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Seventeen

The New Religion-XVII-Seventeen-Woman Thou

Art God

DEALING WITH DEMONICS – SOME MEN YOU CANNOT SAVE

Woman, Thou Art God, which means thou must knoweth many things. As I said, if you’re decision is to be with a man or men, & if you have one (it’s likely) that needs help – maybe lots of it – you’ll have to be an expert in many fields. One of your hats will be exorcist. Beyond that, there’s also spiritual awakening & development – you’ll have to be a Guru or spiritual guide.

Then there’s the healing of wounds of trauma, wounds inflicted even before birth, if the parents were planning to abort the fetus—the child knows it on the unconscious level, you’ll have to be a psychologist / therapist. There could be wounds (molestation, being demoralized—belittled–humiliated, being beaten, neglected, abandoned) by either one or both parents. That could be healed in many ways –you have to learn the ways.

Other traumas, not abuse but being involved in front lines of war, seeing violence or the recipient of violence later on, terrible injuries or death, father battering Mom, parents being ill or dying, accidents. You have to be so many things to heal a man. For one thing you cannot be sick yourself, on the mental/emotional level. You should be relatively healthy & quite strong. Then you have to have KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING & WISDOM, such as I’m describing here.

The first thing I addressed is the removal of the demonic. There’s an important thing I did not bring up: When you suspect someone of having demons, being possessed or a serious ‘demonic,’ how do you know when to try to heal, when to try to get away? (I do understand that many women in these Patriarchal cultures CANNOT get away – How can a Muslim woman, without rights, leave her husband & walk away because he’s demonic? How can a woman who has no money leave a man who’s supporting her – when the home she left is abusive? Where does she go? When I write ‘do this-do that’ ‘stay away from men, marriage, having kids if you can, I mean just that—IF YOU CAN. As I explained, you will be OSTRACIZED in a Patriarchal society for being single, you might live in POVERTY compared to a wealthier lifestyle – weigh the pros & cons.

ABOUT BEING A WOMAN ALONE

I have lived most of my life ALONE & OSTRACIZED even though I was married twice. My first husband lived only three years after we met before dying. My second husband never lived with me – for sixteen years he spent about thirty days a year with me & when he was about to retire & we would have been together, he died. I never had a cozy home life past childhood – after leaving home age sixteen, I returned to live with Dad age twenty six – he moved to Spain a couple years later to retire. For political reasons, (Mom’s brainwashing) most of my relatives hardly spoke to me. There were sporadic visits, like once every few years, & only one relative speaks to me regularly.

I chose not to acquire a close group of friends because I could not find ‘birds of a feather,’ – it worked both ways, since I was single & have lived in the country for thirty years – most people here are married, the college students adore me, but we have nothing in common for being ‘chillin’’ friends (I’m fifty years older than they) – some married people welcomed me until the man heard me talking about women’s rights & superiority, then I was banned. (The ‘unwritten law’ is that no woman must ever empower another – if she’s married, the husband forbids it—men are really scared of women’s freedom.)

Due to all these circumstances & others I have spent most of my time alone. By ‘others’ my job was, most of my life, a dancer. I got on & off the stage, went from one town to another (in California) for nine years, then was ‘on the road’ from state to state, especially in the later years, Canada. The dancing gigs spanned about twenty one years. In a job like that you meet a lot of people but you come & go – there’s camaraderie a short time, then good bye forever. You don’t get friendly with people in the audience even when they buy you a drink – that’s temporary & shallow. You don’t get close to owners, I didn’t get friendly with radio or talk show hosts or magazine, newspaper writers; it just isn’t done. They do an interview, once in a while a man asks you to have sex, you say no & the end of that. Ditto club owners, when you’re a star, it’s rare they hit on you, they prey on the ‘house girls.’ A star is too valuable to ruffle her feathers, you might lose money.

That being said I also must affirm that being alone a lot IS MY CHOICE. If I was LIKE OTHER PEOPLE I would pursue them more, but I’m not. Most of the folks I chat with are employees, they work, we talk, they get paid, & that’s it. My life is singular since I am a WOMAN OF GOD & therefore, I must spend much of my time alone. I am also a WRITER & a RESEARCHER, writers are notorious introverts (I am both ways, interior or exterior when needs be) & researchers do their research usually alone. This life suits me fine. I need to get away—people in general are not teaching me anything, nor does their energy lift me up, they are a diversion from my own mental universe, something I don’t want invaded too much.

I find my own company to be happy & comfortable. I talk with God through the still, small voice within. I channel other beings if need be, even animals—they being living or dead. I look up things, I compose work such as writing this religion – I could not be absorbed by the world & accomplish what I do.

WHICH MAN TO HELP—WHICH TO ESCAPE

There are some men you can help – some you can’t or shouldn’t. The one you should help is: One meant to be with you. There’s a reason, in God’s eyes if no one else’s, you should be with him, & he is REDEEMABLE. The one you should NOT bother with is he is NOT MEANT TO BE WITH YOU (you find out through your contact with God—there’s no other way. DON’T LISTEN TO PEOPLE – usually they know nothing but they think they do. They judge by the outside & as soon as they see a flaw, their advise is ‘move on.’ You must have a walk with God to hear God, to have a walk means regular prayer, being intimate with God, understanding what God is saying.) This man might be redeemable, but his path is ELSEWHERE. Second, he must be REDEEMABLE. He cannot be given over to Satan, lock, stock & barrel. He must have some shred of decency within – a heart that can come to life, be capable of Love.

This begs the question, who is unredeemable & how can we know? Not everyone who ‘acts insane’ is insane; they might just be temporarily crazy, waiting to be healed. But some WILL NEVER CHANGE & being with them is dangerous, trying to help is a WASTE OF TIME. First, if any man has tried to kill you or your children don’t even try helping him – he’s too dangerous, you must escape. He might be helped by someone else some day, but don’t take the chance. If a man has killed anyone else, ditto, you must escape—in the time you are helping him he might kill you or someone you love. The same goes for a man who threatens you or your children with violence, or beats you or them savagely, you must escape, it’s not for you to even try to help. Not saying he is unredeemable, but it has to come elsewhere.

The man you could help is not dangerous to you or your children. He might lack responsibility, he may be a substance abuser, he may lie & cheat on you, but make sure HE IS NOT VIOLENT. This man could be greatly wounded, but deep inside, he has a good heart, & you can detect/sense this part of the time. A man who is not redeemable could be shown to you by God.

I had a friend who is a successful businessman, the richest & handsomest man in town. I recall standing in my beaver pond one day, enjoying nature & I thought to myself, “I like John, but he doesn’t know God. I’m willing to suffer for him to help him spiritually.” But God intervened, She protected me. She forced John to reveal himself to me. He spoke:

“Rasa, do not suffer for me. I don’t want to be saved. I live only for this world & the flesh. I don’t care about eternal life, I am only into the things of this world. Your suffering would be wasted on me.”

This meant, of course, that John was destined for Hell. You’d never know it on face value. He was congenial, charming, sometimes helpful. If you studied his behavior, though, you could see he had no love. Since he was rich & handsome, all the females in town would give in to him. He used them but gave them little financially, no gifts, no security. He led them on until they’d give up trying to have a marriage – then he’d move to the next female & use her. I stopped being friends with him based on his being bent for Hell.

I had a revelation like that about a girl friend. We hung out together for years & I knew she was troubled, but I never assume someone is hopeless. I really liked her. Then one day I had a vision. She was holding on to a strong steel cable & I was holding it also so she would not be pulled down. Then some sort of sticky black tar (symbol of Hell) was slathered onto the cable, I could hold it no longer, she slid down the cable. I was unable to help. I asked God, is that Jane going to Hell? Surely she can be helped? And God said, “She will not change.” I argued can’t anything be done? And again, the words, “She will not change.” Now I know my time is better spent elsewhere, to help someone else. Of course, seeing someone lost is always sad. But it’s their decision.

I have done many ‘proxy’ baptisms on people. A baptism works even for those who have already been baptized – it gives them another spurt of spiritual life, so there’s no harm in being baptized more than once. I usually chose three people at one time–got my material ready (plain water, chose a Saint God-Mother & God-Father, chose them a Saint’s name for their baptism, wrote it all down.) Then I pronounced the ritual. (For instructions see my site Woman Thou Art God, How to Build a Church.) That night I would find out who received the grace, who rejected it. I would have a dream like so: Let’s say the three of them are in a building. Two of them go out the door to the outside – they are saved, they received the grace. But one of them heads for the door to the cellar—bad sign. He’s rejected the grace, he’s going downward, a sign of Hell.

Now unfortunately, if you are not intimate with God, if you have no psychic ability, you could not discern such things, & therefore, it would be hard for you to decide who to help, who to keep or who to run away from. But I have faith that if you pray sincerely & persistently, God will reveal to you what you have to know.

There are two other things I must address. One, what is a demon? And two, what is a demonic person? There are a few definitions of what a demon is. The Catholic Church insists that they are fallen angels, those who God created, who turned away from God, followed Satan into the Hell created for them.

I have heard other religions speak of demons but don’t know if any of them explains where they came from. Most ancient religions recognized the existence of the demonic, it’s evil, & people can be possessed by them.

Psychologists say demons are figments of our minds, which we created, which haunt us, more or less. They don’t believe these are separate entities, created by God, which fell from grace.

My best guess is that demons are created by people, mostly men. The myth of Lucifer becoming Satan & beguiling a third of the angels to follow him, is to me the explanation of men turning against Mother God & women, & creating Patriarchy. It says they ‘come to steal, kill & destroy’ & this is Patriarchs. It is said that Lucifer was so beautiful that he admired himself, looked at God, wanted Her prerogatives & said, “I WILL NOT SERVE.”

Lucifer ENVIED GOD the way men envied women, all their privileges – females ran the family & the world – males were second class, they were supposed to serve & obey women & worship God as Mother, but along the way, they began to attack & murder women, eventually enslave them with unjust laws, & changed the image of Mother God to Father, usurped Her religion & made it male dominant.

It is said that demons want to destroy humans, they envy God’s love for them, they want to bring them all into Hell. These is precisely what Patriarchs try to do to us, & were it not for the grace of God, they would consume us, degrade us so badly we would fall into despair & lose our souls. Fortunately, Satan cannot realize all of his agenda even though he did take over the world – as Jesus said, “Satan is the prince of this world.”

This plan of Satan/Patriarchy is coming to a close, the Power of Mother God is coming back & She will be realized again as our God universally & women will rule the world. We are on the cusp or edge of that.

Now to address, what is a demonic? That would be a person who is so taken over, possessed by a demon or demons, that he is no longer viably ‘human’ – there’s nothing ‘human’ left in him except a front. I take some hints from Amy Allen, the great medium from ‘The Dead Files,’ who explains demonic souls & demons, & what they do to people. Some of these entities, be they demonics or demons, possess the living – some of these people they possess are perfectly innocent children. But once possessed, unless the human is separated from them, they can eventually become just like them.

There was a case of a serial killer possessing a child. Left unchecked, this child would become like the serial killer–eventually! They would lose their identity, & become someone else!

Here is an example of how a person becomes demonic. This is an analogy of how it happens. In the tropics there are some giant trees, about a hundred feet tall, stretching all the way to the canopy. But along comes ‘the strangler fig,’ a tree that meanders its way up the giant, & has not only one trunk, but many & winds round & round for years. It is so invasive that eventually it winds completely around the big tree, while itself going to the very top & producing thousands of fruits. After a time, there is no giant tree, the inside of it rots & collapses, & then there’s a hollow inside, only the strangler fig lives.

This can happen to a person. If one is possessed by demons, they must be removed. If they remain & the person keeps living & acting, & doing what the demons say, they get more & more polluted by sin, their souls darkens, they fall farther & farther from God, goodness & grace. As the person gives in again & again to sin & vice, the bad road, they are destroying themselves. The demons are like the strangler fig. There are more & more of them as the situation progresses. After a while, the human does not even remember who they are or were, the demons have taken over their mind & heart, the inside ‘rots out’ or becomes ‘hollow’ – the original human isn’t even there, all their identity is missing. It is at this point the human can no longer be helped– they are ‘gone,’ & choosing to help such a person, living with them, loving them, would be a waste of time & dangerous, their entire energy would be spent (not always overtly) to try to destroy you – to take you into Hell with them.

But woman, thou art God. You can handle this. The Power of God is in you, trust in Her, believe in Her, that She is You, She can do all things through you. Know that She is with you when you become involved with someone, She will guide you if you ask, She will help you deal with it or get away, TRUST MOTHER GOD IN YOU.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-28-19

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The New Religion – XVI – Heal the Men

The New Religion-XVI-Sixteen-Woman Thou Art God-

Healing Men

For Those Women Who Will Not Leave Men:

How We Must Heal the Men Injured by Patriarchy & Patriarchs

There are many things ‘wrong’ with men as compared to women, genetically, biologically & mentally – right from the start of their creation. I will talk about these issues later, but right now I want to address what happens with those men that are injured / wounded–mostly by other men (sometimes evil women & women are accessories with men at times, allowing it) in childhood & other traumas.

These are the ones we are told ‘It’s your fault, your choice of men.’

But it isn’t so easy, when the MAJORITY of males are affected by trauma, & scarcely one of them escapes childhood abuse & trauma such as war & when we go into this big world to find male companions we are faced by a mine field of maladies.

These men are not aware they are ‘sick’ or damaged, or wounded, unless it’s physical. Few, if any, seek professional help, but they do seek women & we are the women they find!

They usually hide their defects (which they don’t even see as defects, just that they know others might take issues with these traits) in the beginning, it takes a while for them to feel comfortable enough to show their ‘dark side,’ – although as they say many red flags can be raised – we might see them, we might heed or ignore them – sooner or later the truth will out, ‘no lie can live forever.’

We are not talking about small transgressions or ‘venial sins’ – everyone has them, no one is perfect to others (even saints, who were perfect in the eyes of God, were criticized by neighbors), Freud called all of us neurotic, & the saints say that the majority are headed for Hell (many of the rich & more men than women they say.)

Then who am I talking about? Those men who women complain bitterly about, who when they describe them we shake our heads & say ‘hard to believe,’ these are men with PSYCHOTIC & DEMONIC traits, & there are more like that than you can shake a stick at.

Why don’t these men get professional help, say therapy of some sort? Are you kidding? They never see their own maladies – everyone else does but not they. The only time they go for counseling, rehab or therapy is when mandated by a court of law, say, a guy who has an anger management problem & is beating his children – but even when they go they do so gnashing their teeth, saying the kids caused it, the wife & judge got them framed.

No matter how hard we try, it’s likely that a majority of us will get with ‘the wrong guy’ at least once & the problem will rise when we cannot get rid of him (husband whose support we can’t survive without, being in a cult or Patriarchal religion where we get killed if we leave or try to) or we FALL IN LOVE & don’t want to, WHAT DO WE DO WITH THEM?

At this point we can become one of these things: helpless victims, who will get battered again & again, maybe end up killed or die of disease & exhaustion from stress or else, we can help heal them.

Before I start, let me verify again, that this religion teaches to STAY AWAY FROM MEN if you can (either all or part of the time) – because mostly they are more trouble than they are worth – but if you want to jump into the fray or YOU HAVE TO, do what you have to do, here is my advice:

Healing them means we will have to take on multiple roles, psychological counselor for one. We have to find out what’s wrong with them before such healing can occur – with therapists it often takes years of counsel, the wiseo has them ‘on the couch,’ getting them to ‘open up’ & if & when they do, help them face what ails them, see how to get around the problem.

We’ll also have to know where they stand spiritually, which is a horse of a different color. Maybe they have no spiritual life at all. We’d have to work on bringing them to their own greatest good, AKA God. (This will be a tricky situation, I will give my opinions based on what I know of God.)

The third hat you might have to wear is that of EXORCIST. Had enough so far? Throwing in the towel? Then keep it moving, like I said, you don’t love him enough, stay away from him, look for another guy or stay alone – it’s your choice.

The reason I’m writing this treatise on healing them is I have been through it all. I had enough on my hands when I became celibate on May 27, 1978. I walked the path of Holiness for God, gave up all attachments, saw God face to face, there were good & bad times, but toward the end of thirty years I was at peace, then the bombshell.

Here comes God, tells me to go back into the world & ‘have fun’, this was the Will of God, & filled with trepidation & fear I did as I was told, knowing there would be trouble (as there always is when getting close to people.) And trouble I got – God knew I would be in for it & apparently wanted it that way. The struggles I went through can only be called ‘I was black but beautiful,’ from the Song of Songs.

This part of the bible explains how a soul goes out into the world or ‘the fields’ for the sake of God – out of obedience to Her – their skin grows dark, but they are STILL beautiful. In those days there was prejudice against dark-skinned people as only the servant or poor had to work the fields, & so dark-skinned, tanned people were considered less desirable or beautiful than light-skinned wealthier people.

The spiritual analogy is that when we go into the active life we incur small ‘sins’ or faults – (never a mortal sin as that would separate us from God) – or put another way, we fall from the INTIMACY with God– (closeness to the world & people shuts down intimacy)–& our soul grows DARK or BLACK from this. The soul here is saying SHE IS STILL BEAUTIFUL ALTHOUGH HER SOUL HAS GROWN ‘DARK’ IN THE VISION OF GOD, SHE LACKS INTIMACY. BUT THE SOULS STILL LOVES GOD, IS IN THE WILL OF GOD.

I frequently speak from experience & this, naturally, is what happened to me. What did I experience with them that I’m addressing here?

What I saw was the sickness of males – young ones in particular, whom I was dating age eighteen to thirty eight. I also interviewed during this time of eleven years – many female college students. I heard their cries & laments about what men were like in general & what some of them were in particular, to date & to live with.

I spoke with females age seventeen to forty, mostly college students, but a good share of locals – learned much. I was told about the behavior of many more men than I could meet, although I met hundreds, but was not intimate with hundreds; the females told me what they did in intimate relationships. You could chalk some of this up to being young but not all of it.

What the women told me about was unfaithfulness to a degree of cruelty, selfishness, self centeredness, being used & robbed, being lied to constantly, immaturity & lack of responsibility, being threatened, beaten or punched. Some of these women cried as they spoke or looked like they were going to.

But the most I learned about male sickness was through intimacy, when I cared about someone, I had to understand what was wrong.

HOW WE HEAL MEN

First – there are the DEMONS. You can get a synopsis on my website, Woman Thou Art God in the section How to Build a Church– How to do Exorcism.

Woman Thou Art God – How to Do Exorcisms

The very nature of your Love is an exorcism. The demons ‘saw Jesus coming’ & got noisy because they sensed his LOVE ENERGY.

When you love a male (or anyone) who has demons, here is what to expect: You send love, his demons react or attack you. They will attack you either in person, through his words & actions, or from a distance, if you’re not together physically. Every day you think of him with love, the demons will be sent to you in ‘attack mode.’ Why? Because love agitates them – scares them – the energy of love is the opposite of what they are, it cancels them out eventually–they know they will be sent away, annihilated, so they fight back. They figure that if they continue attacking you, you’ll go away, you’ll stop the love—most people will.

Demons – whatever they are – have a negative, unredeemable energy. They cannot be helped, prayed for, or reasoned with – they can only be removed. This removal is done by persistence, fortitude & patience, & I have to tell you this – it may take years. Why years? If the person holding them inside does nothing to remove them – does not turn to God – does not repent of sin – continues sinning – then he or she is implicitly saying ‘Satan, it’s ok for you to be here.’ You are then not only fighting the demons, but the person holding the demons who is not cooperating.

You are at war, & this war you can only win by the degree of your love. If you do not love the person you are fighting for enough, you will give up, because a totally lost, demon–consumed person doesn’t help, they will hurt you again & again. Granted, at lucid times they might be loving & nice to you, but they will fall down a thousand times. You mustn’t give up (of you feel they are worth it, they are meant to be with you.)

Why did the person get demons in the first place? It is not always through sin – as most people think. They think that sinners have demons, the rest of us don’t. Not true.

People get demons through trauma, wounds, & closeness to other people who have them. Demons can be transmitted to business associates, spouses, co-workers, friends, & children—anyone one gets close to, even if they are close for a short time. Demons can be transmitted through a curse on someone.

I will speak about the demons gotten through childhood trauma, when psychological wounds are incurred.

A demon sees a wound as a place to JUMP IN. Steve Irwin, the late-great crocodile hunter demonstrated how he was feeding a crocodile—he had a wound on his left arm that was bandaged up. He brought attention to the fact that the crocodile immediately & directly went for the wound – demons are like that.

A wound is a VULNERABLE, OPEN PLACE. Demons look for OPENINGS – Sin is an opening, but so are many other ways. I learned about this from exorcist extraordinaire Bob Larsen (no I do not believe in all his ways or his religion, he’s a fundamentalist, but he has done exorcism full time all his life & I bought all his videos one year & studied them.)

The demons I have dealt with much latched on to people because of childhood abuse trauma.

A BAD CASE

One young man had been sexually abused by his Dad from age three to thirteen. The father first forced oral sex on him, then sodomy. Being painful, the boy went to his mother for help. She told him to keep quiet about it; she let it continue without preventing it.

These events gave the boy a series of wounds & demons jumped in. Both the wounds & demons affected him into adulthood, his entire life. Here’s how it went:

Wound: I am being injured, made to feel pain by a man I trusted, my father. I never know when he’s going to attack me & inflict this great pain. I live in fear. I have lost my trust in a caregiver I once trusted. This pain makes me angry but I feel helpless, it turns to rage.

Four wounds, five demons are incurred here:

A wound of RAGE – a demon of rage –

Rage also begets REVENGE – Revenge is the instinct one gets from being hurt; now there is the demon of revenge.

A wound of REJECTION – a demon of rejection.

(“My Dad does not love me, he is hurting me regularly, there is no love, it is rejection.”)

A wound of MISTRUST – a demon of mistrust of anyone (“no one loves me, they are fakes.”)

A wound of FEAR – a demon of fear

(“I will not feel secure any more, I can be attacked any moment by those I trust. Fear, anxiety, is strong inside me, I cannot relax.”)

The child then goes to his mother to complain. She does not protect him, tells him to keep quiet about it, she permits it to go on.

A wound of INSECURITY – demon of insecurity:

(“The one person I thought I could confide in, who would protect me, my Mom, does not care. She doesn’t love me; she has in fact REJECTED me. I am DEVASTATED. I now have no one to believe in, there is no one to turn to for protection, I am vulnerable, I cannot protect myself, I am at the mercy of forces I cannot control. The pain will continue, the fear & the rage I feel.”)

Now his Mom has exacerbated his insecurity, his fear & his rage, but she has added a new slant on an old one:

A wound of REJECTION – a demon of rejection.

(“Now I will not believe in anyone’s love. I know they will reject me in the end. I don’t believe in love.”)

Both parents have given him abuse – one directly, one by neglect. The mother is an ACCOMPLICE to the crime. Because both parents have de-valued this child, he feels he has none. And this causes:

A wound of SELF HATE – a demon of self hate.

(“I am not worth anything. I have no value; I cannot love myself if I have no value. If someone acts like they love me I cannot accept it because my heart is closed to love, for myself & others, my heart is shut down to feelings because all I feel is pain. I am numb to feelings.”)

Bob Larsen says that a person who has the demon of self hate needs no others – Self hate alone will destroy them.

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Woman, here I have given only the wee beginning of what happens to a traumatized male, which we would have to deal with if we keep him. There will be several more chapters on this issue.

People usually say, when it’s discovered you have a wounded male on your hands, ‘You can do better, move on. He isn’t worth it.’ (But who will heal the broken?) Only you can decide if he’s worth it or not. I know a good-looking female, not a drug addict, who is living with a guy under a bridge—(who is an addict)–because she loves him. She has had several children by him, given up to foster care. When she shows up at night without enough money (begging) for his drug he gives her a black eye – she showed them to me. But it’s her choice to stay with him, summer & winter, homeless, under the bridge, when she could find a solvent man & live properly (not saying a male is the only answer, but if she regained her several children he might be. If she got her head on straight she could work – but her head is not straight & she can’t go home as she was abused there, by Dad or Grandpa or someone, it’s rarely Mom as it was in my case.) But I am not her judge; love is more valuable than comfort.

There are some males you should pass by, many of us have been infatuated with losers we later saw were totally wrong for us – you cannot accept all comers – you cannot heal all cases – choose your battles, the ones God tells you are worth it, will bring success in the end.

Now I spoke about the male who has demons. As I said this might not be an easy exorcism, it might take a while, & the punishment you get from them could eat you up inside, wear you out, deprive you of sleep, give you anxiety, depression, terrible stress. This great stress could wear you down, you could get sick, you might even die – it’s a great risk.

If you see Amy Allen at work on “The Dead Files” you see how negative entities affect people. They wear them down; they can consume a person & eventually destroy them. Amy Allen discovers their identities & gives the victims advice how to get rid of the negative souls.

Sometimes she says use salt water (I bless it as well) which is placed around the haunted house & every corner inside. (If you are doing a ritual for a person, do the same, the energy will reach them.) Sometimes she says burn sage (the smoke is wafted all through the house) & at times she gives them a kind of tar that gets rid of the dead.

She often advises getting shamans & ministers for rituals against these forces (usually dead people not demons), while for demons again it’s ministers & priests with exorcism. Ditto on the victims who have been infested or possessed by the demons in the house – they have to have exorcisms done on them.

For those whose health & chakras (energy centers) have been compromised she advises getting Reiki masters to balance them out. She also recommends Yogi exercises & meditation for peace of mind.

There are other remedies, if you have access, check You Tube for ‘The Dead Files.’

However, as a woman who is dealing with a wounded, possessed male – none of these people will come to help you out. You will have to use your own resources & that’s what I’ll be discussing for a while.

If you believe in Jesus & Mary, then saying the Holy Mass for those you love will deliver them from all evil. When I say the Mass I include Mary equal to Jesus, & when I am on a ‘Mass binge’ for months I usually say two a day–one for Souls in Purgatory, one for those I care about–saying the Holy Mass for the one you are concerned with will do wonders for him.

All that you do for yourself in bringing you closer to God will also bring your loved ones closer, remember that. Your prayers, good works, saying Masses, your meditation / contemplation, channeling, being with nature, being alone for God, reading spiritual literature, sacrifices, good deeds, charity – all that you do which is dedicated to God will help other souls.

I must add here & warn you that if you are dealing with a ‘bad case’ man he may take all the energy & psychological strength you have while you fight his demons. You might not be able to do anything else that is creative, you might not even feel the presence or intimacy with God – that is how drained you will be.

But if you endure you will annihilate the demons, the loved one is delivered, & you go back to normal & beyond.

Pray this for the one who needs it:

This starts with Psalm 67

“Let God arise! Let His enemies be scattered! Let all that hate Him flee before him! As smoke drifts away, so drive them away! As wax melts before the fire, so let the wicked perish before the presence of God. Behold the Cross of the Lord, flee bands of enemies. The Lion of the Tribe of Judah, the Offspring of David.

Who is like God?!

Who is like Christ, True God and True Man.

Who is like the blessed virgin Mary, our Queen, who gave birth to the Eternal Word, a virgin before and after?!

Be gone Satan in the name of Jesus!

Be gone Satan in the name of Mary!

Be gone Satan in the name of everything that is Holy & Righteous!

Be gone Satan in the name of all the Saints! Be gone all ye demons and go to the pit!

To the pit!

Jesus Christ commands you!

Saint Michael the Archangel commands you!

Holy Mary commands you!

Go to the pit and never return! Do not harm the human race anymore. I command you to reveal who you are, what kind you are, when you entered, why you entered, what you have done, and what you plan to do, and then be gone forever to the pit never to return!

Be gone Satan! (say this while sprinkling Holy Water)

Be gone Satan!

Be gone Satan in the name of Jesus!

When you succeed in getting the demons to leave him, you will also be freed of the battle, return to better health & the intimacy with God.

Woman Thou Art God! You can do anything!

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-23-19

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The New Religion – XV – Fifteen

SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION (and many other maladies) ARISE FROM PATRIARCHAL PRACTICES

WOMAN THOU ART GOD – THE NEW RELIGION

WHICH TEACHES WOMEN TO WORSHIP THE GOD

WITHIN THEMSELVES

AKA HOW PATRIARCHY HURTS CHILDREN

By Guru Rasa Von Werder, 3 26 14

My comments based on the studies of Dr. James W. Prescott, Dr. John Bowlby, Dr. Ashley Montagu, Dr. Dale Glaebach and others.

: A GOOD MOTHER IS ALL, THE SOURCE OF LIFE, THE SYMBOL OF GOD ON EARTH

The New Religion – XV – Fifteen

PATRIARCHY HURTS US FROM THE DAY WE ARE BORN

(1) NO Separation from Mother through infancy, up to age six years old, is best for the infant. Pre school is BAD, child must be with a LOVING Mother, have intimacy with her. Intimacy means close physical contact, an infant should have skin-to-skin contact and ROCKING as the Mother CARRIES it.

Child needs sensual/sensory/physical contact with the Mother/ or other Maternal figures in order to grow up normal/natural/ full functional in mental, emotional, physical ways.

(2) Patriarchs DISTURB the relationship between Mother and child in some cases physically, in other cases, mentally. In the ancient days of Rome, Greece and Sparta, boys were removed from their mothers at age seven to twelve to dwell with males – for supposed MENTORING. What males actually did was truncate the BOND between mother and boy and create a SEXUAL, EMOTIONAL, MENTAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL BOND with an older man.

Why would this be? Not only for the sex pleasure of the man, but to divert the NATURAL LOVE the boy has for Mom and older women onto MEN AND OLDER MEN. When this occurs, the boys are then INFLUENCED, MENTORED and DIRECTED by men into their culture – Patriarchy – the war mentality, the Culture of Death, and of course DEPRIVING them of Mother Love, woman love, Matriarchy, the Culture of Peace, the Culture of Life. This is how the good in boys is STIFLED and directed into EVIL and misery for the boys and for everyone else that is affected by males - This of course includes their female partners, as well as the rest of the planet.

: CHILDREN NEED LOTS OF PHYSICAL, SENSIBLE CONTACT WITH MOM UP TO SIX YEARS OF AGE. BREASTFEEDING HELPS.

The great Dr. James W. Prescott site:

http://www.violence.de/EMPIRICAL PROOF: love-hunger is stronger than food-hunger.

http://www.violence.de/tv/rockabye.html

THE ORIGINS OF PEACE AND VIOLENCE

Deprivation of Physical Affection as a Main Cause of Depression, Aggression and Drug AbuseNTRODUCTION SCIENCE POLITICS LINKS
It is generally known (back to medieval or ancient times) that deprivation of sensory stimuli like voice and vision in the early phases of human life will cause irreversible mental retardation in the child. Also the prevention of child play will cause intellectual deficits in the adult. But eyes, ears and the nose are not the only human sensory systems.

Additionally there are the two body sensor systems, the “somatosensors”. One is the vestibular sensor for maintaining orientation and upright walk. The other one is the skin, for sensing touch.

: INTIMACY WITH MOM COUNTS FOR FUTURE SEXUAL STABILITY AND AFFECTION. WITHOUT INTIMACY MIN. 2.5 YEARS, PEOPLE SUFFER DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SUBSTANCE ABUSE, TENDENCY TO VIOLENCE, SUICIDE AND HOMICIDE. EARLY YEARS FILLED WITH STABILITY AND LOVE GIVE GOOD SECURITY IN LATER LIFE.

RASA SAYS:

Notice what he just said: “The other one is the skin, for sensing touch.”
He is explaining here how the infant child must have all these stimulations including THE SKIN, FOR SENSING TOUCH.

This is one of the greatest defects, I observe, in the males when they make love. They have no idea how to touch or be touched, they are as if zombies or mechanical machines, with a penis, intent on getting it sucked, or masturbating and then humping. They seem to draw a blank on the art of touch, as if they never heard of such a thing. This is a symptom of their deficiency in love, that they have not been tutored properly or touched enough by their Moms – and this lack of touch, intimacy is CAUSED BY PATRIARCHY

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MOTHER BONDING IS ESSENTIAL FOR PEACE

Through the work of James W. Prescott, Ph.D. and various others until the mid 1970s it was established that these previously neglected senses are of overwhelming importance for the development of social abilities for adult life. Their deprivation in childhood is a major cause for adult violence.

RASA SAYS: Notice what he just said. Deprivation of this touching, loving, intimacy with Mom is the major cause of adult violence. And of course, as we all know, most violence is caused by males. …………………………………………………………………….. …………………………….

James W. Prescott, Ph.D., was a health scientist administrator at the National Institute of Child Health and Human Development (NICHD), one of the Institutes of the US National Institutes of Health (NIH) from 1966 to 1980. He created and directed the Developmental Behavioral Biology Program at the NICHD where he initiated NICHD supported research programs that documented how the failure of “Mother Love” in infant monkeys adversely affected the biological development of their brains. These astonishing abnormal brain changes underlie the behaviors of depression, impulse dyscontrol and violence that result from mother-infant separations.

RASA SAYS: People – especially males we notice, are actually BRAIN DAMAGED – THEY HAVE “ASTONISHING ABNORMAL BRAIN CHANGES” which causes misery for themselves and those who relate to them – all caused by the Patriarchal mother-infant separation! ………………………………………………………………………………………

: CHILDREN NEED TREMENDOUS HANDS-ON CLOSENESS TO MOM OR SURROGATE MOM, IN ORDER TO DEVELOP PROPERLY, TO BE STRONG IN ADULTHOOD

CULTURES THAT PUNISH INFANTS OR REPRESS SEXUALITY ARE VIOLENT

These behavioral effects were confirmed in his studies on primitive cultures including the effects of sensory deprivation of human sexual pleasure and affection during adolescence.

RASA SAYS: Recently was watching “Preacher’s Daughter” reality TV series. The entire show is based on the Patriarchal parent trying to prevent his daughter from partying and the possibility of having sex. This corresponds to the global Patriarchal taboo against female sexual freedom – in a study they dug down to the root of fundamentalism and discovered that what it means is CONTROL OF WOMEN (and this of course is firstly sexual control.) Patriarchy and sexuality means the following:

(1) Control women to prevent them from having sex with anyone but a husband, so that the husband is tops over the female and knows the children are his. Make all sex for women outside the marriage taboo.

(2) This of course, does not apply to men. They can have sex with anyone – (although it is not written except in Muslim circles) – about a third of Patriarchal males have sex with their children! One half of females, and a quarter of all boys are molested by their own Dads! (This comes from military statistics, but if you enter other factors, the statistics are higher. Consider: this is DADS ONLY. Factor in grandpas, brothers, uncles, Priests, clergy, boy scout personnel, choir personnel, family friends, random others, what would that add to the statistics?)

(3) This repression of female sexuality and female sex during teen years is part of the “double standard.” Males are sanctioned but rarely regarding sex during their teens – they can’t get pregnant and in the old days, it was hard to hold them accountable for pregnancies.

Dr. James W. Prescott, who studied numerous indigenous tribes, took note that those who kept Patriarchal standards were VIOLENT, but those who did not, were PEACEFUL.

Look at America today – with it’s “Preacher’s Daughter” mentality. We are the most warmongering country on earth, and we have one of the most extensive prison systems, mostly housing men. Not saying other countries would not be as violent if they had the power. I would not like to see the Muslims or Chinese having as much power as America – things could be worse. ………………………………………………………..

The results of these scientific studies do not support the many traditional religious and cultural values throughout the world, which deny the importance of “Mothering” and of youth affectional sexual relationships for peaceful and loving behaviors.

RASA SAYS: Did you notice? Forfeit these religions which deny the importance of the mother and sexual love between youth.

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The continuation of this research was obstructed and eventually cancelled by the NICHD. Even the existence and results of these NICHD supported research programs was consciously omitted in a recent NIH publication.

RASA SAYS: Of course they cancelled the studies, because they got what they wanted – they learned that what they are doing breeds violence, and that’s all they had to know. Keep doing it, to stay in the war mentality, keep breeding the boys for war, as cannon fodder – but don’t tell anyone about it, just keep the studies under our hat. We want it this way – the more violent, dysfunctional the boys are the better. God forbid, boys become loving? Gee whiz, they would love women, settle down, and never go to war! The world would go to Heaven in a hand basket, no more trillions for the obscenely rich, no more slaves, no more lower class for menial work! Satan’s kingdom would be truncated and obscured, it would all be over for us (demons)!

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On this web site, you can read the whole story. Here you can read a short history of Dr. Prescott’s research and the full text of the groundbreaking article “Body Pleasure and the Origins of Violence”, watch the complete Time Life video documentary Rock A Bye Baby, browse the comprehensive archive of scientific papers and visit related websites from our list of selected links.

RASA SAYS: I am doing whatever I can to promote the work of Dr. Prescott. I published a book which houses a lot of his teachings,
“Breastfeeding is Love Making Between Mother and Child,”
and I speak of him online constantly. ……………………………………………………………………….

EMPIRICAL PROOF: love-hunger is stronger than food-hunger.

http://www.violence.de/tv/rockabye.html

James W. Prescott (born c. 1930) is an American developmental psychologist,[1] whose research focused on the origins of violence, particularly as it relates to a lack of mother-child bonding.

Prescott was a health scientist administrator at the National Institute of Child Health and Human Development (NICHD), one of the Institutes of the US National Institutes of Health (NIH) from 1966 to 1980. He created and directed the Developmental Behavioral Biology Program at the NICHD where he initiated NICHD-supported research programs to study the relationship between mother-child bonding and the development of social abilities in adult life.

Inspired by Harry Harlow’s famous experiments on rhesus monkeys, which established a link between neurotic behavior and isolation from a care-giving mother, Prescott further proposed that a key component to development comes from the somesthetic processes (body touch) and vestibular-cerebellar processes (body movement) induced by mother-child interactions, and that deprivation of this stimulation causes brain abnormalities. By analogy to the neurotic behavior in monkeys, he suggested that these developmental abnormalities are a major cause of adult violence amongst humans.

Prescott also served as assistant head of the Psychology Branch of the Office of Naval Research (1963 to 1966) and as president of the Maryland Psychological Association (1970 to 1971). In 1973 he was one of the signers of the Humanist Manifesto.

CIRCUMCISION is PARTIAL CASTRATION!, THE DEMONIC

SURGICAL ABUSE OF OUR INFANT BOYS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmX6RdRNoqk

Friends, please pay attention: Circumcision is partial castration, it is severe child abuse. It is extremely painful & cruel, & cuts off 28,000 or more nerve endings from the penis which prevent complete sexual pleasure later on. It is a Patriarchal monstrosity.………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

CONCLUSIONS 9-22-19

Woman, Thou Art God – as the woman, Mother of Life, as the Superior of the male, these atrocities which males have perpetrated against all of us, from the day we were born, must now be addressed.

It underscores why we must be strong, what we must gear up for, what we have to combat, to heal.

It is up to us not only to heal the SOCIAL ORDER, the social/economic/political system, but the PSYCHOLOGICAL/ SPIRITUAL CONDITION of human beings damaged through Patriarchy. As the superior God person, the male being, at best, a lesser God, at worst, demonic (& we know women fall into that category also but not as many) you must take it upon yourself to digest this data & other information & put it to work. You are called by your INNER GOD to live Truth, to be the Truth, to help others live it. It is our obligation as this Sacred Being – this Mother – to love, protect the children, the weak, the damaged, the ignorant. Let us begin this work today, think about it, meditate on it, ask Mother God what to do. Promulgation of a Truth is one of the ways of doing this work – promulgation spreads the word.

In order to be able to do anything big, however, we must ourselves become big, by finding the God Within. Growth happens through effort – we can’t wait to get there to start – that may take many years. In working toward righteousness today our spiritual growth develops. Do what you can. Pray for strength, pray for Light, how to serve our Mother God, to heal ourselves, our neighbor & future children of God.

to be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-22-19

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The New Religion–About the Author–Woman Thou Art God

The New Religion ‘Woman Thou Art God’

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Presented 9-21-2019

The New Religion teaches women to worship the God within themselves, to find this God through an interior search, to worship this God interiorly & exteriorly, to manifest this God to the world by words & deeds. Before women can save the world they must save themselves & they can save themselves by following this religion. It is the powerful way to defeat the dark forces of Patriarchy.

Disciple Michael Krause writes the introduction to the new blog for
Guru Rasa–She ANSWERS

MICHAEL SAYS:

Guru RASA von WERDER has been charged by MOTHERGOD with nothing less than
effecting a Revolution in human behaviour.
Before qualifying or expanding on this statement we must reflect on the
magnitude of what she has been charged to do; she is to effect a
Revolution whose result will be a complete change in the way we live as
human beings.

CAPTIONS FROM IMAGES PRESENTED ELSEWHERE ON THIS SITE

RASA HAS THOUSANDS OF FOLLOWERS WHO WORSHIP HER AS GURU. THEY TOLD HER THEY WORSHIP THE GROUND SHE WALKS ON. RASA IS BRINGING BACK MOTHER GOD TO EARTH IN THE FLESH.

WHO REPRESENTS GODDESS? WHAT RACE, WHAT COUNTRY?

MOTHER IS GOD ON EARTH RASA AGE 20 WITHOUT THE MOTHER LOVE LIFE IS EMPTY, LIFE IS DESOLATE, LIFE IS HELL FIND THE TIME TO DISCOVER THAT WOMAN, THOU ART GOD! SO MANY MALES & FEMALES ARE DEMONS OF PATRIARCHY, AGENTS OF SATAN. MOMGOD TAKES CARE OF BUSINESS, SENDS THEM WHERE THEY BELONG.

: A WOMAN NEEDS TIME TO BE ALONE, FOR ONE THING, TO GET AWAY FROM DEMONS – “WHO IS LIKE GOD?”

THE WARRIOR GODDESS KILLS THE PATRIARCHAL DEMONS SHE PREACHED AND DANCED REGULARLY FOR 14 YEARS UPON HIS DEATH SHE DISCOVERED HE ON PURPOSE CANCELLED HIS LIFE INSURANCE, LEAVING HER AND THEIR BABY PENNILESS THERE IS A MOVIE BEING PLANNED FOR YEARS, WHICH WILL GET DONE SOON, CALLED “I STRIP FOR GOD” – THE STORY OF THE GIRL PREACHER WHO BARED MORE THAN HER SOUL

: WHERE DOES A WOMAN TURN WHEN SHE IS OSTRACIZED BY PATRIARCHS?

I AM MOTHER GOD ON EARTH, AN AVATAR–MY BODY IS THE TEMPLE. THE BODY IS GOD, THE SOUL IS GOD, THE INFINITE SPIRIT IS GOD. MATTER IS BUT A MANIFESTATION OF THE INFINITE ENERGY SLOWED DOWN IN TIME AND SPACE.

RASA SAYS: Indeed, the Matriarchal way of life is 180 degrees apart from
Patriarchal, it is oil & water, it is Biophilia VS Necrophilia, it is the
Culture of Life VS the Culture of Death, it is Mother God reclaiming the
entire world from Satan, his mess & his
men

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MICHAEL SAYS:

The sheer scale is of her task is staggering to the point of unbelief.
This charge has been made to others in history but only a very few have
had the strength of personality and dedication to take up the burden; RASA
Von WERDER is one of these exceptional few who hear and obey MOTHERGOD
when She calls.

RASA SAYS: Many are called, few are chosen. I have also called hundreds
of disciples out of thousands, but I can count on one hand those who have
helped, on one hand those who are helping me directly – (but I might add
that lately I see many inspired & working independently without me for the
same cause. This is gratifying.)

I was praying to God within me a year or so ago, asking about Avatars –
(the Anointed sent by God to change the world, to empower certain people,
for example Ghandi to empower the Indians of India & Rev. Martin Luther
King Jr. to empower the black people of America.) And God said to me,

“I have sent THOUSANDS OF AVATARS, hundreds born every year, but they do
not achieve their mission, so you never hear of them.”

I asked why & God said,
“Because it is too hard. And while struggling against the world, the
flesh & the devil they FORGET WHO THEY ARE & they simply live & die &
disappear, without helping humanity to any great extent.”

What is the hardest thing about changing the world? I asked & God said,

“The OPPOSITION, & their own human needs, so it is the human needs &
feelings fighting with opposition, & most people can’t take it, they give
up, they forget their Sacred Call, live & die anonymously.”

OK God, what virtues or qualities within me saw me through so I did not
suffer the same fate as other avatars? And God said,

“Your OBEDIENCE, & your ZEAL for the Kingdom of God.”

Oh yes, obedience. Oh yes, zeal. That is EXACTLY what I find MOST
LACKING in the disciples I call. They HATE obedience, & they have NO
ZEAL – with few exceptions.

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MICHAEL SAYS:

What has she been asked to do? To do battle with and overthrow the
everywhere successful forces of a Patriarchal world which can best be
described as violent. This is perhaps a simplification but violence is the
baseline of the male world. AND she is asked to carry out this fight as a
woman!

RASA SAYS: This is why most women cave in during the fight to establish
Female Empowerment, it is the violence of men, explicit, implicit, not
always physical since some of this is internet, but it is violence in
words. Even under fake names, hidden personas, women & men fear
opposition, harsh words & threats. It is AMAZING how words alone can
wield such power, that the good can be overcome & made silent from
speaking the Truth.

Just as it took me YEARS to learn to fight on television – I did hundreds
of appearances – it took me YEARS to learn to fight on the internet. I
learned that I CANNOT BE NICE. I watched how men fight TO WIN, they pull
no punches, & fight on the lowest, unfair & illogical levels, to the body,
with harsh insults & put downs regardless of facts. When a person failed
to speak to me in an intelligent manner I also tore them apart, as they
would tear apart the innocent, see them merely as demons, not men or
women. I do not fight all battles – sometimes the wisest thing is to
leave, I fight very few battles but there are many bloody ones behind me.

I am in a different level or phase now, I have beaten so many demons it is
time for other work, they have bit the dust, we are building.
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MICHAEL SAYS:

What weapon has she been given to fight this overwhelming battle?

Her own great strength

RASA SAYS: My strength has always been in my FAITH in God, my CONFIDENCE
in God & my eyeballs being on eternal life rather than this one. So even
if someone kills me, I have won by staying with God, & reaching the
Beatitude of Eternal Life, I am the winner.

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2.

MICHAEL SAYS:

Her beauty

RASA SAYS:

The Gift of beauty is a two edged sword. On one hand, there is unwanted
attention, on the other, there is valued attention. You cannot have one
without the other. If you use your beauty in the service of God & for
positive things, then it brings great good. Some people use it for ill.
I knew I had a Gift, I worked on it, I lifted weights, I took vitamins, I
studied health. You cannot be beautiful if you’re sick – part of beauty
is health. You have to really study these days to take care of yourself,
as the world around us it trying to destroy us.

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3.
Her willingness to devote herself wholly to the struggle and cause of
MOTHERGOD. She does not question , she obeys.

RASA SAYS:

This is a fact. I am obedient unto death because at a certain time of my
life, before the Divine Stigmata, I received a direct threat from Satan.
I sensed his presence & he spoke to me. He said that if I continued
trying to save the soul of this particular man, he would make the man
shoot me dead like a dog in the street. It was scary. I thought for a
moment & I said to Satan,
“Jesus Christ died for me. And so it would only be fair if I died to save
someone else.”
And Satan left! I saw then how he tempts us to fear, but if we resist the
fear, he goes away!

Stand strong against Satan & he evaporates

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4.

MICHAEL SAYS:

Her ability to inspire and motivate others to follow and serve her.

RASA SAYS:
I am not aware of having any great ability in this dept. In fact, to me,
I seem to lack the ability to get others to follow me. But if you say so,
could you be right? I suppose people do eventually help the cause because
of my persistence.
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MICHAEL SAYS:

These weapons seem very slight for so huge an undertaking but they are
also potentially very powerful catalysts. How can she achieve the
seemingly impossible? Most importantly she must create an army to do
battle for the soul of humanity. She
must recruit and she must weld these recruits into a powerful force
to best the Patriarchy. We must be clear that the Patriarchy will
never relinquish its power unless forced to.

RASA SAYS:

It is interesting & righteous Michael how you outline the weapons that are
mostly not flesh or material, they are intangible, spiritual, having to do
with will power & virtue. It is good to ponder that our metaphysical power
is the greatest power, it is the beginning, & in the end, it is the most
important. If you look at Buddha, his teachings are his power, the same
with Jesus, the same with Gandhi, the same with Martin Luther King Jr. We
believe certain things, we act upon those beliefs. We preach & teach. We
wield God Power, while the armies of Satan / Patriarchy wield the
opposite, – lies, corruption, sin, exploitation, manufactured sickness &
disease, slavery of various forms, & violence. The weapons of Patriarchy
are everything against God, he is hate, God is Love.

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Michael Krause introduction to the new blog he is creating for Rasa,
Guru Rasa answers. (Part II)

What do powerful armies have in common?

1.

The have well trained, dedicated troops who swear loyalty and

obedience to their Commander.

2.

They carry out assigned tasks without question and to the utmost of their

ability.

3.

They do not question orders nor second guess the decisions of their

Commander as this way leads only to defeat and ignominy
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RASA SAYS:
One of my members posted the manifesto of the Jesuit order, where they
pledge upon their lives to kill every enemy of the Pope in the most
explicit terms, they will use any lies, deceit, trickery, skulduggery,
pretense, anything & everything to kill these people – & they will also
use any means of murder such as poison, strangling, daggers, etc. It
makes your hair stand on edge.

On the other hand you have the traditional armies of today, where human
males are brainwashed, browbeaten into submission by the sergeant,
intimidated by a system which has taken away all their human rights.
Soldiers are ordered to kill innocent people, & if they refuse, they are
put into jail, they are encouraged to rape, kill & brutalize the innocent
people of occupied countries. They are not asked to defend their country
from the goodness of their hearts, they are forced into doing what they
do, many end up obeying without question & believe the brainwashing. This
is how Patriarchy controls men & through these zombie robotic killers,
they control the world.

Now imagine if Matriarchy had an army like this? That is to say,
employing brainwashing, brutality & violence? Can you conceive it? Can
you conceive women training men & women to kill innocent people, brutalize
them, rape, torture them? No one can, it is inconceivable, because women
do not behave this way. The army of Mother God has to be something else
than the army of Satan.

The army of Mother God has to work in a completely different way than the
way of men, & even in a different way than Jesus Christ. No, we cannot
continue being slaves, we cannot obey our masters, we cannot bear it all &
keep bearing it. Jesus way is the way of the Cross. This is a good
analogy for submitting to God, but not to men. But how do we fight back?
Fortunately for us, the main work is done by Mother God, we just follow.

No matter how difficult it is for my male disciples to swallow they are
going to have to face the fact that Mother God is disabling men from
within. Her weapon is her God Power, through nature, biology, genetics.
She is causing men to crumble from within, She is destroying the Y
chromosome. No matter what men do, they cannot stop her, they cannot
survive, their days are numbered, their gender is finished, their hour has
come.

This is probably the most vital weapon that I have to preach – that men
are going extinct. Here they can no longer wield their lies, in the face
of Nature which wants them out, which will make them disappear. They
cannot say they are superior, or dominating, or the leaders of the world.
If they are going extinct, there is a reason. Even those who do not
believe in a God – any God – when faced with an extinction have to weigh

the facts – why does something go extinct? Why would human males go
extinct, but not the males of any other species? Why would males
disappear but not human females? It means that in universal terms males
are dysfunctional, they are not functioning by the plan of nature, they
are not necessary, they are redundant. What else can one conclude? If
they were needed, if life could not go on without them, they would remain.

But life can & will go on without them, the female is reproductive, the
males are not needed although it seems, they could stay on the planet, but
Nature is removing them for a reason, & the reason it seems to me, is that
they have become a LIABILITY.

Now this fact is a known fact, but no one was preaching it, I was the one
who once I knew it, shouted it from the rooftops – no one wanted to hear
it, – too radical– I got death threats for stating it – they were saying I
wanted to see all men dead. It was not my studies nor my will, but the
studies of geneticists & the will of Mother God – but as the messenger
when I first preached this message it was hysteria.

We are talking about weapons. Truth is a weapon. I gathered together all
the facts I could conjure up regarding female superiority & male
inferiority, put them onto a website that took three years of time &
money, & this website is still getting a million hits a year. So I
fought with Truth against lies – William Bond was doing the same thing at
the same time. We became friends.

William Bond has been my greatest ally / asset in the work of Mother God /
Matriarchy, so far. Others are also helping, but not many, not quality
help. We are getting “in name only” disciples or “lukewarm” disciples,
the disciple present, Michael Krause, seems to be the only one who “gets
it,” being the whole picture of what I’m doing & what must be done. Not
sure what the others are thinking. Some see me as a Guru but don’t
understand my mission fully, others see me as a dominatrix & dream of
worshiping my body. However, I have noticed that my work & the work of
William Bond has suddenly taken off in the minds & bodies of other people,
far from us, not those associated with us, just random people who are
suddenly repeating, in this way or that, all the things we have said.
Academics have caught on, students have caught on, & they are teaching &
promoting.

As far as army, if Michael Krause continues this work, he will be my
General alongside William Bond – that is an honor of great magnitude.
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MICHAEL SAYS:

How has life prepared her?
1.
She survived a very troubled, even abusive childhood and she grew stronger.

RASA SAYS:

Yes, childhood abuse mostly by my Mom, but she also recruited the rest of
the family to help her abuse me. It took all of them put together to mow
me down. Then my Dad abandoned me in my time of need. It was rough. I
never understood it until recently, that this torture, this abuse to the
point of psychologically killing me, made me strong.

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2.

MICHAEL SAYS:

Her great beauty made her the target of male predators at a young age but
she survived and grew stronger
3.
Her time as a Dominatrix taught her command and how to deal with
entrenched male prejudice and she grew stronger

RASA SAYS:

I learned as a professional dominant how our roles as feminine or passive
were taught, imposed upon us, they weren’t natural at all. I learned to
be feminine to attract men, please them & make money. Then I learned to
be dominant & aggressive to attract men, please them & make money. I saw
it was all a mantle, an act. I saw how fake or arbitrary it was to act
feminine in the way that we were taught, to kow tow to men, to let them
win, to laugh at their jokes, etc. All an act. I saw the reason for it &
the idiocy of women to continue acting this way (if they didn’t have to.)
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4.

MICHAEL SAYS:

She is acknowledged as the progenitor of female body-building. Body
building was till then a highly testosterone charged male domain but she
prevailed and she grew stronger.

RASA SAYS:

That was another great battle, oh my. Yes, I succeeded. I wrote a book
about it, great story. Breaking through the iron door of body building.
Women were not supposed to develop muscles, that was only for men. I went
to the mainstream media & put it across, my first miracle.
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5.

MICHAEL SAYS:

She sought divinity and entered abusive but crucial relationships
with Gurus. She learned obedience and service to MOTHERGOD. She survived
grew close to MOTHERGOD and grew ever stronger.

RASA SAYS:

There was a great battle of the Guru bashers & myself. I had appeared
now, at this juncture, as Guru Rasa, having left behind my identity as
Kellie Everts. For some reason, this entire group wanted to mow me down,
led by Jody Radzik. I beat him & about thirty others all together, they
finally admitted defeat, it was an amazing display of God Power.
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MICHAEL SAYS:

At this time MOTHERGOD judged her ready and GURU RASA took to the streets
to preach the word of MOTHERGOD to all who would listen. She even built
evangelism into her night-club act “The Stripper for God”. At every step
she was ridiculed and met with the often rabid hostility of the Patriarchy
and it’s representatives. But she only grew stronger and was ever
victorious.

RASA SAYS:

The street preaching happened at various times. I would preach an hour, a
day, three weeks. But one time, in 2001 I preached with a loudspeaker,
walking up & down the street, for 2.5 months, in the winter, it was a hard
thing to do. This & hard prayers following caused the shakeup of the
Catholic Church & the exposure of their Pedophilia – another of my
miracles. How many children’s lives & minds were saved by this!

: the SHAKEUP IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH OCCURRED BECAUSE OF MY PRAYERS OF 3.5 MONTHS–I DID NOT MENTION THE CATHOLIC CHURCH, ONLY ABUSERS OF ALL TYPES

“Stripping for God” started in 1972 & went up to 1987. At that time,
during a fourteen year stint of preaching & dancing, I dispelled the
notion that woman is either a “Madonna” or “whore.” I proved that a woman
of God could save souls, then dance & show her body. The assumption
Patriarchy taught was that this could not be done – but I did it. I was
supposed to be a slut or whore, but I wasn’t. And so, I empowered women
once again by what I did, I cleaned the reputations of strippers, adult
trade workers, sex therapists. It was a great miracle.

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MICHAEL SAYS:

She has now created a University of MOTHERGOD and taken the fight to the
world through the world wide web as GURU RASA Von WERDER, the ANOINTED of
MOTHERGOD. And
now she calls us to her, to become members of her army and to carry out
the will of MOTHERGOD/RASA to recreate the world as one of love and
compassion not of hate and violent indifference.

And how do we respond?

Before I answer this we must be clear who is asking. Is
it RASA the bodybuilder, RASA the dominatrix? No it is GURU RASA Von
WERDER the Anointed, indeed the earthly incarnation of MOTHERGOD Herself.
GURU RASA has risen beyond the earthly plane. She is at once mortal but
also the vessel which contains MOTHERGOD on earth.

My disciples make these memes, thank you. I am not the only Incarnation, there are many.

When we see GURU RASA we see MOTHERGOD who works powerfully through Her.
It is MOTHERGOD in GURU RASA to whom we pledge our total allegiance and
our unquestioning obedience to the huge task ahead.

The question we must each ask ourselves is not Is GURURASA worthy enough
to receive my love and obedience but am I worthy enough to offer Her my
love and obedience.

GURU RASA beckons us to Her in all HER power, full of the essence and
purpose of MOTHERGOD and we must ask:

“AM I WORTHY OF HER?”

If your Heart is with God, you are worthy of me

It is a question we must all ask ourselves.

I know that I do not feel worthy but will strive with all my ability to be
worthy to offer Her my complete love and obedience. It is the same love
and obedience we would offer to MOTHERGOD because it is in fact to Her we
offer it through Her great ANOINTED GURU RASA.

GURU RASA is a leader of great power and the greatest services we can hope
to render to Her is to carry out with unquestioning loyalty and obedience
the tasks She assigns to us to successfully master the huge challenges
ahead.

WE must ask again and again:

“AM I WORTHY TO SERVE GURU RASA?”

Grab hold of Mother & She will take you where you must go. If you desire her sincerely, you are worthy.

If we are honest many of us must say NO! Or at best NOT YET! but we must
look inside to see if we have the strength to pledge ourselves to Her.

We have in GURU RASA a direct path to MOTHERGOD. Do we have the courage to
take it?

Ask me for courage & you will find it

RASA SAYS:

Thank you Michael Krause. I call you, as Mother God, to become a
right-hand General in my Army, I Anoint you to fight at my side, to be
there for her, Mother God / Me, & valiantly Be the Truth. Thank you for
joining! U R Anointed! BEGIN THE WORK!

Make sure you drink good coffee before you start!
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Written by Disciple Michael Krause, answered by Guru Rasa Von Werder Dec. 2, 2012

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Woman Thou Art God 9-19-19

Why Women Need Their Own Religion

Our former American President, Jimmy Carter, gave a speech at the ‘Parliament of the World’s Religions’ in Australia, in December, 2009.

He spoke in his capacity as a member of ‘The Elders,’ a council of retired leaders organized by Nelson Mandela. (A group that is addressing the problems of the world.)

The Elders issued a joint statement calling on religious leaders to ‘change all discriminatory practices within their own religion & traditions’ against women.’

Jimmy Carter spoke like so:

“Religions derive their power and popularity in part from the ethical compass they offer. So why do so many faiths help perpetuate something that most of us regard as profoundly unethical: the oppression of women?”

RASA SAYS: GOOD QUESTION MR. CARTER, & THE ANSWER IS, BECAUSE THEY WANT TO DEMORALIZE, BEAT DOWN, CONTROL, ENSLAVE, UTILIZE & EXPLOIT WOMEN FOR THEIR OWN PATRIARCHAL BENEFIT. INDEED, SUCH OPPRESSION IS UNETHICAL, BUT THEY ARE AN UNETHICAL GROUP OF PEOPLE WHO CARE NOT FOR GOD, RIGHTEOUSNESS OR COMPASSION, THEY ONLY CARE FOR GREED, SELF AGGRANDIZEMENT & SELF SATISFACTION.

Jimmy Carter:
“It is not that warlords in Congo cite Scripture to justify their mass rapes. It’s not that brides are burned in India as part of a Hindu ritual. And there’s no verse in the Koran that instructs Afghan thugs to throw acid in the faces of girls who dare to go to school.
Yet these kinds of abuses — along with more banal injustices, like slapping a girlfriend or paying women less for their work — arise out of a social context in which women are, often, second-class citizens. That’s a context that religions have helped shape, and not pushed hard to change.”

RASA SAYS: YES INDEED, RELIGION IS A HUGE, FUNDAMENTAL INSTRUMENT IN THE SUBJUGATION, TORTURE, EVEN THE MURDER OF WOMEN, & THESE RELIGIONS DO NOT DEFEND WOMEN WHEN MEN GO TOO FAR.

Mr. Carter continues:
“Women are prevented from playing a full and equal role in many faiths, creating an environment in which violations against women are justified,

The belief that women are inferior human beings in the eyes of God,” Mr. Carter continued, “gives excuses to the brutal husband who beats his wife, the soldier who rapes a woman, the employer who has a lower pay scale for women employees, or parents who decide to abort a female embryo.”

RASA SAYS: YES WE COULD CITE THOUSANDS OF INJUSTICES, EVERY DAY IN EVERY WAY, MANY TIMES A DAY TO MILLIONS OF WOMEN ALL OVER THE WORLD, WOMEN OF ALL RELIGIONS, COUNTRIES & RACES.
PATRIARCHAL RELIGION TEACHES HATRED OF WOMEN, AT THE VERY LEAST, LOOKING DOWN ON THEM, IT IS PART & PARCEL OF PATRIARCHY; IT IS AN INSTRUMENT OF DEMORALIZATION OF WOMEN.

Mr. Carter sees religion as one of the “basic causes of the violation of women’s rights.”

The Elders’ begin their meetings with a silent prayer. One of their numbers is Bishop Desmond Tutu.

Another member, Mary Robinson, is the former president of Ireland and United Nations high commissioner for human rights. She added,

“We all recognized that if there’s one overarching issue for women it’s the way that religion can be manipulated to subjugate women.”

Both the Koran & the bible are discriminatory against women.

Saint Paul said women “must be silent.”

Deuteronomy says that if a woman does not bleed on her wedding night, “the men of her town shall stone her to death.”

An Orthodox Jewish prayer thanks God, “who hast not made me a woman.”

The Koran stipulates that a woman shall inherit less than a man, and that a woman’s testimony counts for half a man’s.

In present day Africa it would be helpful if religious leaders spoke up for widows who are deprived of inheritance, against teachers who demand sex from female students & against the epidemic rapes.

In Uganda, the influence of conservative Christians is found in a grotesque push to execute gays.

Yet on the bright side (in Africa) it seems that Evangelicals & especially Pentecostal have encouraged women to take leadership roles.

One leader on the world stage that stands out is The Dalai Lama, who calls himself ‘a feminist.’ He said that the hope of our future belongs to women.

On the issue of slavery: Each of the Abrahamic faiths accepted slavery. Muhammad owned slaves, and St. Paul basically said if you’re a slave – accept it. Yet the pioneers against slavery were Quakers and evangelicals like William Wilberforce. People of God worked passionately to overthrow an institution that churches had condoned.

Today, when Patriarchal churches exclude women from leadership & rituals, the implication is that females are inferior.
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Now in the face of recent studies & research IT IS KNOWN THAT FEMALES ARE SUPERIOR TO MALES.

The first book I know that was popularized & proved female superiority was Ashley Montagu’s, ‘The Natural Superiority of Women,’ & that was in 1952. His conclusions were obviously done on findings prior to that, mostly on the two X chromosomes of women vs. males having one, but also numerous scientific & social research.

Today there are hundreds more proofs of female superiority & male inferiority, the most dramatic of which is human males are going extinct. Try intimidating us against that truth. (Dr. Bryan Sykes ‘Adam’s Curse – A Future without Men.’)

We know that women will reproduce through parthenogenesis & 23 chromosomes put from one women’s egg into another’s. In that way, the future is women, two female parents, all girl offspring. There is no denying this, although males might squawk about it, it’s inevitable. (Bryan Sykes does not mention sperm banks – One supposes that could keep males here at least for a while.)

Mother God/nature has made her decision & if we go against it, we work against the Will of God.

Our conclusion: Woman, Thou Art God.

We have been through a myriad of atrocities for thousands of years, but NO LIE CAN LIVE FOREVER – THE TRUTH IS OUT.

Turn your back now on male-domination religion, – who needs them? Don’t give them donations – most religious people, most church attendees & therefore most financial contributors ARE WOMEN! Without women, THEIR DOORS WILL CLOSE! The truth is: Their religions are made to oppress women, men are not the targets, men don’t care about God, they’d rather play golf or watch football than go to church – you are the one going to Church & being brainwashed.

Here President Carter is speaking against the discrimination & oppression of religion to women. STOP GOING TO CHURCH! Create your own church in your home, (see how to build a church in your home on my site, Woman Thou Art God) in friend’s homes, meet in each other’s businesses like beauty parlors, boutiques, restaurants, bars, nail places, etc. Baptize your family & friends yourself, say Mass yourself, do the Holy Confession & any other Sacraments & rituals yourself – (who ordained Jesus? Let that same PERSON ordain you.)

Later, you will rent larger places & eventually, build temples. In time, female churches will replace all the dick-steepled buildings.

Take your spiritual life into your own hands, do not depend on, worry about, or concern yourself any more with Patriarchal Churches, what they say or do – YOU DO NOT NEED THEM!

: WALK ALONE LIKE THE RHINOCEROS

We have OUR OWN DOCTRINE, AGENDA, SPIRITUALITY, COSMOLOGY, BELIEF SYSTEM – we have ALL THINGS OUR OWN.

THEY NEED US – WE DO NOT NEED THEM. THEY CANNOT REPRODUCE, WE CAN REPRODUCE & KEEP THE CHILDREN FOR OURSELVES, DEPRIVE THEM OF THE CHILDREN AS THEY ARE RATCHET & DANGEROUS. Men are not only physically dependent on us (for breeding,) they are emotionally more dependent on us than we are on them – without a woman a man is lost, he gets sick & dies or commits suicide.

They had us as slaves because of MONEY. We’re pulling out of that problem, no more slaves. Make your own money or when you have children, (if you can’t work) stay on welfare instead of putting up with abusers.

We are getting wealthier, that cracks their domination of us. No more oppression, no more abuse:

Woman Thou Art God, claim your Divinity!

9-19-19…..to be continued…..Rasa Von Werder

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The New Religion XIII – Lucky Thirteen – Woman

Thou Art God – 9-15-19

Last installment we were blessed with the participation of William Bond. This time we are delighted to have the genius Freyja Derrickson here. This was actually written in 2014! At the end will be some of my recent remarks.

Added some black cats for GOOD LUCK. I own one, she just appeared in my house & took care of the mouse/rat problem right away. She was sleeping upstairs on a linen shelf for a week before I saw her.

FREYJA DERRICKSON SAYS:

Chenghis, I couldn’t help noticing that you’re fond of parroting scripture as the primary basis of your argument. have you ever

wondered where those words came from, or why so many of the world’s cultures have constructed a male concept of divinity? for

the most part, they were composed, revised, and censored by generations of misogynistic church councils and caliphs – patriarchs

with purely secular agendas. this is the milieu of your birth, chenghis, and you are clearly incapable of questioning it.

Imo, scripture quoting is just a contest – a chest bump over who has the oldest or most documents to support their (otherwise

shaky) argument. it’s a lot easier than actually thinking for one’s self. some people use their “holy books” as more SCRIPT than

scripture. and it’s an extremely one-sided contest. patriarchs have thousands of texts from which to quote, but pagans don’t. why is that?

For most of human civilization, female gods were the unquestioned norm. it was obvious. nature and intuition point to Woman as the

Creator. but most of the ancient texts that supported goddess worship have been systematically destroyed over the past two

millennia. these documents didn’t survive christian, jewish, and islamic censorship. “holy men” tossed these gems of ancient

knowledge into countless fires across europe and asia (sometimes they even tossed people into these fires.) patriarchs selectively

co-opted the parts they liked into jehovah cults. man lived in ignorance. so Eve showed him the tree of knowledge, which was good

right? No, it was a mortal sin to be punished. males rewrote the Truth She gifted him, destroyed the original version, and enslaved

Her for thousands of years.

Remember the burning of Alexandria? that great library was one of the wonders of the world, containing the best works of pagan

science, goddess texts, literature, medicine, music and magik. all that ancient wisdom went up in smoke. once again, in 364 the

christian emperor jovian ordered the entire library of Antioch to be burned because it had been stocked with inconvenient pagan

documents. I mean, just read history. patriarchal religions either use violent inquisitions, fatwas, and censorship, or they gradually

fade away. so excuse me for not trading scripture for scripture. you guys systematically burned them, and besides, I’d rather speak for myself.

We live at the beginning of a cultural renaissance, the rediscovery of ancient matriarchal truths and rites. they destroyed our words,

but there are many hidden clues, such as the divergent symbol systems from the Parthenon, frescoes of Pompeii, and various

temples of Isis, Artemis, etc. the hebrews chopped down the Ashtoreth goddess poles. however, they also translated many of the

initiatic mysteries of Isis into Hebrew and preserved them. christians also have many goddess symbols and tenants that have lain

dormant for centuries, seemingly hidden until a more enlightened time – our time.

Christianity and islam co-opted the egyptian & mesopotamian goddess symbols and customs and claimed them for their own. Isis,

Astarte, and Ishtar were the originals; they are copies. this is a rapidly growing subfield of cultural anthropology and the

scholarship is overwhelming. if copyright law applied to religion, the major faiths would have to file bankruptcy and repay billions

to Dianic Wiccans. tell pope francis we’ll accept cash, paypal, or papal gold.

Okay chenghis, now you can respond with patriarchal SCRIPTure………..2014…………………………………………………….

Rasa says:

Freyja speaks rightly. They destroyed & erased the ancient Mother God scriptures – they killed the Women of Mother

God in the Inquisition – they erased out of history what the great women did. (see Dr. Mary Daly on that.)

And now, with lies in their mouth, repeating the twisted or co-opted ideas of the Patriarchs, these male dogs bark at us, as if their

written words could mow us down. Like we don’t know the Truth unless we hear “manspeak?”

As Freyja says correctly, we are now rebuilding the concepts, scriptures, prerogatives, words, rituals, activities & lives of the

ancient Goddesses & their religions. It isn’t easy, but we are doing it.

Look all that men have destroyed. They do genocide upon peoples. The “conquistadors” made extinct, or decimated with blood

letting & diseases the AZTECS, INCAS, MAYANS, ditto men destroyed the ABORIGINES, AMERICAN INDIANS &

HAWAIIANS. (There were millions of American Indians at one time, also Hawaiians, now only a few hundred thousand.) Of course

they also destroyed their valuable scriptures, way of life, languages, cultures & religions, many of which were Matriarchal.

Men have also MADE SPECIES EXTINCT & have put the entire planet in danger of gross pollution. The oceans, water & air are

polluted, now it seems they have released radiation upon us where everyone on the planet might be affected – all the work of men,

their demons, their religions.

We have seen the result of “man’s wisdom” which is folly. We hear these Patriarchal clowns constantly harping, barking, shouting,

even threatening us. It’s their same old story. A woman speaks up, she is shouted down. They are demonics.

Hearing this Genghis Khan whatever just makes me sick, thinking of all the evil men just like him. They are demons. I often

wonder, what percent of them are normal, human, of Mother God? How tiny of a percent? Is it ten percent? I do know that when

alpha men took over with murder, most men played along with them, & do continue following them now. I am just wondering what

percent are demons. I am glad you have patience to explain things to these creatures, Freyja, I don’t………………….2014

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Woman, Thou Art God!

You heard the wise teaching of Freyja, what males have done. Now listen, all the wisdom of Mother God is WITHIN

YOU. Even if there is scant HER-Story, the Identity of Woman is written in your heart & mind, engraved by LOVE.

It is YOUR LOVE that gives life meaning. Begin to disdain all that men have written, take it with a GRAIN OF SALT.

Their traditions, agenda, in all their religions, scriptures, bible, Koran, crazed cults, are to be DISREGARDED by you – except of

course the words of Jesus (a reincarnated Buddhist Satguru) & the words from Buddha – or anyone who thinks like that (pure love

equality, compassion.) Don’t throw the baby out with the bath water – The Catholic Church has much to answer for, run by men,

but Our Holy Mary has appeared many times to save the world, (documented on Woman Thou Art God website.)

Don’t let men, Priests, leaders, any kind of men, bamboozle you, confound you, intimidate you or brainwash you. If you

are at their mercy, say in a debate, & can’t think of an answer to their insanity, just tell them you will go to Mother God & pray to

seek the answer. They can’t stop you from that.

Rely on the God within you, after you have cultivated a good relationship with Her & can feel, hear, understand Her

resonating within you.

To be continued……..Rasa Von Werder………..9-15-19

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The New Religion – XII – Woman Thou Art God

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

The New Religion – XII - Woman Thou Art God

9-14-19

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

All People Should Worship the Female as Icon of God, NOT the Male

From William Bond:

In recent times there has come to light a desire by many men wanting to worship women as Goddesses. This is probably not a new phenomenon and may come from ancient times but has been repressed by patriarchy.

I first come across it as a young man in a book called “The Girl with the Swans Down Seat”, by Cyril Pearl. This was a book about a 19th century prostitute called Skittles who became a high-class courtesan. It seems her success came from making her wealthy clients worship her as a goddess.

She was called Skittles because she threatened to knock men down like skittles if they displeased her. Later, she also became a fashion leader in London and Paris, in spite of her working class upbringing, as young aristocratic women would copy her style of dress and behavior.

Men probably once worshiped women as goddesses in ancient Goddess temples but because of patriarchy destroyed this practice, men could only do this behind closed door with prostitutes or their wives.

Male rulers have claimed to be gods since the dawn of recorded history where they set themselves up as gods. The trouble is these god-king rulers have shown themselves to be flawed human-beings and certainly not god-like in they way they ruled.

Many holy-men have done the same thing where their followers have worshiped them as gods and this still goes on today creating crazy cults. Extreme example would be Jim Jones and the Jonestown mass suicide.

I have seen this in action when I was involved in the New Age movement. One of these guru-gods was Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh and in the early 1970s his teachings were impressive. So much so, he counted royalty and movie stars among his converts.

Then when his followers began to worship him as a god, it all went wrong. His teachings deteriorated as he become involved in drugs, sex scandals and exploiting his followers. It finally ended badly, when he went to prison.

This is not an uncommon story among many New Age gurus so what goes wrong when we worship men as Gods? If we go back to Rajneesh we find at first he was a great meditation teacher. It was probably through meditation he was able to tune into wisdom of MotherGod and just passed on what he learned in meditation.

Then when he became very successful his followers wanted to worship him as a God and he went along with this.

Unfortunately, like many of these god-gurus he began to believe what his followers told him. So when he thought of himself as a God he no longer believed he needed to meditate to receive the wisdom of MotherGod, because as a God he thought he knew everything.

So because he was no longer connected to MotherGod and Her wisdom to guide him it all went badly wrong. This then is the problem when men set themselves up as gods.

To be fair, this hasn’t happened to all God-men there are exceptions like the Dalai Lama who although is worshiped like a god by people throughout the world, has never lost his contact with MotherGod. We can see this through his gentle and loving teachings.

So if things generally go wrong if men are worshiped like gods, does the same thing happen when women are worshiped in the same way? It could do, if women lose their contact with MotherGod but they are far less likely to do this as both MotherGod and most women are feminine in nature.

Men generally block off their connection to MotherGod when they hate others. Women can also hate but they will more likely to internalize their hatred and hate themselves. So this is how many women block off their connection to MotherGod. But men can learn to love others through the worship of women and women can learn to love themselves by being worshiped by men.

If a woman is not connecting to MotherGod because she has any hatred for herself, then having a man worship her, can help her have greater love for herself. So this will help unblock any self-hate feelings that were preventing her contacting MotherGod.

At the same time if a man is not connecting to MotherGod because he has some hate for others. Then having a strong love of a woman through worship will help unblock any hateful feelings that prevent him contacting MotherGod.

So the worship of women by men benefits both sexes and helps them both gain a closer connection to MotherGod.

9-14-19

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From Rasa Von Werder:

There’s a major reason why men are not to be worshiped as ‘God’ or spiritual leaders, & that reason is Nature did not

create them for that – they are helpmates & protectors, made to risk their lives for their people – but not to lead them.

It is women that are by Nature the leaders, & they have the brain apparatus to do so.

There are numerous studies of FEMALE SUPERIORITY over men, starting with the X chromosome, women having

two, males having one, their Y chromosome being a mutilated X. (The knowledge that they are going extinct is not propagated in

our Patriarchal world. They became what they are by default as they did not have two proper X chromosomes to become a

woman, Nature saying, ‘OK, I cannot make a perfect, reproductive human out of this creature, but I will make a default human, &

he’ll be good as a helpmate. Instead of reproductive capacity I will give him more size & muscle, a brain where he jumps into

danger as that will protect the women & children, no capacity to love as he won’t need it, he isn’t made for that, etc.’ The

qualities of males are self evident, do I need to list them all?)

The most recent studies that bear this out are the brain scans conducted by Dr. Daniel Amen – 62,000 scans of men &

women, discovering ‘what we already knew’ many say – that the primitive back part of the brain of males is awake but the front

‘civilized’ part of their brains is asleep. It is the frontal lobes that determine leadership, intuition, legitimate concern, ability to handle

impulses, compassion, etc.

Lack of these qualities renders males a lot less capable than females.

Furthermore, it’s been long known that the corpus collasum, which connects the different parts of the brain is highly

developed in women but minuscule in men – women can think with their entire brains while men cannot.

Now you understand why males are made to JUMP INTO SITUATIONS WHICH ARE DANGEROUS & LIFE

THREATENING while women ARE NOT. In biological/survival of the species terms, one male can inseminate numerous women,

but one woman can have no more than a child per year – (it’s advised no more than every five years for emotional development as

well as immune system maturity–they need mother’s milk for that. Early weaning causes ‘attachment disorder’ which is now

pandemic around our globe.)

As we are saying, males are IMPULSIVE & do not think with ALL PARTS OF THEIR BRAIN AT ONE TIME which

explains a whole world of behavior from them.

Then why are males able to start & run these cults where they are respected & even worshiped? Because in a

Patriarchal society we’re brainwashed to BELIEVE IN, RESPECT, & LOOK TO MALES FOR AUTHORITY. Much of this male

veneration started long before the scientific proof of their inferiority- thousands of years ago lies started making women second

rate, disempowering them, empowering men financially, emotionally, socially, & we’re still living on the fringe of that mentality.

It explains why WOMEN have not formed any cults – certainly not dangerous ones that ended in murder & suicide -

because people don’t take female leaders seriously, they can’t get a group started to save their lives – I certainly can’t. But some guy

will come along for a Matriarchal cult & they will follow him. Women right now, in general, hate themselves & each other – they

agree with men that most things ARE THEIR OWN FAULT even if it’s not true – they’re brainwashed. Being raped, exploited,

beaten up IS ALL OUR OWN FAULT, didn’t you know? We are made to hate ourselves from the day we are born & it takes a

LIVING WOMAN to swim upstream, (dead women flow down with the current) to resist & challenge these insane assumptions.

RECENT CULTS OF MEN ENDING IN MURDER & TRAGEDY

Now just a bit of a roundup of some of the cults men have led in recent times (there have been numerous ones through

the ages this a a sample of the most famous ones on the news since the 1970′s.)

There was JIM JONES rounding up an interracial group of followers, taking them to Guyana, his platform was racial

equality. He started his ministry in 1955, on November 18, 1978, in ‘Jonestown’ he had over 900 people drink Flavor Aid with

cyanide – they forced it on the CHILDREN FIRST.

Then along cam DAVID KORESH, leader of the Branch Davidians – he was acquiring a lot of fire arms & was raided

by the Feds – In a shootout six Davidians & four Feds were killed. There followed a 51 day siege where Koresh, his followers,

wives &multiple children by many wives would not come out. The Feds tried to smoke them out, starting a fire, over seventy

people were burned to death–1993.

‘Heaven’s Gate,’ Marshall Applewhite, was an unusual fellow. He had a ‘sexless’ wife & later got four of his male

followers castrated. He rented a mansion in a San Diego suburb where they waited for ‘Haley’s Comet’ to come by — there was a

flying saucer behind it they would jump into after killing themselves. This hoped-for transition happened on March 26 1997, thirty-

nine people died after taking poison.

WILL THE REAL JESUS PLEASE STAND UP

Now we have a new guy to look forward to, his name is ALAN JOHN MILLER. But he isn’t Alan, he’s actually JESUS.

His wife is Mary but she’s really MARY MAGDALENE. He’s in Australia where his thirty or more followers have pulled together

half a million to buy a huge piece of property, in the middle of nowhere, for a COMPOUND.

Cult investigator Rev. David Millikin researched this for almost a year, says the fact that they are removing their home

base far from the world is OMINOUS as then the leader has complete control over the members – the way Jones & Koresh had.

In the You Tube videos about them I watched Alan does look like popular images of Jesus. When did people start telling

him he looks like Jesus I thought. He then got the idea, ‘Hey, if I look like Him, I could impersonate Him, I’m a reincarnation I’ll tell

them.”

The BIG TRICK he pulls is the HYPNOSIS. He’s gotten both males & females thoroughly convinced that they were

there with him – during the real Jesus lifetime, that they were characters like the Centurion & Mary Magdalene. People SHAKE &

CRY way too easily, better than professional actors, he somehow digs into their PAST HISTORY OF CHILDHOOD ABUSE &

PAIN to get the emotions & then convinces them they witnessed the life & death of Jesus, & they go into convulsions on the

subject. They seem to respond as if TRIGGERED BY MEMORIES but it’s actually HYPNOSIS – I have seen it demonstrated on

stage & am a professional hypnotist myself. I know the potentials. This is MASS or CULT HYPNOSIS where he gets a

couple to believe, then because they believe, they hook others in, it gets exponential. Then they all agree to agree THIS IS

REALITY but it’s their reality, subjective, not objective reality, & the worst part of it is again, he gets CHILDREN INVOLVED &

that’s heartbreaking as they cannot defend themselves, make a decision, or get out.

Bottom line – here is a guy who wants THE THINGS OF THE WORLD & THE FLESH banking on the name & identity

of Jesus Christ, who came to earth to teach poverty & Holy Suffering. But he isn’t suffering – he’s gaining beautiful women,

admiration from many, even little children falling at his feet. He does not carry the Cross, he will not be crucified, he lives in

comfort, not poverty, he collects big money & is gaining fame – all the things Satan tempted Jesus with at the end of his time on the

mountain. Satan said,

“I will give you all the Kingdom’s of the world & their glory if you will bow down & worship me.”

Of course Jesus rebuked him, told him to get lost & said He would only worship God alone & only God would he

serve.

But Alan is obeying Satan.

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Listen to NO MAN, not your husband, not to any cult leader, not to any Priest or Guru – none of them deserves to RULE

YOUR MIND. Your mind is yours & yours alone, keep it pristine. If you want to follow something, follow saints through books,

both male & female, they are SAFE.

I mostly followed Saints that way, where they couldn’t hurt me. I had two exploiters early in my life – a Bogi Yogi who

used me for support & sex & a money-hungry female faith healer who soaked me for money & put death curses on me when I

refused to give it.

When you follow saints through books they can’t touch you & you learn a lot. I never met anyone that perfect in real

life, they are few & far between.

Just remember, Woman, that GOD IS WITHIN YOU – work to contact that God. Be patient, it may take years to

contact the still, small voice & inner senses, but God is there, & this God is the REAL YOU. You do not need any LIVING

PEOPLE to tell you anything–ESPECIALLY MEN. I have read countless stories of male abusive Gurus, Priests, Ministers,

Mentors & other type ‘leaders,’ & women are not without fault. Stay alone, praying & meditating. Read BOOKS & follow the

lives & teachings of REAL SAINTS, real heroines & heroes.

WORSHIP OF WOMEN IN THE FLESH

William Bond speaks of the worship of women, well & good. But this must be true respect-worship.

The word worship, what does it mean?

“reverent honor and homage paid to God or a sacred personage, or to any object regarded as sacred.

Formal or ceremonious rendering of such honor and homage.”

To me, reverent honor & homage means to give credit to women for the great things they have done in the past – I promote these women. I also admire & promote great women of the present, I honor their accomplishments, I do not compete with them, I give them credit & talk about them on social media, I speak of them in my articles. My lady friends, I buy them drinks, I treat them to dinners, I listen to them with respect.

Those who have believed in me – disciples – have had God-experiences because of me. This then is real ‘God worship’ or worship of the God inside me, not merely my flesh. To worship the flesh alone, that is not true worship. If a woman or man is HOLY as Jesus was Holy then to worship their flesh brings grace.

To worship the flesh of a person that is NOT HOLY is not a sin, but it does not bring GRACE. For example, you can see God in all life; people, animals & nature. But to see does not mean you will get any special graces. But when I worshiped the WOUNDS OF JESUS, I did get special graces. For a year I followed the devotion of Teresa Helena Higginson to the Sacred Head of Jesus, revering his Wisdom, his Will, his Understanding, his Memory–all that came from his mind & brain – I was improved by this.

Just remember, Woman Thou Art God. All of God is WITHIN YOU, worship this God.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-14-19

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, The New Religion XVI Sixteen Heal the Men, Uncategorized

The New Religion XI – Eleven – Woman Thou Art God

: RECEIVE YOUR GOD POWER

: RECEIVE YOUR GOD POWER

9-9-19-Part XI-Woman Thou Art God-Installment

Eleven-The New Religion

Becoming God, Leaving God, Returning

Woman, thou art God! But you don’t always FEEL like God, at times you feel ‘down & out,’ – weak – vulnerable, mentally/emotionally ‘out there,’ you just call out to God saying,

: I DID NOT ALWAYS FEEL

STRONG

“Majesty, when I was strong I helped so many. Now I’m weak, it’s the ‘dark night of the soul’ when Jesus was on the Cross & asked God why She had forsaken him, & soon thereafter, He passed out.

: GOD, RIGHT NOW I NEED YOUR HELP!

Someone has put into my nest eggs I did not put &

now I have too many babies!

I can no longer handle this, it’s too much for me, I need help, &

no human can come to my rescue. I ask you, through your angels

& saints, to come to me & heal me of this anguish.”

: GOD WHERE ARE YOU? I AM ALL ALONE, I NEED HELP!

This was my state SO MANY TIMES when I was in love with a man – let’s call him Jeff. His condition was like so: In Richard Wagner’s ‘The Ring’ Goddess Brunhilde has displeased the Big Dad-God Woton, & he puts her on a cliff, as punishment, surrounded by a RING OF FIRE. No man can get through that ring lest he be a HERO & meeting heroes happens less times than meeting zeroes, it takes a while, maybe a hundred years. But then Siegfried comes along & he’s got what it takes – he gets through the fire & saves the damsel – it’s a test of TRUE LOVE, like the kiss of the Prince who loved her truly in Sleeping Beauty.

: HERE COMES A TEST OF TRUE LOVE

: MOTHER YOU HAVE THE WHOLE

WORLD IN YOUR HANDS!

Jeff Jones was in that state – CURSED so badly that no woman could reach him unless she had a Sword of God so great that it would smite THIRTY DEMONS surrounding him, a task requiring formidable love & years of pain.

: HE WAS IN A PLACE – EMOTIONALLY – WHERE NO

ONE COULD REACH HIM

No woman infatuated with Jeff could endure his behavior. Many wanted him (tall, handsome, sexy), he drove them away.

: TALL, HANDSOME, SEXY, BUT HE

DROVE THEM AWAY – HE COULD NOT

RECEIVE LOVE NOR GIVE IT TRULY – HE

WAS TOO WOUNDED

It gets complicated. We fell in love–age didn’t matter. I liked young men, he loved older women. But as I said, he was surrounded by demons, to put another way; he was infested or possessed by them, which means what? Instead of acting like a normal person, his behavior was contradictory, like saying “I want to marry you”….telling people he was in love with me, asking people to have me speak with him, dance with him, but when I approached, he’d run away, then after running away, I go to my car & he’s there. Then he’d disappear for a month, telling people I was ‘obsessed’ with him. He’d block me on all social media, give his number to every new girl he met but not to me, but then he’d search for me in the streets & pursue me for love, & this behavior went on for the LAST FIVE YEARS.

: HIS BEHAVIOR GAVE ONE FEMALE A NERVOUS

BREAKDOWN

One female friend of mine was attracted to him, got him to have sex with her a few times, but the way he jacked her around gave her a nervous breakdown.

: WHAT WAS GOD’S PLAN?

Before I met Jeff I had been celibate for thirty years. God told me to ‘have fun’ & this experiment with ‘fun’ resulted in the affair. It wasn’t fun. I’m still uncertain as to why God wanted me to leave the place of peace I was in – men were no longer sex symbols but brothers. God pushed me back into this quagmire of dating, drinking, sex & affairs, apparently, some good would come of it, it was God’s plan, but what was the plan?

: BUT WHAT WAS THE PLAN?

: ENDURE, DON’T GIVE UP

This topic will touch many women, because 99+% have suffered, are suffering, or will suffer at the hands of men for LOVING THEM.

: SUFFERING AT THE HANDS OF MEN

I will not try to speak for many cases or other women, but only one case – my own – & you can draw conclusions if they apply. If I even tried to cover more than this, I’d get lost in the effort. I will stick to one case, one man, where it felt like I ‘fell from grace’ (but didn’t) & then, after years of torture peace returned.

: ROMANTIC LOVE, ANY KIND OF LOVE, CAN BE THE

GREATEST BLISS OR DEEPEST PAIN

For the explanation, I will turn to Mother God within me, reminding me of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane, on His knees asking God why He was putting Him through this torture. Could God let this cup pass? No? OK, God, it’s your plan, your Will, not mine. But what is the plan? And Jesus saw the future, how many would believe, many would not, his Blood would save some, others would ignore it, there were good & bad results from His Sacrifice. (From the visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich, stigmatized mystic. She was the one Mel Gibson got ‘The Passion’ from, he wrongly credited the Jesuits. Women are often deprived of credit whatever they do.)

: WHY SUFFER BECAUSE OF LOVE?

: WHY DID JESUS

HAVE TO

SUFFER SO

MUCH FOR

LOVE?

: THE RING OF FIRE AROUND HIM WOULD BURN

ME

I also was told by God in this case to leave Heaven or a place of tranquility – go back to the shallow, evil world, get attached, addicted to men & sex again, & especially, fall in love, in which case all my PTSD would come back because this was no blessed man, this was a man cursed into his own Hell, from which he had to be saved! The ring of fire surrounding him would burn me!

: THIS WAS A MAN WHO HAD BEEN CURSED

Me to Mother God:

It has been troublesome to me or I should say confusing, as to why you sent me back into the world to experience THIS. The stress of what I went through with Jeff led to a series of numerous anxiety attacks, severe ones, about fifteen. Unknown to me possibly five of those attacks were actually HEART ATTACKS – the pain was so unbearable I almost passed out – I was near death & later told me I was a month away from it.

: BROUGHT DOWN TO DEATH

During these years of being banished, pushed into ‘having fun’ I have many questions.

There is a mystery here. I am trying to figure out what’s been happening to me scientifically & spiritually during the time of ‘banishment’ by attachment to the world, flesh & especially earthly love.

: EARTHLY LOVE

At this time, I’m back with God. The anxiety for Jeff is gone; I have none at all, I feel like a different person. Anxiety is fear, it went away, it plagued & tortured me for five years. When this left me I rose again into my God Self, Jeff is on a shelf some place, not that I don’t love him – but without the anxiety I look at him & feel free, powerful, I AM GOD AGAIN. With the anxiety I felt weak, vulnerable, broken, diminished, unimportant, all HORRIBLE THINGS.

: THE HORRORS I FELT

: I AM GOD AGAIN, STILL LOVE

HIM BUT FREE FROM ANXIETY

ABOUT IT

He now lives with a female which is a false front; it’s what he presents to the world on face book. He sees me whenever he can find me in the city. He ‘climbs my balcony,’ secretly like Romeo with Juliet. I am the one he loves, but he uses the other girl the way he’s used women all his life. Myself, he never asked for anything – with her, it’s understood that as long as she can support him, he’ll keep up the front.

: I AM HIS SECRET LOVE, WHILE HE

MAINTAINS A FALSE FRONT WITH

ANOTHER

Meanwhile, he writes poems to me on the internet, confessions & prayers explaining he’s made mistakes, the pain, fear, demons plaguing him, repenting, asking my help, forgiveness, True Love & marriage –he can’t put my name, it would crash his front, people must be scratching their heads wondering who is he writing about?

: OUR MYSTICAL MARRIAGE IS

KNOWN ONLY TO US

Because of these heart-wrenching disclosures, we had a meeting on Easter Sunday this year, April 21st, where I accepted his contrition, the call for Union, we were MYSTICALLY MARRIED by the HAND OF GOD. I knew what this sort of marriage is, but it had never taken place between me & a living person– It had occurred between God & me, with Saints & Gurus several times. Mystical marriage is PERFECT UNION where the two become ONE in a Sacrament – (Marriage is one of the Sacraments of the Church.)

: MYSTICAL MARRIAGE: TWO BECOME ONE,

SEAMLESSLY, NO DIFFERENCE OR

SEPARATION, PERFECT UNION

: “ONCE I HAD A SECRET LOVE” BEAUTIFUL SONG

Prior to our marriage I would look at his face book with the other woman – now with a child – & feel sick, a sense of rejection, now I DON’T. My feeling is one of INDIFFERENCE to his front; I see right through it, it doesn’t tweak my emotions.

: NO LONGER TORTURED BY JEALOUSY AS I KNOW HE’S MINE FOREVER

Before the Sacrament of Marriage, as I explained before, I would look at him on face book & feel diminished, small, like I had to PROVE SOMETHING to him to be WORTHY OF HIM.

: THOUGHTS THAT WERE NOT LOGICAL

PLAGUED ME

If I got more famous would it help? (He’s a nobody, what a preposterous thought, he doesn’t deserve the degree of fame I already have.) If I got wealthier would that do it? (He hasn’t got a pot to piss in.) If I got a face lift, would he want me more? (Stupid thought, all these thoughts are illogical, based on fear. He likes older women, looking young again would be counterproductive.)

: RIDICULOUS THOUGHTS PLAGUED ME

These ridiculous thoughts plagued me – I felt REJECTED because he put another woman up publicly. I felt SMALL, insecure, unimportant (lost my identity!) all because of this un-distinguished man; demon plagued, dysfunctional, uncultured, unaccomplished, poor, addicted, lost, & LOVING HIM SO MUCH & NOT BEING ACCEPTED BY HIM PUBLICLY MADE ME FEEL LIKE A “NOTHING” like if he didn’t love me, MY LIFE WASN’T WORTH LIVING ANY MORE! My life was over! As bizarre as this sounds looking back at it is how it works & I’m not the only one – I’ve seen it in many of my girlfriends who feel exactly the same way over the men they love. They’re jumping through hoops trying to figure how to win him back or make him love them, doing desperate things. I felt desperate.

: I FELT DESPERATE (but it was all in my mind!)

After the mystical marriage I woke up from a deep dark Purgatory of pain. I felt lighter day by day as I rose from anxiety, attachment & fear, into confidence, freedom & bliss. I KNEW I was BIG – he was small. I saw him poor, pathetic & pitiful, while I was rich with blessings; strong, successful, unhampered. He was limping along with this false front, a house of cards that would soon fall from one card knocked down – the females ability to support them.

: HIS FAKE FRONT WOULD SOON END

: THEN I REALIZED I WAS

STRONG, HE WAS PITIFUL

Eleven years before – 2008 – I had by the command of God, plunged into the shallows & wastes of human sense again, (by God saying ‘have fun’) got stigmatized again (martyrdom, emptiness, poverty), God had basically told me to LEAVE HER—leave Her Heaven, but you see, SHE IS HEAVEN so when I leave Her I leave Heaven, it is one & the same thing.

: GOD IS HEAVEN, HEAVEN IS GOD, THEY ARE ONE &

THE SAME & WHEN YOU LEAVE ONE YOU LEAVE THE

OTHER

By going into the world, falling in love, my mind became possessed & attached to this man, my happiness depended on him, he had control over me, it was Hell.

: MAN’S CONTROL OVER ME WAS HELL

I was no longer in my Sahasrara center, not at peace, serenity, tranquility, happiness, I was tortured to the point of death (actually did die momentarily due to the heart problem) & after eleven years of such an adventure I returned to God, & here I am.

: WHAT HAD GOD & I ACCOMPLISHED?

What had God & I accomplished? What was the purpose of this man? (I am told we will be together physically as well as spiritually in the future.) Was he the fulfillment of a prayer made many years ago, before my celibacy? He was certainly an ideal so perfect I had not even imagined it. Was God answering a prayer of forty, fifty years ago? Now the prayer was fulfilled, what I set out to do – be ONE with him was accomplished, he was won, the project was fulfilled; now I could rest. Was there a higher purpose in this?

: ANSWERS TO PRAYER & STRUGGLES

One thing God did intimate to me was that in a state of peace, we are no longer growing. She had to return me to turmoil, give me a Cross, to allow struggle to take place. With struggle comes growth. The saints in Heaven don’t struggle, but they don’t grow. Their evolution is over; their Beatific Vision is fixed forever.

: MERIT IS GAINED ONLY ON EARTH, NOT IN

PURGATORY OR HEAVEN, THROUGH EFFORT,

STRUGGLE, WORK, SACRIFICE, THE LOVE OF GOD

ESSENTIALLY

But here on earth we’re forever changing & if it doesn’t kill us, it makes us grow. Challenges met improve us.

: CHALLENGES MET IMPROVE US

Woman, thou art God. Do not let the pains of Love hold you down, you will rise again. Heartbreak will lead to success, be patient. When you love & love hurts, God is doing something in you.

: TRUST IN GOD, NOT MEN, SHE WILL GIVE

YOU WHAT YOU NEED

In future I will be asking God how the brain & mind work during these transitions, the various parts of the brain, the frontal lobes of compassion vs. the primitive back brain, the Sahasrara being active vs. falling down into the lower chakras, how all this is managed when one is going from God to flesh, from freedom to attachment, from leaving God to the return – How does it all work?

: SEEK GOD, NOT THE

MAN. SHE WILL GIVE

YOU THE MAN IF IT’S

RIGHT FOR YOU.

: THE MAGIC BELONGS TO THE GOD PART OF YOU – INVOKE IT

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-9-19

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, The New Religion XVI Sixteen Heal the Men, Uncategorized

The New Religion – X – Ten – Woman Thou Art God

: THE CULTURE OF LIFE / LOVE –

MATRIARCHY – WOMAN THOU ART GOD

: GETTING AWAY FROM MEN IS A BIG

JUMP BUT IT MUST BE DONE

9-7-19-Installment X-Ten-Woman Thou Art God – The

New Religion for Women Only

Which Teaches Woman to Worship the God Within

: YOU NEED TO BE ALONE TO GET YOUR HEAD

STRAIGHT

The Need to Get Away From People

Woman, Thou Art God! What do God people do? What do Avatars, Saints, Prophets & suchlike do periodically, what do they have in common that makes them different? How does their behavior hint at Power?

: THEY DON’T WANT YOU ALONE OR WITH

SISTERS, THEY FEAR YOUR MAGICAL POWER

Did you ever wonder why Jesus went up to the mountain for forty days & nights, to be alone in prayer? (He supposedly did not take food & water, but I think that’s a mistake. He might have FASTED but in my opinion he had some vittles & certainly water.)

Then again, remember Moses going to Mount Sinai, where he saw the Burning Bush? He was there so long the Hebrews thought he was dead.

Because they despaired of his return, they went back in their minds to the ‘fleshpots of Egypt,’ melted all their jewelry & created a Golden Calf, symbol of wealth & power, & worshiped it.

: ALONE ON A MOUNTAIN OR JUST A LITTLE

ROOM YOU CAN FIND YOUR GOD

Another thing in my study of many saints, the mystics certainly, sequestered themselves for a time away from the world, & soon thereafter, had their peak experiences of God.

I take note of St. Catherine of Sienna. They tried to marry her off – but she wouldn’t have it. She shut herself up in her room, in the family villa (no mountain), had her meals there, did not hobnob with anyone for TWO YEARS. At that time she had GREAT VISIONS OF GOD. When she came out of that room, she was a new woman & soon recognized as a Spiritual Tower.

: ALONE SHE FOUND HERSELF, WITH PEOPLE SHE

LOST HERSELF

I had the same urge to remove myself from all company. It started in 1980 & got so strong in early “81 that I told my friends & relatives not to contact me by phone or mail. I had to stay alone, as if by instinct – sadly, none of them understood, all took it PERSONALLY. A male friend said he wanted to commit suicide. A lady friend thought I was demanding money – (her thoughts would go South due to mental illness.)

During this time I had Peak spiritual experiences, especially at the end of “81, beginning of “82 – was Mystically married to God, Holy Mary appeared to me & gave me “the graces no one prays for,” then I saw God face to face TWICE!

: I SAW GOD FACE TO FACE TWICE

There are many stories of saintly hermits, spiritual recluses & saints who STAYED ALONE (Padre Pio had a tiny shack on his parents property where he spent hours in prayer. His whole life was private; praying, meditating, saying Holy Mass & hearing endless confessions.)

WHY DID THEY STAY ALONE? IF YOU STAY ALONE FOR GOD WILL YOU BECOME A HOLY SAINT, CAPABLE OF MIRACLES? And how can you do this if you are married with children? Or if you are single but have a boyfriend or live with one?

: I SAW GOD AS NATURE – BUT IT WAS SUPERNATURAL

- THE WOODS WERE ALL COLORS WHILE I WALKED

THROUGH THEM. SUDDENLY THE WOODS STOPPED

& THE OCEAN OPENED BEFORE ME, IT WAS GOLD,

WITH A HORIZON THAT KEPT EXPANDING AS I

LOOKED – THE OCEAN WAS GOD, IT WAS LOVE, & IT

WAS ME: GOD & I WERE ONE & THE SAME THING! I

WAS IN THE CENTER OF THE SAHASRARA, THE

PORTAL TO INFINITY!

First, a disclaimer: No state, walk or lifestyle has to be FOREVER. Overlooking my entire life, I see where I was here, or there, & thought that state was permanent, but it wasn’t.

At one time, I thought I would be forever Catholic – nothing but that, not even leaning toward Protestantism.

But that ended sometime, was it 1991?–when Jesus & Mary appeared to me in a dream, told me I was now being stifled by the Catholic Church, leave & open your horizons wider. For my future they showed me a painting of nature, with wide open fields, this symbolized to venture into a larger vision. I then began a closer walk with Yoga & its Gurus. I also studied the Protestant Faith Healers.

: I SAW GOD AS LOVE, & GOD & I WERE ONE. I WAS SHE, SHE WAS ME, WE WERE LOVE.

In 1978 after several years of wishing for it, I became a celibate & thought it was for the rest of my life. But ten years later God appeared & asked me if I wanted to quit, it would be OK, but I said no. Ten years more God again asked me the same but I nixed it. Then another ten years, this time God asked, but when I balked said,

“If you don’t go out & have fun now, you will be outside the Will of God.”

: GOD ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO BACK INTO THE WORLD & ‘HAVE FUN’ & I SAID NO, AFTER 10 YRS,

THEN 20 YRS, FINALLY AFTER 30 YRS SHE SAID IT WAS HER WILL I END CELIBACY

Of course I obeyed, then followed eleven years of “fun” which was not fun at all but a Purgatory, where I descended into my flesh, had terrible worldly/flesh experiences culminating in a deeply troubling love affair I just got saved from – Eleven years, the last five of which I lost contact with God, mind was ‘below,’ despaired for not being intimate with God as before, but then SUDDENLY IT ALL ENDED, the state of being ‘lower down’ passed, I saw & felt the Presence of God again, & am now writing this religion – something that would be impossible without being ONE WITH GOD.

: I WENT DOWN INTO THE WORLD BUT FINALLY ESCAPED

What I’m suggesting is that if I say ‘be alone’ I don’t mean for the next 10-20-30 years, if I say ‘be celibate’ it might not be all your life, some part of it, if I say ‘get away from people’ am I saying for always or part of the time? All these states, don’t expect any one of them to be forever, get what you can out of them & move on. States, mind sets, are meant to come & go. Your consciousness might be in the world one time, all on God the next years, back to the flesh, suffer, go back to God – it all changes, & always FOR YOUR GOOD as sometimes you have PEACE OF MIND with God, other times TURMOIL TEACHES LESSONS, sometimes serenity, other times CHAOS, all lessons from the School of the Spirit, all new ways of making you grow & evolve.

: YOUR STATES OF MIND, CONSCIOUSNESS, WILL KEEP

CHANGING, HANG IN THERE

Jesus spent those forty days & nights, but then he came off the mountain & conducted, on its strength, a three-year ministry, most of the time with people.

John the Baptist, who baptized Jesus, spent many years alone, but then, people came. He urged them to reform, he spent much time with converts & disciples; lots of the time alone, plenty time with people.

Moses was on the mountain, but then he returned & led his people to the Promised Land.

: ALL GOOD COMES FROM GOD – OPEN

YOUR HEART & MIND TO HER

As I said, there were umpteen cases of Spiritual Greats who spent TIME ALONE & since I am asking you – Woman – to do likewise, what is the GOOD of doing such a thing? Wouldn’t it be better to keep working until you collapse, sleep, get up & do it again? That is what most of us do most of the time.

OK, let me speak with my Mother God inside me, as She has better answers than I do.

Me: “Mother God, what is the good of being alone as in the cases I cited?”

: COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE GOD

She: “When Great Souls, or anyone who wants to be like them, go off alone, they do so to commune with the Eternal, Infinite God within you. You need to GET AWAY from people, things, the here & now, time & space, daily routines, bill paying, clamoring family, clinging persons, worldly ambitions (even when the ambitions are good), – you need to absent yourself & abstract yourself from everything except God.

You need to hear the Voice of God resonating within you, & all that I mentioned will cloud it out, knock out it’s sound, drown it, stifle & muffle it, disturb your mind & distract it, draw you away from Infinity & so on.

: TO COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE YOU NEED TO LEAVE THE ‘HERE & NOW’

When you make contact with God Inside you will recharge your batteries, like plugging your phone into the socket. Not only do you get energy but you get Guidance or Vision, you get Understanding.

Your God will tell you where you are – like a navigator on the wide blue ocean – & from here, where to proceed, what to plan for, what your future should be.

: COMMUNE WITH INFINITY. TIME & SPACE IS LIMITING,

PHASE IT OUT AS YOU MEDITATE

If you listen only to the world you will be LOST as most people are – they are on the ‘Broad Highway to Hell.’ They listen to each other, walk the same road, think the same way, get guided by the here & now, time & space paradigm, all lost together, all fall into Hell together.

The Infinite God as you know, is within you. But this REALM, this mentality is NOT OF THIS WORLD, Jesus said,

“My Kingdom is not of this world”

: YOUR KINGDOM (QUEEN’S REALM) IS NOT OF THIS WORLD! YOU ARE BEYOND THE WORLD OF

LIMITATION

When Pilate asked him,

“Are you a King?”

Therefore, if you’re guided by the world, you are OUTSIDE THE KINGDOM OF GOD, you will be led astray. You need to connect with the Realm of Eternity, those forever ideas, not these frail & fragile ‘house of cards’ concepts that come & go, disappear, never to make a mark – are fake, false chimera, a flash in the pan, fool’s gold, things with no foundation, no real truth, nothing to hold onto.

When you go to your God, She will reveal to you what you came to earth for, what your mission is if any, what you should do or not do, how you should do it.

: YOU ARE NOT JUST OF ‘THIS WORLD’ – YOU ARE BEYOND IT – YOU ARE INFINITE

And this Truth She tells you She can’t reveal to you all at once. One time She guides you here, but a few years later, you’ve done it, so she tells you the next step. Your instructions are not for all time, you wouldn’t be able to handle that much – one step at a time, one year or years, fulfill that, then go to Her again to get the next schedule.

: IT’S A JOURNEY FROM ONE PORT

TO THE NEXT, KEEP WAITING FOR

INSTRUCTIONS

: YOU MUST STAY CLOSE TO GOD TO HEAR WHERE YOU ARE GOING NEXT

I hope I’m making myself clear. Daughter, if you do as I say each time, I take you where you have to go if you obey – when you have fulfilled each project, it ends, then you await further instructions.

The key between you & your God is OBEDIENCE. You ask now what is meant by you are God, then? Who am I when YOU are God?

: OBEDIENCE TO GOD IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS

You operate on more than one level, within you also is more than one persona. The most Powerful & Realistic part of you is the GOD YOU. Your flesh is on a lower plane – that flesh is who contacts God, who bends the knee, just as did Jesus, who asks for redemption, seeks forgiveness, pleads for Souls, who covets Grace & Guidance. (If this flesh, however, rebels, then the Grace & Guidance are unfulfilled, & the individual will have to start all over again, try & do it right.)

Me: “A word, please, Mother God, to the women who are not single, who are involved & entangled with husband, family, boyfriends, live ins & such. How do they work this deal & this aloneness?”

: EVEN ANIMALS NEED PRIVACY

She: “Of course, it won’t be easy. She has to have privacy; she must find a way for this.

Privacy is not just for Avatars, Saints & Great Souls, even animals need privacy.

The animals in zoos, often on display, need a den, a house, a hut, a cave, to retire to & get away.

: EVERY CREATURE HAS THE RIGHT TO LIVE FOR ITSELF –

NOT BE USED

Every creature has God within & must fulfill its God-given potential, each has a destiny, a future, a roadmap inside it from God – No creature wants to live for others alone, it has to live FOR ITSELF.

To live FOR YOURSELF, whoever you are, you must periodically GET AWAY FROM OTHERS, their influence, agenda, desires, their thoughts & feelings. You must abstract yourself from all but yourself, be FREE, un-entangled, unfettered, no pressure, no demands, no nothing from the OUTSIDE.

Me: “It seems to me getting away from others, for anyone, is important.”

: HEAVEN IS FREEDOM – FREE TO BE THE REAL YOU,

THE INFINITE YOU, NO LIMITATIONS, NO ONE

DICTATING TO YOU WHO YOU ARE IN ANY WAY

She: “Even symbolically, God created the Heavens & Earth, but She rested on the 7th day. God had to get away! God STOPPED.

Me: “Words to the wise. I keep thinking of all my sisters in the world who are fettered, pressured, used, living in various states, some in poverty, others rich, but so many owned, fettered, controlled, told what to do, rights taken away, looked down upon. How can they find themselves?”

: FREEDOM IS HAPPINESS. THE AGENDA OF MEN IS TO KEEP YOU A

SLAVE. BREAK THOSE CHAINS

She: “This religion will be a beginning for many. It will help some make a decision not to marry, not to have children. Others will decide to have men in their lives, but it will be nothing so serious they have to answer to them. Let the women work it out whatever way they can – you cannot anticipate all their ways, not should you have to. Let them do it. Just tell them what you know, encourage them; give them moral support to find the God Within.

: FREEDOM CAN BE SCARY BUT IT CAN BE DONE

Let them know the benefits of spending that time with their own God, meditating, contemplating & praying, believing, hoping, with faith, trust & confidence looking to their God to save them & work miracles. Point them to this & let them do it – they are capable.”

: ESCAPE FROM PATRIARCHY, ENTER YOUR INFINITE GODHOOD

Me again: Woman, Thou Art God. It is all there. You are She. I do encourage you & believe in you. It’s a BIG WORLD inside you, go get it!

To be continued – Rasa Von Werder 9-7-19

: FORGET MEN’S IDEAS, WHAT THEY WANT, HOW

THEY THINK, WHAT THEY SAY, FORGET THEM & BE

FREE OF THEIR AGENDA

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: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Woman Thou Art God IX – Installment Nine

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JESUS & MARY ARE BOTH GOD: MOTHER GOD RELIGION

How Women are DEMORALIZED Within Patriarchy

Woman, Thou Art God! That means that no one can tell you your worth, your value, measurement, your greatness or littleness, whether or not you are righteous, whether you are straight with the moral law, if you are a sinner or Saint—No one can evaluate you because YOU STAND ALONE with your ‘maker’ as ONE, you & God are not separate, so how can anyone tell you WHO YOU ARE, how you are, what you are? They can’t, & so, listen to NO VOICE BUT YOUR OWN.

IT’S MOTHER GOD, NOT FATHER, SHE IS REPRODUCTIVE, HE IS NOT

Now, this is how people are ROBBED of their identity, their self worth & their image—throughout ages ‘others’ have been devalued or destroyed to make a way for those who destroy them.

: DO NOT LISTEN TO MEN, THEY DEVALUE YOU

Demoralization happens when one person or group wishes to DEGRADE or DESTROY another person/group.) Sometimes the word ‘demonized’ is used, or else, a person or group are ‘scapegoated’—when scapegoated, they are made as if RESPONSIBLE for the sins of others, when DEMONIZED only bad is spoken of them, (whether it exists or not,) they are made out to be like demons.

: NEVER OBEY MEN

Noam Chomsky (dissident, Professor at MIT Univ.) brought my mind to this when he explained, politically, how Communists were once demonized by us (& of course we were by them. We were dramatized as

DECADENT, IMMORAL, MONEY-HUNGRY CAPITALISTS THE RICH GET RICHER, IT’S PLANNED – PATRIARCHY: DECADENT, IMMORAL, MONEY-HUNGRY

CAPITALISTS

haha, how true—of the Patriarchs of course.)

Communists, we said had no human rights, no freedom of religion, no freedom to gather, no freedom of the press, no freedom to own private property. Their lifestyle was terrible, bad cars (no gas gage!), sometimes lack of food in the stores, certainly lack of some amenities & luxuries, media & entertainment totally under government control. (But we never mentioned how much the government provided to the people ‘without charge’ including education & medical.)

My family escaped from Stalin, I have relatives there we used to communicate with, but can’t explain how much of the previously stated is true, I believe some of it was, some exaggerated. (The amenities sure is right. My cousin said there was no kotex or tampax available because ‘men don’t have their periods. They had no well-made bras, just ‘bags’ that hang there.) One thing that was refuted to me by a Russian born lady: I was told Stalin ordered killed all the soldiers who returned from the Second World War – as traitors – she said that was a lie.

My Grandma was Mongolian (Cossack, Russian)

My country, Lithuania, was possessed by Russia for a time, from World War II until 1991 (my speech in front of the White house, June 1978, on Our Lady of Fatima, ended the Cold War & saw the fall of Communism as She predicted.) Naturally, my family hated Communists & I believed every evil on them, but Noam Chomsky said part of it was PROPOGANDA because of the COLD WAR, we were at an ARMS RACE with Russia & even threat of war between us—they were to blame for every ill you could think of—scapegoated & demonized. As soon as Communism fell NO MORE PROPAGANDA– haha – now the media emphasized the EVILS OF THE COUNTRIES where we had PUPPET LEADERS (who turned against us by HELPING their people instead of HOLDING THEM IN TYRANNY I’m told.)

MOTHER GOD WITH DAUGHTER GOD

And then, the MUSLIM countries we were about to, or were attacking (about oil) were demonized. Suddenly, things our country never cared about or preached against were brought to the front pages– they became the new Communists, – as Noam Chomsky explained. Our scapegoat is always those we are politically ‘at war’ with or at ‘cross purposes’ with.

: MOTHER NATURE – SHE’S RENDERING HUMAN MALES

EXTINCT – HER ANSWER TO PATRIARCHAL BEHAVIOR

Now we heard about their PEDOPHILIA as a TRADITIONAL CUSTOM, their HONOR KILLINGS, women having NO HUMAN RIGHTS under Sharia Laws or Theocracies—these items WERE NOT SUBJECTS OF MAJOR PUBLIC DISCLOSURE until our wars started.

: YOUR PLACE OR MINE?

In other words, highlighting the evils of someone else justifies us & makes it easier to bring them down – these evils being true or untrue, they are stated. Then we are more free to act, such as bombing the countries (filled with innocent people, destroying their oil fields or taking their oil & other resources, all justified BECAUSE THEY ARE NO GOOD–even though those being bombed had nothing to do with the policies or the atrocities or the sins, these were done by a few, but all of them get battered.)

: IN WARS THE INNOCENT GET PUNISHED FOR THE SINS OF

THE WICKED

Next case: Black people in America. They are brought in slavery from Africa to serve in our Southern Fields. They have NO HUMAN RIGHTS. A slave owner buys them, works them, can KILL THEM if he wishes, can do anything he can do TO AN ANIMAL (before we had any ASPCA’s.) (Including not often talked about yet, slave owners using black people for SEXUAL PERVERSION, not just sex, but perversion & pedophilia. They did this with IMPUNITY.)

: ENJOY THE RIDE?

How do they justify this? They declare that black people are NOT HUMAN, ONLY 2/3rds human under the law! They say that blacks are not as intelligent as whites – but they make EDUCATION FOR THEM ILLEGAL! (Mind you, in the 1800’s in England EDUCATION FOR SERVANTS WAS ILLEGAL! If you were taught to read or write & could sign your own name, you were acting AGAINST THE LAW!)

: HOW CAN WE FIND PEACE IN A

PATRIARCHAL WORLD?

And so, denigrating black people worked for slave owners because they could then WORK THEM TO DEATH, feed them poorly, deny good housing, food, recreation, education, entertainment & comforts, use them for sex & perversion, etc.

Slaves were not legally free until after the 1860’s – which is fairly recent – & the fallout from the DEMORALIZATION still goes on today! It exists in the form of black people not liking themselves, not respecting & trusting ONE ANOTHER! Here is one example:

: I WANT TO ESCAPE THIS EVIL PATRIARCHY

I have a black lady friend who studied massage therapy & started her own clinic, but she could not get it going because the blacks in her neighborhood would not go to a clinic OWNED & RUN BY A BLACK PERSON. She had to get a WHITE DOCTOR as a ‘titular head’ of the clinic (he had nothing to do with it but his name) & then the blacks came. (She was then highly successful.)

I asked her, why did the blacks not go to her clinic when she advertised herself the owner? She said they just don’t trust or respect blacks. I was shocked. This has something to do with SELF HATE. It’s the same when WOMEN REFUSE TO FOLLOW FEMALE LEADERS.

: PREACHING TO THE CHOIR

I have seen this AGAIN & AGAIN, where you have a group of people, male & female, mostly female. You have a vote as who will lead the group, & ALL THE FEMALES VOTE FOR A GUY! This is SELF HATE. It means they do not respect themselves, therefore they think small of their own sisters. But automatically, they think big of a male – not even knowing anything about him, just that he has a penis,

“If he has a penis, he must be better than me, I better vote for him. I can’t trust a sister to stand over me.”

: IF HE HAS A PENIS, I GUESS

HE’S THE LEADER

: IF HE HAS A PENIS, I GUESS

HE’S THE LEADER

Demoralization/propaganda applies to all persons/peoples the aggressive ones wish to dominate/ exploit or destroy–say the Indians. They were called ‘savages.’ Who savaged who? It was we who started, of course, after we savaged them, they did it to us, that’s how war goes, each side thereafter blaming the other for atrocities. Both are responsible, the main one naturally being the one who started it.

So many peoples were demoralized (& still are), before & after being deposed, run off, robbed, exploited like say Eskimos & Inuits, Aborigines, Hawaiians, all those who live off the land that people with TECHNOLOGY could overrun, are depicted as UNCIVILIZED, UNCLEAN, UNCHRISTIAN, PAGAN-UN-SPIRITUAL, IMMORAL, etc., the list goes on.

: WHEN WILL WE BE FREE?

But those who injure them – the white men with guns, are seen as EXPLORERS, CONQUISTADORS IN THE NAME OF GOD! PIONEERS & HEROES! They are actually THIEVES & DEMONS on their way to find innocent, defenseless people to use up & throw aside. They are warmongers, thieves & murderers, they come to steal, kill & destroy. THEY ARE PATRIARCHS.

: PATRIARCHS EAT UP WOMEN

I think I have made my point. Now let’s get to the women – us – see what they have done to us & what the fallout is. I am concerned here with a lot more than ‘HISTORY,’ I want to show up what we do today which proves WE ARE DEMORALIZED, thoughts & feelings AGAINST OURSELVES & SISTERS ARE STILL HERE!

: I SAY A WOMAN NEEDS A MAN LIKE I NEED A BICYCLE

At times, women are their own WORST ENEMIES, believing the lies because they are brainwashed, acting against their own selves & other women because, sadly they have INTERNALIZED the lies said about them, they have been UNABLE TO MAINTAIN THEIR OWN TRUE IDENTITY—who they are, with dignity & self respect, that they are creations of God, endowed with the right to life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness, autonomous, able to make their own decisions, following their own conscience, thoughts, feelings & agenda with an attitude of doing right, able to conceive their own cosmology, lifestyle, pursuits, ideology & idealism.

: WOMAN IS THE BOSS, SHE CREATES, SHE DICTATES

There’s another word for demoralized: ABUSED. An abused person is devalued, beaten, whipped, rights taken away, thwarted, spit upon, stonewalled, laughed at, ridiculed & humiliated, etc. You get the point. I was one of the abused by way of Mommy Dearest – I speak of this much on You Tube, my early life. (But mind you, this applies across the board to all kinds of situations of people against people.)

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

What I want to reveal here is how my reaction & behavior applies to how women in general (& other people as I said) react to their abuse by Patriarchy.

My Mom decided to earmark me for abuse because I refused to go with her program – I was required to hate my Dad because she did. I really loved Father, he was a kind, tender, compassionate person compared to Mom – I recall Mom beating me over the head with her fist at age five when I could not finish my home fries. (Grandma intervened.) This was her normal self, before I was targeted for SPECIAL ATTENTION.

It was at age ten they thought I was asleep in the living room (cold night, no heat upstairs, I was allowed this privilege) when Mom sat down my siblings in the kitchen. She was unaware I could hear every word.

Background before I explain this kitchen conversation:

: PAY HEED TO MY PEARLS OF WISDOM

Mom had just for the umpteenth time cuckolded Dad & the man in question had been living with us for a couple years – paying room & board. Mom had ways of controlling Dad, he was a genius intellectually & a flop with her. He allowed Mom to have affairs with several men; I suppose thinking he could keep her that way. This one was the last & the worst – it ended them.

Dad got the loan for all of us, including the new man, to move to a farm in New Jersey. He stayed in Brooklyn for a while, supposedly joining us later. I’m not sure how serious that intention was, but that’s what I was told & lived for.

: STAYING ALONE & MEDITATING BRINGS MUCH

GOOD

And so, when Mom told me I was to HATE DAD, call him the devil when he visited, avoid him, run from him, show no love, I absolutely refused & did the OPPOSITE. I showered him with love, affection & respect & pleaded to be able to sleep with him on the living room pull-out sofa.

My behavior earned me the hate of my Mom, hate that was so deep I became the object of it until the day I ran away from her & even Dad (at 15 I went to stay with him) – while I was with him she still reached me – & departed to find my way in California.

: OBEY MOTHER GOD

But about the abuse–That night, with Mom & siblings in the kitchen, a pact was made. She told them she needed THEIR HELP to control me, that I was wicked, everything bad. That I defied her, refused to obey, thought I was better than anyone in the family, etc. It was INSANE because every word was a lie. The other kids swore they would HELP MOM & basically if you put it straight, this is what was said,

Mom: “Kids, I am putting a sign on Rasa that says, ‘get me.’ You now have open season on her. I’m going to take away every right & privilege she has as a family member, she will now be the Omega dog, to be dominated, demoted, demoralized by every one of us. Smite her, treat her badly – anything you do to her that’s cruel will not be punished by me, but you will be loved more for doing it. Do I have your agreement?

Kids: “Yes, yes, absolutely. We will be rotten to her & expect our rewards. You will love us more.”

: THERE’S A PRIMITIVE INSTINCT

TO WORSHIP A MOTHER GOD,

NOT A FATHER

One of the worst things done to me is I was given no money for anything – & when I would get jobs, & she found out, she’d call the place & have me fired. (The money I saved while working until fired was used for what I needed, basic things like clothing.)

A child needs things, from school supplies to clothing, to DENTIST WORK but I was deprived of all this with nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, where was Dad? He was no help.

: MATRIARCHY IS HEAVEN ON EARTH – IT IS THE CULTURE OF

LIFE & LOVE

After a couple years of hate from her – & oh, I forgot, the propaganda she put on me hit not only family, including my Aunt, but friends of the family, all of whom were briefed that I was ‘no good.’ (How could I be ‘no good’ starting at age ten, especially when I obeyed Mom in all things legitimate, only in HATING DAD was I disobedient.)

OK, onward, I hate repeating how I was abused, it stinks, it feels bad, it’s depressing. The fallout was I began to question & ask my friends at school,

: TEACH THEM THE CULTURE OF LOVE FROM THE DAY THEY ARE BORN

“What’s wrong with me?”

Assuming, there was something wrong with me or else they would not have treated me so badly. I had not yet figured it out.

This feeling, sensation, followed me FOR YEARS, way into adulthood. I am still an OVERACHIEVER, covering my tracks a hundred times to make good, doing way more than I should at times, worrying I’ll be abused again, I suppose. Still trying to say,

“You can’t hurt me, I’ve done too much good,” ha-ha.

: MOTHER GOD CREATES THE INFINITE

UNIVERSE, DOING A MIRACLE FOR YOU

IS SMALL POTATOES

I suffered Post Traumatic Stress Disorder even into my sixties! Suddenly fear would come over me in my house & I’d check all the doors & windows to make sure they were locked & closed, a strange unknown fear I discerned was the PTSD.

One of the sad things in my life was that I didn’t think I DESERVED ANYTHING. That’s demoralization. I thought I was unworthy, because they abused me, made me feel that way. Would they stop abusing me if I did something worthy? Nothing I did would make them stop, they were OUT FOR BLOOD. And into my adulthood I had not the facility to ASK FOR THINGS from men, friends or jobs – for many years. I struggled on that, eventually fixed myself.

: LIFE CAN ONLY BE BEAUTIFUL WITH LOVE. THAT MEANS END PATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF DEATH, & BRING FORTH MATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF LIFE

That is the effect women have from PATRIARCHY ABUSING THEM.

They (in general) tend to have a LOW SELF ESTEEM, so they favor males in a group to be leaders.

They get less raises than do men, at work, because THEY DON’T ASK FOR THEM as much as do men!

They PUT UP WITH MORE SHIT from men than men do from women! They end up being USED!

: STAY ALONE WHEN YOU CAN TO CONNECT WITH GODDESS

They SACRIFICE more for men than men do for them. They don’t DEMAND as much from men as they give them, they get EXPLOITED.

They jump through too many hoops on the dating scene. They go way out of their way to look beautiful while groups of males just stand on the street saying ‘give me a blow job.

They don’t fight back hard enough when males treat them badly.

: THE ROAD TO PARADISE IS PAVED WITH PRAYER

They are DEPRIVED OF RECOGNITION for the good they do & they do not FIGHT HARD ENOUGH FOR IT. (It was almost as difficult for me to get the award as the Progenitor of Female Body Building as it was to make it happen. I had to prove myself, which took months of documentation that I put on a website. When I was done, they read it & gave me the award. People budded in & tried to make the organization take it back from me. Then when I had my fans put it on Wikipedia, enemies kept taking it down. It’s extremely hard for a woman to get honest recognition in a Patriarchy.)

: GOD IS MOTHER, NOT FATHER, CALL ON HER

Basically, women are USED TO GETTING EXPLOITED, abused, deprived, disrespected & so on. They MUST start fighting back on a personal level, grass roots level & international level. They have to fight for themselves as well as their sisters.

: THE SECRETS OF GOD ARE WITHIN YOU

An extremely important issue is that WOMEN MUST RESPECT OTHER WOMEN, not treat them as competitors or enemies. They must give credit where credit is due, they have to honor & hold up other women – not tear them down as too many sisters are. We are here to fight against the enemy – Patriarchs – not each other. If we fight each other, THEY HAVE WON.

Woman, Thou Art God, act like a Goddess. A Goddess does not hate Her sisters, She honors them as She honors Herself.

Yes, YOU ARE GOD & SO IS SHE!

: WHO CAN UNDERSTAND OUR

GOD? NO ONE – BUT WE CAN LOVE

HER

To be continued 9-6-19 Rasa Von Werder

…..Friends, in case you are wondering, so far, it’s taken me an average of 3.5 hours to write each installment.

Embodiment of God

A presentation of the University of Mother God Church

The New Religion<>XVII<>Seventeen

The New Religion-XVII-Seventeen-Woman Thou

Art God

DEALING WITH DEMONICS – SOME MEN YOU CANNOT SAVE

ABOUT BEING A WOMAN ALONE

WHICH MAN TO HELP—WHICH TO ESCAPE

“Rasa, do not suffer for me. I don’t want to be saved. I live only for this world & the flesh. I don’t care about eternal life, I am only into the things of this world. Your suffering would be wasted on me.”

I have heard other religions speak of demons but don’t know if any of them explains where they came from. Most ancient religions recognized the existence of the demonic, it’s evil, & people can be possessed by them.

Psychologists say demons are figments of our minds, which we created, which haunt us, more or less. They don’t believe these are separate entities, created by God, which fell from grace.

This plan of Satan/Patriarchy is coming to a close, the Power of Mother God is coming back & She will be realized again as our God universally & women will rule the world. We are on the cusp or edge of that.

There was a case of a serial killer possessing a child. Left unchecked, this child would become like the serial killer–eventually! They would lose their identity, & become someone else!

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-28-19

The New Religion – XVI – Heal the Men

The New Religion-XVI-Sixteen-Woman Thou Art God-

Healing Men

For Those Women Who Will Not Leave Men:

How We Must Heal the Men Injured by Patriarchy & Patriarchs

These are the ones we are told ‘It’s your fault, your choice of men.’

But it isn’t so easy, when the MAJORITY of males are affected by trauma, & scarcely one of them escapes childhood abuse & trauma such as war & when we go into this big world to find male companions we are faced by a mine field of maladies.

These men are not aware they are ‘sick’ or damaged, or wounded, unless it’s physical. Few, if any, seek professional help, but they do seek women & we are the women they find!

Then who am I talking about? Those men who women complain bitterly about, who when they describe them we shake our heads & say ‘hard to believe,’ these are men with PSYCHOTIC & DEMONIC traits, & there are more like that than you can shake a stick at.

At this point we can become one of these things: helpless victims, who will get battered again & again, maybe end up killed or die of disease & exhaustion from stress or else, we can help heal them.

Before I start, let me verify again, that this religion teaches to STAY AWAY FROM MEN if you can (either all or part of the time) – because mostly they are more trouble than they are worth – but if you want to jump into the fray or YOU HAVE TO, do what you have to do, here is my advice:

We’ll also have to know where they stand spiritually, which is a horse of a different color. Maybe they have no spiritual life at all. We’d have to work on bringing them to their own greatest good, AKA God. (This will be a tricky situation, I will give my opinions based on what I know of God.)

The third hat you might have to wear is that of EXORCIST. Had enough so far? Throwing in the towel? Then keep it moving, like I said, you don’t love him enough, stay away from him, look for another guy or stay alone – it’s your choice.

I frequently speak from experience & this, naturally, is what happened to me. What did I experience with them that I’m addressing here?