHTS.  THEY ARE SLAVES AND THEY ARE SAVAGED.  LOOK AT THE THEOCRATIC MUSLIM COUNTRIES.
OBVIOUSLY, ALL THE STATISTICS PROVE WOMEN ARE RISING, MEN ARE FALLING.  BUT IT IS THE WESTERN WOMEN THAT ARE RISING, AND THEY WILL HAVE TO PICK UP THE REST OF THE WOMEN IN OPPRESSED COUNTRIES.  IT WILL TAKE TIME.  WE WILL DO IT.

 

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AJAX SAYS:  Indeed, having male leaders in charge of prosecuting male violence against Women and children, is like the fox guarding the henhouse.  The “good ol’ boy” network is all too real, as is the victim-blaming mentality.  Things are slowly but surely improving in that regard, with significant declines in rape, domestic violence, and child abuse statistics since the early 1990s, but we still have a very long way to go before we are anywhere close to a truly “civilized” society.  Women really need to take over.  Yesterday.

The more males dominate a country, the more violent it becomes, as women, children and other men suffer violence, rape and abuse. In such a brutal world we end up with psychopaths running everything, as they are the most vicious and brutal.

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An example of this would be Saddam Hussein, who ruled Iraq from 1979 to 2003.  He became the leader as being a psychopath and had no qualms about killing or torturing people.  In the eyes of many this made him a strong leader.  In fact, people now claim that the people of Iraq suffer more from violence, since he was deposed by the USA, than while he was in power.  This is because without a strong brutal leader, in this extreme patriarchal county, law and order has broken down.  The whole of history is full of leaders like this, who take power and hold on to it, through violence and brutality.
Unfortunately, psychopaths not only exist in extreme patriarchal countries but in more moderate, democratic countries.  In their book, “Snakes in Suits: When Psychopaths Go to Work”, by Paul Babiak, Ph.D., and Robert Hare, Ph.D.  They point that in business, psychopaths are far more likely to be successful.  The reason is that they have the ‘right’ qualities to succeed in a male dominated world.  To quote. –

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“Several abilities – skills, actually – make it difficult to see psychopaths for who they are. First, they are motivated to, and have a talent for, ‘reading people’ and for sizing them up quickly. They identify a person’s likes and dislikes, motives, needs, weak spots, and vulnerabilities… Second, many psychopaths come across as having excellent oral communication skills. In many cases, these skills are more apparent than real because of their readiness to jump right into a conversation without the social inhibitions that hamper most people… Third, they are masters of impression management; their insight into the psyche of others combined with a superficial – but convincing – verbal fluency allows them to change their situation skillfully as it suits the situation and their game plan.”
This doesn’t only apply to businessmen; you only have to look at successful politicians to see the same thing.  A politician in a patriarchal system has to be able to appear on TV and tell lies without any hint of shame or embarrassment.  This means that being a psychopath is a big advantage in patriarchal politics.

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Men off course invent all sorts of excuses to justify why we live in a world of injustice and violence.  Patriarchal religions like to blame the Devil for all the harm men do.  The big problem with this idea is that if God has created everything, then he made the Devil as well.  So why would God make a person like the Devil, who opposes him?  Religion also tries to blame women as well, in spite of the fact women are far less violent and far more caring than men.

RASA SAYS:  MY OPINION OF THE DEVIL AND SATAN IS THE ORIGIN IS MEN, IT COMES FROM THEIR PSYCHE, THEIR ID.  THEY HAVE UNLEASHED THE MILLIONS OR BILLIONS OF DEMONS ON THIS PLANET.  IT COMES FROM THEIR LOWER CHAKRAS AND INSTINCTS.  BUT THEY ARE WORSE THAN ANIMALS, THEY ARE SUBHUMAN, AS I ALREADY SAID.  IT IS NOT ALIENS, IT’S HUMAN MEN.  IF IT WAS ALIENS, WOMEN MIGHT BE AFFECTED – BUT THEY ARE NOT.  WHY ONLY MEN?  THE ALIENS ARE THE FALL GUY, THE EXCUSE, THEY ALWAYS HAVE AN EXCUSE.  THEY TRY TO USE ANIMALS AS EXCUSES, THAT WE ARE VIOLENT AS THEY ARE.  BUT OUR CLOSEST COUSINS ARE THE BONOBOS.

AJAX SAYS:  That makes sense.  According to Paul Levy and Jack D. Forbes, it is the “wetiko” mind-virus, the parasite of the mind and cancer of the soul.  Essentially the same thing as Satan and demons.

CONSIDER THAT, WILLIAM BOND.  INDEED THERE ARE BULLS AND STAGS.  BUT OUR GENEALOGY IS CLOSEST TO BONOBOS.  THEY ARE MATRIARCHAL, THEY ARE HORNY, FRIENDLY, THEY SOLVE ALL CONFLICTS BY TOUCHING AND FEELING.  THE MOTHERS RULE THE FAMILY AND SOCIETY, AND THEY ARE STRONG, AND THEY POSTURE, BUT THERE IS NO WAR.  WHEN MALES INTIMIDATE FEMALES, THEY ARE MOBBED AND PREVENTED BY SEVERAL FEMALES, THEY CANNOT DOMINATE.

 

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AJAX SAYS:  Indeed, “make love, not war” is essentially how the bonobos live.  That, and like the Robin Morgan quote, “sisterhood is powerful”.  We can really learn a lot from them.

Science tries to justify men’s selfishness and violence onto “evolution”.  They claim that the violence of male animals is “survival of the fittest”; where the strongest and fittest males get to breed the next generation of animals.  They totally ignore the female’s role in evolution.  The fact is that the mother gives birth and cares for the young, and this is a far more important role in the survival of any species, than what males do.

RASA SAYS:  WHAT A BRILLIANT POINT WILLIAM HAS MADE, THAT EVOLUTION IS NOT JUST ABOUT MEN, AS MEN WANT US TO BELIEVE.  THE BEHAVIOR OF THE FEMALE WITH HER OFFSPRING IS MORE IMPORTANT!

AJAX SAYS:  Brilliant indeed, as usual, William!  You really hit the proverbial nail on the head.  Even Darwin himself was apparently not a Social Darwinist at all.

 

 

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Conspiracy theories try to blame secret societies like the Freemasons, the Illuminati or even alien reptiles for the ills of our world.  The rich tend to blame the poor and the poor blame the rich, but few people will acknowledge the fact that as it is men who are ruling our world, then the problem must be male rulers.

RASA SAYS:  ABSOLUTE LOGIC, ONCE AGAIN, OF WILLIAM BOND.

AJAX SAYS:  BINGO.  Psychopaths/sociopaths are completely ruthless since they have no conscience, and since the patriarchal paradigm rewards ruthlessness and aggression, then psychopaths/sociopaths will be the ones who inevitably rise to the top under male rule.

 

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It must be obvious that any system that puts psychopaths in leadership positions is a bad arrangement.  Yet, this is what patriarchy does all the time.  Men are naturally aggressive and competitive, and this is not a real problem if they are kept under control.  Unfortunately, when men rule our world the most violent, aggressive or devious men end up in positions of power.

RASA SAYS:  SURE, IF WILLIAM BOND OR JESUS CHRIST RULED OUR SOCIETY WE’D HAVE A PEACEFUL AND LOVING WORLD.

AJAX SAYS:  True.  And Ajax the Great as well.

Patriarchy also breeds psychopaths.  It has been discovered that many psychopaths had appalling childhoods.  A case in point would be Adolf Hitler, Joseph Stalin and Saddam Hussein – all of whom were beaten mercilessly as children.  Extreme patriarchal cultures encourage this, as they claim that abuse, “toughens up” boys and turns them into ‘real men’.  Certainly turning a man into a psychopath makes him a good soldier, as he can kill without mercy.  A more ordinary man is not such a good soldier, as he has qualms about killing the ‘enemy.’

 

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AJAX SAYS:  So very true, William!  And you can add Pol Pot to that list (by his ruthless teachers) as well.  It seems that “beating the devil out of ‘em” is really more like beating the devil INTO ‘em, which is what the sinister agenda of the demonic patriarchy really wants to do to turn boys, and thus men, into cannon fodder and “Good Germans” at best, and subhuman demonic zombie killers at worst, to do the bidding of the psychopathic oligarchs at the top. 

 

RASA SAYS:  GOOD POINT.  BEING BRUTAL AND VIOLENT TOWARD MEN MAKES THEM SO, AND THEREFORE, OUR WORLD ENCOURAGES VIOLENCE THROUGH ALL MEDIA; GLORIFIES IT.  THEY HAVE EXCUSES FOR THIS AS “ENTERTAINMENT,” AND “FREEDOM OF SPEECH,” BUT IT’S MORE THAN THAT.  THEY WANT TO BREED DEMONS – MEN WITH NO FEELINGS WHO KILL WITHOUT MERCY.

 

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If we do not want to be ruled by psychopaths then the obvious solution is for women to rule our world.    It is known that psychopaths can be created by extreme abuse, and in a patriarchal society where women are physically smaller and weaker than the average male, they are far more likely to suffer abuse of all kinds.  Yet, in-spite of this, there are still far less female psychopaths then male.

RASA SAYS:  ANOTHER GOOD POINT THAT I FIRST HEARD FROM WILLIAM BOND.  THE SAME ABUSE/VIOLENCE ON WOMEN DOES NOT ENGENDER THE SAME REACTION FROM WOMEN AS IT DOES MEN.  IT’S THE DIFFERENCE IN THE BRAIN, THE INSTINCT.  WOMEN HAVE A STRONGER INSTINCT TO GIVE LIFE, MEN LESS SO; THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE PROTECTORS SO THEY HAVE MORE VIOLENT TENDENCIES; BUT THESE MUST BE TEMPERED AND GUIDED RIGHTLY, NOT RUN AMUCK.

 

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AJAX SAYS:  I am not sure how much of this is nature versus nurture, but I would hazard a guess that it is a mixture of both.  Genetics loads the gun, environment pulls the trigger.

So it makes sense for us to be ruled by caring and nurturing females rather than aggressive males.  We can see all over the world the more women are oppressed the more violent societies become.  But in countries where women are empowered society is peaceful.  When women are powerful, everyone benefits – bear in mind how brutal men are to other males.  Abusive fathers appear in elite families as well as poor – men such as Stalin, Hitler and Saddam were brutalized.
The only way to overcome all these problems is to have women take over.  It is true, there are caring men, but the psychos rise to the top — What psychopaths do is take acting lessons in how to appear loving and caring, then they are elected.

 

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AJAX SAYS:  So true.  For thousands of years, the “good guys” have proven wholly incapable of defeating the bad guys on their own.  If us fellas could do it, we would have already done it long ago.  Even when a particularly notorious mass-murdering genocidal dictator like Hitler was defeated, that was achieved with the help of another, equally evil dictator, Stalin, who only gained strength afterwards and subsequently turned against the Allies after we no longer had a common enemy in the Nazis.  Only Women can truly defeat all of the bad guys for good.

 

RASA SAYS:  YOU CAN SEE LIARS ON TOP OF ALL GOVERNMENTS PRETENDING TO BE HELPING PEOPLE, AND THE PEOPLE BELIEVE THEIR LIES.  IT HAS HAPPENED NUMEROUS TIMES IN HISTORIES.  TAKE KIND HEROD TELLING THE MAGI TO LET HIM KNOW WHERE JESUS IS BORN SO HE TOO, CAN GO WORSHIP HIM.  THEN HEROD SENDS OUT HIS SOLDIERS TO KILL ALL THE BOYS UNDER THE AGE OF TWO.  HE EVEN DUPED THE WOMEN TO BRING THE CHILDREN TO HIS HEADQUARTERS SO THEY COULD BE FETED – THEY BROUGHT THEM ALL DECKED OUT IN GARLANDS OF FLOWERS, WHERE THE SOLDIERS STABBED AND SPEARED THEM TO DEATH.  AND WHAT HAPPENED TO HEROD AND ALL THESE MALE LEADERS WHO KILL SO MANY PEOPLE?  THEY GET WHAT THEY DESERVE EVENTUALLY BUT USUALLY ON EARTH, THEY, LIKE THE GODFATHER, DIE OF OLD AGE.  BUT THE INNOCENT ARE KILLED.  SO MUCH FOR JUSTICE ON EARTH, CERTAINLY DOESN’T EXIST IN A PATRIARCHAL WORLD.

 

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AJAX SAYS:  They give with one hand, and they take with the other.  And they take plenty of lives in the process.

Yes, there are ruthless and deceiving women as well, but not in the same numbers as men.  Women have a powerful maternal instinct and once this instinct is activated then she not only wants to love and care for children of her own, she has the same desire to care for other people’s children, to look after the sick, old people and animals.  If we look at violence, we find that men commit over 99% of all acts of violence.  The reason is that because as women bring life to our world and want to nurture it, so it is harder for women to be cruel and uncaring for others than with men.

The competitive and aggressive instincts of men make them totally unsuitable to rule our world; they instigate conflict, war and injustice.  The maternal/ nurturing instincts of women enable them to run the family and the world – A world ruled by women would be fair, loving and caring.
(by William Bond…..comments Rasa Von Werder & recently Ajax the Great….. 4 30 14)

 

 

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RASA SAYS:  LET ME JUST ADD HERE THAT ALL THE STATISTICS – EDUCATIONAL AND EMPLOYMENT WISE, ARE POINTING TO WOMEN RISING, MEN FALLING BEHIND.  THE FUTURE IS WOMEN, IT IS MATRIARCHY.  HOLD ON, KEEP PRAYING AND BELIEVING, WOMEN WILL RULE THE WORLD, MEN WILL FALL.  THEY ARE GOING EXTINCT.  THEIR OWN ACTIONS HAVE BROUGHT DEATH UPON THEM.

FINAL THOUGHTS:  Can I get an AMEN?  So very true indeed.  We are all ruled by an oligarchy of a few hundred to a few thousand cold-blooded psychopaths and sociopaths at the top.  And that is the logical conclusion of patriarchy, basically.  Worse, even if they are deposed, these evil villainaire rulers will ultimately return if we don’t stamp out the conditions that cause such evil to rise to power in the first place.  Thus the better half of humanity, Women, must rise up and take over once and for all, Goddess willing.  Only then will there ever be true peace on Earth. 

Rasa says:  And here is the important part, Woman, thou art God!  You can change the world first by changing yourself, finding the God Within & identifying with Her, using your power.  Onward & upward!

To be continued     11-25-19

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XXXXIV   HEAVEN ON EARTH

 

 

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The New Religion for women only

 

 

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     Woman, Thou Art God 

 

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Rasa Von Werder

 

 

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          We all complain, me included, why this life has so much suffering, is dreary much of the time, & we aren’t happy.

 

          We aren’t happy because we’re living IN DUALITY, when we rise up out of it & into NONDUALITY we are happy ALL THE TIME NO MATTER WHAT OCCURS.

 

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Will be featuring this chapter, one of the most beautiful women who ever was, from her first years up to adult hood – Brigitte Bardot.  She began her career as a ballerina & fashion model.

 

 

          Ramana Maharshi lived in happiness, Heaven on earth, his whole life from age sixteen, because he entered the state of nonduality. Could he function in that state? Not at first – years passed before he could, but eventually he appeared to be normal except he was always in a state of bliss, abstracted, distant but able to do regular things. He talked with people but not excessively – he told them who gathered ‘round him (there was an extended ashram in his later years, many longed to have what he had) ‘I teach through my silence. Pick up what I’m giving you through osmosis.’ When someone begged him for one word, he said, in English,

 

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          “ATTENTION,” meaning to the inner self, not the outer world.

 

          There are hundreds of pictures of him on the internet – he looks blissful in all of them. He never looks worried or agitated, has no wrinkles even in the last year of his life, he looks like one in a better world. There is a Heaven on earth.

 

          This is the world I’m trying to get you to reach, as I’m moving to it myself, reviewing how I did it before – the formula, the steps, what were they? It comes back to me in pieces each day. The days I’m distracted, derailed, dragged down into ‘duality’ & misery, I ask,

 

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“Was it worth it?”

 

I got in contact with old friends, with them trailed hundreds of bad memories, more misery.

 

          Recently a friend from many years ago got in touch & here came the memories. You want to FORGET, not remember the pains of life – in the state of nonduality your long-ago traumas, betrayals, insults, rejections, cruelties – everything fades away like it ‘happened to someone else.’ But when someone unexpected returns– with no intention of hurting you, even bringing good – you’re knocked down off your cloud. They bring earthly good, it has some value, but they robbed you of the ‘pearl of great price’, your bliss.

 

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          Sometimes they appear & derail you for a reason: they need your charity; this happened only days ago–she interrupted my joy, but she needed prayer (she did not know why she contacted me but during our convos it came out she had gotten cancer) & it was given. God made her write to me for that reason, God uses Her healing power through me.) Indeed, leaving our cloud can do good at times – I assure you, look at Jesus. He could have stayed in Heaven, He could have run from the Cross, but He didn’t. Why was He here?–to help others.

 

          Just today I asked Mother God, the things I am teaching in this new religion have already been taught by many greater than myself. The Nonduality saints said it all. I speak of Ramana Maharshi – they can go to him, they don’t need me. Then I said,

 

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          “Why God do you want me to stay on earth when I’m miserable? Why not take me off the planet in some quick way, let me die & be with you. It’s easier to die fast & go to Heaven than linger here & suffer. They have Jesus, Buddha, many saints – what am I? They can go to the Great Ones & the many saints directly.”

 

          God answered me in my head as soon as I started the question. She said,

 

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          “What if Jesus said that? What if He said, Father God, why do I have to minister? They can go to Buddha.”

 

          But I sent Jesus to his people – the Israelites, & all those who would believe in him later on.

 

          People are sent to reach new people with the same message a million times. Many of the people you reach would not have been saved or helped had you not been here. I then ask,

 

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          “What people am I reaching that need me?”

 

          God said: “It’s your show biz connection, the adult trade, the woman issue. Being a woman is important. You’d be surprised how many people will listen to you because of who you are because they IDENTITY WITH YOU. Many of those men & women who are ostracized or marginalized by this society will see you’re one of them—they will then wonder how you found God when the Patriarchal religions are so cruel, judgmental & condemnatory. And because they get curious, they’ll read your message, watch your videos, future movies of your life, & you will bring them to God.

And also, don’t forget what I told you before, that women have been demoralized & need a person to give them confidence.”

 

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          THE THINGS I DID & DID NOT DO BEFORE SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE

 

          Now seeing God face to face is not for everyone – even Moses couldn’t do it, or maybe he did later on but no one reported it.

 

          However, before you can see God face to face you must be free of all sin, & after that attachment & ego – which means all the things of ‘duality’ that keep your mind here on earth.

 

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          What I DID NOT DO (for about a year)

 

          ***   I did not go out to any events, theaters, bars, public places of any type for any reason. I stayed away from people except for basic necessities.

 

          ***   I did not watch TV or even listen to any type music, not even my favorite—classical.

 

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          ***   I kept my SILENCE as much as I could. Only spoke when I had to.

 

          ***   I did not call anyone & asked my friends & relatives not to call me. Also did not write any letters or answer any.

 

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***   I did not take any rides with men, including the ones I knew, as I walked in the city (NYC) to my destinations. I did not chat with them who stopped me. I might say ‘hi & good bye.’ I dressed in the plainest concealing clothes, no makeup, to discourage men from talking to me.

 

          ***   I did not read any type of secular books or materials.

 

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          ***   I did not dwell or think about anyone or anything except the things of God. This was easy for me as I am deeply in love with God all my life – but I am not always in the closest Intimacy with Her, sometimes as I have explained, I get derailed. But here I did not allow myself to be derailed.

 

WHAT I DID REGULARLY BEFORE SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE

 

          ***   Went to Mass every morning & received Holy Communion.

 

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          ***   Went shopping for food when I needed it.

 

          ***   Went to the bank when I had to get money for food, bought food when needed. Spoke only what I had to say with the shop keepers.

 

          ***   Went to the Post Office to pick up my mail & pay the bills.

 

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          *** Read religious literature about three hours a day.

 

          *** Spent much of the day praying. Litanies, devotions, 1 to 3 rosaries day, informal prayers, like talking with God. I had a full-time ministry to Purgatory during this time & not only prayed for them but wrote down the dreams & visions when they appeared to me.

 

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          ***   Fasted every Sunday – no food for 24 hours. Sometimes no water (bad idea, don’t do that.)

 

          ***   Exercised daily as usual, about an hour a day

 

          ***   Removed the beds from my apt & slept on the floor (on a rug & a blanket, no big deal)

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          During this routine, I was never lonely or bored. The world faded away, people were a nuisance I didn’t have to deal with. It was a RELIEF not to have to go out to work & see & speak with people. I lived modestly, didn’t want or need anything else.

 

          God was as close as my hand to my face. In those days I had not yet heard of ‘nonduality.’ The PRESENCE OF GOD was so blissful I wanted nothing else – there is nothing on earth that can take Her place. No human can give you this sort of happiness. Satan could appear to you & say

 

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  “I will give you all the Kingdoms of the world & their glory if you will bow down & worship me”

 

          & you would laugh, & say the same thing Jesus said to him. The whole world in the palm of your hand, all its fame & fortune & adulation mean nothing compared to the Bliss of God.

 

          Christians call this ‘the interior life.’ Some call this lifestyle the ‘state of perfection.’

 

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(In the famous account of Mary Magdalene & her sister Martha – Martha is busy during Jesus’ visit, doing things to get a meal ready for him & his disciples. But Magdalene is calmly sitting at the feet of Jesus listening to His holy words. Martha, highly annoyed, yells to Jesus to tell Mary to help her, & Jesus says, in so many words,

 

          “Martha, Martha, you are busy about so many things, but MARY HAS THE BETTER PART & it shall not be taken away from her.”

 

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          And so here Our Lord forever sanctioned the interior life – sitting at His feet, leaving behind the cares of the world – the world of contemplation is SUPERIOR TO THE LIFE OF OUTSIDE ACTIVITY.)

 

          I knew that God was within me only vaguely, I did not see myself as God, although She kept trying to tell me I was (Christians don’t comprehend the idea, we are taught not to lift our heads like that, be humble, be nothing, but they don’t explain it right – it simply isn’t understood), I didn’t get it. I did not learn about ‘nonduality’ until around 2005-6. I reached it again at the end of 2007 & remained in it for about a year. Then God sent me ‘kicking & screaming’ back into the world.

 

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          I was in this state 1981-82 over a year, saw God face to face, then prayed for the Divine Stigmata. The Divine Stigmata is martyrdom, it is so traumatic that when I began the book on it a couple years later, my hands shook at the memory.

 

          After the main Stigmata Trauma, with an eight month recover– I was still shaky. God told me, & I knew that I had to go back to work dancing. I felt like crying. I did not want to leave my nest with God even though I was suffering. Divine Stigmata was the greatest poverty (loss, emptiness) I had ever known – but right now I don’t want to go into it, I’m only explaining nonduality. There won’t be but one person in a million who might get this grace, & indeed, when I entered the world again & tried to explain it, not one person understood, not even priests. I think some priests thought I was mental.

 

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Many priests are ordinary men, not saints, who went to school & learned to do what they do out of books. They have no deep devotion to God, no special understanding, it’s a job, & most of them don’t understand ‘mystical theology,’ the theology of those who have visions & intimate experiences of God.

 

                                            WHY I PREACH THIS SPECIAL STATE

 

          The reason you want to reach this state is because

 

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          ***   It will lift you above the earth in vision & understanding, you will comprehend things about life you never could before—your own & that of others.

 

          *** You will be in a place of bliss because you are above the ‘storm clouds,’ the hurricanes, tornadoes, downpours of life. You are above this life. It is not an escape unless you call it a ‘Holy Escape,’ it’s not a coward’s or drug addict’s escape. All the saints of all religions lived here at least part of the time – It is this consciousness which gave them rest from the toils of saving souls. One cannot save others if one does not have some place to rest – & rest is not only for the body, but the mind & heart – & this is that place of rest.

 

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          *** This consciousness will prevent you from many great evils. It will keep away depression, anxiety, confusion, frustration & nervous breakdowns.

 

Ramana Maharshi had some bad things happen in his ashram, they suffered a big robbery. But in his nonduality he stayed serene. The Christian saints act the same way under adversities. Their mind set is in ‘uniformity to God’s will,’ (Saint Alphonse Ligouri is the expert on this) which means whatever happens that we can’t control, we accept it as God’s will, we don’t anguish over it, we receive it as if from the hand of God, even if we don’t understand why God allowed it. (Why the accident? Illness? Premature death? Why, why, why? Sometimes we will only understand on the other side.)

 

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I will speak on this subject much in the future.

 

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          Meanwhile, remember, that God is inside you & you can access this God – begin working on it today.

          Woman, thou art God!

 

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                                      To be continued       Rasa Von Werder       11-23-19

         

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XXXXIII   THE SECRET TO MY HAPPINESS

 

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The New Religion for Women Only – Woman, Thou Art God

   Rasa Von Werder

 

 

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         Haven’t we all heard that term a guzillion times, from smart people, dumb people, all kinds of people,

 

         “Happiness is within.”

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         Most of them don’t even know what they’re talking about. In order to have that happiness within you have to go within, be within. What is within & how do you get there?

 

        First clue: You remove yourself from what is without, without means outside of yourself. What is outside of yourself?–people, things, concerns, the world, & thoughts & feelings thereof. In other words, you remove yourself from everything, as much as possible, except your immediate survival needs.    

 

 

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Not saying 100% everything – your survival needs remain; f ood, shelter, going to the bathroom, staying clean, keeping your surroundings in reasonably neat & clean order, basics taken care of.

 

         Why this abstraction from life?–from people? From events, things, worldly pursuits, friendships, etc.?

 

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         Because to say ‘within’ means ‘within’ – it’s not just a word as it is for most of these ‘pundits’ who mouth clichés. Inside is your happiness because it is the NATURAL STATE OF YOUR NATURAL SELF. Inside, not outside, lives your God-self. Why is the outside ‘bad?’ (Why did so many saints in the past & even today become hermits, recluses in monasteries, convents or residences? What’s wrong with going outside, being in the world, having fun? Isn’t that happiness? Granted, bad things happen, but good things happen. Isn’t it normal to be in the outside world?)

 

         The ‘outside world’ is normal, but seldom brings true & lasting happiness, because this happiness depends on so many CONDITIONS. When you seek happiness outside, you are usually disappointed, & frequently hurt.

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But inside the Soul, the God-Self when you reach it, there are NO CONDITIONS. This Natural Self, who religious people call God, never stops loving us for one split second, never ‘judges’ or ‘condemns,’ is not harsh, is not selfish, manipulative or exploitative – is never cruel or hard hearted, is not petty or jealous – this Self loves the person 100% without a ‘reason’, through good or bad, always wishes you the best, seeks progress when you fall & fail, holds you up emotionally, comforts you & guides you to your Valhalla.

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This God Self within is perfect & has all the attributes of God, Her qualities, Her virtues, Her Powers, & at times when it seems that She has dealt us a heavy blow – say we get cancer – there’s a REASON for it (but sometimes it has nothing to do with us, our actions or lack of them, it’s a karma beyond what we can comprehend that might have to do with others or the future of the world. Some things cannot be explained until we get to the other side. But if what we suffer was not in any way a teaching mechanism, tough love or even purification, you bet your bottom dollar when we get to Heaven the Almighty will make up for our suffering MANY TIMES OVER.)

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         WHEN THERE ARE REASONS FOR OUR SUFFERING

 

         Sometimes God has warned us again, & again, in this way or that, but we don’t listen. God has tried for many years, exposed us to knowledge, books, writings, teachings about say, ‘don’t smoke, don’t get exposed to radiation any more than necessary, don’t eat carcinogen foods–charcoal broiled meats, take care of yourself with healthy foods, clean water, pure juices, take your rest.” But you don’t listen to the warnings of God through the natural channels – you get sick, thousands of illnesses happen, including cancer.

 

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A good friend of mine was stunned when her healthy, athletic husband got cancer on his back – the worst kind – melanoma. They did not catch it early as the doctors were booked, made them wait months; by the time he was diagnosed it was ‘stage 3’. Nevertheless, with her help, he lasted a long time – it would have been merciful had he died in an accident. For seven years my lady friend went with him to each oncology procedure, thirty operations, slowly, ever so slowly, going downhill. The first three years he still worked, but then couldn’t.

 

         I sat down to analyze the situation, I meditated & prayed. Then I asked some questions. How long did you work at that restaurant? He said eight years. That means for eight years he stood, fixing submarine sandwiches WITH HIS BACK TO THE MICROWAVE OVEN – which means RADIATION, & that is where he ‘mysteriously’ got the melanoma, starting on a huge wart on his back.

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         I got that Eureka moment when I knew why he got sick, called my lady friend & blurted it out. She was not excited, heard me out, did not take it seriously. I said to her

 

         “I hope you don’t use a microwave at home.”

 

         She said indeed they did, but it was nothing to worry about, it was kind of high up, higher than the one in their restaurant.

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  They have an exquisite house with two kitchens, in fact, a third kitchen in another building by their house – he was a chef – all kinds of equipment, toaster ovens, regular ovens, fancy barbeque outside – you name it. I said to her,

 

         “Why must you use the microwave? You have so many other venues to prepare food – this is radioactive, it’s dangerous, it causes disease.”

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She said to me,

         “I’m addicted to the popcorn. I make it every night in the microwave.”

         I repeated the dangers of this type oven to her so many times but she scoffed, saying the usual things,

         “And I could die of a car accident tomorrow. I just love the popcorn, you’re taking it too seriously.”

         After ten tries, I quit warning her about it.

 

 

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While the husband was ailing, she was a monument. Years dragged on. None of the chemotherapy cured him, just made him sicker. More things went wrong. Finally, after seven years of torture, he succumbed & was gone.

 

         The person I worried about even more was my friend, Amelia. I know what it’s like to care for a sick person, how it drains you—I took care of my first husband (age 17 to 19) for two years before he died. She seemed indestructible. But by the seventh year, she collapsed from pneumonia, right at her place of work, & it was downhill after that.

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  The worst news came one day after tests. She was at home standing when the hospital called. She had cancer in both lungs, she fainted upon hearing it. This is a woman who cared for her husband for seven years, he dies, & two months later, this.

 

         All the dreams of her life were now shattered. This was a blow one might not recover from. Fearing possible death she tried to visit with all her friends while she still felt good. I was invited that Christmas. The first thing I did upon the tour of her house was where was the microwave? Secretly my feet pattered into the kitchen. It was level with the lungs.

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         “God whispers to us in our pleasures & shouts to us in our pain. Pain is the megaphone of God.”

 

         Amelia has changed since the cancer. She was always been a good person, but now she told me she’s much closer to God. Sometimes terrible things bring us closer to the One who loves us. And also –God tried to prevent her cancer, but she refused to listen.

 

         Last Tuesday we went out to lunch, she was driving. I got into her van & she said ‘buckle up’ which I did. She then said,

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         “And don’t tell me to buckle up. I refuse to do it. I could die in some other way, it’s my choice, I hate tyranny.”

         You write the end of this story…………..

 

         There are other reasons why people suffer. A Priest friend of mine from India (a good one, not one of those pedophiles, he’s a saint & when he prayed for me I saw lights) – told me that just as he was supposed to depart from India to America, he developed cancer. The sponsor told him take care of it, when you’re well, then come to America – which he did.

         In his sorrow he called out to God, why this? And God said to him,

         “For your purification.”

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         And I can attest to his purity. My friend called him – he has a ministry close to the hospital I go to – asked him to pray for me as I was going to get some gall bladder procedures. While he was praying, I saw blue lights inside my head – a sign of God’s presence. When I met him, I knew it was him. The light of God was shining all around him, he’s a saint. He brought me Holy Communion, I was lifted to the Heavens by his presence, he made my entire stay at the hospital a Sacred event, & I’m helping him bring more Priests here from India.

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Other reasons God allows trauma & suffering: to change the course of your life, from bad to good or from what it is to something better, it’s always, always a teaching venue, oh my God, how you have taught me through suffering – almost all that I know came because of it. God NEVER WISHES US BAD, ‘to those who love God all things work for good.’

 

         Now back to going within, leaving the outside world. First, I must explain – & this is important – these states might not be FOR ALL TIME FOR YOU. Although it was his entire life for Ramana Maharshi, from age sixteen when he entered the state until death – for you it might be for a time yes, for a time no – as it’s been for me so far. Why God orchestrates it this way, I don’t know, but I know God wants to take us as well as others, to our greatest good. When you enter what mystical students call ‘the interior life’ or ‘the life of perfection,’ you DEVELOP YOURSELF. You see, hear & learn things of the Kingdom of God that you never knew before. But when you leave the state & go into ‘active life,’ you reach others. You might reach them with your knowledge, intelligence you gained while ‘inside.’ And so, of course, God always want you to help others, but most of the time, not at your own expense, certainly not to your own destruction. (Yes martyrs destroy their life or someone does, but their Beatific Vision is so high it makes up for it.)

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         HOW THE SLIGHTEST TOUCH WITH PEOPLE, THE OUTSIDE WORLD, TV, ANYTHING OF THE OUTSIDE, CAN KNOCK YOU OUT OF YOUR PEACE OF MIND & BLISS

 

         You must understand that when you go into the ‘deep’ or the interior self, nonduality, the Bliss of God-Self, the tiniest contact with people, the world, the flesh, can knock you out of your good state like a bolt of lightning. Here is an example.

 

         I was celibate but married. We didn’t live together – he had his own house in Ct., he visited me 33 days a year (his count.) I never watched television, I hated it because it took me away from God, it had been a year or two since I had seen TV, & it was he who bought & installed the TV into my house as he couldn’t live without it.

         When he came over I said,

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         “When you watch it, please put the sound as low as possible & I will put the room divider in front of it so I don’t see it.” – Which is what he did.

  

         Then I walked through the area of the living room where I was past the room divider, glanced at the TV & screamed. It was the Regis Philbin Show.

 

         This show brought back to me a phletora of memories, all bad. In one instant, my mind was bolted with evil — back to a hundred memories.

 

         First being on the show as the ‘Stripper for God.’ A crazy obese tarot reader condemned me as being a fake.   (Cathy Lee was on my side, bless her.)

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         There was a pimp on the show who later told other TV producers that he had saved me, thus I became ‘the Stripper for God.’ I didn’t even know the guy.

They promised me a copy of the show, the pimp got one, but I didn’t.

I approached Regis during a break about the tarot reader & he gave me the brush off.

All these thoughts entered me instantly, I was knocked out of my bliss.

 

This is how ONE PERSON, one look at TV, one thought, one feeling, one event, one anything, can pummel you with MEMORIES of the past that drag you into it. You worked so hard to FORGET ALL THAT & now here it is, present, right inside your head, & you have to work to get it out again.

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It isn’t that the world, the flesh, people & things are evil. They are of a different frequency, vibration, world than the world where you see God. God’s frequency is higher, more sensitive, finer by light years, than the world. To pick it up you have to have your mind open, tuned in, you are vulnerable. The world vibration is gross, crude, people are the same way – you cannot have your mind & heart wide open with them, it will hurt.

 

And as I said, that person called God inside you, when you’re tuned in, you will feel pure & perfect love, & that is your bliss. Seek this kind of love outside; it will be a miracle for it to happen. You’ll be lucky not to be tortured; your own family could be the ones bringing you down. The world does not guarantee happiness, but this God within you does.

 

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And so remember, Woman Thou Art God, seek the God within above all other things.

 

 

To be continued   Rasa Von Werder   11-22-19

 

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