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The New Religion – X – Ten – Woman Thou Art God

: THE CULTURE OF LIFE / LOVE –

MATRIARCHY – WOMAN THOU ART GOD

: GETTING AWAY FROM MEN IS A BIG

JUMP BUT IT MUST BE DONE

9-7-19-Installment X-Ten-Woman Thou Art God – The

New Religion for Women Only

Which Teaches Woman to Worship the God Within

: YOU NEED TO BE ALONE TO GET YOUR HEAD

STRAIGHT

The Need to Get Away From People

Woman, Thou Art God! What do God people do? What do Avatars, Saints, Prophets & suchlike do periodically, what do they have in common that makes them different? How does their behavior hint at Power?

: THEY DON’T WANT YOU ALONE OR WITH

SISTERS, THEY FEAR YOUR MAGICAL POWER

Did you ever wonder why Jesus went up to the mountain for forty days & nights, to be alone in prayer? (He supposedly did not take food & water, but I think that’s a mistake. He might have FASTED but in my opinion he had some vittles & certainly water.)

Then again, remember Moses going to Mount Sinai, where he saw the Burning Bush? He was there so long the Hebrews thought he was dead.

Because they despaired of his return, they went back in their minds to the ‘fleshpots of Egypt,’ melted all their jewelry & created a Golden Calf, symbol of wealth & power, & worshiped it.

: ALONE ON A MOUNTAIN OR JUST A LITTLE

ROOM YOU CAN FIND YOUR GOD

Another thing in my study of many saints, the mystics certainly, sequestered themselves for a time away from the world, & soon thereafter, had their peak experiences of God.

I take note of St. Catherine of Sienna. They tried to marry her off – but she wouldn’t have it. She shut herself up in her room, in the family villa (no mountain), had her meals there, did not hobnob with anyone for TWO YEARS. At that time she had GREAT VISIONS OF GOD. When she came out of that room, she was a new woman & soon recognized as a Spiritual Tower.

: ALONE SHE FOUND HERSELF, WITH PEOPLE SHE

LOST HERSELF

I had the same urge to remove myself from all company. It started in 1980 & got so strong in early “81 that I told my friends & relatives not to contact me by phone or mail. I had to stay alone, as if by instinct – sadly, none of them understood, all took it PERSONALLY. A male friend said he wanted to commit suicide. A lady friend thought I was demanding money – (her thoughts would go South due to mental illness.)

During this time I had Peak spiritual experiences, especially at the end of “81, beginning of “82 – was Mystically married to God, Holy Mary appeared to me & gave me “the graces no one prays for,” then I saw God face to face TWICE!

: I SAW GOD FACE TO FACE TWICE

There are many stories of saintly hermits, spiritual recluses & saints who STAYED ALONE (Padre Pio had a tiny shack on his parents property where he spent hours in prayer. His whole life was private; praying, meditating, saying Holy Mass & hearing endless confessions.)

WHY DID THEY STAY ALONE? IF YOU STAY ALONE FOR GOD WILL YOU BECOME A HOLY SAINT, CAPABLE OF MIRACLES? And how can you do this if you are married with children? Or if you are single but have a boyfriend or live with one?

: I SAW GOD AS NATURE – BUT IT WAS SUPERNATURAL

- THE WOODS WERE ALL COLORS WHILE I WALKED

THROUGH THEM. SUDDENLY THE WOODS STOPPED

& THE OCEAN OPENED BEFORE ME, IT WAS GOLD,

WITH A HORIZON THAT KEPT EXPANDING AS I

LOOKED – THE OCEAN WAS GOD, IT WAS LOVE, & IT

WAS ME: GOD & I WERE ONE & THE SAME THING! I

WAS IN THE CENTER OF THE SAHASRARA, THE

PORTAL TO INFINITY!

First, a disclaimer: No state, walk or lifestyle has to be FOREVER. Overlooking my entire life, I see where I was here, or there, & thought that state was permanent, but it wasn’t.

At one time, I thought I would be forever Catholic – nothing but that, not even leaning toward Protestantism.

But that ended sometime, was it 1991?–when Jesus & Mary appeared to me in a dream, told me I was now being stifled by the Catholic Church, leave & open your horizons wider. For my future they showed me a painting of nature, with wide open fields, this symbolized to venture into a larger vision. I then began a closer walk with Yoga & its Gurus. I also studied the Protestant Faith Healers.

: I SAW GOD AS LOVE, & GOD & I WERE ONE. I WAS SHE, SHE WAS ME, WE WERE LOVE.

In 1978 after several years of wishing for it, I became a celibate & thought it was for the rest of my life. But ten years later God appeared & asked me if I wanted to quit, it would be OK, but I said no. Ten years more God again asked me the same but I nixed it. Then another ten years, this time God asked, but when I balked said,

“If you don’t go out & have fun now, you will be outside the Will of God.”

: GOD ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO BACK INTO THE WORLD & ‘HAVE FUN’ & I SAID NO, AFTER 10 YRS,

THEN 20 YRS, FINALLY AFTER 30 YRS SHE SAID IT WAS HER WILL I END CELIBACY

Of course I obeyed, then followed eleven years of “fun” which was not fun at all but a Purgatory, where I descended into my flesh, had terrible worldly/flesh experiences culminating in a deeply troubling love affair I just got saved from – Eleven years, the last five of which I lost contact with God, mind was ‘below,’ despaired for not being intimate with God as before, but then SUDDENLY IT ALL ENDED, the state of being ‘lower down’ passed, I saw & felt the Presence of God again, & am now writing this religion – something that would be impossible without being ONE WITH GOD.

: I WENT DOWN INTO THE WORLD BUT FINALLY ESCAPED

What I’m suggesting is that if I say ‘be alone’ I don’t mean for the next 10-20-30 years, if I say ‘be celibate’ it might not be all your life, some part of it, if I say ‘get away from people’ am I saying for always or part of the time? All these states, don’t expect any one of them to be forever, get what you can out of them & move on. States, mind sets, are meant to come & go. Your consciousness might be in the world one time, all on God the next years, back to the flesh, suffer, go back to God – it all changes, & always FOR YOUR GOOD as sometimes you have PEACE OF MIND with God, other times TURMOIL TEACHES LESSONS, sometimes serenity, other times CHAOS, all lessons from the School of the Spirit, all new ways of making you grow & evolve.

: YOUR STATES OF MIND, CONSCIOUSNESS, WILL KEEP

CHANGING, HANG IN THERE

Jesus spent those forty days & nights, but then he came off the mountain & conducted, on its strength, a three-year ministry, most of the time with people.

John the Baptist, who baptized Jesus, spent many years alone, but then, people came. He urged them to reform, he spent much time with converts & disciples; lots of the time alone, plenty time with people.

Moses was on the mountain, but then he returned & led his people to the Promised Land.

: ALL GOOD COMES FROM GOD – OPEN

YOUR HEART & MIND TO HER

As I said, there were umpteen cases of Spiritual Greats who spent TIME ALONE & since I am asking you – Woman – to do likewise, what is the GOOD of doing such a thing? Wouldn’t it be better to keep working until you collapse, sleep, get up & do it again? That is what most of us do most of the time.

OK, let me speak with my Mother God inside me, as She has better answers than I do.

Me: “Mother God, what is the good of being alone as in the cases I cited?”

: COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE GOD

She: “When Great Souls, or anyone who wants to be like them, go off alone, they do so to commune with the Eternal, Infinite God within you. You need to GET AWAY from people, things, the here & now, time & space, daily routines, bill paying, clamoring family, clinging persons, worldly ambitions (even when the ambitions are good), – you need to absent yourself & abstract yourself from everything except God.

You need to hear the Voice of God resonating within you, & all that I mentioned will cloud it out, knock out it’s sound, drown it, stifle & muffle it, disturb your mind & distract it, draw you away from Infinity & so on.

: TO COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE YOU NEED TO LEAVE THE ‘HERE & NOW’

When you make contact with God Inside you will recharge your batteries, like plugging your phone into the socket. Not only do you get energy but you get Guidance or Vision, you get Understanding.

Your God will tell you where you are – like a navigator on the wide blue ocean – & from here, where to proceed, what to plan for, what your future should be.

: COMMUNE WITH INFINITY. TIME & SPACE IS LIMITING,

PHASE IT OUT AS YOU MEDITATE

If you listen only to the world you will be LOST as most people are – they are on the ‘Broad Highway to Hell.’ They listen to each other, walk the same road, think the same way, get guided by the here & now, time & space paradigm, all lost together, all fall into Hell together.

The Infinite God as you know, is within you. But this REALM, this mentality is NOT OF THIS WORLD, Jesus said,

“My Kingdom is not of this world”

: YOUR KINGDOM (QUEEN’S REALM) IS NOT OF THIS WORLD! YOU ARE BEYOND THE WORLD OF

LIMITATION

When Pilate asked him,

“Are you a King?”

Therefore, if you’re guided by the world, you are OUTSIDE THE KINGDOM OF GOD, you will be led astray. You need to connect with the Realm of Eternity, those forever ideas, not these frail & fragile ‘house of cards’ concepts that come & go, disappear, never to make a mark – are fake, false chimera, a flash in the pan, fool’s gold, things with no foundation, no real truth, nothing to hold onto.

When you go to your God, She will reveal to you what you came to earth for, what your mission is if any, what you should do or not do, how you should do it.

: YOU ARE NOT JUST OF ‘THIS WORLD’ – YOU ARE BEYOND IT – YOU ARE INFINITE

And this Truth She tells you She can’t reveal to you all at once. One time She guides you here, but a few years later, you’ve done it, so she tells you the next step. Your instructions are not for all time, you wouldn’t be able to handle that much – one step at a time, one year or years, fulfill that, then go to Her again to get the next schedule.

: IT’S A JOURNEY FROM ONE PORT

TO THE NEXT, KEEP WAITING FOR

INSTRUCTIONS

: YOU MUST STAY CLOSE TO GOD TO HEAR WHERE YOU ARE GOING NEXT

I hope I’m making myself clear. Daughter, if you do as I say each time, I take you where you have to go if you obey – when you have fulfilled each project, it ends, then you await further instructions.

The key between you & your God is OBEDIENCE. You ask now what is meant by you are God, then? Who am I when YOU are God?

: OBEDIENCE TO GOD IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS

You operate on more than one level, within you also is more than one persona. The most Powerful & Realistic part of you is the GOD YOU. Your flesh is on a lower plane – that flesh is who contacts God, who bends the knee, just as did Jesus, who asks for redemption, seeks forgiveness, pleads for Souls, who covets Grace & Guidance. (If this flesh, however, rebels, then the Grace & Guidance are unfulfilled, & the individual will have to start all over again, try & do it right.)

Me: “A word, please, Mother God, to the women who are not single, who are involved & entangled with husband, family, boyfriends, live ins & such. How do they work this deal & this aloneness?”

: EVEN ANIMALS NEED PRIVACY

She: “Of course, it won’t be easy. She has to have privacy; she must find a way for this.

Privacy is not just for Avatars, Saints & Great Souls, even animals need privacy.

The animals in zoos, often on display, need a den, a house, a hut, a cave, to retire to & get away.

: EVERY CREATURE HAS THE RIGHT TO LIVE FOR ITSELF –

NOT BE USED

Every creature has God within & must fulfill its God-given potential, each has a destiny, a future, a roadmap inside it from God – No creature wants to live for others alone, it has to live FOR ITSELF.

To live FOR YOURSELF, whoever you are, you must periodically GET AWAY FROM OTHERS, their influence, agenda, desires, their thoughts & feelings. You must abstract yourself from all but yourself, be FREE, un-entangled, unfettered, no pressure, no demands, no nothing from the OUTSIDE.

Me: “It seems to me getting away from others, for anyone, is important.”

: HEAVEN IS FREEDOM – FREE TO BE THE REAL YOU,

THE INFINITE YOU, NO LIMITATIONS, NO ONE

DICTATING TO YOU WHO YOU ARE IN ANY WAY

She: “Even symbolically, God created the Heavens & Earth, but She rested on the 7th day. God had to get away! God STOPPED.

Me: “Words to the wise. I keep thinking of all my sisters in the world who are fettered, pressured, used, living in various states, some in poverty, others rich, but so many owned, fettered, controlled, told what to do, rights taken away, looked down upon. How can they find themselves?”

: FREEDOM IS HAPPINESS. THE AGENDA OF MEN IS TO KEEP YOU A

SLAVE. BREAK THOSE CHAINS

She: “This religion will be a beginning for many. It will help some make a decision not to marry, not to have children. Others will decide to have men in their lives, but it will be nothing so serious they have to answer to them. Let the women work it out whatever way they can – you cannot anticipate all their ways, not should you have to. Let them do it. Just tell them what you know, encourage them; give them moral support to find the God Within.

: FREEDOM CAN BE SCARY BUT IT CAN BE DONE

Let them know the benefits of spending that time with their own God, meditating, contemplating & praying, believing, hoping, with faith, trust & confidence looking to their God to save them & work miracles. Point them to this & let them do it – they are capable.”

: ESCAPE FROM PATRIARCHY, ENTER YOUR INFINITE GODHOOD

Me again: Woman, Thou Art God. It is all there. You are She. I do encourage you & believe in you. It’s a BIG WORLD inside you, go get it!

To be continued – Rasa Von Werder 9-7-19

: FORGET MEN’S IDEAS, WHAT THEY WANT, HOW

THEY THINK, WHAT THEY SAY, FORGET THEM & BE

FREE OF THEIR AGENDA

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The New Religion Installment IX – Woman Thou Art God

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Woman Thou Art God IX – Installment Nine

The New Religion – 9-6-19-

JESUS & MARY ARE BOTH GOD: MOTHER GOD RELIGION

How Women are DEMORALIZED Within Patriarchy

Woman, Thou Art God! That means that no one can tell you your worth, your value, measurement, your greatness or littleness, whether or not you are righteous, whether you are straight with the moral law, if you are a sinner or Saint—No one can evaluate you because YOU STAND ALONE with your ‘maker’ as ONE, you & God are not separate, so how can anyone tell you WHO YOU ARE, how you are, what you are? They can’t, & so, listen to NO VOICE BUT YOUR OWN.

IT’S MOTHER GOD, NOT FATHER, SHE IS REPRODUCTIVE, HE IS NOT

Now, this is how people are ROBBED of their identity, their self worth & their image—throughout ages ‘others’ have been devalued or destroyed to make a way for those who destroy them.

: DO NOT LISTEN TO MEN, THEY DEVALUE YOU

Demoralization happens when one person or group wishes to DEGRADE or DESTROY another person/group.) Sometimes the word ‘demonized’ is used, or else, a person or group are ‘scapegoated’—when scapegoated, they are made as if RESPONSIBLE for the sins of others, when DEMONIZED only bad is spoken of them, (whether it exists or not,) they are made out to be like demons.

: NEVER OBEY MEN

Noam Chomsky (dissident, Professor at MIT Univ.) brought my mind to this when he explained, politically, how Communists were once demonized by us (& of course we were by them. We were dramatized as

DECADENT, IMMORAL, MONEY-HUNGRY CAPITALISTS THE RICH GET RICHER, IT’S PLANNED – PATRIARCHY: DECADENT, IMMORAL, MONEY-HUNGRY

CAPITALISTS

haha, how true—of the Patriarchs of course.)

Communists, we said had no human rights, no freedom of religion, no freedom to gather, no freedom of the press, no freedom to own private property. Their lifestyle was terrible, bad cars (no gas gage!), sometimes lack of food in the stores, certainly lack of some amenities & luxuries, media & entertainment totally under government control. (But we never mentioned how much the government provided to the people ‘without charge’ including education & medical.)

My family escaped from Stalin, I have relatives there we used to communicate with, but can’t explain how much of the previously stated is true, I believe some of it was, some exaggerated. (The amenities sure is right. My cousin said there was no kotex or tampax available because ‘men don’t have their periods. They had no well-made bras, just ‘bags’ that hang there.) One thing that was refuted to me by a Russian born lady: I was told Stalin ordered killed all the soldiers who returned from the Second World War – as traitors – she said that was a lie.

My Grandma was Mongolian (Cossack, Russian)

My country, Lithuania, was possessed by Russia for a time, from World War II until 1991 (my speech in front of the White house, June 1978, on Our Lady of Fatima, ended the Cold War & saw the fall of Communism as She predicted.) Naturally, my family hated Communists & I believed every evil on them, but Noam Chomsky said part of it was PROPOGANDA because of the COLD WAR, we were at an ARMS RACE with Russia & even threat of war between us—they were to blame for every ill you could think of—scapegoated & demonized. As soon as Communism fell NO MORE PROPAGANDA– haha – now the media emphasized the EVILS OF THE COUNTRIES where we had PUPPET LEADERS (who turned against us by HELPING their people instead of HOLDING THEM IN TYRANNY I’m told.)

MOTHER GOD WITH DAUGHTER GOD

And then, the MUSLIM countries we were about to, or were attacking (about oil) were demonized. Suddenly, things our country never cared about or preached against were brought to the front pages– they became the new Communists, – as Noam Chomsky explained. Our scapegoat is always those we are politically ‘at war’ with or at ‘cross purposes’ with.

: MOTHER NATURE – SHE’S RENDERING HUMAN MALES

EXTINCT – HER ANSWER TO PATRIARCHAL BEHAVIOR

Now we heard about their PEDOPHILIA as a TRADITIONAL CUSTOM, their HONOR KILLINGS, women having NO HUMAN RIGHTS under Sharia Laws or Theocracies—these items WERE NOT SUBJECTS OF MAJOR PUBLIC DISCLOSURE until our wars started.

: YOUR PLACE OR MINE?

In other words, highlighting the evils of someone else justifies us & makes it easier to bring them down – these evils being true or untrue, they are stated. Then we are more free to act, such as bombing the countries (filled with innocent people, destroying their oil fields or taking their oil & other resources, all justified BECAUSE THEY ARE NO GOOD–even though those being bombed had nothing to do with the policies or the atrocities or the sins, these were done by a few, but all of them get battered.)

: IN WARS THE INNOCENT GET PUNISHED FOR THE SINS OF

THE WICKED

Next case: Black people in America. They are brought in slavery from Africa to serve in our Southern Fields. They have NO HUMAN RIGHTS. A slave owner buys them, works them, can KILL THEM if he wishes, can do anything he can do TO AN ANIMAL (before we had any ASPCA’s.) (Including not often talked about yet, slave owners using black people for SEXUAL PERVERSION, not just sex, but perversion & pedophilia. They did this with IMPUNITY.)

: ENJOY THE RIDE?

How do they justify this? They declare that black people are NOT HUMAN, ONLY 2/3rds human under the law! They say that blacks are not as intelligent as whites – but they make EDUCATION FOR THEM ILLEGAL! (Mind you, in the 1800’s in England EDUCATION FOR SERVANTS WAS ILLEGAL! If you were taught to read or write & could sign your own name, you were acting AGAINST THE LAW!)

: HOW CAN WE FIND PEACE IN A

PATRIARCHAL WORLD?

And so, denigrating black people worked for slave owners because they could then WORK THEM TO DEATH, feed them poorly, deny good housing, food, recreation, education, entertainment & comforts, use them for sex & perversion, etc.

Slaves were not legally free until after the 1860’s – which is fairly recent – & the fallout from the DEMORALIZATION still goes on today! It exists in the form of black people not liking themselves, not respecting & trusting ONE ANOTHER! Here is one example:

: I WANT TO ESCAPE THIS EVIL PATRIARCHY

I have a black lady friend who studied massage therapy & started her own clinic, but she could not get it going because the blacks in her neighborhood would not go to a clinic OWNED & RUN BY A BLACK PERSON. She had to get a WHITE DOCTOR as a ‘titular head’ of the clinic (he had nothing to do with it but his name) & then the blacks came. (She was then highly successful.)

I asked her, why did the blacks not go to her clinic when she advertised herself the owner? She said they just don’t trust or respect blacks. I was shocked. This has something to do with SELF HATE. It’s the same when WOMEN REFUSE TO FOLLOW FEMALE LEADERS.

: PREACHING TO THE CHOIR

I have seen this AGAIN & AGAIN, where you have a group of people, male & female, mostly female. You have a vote as who will lead the group, & ALL THE FEMALES VOTE FOR A GUY! This is SELF HATE. It means they do not respect themselves, therefore they think small of their own sisters. But automatically, they think big of a male – not even knowing anything about him, just that he has a penis,

“If he has a penis, he must be better than me, I better vote for him. I can’t trust a sister to stand over me.”

: IF HE HAS A PENIS, I GUESS

HE’S THE LEADER

: IF HE HAS A PENIS, I GUESS

HE’S THE LEADER

Demoralization/propaganda applies to all persons/peoples the aggressive ones wish to dominate/ exploit or destroy–say the Indians. They were called ‘savages.’ Who savaged who? It was we who started, of course, after we savaged them, they did it to us, that’s how war goes, each side thereafter blaming the other for atrocities. Both are responsible, the main one naturally being the one who started it.

So many peoples were demoralized (& still are), before & after being deposed, run off, robbed, exploited like say Eskimos & Inuits, Aborigines, Hawaiians, all those who live off the land that people with TECHNOLOGY could overrun, are depicted as UNCIVILIZED, UNCLEAN, UNCHRISTIAN, PAGAN-UN-SPIRITUAL, IMMORAL, etc., the list goes on.

: WHEN WILL WE BE FREE?

But those who injure them – the white men with guns, are seen as EXPLORERS, CONQUISTADORS IN THE NAME OF GOD! PIONEERS & HEROES! They are actually THIEVES & DEMONS on their way to find innocent, defenseless people to use up & throw aside. They are warmongers, thieves & murderers, they come to steal, kill & destroy. THEY ARE PATRIARCHS.

: PATRIARCHS EAT UP WOMEN

I think I have made my point. Now let’s get to the women – us – see what they have done to us & what the fallout is. I am concerned here with a lot more than ‘HISTORY,’ I want to show up what we do today which proves WE ARE DEMORALIZED, thoughts & feelings AGAINST OURSELVES & SISTERS ARE STILL HERE!

: I SAY A WOMAN NEEDS A MAN LIKE I NEED A BICYCLE

At times, women are their own WORST ENEMIES, believing the lies because they are brainwashed, acting against their own selves & other women because, sadly they have INTERNALIZED the lies said about them, they have been UNABLE TO MAINTAIN THEIR OWN TRUE IDENTITY—who they are, with dignity & self respect, that they are creations of God, endowed with the right to life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness, autonomous, able to make their own decisions, following their own conscience, thoughts, feelings & agenda with an attitude of doing right, able to conceive their own cosmology, lifestyle, pursuits, ideology & idealism.

: WOMAN IS THE BOSS, SHE CREATES, SHE DICTATES

There’s another word for demoralized: ABUSED. An abused person is devalued, beaten, whipped, rights taken away, thwarted, spit upon, stonewalled, laughed at, ridiculed & humiliated, etc. You get the point. I was one of the abused by way of Mommy Dearest – I speak of this much on You Tube, my early life. (But mind you, this applies across the board to all kinds of situations of people against people.)

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

What I want to reveal here is how my reaction & behavior applies to how women in general (& other people as I said) react to their abuse by Patriarchy.

My Mom decided to earmark me for abuse because I refused to go with her program – I was required to hate my Dad because she did. I really loved Father, he was a kind, tender, compassionate person compared to Mom – I recall Mom beating me over the head with her fist at age five when I could not finish my home fries. (Grandma intervened.) This was her normal self, before I was targeted for SPECIAL ATTENTION.

It was at age ten they thought I was asleep in the living room (cold night, no heat upstairs, I was allowed this privilege) when Mom sat down my siblings in the kitchen. She was unaware I could hear every word.

Background before I explain this kitchen conversation:

: PAY HEED TO MY PEARLS OF WISDOM

Mom had just for the umpteenth time cuckolded Dad & the man in question had been living with us for a couple years – paying room & board. Mom had ways of controlling Dad, he was a genius intellectually & a flop with her. He allowed Mom to have affairs with several men; I suppose thinking he could keep her that way. This one was the last & the worst – it ended them.

Dad got the loan for all of us, including the new man, to move to a farm in New Jersey. He stayed in Brooklyn for a while, supposedly joining us later. I’m not sure how serious that intention was, but that’s what I was told & lived for.

: STAYING ALONE & MEDITATING BRINGS MUCH

GOOD

And so, when Mom told me I was to HATE DAD, call him the devil when he visited, avoid him, run from him, show no love, I absolutely refused & did the OPPOSITE. I showered him with love, affection & respect & pleaded to be able to sleep with him on the living room pull-out sofa.

My behavior earned me the hate of my Mom, hate that was so deep I became the object of it until the day I ran away from her & even Dad (at 15 I went to stay with him) – while I was with him she still reached me – & departed to find my way in California.

: OBEY MOTHER GOD

But about the abuse–That night, with Mom & siblings in the kitchen, a pact was made. She told them she needed THEIR HELP to control me, that I was wicked, everything bad. That I defied her, refused to obey, thought I was better than anyone in the family, etc. It was INSANE because every word was a lie. The other kids swore they would HELP MOM & basically if you put it straight, this is what was said,

Mom: “Kids, I am putting a sign on Rasa that says, ‘get me.’ You now have open season on her. I’m going to take away every right & privilege she has as a family member, she will now be the Omega dog, to be dominated, demoted, demoralized by every one of us. Smite her, treat her badly – anything you do to her that’s cruel will not be punished by me, but you will be loved more for doing it. Do I have your agreement?

Kids: “Yes, yes, absolutely. We will be rotten to her & expect our rewards. You will love us more.”

: THERE’S A PRIMITIVE INSTINCT

TO WORSHIP A MOTHER GOD,

NOT A FATHER

One of the worst things done to me is I was given no money for anything – & when I would get jobs, & she found out, she’d call the place & have me fired. (The money I saved while working until fired was used for what I needed, basic things like clothing.)

A child needs things, from school supplies to clothing, to DENTIST WORK but I was deprived of all this with nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, where was Dad? He was no help.

: MATRIARCHY IS HEAVEN ON EARTH – IT IS THE CULTURE OF

LIFE & LOVE

After a couple years of hate from her – & oh, I forgot, the propaganda she put on me hit not only family, including my Aunt, but friends of the family, all of whom were briefed that I was ‘no good.’ (How could I be ‘no good’ starting at age ten, especially when I obeyed Mom in all things legitimate, only in HATING DAD was I disobedient.)

OK, onward, I hate repeating how I was abused, it stinks, it feels bad, it’s depressing. The fallout was I began to question & ask my friends at school,

: TEACH THEM THE CULTURE OF LOVE FROM THE DAY THEY ARE BORN

“What’s wrong with me?”

Assuming, there was something wrong with me or else they would not have treated me so badly. I had not yet figured it out.

This feeling, sensation, followed me FOR YEARS, way into adulthood. I am still an OVERACHIEVER, covering my tracks a hundred times to make good, doing way more than I should at times, worrying I’ll be abused again, I suppose. Still trying to say,

“You can’t hurt me, I’ve done too much good,” ha-ha.

: MOTHER GOD CREATES THE INFINITE

UNIVERSE, DOING A MIRACLE FOR YOU

IS SMALL POTATOES

I suffered Post Traumatic Stress Disorder even into my sixties! Suddenly fear would come over me in my house & I’d check all the doors & windows to make sure they were locked & closed, a strange unknown fear I discerned was the PTSD.

One of the sad things in my life was that I didn’t think I DESERVED ANYTHING. That’s demoralization. I thought I was unworthy, because they abused me, made me feel that way. Would they stop abusing me if I did something worthy? Nothing I did would make them stop, they were OUT FOR BLOOD. And into my adulthood I had not the facility to ASK FOR THINGS from men, friends or jobs – for many years. I struggled on that, eventually fixed myself.

: LIFE CAN ONLY BE BEAUTIFUL WITH LOVE. THAT MEANS END PATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF DEATH, & BRING FORTH MATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF LIFE

That is the effect women have from PATRIARCHY ABUSING THEM.

They (in general) tend to have a LOW SELF ESTEEM, so they favor males in a group to be leaders.

They get less raises than do men, at work, because THEY DON’T ASK FOR THEM as much as do men!

They PUT UP WITH MORE SHIT from men than men do from women! They end up being USED!

: STAY ALONE WHEN YOU CAN TO CONNECT WITH GODDESS

They SACRIFICE more for men than men do for them. They don’t DEMAND as much from men as they give them, they get EXPLOITED.

They jump through too many hoops on the dating scene. They go way out of their way to look beautiful while groups of males just stand on the street saying ‘give me a blow job.

They don’t fight back hard enough when males treat them badly.

: THE ROAD TO PARADISE IS PAVED WITH PRAYER

They are DEPRIVED OF RECOGNITION for the good they do & they do not FIGHT HARD ENOUGH FOR IT. (It was almost as difficult for me to get the award as the Progenitor of Female Body Building as it was to make it happen. I had to prove myself, which took months of documentation that I put on a website. When I was done, they read it & gave me the award. People budded in & tried to make the organization take it back from me. Then when I had my fans put it on Wikipedia, enemies kept taking it down. It’s extremely hard for a woman to get honest recognition in a Patriarchy.)

: GOD IS MOTHER, NOT FATHER, CALL ON HER

Basically, women are USED TO GETTING EXPLOITED, abused, deprived, disrespected & so on. They MUST start fighting back on a personal level, grass roots level & international level. They have to fight for themselves as well as their sisters.

: THE SECRETS OF GOD ARE WITHIN YOU

An extremely important issue is that WOMEN MUST RESPECT OTHER WOMEN, not treat them as competitors or enemies. They must give credit where credit is due, they have to honor & hold up other women – not tear them down as too many sisters are. We are here to fight against the enemy – Patriarchs – not each other. If we fight each other, THEY HAVE WON.

Woman, Thou Art God, act like a Goddess. A Goddess does not hate Her sisters, She honors them as She honors Herself.

Yes, YOU ARE GOD & SO IS SHE!

: WHO CAN UNDERSTAND OUR

GOD? NO ONE – BUT WE CAN LOVE

HER

To be continued 9-6-19 Rasa Von Werder

…..Friends, in case you are wondering, so far, it’s taken me an average of 3.5 hours to write each installment.

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Woman Thou Art God – The New Religion – VIII – Eight – Principles

WHEN GOD WAS A WOMAN — AND STILL IS: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

8-31-19-Woman Thou Art God-The New Religion-Installment Eight:

Principles of the New Religion

: WHEN WOMAN WAS GOD AND STILL IS

Woman, thou art God: If someone tells you to seek God in the east-do not listen. If they tell you to seek God in the mountains, She is not there. If they say north or south, don’t bother, for the Realm of the Queen, Her Royal Majesty’s Seat, her Bridal Chamber & Habitat is right there within your heart & soul.

: GOD IS IN YOUR

HEART & SOUL

In order to find her, you are wise to employ the ‘inner senses,’ as all the mystical saints did. They saw God in visions, heard the voice of God resonating within (both ears & mind), they tasted Her sweetness, they felt Her Presence, they smelled scents of purging & Holy Perfumes.

: BELIEVE IN YOURSELF-GOD

You ask, ‘how can I employ the inner senses when I didn’t even know they existed? I don’t know how to use them.’

The reason you don’t use the inner senses is because we live in a world of Patriarchy—rule of man. Give up this rule, renounce it, drop it, the way you do the devil & all his works & all his lies.

The ‘culture of death’ lives by the personality of the male. His frontal lobes are asleep – therefore he has no intuition, the faculty of women, whose frontal lobes are awake. He denigrates & trivializes the abilities of women, including their ESP – he declares them to be either imagination or worse, mental illness – because he can’t do it – it doesn’t exist.

The human male has made the world according to his brain, it makes sense to his restricted mind.

: YOU ARE THE LIGHTHOUSE, NOT HE, YOUR FRONTAL LOBES ARE AWAKE

But he does not represent the mind of a woman, whose frontal lobes are awake, who has compassion, empathy & intuition. How can the two of us, male & female – meet on the same page?—We can’t, not when we have separate agendas, the woman wanting to nurture & heal, the man wanting to exploit, one has to prevail, either nurturer or exploiter, & this world is the latter.

: MALE & FEMALE HAVE SEPARATE AGENDAS

This somnambulent person does not understand or encourage the extra-sensory powers of a woman. In Patriarchy our gifts are stifled & obliterated.

: OUR MAGICAL ABILITIES DENIGRATED

BY MEN WHO HAVEN’T GOT THEM

We aren’t groomed to appreciate our gifts from God, aren’t taught much about ‘mystical theology’ although the religious of Patriarchal sects are taught to pray, it’s mostly rote prayers, all approved by men, some are wonderful prayers, but we aren’t told about ‘channeling’ or hearing the voice of God, this activity would be considered suspicious, like Ouija Board business, sorcerers, magicians – because it’s a feminine ability it’s frowned upon like women are frowned upon.

: FEMININE ABILITIES FROWNED UPON AS WOMEN

ARE FROWNED UPON

ABOUT SAINTS

There are women saints as well as men saints canonized by the Catholic Church, but you must never look to Holy Mary as Goddess (they say! But SHE IS GODDESS!), as you are told strictly that He is GOD, but she is a mere mortal (a Holy one to be sure, with ‘Super Dulia’ or great veneration, but she’s eons below Jesus, our God!)

: JESUS & MARY ARE BOTH GOD

Many of the saints experienced the inner senses on a daily basis, & a lot of this was ‘channeling.’ They spoke to God or other saints the way you or I talk to friends or text, they could hear them, these communications were the highlights of their life.

Why or how did the saints develop the ability to see, hear & sense God? Most of them had to some degree or other, even the ‘active’ saints, turned their back on ‘the world.’

: MANY SAINTS TURNED THEIR BACK ON

THE WORLD

If you want to be like them, spend hours a day in prayer, meditation, spiritual reading & contemplation (which is a passive state where you aren’t saying anything or asking, just waiting on God to reveal Herself to you.) There are all types of ways to pray, petition, thanksgiving & praise of God, there’s prayers of channeling where you ask questions & hope for answers from God, the saints or angels.

: SAINTLY ALONENESS IS A KEY INTO

INNER SENSES

Saintly ALONENESS is a key to conjure inner senses.
The world DROWNS OUT or OBLITERATES our ability to hear the Inner Voice of God – (within the unconscious)—it is DISTRACTING & confounding or confusing our ability.

: THE WORLD IS DISTRACTING TO OUR

SPIRITUAL LIFE

(What is meant by ‘world?’–people, television, gossip, time & space news, here & now concerns.)
I have two anecdotes on that. The ‘Father’ of monasticism, St. Benedict, had to send monks out to get supplies. When they came back they were surrounded by the brothers eager to know what was going on outside.

: WHAT IS GOING ON OUTSIDE?

But St. Benedict chided them, saying,
“We came here to get away from the world, do not bring it back to us through gossip.

: SPIRIT OF THE WORLD VS SPIRIT OF SAINT

On a more recent scale, there was a great faith healer, Smith Wigglesworth of England, most active in the 1930’s. A young disciple named Lester Summeral came to visit him often, carrying a newspaper under his arm. When Smith opened the door, he grabbed the paper from the arm of the boy & threw it into the bushes, declaring,
“Don’t bring those lies in here!”

: DON’T BRING THOSE LIES IN HERE!

I, saw Lester on television talking about this. I knew about Smith Wigglesworth from the course of Roberts Liardon, a wonderful teacher/minister in California, who taught on the great faith healers called ‘God’s Generals.’ I was eager to know how these Holy Souls acquired faith healing power & found much information from Mr. Liardon.

HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD, OR SAINTS OR ANGELS

: HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF

GOD…….

To get what is unconscious to become conscious you must SET THE STAGE for it to emerge.

When your conscious is TOO BUSY it’s like a tangle of briars, bushes & weeds surrounding a pool. The pool is there, but you can’t SEE it through the vegetation. Remove the vegetation, & there it is, the Realm of Her Majesty, her Peaceful Land, NOT OF THIS WORLD, a different vibration, WAY MORE SENSITIVE.

: THE SPIRITUAL VIBRATION IS WAY

MORE SENSITIVE

The world cancels our or drowns out this fine vibration, it’s timbre is course, gross. The MESSAGE of the world is way different than that of the INNER PLANE, the unconscious. The flesh, the world & the devil present a here & now, physical, believe your eyes, your ears, the news of the day type of information. This worldly knowledge is that of those who think they are ‘realists—we are logical, we are scientific.’ Everything is judged by the OUTSIDE.

But the spiritual plane, the unconscious, delves into a Universe of reality that is hidden to the physical realm. It knows the secrets of men’s hearts, their thoughts, their plans, even their futures. It can detect liars & deceivers, it can tell what is love or lust, what is a charlatan or a sincere person. It can tell if someone is on a path of death or life, their karma, bad or good. It can tell if a person is a bad sinner, even by their SMELL!

: SAINTS CAN DETECT A SINNER

BY THEIR SMELL

There was a stigmatized monk named Bro. Gino, who later became a priest. I received material about him from someone in Italy. Bro. Gino met a man who was evil, but the man declared himself good. Bro. Gino said,

“THEN WHY DO YOU SMELL SO HORRIBLE?”

: SIN HAS A STENCH

I have never smelled sins on a person, but obviously, Bro. Gino could.

If you want to know the INNER SECRETS of life you must spend a lot of time alone & in prayer, & in what is called the INTERIOR LIFE.

Most people HATE being ‘interior’ or alone. You’ll hear them wail when they are ‘bored,’ they need outer stimulation all the time. They must either talk, watch TV, text, go places, always busy, busy, busy. They think they are doing something, but usually are not.

: PEOPLE ARE BUSY DOING WHAT

DOESN’T MATTER TO ETERNAL LIFE

I had a disciple of mine, a good man, who told me of his experience in Brazil. He went there to meet a Holy Lady in a Convent, & she was running a meditation retreat center.

He just wanted to talk with her, but she told him he must be alone, but had to more or less drag him kicking & screaming to his hut. He said he was TERRIFIED to be alone, with no people, no TV, no nothing around him.

: HE WAS TERRIFIED TO BE ALONE!

It is when we are ALONE that we look in a mirror on the INSIDE & see ourselves & without our EGO we are EMPTY. This emptiness is something we are NOT USED TO. The ego gives us a FALSE SECURITY BLANKET, telling us who we are & what we are connected to—which gives us some sort of IDENTITY.

: OUR EGO GIVES US A FALSE SENSE OF

WHO WE ARE & HIDES THE REAL

PERSON

The ego has a family & friends, a job or vocation, hobbies, interests, opinions & the like. The ego has a FAKE SELF IMAGE like I am ‘great’ or I am ‘worthless’ or ‘I’m just a normal, average person,’ etc.

Strip away the ego & you are naked, & just the beginning of this process is TERRIFYING, because then you think WHO AM I? What do I hold onto? Where is my security?

: WHO AM I?

When you strip away everything is the first time you have the CHANCE TO SEE GOD – who is YOU – yourself.

Remember when Moses asked God in the burning bush,
“Show me yourself as you are”
And God said,
“You cannot see me & live.”

What was God saying? You cannot have an ego. You must be stripped away of every sin, fault or vestige of attachment to people & things. Then, only then, is the stage set. God can then, if She wishes, LIFT YOU IN GLORY.

This process is explained by the great Saint, Mary of Agreda, in her four volume tome, ‘Mystical City of God.’

Obviously she understood the process & had seen God face to face.

: SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE IS AN

INNER JOURNEY TO THE

SAHASRARA

As I keep telling you, Woman, Thou Art God. But the only way you can truly believe & experience this is if you go through the mystical process called Death to Ego-Self, do as Mary of Agreda explained, & be lifted by God into Glory.

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD – LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

You will be raised up through the sushumna canal into the Sahasrara – that is the TUNNEL. On the other side of the tunnel you will see what is given you of ETERNITY / INFINITY, it will be GLORY. While you perceive this you will also know that you are God, God is you, God is not far away in outer space, that the Creative Power of God is Love, & you are pure & perfect Love. You & God are one thing at the core. You came from God, God is still within you, when you die you will go back to God if you have no impediments (which require cleansing.)
And that is the story in a nutshell.

: LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

…..9-3-19 Rasa Von Werder

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Woman Thou Art God Part Seven

: RADIATING GOD ENERGY FROM THE BRAIN CENTER

WOMAN THOU ART GOD - 8-27-19- Part VII – The New Religion- Part Seven

The religion which teaches women to worship the God within themselves

RECLAIM YOUR TERRITORY

All that they have, they have stolen from us. We once owned everything, claimed authority over all things.

This was brought home to me by clearing the creek once again. I sat by the tiny ‘pond’ I revealed after clearing the brush from it. This morning sitting meditating I looked beyond it, through the weeds, was surprised to see a fence, which I had installed many years ago, through another conglomerate of weeds, briars & bushes. I thought,

“That used to be uncovered. I walked there & enjoyed that part of the creek – the fence proves it.”
The vegetation had stolen my prowess over this part of my land, I had forgotten it like it wasn’t there, as if it was my neighbors, but it was mine, all I had to do was get rid of the brush.

: CLEAR THE WAY

That I did, in a vigorous bout with my trimmer, greatly satisfied.

We women have FORGOTTEN what we once owned, the authority, the prowess, like for instance, family.

RECLAIM THE FAMILY

: RECLAIM YOUR FAMILY

WOMAN, THOU ART GOD. No one should have AUTHORITY over your family but you. You are the REPRODUCTIVE VEHICLE, the man is not, he is but a PARASITE on the body of a woman, as defined by Dr. Ashley Montagu, anthropologist, & Dr. Bryan Sykes, geneticist. He gave his DNA to you to reproduce, without you, his DNA just dies. Why should he have authority over you & your children? Why should he have an equal say when he isn’t equal?

: NO AUTHORITY FOR HIM, HE ISN’T EQUAL

In the days of Matriarchy, you had a group of females including the entire village, helping raise the children. Males had no say in what was going on, no one asked them to baby sit – that would have seemed preposterous, as males have no nurturing capacity.

: MALES ARE NOT NURTURERS

Turning this around, giving males authority over children, was one of their foremost conspiracies, along with that of war & overthrow of women’s religions.

They ENVIED the power of women over children. Women got to hold, caress, be LOVED by children, it was sensible, sensual, physical—not sexual—contact, which they were not privy to.

: MALES ENVIED WOMEN’S INFLUENCE OVER CHILDREN

But for too many males, physical contact with kids provoked sex. Sexual abuse was created by men when they gained access to children–statistics say that 49% of daughters are abused by Dads & 25% of boys (military statistics). This does not include other men, which in my estimate, would raise it to at least 75% females & 50% males.

: THEY VIOLATE THE

INNOCENT

The NUCLEAR family is devised by men so they can have control over the wife & kids, to their detriment. The woman he can intimidate or control—being stronger physically, more athletic, & a loose cannon.

He now has access to the children—a woman cannot be in all places at once, all her kinswomen are gone.

When they abuse children who witnesses it? What can the child do? By the time the child is old enough to report it & decides they want closure – the law tells you IT’S TOO LATE – you should have reported this EIGHTEEN YEAR TOO LATE TO REPORT ABUSE

When a mother BELIEVES a child & reports it TO AUTHORITIES the authorities tell her ‘this doesn’t happen here.’

She doesn’t understand THE PATRIARCHS STAND UP FOR EACH OTHER, IT’LL BE A MIRACLE IF ANY ONE ADMITS OR TAKES ACTION.

MEN CLEAN UP AFTER ONE ANOTHER, THEY COVER FOR EACH OTHER

In a world ruled by men, they take it personally if you accuse one of them. They are not AGAINST MEN, these are their BROTHERS IN CRIME, the brotherhood of Satan. I do admit not all are evil – according to the ancient myth of the ‘angels’ who went with Satan – it was one third of them. But besides that one third, there are many FRIENDS of Patriarchy, who, although they are not part & parcel of it, nevertheless out of cowardice or fear or faith in men, they GO ALONG WITH IT, promoting the patriarchy, destroying the women (this I might add includes women, who like Jews who betrayed their brothers, they betray other women. It ingratiates them with the demonics, they get passed over for punishment, the sister gets nailed.)

: WOMEN BETRAY WOMEN FOR FAVOR WITH

PATRIARCHS

It’s like Hitler hated Jews, not all Germans were as bad as Hitler, but many went that night, “The Night of Glass” to break their storefront windows & beat them up. Many were probably side characters who usually said & did nothing, but when they saw the demonics working, they went along with them, a chance to vent their sadism. And so men who are usually noodles go along with aggressive guys in gangs for ‘trains’ on innocent girls & women.

Just two incidents I share that prove how men stick together: A little black girl was raped by a police officer. The mother takes her to the station to complain & is told by them to keep quiet or else they’ll retaliate. (Why didn’t the good guys go against the bad one?)

Remember this, sisters, you never go to the authority IN HOUSE. For police transgressions you go to the FBI, for a school incident you go to the Supervisor of Schools, for a lawyer wrong doing there is a Counsel above them, for the Catholic Church priest abusing your child you go to the POLICE – the place where the crime was committed will not help you—they COVER FOR THEMSELVES, they have a reputation & a brotherhood to uphold.

: BROTHERHOOD OF MEN, FOR EVIL

Another case, a cop broke up with his wife, who had their infant child. She sues for support & he has a new girl friend. The support & alimony will be a lot of money he wants for his new life. He goes & butchers the ex wife & the baby in the bathtub.

The police are called to investigate, they clean the scene thoroughly so there is no evidence—which is of course illegal, but they do it; they aren’t punished. Without evidence the cop goes free, moves out of state with the new woman. Why didn’t the good guys nail the killer cop?

: DEMONIC BROTHERHOOD

I could sit here & collect from memory & internet thousands of such incidents, including my own life, where males stick together & defend other men who have done wrong, but you get the point.

As you can see, a big part of the problem is going to authorities, complain against men, the authorities are men & if they are women, some are ‘dicks in skirts’. I saw a female judge (on TV) dismiss a case of murder against a guy who killed a female & stashed her in the trunk of his car. The car was abandoned on a street, they found it, it was his car. Was the guy an easy conviction? No, the female judge dismissed the case on a technicality – someone had tried to talk to a juror.

TO SINGLE MOTHERS, YOU MAY BE THE LUCKIEST ONES

: SINGLE MOTHERS LUCKY WITHOUT MEN

Woman, thou art God. You are a single mother & there is no man helping you, but there is also no man judging you, telling you what to do, interfering, intimidating you & abusing your children. You may be free.

The welfare system, the dole, takes the place of the male who’s supposed to help you – this is a blessing in disguise. Use it as such, don’t moan & groan about the deadbeat Dad, he’s a deadbeat, you don’t want him.

This is the precious time you can use, especially if you’re not working, on yourself. Woman, you will not find the God within you unless you work at it. Look at the saints. How many saints diddled with the world, neglecting God? None, they all put God first.

: HEAVEN AWAITS YOU

“Put God first, & everything shall be added unto you.”

Trust God to show you the way, the truth & the life.

Do not call God a Father but a Mother. Teach your children that.

Have faith, hope in God. She is a great God & your needs are tiny before Her Power.

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Depend on God, not men. If She gives you help through men, take it, but don’t worship the man, worship God & She is in you.

Have confidence in God. It was the secret virtue of St. Gertrude the Great (one of my mentors)—the ‘Herald of Divine Love.’

Have Love for God. If you love God, really love, you will put no ‘strange Gods’ before Her. You will put Her first & foremost, do not have faith, hope, confidence in the world but in Her – who USES THE WORLD to bring you what you need.

Believe in Her miracles. To the One who created the Infinite Universe, who maintains it we don’t know how, miracles are easy. Call on them, expect them, they will happen.

How much time do you spend in prayer & meditation? How much time do you spend wasting it on television, movies, secular books or writings, meaningless music, chatting on the phone & internet, texting? Time is precious. I say spend two hours a day minimum, completely ALONE, with no interference, if not praying, meditating or better yet, contemplating, which means waiting to RECEIVE from God.

: HEAVEN IS YOURS TO TAKE

I want no excuses – tell it to the Judge. Take hold of yourself, stop dawdling, stop wasting time, stop complaining, call on the Infinite, Merciful, Powerful, All-knowing, All-seeing, All-loving God for more than the things of the world. The greatest thing She can give you is HERSELF – YOURSELF: WOMAN, THOU ART GOD, you will know when you are Born Again as YOU, the Infinite Being within you. You will feel it, sense it, perceive it & you will HEAR HER / YOUR VOICE—Obey this Voice, not the voices of men.

To be continued…….8-28-19 Rasa Von Werder

: SHE WHO CREATES & MAINTAINS THE

INFINITE UNIVERSE WILL DO MIRACLES

FOR YOU

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Woman Thou Art God – Part Four

: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL SAVE THE WORLD, BUT YOU MUST SAVE YOURSELF FIRST BY RISING INTO YOUR GOD-HOOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD-a New Religion That

Teaches Women to Worship the God Within

8-16-19-Installment IV- Finished 8-17-19

Woman, thou art God: It behooves you to have a

Realm on Earth.

As a woman of God, the God within, you will not be welcomed by Patriarchy. You have already STEPPED OUTSIDE OF IT.

Consider: Single women ARE NOT WELCOMED IN PATRIARCHY BY THOSE WHO ARE ALREADY MATCHED UP – but SINGLE MEN ARE.

It took me YEARS to figure out that paradigm. Then I got it.

Single women, upon entering a meeting with a male/female couple, empower the female (unless she’s a witch looking to steal the guy), while single men empower the male. Get it? Female is NOT TO BE EMPOWERED BUT MALE IS. This is accepted in normal social intercourse – an unwritten law – but it’s become UNCONSCIOUS, unstated, so folks no longer know why single females are not invited.

Single Women Ostracized in Patriarchy

This is a DILEMMA you will HAVE TO FACE if you decide NOT TO MARRY OR HAVE A STEADY MATE or LIVE IN. You will face OSTRACISM (as women do) & that is one of the most difficult situations to bear – many people die from the torture of this. Ostracism is one reason (not the only one) that women marry. (It used to be, before typewriters, let’s say, that MARRIAGE WAS THE ONLY EMPLOYMENT FOR WOMEN-now the majority of women have JOBS other than marriage, they are much freer.) Still, for women who are ‘loose’ or ‘free’ from men, who are not hooked up or attached, these women are shunned.

: You are not an official part of Patriarchy unless one of them OWNS YOU – If single, independent, they MARGINALIZE you

This alienation (as I said, a painful state) encourages women to get with a guy, then they are seen as ‘normal,’ ‘natural,’ ‘one of us.’ At twenty five or thirty at most, if you’re not married, you’re suspected of being gay, unwanted or weird. (Consider how in high school & college, females BOND. They have really close friends, sororities, sisterhood. But this is TOLERATED only until the females bond with male mates, & then, the ones who remain single are looked upon as OUTSIDERS. As I said, it is an unspoken agreement within Patriarchy that women must pair off with men, if they don’t, they are ‘left behind’ or ‘marginalized.’ What is Patriarchy saaying to us? YOU MUST BE OWNED BY A MAN–if you are not then YOU ARE NOT PART OF OUR SOCIETY.)

: To the Patriarchs: YOU COULD ALWAYS SAY ‘KISS MY ASS’

And so, women are AFRAID to be single! (Don’t you like men? Don’t you want children?) There is PRESSURE on them that if they want to be ACCEPTED, approved, applauded, given the A-OK label, they MUST BEHAVE like other women. Therefore, many marriages are FORCED through PUBLIC ACCEPTANCE PRESSURE.

: Oh, Patriarchs don’t want me? I don’t want them.

Acceptance, a form of ‘love,’ is extremely important. Those who are not accepted feel unwanted, rejected, AS IF SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THEM; they might begin to QUESTION THEMSELVES like the abused– ‘what is wrong with me?’ & not know the answer. They might tend to LOSE THEIR CONFIDENCE or even HATE THEMSELVES – think LITTLE of themselves!

: SISTERHOOD POWER – SORORITIES

This of course happens to all peoples who are ‘marginalized,’—immigrants from foreign countries are pushed aside, have trouble getting work—this happened to Chinese, Irish & Jews (in America–immigrant nationalities in foreign countries to be sure). The ones already entrenched felt privileged, these new folks would take their women & jobs, they’re called MINORITIES & they were & are PREJUDICED AGAINST, persecuted. The new people therefore banded together into COMMUNITIES where they comforted, supported one another in a common bond. With ‘their own kind’ they knew ‘there’s nothing wrong with me personally, I’m with others just like me & there’s nothing wrong with them, they’re being unfair to us.’ That’s how they survived.

: DO WE REALLY NEED MEN? IS IT ABSOLUTE OR JUST BRAINWASHING?

I was an immigrant myself, arriving at five at Ellis Island with family, immediately joining a Lithuanian Community. (My Aunt & Uncle with Grandma had jobs secured in posh Waccabuc, N.Y.-this was my parents, myself & siblings.) My Dad had a job with a Lithuanian deli, we joined a Lithuanian Church where Dad organized a school, Mom produced plays in the Church auditorium—we enjoyed a Lithuanian society where you didn’t have to learn English until you went outside of it, of course, I went to school & had to learn.

During the time we were surrounded by peers it was a shelter, a cocoon, a PROTECTED SPACE where we KNEW OUR CULTURE, AGENDA & CONCERNS. Like any group, we had certain approved customs & cherished ideas, we had a protocol of manners & behavior.

When this community was left & we lived in an American culture – all bets were off, we learned a new style of life, culture, manners, behavior, even thought. We had to learn & ADJUST.

: “great war leaders”, and continues in media where violent men are glorified. Children are taught to worship violent, selfish men. If would be better if they were taught to appreciate and respect maternal and loving women and see them as the best people to rule our world. It is people’s ignorance of matriarchy and why women should be ruling our world that keeps patriarchy going and prevents us living in a caring and loving world

Now before going any further let me make the point, that we woman are not adjusting to our NATIVE, primordial, natural feminine world; when we are born we are slowly but surely indoctrinated into a FOREIGN CULTURE such as we knew not thousands of years ago. Within our genetics a move toward Mother God – not father – still remains, an instinct for LEADERSHIP, decision making, GREAT CONFIDENCE, & other qualities which cause us to automatically lead our family, community, culture, religion & government – the entire world. We were IT – there was no questioning our authority for untold eons, since humanity began, & then of course we were usurped. There was a war – the myth is Lucifer, against God – the myth means men against Mother God & women, wanting to be like them, wanting their prerogatives, privileges, power, all the rights women had that were not questioned.

: GUSTAVO DORE – PARADISE LOST

The myth purports one being as bright as the stars, Lucifer, Bearer of Light, who felt he was so great, he did not have to serve! He said he was beautiful, he deserved Love, Obedience, Allegiance, all the things God had!

: One third of the angels followed Lucifer into Hell -This means one third of men followed Satan, one third are DEMONIC

But he wasn’t beautiful too long, since he SINNED against God in MORTAL SIN (death to the spirit) the Almighty took away his grace (Love) & he turned into the greatest monster who ever lived: Satan, & this Satan is PATRIARCHY.

: SATAN – HIS PATRIARCHY

We now live under its thralldom for Satan instituted his kingdom on earth – He is the ‘Prince of this world,’ he rules the world with ‘one third of the angels went with him’—which includes a percentage of females who betrayed Our Holy Mother.

: KALI COMES OUT OF DURGA TO KILL MEN: MALE EXTINCTION

This kingdom is not to last long – in Yoga it’s called ‘Kali Yuga,’ an evil empire that appears & disappears pretty fast. And speaking of Yoga, the Hindus also have a myth from eons ago where the male Gods could not subdue the demon Maharashtri – they had to call on a female God, Durga, who slayed him. But upon dissolution, his BLOOD falling to the ground, each drop became more demons. Durga then turned herself into KALI, a monstrous Godess who lapped up all the blood, end of Maharashtri.

: MAHARASHTRI IS PATRIARCHY, DEFEATED BY DURGA TURNING HERSELF INTO KALI, PREDICTING MALE EXTINCTION

: DURGA SYMBOL OF DIVINE PROTECTION, WRATH & RETRIBUTION

Maharashtri is Patriarchy, who the male God’s (human men) could not subdue/remove. He calls on the Feminine Divine, Mother God, She appears as Durga, the avenger. (This represents God working through women.) Through the beauty She gives herself she seduces, then kills the demon, but he cannot be stopped as he multiplies himself. (Men keep being born, perpetuating the Patriarchy.) Mother God then decides to call in men, bearing down on their Y chromosome, the gene through which they were created, & decrees the EXTINCTION OF MEN, thereby ENDING PATRIARCHY.

: MOTHER GOD AS ‘DURGA’ DEFEATS MAHARASHTRI – SATAN – PATRIARCHY – THIS MYTH TELLS THE SAME STORY AS THE LUCIFER/SATAN/ST MICHAEL THE ARCHANGEL MYTH

The Durga & Lucifer myths are ancient, people knew in their primordial selves what was going on & they explained it in symbolic terms. What floors me is the myth of Durga predicts male extinction eons ago, which was only explained recently in a book by Dr. Bryan Sykes– “Adams’s Curse – A World Without Men”—2004.

Now to get back to my point.

The woman is faced with a dilemma, resist being a part of the Patriarchal norm, be ostracized, alone, shunned by society. I suggested that she do so, if she can, live alone if necessary or with female roommates (or males who leave her alone), not lust for the higher financial & social status a ‘rich man’ (or any man with a job & strings) could give her – resist being therefore, ‘owned’ by a Patriarch, producing children for Patriarchy, partaking of Patriarchal society, being consumed, drained, eaten up by Patriarchy & produce kids that are sucked into that demonic void.

: WOMAN, YOU NEED TIME TO BE ALONE–YOU ARE MORE THAN A BREEDER FOR PATRIARCHY, YOU ARE THE MOTHER OF OUR WORLD

I purport that in doing so, the woman loses HERSELF, that is to say, her identity & her God-Self, for she needs time & energy to pursue this, after first giving her heart to Mother God. I said before, she needs time to be alone, to study, meditate, time to find what is called Enlightenment or Self Realization, time, energy & FOCUS (put first the Queen’s World of Mother God & all things shall be added unto you, Mother God is a jealous God, put no Strange Gods before Her!) That Power/Presence of Mother God is deep within a woman, but the world takes her away from the pursuit. The world—(of Patriarchy, not Matriarchy)—DRAINS her mentally, emotionally, spiritually & physically. This is EXACTLY what happens in a male dominated Patriarchal marriage & family. When, oh when, does a woman have time for HERSELF? What I propose would take HOURS A DAY, not fifteen minutes, a half hour or even one hour, several hours a day at the very least!

: A WOMAN NEEDS TIME TO BE ALONE, FOR ONE THING, TO GET AWAY FROM DEMONS – “WHO IS LIKE GOD?”

BASIC ISSUES

There are two basic issues now to be addressed. One, is how does the anti-Patriarchal woman survive the ostracism?

: WHERE DOES A WOMAN TURN WHEN SHE IS OSTRACIZED BY PATRIARCHS?

And second, for she who cannot turn her back on all things manly, but chooses to have a boyfriend or mate, or has or will have a husband and family, but yet wants to follow the path of being a Matriarch & finding Herself – how does she manage it? How does she behave & talk with her boyfriend or husband? And if she has boy children, what does she say to them or teach them about God?

: WHERE DOES A WOMAN TURN?

In the area of surviving ostracism there has to be SISTERHOOD. Men have umpteen avenues of ‘escape’ from women – men’s clubs, men’s sports where when watching you don’t exist, men doing ‘boys night out or men-type recreation, but refusing the same privilege to women or woman can’t do it for watching kids, men’s jobs especially in the past, they could stay away from home & hide activities other than work (usually being with other women, or men.)

: ONCE YOU’RE MARRIED GETTING AWAY WILL BE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT – THEY FEEL THEY OWN YOU – & WITH KIDS, EVEN MORE DIFFICULT

As a woman ‘slave’ or ‘prisoner’ in a man’s Patriarchy, if you’re married, & especially have children, you will rip your hair out trying to get away. It will be one of the hardest things you’ve ever done.

When at the age of seventeen I got hooked up with my first husband – an evil man – (twice as old as me) – he didn’t want me to go to college or learn to drive. He also tricked me into getting pregnant, not following the birth control we had employed, I quit college because he got cancer, I had a sick man & baby on my hands before long. I did learn to drive, thank God.

: THEY TRY TO HOLD YOU THEIR PRISONER, YOU TRY TO ESCAPE

I was stuck, saddled, fettered & grounded until he died. At first, when we were together, I didn’t see his plan, but after a while I saw it was IMPRISONMENT, limit my rights, my behavior, education, my entire life.

: I tried to become a model. Bringing the photos home, he tore them up

When we met, I just needed a loan of about 500 bucks which he refused to give – they want to own you. I could have worked as a waitress & supported myself with that small loan, had my own apartment, found my own way, but of course, he finagled to have me live with him then insisted on marriage, got me pregnant on the sly.

Taking care of him with cancer & the baby was all-consuming. When he died it emptied our bank account, I had 5 bucks left to my name. His last legacy to me was cancel the life insurance a fellow teacher encouraged him to get – this would have given child & me some security until I got to work, but no, that was too good to be true. Out of an act of utter malice before he died he called the company & cancelled it.

That’s how I became a dancer & for the rest of my life, I supported myself. No man ever again got me into his clutches, I worked all my life & eventually had good security. My second husband helped a lot, but while he lived, he did not support me, I was either a dancer or later changed that into a mail-order business. I was the first person in my family (of my siblings) to buy my own house, & this with my own money.

: MY SECOND HUSBAND WAS IDEAL, HE DID NOT LIMIT ME IN ANY WAY BUT EMPOWERED ME

My second husband did not interfere with my life, I did as I wanted, (we never lived together) but at that time, I was unable to do the work of Mother God, because I was the recipient of the Interior Divine Stigmata & for eighteen years, this put me into the ‘Dark Night of the Soul.’ That meant I could not commune with God in any way, shape or form, a high price to pay for the Divine Grace. I’m not sorry about it, just explaining, you can read my book on the subject, ‘On the Attainment of the Divine Stigmata’ available on Lulu Press. (Of course, in God’s economy time & life are never wasted. This was the period of life I earned money, which was then & later used in my religious work. I was in show business, producing videos & behaving in a way that would have been ‘against the grain’ had I remained in the ‘interior, contemplative’ state.)

In FUTURE, there isn’t much of that now, women MUST GET TOGETHER & have gatherings. Before they even build any kind of temple, there must be a constituency, women who believe, & there must be lots of them.

: WOMEN MUST GATHER FOR SISTERHOOD–SUPPORT ONE ANOTHER

In these gatherings women must talk & PRAY TOGETHER. These prayer meetings are of utmost importance, because we are FIGHTING AN ENEMY & there are many of them, & it pays if we are many, & in order to beat this enemy we must put on ‘The whole armor of God.’
We must have Spiritual Powers & virtues to defeat the demons who enslaved us, & we must have guidance from above & we need the camaraderie, companionship, support both moral & physical, of our sister prisoners.

: THE OPPRESSED MUST HELP ONE ANOTHER

The best example I can give of how prayer helps is consider the Civil Rights Movement in the U.S. Rev. Martin Luther King Jr was the leader.

In Selma, Alabama there was a bus strike by the blacks, started by Rosa Parks refusing to give up her seat to a white & sit in the back. As she sat motionless, police were called, she was arrested & right quick the strike was on.

: CARE ABOUT VICTIMS OF ABUSE

All the blacks boycotted the buses, thereby cutting their revenue by half. They found other ways of getting to & from work & other errands.

OK, but what sustained them? They were going through intense hardships, even risking their lives, as the strike expanded to the ‘Civil Rights Movement’ all over the South, with lunch counter sit ins, entrance into white schools, challenging the voting system & the like. Lives were threatened, lives were lost, how did they endure?

: FELLOWSHIP &

PRAYER WILL

SAVE US & WE’LL

SAVE THE WORLD

It was through FELLOWSHIP & PRAYER. These people – every night without fail – gathered in Churches, prayed together & sang together,

“WE SHALL OVERCOME!”

: WE SHALL OVERCOME!

Women must do the same thing. We don’t have Churches yet, & it’s just as well as they will burn them, break our windows & shoot us going in & out.

I suggest we start meeting in secret places, just as did the Christians during persecution. The Christians met in caves – we don’t have any, so we meet in houses or places women own – such as restaurants – beauty parlors – stores – etc., not in the front rooms, but with doors closed, back rooms or curtains drawn, not to draw attention.

: WE MUST MEET IN SECRET AWAY FROM OUR ENEMIES

I say this because a study of the things men did to women when they resisted Patriarchy warns me, that even one man knowing where the women meet presents a threat. A guy can put it into his head he must prevent ‘his woman’ from finding freedom, & they are violent, & so, one man knowing where we meet presents a threat to the entire congregation.

Why are men so reactive? As long as you obey or cooperate they are somnambulant & don’t do a thing. They’ll watch their sports hours on end, ignoring you. They stay secure in the knowledge they own you forever. Many men don’t even want their wives to work, if they can afford that, for fear of their independence especially they might meet another man.

: THEIR AGENDA IS TO KEEP US BOTTLED UP–

DON’T TELL THEM WHERE WE MEET, THEY’LL

BE THERE

If you belong to a female congregation of Mother God, you have to play it down. You have to present it to your live-in man or husband in a non-threatening way. You are joined to a group for DISCUSSION ON THINGS RELEVANT TO WOMEN: Health, taking care of children, ways to get bargains in stores, & PRAYING FOR GOOD HEALTH, PROSPERITY & PROTECTION for oneself, family, & friends.

Let him know that these women cooperate & are willing to help during times of sickness, tragedy, loss of life, family troubles, losses, injuries – any kinds of bad luck – they will be there for us, they will have our backs.

: YOU CANNOT TELL THE TRUTH TO YOUR ENEMY BECAUSE IT WILL BE INVITING HARM – TRUTH ABOUT WHERE WE MEET – NO EXCEPTIONS

(These are things we can certainly do, but it’s not our purpose. Our purpose is devotion to Mother God, prayer to Her for our Enlightenment & freedom, dismantling of Patriarchy & emergence of Matriarchy, & a real Intimate, Powerful relationship with Her & reception of all Her gifts, graces & miracles.)

He might ask for the address & you can never, ever give that to him – as that compromises safe space. Indeed, he will get ever more suspicious without that info – here we come to the nidus of why it’s not a good idea to be involved with a man if you want to pursue perfect freedom from them – they don’t want you to be free.

: THEY DON’T WANT US FREE

Your man will say what if an emergency comes up, esp if you have children? The child thing will make it more difficult. You will have to tell him that you will call him a few times from where you are to see if everything is alright.

How they are: I once had a female model who told her boyfriend my address, where we would be taking pictures. They were just ordinary pictures, but he put it into his mind that we would be doing pics with other men – it was hysteria. Why she gave him the address, I have no idea.

: GETTING AWAY FROM MEN IS A BIG JUMP BUT IT MUST BE DONE

Sure enough, he showed up. I did not answer the door as I knew he’d make trouble. He banged on the door harder & harder, went to every window shouting for her to come out. We went to an inner room, put all the lights out & just sat there until he left, which was a long time.

Every female model who had a boyfriend, or man pursuing her, once she told him she was modeling, did all that he could to prevent it. I lost two of my best models that way, they could not stand the thought of the beautiful girl being photographed & then admired by other men – & her independence regarding money also scares him.

We must face the fact of vile male behavior when we seek independence.

: FACE THE FACT MALES ARE VILE

It brings to mind a husband in a Latin country – he was a doctor, it was in a documentary. His beautiful young wife wanted to go to college – he forbid her, she did it anyway. He went to the school, as she was leaving the campus he shot her dead. NOTHING WAS DONE TO HIM at the time of the documentary, I imagine if it even went to court he got a slap on the wrist or some meaningless ‘punishment.’ Males are often allowed to kill us with impunity – it turns out to be our fault instead of theirs. So you must be careful because PATRIARCHS ARE INSANE & the law is on their side, even in America.

: MEN DEVOUR US IN PATRIARCHY – OUR TIME, ENERGY, EVERYTHING

Now we come to what happens in repressive countries especially Muslim ones who have theocracy, Sharia law & ‘honor killings?’

It’s almost impossible for women there to do anything independent. Nothing is impossible, but almost. The best I can say is spend as much time as you can in prayer, meditation, & time for yourself. Channel Mother God, call on her day & night to find a way. If you can, escape, if you can’t, pray for a miracle. Miracles do happen.

: YOU MUST PRAY DAILY & BELIEVE IN HER GREAT POWER & LOVE FOR YOU

I know how hard it was for me here in America, where we’re supposed to be ‘free’ so I can hardly imagine what happens in third world countries, in Orthodox religions, in cults & sects where men control. You have to escape those environments if & when you can, whatever way you can. And your greatest weapon is prayer.

Next question is what do you teach your boy-child about religion? Teach him the same thing you believe yourself, that God is within him, alive & well. He can reach the God within him through the usual spiritual methods, devotion, prayer, good works, avoidance of sin. There’s no problem practicing the Patriarchal religions as long as one leaves behind the bad & retains the good.

: WICCA IS AN ANCIENT, HARMLESS RELIGION OF

MOTHER GOD–DON’T FEAR IT OR LOOK DOWN ON IT

There is also the religion of Wicca, I once belonged to a coven, we met in the woods, there were as many men as women. We did lovely rituals guided by a ‘God & Goddess, mostly the Goddess. Wicca is complex, it takes study & practice. It has holidays, rituals, prayers, spells, just like any other religion. It is not evil, that’s all propaganda of Patriarchs when they wanted to kill off women, & kill them they did. Between the 1200’s to the 1700’s they tortured, burned to death & otherwise killed about nine million women; it was the Women’s Holocaust.

: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL SAVE THE WORLD, BUT YOU MUST SAVE YOURSELF FIRST BY RISING INTO YOUR GOD-HOOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Rasa Von Werder. 8-17-19

College of God & Love, Core Tenets, SHAKTI AND SHIVA, TANTRA SEX

the Genetic Miracle – Coming Soon

The Genetic Miracle

Blessed are the eyes that recognized beauty, that searched for it with no rest in thousands of living men and internet.

The woman who sought found the Golden Ring in a ghostly city that only came to life when college was in session.

Suddenly a boy was there. If anyone has said that no one is perfect, he lied. She asked him,

“Do you realize how beautiful you are?”
He said no, and even when she stood him in front of a mirror and pointed it out, the truth was hidden to himself.

“Look at your almond eyes, your eyebrows arched to perfection, the brow just so, a nose like Errol Flynn, the upper lip like a heart over the lower, the shape of your skull is a Greek God, your hair curls just right and frames your face!”

He saw nothing – just an average guy – his friends and family took him for granted; he can’t be special because we know him. They never told him he was beautiful because they couldn’t see it. The woman was astounded.

It was three years before she saw him again, in a bar. Curly locks shorn, he had a beard. Who was this tall young man? The encounter was trancelike; he was there, then he was gone – was this real or some kind of hallucination? Not a dream, he left physical evidence of their meeting, giving her the chain around his neck.

It was the boy of three years ago!

Now she knew where to find him! Could he model? – then there would be proof of what she claimed. A fear tempted her faith, that light and shadow would betray her visual perception.

But voila, the images portrayed him as a genetic miracle. Every photograph was perfect, he had no flaw – the first model without one. She had found the Holy Grail of Manhood.

NEW BOOK “AMERICA’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN” WILL BE OUT SOON

Unanimous Decision

The pros who saw the pictures of Rasa Von Werder agreed Jeffry Michelangelo was the best.

The locals who knew him never saw it – neither did he. She pondered the mystery “why?” and concluded:
Because the eyes see what the brain tells them. If the brain is not trained a certain way the listener or looker does not know what it perceives. A jewel or gem could be passed over by thousands, who don’t understand the difference between a red rock or a ruby, or glass compared to diamond. Classical music cannot be critiqued by a plebeian; the unschooled take no pleasure in it.

Jeffry Michelangelo, therefore, has been declared by Rasa and her associates, as the Most Beautiful Man in America.

If anyone dissents, let us see the evidence.

: MODEL: E MANUEL

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: HE IS GIVEN TO ONE WOMAN BY THE GRACE OF GOD

: THERE ARE NO TWO THINGS; GOD AND MATTER. MATTER IS GOD, GOD IS MATTER. ALL IS ENERGY AND ENDS IN INFINITY.

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: SEE WHAT GOD CREATED IN THE BEAUTY OF E MANUEL

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.

: SHAKTIISM IS 22,000 YEARS OLD. ALL PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ORIGINATED FROM MOTHER GOD WORSHIP. THEY WERE APPROPRIATED TO MALE INTERESTS.

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: JEFFRY & RASA DESTINED TO GO DOWN THE AISLE

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: THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MAN OF ALL THE BEAUTIES HAS BEEN CHOSE – JEFF MICHELANGELO – THIS IS ONE OF THE CANDIDATES

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: the HOLY GRAIL of MANHOOD, JEFFRY MICHELANGELO

: RASA VON WERDER IS SEEKING THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MALES IN AMERICA FOR PAID WORK–CONTACT HER IF YOU KNOW OF ANY

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: HE IS OVERWHELMED WITH LOVE WHEN HE SEES RASA

: HE IS OVERWHELMED WITH LOVE WHEN HE SEES RASA

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: BEAUTIFUL E MANUEL – HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!

: BEAUTIFUL E MANUEL

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.

: SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: WHEN WOMEN RULE THEY WILL END WHOLESALE VIOLENCE AND THE GLORIFICATION OF UNTIMELY DEATH

: E MANUEL IS ESPECIALLY BEAUTIFUL

: GOD IS INFINITE ENERGY AND GOD IS WITHIN YOU. THIS IS WHO YOU ARE.

: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: WE’LL REGAIN A HEALTHY VIEW OF SEX WITH MATRIARCHY–THAT SEX IS BLESSED AND SACRED

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: WORSHIP GOD THROUGH THE BODY AND ALL CREATED THINGS

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: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

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: WOMEN WANT SOMETHING IN SEX THAT MEN ARE SLOW TO GIVE

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: THE BODY IS GOD – SEE GOD IN ALL THINGS – WORSHIP GOD IN MATERIAL AS WELL AS SPIRITUAL

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: WHEN YOU ENGAGE IN SEX, THINK OF THE GOD WHO CREATED IT AND THANK HER FOR IT. GRATITUDE FOR SEX IS RIGHTEOUS.

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: SHAKTIISM IS 22,000 YEARS OLD. ALL PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ORIGINATED FROM MOTHER GOD WORSHIP. THEY WERE APPROPRIATED TO MALE INTERESTS.

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WOMEN’S FEELINGS ON SEXUALITY

WOMEN /MEN THINK DIFFERENTLY RE. SEX

There is an entire book in the difference in male/female view of sexuality.
The predominant vision of it is presented by “the old men” of Patriarchy.
I am at the forefront of “the old women” of Matriarchy.
I herald the time – coming soon – when women will rule the family and the world once again, and men will be their workers, drones, slaves and sex objects – complete role reversal to what was 10,000 years ago and the prior record of 200,000 years from archaeology.
But I do not degrade men the way the old men have taught young men to degrade, denigrate women. In these shrines I present how to worship God through the bodies of both male and female.
Matriarchy is NOT a reversal of Patriarchy, as many assume.
Women are Mothers, they care about people.
Yes, it is a deep and complicated issue, and I am full of passion on it.And no, there are not many women on board. And no, they are just learning to see sex another way, I am helping them. They are still repressed, prudish and brainwashed. They need sexual liberation.
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OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE "BLOW AND HUMP" - THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISSAPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.

OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.

WHAT WOMEN WANT IN SEX – Guru Rasa Von Werder

Women want something men are slow to give: Touch, caress, gentle kissing, oral and manual stimulation, massage, overall tenderness and caring touches before, during and after sex that might be called “romantic.”
“Romance” by my definition is caring mixed with sex, or love and sex together. The reason women are not getting this is because the old men are teaching the young how to “make love” which is not love at all.
They begin with the premise is that women are not to be loved, they are to be used. Hear them in the scriptures and the pulpits of old. Obviously, today priests are not telling the audience that men should beat women, but once this was routine. All bible belters know how St. Paul towed the Orthodox line and women were not to preach but commanded to obey their husbands. What kind of sex would this portend, where the male dominates? – Selfish sex, based solely on his orgasm.
Then again, in most recent time, the Sainted Pope John Paul II said some twisted things regarding sex, to wit, that husbands must not lust for their wives, that sex is for procreation only. I love the man dearly and he went straight to Heaven, no Purgatory, but he was wrong on this issue, wronged because he was brainwashed as we all were.
Slowly we are coming out of the fog, the delusion, regarding the dirtiness and danger of sex. We are waking back up to the reality that sex is sacred, blessed, as holy as any act we can infuse with the energy of love.
After beating us up in the pulpit and destroying the love of men for women, they continue to assault as in pornography. Here women are then degraded, made to be less than animals, by one or more men beating off on their faces, penetrating them not even in the sacred yoni, but now, the anus predominates. Men are teaching boys/men that women are no better than homosexuals, if their anus is good enough for screwing, so are the anuses of men.
What happened here? What is the political ramification?
It so happens that Patriarchs subdued the earth – first women, then all of mankind and animals – through terror, the terror of physical violence and murder. After that it became psychological death.
You kill a person by stripping away their identity and self worth – this was done at great labor to women, (and later to any men that stood in the way of Patriarchs). Obviously, they couldn’t do it completely, they could not turn women into zombies, but they succeeded in confusing the issues; lots of deluded, dazed females walking about the earth, obeying men either from brainwashing or fear of retribution, even death.
As I say in “How to Make Love to a Woman” lesson One, that you cannot make love to a woman unless you love them. Patriarchs turned love making into fucking, using and exploiting.
They tell men what women are for. They explain who women are. Men are first, women second. Women obey men. Men obey men (men in office, men in government, men in military.) The subjugation of men to men begins at home, as 25% of all boys, by military statistics, are molested by their own Dads. Factor in grandfathers, uncles, priests, Boy Scout leaders, choir directors, employers and others, and what then is the percentile?
The result of abusing boys from the cradle is stealing them from the embraces of Mother, confusing them as to who is their care giver and security. Obviously, Mother’s touch is gentle and non-sexual. Men envied that – it gives Mother Influence over the young. They then indoctrinated their own touch, which is often painful. Penises are like knives going into the anuses and vaginas of little children. This is Patriarchy – this is an important part of their plan to dominate the earth by corrupting, damaging the young from the time they cannot defend themselves.
What is the result of this molestation? Confused males who don’t know what they are. Are they gay or straight? Bisexual? Are women to be loved or hated? Their instinct tells them to worship women, adore women old enough to be their mother and beyond; Patriarchy tells them to hold women in contempt fuck young women and get them pregnant so we can have more cannon fodder.
The teachings of the old women are the exact opposite of the old men. Women teach males compassion, empathy, kindness and love. This is the greatest danger to Patriarchy, based on brutality, domination, selfishness and greed. Buddhism and Christianity, true religion, are the enemies of Patriarchy. These scriptures have ancient Mother God origins, as did all religions on earth.
As I said, the teachings of the old women are like so:

1 Respect, love, venerate women and worship God as a benevolent, maternal God, not a warlike one.

2 Care about the feelings of a woman. That means courtesy, respect, – do not use them and walk away. The “fuck’m n duck’m” might be an instinct encouraged by other males. Granted, males do have instincts different than women’s, (such as to impregnate many) but these instincts have to be guided toward good.

3 When you have sex with a female, don’t act like she’s a stranger next day. This is a complaint I get from college girls, and my own Beloved has done this to me. I shall never forget that after a Friday night of blissful love, I sat in the club next day, waiting for him to appear. There he was, at the end of the bar, getting his drink. He turned, saw me, gave me a blank look and walked away. He then chatted with another female in the patio for twenty minutes, not having given me even one. At the end of the night he asked me out – I was so hurt I walked away.
The college girls say to me,
“You have sex with a guy and the next day in class he acts like he doesn’t know you.”

4 After you have sex, do not exit as fast as possible. This is particularly hurtful to a woman. My Beloved once left the premises while I was in the bathroom cleaning up – without saying goodbye. I come out of the bathroom, he is gone. All that he said and did then had no relevance? It seemed so. God told me different, that in his heart was true love. But his ratchet behavior was a lack of culture and programming by women. He was schooled in the demon world of Patriarchs.
Another time he promised to spend hours with me. We spoke lovingly for a half hour, then we had sex. I went to the kitchen for a moment. Coming back to the bedroom, he was already on the phone seeking a ride out. This is love? Yes, I know love is in his heart, but on the outside, his ways are all wrong. Why? Lack of schooling.
Males today, unless they are of the wealthy class, do not know how to help a woman with her coat, or hold the door for her, or speak to her pleasantly without being rude, crude or offensive: Patriarchy. They learn crudeness from peers and the mainstream media which features lack of caring and violence.

What the old women need to teach young males is how to love women. That is the beginning, that is Matriarchy.

I told my Lover that he would reach Enlightenment by loving me. This is Shaktiism. The man receives from the God-women her Anointing, her Divine Power, as he applies his tenderness to her. It’s not about his physical spurt, – no spurt until the woman is satisfied. He has to attend to her in any way she wants until she is well pleased. This may take fifteen minutes or an our or two or three. Dr. Stanley Bass, who writes about his method called “Karezza Sex” does his thing to his female four hours at a time, three times a week. The man is almost 100 years old and his sex methods and raw-food diet have kept him healthy, happy, horny and lucid all this time. He wrote his last book age 97, when most men are dead or demented. Twelve hours a week in the bed with his woman anoints him to be powerful.

I told my lover he would reach Enlightenment by being with me; he would see God face to face eventually, which would take a number of years. He agreed, but that very night, schooled by Patriarchy, was the night he called someone for a ride as soon as I left the room. Because of this I have not spoken to him for six weeks and will not do so until he returns on bended knee. When males are tutored wrong, it’s a lot of trouble to erase their bad habits and teach them new ones.

Guru Rasa Von Werder…Jan. 4, 2015

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: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.

: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: WE ARE NOW MOVING BACK INTO MATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF LIFE; KALI YUGA (PATRIARCHY) IS ENDING

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.

: SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: ALL RELIGIONS CAME FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD. MEN WERE TAUGHT TO PLEASE WOMEN. THEY OBTAINED DIVINE ENERGY, PEACE, SHAKTI OR GOD ENERGY THROUGH RESPECT AND DEVOTION, EVEN WORSHIP OF WOMEN.

: SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: SHAKTIISM IS 22,000 YEARS OLD. ALL PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ORIGINATED FROM MOTHER GOD WORSHIP. THEY WERE APPROPRIATED TO MALE INTERESTS.

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS AND MEN HOW TO MAKE LOVE. OTHERWISE YOU HAVE “BLOW AND HUMP” – THE STANDARD, FOR WOMEN, DISAPPOINTING RITUAL OF SEX.SEX IS SACRED WHEN YOU MAKE IT SO

: WE’LL REGAIN A HEALTHY VIEW OF SEX WITH MATRIARCHY–THAT SEX IS BLESSED AND SACRED

: SHAKTIISM IS 22,000 YEARS OLD. ALL PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ORIGINATED FROM MOTHER GOD WORSHIP. THEY WERE APPROPRIATED TO MALE INTERESTS.

: WHEN YOU ENGAGE IN SEX, THINK OF THE GOD WHO CREATED IT AND THANK HER FOR IT. GRATITUDE FOR SEX IS RIGHTEOUS.

: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: MATRIARCHY WILL BRING BACK SACREDNESS OF SEX

: WHEN A CHILD IS DEPRIVED OF MOTHER INTIMACY WE HAVE PANDEMIC “ATTACHMENT DISORDER” – WHICH MEANS SUBSTANCE ABUSE, SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION & SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION

: ALL RELIGIONS CAME FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD. MEN WERE TAUGHT TO PLEASE WOMEN. THEY OBTAINED DIVINE ENERGY, PEACE, SHAKTI OR GOD ENERGY THROUGH RESPECT AND DEVOTION, EVEN WORSHIP OF WOMEN.

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SEXUALITY IS FEMALE POWER

Rasa Taking Over NOW As President.
Article by Mark Hopkins

His terrific article speaks about: “Sexuality as an expression of female power” versus “Sexuality as a means of imposition on the female”.

THERE ARE NO TWO THINGS; GOD AND MATTER. MATTER IS GOD, GOD IS MATTER. ALL IS ENERGY AND ENDS IN INFINITY.

Mark writes:

I offered my perspective on the matter when you and a group of followers tried to take the helm of NOW in a struggle against a more prudish mindset. The struggle was essentially “Sexuality as an expression of female power” versus “Sexuality as a means of imposition on the female”.

Before the 1950′s women were actually to the right of men politically. The book Rising Tide talked about the gradual shift. The oldest who came into NOW, however, still had a large part of that older mindset, hence the rather schizophrenic take on sexuality that can’t make up its mind whether to be 19th century Victorian or modern, 21st century freely sexual.

This was what could be called the “Prude Crowd” versus the “Stripper Crowd” power struggle. The result of the Prude Crowd winning over was to leave out a critical part of the feminist movement …
putting to the lie the meaning of the name “NOW”.

WHEN YOU ENGAGE IN SEX, THINK OF THE GOD WHO CREATED IT AND THANK HER FOR IT. GRATITUDE FOR SEX IS RIGHTEOUS.

The time may be ripe for another power play. That older mindset is largely alien to most of us Millennials and GenXers and — unlike then — there is now a large cadre of followers waiting to join ranks to take the whole place over and completely strip out the Victorian-laced element from the organization (puns intended).

The latest kick by NOW is to inject yet another scarlet letter into their propaganda push, the latest case being to identify flirtation, whistling and catcalling as “Street Harassment”.

A whistle and catcall is a compliment that I have both received often and returned. Needless to say, it greatly offends me when some outside group injects itself into our culture, our ways, our interactions and purports to speak on behalf of me or her like some kind of overlord or patron.

GOD IS INFINITE ENERGY AND GOD IS WITHIN YOU. THIS IS WHO YOU ARE.

I’ve had women yell out “free booty call here!” while running past them, or a butt pinch or two in a club, or an entire troup of cheerleaders yelling out the UWM dorms during summer cheerleader camp “hey you! Yeah you (describing clothing). Yum, yum, yum! Work it baby!” like construction workers. And it’s gone the other way, I’ve walked up to women to tell them that I think their presence graces the ground they walk on like angels in our midst and have gotten nothing but big smiles and sometimes even squeals of delight in reply.

This is not street harassment. It is how we do flirtation, especially in the urban setting, and in non-protestant cultures (e.g. Hispanic culture). And we don’t like it when uptight Protestant “liberals” come into our midst to try and impose their cultural norms on us.

I’ve already lived in a Communist state once before. I don’t need to do so again or to suffer through the same left-wing borderline Leninist mindset that would presume to socially engineer sets of norms on us.

I notice, in particular, that the networks where this got the most airplay on TV are the ones that had the oldest most Eastern and Protestant mindset (CBS), while at the very same time on a network, such as Telemundo, the women were prancing all around (along with the men BTW), both taking it and giving it.

Those of us who are of the younger generations are growing more and more weary of this older “Liberal, but still rooted in the 19th century because I can’t make up my mind” schizophrenic mindset and we’re coming to the point where we just have to say to the oldest “You’ve had your day, you’ve had your say, Now get the hell out of our way! It’s our century now.”

What a sweet irony it would be to have that new followership led by someone who comes from that world but was ahead of her time and more in line with us of this world.

Rasa says: Mark, I infiltrated NOW with 40 women from my group called “Prostitutes and Feminists.” There was an election going on, and all these women being members were going to vote for me to be a member of the board. The election was called off. Their politics is as old as high-button shoes. I started my own movement called “Female Empowerment – Matriarchy” which is now the thing, their thing is antiquated.

TESLA MATERIAL SUBMITTED BY MARK HOPKINS

“In recent times, large numbers of bees and their hives have gone missing.”
“What lies behind this mystery? Have they all died out? Or perhaps something more ominous has taken place.”
“In 1926, it was foretold by the pioneer of AC and wireless, Nikola Tesla, that when all the world came to be connected in a network with mobile devices that you could carry in your pocket capable of downloading movies and television. That the struggle of the human female toward equality would end in a new order, with the female as superior, as human civilization drew closer and closer to the perfect civilization of the bee.”
“And at the center of that civilization is the queen, who dominates the hive.”

: WHEN WOMEN RULE THEY WILL END WHOLESALE VIOLENCE AND THE GLORIFICATION OF UNTIMELY DEATH

: WHEN A CHILD IS DEPRIVED OF MOTHER INTIMACY WE HAVE PANDEMIC “ATTACHMENT DISORDER” – WHICH MEANS SUBSTANCE ABUSE, SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION & SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION

: WHEN WOMEN RULE THEY WILL END WHOLESALE VIOLENCE AND THE GLORIFICATION OF UNTIMELY DEATH

: GOD IS INFINITE ENERGY AND GOD IS WITHIN YOU. THIS IS WHO YOU ARE.

: ALL WE NEED IS LOVE. CHILDREN NEED 5 YEARS EXCLUSIVELY WITH MOTHER. PATRIARCHY CAUSES SERIAL PREGNANCIES, TRUNCATED INTIMACY WITH MOM AND RESULTANT MISERY..

: ALL RELIGIONS CAME FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD. MEN WERE TAUGHT TO PLEASE WOMEN. THEY OBTAINED DIVINE ENERGY, PEACE, SHAKTI OR GOD ENERGY THROUGH RESPECT AND DEVOTION, EVEN WORSHIP OF WOMEN.

: ALL RELIGIONS CAME FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD. MEN WERE TAUGHT TO PLEASE WOMEN. THEY OBTAINED DIVINE ENERGY, PEACE, SHAKTI OR GOD ENERGY THROUGH RESPECT AND DEVOTION, EVEN WORSHIP OF WOMEN.

: WHEN WE WORSHIPED A MOTHER GOD AND VENERATED WOMEN THERE NEVER WAS WAR. WAR CAME FROM MEN, THEIR INSTINCTS, A MALE GOD AND MALE DOMINATION.

: WE ARE NOW MOVING BACK INTO MATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF LIFE; KALI YUGA (PATRIARCHY) IS ENDING

: HONOR MOTHER GOD AND HER SEX

: WHEN WE WORSHIPED A MOTHER GOD AND VENERATED WOMEN THERE NEVER WAS WAR. WAR CAME FROM MEN, THEIR INSTINCTS, A MALE GOD AND MALE DOMINATION.

: ALL WE NEED IS LOVE. CHILDREN NEED 5 YEARS EXCLUSIVELY WITH MOTHER. PATRIARCHY CAUSES SERIAL PREGNANCIES, TRUNCATED INTIMACY WITH MOM AND RESULTANT MISERY..

: ALL WE NEED IS LOVE. CHILDREN NEED 5 YEARS EXCLUSIVELY WITH MOTHER. PATRIARCHY CAUSES SERIAL PREGNANCIES, TRUNCATED INTIMACY WITH MOM AND RESULTANT MISERY..

: WHEN A CHILD IS DEPRIVED OF MOTHER INTIMACY WE HAVE PANDEMIC “ATTACHMENT DISORDER” – WHICH MEANS SUBSTANCE ABUSE, SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION & SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION

: ALL RELIGIONS CAME FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD. MEN WERE TAUGHT TO PLEASE WOMEN. THEY OBTAINED DIVINE ENERGY, PEACE, SHAKTI OR GOD ENERGY THROUGH RESPECT AND DEVOTION, EVEN WORSHIP OF WOMEN.

: WHEN WOMEN RULE THEY WILL END WHOLESALE VIOLENCE AND THE GLORIFICATION OF UNTIMELY DEATH

: SHAKTIISM IS 22,000 YEARS OLD. ALL PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ORIGINATED FROM MOTHER GOD WORSHIP. THEY WERE APPROPRIATED TO MALE INTERESTS.

: ALL RELIGIONS CAME FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD. MEN WERE TAUGHT TO PLEASE WOMEN. THEY OBTAINED DIVINE ENERGY, PEACE, SHAKTI OR GOD ENERGY THROUGH RESPECT AND DEVOTION, EVEN WORSHIP OF WOMEN.

: WHEN WE WORSHIPED A MOTHER GOD AND VENERATED WOMEN THERE NEVER WAS WAR. WAR CAME FROM MEN, THEIR INSTINCTS, A MALE GOD AND MALE DOMINATION.

: WE ARE NOW MOVING BACK INTO MATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF LIFE; KALI YUGA (PATRIARCHY) IS ENDING

: WHEN WOMEN RULE THEY WILL END WHOLESALE VIOLENCE AND THE GLORIFICATION OF UNTIMELY DEATH

: SHAKTIISM IS 22,000 YEARS OLD. ALL PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ORIGINATED FROM MOTHER GOD WORSHIP. THEY WERE APPROPRIATED TO MALE INTERESTS.

: WHEN A CHILD IS DEPRIVED OF MOTHER INTIMACY WE HAVE PANDEMIC “ATTACHMENT DISORDER” – WHICH MEANS SUBSTANCE ABUSE, SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION & SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION

: ALL RELIGIONS CAME FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD. MEN WERE TAUGHT TO PLEASE WOMEN. THEY OBTAINED DIVINE ENERGY, PEACE, SHAKTI OR GOD ENERGY THROUGH RESPECT AND DEVOTION, EVEN WORSHIP OF WOMEN.

: WHEN A CHILD IS DEPRIVED OF MOTHER INTIMACY WE HAVE PANDEMIC “ATTACHMENT DISORDER” – WHICH MEANS SUBSTANCE ABUSE, SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION & SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION

: SHAKTIISM IS 22,000 YEARS OLD. ALL PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ORIGINATED FROM MOTHER GOD WORSHIP. THEY WERE APPROPRIATED TO MALE INTERESTS.

: WE ARE NOW MOVING BACK INTO MATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF LIFE; KALI YUGA (PATRIARCHY) IS ENDING

RASA VON WERDER SAYS:
TESLA WAS A GREAT MAN AND PROPHET AND HIS WISDOM HAS COME TRUE. MATRIARCHY IS UPON US – GIVE IT TWO HUNDRED MORE YEARS.

ABOUT BEES:
IT’S OBVIOUS THAT THE PATRIARCHS UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE DOING, WITH POLLUTION, AND THERE’S A REASON WHY THEY ARE PUTTING SO MUCH POISON OUT THERE REGARDLESS OF THE BEE DYE-OUT. THEY WANT US TO BE DEPENDENT ON THEIR GMO CROPS WHICH ARE LIMITED IN VARIETY – THESE CROPS APPARENTLY DON’T NEED POLLINATION.

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SHRINE TO E MANUEL – WORSHIP GOD THROUGH HIS BODY

Guru Rasa has added to her collection of hats that of photographer. She is taking pictures of the most amazing looking men she can find, and this is one of them. Book being planned now is “America’s Most Beautiful Men.”

A DISCIPLE’S TESTIMONY – HE TRIED OTHER GURUS BUT NONE WORKED LIKE GURU RASA. SO HE IS FOR THE TRUE POWER OF GOD IN RASA.
GURU RASA’S COMMENTS IN CAPS

: BEAUTIFUL E MANUEL

i have stated my journey and seem a lot of different scenarios of spirituality from last many years. i have seen, met and interacted with many nice people and few of them were really expert. In the start, i wanted a ” True Spiritual Teacher ” then i found that only a ” Guru ” can help me and a true guru is not an ordinary spiritual teacher, but one who has attained union with God and is therefore qualified to lead others to that goal. The guru as “dispeller of darkness” (gu, “darkness,” and ru, “that which dispels.”)

RASA SAYS:
THE DARKNESS I DISPEL IS ONE OF THE CONNECTION WITH LOWER ENERGIES AND LOWER THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS. I ASSIST THE DISCIPLE TO RISE THROUGH THE CHAKRAS, TO BE BORN AGAIN, AND BEGIN THE ASCENT INTO THE SAHASRARA.

SEE WHAT GOD CREATED IN THE BEAUTY OF E MANUEL

WOMEN WANT SOMETHING IN SEX THAT MEN ARE SLOW TO GIVE

MODEL: E MANUEL

OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS LOVE MAKING

WE NEED TO SEE ONE ANOTHER WITH RESPECT IN SPITE OF OUR FAULTS – GOD IS IN US

The role of the guru is to help his disciples find liberation in God through a very personal spiritual bond formed between guru and disciple, a union of loyal spiritual endeavor on the part of the disciple and divine blessings by the Guru.

RASA SAYS:
YOU MUST INVITE ME INTO YOUR HEART. CLEAR YOUR HEART OF OTHER ATTACHMENTS, INVITE ME IN. A LINK IS FORMED, A BOND. THE MORE DEVOTION YOU SHOW ME, THE MORE OBEDIENCE TO MY TEACHINGS AND BLESSINGS, THE MORE POWER YOU GET. BECOME LUKEWARM, THE POWER MIGHT WANE. FORGET ME, THE POWER DIMINISHES. REPUDIATE ME, THE POWER STOPS.
I HAD ONE DISCIPLE COME UNDER THE SWAY OF A BLACK-MAGIC WOMAN. SHE PERSUADED HIM TO UN –INSTALL ME FROM HIS HEART. I HAD A DREAM HE HAD LEFT GOD AND WAS ON IS WAY TO HELL. I CALLED HIM AND ASKED HIM WHAT HE HAD DONE. HE CONFESSED. I ASKED HIM TO INSTALL ME AGAIN AND HE WAS REUNITED WITH GOD, HIS LIFE SAVED.
THE WOMAN WHO BEGUILED HIM WAS JEALOUS OF MY POWER, WANTED TO BE INFLUENTIAL LIKE ME, BUT SHE DID NOT HAVE THE ANOINTING. I AM TARGETED BY NUMEROUS JEALOUS WOMAN WHO WANT TO FILL MY SHOES BUT THEY CANNOT.

i want to be an ideal devotee, the perfect disciple. i met ” Rasa Von Werder ” and found her a real, true Guru. At this stage , i understand that we can love a Guru, but we cannot possess a Guru. The Guru breaks the pattern of possessing love. Whenever we seem dictating terms or becoming possessive, He/she will do the complete opposite – tighten the screw or loosen the screw, as it is needed.

RASA SAYS:
THERE IS A PROBLEM WITH MEN, THAT SOME OF THEM WANT TO POSSESS ME PHYSICALLY AS A MAN-TO-WOMAN THING. NO MAN CAN POSSESS ME UNLESS I WANT HIM TO, UNLESS I CHOOSE HIM. THE MEN I HAVE SEX WITH AND MY FUTURE HUSBAND ARE NOT THE SAME AS DISCIPLES, ALTHOUGH SOME OF THEM MIGHT BECOME DISCIPLES AND MY HUSBAND WILL BE MY DISCIPLE, I DO NOT HAVE SEX WITH DISCIPLES ORDINARILY. UNLESS I TELL A DISCIPLE I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM HE SHOULD REFRAIN FROM CHASING ME AS A MAN TO A WOMAN, AS THAT WILL PUSH ME AWAY RATHER THAN DRAW ME TO HIM.
IT MEANS HE IS LOOKING AT ME IN THE EYES OF THE FLESH.
THE DISCIPLE MUST LOOK TO ME AS GOD-ON-EARTH, THE SAME AS IF HE SAW JESUS ON EARTH IN A WOMAN’S BODY.

At the same time, a Guru is not doing anything. It is just happening through Him / Her. It is happening through the Big Mind. There is no pre-conceived plan of action. Actions are spontaneous.

RASA SAYS:
THE ANOINTING HAPPENS AUTOMATICALLY. DO NOT ASK ME TO PRAY. ASK ME TO ANSWER YOUR PRAYER. I AM GOD ON EARTH, THE SAME AS JESUS.

I understand that we should not change Guru-disciple relationship into just another relationship, like father, brother, sister, wife or close friend. It’s not like any other relationship except the relationship with Mother and its more than 1000 times. Otherwise, we will get into the same type of possessive attitude. Guru is all wisdom and love. Guru is that principle which is wisdom and love, and that is awakened in each one who has stepped onto the path.

RASA SAYS:
THE GURU IS GOD ON EARTH, NOT YOUR RELATIVE IN THE FLESH. IT IS A DIVINE RELATIONSHIP WHICH IS NOT LIMITED TO THE PHYSICAL. MOST RELATIVES ARE NOT GOD ON EARTH, THEY ARE NOT ENLIGHTENED OR SELF REALIZED, THEIR LOVE, WISDOM AND POWER ARE LIMITED, SOME PARENTS AND RELATIVES ARE HELL-BENT, THEIR EARTHLY PRESENCE CANNOT SAVE OTHERS. SOME RELATIVES LEAD US TO HELL, NOT TO HEAVEN. BEWARE OF ATTACHMENT TO RELATIVES, EVEN YOUR OWN PARENTS, WHEN THEY ARE NOT OF GOD.

i found Guru Rasa to be a person, a Guru who has no gap between life and wisdom and love, and my purpose of becoming a disciple is to bridge that gap. People have different reasons to be with a Guru but i think mine are: to have my wishes fulfilled and because it is more pleasurable (ed: do you mean happiness?). When everything looks more painful to me and i come for comfort to be a good disciple of my Guru. i want to evolve and become Enlightened. i want to know higher Knowledge. i have my goals and my vision, i want to share . I want to just obey, serve and give comfort to the Guru. i should be with the Guru because i belong to Her.

There is no choice. So the necessity for a guru cannot be avoided, because no one is so wise as to know everything about the past, present and future. All problems are new when they come. So, we require a superior to guide us. The teacher should not be one at variance with his knowledge. He or She should be the one who is not different from that which he teaches. Nowadays, we have learned people, professors, scholars who are supposed to be repositories of knowledge, but their life is different from what they preach. Knowledge becomes meaningful when it is lived, and not merely taught, or heard or read about. This knowledge cannot be obtained through mere study for oneself. It requires the grace of a Guru and Guru Rasa Von Werder is one of the best gurus. i surrender myself to the Her wholly and solely, and i hope that She takes on the responsibility of looking after the welfare of the soul of Her devoted disciple.

RASA SAYS:
A GURU IS A PERSON WHO HAS TRANSCENDED PHYSICAL KNOWLEDGE, THEY HAVE ASCENDED IN TO THE HIGHEST REACHES. SOME GURUS, LIKE MYSELF, HAVE RISEN INTO THE SAHASRARA, THE HIGHEST LEVEL, AND THEY HAVE SEEN GOD FACE TO FACE AND FOUND THAT GOD IS THEMSELVES. THEY HAVE LOOKED INTO THE SPIRITUAL MIRROR.
HAVING A DEGREE, EVEN ONE OR MORE DOCTOR DEGREES, IN THE KNOWLEDGE OF LIFE ON EARTH, DOES NOT TRANSLATE INTO SPIRITUAL SALVATION. ONLY RISING THROUGH THE CHAKRAS MEANS EVOLUTION.
WHEN YOU JOIN WITH YOUR GURU, THE GURU LENDS YOU THEIR POWER SO YOU CAN ASCEND THROUGH YOUR CHAKRAS AND FIND YOURSELF, SO YOU CAN BE LIKE THE GURU, WHO HAS FOUND GOD WITHIN HERSELF AND WORSHIPS HERSELF AS GOD.
THIS IS NOT BLASPHEMY, THIS IS TAUGHT BY THE GREAT BUDDHISTS AND YOGIS FROM THOUSANDS OF YEARS.
GOD IS WITHIN, WHEN WE REACH ENLIGHTENMENT WE CONNECT WITH THE GOD WITHIN US.

i feel inside me that the relationship is deeper than all other relations like man and wife, friends or father and son. The wife can live without the husband, and the husband without wife, but with the true guru and disciple, who share a pure love, the notion of duality disappears and a unity takes place. This is not the same type of love that exists between family members, but something much greater and longer lasting. The relationship is neither rational nor emotional, but of a psychic nature. The spiritual interaction between a guru and disciple takes place without any disturbance to the mind and the guru’s presence is always felt. The moment the disciple thinks of the guru, his mind quiets down and communion takes place. The main duty of the guru is to help remove the darkness of avidya (ignorance) by guiding the evolution of the spiritual aspirant. Guru teaches all kinds of physical, psychic and spiritual planes, and helps the disciple to follow the correct path. The duty of the disciple is to serve and obey the guru and to learn from his teachings, gain from his knowledge and so become self-purified.

RASA SAYS: THE GURU IS SENT TO YOU BY GOD, AS GOD, GOD APPEARS IN THE FLESH WHEN YOU FIND A GURU – IF THE GURU IS LIVING. IT IS EXTREMELY RARE TO FIND A GURU ON EARTH, IN THE BODY OF A PERSON. BUT IF YOU ARE SINCERE, IT CAN HAPPEN. BE GRATEFUL. MOST OF MY GURUS WERE DEAD, BUT I DID HAVE TWO THAT WERE LIVING. ONE HAPPENED WAY EARLY IN MY CAREER, IN THE 70′S, THE OTHER WAS LATE IN MY SPIRITUAL CAREER, IN THE 2000′S. BOTH WERE FEMALES, AND THERE WERE STRONG DIFFICULTIES WITH THEM (JEALOUSY FROM THE FIRST, AND GREED, AND THE SECOND, MISUNDERSTANDINGS).
HOWEVER, I LOOKED BEYOND THE FLESH AND TO THE GOD THAT WAS INSIDE THE GURU AND I EVOLVED FROM THEM.

i suggest that a guru is necessary for those people who want to follow the spiritual path and it is important that the relationship is formed correctly. When the guru’s guidance is of a pure nature, the disciple will never fail, unless he leaves the guru due to lack of interest. He may also get discouraged and leave, not understanding the true nature of the guru’s help. The guru watches, instructs and warns his followers in many different ways and on different levels of consciousness. With pure love and constant awareness of his disciples, he is always guiding them.

RASA SAYS:
I DO NOT USUALLY GET PHYSICALLY INVOLVED WITH MY DISCIPLES, BECAUSE THAT WOULD TAKE AWAY FROM MY WORK. I AM A TEACHER. I TEACH BY EXAMPLE AND THROUGH WRITINGS. IF I GOT PHYSICALLY INVOLVED WITH MY DISCPLES IT WOULD EAT UP MY TIME AND ENERGY FOR THE WORK. AFTER ALL, EARTHLY PROBLEMS ARE MULTITUDINOUS, THEY NEVER END. I CANNOT GET INVOLVED.
THE DISCIPLE MUST UNDERSTAND THIS AND LOOK UPON ME LIKE A SAINT IN HEAVEN, TO WHOM HE/SHE PRAYS. THE SAINT DOES GREAT THINGS, BUT SHE IS NOT ON THE EARTH GETTING INVOLVED WITH YOUR PROBLEMS.

Even if the guru is far away, it does not matter. A mother continues caring for her child even if he is on the other side of the world. In the same way the guru’s guidance is both present and necessary at all times.

RASA SAYS:
MOTHER/CHILD RELATIONSHIPS HAVE TO BE PHYSICAL AS WELL AS EMOTIONAL (with small children), AND A HUSBAND/WIFE HAVE TO BE TOGETHER TO MAKE IT WORK (in most cases). BUT THE GURU/DISCIPLE DO NOT HAVE TO BE PHYSICALLY PRESENT FOR IT TO WORK; IN FACT, PHYSICAL PRESENCE CAN GUM UP THE WORKS, CAN CONFUSE THE ISSUES, WHEN THE DISCIPLE STARTS LOOKING ON THE GURU IN A PHYSICAL WAY OR THE GURU GETS TOO PHYSICALLY ATTACHED TO THE DISCIPLE.

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

: WORSHIP GOD THROUGH THE BODY AND ALL CREATED THINGS

: WORSHIP GOD THROUGH THE BODY AND ALL CREATED THINGS

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

: IN THE DAYS OF MATRIARCHY SEX WAS OPEN AND FREE. PEOPLE HAD FUN WITH IT, AND THEY SAW IT AS BLESSED, HOLY AND SACRED.

: WORSHIP GOD THROUGH THE BODY AND ALL CREATED THINGS

: SEE WHAT GOD CREATED IN THE BEAUTY OF E MANUEL

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

: WORSHIP GOD THROUGH THE BODY AND ALL CREATED THINGS

: BEAUTIFUL E MANUEL – HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!

: WORSHIP GOD THROUGH THE BODY AND ALL CREATED THINGS

: IN THE DAYS OF MATRIARCHY SEX WAS OPEN AND FREE. PEOPLE HAD FUN WITH IT, AND THEY SAW IT AS BLESSED, HOLY AND SACRED.

: WORSHIP GOD THROUGH THE BODY AND ALL CREATED THINGS

: GOD CREATES BEAUTY, HARMONY AND LOVE. SEX IS SACRED. WORSHIP GOD THROUGH SEX.

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

: GOD CREATES BEAUTY, HARMONY AND LOVE. SEX IS SACRED. WORSHIP GOD THROUGH SEX.

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

: GOD CREATES BEAUTY, HARMONY AND LOVE. SEX IS SACRED. WORSHIP GOD THROUGH SEX.

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

i am so proud to be Her disciple and She is here to help and to bring the Power, Anointing, Healing, Transformation, Bliss, Blessings, Protection from God Almighty. Her special role has been the Empowerment of Women. i feel so honor that She appeared in my life, i feel a fortunate human being who has God call to me for “the Kingdom of God” – to all great things. i feel more spiritually special and capable. i believe that Rasa is from God and of God, and has the Power of God. i never put any requirements on Her, i dont want to serve her in person (ed: unless she asks?), dont want to live with her nor seek her for physical presence. i respect the Power that is in Guru Rasa, who is from God, not an ordinary person. She is so special, i have to learn many more things on this spiritual journey. My Christmas gift is my submission to Guru Rasa. i want to receive Guru Rasa Power her Anointing as Her disciple. i love Her, my time and attention for Her. i have to read more Her teachings are on the websites and blogs.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone!…..John Alia

RASA SAYS:
THANK YOU JOHN, AND TO ALL MY DISCIPLES, FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES, LOTS OF LOVE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!
GURU RASA VON WERDER 12 28 14

College of God & Love, College of Love Making, College of Matriarchal Love, SHAKTI AND SHIVA, TANTRA SEX

Chanelling about Love for New Year

William Bond channels for Rasa on her love affair
Channeling

First of all, this relationship is your creation, in you learning how to use your God-like power. There can be no failure in this, even if he asserts his own freewill in a negative way and rejects you, there will be many others who will be willing to take his place.

E MANUEL IS A SPECIAL TREAT FOR CHRISTMAS 2014

BEAUTY OF E MANUEL

Yes, he is hooked by drugs and his friends, but he can also be addicted to you, or more correctly, your happiness. His friends are no help to him because if he tells them about his experiences with you, they will disparage it and mock him. (Do not throw your pearls before swine, as they will trample them in the mud).

You are unique because you are more uninhibited than most people and in this state of “letting it go”, you are able to find more happiness and pleasure than most people. (This is why so many people take drugs as this is they only way they can let go, but you do not have to use drugs to do this). This is why you became a star-performer. Great performers, (whether they are entertainers, preachers or politicians) are people who greatly enjoy being the centre of attention and performing, – because the audience feeds off the enjoyment of the performer. So when you were a stripper, the audience thought they were there to see you in the nude. But you added far more to this, because you enjoyed what you were doing and they were unknowingly feeding off your great enjoyment.

OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS LOVE MAKING

This is still happening when you go downtown, because you have few inhibitions to being able to enjoy yourself, people around you are feeding off you, when you are happy. So you freely give your gift of happiness and enjoyment to those who are able to receive it.

This then is why your boyfriend can become addicted to you. He and his friends use drugs to find happiness, but he can also find greater happiness being with you. More than that, when you are blissfully happy and you give him your attention, it is to him, like someone shining a spotlight of happiness onto him.

MODEL: E MANUEL

OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS LOVE MAKING

The same is also true when you are in communication with MotherGod. When you are ONE with MotherGod is his presence, then can feel the God-like energy coming through you. So if he was to worship you while you are in this state of mind, then you can truly say he is worshiping a Goddess. As he can feel the spiritual energy come through you.

The barrier between you and him on a deeper level is not drugs, his friends or fear of the unknown, but his own negative thinking. This is also true of many previous young men whom you have attempted to help. It was their negative thoughts that got in the way. Their negative thoughts tell them that happiness is impossible for them and they do not deserve it. So your gift of happiness goes against everything their negative thinking is telling them.

about the slideshow: hit a picture, hit go, and it will open up before you. Enjoy!

: GOD CREATES BEAUTY, HARMONY AND LOVE. SEX IS SACRED. WORSHIP GOD THROUGH SEX.

: NEW BOOK “AMERICA’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN” WILL BE OUT SOON

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

: E MANUEL SENT FOR CHRISTMAS

: GOD CREATES BEAUTY, HARMONY AND LOVE. SEX IS SACRED. WORSHIP GOD THROUGH SEX.

: MERRY CHRISTMAS!

: Here Rasa Von Werder presents to you her Christmas gift, E Manuel, who is one of the most beautiful men on the planet. After a three-year pursuit for his beauty, E Manuel finally consented. Here he is for your enjoyment. I wish you all the Merriest Christmas for 2014 and all happiness.

: NEW BOOK “AMERICA’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN” WILL BE OUT SOON

: NEW BOOK “AMERICA’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN” WILL BE OUT SOON

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

: NEW BOOK “AMERICA’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN” WILL BE OUT SOON

: NEW BOOK “AMERICA’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN” WILL BE OUT SOON

: GOD CREATES BEAUTY, HARMONY AND LOVE. SEX IS SACRED. WORSHIP GOD THROUGH SEX.

: OLD WOMEN MUST TEACH BOYS LOVE MAKING

: PATRIARCHY DEFINED SEX AS DIRTY, IMMORAL AND SUBJECT TO THEIR RULES. THEN THEY CAPITALYZED ON THE PROHIBITIONS BY MARKETING SEX FOR MONEY.

So to overcome his negative thinking you have to provide him with a step-ladder. Rather than expecting him to leap up to your heights, in one giant leap of faith. He finds the contrast between your very powerful positive thoughts and his negative thinking far too great. Sometimes you come on far too strong for him and he cannot deal with it. So this is why he says or does hurtful things, to dim your happy positive feelings. They sometimes become too strong for him to cope with.

So it would help to tone things down a bit and only slowly introduce him to your greater power. It will help to teach in a way that is easier for him to understand. Although you have gone far beyond femdom, he will find femdom relationships far easier to understand, and easier to relate to, than your spiritual teachings.
So it would be far easier for him if you fit more into mundane popular culture, he is use to, rather than your connection to MotherGod. And only introduce the spiritual later on, bit by bit.

So telling him about your femdom experiences and you wanting a slave will be a lot easier for him to understand. It will also be a lot easier for his friends to understand as well, when he tells them. So although they might warn him against you and make jokes about it, they will be more supportive, as it fits more into their negative thinking about themselves and the world in general. I know you would prefer it if they understood your loving spiritual nature, but it will still be casting pearls before swine. What they choose to think, has nothing to do with you. (Not that you ever allowed what others think, slow you down).

Another advantage of femdom is that he becomes your slave and you make the rules and can make outrageous demands of him. So you are free to have relationships with other men, but he has to remain faithful to you. And that is perfectly acceptable in the femdom world. You can even have your own harem of men, if you want to.

Because of his negative thinking, he can, like some of your previous young men, sabotage the relationship. (He has already tried to do this). So your positive thinking has to be strong and consistent enough, to overcome this. He can only sabotage the relationship in times, when you are thinking negative thoughts. When you keep thinking positively, then it is impossible for him to impose this negativity onto you and sabotage the relationship. (Though he does have freewill, he has no understanding of how to use it and so is at the mercy of the thoughts of those around him).

Your relationship will be based on your joy and happiness. When you are happy, then he is happy and if you are not happy then neither will he be. So he will find himself wanting to keep you happy at all times, so he can also be happy. Even though you do not need him, or anyone else to make you happy, as you are able to do this through your own resources. But in learning to keep you happy, he learns how to love, in much the same way a mother learns about love, in making her children happy.

It is unlikely that you will be content in teaching just one man. Once you have successfully taught him, you will want to do the same for other men. So to do this you will have to teach him how to be happy through his own resources and not depend on you for happiness. So in the end you will have to teach him meditation, to pray and how to let go and let MotherGod.
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Embodiment of God

A presentation of the University of Mother God Church

The New Religion – X – Ten – Woman Thou Art God

THE CULTURE OF LIFE / LOVE –

MATRIARCHY – WOMAN THOU ART GOD

GETTING AWAY FROM MEN IS A BIG

JUMP BUT IT MUST BE DONE

9-7-19-Installment X-Ten-Woman Thou Art God – The

New Religion for Women Only

Which Teaches Woman to Worship the God Within

YOU NEED TO BE ALONE TO GET YOUR HEAD

STRAIGHT

The Need to Get Away From People

Woman, Thou Art God! What do God people do? What do Avatars, Saints, Prophets & suchlike do periodically, what do they have in common that makes them different? How does their behavior hint at Power?

THEY DON’T WANT YOU ALONE OR WITH

SISTERS, THEY FEAR YOUR MAGICAL POWER

Did you ever wonder why Jesus went up to the mountain for forty days & nights, to be alone in prayer? (He supposedly did not take food & water, but I think that’s a mistake. He might have FASTED but in my opinion he had some vittles & certainly water.)

Then again, remember Moses going to Mount Sinai, where he saw the Burning Bush? He was there so long the Hebrews thought he was dead.

Because they despaired of his return, they went back in their minds to the ‘fleshpots of Egypt,’ melted all their jewelry & created a Golden Calf, symbol of wealth & power, & worshiped it.

ALONE ON A MOUNTAIN OR JUST A LITTLE

ROOM YOU CAN FIND YOUR GOD

Another thing in my study of many saints, the mystics certainly, sequestered themselves for a time away from the world, & soon thereafter, had their peak experiences of God.

ALONE SHE FOUND HERSELF, WITH PEOPLE SHE

LOST HERSELF

During this time I had Peak spiritual experiences, especially at the end of “81, beginning of “82 – was Mystically married to God, Holy Mary appeared to me & gave me “the graces no one prays for,” then I saw God face to face TWICE!

I SAW GOD FACE TO FACE TWICE

There are many stories of saintly hermits, spiritual recluses & saints who STAYED ALONE (Padre Pio had a tiny shack on his parents property where he spent hours in prayer. His whole life was private; praying, meditating, saying Holy Mass & hearing endless confessions.)

WHY DID THEY STAY ALONE? IF YOU STAY ALONE FOR GOD WILL YOU BECOME A HOLY SAINT, CAPABLE OF MIRACLES? And how can you do this if you are married with children? Or if you are single but have a boyfriend or live with one?

I SAW GOD AS NATURE – BUT IT WAS SUPERNATURAL

- THE WOODS WERE ALL COLORS WHILE I WALKED

THROUGH THEM. SUDDENLY THE WOODS STOPPED

& THE OCEAN OPENED BEFORE ME, IT WAS GOLD,

WITH A HORIZON THAT KEPT EXPANDING AS I

LOOKED – THE OCEAN WAS GOD, IT WAS LOVE, & IT

WAS ME: GOD & I WERE ONE & THE SAME THING! I

WAS IN THE CENTER OF THE SAHASRARA, THE

PORTAL TO INFINITY!

First, a disclaimer: No state, walk or lifestyle has to be FOREVER. Overlooking my entire life, I see where I was here, or there, & thought that state was permanent, but it wasn’t.

At one time, I thought I would be forever Catholic – nothing but that, not even leaning toward Protestantism.

I SAW GOD AS LOVE, & GOD & I WERE ONE. I WAS SHE, SHE WAS ME, WE WERE LOVE.

“If you don’t go out & have fun now, you will be outside the Will of God.”

GOD ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO BACK INTO THE WORLD & ‘HAVE FUN’ & I SAID NO, AFTER 10 YRS,

THEN 20 YRS, FINALLY AFTER 30 YRS SHE SAID IT WAS HER WILL I END CELIBACY

I WENT DOWN INTO THE WORLD BUT FINALLY ESCAPED

YOUR STATES OF MIND, CONSCIOUSNESS, WILL KEEP

CHANGING, HANG IN THERE

Jesus spent those forty days & nights, but then he came off the mountain & conducted, on its strength, a three-year ministry, most of the time with people.

John the Baptist, who baptized Jesus, spent many years alone, but then, people came. He urged them to reform, he spent much time with converts & disciples; lots of the time alone, plenty time with people.

Moses was on the mountain, but then he returned & led his people to the Promised Land.

ALL GOOD COMES FROM GOD – OPEN

YOUR HEART & MIND TO HER

OK, let me speak with my Mother God inside me, as She has better answers than I do.

Me: “Mother God, what is the good of being alone as in the cases I cited?”

COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE GOD

You need to hear the Voice of God resonating within you, & all that I mentioned will cloud it out, knock out it’s sound, drown it, stifle & muffle it, disturb your mind & distract it, draw you away from Infinity & so on.

TO COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE YOU NEED TO LEAVE THE ‘HERE & NOW’

When you make contact with God Inside you will recharge your batteries, like plugging your phone into the socket. Not only do you get energy but you get Guidance or Vision, you get Understanding.

Your God will tell you where you are – like a navigator on the wide blue ocean – & from here, where to proceed, what to plan for, what your future should be.

COMMUNE WITH INFINITY. TIME & SPACE IS LIMITING,

PHASE IT OUT AS YOU MEDITATE

If you listen only to the world you will be LOST as most people are – they are on the ‘Broad Highway to Hell.’ They listen to each other, walk the same road, think the same way, get guided by the here & now, time & space paradigm, all lost together, all fall into Hell together.

The Infinite God as you know, is within you. But this REALM, this mentality is NOT OF THIS WORLD, Jesus said,

“My Kingdom is not of this world”

YOUR KINGDOM (QUEEN’S REALM) IS NOT OF THIS WORLD! YOU ARE BEYOND THE WORLD OF

LIMITATION

When Pilate asked him,

“Are you a King?”

When you go to your God, She will reveal to you what you came to earth for, what your mission is if any, what you should do or not do, how you should do it.

YOU ARE NOT JUST OF ‘THIS WORLD’ – YOU ARE BEYOND IT – YOU ARE INFINITE

IT’S A JOURNEY FROM ONE PORT

TO THE NEXT, KEEP WAITING FOR

INSTRUCTIONS

YOU MUST STAY CLOSE TO GOD TO HEAR WHERE YOU ARE GOING NEXT

I hope I’m making myself clear. Daughter, if you do as I say each time, I take you where you have to go if you obey – when you have fulfilled each project, it ends, then you await further instructions.

The key between you & your God is OBEDIENCE. You ask now what is meant by you are God, then? Who am I when YOU are God?

OBEDIENCE TO GOD IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS

Me: “A word, please, Mother God, to the women who are not single, who are involved & entangled with husband, family, boyfriends, live ins & such. How do they work this deal & this aloneness?”

EVEN ANIMALS NEED PRIVACY

She: “Of course, it won’t be easy. She has to have privacy; she must find a way for this.

Privacy is not just for Avatars, Saints & Great Souls, even animals need privacy.