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XXX<>TRAITORS TO MATRIARCHY

There Is No “Back Door” To Matriarchy

by Guest Author Ajax the Great

I have invited women to participate in

putting together this New Religion, at the very least to ask questions, but no

women have come forward–only two men, William Bond & Ajax the Great are

helping. Here Ajax speaks about the traitors to Matriarchy. I will not post

the names of the living ones as I don’t want to give them publicity where they

could use my name to further blow their horns. I find these women vile &

disgusting. The normal type belongs to Ajax, the text in caps is from

Rasa

Von Werder

Those who are familiar with The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood would recall that it depicts the fictional Republic of Gilead as a misogynistic and theocratic dystopia, not a utopia. And in it, Women were often their own worst enemies

{RASA SAYS: HERE WE GO. THEIR OWN WORST ENEMIES IS RIGHT. I FIND IT MORE DIFFICULT TO REACH WOMEN WITH THE MESSAGE OF MATRIARCHY THAN I DO MEN. OF COURSE THEY ALL AGREE IN PRIVATE, HAHA. IN THE CLOSET THERE’S LOTS OF SHEROES. BUT PUBLICLY THEY FOLD UP & FALL LIKE A PACK OF CARDS. IT’S THE SLAVE MENTALITY – FEAR OF ‘MASSAH’.}

in that they enforced such repression and oppression on other Women. That was primarily the role of the group of Women known as the Aunts, led by Serena Joy (who was loosely based on Phyllis Schlafly & xxxxx. They apparently wanted to create a Matriarchal society through a sort of back door, by controlling Women in order to indirectly control men (by keeping the “cost” of sex artificially and arbitrarily high), and that of course backfired mightily on Women collectively as a class (even if a few individuals like Serena initially benefited at their expense).

{RASA SAYS: WE CALL THEM DICKS IN SKIRTS.}

The Handmaid’s Tale is a work of fiction, of course, but the real-life wannabe Serena Joys do exist nonetheless, in that awkward space between the far left and far right, between fascism and communism, between extreme radical feminism and the Religious Right, and thus between extreme patriarchy and reverse patriarchy that is the hallmark of Horseshoe Theory (where ideological extremes are far more alike than they are different). Phyllis Schlafly and xxxxx were infamous historical examples, but there are plenty of others as well such as xxxxx and her followers.

{RASA SAYS: WHAT DO THEY WANT? IN HITLER’S TIME THERE WERE ‘JEW BAITERS,’ JEWS WHO WERE AROUND TO SQUEAL ON WHO WAS HIDING. WHY DID THEY DO IT? BENEFITS, SOMEHOW THEY GOT PAID–MAYBE IMMUNITY, FOOD, WHO KNOWS.

WITH THESE WOMEN THEY GET APPROVAL FROM A WICKED SOCIETY. THE WOMAN WHO DOES NOTHING IS USED UP BUT POLITICALLY, LEFT ALONE. BUT THESE WOMEN WHO HURT WOMEN LIKE SO GET NOTORIETY, APPLAUSE, EVEN ADMIRATION FROM MEN & OTHER FEMALE NUMB-SCULLS WHO ARE MALE VASSALS. THEY BECOME ‘SOMEBODIES’ BY HATING WOMEN. THEIR SUCCESS IS TEMPORARY, I DOUBT THAT SELLING THEIR SOUL TO THE DEVIL WILL BODE THEM WELL IN ETERNITY.}

So what does this strategy supposedly look like? It is NOT limited to just banning porn and prostitution, as that is just the start.

{RASA SAYS: UNDERSTAND THAT INTERFERING WITH THE SEXUAL RIGHTS OF WOMEN AS IN THESE VOCATIONS DOES NOT HELP THEM. WOMEN NEED TO BE BASICALLY LEFT ALONE, SEX WORK NEEDS TO BE DE-CRIMINALIZED. MAKING IT ‘LEGAL’ AS IN OVERSEEN BROTHELS DOES NOT CUT THE MUSTARD. IT HAS TO BE LEFT ALONE WITH NO PROOF OF ANY KIND SHOWN TO GOVERNMENTS, LIKE SEX ITSELF NEEDS TO BE LEFT ALONE (BETWEEN CONSENTING ADULTS) & THE RESOURCES CHANGING HANDS DOES NOT MAKE IT INDECENT, IMMORAL OR SINFUL.

TO ARREST WOMEN FOR TAKING MONEY MAKES THE GOVERNMENT HER PIMP–SHE HAS TO SELL MORE SERVICES TO PAY THE FINES & TIME AWAY FROM WORK–IT’S A CATCH 22 SITUATION. WHO ARE THESE MEN TO LEGISLATE SEX? AND OF COURSE, IT’S ALWAYS AGAINST WOMEN – & NO, ARRESTING THE CLIENT DOES NOT HELP, IT HURTS. JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE.}

It also involves banning or severely restricting birth control, abortion, homosexuality, and Women’s sexuality in general, particularly that of younger Women (but ultimately all Women). The control of Women’s sexuality and reproduction is crucial to their agenda, and they basically seek to restore rigid, “traditional” gender roles in which Women are mere brood mares and men are the work horses, but of course only when it’s convenient for the powers that be.

{RASA SAYS: DR. JAMES W. PRESCOTT HAS A MAJOR SITE ABOUT THE ORIGINS OF PEACE & VIOLENCE. SOCIETIES WHICH REPRESS FEMALE SEXUALITY ARE VIOLENT, THOSE WHICH DO NOT ARE PEACEFUL. THIS FACT WAS GLEANED FROM NUMEROUS SOCIAL ORDERS THROUGHOUT THE WORLD, THE DATA OF WHICH HAD JUST COME OUT. HE FURTHER EXPANDS ON THIS SUBJECT, HOW SEXUALITY MUST BE LEFT ALONE FOR THOSE IN PUBERTY–WITH EACH OTHER–PLAYING DOCTOR GAMES & THE LIKE. THERE SHOULD NOT BE THE HYSTERIA ABOUT SEX WHICH THERE IS–LEAVE THE YOUNG PEOPLE ALONE – LEAVE CONSENTING ADULTS ALONE.}

In other words, it is basically the same old-school patriarchy with some Women taking the place of the men in charge, albeit behind the scenes. No one is really free when others are oppressed. Thus, is it really any wonder that this strategy has NEVER brought about any sort of actual Matriarchy in practice?

{THE DICKS IN SKIRTS AREN’T ABOUT MATRIARCHY, THEY ARE ITS OPPOSITE. WOMEN WHO SLUT SHAME OTHERS ARE WRONG. HERE ARE OTHER TOPICS THEY ARE IN THE WOODS ABOUT:

REPRODUCTION RIGHTS – LEAVE WOMEN ALONE WITH BIRTH CONTROL & ABORTION. THE PATRIARCHY WANTS TO CONTROL WOMEN’S REPRODUCTION SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY WANT MORE BOYS FOR WAR–’CANNON FODDER,’ & THEY WANT TO KEEP WOMEN BUSY BEING PREGNANT & NURTURING BABIES SO THEY WILL NOT BE ABLE TO LEAD THE WORLD, (BAREFOOT & PREGNANT, FROM THE KITCHEN TO THE BEDROOM)–THEY ALSO WANT MORE BOYS FOR MALE PRIDE, BOYS TO LOOK UP TO THEM, & LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THEY WANT CHILDREN FOR SEXUAL PLAY-TOYS.

IT IS PATRIARCHS THAT HAVE CAUSED OVERPOPULATION, THE PLANET IS GROANING UNDER THE CHAOS, POLLUTION, ANIMAL HABITAT LOSS & NUCLEAR WASTE. WOMEN ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO GIVE BIRTH BUT AN AVERAGE OF EVERY 5-6 YEARS AT MOST. (FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO BE MOTHERS, THEY SHOULD HAVE A CHOICE.) IT IS ONLY AT THAT AGE THAT THE COMPLETE IMMUNE SYSTEM OF THE CHILD DEVELOPS–& ALSO THEY SHOULD BE BREAST FED TO THAT AGE. PEOPLE IN PATRIARCHY ARE SUFFERING A PANDEMIC OF ATTACHMENT DISORDER, A MALADY THAT RESULTS FROM LACK OF MOTHERING. WE ALL HAVE IT, IT IS PART OF THIS SOCIETY. ATTACHMENT DISORDER CAUSES ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, HOMICIDE, SUICIDE, SUBSTANCE ABUSE & SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION.}

Clearly the back door does NOT work. Thus, Women need to charge through the front door instead. Yesterday.

So let this be a warning, NOT a newspaper! The master’s tools will NOT dismantle the master’s house, and you can’t stop coercion by coercing. Liberty is NOT a zero-sum game at all. In fact, liberty is like love: the more you give, the more you get. So what are we waiting for?

Let the planetary healing begin!

PS: Ajax the Great explains the article to me in a letter:

In the comments section of the article I added clarification of who these evil and backstabbing women are. As for Quiverfulls (which include families like the Duggars), it is part of the Christian Patriarchy Movement, an extremely patriarchal fundamentalist movement who is vehemently against birth control and essentially believes that every Woman should have as many children as possible, and often as early in life as possible. (The term “Quiverfull” was taken from the phrase “quiver full of arrows”, in a very literal and anachronistic interpretation of Psalm 127:3-5.) They fervently believe in homeschooling and “home-churching”, essentially creating their own insular family cults inside their own homes.

In my article I discuss one theory (i.e. sexual politics and the “commodity model” of sexuality) as to why some Women turn traitor, though there are likely several reasons.

Back to the Duggars, Google will tell you all you need to know about them. I don’t know whether to laugh or cry when thinking about that bizarre family, lol.

Yangshuo-County

{RASA SAYS: INDEED, THE INTELLIGENT, WELL INFORMED MEN SPEAK OUT AGAINST PATRIARCHY, PRO MATRIARCHY. THOSE WHO DON’T UNDERSTAND THE INTELLECTUAL CONCEPTS OF WHAT IT’S ABOUT JUST KNOW THEY WANT & NEED TRUE LOVE (LIKE MOTHERS GIVE) RATHER THAN THE DOG-EAT-DOG RAT RACE, FAKE WORLD WE HAVE HERE. WE ALL NEED MATRIARCHY BECAUSE WE ALL NEED LOVE. AND SO,

WOMAN, THOU ART GOD!

DON’T LET THAT PRECIOUS PRESENCE OF GOD WITHIN YOUR BEING GO TO WASTE–USE IT TO SAVE THE WORLD. IF YOU CAN’T SAVE THE ENTIRE WORLD, SAVE A COUPLE PEOPLE, IF YOU CAN’T SAVE ANYONE ELSE, SAVE YOURSELF!

To be continued Rasa Von Werder (article by Ajax the Great) 10-26-19

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XXVIX<>SHE BEAR

XXVIX<>SHE BEAR<>WOMEN MUST TAKE OVER THE WORLD

Guest Author William Bond – Comments in caps Rasa Von Werder

For a long time I have advocated that women should rule the world. This is because for the whole of history, men have clearly done a terrible job of this by creating a world of continuous wars and a big gap between rich and poor. Yet, sometimes when I have said this I have been told by women that females have no interest in ruling the world.

{RASA SAYS. HA HA, HO HO. NO INTEREST IN RULING THE WORLD? THEY ONLY WANT TO CONTROL THEIR HUSBAND, THEIR CHILDREN & OTHER WOMEN, BUT NOT THE WORLD. THEIR DESIRES FOR WORLD RULERSHIP ARE IN THE CLOSET–TIME TO COME OUT.}

The reason for this could be that men tend to be more competitive than women and will therefore spend more time and effort competing against other men for power and wealth. The problem with this is that if women are not willing to compete again men for power they leave a large power vacuum that can only be filled by men. So that the way the world is ruled, only serves men’s interests, which are competition, conflict and war. It doesn’t serve women’s interests of caring and nurturing children, animals, the sick and elderly.

{RASA SAYS: IT’S TIME FOR US WOMEN TO STEP UP TO THE PLATE, ADMIT WE HAVE TO TAKE OVER, PICK UP THE BAT & START SWINGING.)

We can see masculine instincts in nature when two male animals fight each other for dominance and access to females. While the feminine instinct in nature is all about motherhood as female animals will nurture their young and care for them until they are old enough to look after themselves.

{RASA SAYS: WE LIVE IN TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS, TWO AGENDAS. WOMAN DO WHAT THEY CAN IN THE PRESENT SYSTEM, BUT IT WILL TAKE A GREAT DEAL OF OUR STRUGGLE TO GO FROM THEIR POV TO OURS. THIS IS DONE BY LEADERS, WHICH ARE ALWAYS A MINORITY. FEW PEOPLE WANT TO STICK THEIR NECKS OUT, MAN OR WOMEN, TO DO SOMETHING AGAINST THE STATUS QUO. THESE ARE THE BOLDEST, MOST AGGRESSIVE PEOPLE (EVEN IF THEY ARE LIKE GANDHI OR REV. MARTIN LUTHER KING, THEY ARE NOT AGGRESSIVE IN VIOLENCE BUT IN CONVICTION & ACTION.) BOTH GANDHI & REV. MARTIN WERE ASSASSINATED – THAT’S WHY NO ONE WANTS TO DO THIS BUT SPECIAL PEOPLE.}

So masculine power is all about force, aggression, competition and violence, while feminine power is maternal and is about love, caring and nurturing. This then is the reason women are not as competitive or aggressive as men are, but if that is the case, what can motivate women to gain power? Because clearly they less selfish and competitive than men.

{RASA SAYS: IT ISN’T PHYSICAL VIOLENCE & COMPETITION THAT GETS THE JOB DONE WHEN IT COMES TO RIGHTEOUSNESS. WE HAVE THE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT, THE HELMET OF SALVATION, THE GIRDLE OF TRUTH, THE SHIELD OF FAITH, & FEET CLAD IN THE SANDALS OF PEACE. THERE ARE DIFFERENT TYPES OF AGGRESSION OR BATTLE. IN THE GREAT WARFARE WE FIGHT AGAINST FORCES NOT FLESH & BLOOD, THEY ARE IDEAS & ENERGIES. HOW CAN YOU BEAT UP A DEMON? WITH TRUTH? HOW DO YOU PUT A SPEAR THROUGH THE HEART OF A DEMON? WITH THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.}

Some people claim that; the only way to be powerful is to also be aggressive and competitive. But dictionaries tell us that power is the ability to act, to change or influence events. Women have great power, because they bring life into our world. Without women’s ability to give birth and look after their children, none of us would exist. So surely that is a tremendous power that seems to be unrecognised in our male dominated world.

{RASA SAYS: EVERYONE KNOWS ABOUT THIS POWER UNCONSCIOUSLY BUT THEY DON’T BRING IT TO THE OPEN OR TALK ABOUT IT. IT’S NOT ON THE AGENDA TO BE DISCUSSED, NOT ON THE TABLE OF PATRIARCHY. PATRIARCHS ACT AS IF THEIR SYSTEM IS THE ONLY ONE & THAT IT’S A BATTLE OF THIS MAN VS. THAT MAN, CAPITALISM VS. SOCIALISM, COMMUNISM VS. NEOLIBERALISM. THEY DO NOT DISCUSS THE WAR OF MALES AGAINST FEMALES, THE GENDER WAR, THE FIRST CONSPIRACY, THEY PRETEND IT NEVER HAPPENED & THIS SOCIETY & IT’S NUANCES, WHICH MALES CONTROL, IS ALL THERE IS.}

There is a poem called, “The hand that rocks the cradle, is the hand that rules the world,” by William Ross Wallace (1819-1881). This idea seems a paradox; we intellectually feel that this should be true, because the biggest influence on any child is its mother. The child then grows up as an adult still strongly influenced by what its mother taught it. But if this is correct, why are we living in a world ruled by men? The reason is that mothers don’t use this power to benefit themselves or other women.

{RASA SAYS: INDEED–AS LONG AS WOMEN WERE BINDING THE FEET OF GIRLS IN CHINA THERE WAS NO HOPE. AS LONG AS WOMEN IN AFRICA & MUSLIM COUNTRIES ARE CUTTING OUT THE CLITORISES OF GIRLS WE’RE IN TROUBLE. AS LONG AS MOTHERS IN ‘CIVILIZED’ COUNTRIES BEST ADVISE TO DAUGHTER IS MARRY A RICH MAN, PATRIARCHY GOES ON.

RIGHT NOW THE BEST ADVISE IS DAUGHTER, GET INTO LEADERSHIP, GET INTO GOVERNMENT, START A BUSINESS, & OH, BTW, HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF AN ALTERNATIVE TO MARRYING A MALE? WHY NOT LIVE WITH ANOTHER FEMALE OR FEMALES & JUST DO ONE-NIGHT STANDS IF YOU WANT TO HAVE KIDS? OR ON ANOTHER LEVEL, EVER THOUGHT ABOUT LIVING A LIFE FOR GOD, NOT FRET ABOUT MEN & LIVE FOR YOURSELF? PATRIARCHY IS NOT MANDATORY, NO ONE IS HOLDING A GUN TO YOUR HEAD IN THE ‘CIVILIZED’ WORLD, YOU DO HAVE A CHOICE.}

We can understand this by looking at the extreme male dominated religion of Islam. In many Islamic countries they have genital mutilation where the clitoris of young girls is cut off. The shocking thing is that this is being done by women. So why would women mutilate young girls is this way? Because it was done to them and they have been indoctrinated by their mothers and their culture to do this.

The same is also true of honour killings, where in Islamic culture a husband has a duty to kill his wife, if she dishonours him by refusing to respect or obey men. Fathers will also murder their daughters who refuse to conform and even brothers will do the same to their sisters. Even today in some Islamic countries a women can be stoned to death because she committed adultery, or whipped because she dare to complain when she was raped.

{RASA SAYS: THERE ARE DIFFERENT DEGREES OF ENSLAVEMENT WHICH PATRIARCHY IMPOSES ON US, FROM THE MOST EXTREME IN ISLAM TO THE MORE SUBTLE IN OTHER PARTS OF THE WORLD. IN ISLAM IT IS ‘DO AS YOU’RE TOLD OR DIE,’ BUT HERE IN AMERICA, FOR INSTANCE, IF YOU’RE SINGLE PAST THIRTY PEOPLE WONDER ABOUT YOU, & YOU ARE NOT INVITED TO SOCIAL GATHERINGS WITH THE MARRIED. YOU’RE CONSIDERED A SORT OF ‘LOOSE CANNON’ OR ‘WOMAN UN-OWNED, THEREFORE NOT CATEGORIZED–WHAT IS HER AGENDA–COULD BE ANTI-PATRIARCHY.’

DURING THE INQUISITION ALL WOMEN OVER FORTY – ALIVE & UNMARRIED – WERE SUSPECTED OF BEING A ‘WITCH.’ THIS MEAN GETTING ARRESTED, HER PROPERTY CONFISCATED & SHE IS TORTURED TO DEATH OR BURNED AT THE STAKE, ALONG WITH HER PETS. THE INQUISITION IS NOT QUITE OVER. SINGLE WOMEN ARE STILL LOOKED UPON AS WEIRD, NOT TO BE TRUSTED–COULD BE DANGEROUS. HOW DO I KNOW? I AM ONE.

THERE IS THE ADDED ANATHEMA TO BEING IN THE ADULT TRADE. SEX IS A CRIME IN PATRIARCHY FOR WOMEN, NOT MEN. WOMEN SERVE MEN, THEY ARE BRANDED. MEN ARE FREE. THE WOMAN CAUGHT IN THE VERY ACT OF ADULTERY WAS STONED BUT WHERE WAS THE MAN?}

Children are cared for by mothers but mothers try to train them to fit in with the society they belong, because she loves them. This is because if she was to feed them ideas that go against society’s customs or traditions, she knows that this will cause her children conflict and alienation. It could even cause them to be killed, in extreme Islamic country. For this reason, mothers end up being staunch upholders of traditions, to protect their children, even though these traditions are detrimental to women.

{RASA SAYS: SOMEONE SOMEWHERE HAS TO STICK THEIR NECK OUT TO CHANGE. THERE CAN BE MILD ACTIVISM OR WILD ACTIVISM. IF YOU CAN’T GO WILD, DO MILD.}

A man who kills his wife, sister or daughter in an honour killing, was once a small boy in his mother’s arms, but the mother never used her influence to tell him as a child, that honour killings are a bad thing.

{RASA SAYS: SHE MIGHT HAVE BUT COULD HAVE BEEN OVER-RULED BY PATRIARCHS. MOTHERS DO SOMETIMES TEACH CHILDREN AGAINST PATRIARCHY BUT THEY GO THEIR OWN WAY. IF IT’S HER–MOM–OR SURVIVAL THEY DO SOMETIMES TURN AGAINST MOM.}

So, when he grows up he may end up dominating, assaulting, abusing or killing his wife and daughters. We can see in this instance that yes, mothers do have great power, but as this power is being used against women, it does not benefit them. So the question is how did it come about that women are not using their power over children, for their own benefit?

The answer would be that mothers tend to love their children more than they love themselves. But by doing this, they have left a power vacuum that has been filled by men, who do not love their children to the same degree. These men then use this power to indoctrinate children for their own advantage and to the disadvantage of women.

This power also does not even benefit most men, as male dominated societies tend to be very warlike and young men find themselves dying in wars. An extreme example is again in Islamic countries, where they use suicide bombers. To do this, they have to indoctrinate young men into blowing themselves up in suicide attacks. So the mothers of suicide bombers haven’t helped their sons by teaching him Islamic tradition. All the mothers have done was to make it easier for their sons to be brainwashed, when they have grown up. So they can be easy indoctrinated to commit suicide, by blowing up other people.

{RASA SAYS: I SAW A DOCUMENTARY ON THE KAMIKAZES OF JAPAN. THESE GUYS DID NOT GO TO THEIR SUICIDE DEATH WITH JOY, IT WAS WITH THREATS & INTIMIDATION. BASICALLY THEY WERE TOLD IF THEY DID NOT DO THIS, THEY WOULD BE BETTER OFF DEAD, BECAUSE THEY WOULD BE HATED BY THEIR COUNTRY & DISHONOR THEIR FAMILY. THEY MIGHT HAVE EVEN TOLD THEM THEY WOULD BE KILLED AS TRAITORS–THAT I AM NOT SURE ABOUT BUT IT STANDS TO REASON. BUT IF THEY DID IT, THEY WOULD BE HEROES, GO TO HAVEN, BE HONORED BY COUNTRY & FAMILY.

I THINK THE REASONING FOR SUICIDE BOMBERS IN ISLAM IS SIMILAR. & EVERYONE LAUGHS AT THE BOMBER WHO PUT A METAL AROUND HIS PENIS SO IT WOULD STILL BE USABLE TO GET THOSE SEVENTY PROMISED VIRGINS.}

So by being upholders of patriarchal traditions might make sense to women, on the short term and individual level, to protect her children. But if we look at it from a wider perceptive, if women end up powerless because they have allowed men to take it away from them. Then they do not have the power to protect and nurture, their own children. An example of this, in nature, is female bears.

Mother bears are one of the most dangerous animals in nature, but the reason for this, is that male bears and predators like wolves and lynxes will kill bear cubs. So a female bear has to be extremely aggressive and powerful to be able to protect her cubs. As the result a mother bear will fearlessly fight a larger male bear to do this. The lesson for human mothers, is that a powerless mother cannot protect her children in the way she wants to. Nor can a mother who doesn’t recognize that males can be a threat to the welfare of their children.

{RASA SAYS: ON SOME FRONTS CERTAINLY WOMEN SHOULD WAKE UP & SMELL THE DEGENERACY. AT THE VERY LEAST, UNDERSTAND & BELIEVE THAT MALES ARE A DANGER TO CHILDREN FROM THE DAY THEY ARE BORN & DON’T LEAVE THEM IN THE CARE OF MALES. DON’T TRUST ANY MALES – PRIESTS, SCOUT LEADERS, CHOIR MASTERS, PRIVATE SCHOOLS – EVEN MOTHER SUPERIORS IN CONVENTS HAND CHILDREN OVER TO PRIESTS–SOME KNOWING THERE IS ABUSE. KEEP CHILDREN AWAY FROM MEN IS A FIRST & DECISIVE STEP IN PROTECTING THEM.}

Unfortunately women are not as big as female bears and don’t have large claws and teeth. Though it is true, that women can take up weight-lifting or martial arts to protect their children. This might help, when dealing with violent men, but human power games are far more sophisticated, than animal power games.

{RASA SAYS: WITH THE BEARS, MALE BEARS ATTACK TO KILL THE BABIES, SOMETIMES EATING THEM, SO YES, IT IS EXTREME. WITH HUMANS THE MOST COMMON THING IS SEXUAL ABUSE–SO A WISE WOMAN DOES NOT LEAVE KIDS ALONE WITH THEM. AFTER THAT IS PHYSICAL BEATINGS & HERE, A FEMALE’S PHYSICAL PROWESS WOULD HELP & THE COURAGE TO USE A WEAPON AGAINST A MAN. THERE SHOULD BE SOME KIND OF TRAINING SESSIONS FOR WOMEN TO DO THIS. MEN ARE TRAINED BY SPORTS, MILITARY, THEN BEING POLICE. THEY DID NOT GET TO BE THE WAY THEY ARE WITHOUT TRAINING. THEY ARE TRAINED TO FIGHT & KILL. WOMEN NEED TRAINING TO DEFEND THEMSELVES & CHILDREN, NOT JUST PHYSICAL TRAINING BUT PSYCHOLOGICAL & SPIRITUAL.

ANOTHER KIND OF ABUSE IS BELITTLING, HUMILIATING A CHILD, BEING COLD HEARTED, ESPECIALLY BOYS BY THEIR DADS. A MOTHER MUST STEP IN TO STOP THIS. AND I DO UNDERSTAND, SOME MOMS ARE ABUSERS THIS WAY – MINE WAS.}

An example of this is the book, “The Prince”, by Nicolo Machiavelli, which has become essential reading, for successful politicians. It has in it, infamous sayings like, “It is better to be feared than loved,” and. “The end justifies the means.” So when female politicians play power games with male politicians they end up having to be very Machiavellian, to compete successfully against male politicians. Though in doing this, some female politicians end up as being as bad what they are. But if women do not compete against men for power, they find they are very limited in what they can do, to protect their children.

{RASA SAYS: WE HAVE DISCUSSED THIS, WILLIAM & I, BEFORE, & OUR PROBLEM IS WE CANNOT USE MATRIARCHAL PRINCIPLES WITH A BUNCH OF PATRIARCHS & THEIR SYSTEM. IT’S LIKE JESUS SUDDENLY BECOMING PRESIDENT OR PRIME MINISTER. TRUMP HIMSELF SAID THAT CHRISTIANITY DOES NOT GO WITH BUSINESS PRINCIPLES.

THE PATRIARCHY, INCLUDING CAPITALISM – ANY SYSTEM RUN BY MEN – IS DEMONIC. THE COMMUNISTS BECAME DEMONIC, CHRISTIANITY BECAME DEMONIC. YOU DON’T GET A JESUS, A BUDDHA OR A KIND HEARTED WOMAN TO SUDDENLY TAKE OVER A PATRIARCHY & RUN IT WITH LOVE. YES GANDHI CAUSED THE OUSTING OF ENGLAND FROM INDIA, BUT IT WAS NOT DONE PEACEFULLY – MANY DIED. WHEN THE BLACKS IN AMERICA PROTESTED ALSO, MANY WERE KILLED, EVEN CHILDREN. THESE CHANGES HAVE TO BE AFFECTED & IT WILL NOT BE PEACEFUL BUT IF THE STRUGGLE IS CONSTANT & PEOPLE NEVER STOP IT CAN BE DONE–BUT IT TAKES TIME.}

An example of this is a feminist mother who tries to prevent her sons from playing with toy guns. Only to be undermined by TV action films to video games, which glorify violence. These films portray violent men as heroes that become role models for many teenage boys. The problem with this is that other teenage boys also watch these films and as the result teenage boys find they are in a violent gang culture when they socialise with other boys.

{RASA SAYS: PATRIARCHY CONTRIVES TO UNDERMINE MATERNAL RIGHTS IN ALL WAYS, THROUGH DOCTORING, THE COURT SYSTEM, THE MEDIA, & SOCIAL ETIQUETTE OR TABOOS. WOMEN ARE CONSTRAINED TO HAVE FREEDOM WITH THEIR OWN CHILDREN.}

Mothers also find it hard to protect their daughters or themselves, if the police can’t be bothered to prosecute rapists. So Feminists find themselves wanting to change not only TV programs, but customs, traditions, laws, and the educations system, and this requires women to work together, in collective action.

{RASA SAYS: UNFORTUNATELY, THEY HAVE BEEN BEATEN INTO SUBMISSION SO LONG THEY ARE COWARDS. THEY WAIT FOR THE STRONG WOMEN TO STEP FORWARD TO FOLLOW IN THEIR FOOTSTEPS.}

This in turn, does get some women interested in politics, which has a wider implication because men do a terrible job in ruling our world. Patriarchal governments create wars and genocide as well as rule societies where there is a large gap between rich and poor. What is hardly even discussed, is that if we had caring women rule our world, we would unlikely to have wars and they would more likely to create more loving and caring societies.

{RASA SAYS: THAT IS THE ONLY WAY WARS WILL STOP, IF WOMAN ARE IN CHARGE. THERE IS NO MAN ON A WHITE HORSE & NEVER WILL BE.}

It is true that now in many countries we have more and more female politicians. But these women have to join patriarchal political parties and expect to act and behave like male politicians. As the result we find female politicians who want to get promotion in any political party, have to agree with anti-women policies. As well as trying to be as aggressive and ruthless as any ambitious men. These women might follow Machiavelli’s ideas that, “The end justifies the means.” But end up losing all their ideals, as they compromise far too far. They also throw away the big advantage of not using feminine power.

{RASA SAYS: THIS HAS TO HAPPEN SLOWLY, OVER MANY GENERATIONS. WHEN THE CONGRESS & SENATE ARE MAJORITY WOMEN THERE WILL BE SOME CHANGES, WHEN WOMEN TAKE OVER MAJORITY LEADERSHIP OF THE FORTUNE 500′S THERE WILL BE SOME CHANGES. BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT CHANGE WILL BE WHEN THE SHADOW GOVT IS ABOLISHED (ALL MEN) AS WELL AS THEIR BANKSTER-GANGSTERS ARE PUT OUT OF BUSINESS, THEN THINGS WILL CHANGE. MOST OF THE WORLD LEADERS NOW ARE PUPPETS OF THE UNSEEN SECRET GOVERNMENT RUN BY THE TRILLIONAIRE FAMILIES–THEY RULE THE WORLD.}

Unfortunately; female politicians, who act like men, give female politicians a bad name. As it gives the people the impression that women in power, are just as bad as what men are. If given a choice of which is better for our world, the masculine power of force, aggression, competition, conflict and violence or the feminine power of love, compassion, caring and nurturing. Most sensible people would say feminine power is far better. But what most people would also say is that it is unrealistic to think that we can live in a loving and caring world. Not realising that this is just an excuse patriarchy governments always use, when challenged about the terrible way they are ruling the world.

In our present society we have to accept masculine patriarchal power because we are not given any other choice. In democracies we are not given the choice of voting for two or more patriarchal political parties and the voters end up voting for the one that is the least worse. What people don’t have, is the choice between a ruthless patriarchal political party or a caring and loving matriarchal political party. This is because women have failed to organize themselves in the way men have.

{RASA SAYS: THEY WILL DO THIS IN TIME. WOMEN HAVE TO GET OVER THE ‘SLAVE MENTALITY’. THEY ARE PETRIFIED OF PATRIARCHY, IT’S UNJUST LAWS AGAINST WOMEN & THE APPLICATION OF LAWS IN FAVOR OF MEN. THE WORLD IS DESIGNED AGAINST THEM, THEY CAN’T CHANGE IT OVERNIGHT. AND ONE OF THE STRONGEST TABOOS IS FOR WOMEN TO BE FRIENDS, PARTNERS, TO JOIN TOGETHER IN GROUPS.}

We also find the same in religion where we are only given the choice of joining patriarchal religions that worship a male god with a male priesthood. We don’t have the choice of joining a matriarchal religion with a loving female deity and with only female priests. It is true some religious sects now accept the idea of a male and female god, and have some female priests, but women still find themselves part of a long patriarchal tradition.

{RASA SAYS: IT’S TIME TO STEP APART FROM MEN & FORM OUR OWN RELIGION, SPIRITUALITY, MORAL COMPASS, AUTONOMY, SYSTEM & AGENDA. GOOD BYE MEN.}

Feminist like to claim that man and women are the same.

{RASA SAYS: THEY FOUGHT FOR EQUALITY UNDER THE LAW, NOT THAT WE ARE EQUAL BY NATURE. MOST WOMEN IN THEIR RIGHT MINDS, EVEN BEFORE WE KNEW THE SCIENCE, KNEW WE WERE SUPERIOR.}

In spite of the fact that men cannot give birth, while women have far less testosterone in their bodies which makes them physically weaker and less aggressive than men. Yes, women can take up body building and martial arts but she to compete again men on a level playing field she has to also take steroids. As steroids will not only make them stronger but more aggressive as well.

{RASA SAYS: YES, JUST A BIT OF CHEMICAL & WE ARE MUCH STRONGER & MORE AGGRESSIVE.}

The same is true when women compete against men in politics or business; they are told they have to learn to be assertive and aggressive as men. So in our patriarchal world, we are told that the masculine force is all powerful in our world and the feminine is too weak to stand up against it, but is this really true? Or is it that few people understand what feminine power is and therefore it’s not being used enough in our world.

{RASA SAYS: THEY HAVE LEARNED THAT WOMEN SURPASS MEN IN NEGOTIATION, COOPERATION & SOLVING OF PROBLEMS. IT’S A STRATEGY FOR SURVIVAL. MALE WAYS HAVE GONE THE WAY OF THE DINOSAUR–IT’S CALLED ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ & THEY’VE BROUGHT US TO THE EDGE OF NUCLEAR DISASTER.}

For most of our history it has been believed that the masculine methods of force and intimation are the best way to influence people, but in the 20th century this view has been challenged. Many psychologists are claiming that rewards are a better way to influence people than punishment. Now, rewards are the method that women are far more likely to use.

{RASA SAYS: INDEED, THE CARROT & THE STICK–WHICH WORKS BETTER? YOU CAN LEAD A GOAT WITH A CARROT OR A DRUG ADDICT WITH A DRUG. YOU CAN BEAT SOMEONE INTO SUBMISSION, YOU CAN WHIP THE HORSE DURING THE RACE TO SPEED HIM UP, BUT SUGAR MAKES THE MEDICINE GO DOWN.

LOOK AT THE WAYS GOD/LIFE DEALS WITH US. SAY YOU ARE AN ADDICT. UNTIL YOU REACH ‘ROCK BOTTOM’ THEY SAY YOU WON’T QUIT. ALL THE ARGUMENTS IN THE WORLD CAN’T MAKE THEM STOP. WHAT IS ROCK BOTTOM? NOT SURE WHAT IT IS BECAUSE SOME OF THEM REACH IT, GET REHAB & LATER GO BACK TO IT, EVEN KILLING THEMSELVES.

THEN AGAIN I READ WHERE SOLDIERS ARE MADE TO TORTURE PRISONERS, & AFTERWARD GIVEN WHISKEY & WOMEN FOR SEX, TO MAKE THEM DO IT AGAIN.

AND HOW DOES GOD DEAL WITH US? FIRST GOD TELLS US IN A NICE WAY WHAT THE RULES ARE. BUT WE KEEP SMOKING & GET CANCER, OR USE THE MICROWAVE OVEN. THEN WE GET CANCER, WE THINK TWICE ABOUT SMOKING OR RADIATION, WE GET PURIFIED OF OUR SIN.

WITH PARENTS, DISCIPLINE OF CHILDREN DOES NOT ALWAYS WORK, SOMETIMES A SPANKING DETERS BAD BEHAVIOR. IT’S A SCIENCE TO ITSELF.}

Most sensible people would want be ruled by loving and caring feminine women, rather than aggressive and selfish male rulers, but are never given this choice. So people can only choose if women are willing to organize themselves along with men who respect women to form Matriarchal political parties and Matriarchal religions.

A female bear also recognizes how dangerous a male bear can be to her children. Human mothers have to think along the same lines. Not only can men inflict violence or sexually assault her children. When men rule the world, too many women end up in poverty and are unable to feed their children, because male rulers selfishly keep the wealth of the country in their own hands. Patriarchal governments also like wars and use teenage boys as “cannon folder” to fight these wars. What the mothers of these boys think about this, is not important, because they are powerless to prevent this happening.

If women want to be free to nurture and care for their children they cannot leave it up to men to rule our world. Because men do not have the same maternal instincts women have and therefore have far less interest in the welfare of children than what women do. Women have to learn from female bears, that a good mother who can truly care for her children, has to be also a powerful mother. A weak mother cannot care for her children no matter how much she tries. So if women want to be good mothers and care for their children they have to make sure they have the power to do this, and they can only do this by collectively working together to rule the world.

{RASA SAYS: I THINK WE’VE ALL HAD ENOUGH OF PATRIARCHY, MEN & WOMEN. IT’S TIME FOR MEN TO THINK TWICE ABOUT THE ‘PRIVILEGES’ THEY HAVE & CONSIDER HELPING WOMEN FIND THEIR RIGHTS, THEIR AUTONOMY & THEIR LEADERSHIP. THEY CAN HELP.

AND YOU, WOMAN, THOU ART GOD. IF YOU DON’T DO SOMETHING, NOTHING WILL GET DONE EXCEPT THE EXTREMELY SLOW EXTINCTION OF MEN. YOU NOW HAVE TO STEP FORWARD, AS THIS RELIGION INDICATES, REALIZE YOUR DIVINITY, DISCOVER YOUR AUTONOMY, SELF-DIRECTION, ZEITGEIST, AGENDA, WORLD VIEW, RULERSHIP, SPIRITUALITY & RELIGION, YOUR OWN DESIRES, NEEDS & DREAMS – GO FOR IT – DO IT NOW! BEGIN TODAY! GOD WILL THANK YOU FOR IT!

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-25-19

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, Uncategorized

XXVIII<>Male Masochism

XXVIII MALE MASOCHISM The New Religion – Woman Thou Art God

William Bond says:

Male masochism as we see in the FemDom scene is a big problem for many

academics, because they tell us that man has always been the dominant sex.

Rasa says: I pay close attention to the writings of William Bond, as he’s the most important male theoretician in the matriarchal movement. His insights have been important in shaping our theology and political POV. See William’s writing in regular letter, my comments in caps.

William Bond says: As you are now talking about Femdom again Rasa, I though I would send you a article I wrote some time ago, about this.

Male masochism as we see in the FemDom scene is a big problem for many academics, because they tell us that man has always been the dominant sex. Also men are bigger, stronger and more aggressive than women, so why would any man want to submit to women? This is why we get all these complex theories about male masochism to try to explain away this anomaly.

RASA SAYS: BRILLIANT OBSERVATION WILLIAM. SINCE I’VE BEEN A GIRL & HAVE READ STUDIES & BOOKS (FROM THE AGE OF SEVEN! BECAME A BOOKWORM AT THAT TIME, LIVING NEXT DOOR TO THE PUBLIC LIBRARY ON VAN BUREN ST., NEWARK, N.J. MY THIRD STORY BEDROOM LOOKED RIGHT INTO THE CHILDREN’S SECTION OF THE LIBRARY!) I’VE BEEN TOLD THAT MALES ARE THE NATURAL DOMINANT SEX, THAT WE FEMALES MUST DEFER TO THEM, KOW TOW, LAUGH AT THEIR JOKES, BE FEMININE OR PASSIVE TO THEM, LOOK UP TO THE AS HEROES & LEADERS & ALL THAT TRASH.

I DIDN’T KNOW THEN THIS WAS ALL PROPAGANDA A PACK OF LIES FROM PATRIARCHY. IT DIDN’T MAKE SENSE BUT I COULDN’T UNDERSTAND WHY SOCIETY TAUGHT THIS. I DIDN’T KNOW WE FEMALES HAD BEEN WARRED OVER, CONQUERED, STOLEN FROM MATRIARCHAL VILLAGES IN ANCIENT DAYS; THAT WE ARE PRISONERS OF THEIR WARS! & AS PRISONERS, WE ARE FORCE FED THEIR VERSION OF REALITY, WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO STUDY OR DO RESEARCH, DIGGING FOR THE TRUTH (& THEY HAVE SYSTEMATICALLY BURNED OUR HER-STORY, HID OTHER PARTS, SWEPT THEM UNDER THE RUG, MADE OR LIFE STORIES TRIVIAL BACKGROUND TO THEIR SO-CALLED HEROIC IMPORTANT WORK, WE ARE THE SLAVES & SERVANTS FOR WHOM IT WAS ILLEGAL TO READ OR WRITE – RIGHT UP TO THE 20TH CENTURY.

FEMALES WERE NOT ADMITTED TO THE HIGHEST RATED IVY LEAGUE COLLEGES IN AMERICA UNTIL 1976! IT IS A TRAVESTY OF JUSTICE THAT WE HAVE BEEN BASICALLY DEPRIVED OF ALL HUMAN RIGHTS THROUGH THE PATRIARCHY & IT’S MURDEROUS AGENDA!

What is very problematic for male academics is that male masochism points to an uncomfortable fact that men might not have always been the dominant sex. We don’t have to look to complex theories for why we have male masochism, we can see it clearly in the behavior of other primates.

Male masochism and submission to females has been observed in bonobo apes, vervet monkeys, macaques, olive baboons, patas, rhesus monkeys, grey langus, capuchins, prosimians and Madagascar lemurs. So why would males of these species want to submit to female? Because in evolutionary terms it is a powerful tool for survival.

All evolutionary theories concentrate on males, (mostly because male academic invented them,) and in some these theories the role of the female is not even mentioned. This is an extreme male bias, because in evolutionary terms the role of the female is far more important than the role of the male. The reason is because it is the female that give birth to the young and has the main role in caring for the young until they are fully grown. Therefore, the survival of any species is far more dependent on the female than the male. So it is the female that brings the next generation into being and nurtures them to adulthood.

RASA SAYS: YES, AND IN THEIR LIES PATRIARCHS DEFY LOGIC, BUT WHEN THEY ARE IN CHARGE, PEOPLE JUST FOLLOW THEM LIKE LEMMINGS, NOT EVEN QUESTIONING THEM, AS TO QUESTION THEM MEANS CONFLICT WITH THE “RULING PARTY” AND MOST PEOPLE DON’T WANT TROUBLE.

This is why in evolutionary terms the males of any species are expendable. Simply because one male can fertilize hundreds of female, so even if most males were wiped out, it doesn’t matter, because only a few males are needed to keep the species going. Whereas if most of the females were wiped out then the whole species would be in grave danger, because female are limited in how many young they can produce. It is true in small rodents a female can produce large numbers of young in a year, but in larger mammals like human beings, one baby a year is the average woman’s limit. This means that in evolutionary terms, the survival of females is far more important than the survival of males.

RASA SAYS: INDEED THE MALE HAS ALWAYS BEEN EXPENDABLE IN EVOLUTIONARY TERMS & EVEN MEN ARE CATCHING ON. I HAVE A BOOK WRITTEN BY TWO MEN CALLED ‘THE REDUNDANT MALE,’ & THIS WAS PUBLISHED A WHILE BACK–WAS IT 70′S? OF COURSE PATRIARCHY DEFIES ALL LOGIC, LIKE THE CONQUERING COUNTRIES WHICH TAKE OVER ANOTHER BY WAR & THEY THEN DECLARE WHAT IS ‘TRUTH’ – THAT THEY WERE RIGHT, THE CONQUERED FOLKS WERE WRONG.

IN THE ORIGINAL CREATION IT WAS THE FEMALE THAT MADE THE FIRST MALE THROUGH PARTHENOGENESIS. SHE GOT THE BRIGHT IDEA OF MAKING A ‘HELPMATE.’ HE COULD NOT REPRODUCE, BUT HE COULD CONTRIBUTE TO HER HIS DNA VIA SPERM, FOR HER TO DO SO.

HIS DEVELOPMENTAL ENERGY WAS USED TO CREATE MUSCLES, & ALSO SINCE HE CAN’T BEAR CHILDREN HE DOES NOT NEED NURTURING ABILITY–HE HAS NO COMPASSION, EMPATHY, GENTLENESS, KINDNESS–HE’S A KILLER WHO JUMPS INTO DANGEROUS SITUATIONS LIKE IN FRONT OF CREATURES THAT CONFRONT THE WOMAN OR CHILD–OR IF ANY MAN THREATENS.

IN OTHER WORDS, HIS BRAIN IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN THE FEMALES. HE PUTS HIMSELF IN HARM’S WAY AS HE IS REDUNDANT. HIS FRONTAL LOBES ARE ASLEEP. THERE IS IMPULSE CONTROL–HE DOESN’T HAVE IT. THERE IS CAUTION–HE DOESN’T HAVE IT. IN WOMEN THESE TRAITS ARE STRONG, IN HIM THEY ARE WEAK BECAUSE HE’S BUILT TO PROTECT THE WOMEN & CHILDREN.

This is also why, in the island of Madagascar all the lemur species live in female dominated societies. Madagascar has a very long dry season of 8 months, where lemurs in that period find it very hard to find nourishing food. Now, in this situation, if lemurs lived in male dominated societies they would quickly become extinct. This is because during the dry season, the alpha males would grab all the available food for themselves and allow the females to starve. Which means the females wouldn’t have enough food to grow young in their bodies or have enough nourishment to suckle their young with milk, or be strong enough to care for and protect their young. So in these conditions a male dominated Lemur species would quickly become extinct.

Whereas what happens to Madagascar lemurs is that even though females are smaller than males, the male always give way to the females in all disputes. This means that in the dry season alpha females get to feed first with any food the lemur communities find. This ensures the females stay healthy and are more able to breed, and if some of the males die of starvation through the dry season, it doesn’t cause any problems to the survival of the whole species.

Now, the human beings have also evolved through very difficult conditions. Scientists claim that we are 4 million years old. This means that more than 99% of human existence happened in the Stone Age. So we are still basically Stone Age people and what happened over the last five thousand years of human history has made very little difference to our true nature. In our ancient past we have experienced ice ages and times of rapid climate change, causing the extinction of many animals like mammoths, sabre-tooth tigers and even other species of humans like the Neanderthals. This means in these times of rapid climate change, species of animals that are female dominated will have a decided advantage over species that are male dominated.

More so for the human being because unlike any other animal, the human baby is completely defenseless for the first few years of its life, and it nearly 20 years before it is fully-grown. So the human mother has to put in far more time and effort into caring for her young than any other animal. This means that in times when food is scarce, it means that only female dominated tribes humans would survive. This is because the males would sacrifice themselves, allowing the women and young to eat first and not use their superior size and strength take food away from women. Whereas in male dominated tribes, the alpha males would eat first and the women and children would die, and the tribe wouldn’t survive when food became plentiful again.

In is noticeable that patriarchy happened only after the invention of agriculture, which produced an abundance of food.

RASA SAYS: ANOTHER BRILLIANT OBSERVATION OF WILLIAM I NEVER SAW ANYONE ELSE MENTION. INVENT AGRICULTURE, ABUNDANCE OF FOOD ENCOURAGES PATRIARCHY.

This allowed alpha males to dominate human society through violence without threatening the survival of the human species. Unfortunately, men are not used to ruling

RASA SAYS: YET AGAIN, AN OBSERVATION FEW THINK OF. MEN WERE NOT USED TO RULING. BUT THEY DON’T HAVE THE FRONTAL LOBES ABILITY TO DO SO, APART FROM ANYTHING ELSE, APART FROM LACK OF EXPERIENCE. THEIR INSTINCT MAKES THEM KILLERS, IT’S ALL THEY KNOW. WAR IS THE FOUNDATION OF PATRIARCHY, IT IS WHO THEY ARE.

LIKE THE CHIMPANZEES, THEY MAKE WAR, THEY STEAL FOOD, THEY EVEN EAT THE ENEMY. THEY DO NOT RULE THE CHIMPANZEE CLAN WITH JUSTICE OR INTELLIGENCE, IT’S MIGHT MAKES RIGHT, IT’S BRUTALITY, & WHOEVER IS MOST BRUTAL CONTROLS THE REST – JUST LIKE OUR HUMAN PATRIARCHY ALTHOUGH WE GET SUBTLE NUANCES, SNEAKY FRONTS IN THEIR CRUELTIES, THEIR PRETENSES. I MIGHT ADD HERE THAT PATRIARCHY IS RULE OF THE CHIMPS, MATRIARCHY RULE OF THE BONOBOS.

and do a terrible job in ruling our world creating a world of conflict, war, inequality and suffering.Yet we are all still Stone-Age people, so the desire within men to submit to women is still within us. This is why patriarchy needs to teach men to degrade women to prevent them for reverting to their natural instincts.

RASA SAYS: THEY HAVE BEEN WORKING HARD AT DEGRADING WOMEN THROUGH RELIGION, EDUCATION, GOVERNMENT & MEDIA & IT’S STILL GOING ON.

This makes it possible for men to give blind obedience to alpha men rather than to women. This is why in many strongly patriarchal societies women are degraded and subjected to male violence, to teach ordinary men to overcome their desire to submit to women. Though this is now changing in Western countries, where women are no longer being degraded in the same way. This allows men to get in touch with their natural desire to want to worship women.

RASA SAYS: MEN WORSHIP WOMEN AS MOVIE STARS, STRIPPERS, DANCERS, MODELS. ANYONE WHO IS BEAUTIFUL THEY WORSHIP & THIS IS ACCEPTED. BUT I DECLARE THROUGH MY EXPERIENCE THAT MEN BY NATURE WANT TO WORSHIP MOTHER-FIGURES, BECAUSE THE FIRST WOMEN THEY EVER LOVED IS THEIR MOTHER, OR OTHER MATERNAL CARE GIVER. WHEN THEIR FIRST EXPERIENCES OF LOVE ARE FEMALE THEY AUTOMATICALLY ARE ATTRACTED TO OLDER FEMALES IN THEIR PUBERTY & FOR SOME, THIS CONTINUES ALL THEIR LIFE.

OF COURSE PATRIARCHY DISCOURAGES THIS & THEY HAVE FOR MILLENNIA TORN BOYS AWAY FROM MOTHER LOVE THROUGH VARIOUS MEANS, BY SEXUAL ABUSE, BY STEALING BOYS FROM MOM’S IN THE GREEK & ROMAN DAYS & BY INDOCTRINATION/PROPAGANDA. BEING A ‘MAMMA’S BOY’ OR LOVING OLDER WOMEN IS CONSIDERED SHAMEFUL, THEY WANT BOYS TO WORSHIP MEN & WANT MEN FOR LOVE & SEX.

THERE IS A TREMENDOUS FEAR OF THE INFLUENCE & TEACHING OF OLDER WOMEN TOWARD YOUNG MALES – OLDER WOMEN TEACH THEM TO LOVE WOMEN, GIVE RESPECT, CONSIDERATION, OBEDIENCE. IT IS THE OLD WOMEN WHO MUST GUIDE, CORRECT INSTRUCT YOUNG MALES IN ALL THINGS INCLUDING LOVE, SEX, LIFESTYLE & SPIRITUALITY. THIS IS ONE OF PATRIARCHY’S GREAT FEARS & THEY HAVE WORKED HARD TO MAKE IT TABOO.

This means that the Femdom scene is not a perversion or mental illness as many academic male physiologists will want you to believe. It is a natural instinct that comes from our Stone Age past. Men have only been taught to suppress this instinct by the alpha males who conquered the peaceful Matriarchal civilizations of the Neolithic age. When men are no longer taught to degrade women and dominate them through violence, then women will once again take their true role of the dominant sex of the human race.

RASA SAYS: DR. BRYAN SYKES, WORLD’S LEADING GENETICIST, HAS SAID AS MUCH. HE SAYS WE ARE ‘MODERN’ IN TECHNOLOGY BUT ANCIENT IN OUR GENES, OUR INSTINCTS. WE ARE STILL ‘HUNTER-GATHERERS’ INSIDE HE SAYS.

THERE IS NO PATRIARCHAL AGENDA INBORN IN US, WE ARE ALL MATRIARCHS, WE ALL WORSHIP MOTHER & GOD AS MOTHER, WE ALL INSTINCTIVELY VENERATE WOMEN, NOT MEN, & NONE OF US BY INSTINCT WORSHIPS MEN OR A MALE GOD–THIS IS ALL FORCED ON US.

MEN SHOULD STOP SUBMITTING TO OTHER MEN FOR THEIR OWN GOOD, OTHER MEN TAKE THEM TO THEIR DEATH. YES, THEY ARE ALREADY IMPULSIVE, EVEN FOOLHARDY BY NATURE – BUT THAT HAS TO BE WITHIN REASON, & WITH FEMALES IN CHARGE, THEY ARE NOT SENT TO THEIR DOOM. WITH MALES IN CHARGE, FEMALES ARE FORCED TO PRODUCE MILLIONS OF BOYS FOR ‘CANNON FODDER- – THIS DOES NOT HAPPEN IN MATRIARCHY. THEY PROTECT WOMEN & CHILDREN WHEN IT MUST BE DONE, BUT WOMEN DO NOT CREATE WARS WHERE THEY SEND MEN TO DIE.

BOTTOM LINE HERE IS THAT WOMAN, THOU ART GOD. WATCH OUT FOR YOUR MEN. TEACH THEM THE TRUE WAY TO LIVE, DO NOT ALLOW THEM INTO THE CLUTCHES OF PATRIARCHY. YES IT WILL TAKE WORK TO PROTECT THEM, NURTURE & TEACH THEM THE RIGHT WAYS. DO THE BEST YOU CAN, GOD IS ON YOUR SIDE. GO IN PEACE TO LOVE & SERVE MOTHER GOD!

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-22-19

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XXVII<>EGO BANISHMENT

XXVII-EGO BANISHMENT or Getting Past the Ego – The New Religion

Woman, thou art God!

This is the new religion where you discover your True Identity. But to discover it is not automatic. You might believe the statement, but you must REALIZE it as in ‘Enlightenment’ or ‘Self Realization.’ Believing something & realizing it are two different things, as in, we believe in God but we have not REALIZED Her until we attain Her in Vision, specifically Beatific Vision.

One saint saw a vision of God in a ‘burning bush,’ & asked this God, could She show Herself AS SHE IS?

God said to Moses,

“You cannot see me & live.”

What did God mean? It’s the ego, it stands between God & us. This begs the question what is God, what is ego & how do we get rid of it? And when we do, is it forever?

When a soul dies, does it automatically lose its ego? No it does not. (How do I know?–by experience & the teachings of Saint Maria of Agreda as well as other mystics, saints & spiritual intellectuals). The ego is part of what must be burned or cleansed in Purgatory. (It’s commonly called ‘attachment.’ Example: I ministered to Elvis Presley, who spent five years in Purgatory. He was filled with memories of his incredible career, he was attached to this, & it took time to remove.)

The saints who go straight to Heaven, only one such I witnessed – Saint Pope John Paul II – have lost their ego before death & so there is no impediment.

What is God? God is pure & perfect Energy or Spirit of a kind we don’t even understand, we just know some of the qualities of God (all superlatives, all Good, Truth, Beauty, Love, Power, Miracle worker, Knows all, Sees all, can do all things, etc.) what God does (Creates, gives life, takes it away, judges, decides, guides), how God behaves (shows Mercy, forgives, makes promises, reveals), what God does not do (does not make mistakes, does not repent a Gift, has no thought, sense or feeling of evil, etc.)

But exactly Who & What this Pure & Perfect God is – No one knows & perhaps we will only know Her in part when we get to Heaven, as we don’t know if there’s anything beyond that.

But the part WE DO KNOW which we can attain, that is attained by saints, is hidden to us by our SINS & our ego which now says WHAT IS EGO?

I can tell you by experience how it feels to LOSE the ego because I did it early 1982. It was FRIGHTENING.

Since those many years ago I studied with Guru Ramana Maharshi, the saint of nonduality. This was 2007 when I reached that state, (but only kept it a year because God wanted me in the world.) From Ramana I learned the OFFICIAL process of EMPTYING myself (I had done it because I saw God face to face, but I did it by accident or without knowing the official steps), Ramana teaches the official steps) which leads to no-ego, a consciousness of ‘Advaita’ (pronounced A – DOI- ta) or Nonduality.

Two days ago I decided to work on losing my ego again – ‘it’s time’ I thought. I went through the process & knew it was working because I BECAME FRIGHTENED. I meditated that night for three hours – if anyone tells you you can do it a half hour a day, they are wrong. Just getting in the mood takes a half hour, then meditation might begin after an hour or so & should continue two or three hours–if you want results. After those three hour I noticed although I have not achieved the goal yet, my dreams were more psychic than usual & I felt closer to God. Then the next night I tried again but got diverted – I will keep trying until I get to it, every day & night.

Back to 1982 when I succeeded. At this time I had been alone for over a year – not completely alone like a hermit, but alone unless I had things to do that could not be avoided. (That is all God expects of you. We can’t all be total hermits, if you do the best you can & spend all the free time available for the quest of God, it’s good enough.)

There are many ‘monastic’ style virtues you practice during times like these – times when you want to find God – really find Her like the saints did. I had taken the vow of celibacy four years prior to this. I was going to the Holy Mass every morning for years – always receiving the Blessed Sacrament, & now I resolved to practice SILENCE & SOLITUDE. I asked my closest friends & relatives who habitually spoke to me NOT TO WRITE OR CALL. (They ALL took it wrong. Each one felt it was a personal rejection. One young disciple said it almost drove him to suicide. Perhaps I did not know how to explain the state I wanted to enter – because I didn’t understand it myself. I just knew I had to be alone to do what I wanted to do – find God.)

OK the question is what did I do to lose the ego? Because after not so long a time, I saw God face to face TWICE. I did not have a formula, plan or schedule of what one does to ‘lose ego’ – I just knew I had to leave the world, people & wordly activities. I knew I had to concentrate on God every day & this was NOT A CHORE – Every fiber of my being wanted nothing but that, I did not want the world or people or it’s ‘joys.’ I found the conversation of wordly people BORING, ANNOYING, IRRITATING & worst of all, DISTRACTING from the One I loved – God. I was intimately, deeply, irresistibly & completely IN LOVE & I wanted NOTHING & NO ONE to come between myself & my Beloved. And so my activities were in no way chores, labors, forced disciplines or anything one does that hurts – these prayers, spiritual readings, going to Church, litanies, rosaries, more books on saints, were all the things I wanted to do more than anything else. Even years afterward my friend George said

“You have me in a place I really can’t converse with you at – How can I talk to you about nothing but God?”

During the solitude I did not talk to George or anyone, as I said it was later. Everything George talked about irritated me, especially when he got anywhere near sex, then I went ape-shit. I tried to be polite when he told me what kind of female body he liked, but I wanted to scream. The rest of his topics were boring & trivial to me, even though I agreed with the subjects, as he was an anti-war, anti-Patriarchy intellectual. But when a person only wants to think about God, even the important things of the world go pale.

OK, bottom line–what is ego? What do you have to give up, renounce, die to?

The ego is EVERYTHING CONNECTED TO THE WORLD – OUR SOCIETY – TO FRIENDS & FAMILY.

It is IDENTIFICATION with who we are in the FLESH, GENDER, POSITION, JOB & ACCOMPLISHMENTS (or deeds done, good or bad).

It is connection with, memories & attachments to all we have done, accomplished, all we are proud of, ashamed of – everything of the flesh.

In other words ego is EVERYTHING WE ARE CONNECTED TO IN TIME & SPACE WHICH IDENTIFIES & MEASURES US, it is everything EXCEPT WHO WE REALLY ARE, WHICH IS A CHILD & REPLICA OF GOD, A SPIRIT, AN INFINITE BEING WHO ALWAYS WAS & ALWAYS WILL BE, IT IS A GENDER-LESS, UNJUDGED, UNMEASURED CREATION OF GOD, PURE & PRISTINE IN ITS CREATION–It is a SPIRIT-SOUL–everything but that is ego.

Therefore, if you want to be in a state of SPIRITUAL PERFECTION, DEAD TO ‘SELF’ OR EGO what Christians call perfect humility, you must separate yourself from all of the above – these things are all deemed ‘attachments’ & they PREVENT THE VISION OF GOD OR SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE.

Before I go into the litany of what to give up as prayer or meditation, let me explain why I was FRIGHTENED when I succeeded in 1982, & why I got frightened again two days ago. If you are not getting this sensation of fear – & you don’t even know what or why you fear – you are not entering the ego-less state – it goes with the territory.

Your ego gives you, as a human, a creature, a sense of ‘who I am here & now’:

“I am secure knowing I am this or that. I feel connected, bonded, to things of this earth – to people, society, family. I belong here. I am also a result of my achievements & efforts – or else (sorry) a product of my failures & sins. All these connections, attachments & memories give me a sense of being here, my identity, persona or character.”

Now in those early days of February 1982 I lost all of the aforementioned concepts. I was not connected to anyone or anything. My memory was working but I wasn’t thinking of anyone, anything, like they all disappeared, & I didn’t know WHERE I WAS MENTALLY or EMOTIONALLY. It was a strange feeling of being SUSPENDED IN SPACE, not connected to the world. Yes, I remembered all the basics, like get up, go to Church but I felt so weird I went to confession & asked the priest (who knew me)

“Father, I don’t understand what’s going on, but please pray for me.”

Not being connected to the world & people put me in an area totally unfamiliar like I had a body but I was not here. This went on for THREE DAYS & then I had my first vision of SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE. In the two visions I left this world, as if I went to Heaven, but I was there IN BODY & even more ALIVE to all physical, mental, emotional sensations than on earth–in the first vision I felt the snow on the railing of the world I was in.

Both visions or experiences were as if I had WOKEN UP from a deep sleep of limitation, this world we live in being a dreamland of partial reality, while the next world is the real one, this is nothing compared to that. I also felt that if this Higher word was my reward, then the sufferings I went through to achieve it were insignificant. I could go through hundreds more years of suffering for this.

Back to the fear (which happened two days ago when I started meditating the way of losing ego.) When I began to renounce & separate myself from all the things of the world I barely got started after an hour, & I only got to the edge of the precipice of freedom – it was only looking from the edge of the cliff down to the chasm of the Grand Canyon – only that much & it was scary. I could not go on & decided to save it for another day. But the sensation of fear proved I looked into the chasm for one moment. I will try again until I succeed again.

Losing the ego is like a FREE FALL off an immense cliff & you don’t know if you’ll make it or die – you have NOTHING TO HOLD ONTO, no parachute, & all you have is your faith, hope & love of God, trust & confidence in God – nothing else. On the other side is God, you ascend into Her Holiness. Better yet, as Saint Mary of Agreda says, you cannot get there of your own will, She lifts you into Glory. Your part was the renunciation, you are capable of no more than that.

What you have to give up–where do we start? Try gender, I will say this like a prayer but it can be done any way, simply by mis-identifying yourself, forgetting your gender:

“I am not a gender, I am a Spirit made in the image & likeness of God.”

Family: (this will be a biggie to many. Some won’t be able to do this, that is why Jesus stated it emphatically like you EVEN have to give up family to be God’s disciple–

“I have no earthly family. I distance myself from all of them, my only family is the Heavenly one.” (Mind you, if any of them is Heavenly, then you can be One with them. When Jesus said, ‘Who is my Mother, who are my brothers? Whoever obeys God etc. he knew darn well His Holy Mother was the top follower of God, He was not denying Her Her privilege with Him! So said Anne Catherine Emmerich.)

My position in the world, good or bad:

“Who I am in society’s eyes does not matter. If they applaud or praise me it is without meaning–I am just an actor playing my part, they don’t even know who I am. I am not there, I’m a celestial being. If they despise me, jeer at me & spit on me it also doesn’t matter, as I’m not there, that’s just an actor in the theater of life, I am a celestial being created by God – they don’t even see the Real Me. I renounce praise, consolation, fake human love, I also renounce the hate, anger, revenge they feel toward me. They don’t see me, they see the actor doing things they don’t approve, I feel nothing to their reaction as I’m not there.”

My accomplishments, failures & sins: “I do not hold onto my accomplishments, successes – they were done by the Grace of God, I was lucky God helped me, I let them go, I do not think about them, & my failures it’s ‘better luck next time,’ I let that go also, it doesn’t matter if I felt ashamed or inferior, I am now indifferent & move on. As far as sins, I am deeply sorry & have repented to God totally & trust that God has forgiven me–God is merciful, I do not harbor guilt or fear any more, I let my sins go, the Lord has taken care of them.” (Whoever The Lord is to you, could be Jesus, Mother God, Allah, whatever way you believe.)

About sins, this is IMPORTANT: Before one even BEGINS to go on this path of perfection, all sins, big & small, must be repented & paid for with penance. Penance could be any sort of effort in prayer, charity, voluntary suffering. Don’t even THINK of embarking on this road with sins on your soul, it won’t work. That is a given I forgot to mention in the beginning. Perfection is a step beyond being a sinner, it’s the way of the saint far from sin. Of course, I am not judging anyone – God alone is the judge. Attachment to the world, people & family ARE NOT SINS but they block the vision of God, they mar the path to perfection, they must be removed. Next step:

Ambition, strong desires, wanting to be important or being loved by the world & people: “I do NOT want people to look up to me, if they love me or hate me it doesn’t matter. All that matters is eternal life, my soul being with God, I leave all earthy love, admiration, or other emotions of humans behind. I am not attached to any reaction of people to me, I let it all go.

I let go all desires of the world & people, no ambition. I let go of wanting fame & fortune. I let go of my flesh, wanting pleasure & comfort. I will take whatever God gives me & am grateful. I just want the Will of God. If She wants to give me some pleasure, some comfort, some anything, I accept it with gratitude. I want nothing of my will, with Jesus I say, ‘Not my will, Thy Will be done.’ ”

Are you getting the idea my friends? You can think of a hundred ways to renounce the world, the flesh, the devil, people & family. First, make a decision to do so. Then start working on it. Use your own words. Remember, don’t be afraid. If there are things God wants you to have, you will have them. Trust in God. God is usually not mean, although it does seem that way when people get accidents, traumas, diseases, deaths, heartbreaks & the like. Those things happen. Sometimes it’s just life, sometimes it’s karma bringing people closer to God the hard way, purifying them. Your desire must be not in getting ‘well fed,’ consoled, in the flesh & earthly life, but in the Joy of Eternity above all else. Let me part with this, which I used to pray, I think it covers all bases, the Catholic Church gave us –

The LITANY OF HUMILITY:

Deliver me, Jesus.

From the desire of being loved…

From the desire of being extolled …

From the desire of being honored …

From the desire of being praised …

From the desire of being preferred to others…

From the desire of being consulted …

From the desire of being approved …

From the fear of being humiliated …

From the fear of being despised…

From the fear of suffering rebukes …

From the fear of being calumniated …

From the fear of being forgotten …

From the fear of being ridiculed …

From the fear of being wronged …

From the fear of being suspected …

That others may be loved more than I,

Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.

That others may be esteemed more than I …

That, in the opinion of the world,
others may increase and I may decrease …
That others may be chosen and I set aside …
That others may be praised and I unnoticed …
That others may be preferred to me in everything…
That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should…

Woman thou art God! You can do this! God be with you!

Last item: Do you have to be in this state of perfection all your life? No, it’s impossible as far as I know. My life has gone through many stages, perfect & imperfect. I believe God will give you credit for the highest Peak you reached when you die, even after you slip down. I sure hope so! I went way down recently because God ordered me back in the world, so I was in obedience to Her, so I don’t think She will mark me down when I die.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-20-19

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XXVI Sex liberation

XXVI-THE NEW RELIGION

How Sexual liberation helps create a

Matriarchal society 10-14-19

Guest author William Bond with Rasa Von Werder Comments

Rasa Von Werder says:

I have said that no man can preach or teach in our religion, but William Bond is no man, he is a Light from Mother God. Let him take part in the building of our religion, as he’s taken part in the Matriarchal movement all his life. He is the Prophet of Matriarchy & the Right Hand of Mother God. His presence here does not suggest any other men can preach or teach with us – he is the first & only one & let no other man come forward after this as they will not be able to walk in his footsteps. William has been my partner in the work since I appeared on the internet in 2004 – His work has informed me & been an important part of shaping the theories & philosophy of Matriarchy. There is no other man like him, & might not be for many years. He is one I a million. P.S. Don’t worry about his lack of grammar finesse. It’s the ideas that are relevant. Here he is:

How Sexual liberation helps create a Matriarchal society.

From WILLIAM BOND: His writing is regular, mine is CAPS.

Some feminists have claimed that one of the hindrances of female empowerment is that women have to, “sleep with the enemy”, and live with men. Where, men have the advantage of greater size, strength and aggression. But perhaps there might be a way around this, if we give up the patriarchal doctrine that men and women have to live together as a couple.

We can find an alternative to this; if we look to our ape ancestors chimpanzees and bonobos. This is instructive, because both of these species of ape are our closest cousins genetically, because we share 98% of our genes with them.

What is very interesting is that the chimpanzees live in strict patriarchal societies while bonobos are matriarchal. Humans also seem to be patriarchal but it seems in prehistoric times we once lived in matriarchal societies, which suggests that we humans do have a choice about what type of society we wish to live in.

Chimpanzee culture is very easy to understand, it has a strict hierarchal system where the biggest and strongest males are the boss and dominate other males who are not so physically powerful. Though all the males dominate the females who are smaller than the males.

Bonobo societies are more complex as the female dominate the males through a powerful sisterhood.

RASA SAYS:

HERE IS THE KEY WORD: SISTERHOOD. I AM WAITING FOR MY SISTERS TO JOIN ME, THEY WON’T DO IT. I ASK WILLIAM WHY? I HAVE MY THEORIES, LET’S HEAR YOURS. WHY ARE WOMEN AT ODDS WITH EACH OTHER? WHY DON’T THEY JOIN UP? WHY DON’T THEY FORM BETTER BONDS, AS ADULTS? THEY ARE SISTERS IN SCHOOL, ONCE SCHOOL IS OUT, THEY DEPART ONE ANOTHER & MOST JOIN MEN, & THEREUPON SINGLE SISTERS ARE OUSTED. HOW CAN THIS BE CHANGED?

Bonobo males like chimpanzee males are larger than bonobo females but the bonobo females stick together in a powerful sisterhood. The way this works is that if a bonobo male was to attack a bonobo female, all the bonobo females in the same area will come to her defence and attack the lone bonobo male. Because of this, it is the sisterhood that dominate bonobo society and not powerful alpha males like with chimpanzees.

This approach has been suggested by feminists for humans who created the slogan, “the sisterhood is powerful”. But unfortunately sisterhood among human females is not strong enough to overcome male aggression and dominance. To appreciate why, we have to understand more about the bonobo and chimpanzee.

Another big difference between the chimpanzee and bonobo is that the bonobo seems to be sex mad. Most animals only have sex for a few days every year. This happens at the time of the year when most food starts to be available, so that the female is well fed during her pregnancy and when nursing her young. The chimpanzee like most other animals is exactly the same, only having sex when the female is in season. But there are two animals where this is not true, and they are the bonobo and human.

RASA SAYS:

INDEED, THE BONOBOS SETTLE ALL DISPUTES, PROBLEMS & PAINS BY AFFECTION, BY TOUCHING, FEELING, RUBBING, HUGGING & SEX. WE DO HAVE SOME OF THAT AS HUMANS – NOT AS INTENSE.

Both humans and bonobos can have sex any time of the year and so are not restricted to seasonal sex. As the result, we find that in bonobo society sex is not only used to fertilize females, it is used as a powerful method of social bonding. Bonobo customs dictate that when two bonobos are in any form of dispute they make it up by having sex together. This doesn’t matter if the two bonobos are a male and female or two males or two females. It seems that in bonobo society there is no demarcation line between heterosexuality and homosexuality, everyone is bisexual.

RASA SAYS:

YES, THE KINSEY REPORT SUGGESTS THAT MANY OF US ARE BISEXUAL, BUT OF COURSE PATRIARCHY DOES NOT WANT THIS, BECAUSE THEY WANT ALL MALES TO IMPREGNATE FEMALES TO DISEMPOWER US. IT’S HARD TO HAVE KIDS & FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHTS AT THE SAME TIME. HAVING KIDS FOR US IS PART OF PATRIARCHY’S DISEMPOWERMENT OF US, AS IT MAKES US DEPENDENT ON THEM FOR ROOM & BOARD & PROTECTION.

THEIR DISCRIMINATION OF HOMOSEXUALS, ALTHOUGH THEY ARE GROSS HYPOCRITES, IS BECAUSE THEY WANT ALL MEN TO DISEMPOWER ALL WOMEN, LIKE AN ARMY OF INSEMINATORS.

This suggests that the strong social bonding through sex, greatly enhances feminine power and undermines masculine power. This is because in any animal society the only way females can overcome the greater size and strength of males is through a powerful sisterhood, where females support each other. This means that the sisterhood in bonobo society is possible when females bond, by having sex with each other

So it is interesting that homosexuality is discouraged or even outlawed in most human patriarchal societies. Is this because they want to break up any form of sisterhood among women? It suggests that lesbian sex has a far stronger effect in bonding females together, than homosexual male relationships. It is probably because men’s greater aggression and competitive instincts works against males when trying to bond with other males, even if they are homosexual. While, women’s instincts to love others, is enhanced, when having intimate relationships with other women.

RASA SAYS:

WOMEN’S ALLIANCES WILL BE ALL THERE IS IN THE DISTANT FUTURE, WHEN MALES ARE EXTINCT. WE MIGHT AS WELL START PREPARING FOR THAT NOW.

THE ONLY STUDY/REPORT I KNOW ABOUT FEMALE COUPLES IS THEY HAVE EXPERIMENTED WITH GIVING CHILDREN FOR FOSTER CARE TO THEM. WHEREAS WITH COUPLE HAVING A MALE PRESENT, THERE ARE HUGE STATISTICS OF ABUSE, BUT WITH FEMALES THERE ARE NONE. THERE HAVE BEEN NO CASES REPORTED OF ANY FEMALE COUPLES HAVING ABUSED ANY FOSTER CHILD.

Many feminists have pointed out that one of the reasons why women are powerless is because too many women seem to love men, more than they love other women. The reason for this, might be that in patriarchal societies, women are only allowed have sex with men and are discouraged from having sex with other women.

RASA SAYS:

PERHAPS WE MUST THEN WORK ON WOMEN NOT BEING AFRAID TO HAVE SEX WITH OTHER WOMEN, TO BOND WITH THEM, MARRY THEM & FOSTER OR ADOPT. I AGREE WOMEN DO NOT LOVE OTHER WOMEN & IT COULD WELL BE PATRIARCHAL PROPAGANDA DISCOURAGING OUR LOVE FOR ONE ANOTHER.

So where humans in the past like bonobos and women form a powerful sisterhood through lesbian sex? One piece of evidence for this is the clitoris. Patriarchal scientists and religions tell us that sex is only about reproduction, yet the female clitoris is only used for sexual pleasure. The clitoris is not needed for reproduction as a woman can get pregnant without it.

RASA SAYS:

THIS IS A BRILLIANT POINT WHICH I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT OF!

This is one of the reasons why some patriarchal religions like Islam cut off women’s clitorises. The clitoris may not be needed for sex between a dominant male and a submissive female, but is essential for sex between two females. So cutting off women’s clitoris may be a way to discourage lesbian sex and so undermine sisterhood between women.

RASA SAYS:

TRULY, WHERE HAVE I BEEN? THESE THOUGHTS NEVER ENTERED MY HEAD. HERE IS WHERE THE PARTNERSHIP FROM WILLIAM COMES IN, MOTHER GOD MAKES HIM THINK IN WAYS I HAVE NOT, IT EXPANDS OUR UNDERSTANDING OF HOW PATRIARCHY MUST BE SMASHED.

LIKE OUR PARTNER FREYJA DERRICKSON SAID: WITH MEN, WOMEN RARELY ORGASM, WITH OTHER WOMEN, ALWAYS!

It would be unrealistic to demand all women to become lesbians but bisexuality may be possible. After all, women do complain a lot about the behaviour of men when they live with them. So any woman who has had a bad experience living with men may think about living with another woman, if this is socially acceptable. Another point is that if more women start to live together it means that men will be forced to “up their game”, and please women, if they want to live with them.

RASA SAYS:

YES, IF IT WAS ACCEPTABLE. BUT IT ISN’T. SO LET’S MAKE IT SO. JUST TURN OUR BACKS ON THEM, WHOEVER OF US HAS THE GUTS TO BECOME BISEXUAL & DO IT – GO FOR IT.

AND YES, WHEN THERE IS NO ALTERNATIVE TO BEASTLY MEN EXCEPT OTHER BEASTS, THEY HAVE IT MADE. BUT WHEN WOMEN ARE MORE EASILY AVAILABLE, IT’S AN OUT FOR MANY WOMEN & LEVERAGE AGAINST THE CREEPS.

So would a return to matriarchy be as simple as simply encouraging women to have sex together? It might be, because it seems to work very well for the bonobo ape. The obvious way women can overcome men’s greater size, strength, aggression and competitiveness is to form a powerful sisterhood. This then is only possible if women can love each other, more than they love men.

RASA SAYS:

OF COURSE WE COULD OVERTHROW THEM QUICKLY IF WE ALL FORMED RELATIONSHIPS WITH WOMEN – BUT TO GET WOMEN USED TO THE IDEA, UNFORTUNATELY LIKE ANYTHING ELSE, WOULD TAKE TIME – TOO MANY GENERATIONS, BUT WE CAN HELP GET THIS GOING.

HERE IS WHAT I THINK, EASE INTO IT. SUGGEST TO WOMEN TO GET MARRIED OR LIVE TOGETHER FOR PRACTICAL REASONS, NOT SEX, FOR THOSE WHO ARE ASHAMED OR EMBARRASSED ABOUT SEX WITH WOMEN OR DON’T HAVE THE DESIRE.

MAKE IT EASY FOR WOMEN TO GET HOUSING TOGETHER, LIKE SUPER-APARTMENTS WHERE MEN AREN’T ALLOWED, BUT WOMEN HAVE THE GREATEST AMENITIES FOR THEMSELVES & CHILDREN. IT IS IMPORTANT THAT MEN BE BARRED FOR REASONS OF SECURITY & THAT WOMEN WOULD GET USED TO BEING WITH OTHER WOMEN FOR HELP, COMPANIONSHIP & SUPPORT. LOVE RELATIONSHIPS COULD FORM OUT OF THIS.

BUT IF MEN WERE ALLOWED IT WOULD DISCOURAGE THE CONCEPT & ALSO COMPROMISE THE SAFETY OF WOMEN & CHILDREN.

ONE IMPORTANT FACET OF WOMEN’S LIVING TOGETHER IN GROUPS, COMMUNES, APARTMENTS OR HOUSES:

THEY WILL HAVE A CHAPEL OR CHURCH IN THEIR MIDST TO WORSHIP OUR MOTHER GOD. THEY WILL HERE TEACH THEIR CHILDREN TO WORSHIP THUSLY, ACCEPT GOD AS MOTHER & LIVE HER WAYS, SEE LIFE DIFFERENTLY THAN THE BRUTAL PATRIARCHY.

Patriarchy works well when it is able to isolate women. We can see this in chimpanzee society where sisterhood between females is almost non-existent. As a result, every female chimpanzee has to fend for themselves alone and has to look for protection from males to protect herself. So being very submissive to please strong males, is the only way a female chimpanzee and her young, can survive in the brutal chimpanzee society.

RASA SAYS:

THIS IS EXACTLY THE QUAGMIRE THE PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY HAS PUT US INTO. OH, WOE IS ME, WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO US!

IT IS THE NUCLEAR FAMILY AS I HAVE SAID REPEATEDLY OVER THE YEARS IS THE TOOL OF DEVIL-MEN, TO SEPARATE WOMEN, MAKE THEM VULNERABLE, TARGET THEM & THE CHILDREN FOR ABUSE. WHERE WILL THEY GO FOR HELP WHEN IT’S TOO LATE, BEATEN & BRUISED, TAKE HIM TO COURT THEN? HIM BEATING, INTIMIDATING OR MOLESTING THE CHILDREN? THE LATTER IS DONE BEHIND CLOSED DOORS, NOT EASY TO DETECT OR PROVE. HE HAS A FIELD DAY IN THE NUCLEAR FAMILY. AND THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM IS ON HIS SIDE. WOMEN HAVE ESCAPED SUCH MEN WITH CHILDREN THEY ABUSED & GONE TO JAIL FOR IT! ONE WOMAN SPENT EIGHT YEARS IN JAIL FOR HIDING THE DAUGHTER THE DAD WAS MOLESTING!

This is also true of women in patriarchal human societies, who likewise have to learn to please rich and powerful males to have a decent life or become successful. Many actresses even today are interviewed on the ‘casting couch’ to get into films. Businesswomen and female politicians also have to please rich and powerful men if they are to progress in our patriarchal world. While marrying a wealthy man is still the easiest way a woman can gain wealth and power.

RASA SAYS:

I HAVE PREDICTED IN ‘THE FUTURE OF MEN & WOMEN’ THAT THE TABLES WILL TURN, & MEN WILL BE SEEKING RICH & POWERFUL WOMEN. THEY WILL BE GOING FOR COSMETICS, BETTER HAIRDOS, THEY WILL DIET & TRAIN TO LOOK GOOD, THEY WILL WEAR BETTER, TIGHTER, MORE REVEALING CLOTHES, THEY WILL GET COSMETIC SURGERY, THEY WILL WORK ON BEING MORE CHARMING & POLITE, BETTER MANNERS, BEING BETTER LOVERS, SOCIAL SKILLS, THE WILL BUY BOOKS THAT SAY ‘HOW TO WIN THAT SUCCESSFUL WOMAN YOU WANT.’

BOOKS & MAGAZINES WILL BE FILLED WITH ADVICE TO MEN HOW TO BE BETTER AT CATCHING & PLEASING WOMEN & HOW TO KEEP THEM.

SOME OF THIS IS COMING TRUE – I WROTE THIS FIFTEEN YEARS AGO, & MEN’S CLOTHING IS WAY TIGHTER & MORE REVEALING NOW – LOOK AT THE SUITS.

The contrast between chimpanzee and bonobo societies couldn’t be greater, where bonobo females can always look for protection from other females. For this to work, it means that the patriarchal idea of marriage has to be broken up. This then would require for women to live in commutes, which is a big advantage for mothers as they can help each other care for their children. Men won’t like this, as it means they will have less access to females and have to be on their best behaviour, if they want to visit any commune to have sex.

RASA SAYS:

YES, COMMUNES ARE MATRIARCHIES, WHERE WOMEN PROTECT ONE ANOTHER. BUT THEY MUST BE COACHED SO THAT ONE GUY BREAKING IN WITH A KNIFE OR GUN DOES NOT KILL MULTIPLE WOMEN, LIKE DID RICHARD SPECK:

A mass murderer leaves eight women dead – HISTORY

A mass murderer leaves eight women dead. On the night of July 14, 1966, eight student nurses are brutally murdered by Richard Speck at their group residence in Chicago, Illinois. Speck threatened the women with both a gun and a knife, tying each of them up while robbing their townhouse. Over the next several hours,………………………………………………………………………

THIS IS NO JOKE. WOMEN MUST PREPARE FOR INTRUSIONS LIKE THIS. THE SLIGHTEST BREECH OF THEIR SECURITY MUST BE DEALT WITH – THEY MUST REHEARSE WHAT THEY WILL DO IF A MAN ENTERS THE COMMUNE OR PROHIBITED APT, HOW THEY WILL DEAL WITH HIM & GET RID OF HIM PRONTO.

ONE OF THE BEST IDEAS IS GUARD DOGS, GERMAN SHEPHERDS, AS WELL AS ELECTRONIC SURVEILLANCE.

SOME APARTMENTS HAVE THESE FACILITIES, BUT THEY ARE NOT ALWAYS MONITORED – THE PLACES MUST BE WATCHED 24/7 BY REPUTABLE, PAID FEMALES.

THERE SHOULD ALSO BE ARMED GUARDS TRAINED FEMALES, AS MALE GUARDS WILL END UP BOTHERING THE TENANTS, SOME TENANTS MIGHT LET THEM – THAT WOULD BE BREACH OF SECURITY ESP. IF THEY ARE ARMED. MEN ARE NOT TO BE TRUSTED ALL ARE POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS.

So if women are encouraged to find sexual fulfillment with other women, then they will no longer have to, “sleep with the enemy”, and we be free to form a powerful sisterhood with other women. This sisterhood can be used to create women only businesses and political parties so women no longer have to look to rich and powerful men for support and money.

RASA SAYS:

WE HAVE BEEN AT THE MERCY OF MEN FAR TOO LONG, THEY SAY,

“THE GOLDEN RULE IS THE ONE WITH THE GOLD MAKES THE RULES,”

SAD BUT TRUE FOR WOMEN & POOR PEOPLE OF THE PAST.

EVEN MALES WHO DOLE OUT SIMPLE LITTLE JOBS TO FEMALES DEMAND SEX. I RECALL A PRETTY WAITRESS IN B’KLYN WHO HAD TO GO IN THE BACK ROOM & GIVE BLOW JOBS TO THE UGLY FAT BOSS FOR HER JOB.

ANY PLACE WHERE THE ONE IS IN CHARGE, THEY CAN DOMINATE THE ONE WHO ISN’T. TIME FOR WOMEN TO MOVE FORWARD.

Some women may object to this and claim they are strictly heterosexual and could never have sex with another woman.

RASA SAYS:

WHEN WE THINK OF THE ALTERNATIVE BETWEEN HAVING SEX WITH SOME OF THESE DISGUSTING MALES VS. WOMEN, THE WOMEN ARE USUALLY LESS DISGUSTING.

IF WOMEN HAVE TO HAVE SEX WITH WOMEN TO GET A JOB, AT LEAST THERE WILL BE NO CHANCE OF GETTING PREGNANT BY IT.

Yet we know sexuality is flexible. Confine people into prisons and both men and women will have homosexual relationships. This suggests, bisexuality, may be far more commonplace than we realise.

RASA SAYS:

I HAVE INTERVIEWED AT LENGTH A MAN WHO SPENT EIGHT YEARS IN JAIL. HE SAID SOME OF THE MEN – LATINS IN PARTICULAR – WOULD CHOOSE PARTNERS WHERE ONE WAS THE WIFE, THE OTHER THE HUSBAND. THE WIFE HAD TO WAIT ON THE HUSBAND– RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY.

People fall into heterosexual relationships because it is considered to be ‘normal’ and it is easier to be one of the flock. Even today, homosexuality is seen as unusual and it takes a strong minded person to, ‘come out’ and openly declare themselves to be homosexual. It also can be equally difficult to be openly bisexual, because people get confused by this.

RASA SAYS:

IT’S A PREJUDICED WORLD BUT WHATEVER IT TAKES TO BRING MATRIARCHY I’M ALL FOR IT. WE HAVE TO START SOMEWHERE, PERHAPS BY PRAYING. IF WE PRAY THE SITUATIONS WILL COME, WE WILL BE BROUGHT TO THEM & THEY TO US. I MEAN RELATIONSHIPS, COMMUNES, APTS FOR WOMEN, SOCIAL GROUPS FOR WOMEN, CLUBS FOR WOMEN, HOTELS EXCLUSIVELY FOR WOMEN & THE LIKE.

It is of interest that nearly all patriarchal societies and religions tend to see sex as a ‘sinful’ or ‘dirty’. This is because even submissive women can use sex to influence men. It suggests that patriarchy does see sexual liberation as a threat to it. So if we can learn from the bonobo ape and be sexually freer, it could result in a matriarchal society.

RASA SAYS:

“THE ORIGINS OF PEACE & VIOLENCE” DR. JAMES W. PRESCOTT EXPLAINS THAT SOCIETIES WHICH HARBOR SEXUAL REPRESSION FOR WOMEN ARE VIOLENT ONES, WHILE THE OPPOSITE BODES PEACE.

SEXUAL LIBERATION FOR WOMEN IS ONE OF THE BIGGEST THREATS TO PATRIARCHY TO BE SURE.

I DID MY LIBERTY BIT PUSHING THE ‘COUGAR’ IDEA, DATING YOUNG MALES, PHOTOGRAPHING THEM, PUBLICIZING IT & MAKING BOOKS. I’M TIRED OF THAT PROJECT, BUT IT DID BEAR SOME FRUIT, NOT AS MUCH AS IT COULD HAVE BECAUSE THE MALES DID NOT COOPERATE.

THERE WAS A MAJOR COMPANY THAT WANTED TO DOCUMENT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH A YOUNG LOVER FOR A FILM, BUT HE WOULD NOT COOPERATE. OTHER OPPORTUNITIES CAME, BUT THEY WOULD NOT DO IT. I GOT WEARY OF THE WHOLE THING AS YOUNG GUYS ARE ATROCIOUS TO DEAL WITH & DANGEROUS.

Woman, thou art God.

These are great ideas to be worked on. Think about them, see if you can do any of this, & PRAY. The beginning of anything is prayer, faith, confidence, a positive attitude. With Mother God, WE CAN DO ANYTHING.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-14-19

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XXV – the NEW RELIGION – WHAT PROFIT A WOMAN

XXV – the NEW RELIGION – WHAT PROFIT A WOMAN – 10-14-19

What profit a woman if she gains the whole world but loses her soul, for what will she exchange for her soul?

When I was twelve years old I saw a play on television. Two men were endlessly waiting for ‘Godot.’ It was not explained who or what this was except you imagine it’s someone or something special.

They waited & waited, each one kept asking the other if he’d seen Godot, but no one had, they were frustrated.

Finally this guy comes along carrying a bag full of rags. They ask his name. He says,

“I am Godot.”

They don’t believe him, they argue.

Godot is of course God, but we fail to recognize that we find Her IN OUR POVERTY, which means spiritual poverty, (not FINANCIAL RUIN)—which means no attachment to people, things, the world, fame & fortune, being somebody special, etc. It is utmost humility, lack of ego, being like a person ‘dead’ to the world.

I am not being a wise-ass saying I am perfect & always there. But I have been there, for periods of time, & that was when I had my PEAK EXPERIENCES OF GOD especially seeing God FACE TO FACE. ‘You cannot see God as God is & live’ is apropos. Understand ‘to live’ is to be alive with the antonyms of poverty.

St. Francis of Assisi was seeking the ultimate vision of God. He was loaned the use of a mountain named Alverna. He climbed that mountain laboriously to find Truth, & there She was, a pitiful waif dressed in rags.

The Sacred Exchange between Saint Francis and Lady Poverty

The Sacred Exchange between Saint Francis and Lady Poverty is a text of the early Franciscan movement. Scholars suggest a date in the late thirteenth century. “Holy poverty … is the foundation and guardian of all virtues.”

Jesus came to earth to exemplify poverty – He taught it to us. Never did he seek fame or fortune, recognition yes, but for his WORK, for God Almighty, not for EGO or aggrandizement of the flesh.

His story is etched in the minds of many, but do we apply it to ourselves or do the opposite? Most people when asked what they’d like more than anything in the world will say ‘To win the lottery,’ or ‘To have a million dollars.’

But the person who HAS a million dollars should say

“All I want is the Will of God.”

You can’t go wrong with the Will of God – It’s a prayer THAT CANNOT FAIL. There are numerous prayers you can make, but in the end, the Will of God is what matters, what takes us & everyone to Our Greatest God – ask for a thousand things, but those things granted, be they not the Will of God cannot make us happy.

Why people want wealth – they make excuses,

“It’s for my family – for my children.”

Well, don’t have a family, don’t burden the world with your children & you don’t have to be rich.

Seek spiritual riches because they are forever, but money you ‘cannot take it with you.’

THE GRACES NO ONE PRAYS FOR

A stigmatized monk in Italy—Bro Gino—(who later became a priest) saw Our Holy Mother standing by the side of the road weeping. He asked her why & She said,

“Because I have graces to give WHICH NO ONE ASKS FOR. He did not explain any further.

I began to pray, each day for these graces, not knowing what they were. This was late maybe October 1981.

A couple months later I was standing face a picture of Our Lord on the wall when I felt Her calling me to turn around, where Her image was opposite

The room became rarified with Light – I heard Her say –

“Do you like the Graces my Son gave you?”

I said,

“Yes, what more could anyone ask for?”

(She was referring to the three Graces, symbolized by rings on my left hand, which represented Faith, Hope & Charity, that Our Lord gave me in January, 1978.)

She said,

“I have my Graces to give you also.”

I said,

“What are they, Mother?”

She said,

“They are poverty, chastity & obedience.”

I then asked her to clarify what she meant by poverty, She said,

“That you not be attached to the things of the world & people – only to God.”

I saw a grey rope made of Light around my waist, extending into Heaven, in fact, three ropes as She described the graces.

I asked what was meant by obedience, & She said,

“Obedience to all the words you know of my Son & myself.”

(BTW although there aren’t many teachings from Holy Mary in the bible, the book ‘Mystical City of God’ by Ven. Mary of Agreda, is the life & teachings of Our Holy Mother – there is rich material there.)

I felt I understood ‘chastity’ but now looking back I wish I had asked, that chastity could be much more than refraining from sex.

I then rattled on about wished-for projects including the ‘Mary Magdalene Monastery’ which was for women who wanted to leave the adult trade & abusive men. She heard me through & said,

“I will come for you when you are finished with your work.”

The Light faded, the vision ended.

WHAT IS SPIRITUAL POVERTY?

Having the grace of poverty does not mean you will be worried about paying your bills, it means ‘Putting first the Kingdom of God & everything shall be added unto you.’

God knows when it’s appropriate for you to live ‘week to week,’ or even be dead broke & homeless & God knows when you should be flush.

If God wants you to do a work for Her if it takes money (& usually does) then She will put it in your hands. Few homeless people are doing the work of God, Jesus wasn’t homeless & few saints were – some might have been for a time, but even the poorest, humblest saints usually lived in convents, monasteries, or were somehow sheltered & fed.

I recall reading how St. Clare of Assisi & her women were ‘provided for’ by the men of St. Francis order. (She was St. Francis top disciple & entered into religious life inspired by him. She also gave up a privileged lifestyle for God.) Am not sure who provided the roof over their heads – (it was not great but they made do) – but I read they contributed food. Mostly, it says that she & the Poor Clares ‘lived by the work of their hands.’

Better yet, Saint Benedict (the father of monasticism) lived as a hermit where crows brought him bread! Men pleaded he build a place for them to serve God & he created the first monastery. This is important:

St. Benedict said that living the life of a hermit alone was superior (spiritually) to living in a monastery or convent, the latter being the next best thing. Remember how I urged you to be alone as much as possible? There are good reasons for this.

You cannot find THE GOD WITHIN amidst the clamor & distractions of other people & the world. The God within us is in THE UNCONSCIOUS. When you traverse the world’s planes the unconscious closes up like a clam shell because to remain OPEN is psychologically dangerous. I have experienced this where my inner voice said to me, as I embarked on the road for dancing,

“I have to close up as you are suffering too much.”

I actually heard a large, heavy iron door like creaking shut!

It was sad, as I would not be unable to hear the still, small voice of God effectively – it took work to get to it, it didn’t speak to me spontaneously.

I have not been lucky enough to stay in that state for years on end – it always ended when I had to go to work or for some reason or other, associate a lot with people.

How do you suffer in the world & from people? Do I have to explain? Every time I begin to get conversational with people there is stress, different degrees of it. It could be just mild or wild. If someone gets close to you & does challenging things – things that get to your emotions – if someone says or does something to you that hurts or confounds you the focus goes to that – then the unconscious shuts down so your spiritual radar won’t get blown. I don’t know how else to explain it.

The spiritual thoughts, feelings, emotions are super sensitive & they cannot be ‘out there’ in a gross world, within gross situations. Even being a clerk in a store is gross to the unconscious mind or the spirit. Your mind enters into money, merchandise & customers. You’re thinking of time & space, functioning without making mistakes, customers can vent their displeasure or wrath – it all takes away from God. Then of course you worry as you need the job about getting fired, you are never completely relaxed or secure. Even the most innocent job or outside project can be a distraction.

Now if the job is dangerous, such as being in war, especially the front lines, or walking the street in the adult trade, the stress goes off the chart. Here not only can you not concentrate on God, you need a drug to keep from going crazy.

(For adult trade workers it’s a catch 22 situation. They need drugs to hold down the anxiety. THEY GET RAPED ONCE A WEEK. Then they get addicted & have to work for more drugs. The judicial justice system does not help, it is a de facto pimp when it arrests adult workers & fines them. The worker must pay the government with sex acts to keep going – they go ‘round a circle of work, get fined, work more to pay fines. Their work is legitimate, but criminalizing them makes the society a pimp……….Adult trade workers have as much right to do what they do as does a psychologist, psychiatrist, doctor or nurse, a chiropractor or masseuse – they are assisting men with serious physical, emotional needs – they are not criminals in the eyes of God.)

A woman exhausted from a regular job plus the daily chores of life might not have the wherewithal to do God’s work. Such work might be temporary, in God’s economy & God will find her a way later on, possibly with the resources she collected.

Women, such as myself, might gain money through business, invest it & later use it for spiritual projects. One style of life isn’t for all time.

I was totally intimate with God, in a state of perfection, in 1980-81 & up to late 1982.

Then I prayed for the Interior Divine Stigmata, received it, all my Holy Spirit Gifts (the ability to use them though Gifts are never taken away once given) & Intimacy with God were removed. But in Her economy, She prepared for me a business in 1987, then a fiancé & husband who could live with my celibacy. I could not pray intimately to God – it was the ‘dark night of the soul’ where the Presence of God, Her consolation, left me. But I was able to tithe for Souls in Purgatory, a tidy sum of money every year, & accumulated bread for future spiritual work, & later, my husband enabled me with money to build the church.

This spiritually empty state remained with me from October 9, 1982 until the year 2000 – eighteen years without God – similar to when Jesus was ‘done in’ on the Cross & said,

“My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”

And this, I might add, is SPIRITUAL POVERTY. You might be rich in money, but oh how poor you are in the Dark Night of the Soul. (Not to confuse you, you can be suffering during spiritual poverty – terribly – or you can be happy in spiritual poverty by being non-attached to people but only to God.)

GOD PROVIDES FOR HER WORK

God also provides to women She has called, in bygone days, through their husbands. Elizabeth Cady Stanton’s husband was well off – Emmeline Pankhurst’s was a doctor.

(In Pankhurst’s time there was a slum in England called ‘The West End.’ Jack London wrote of it extensively. He, as a journalist, actually lived & worked there, even went to the ‘work houses’ to discover the situation. Those from there who could get jobs were paid below minimum wage. What could they do for anyone in that condition? The West End described by London was a quasi-hell—the people a Patriarchal society as explained by Karl Marx, wants to propagate so they have a body of souls to exploit—wage slavery.)

Jesus’ ministry was supported by the families of the disciples, his Mother Mary, other Holy Women – especially Mary Magdalene. Magdalene was NOT a prostitute! That lie was perpetrated by a priesthood that wanted to degrade her. She was actually the millionaire-status daughter of a Roman Prince & a Jewess, she owned the city of Magdala. Anne Catherine Emmerich, a stigmatized mystic, said of all the disciples of Jesus, she was the most spiritually advanced.

Some people believe that Magdalene was Jesus’ common-law wife – I have no problem with that. Sex is not a sin, Jesus was human, if she was His wife it in no way diminished His greatness nor hers.

Upon the discovery of the Magdalene Gospel some new truths were revealed. It seems that Jesus wanted her to head his Church, but of course, the men, with Peter as top banana, wouldn’t have it. They pushed her out, she went to the Essenes, an austere sisterhood who lived as a hermitage in caves.

In her gospel it says that ‘Jesus kissed her on the lips’ which displays intimacy, that she was his favorite, & the men disciples were jealous.

Anne Catherine Emmerich says that Magdalene gave Jesus good sums of money, with which he bailed out hundreds of innocent souls from jail.

When traveling, the disciples lodged with their families, & many Holy Women gave help.

Luke 8:3 Joanna the wife of Herod’s household manager Chuza …

and Susanna, and many others who were contributing to their support out of their private means.

Jesus ministry could hardly have survived with no money & God does not expect you to work for Her without providing for you!

“Put first the Kingdom of God & everything shall be added unto you!”

And also,

“Take care of God’s business & She will take care of yours.”

Woman, thou art God.

Jesus, & all his saints, were revolutionaries. They did not fall into the trap of this evil Patriarchy. They resisted its teachings & lies, & so must you.

Jesus taught Love, & Matriarchy is Love. We stand for the Culture of Life, Love, Do unto others as you would have others do unto you, Love thy neighbor as thyself – Whatever you do to the least of these you do to me, Patriarchy does the opposite, & that includes Patriarchy’s Mullahs, Priests & ministers – most of them. They are not your friends & should not be your leaders, guides or teachers. Keep away from them & keep your children away.

To be like Jesus & all the saints, turn your back on Patriarchy, step apart from it. Find your autonomy, your own sainthood, do not degrade yourself into materialism & the lower things of life, do not believe their lies about women, or their version of scriptures & truth, live for your own God & Happiness.

Don’t be afraid of Patriarchs, trust in Mother God to provide for you, don’t even be afraid of death, be afraid of the death of your soul, which men of Patriarchy seek. Live & be a brave woman, not a coward who gives in to the demons. Resist the demons, obey no man. Stand apart stand free & tall – begin now.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-14-19

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, Uncategorized

XXIV-THE POWER OF PRAYER

XXIV-THE POWER OF PRAYER-THE NEW RELIGION

WOMAN THOU ART GOD – STEP AWAY FROM MEN INTO OUR AUTONOMOUS WORLD, RELIGION & SPIRITUALITY

Most people think that prayer is effortless, that it doesn’t take time & energy, it isn’t work. What they do – moving rocks on a chain gang or sitting endlessly at a computer formatting jargon is real work – prayer is just an afterthought, a mosquito in the air – a pathetic whimper or irritating drone when one is suffering.

They think that way because that’s how they pray & that’s why their prayers aren’t answered – these prayers have no POWER.

“The fervent prayer of a righteous woman availeth much.”

But they are NOT FERVENT & NOT RIGHTEOUS.

When they say to someone ‘I’ll pray’ – the person is dying of cancer – they mean they will do some lip service, speak a few words to the Almighty as if they were the right hand of God, & God doesn’t even hear them because they aren’t CONNECTED. God does not respond to EMPTY WORDS but the HEART, ENERGY, VIRTUE & PASSION of the pray-er. The effort & time they put into it also counts.

(This changes when a Soul becomes Holy or enters ‘nonduality’. Then everything is different. To be explained elsewhere.)

But these people say ‘I don’t have TIME to pray.’

While they walk to work they could be praying (rosaries, mantras, Our Mother who art in Heaven, supplications, anything). They stand in line at the DMV, the Post Office, the bank, the airport, busy stores—time for prayer. They could be holding a small book in their hands waiting for the order in the restaurant or under the dryer at the hair dresser. (Right now I’m reading for the fourth time, ‘Imitation of Christ’ by Thomas A Kempis.)

They could be praying (not when driving) in the car or reading while waiting for kids to come out of school, choir or sports. They could pray when the phone puts them on hold for minutes at a time – they could pray when there’s a storm, lights go out, no phone, no TV, no internet – time for prayer.

They could pray during insomnia, instead of counting sheep, say ‘I’m not attached to anyone or anything’ hundreds of times – IT WORKS.

Prayer trains, directs the mind to where you want it to go. Without it your mind wanders from thing to thing, person to person – it can be Hell. Don’t allow people & things to grab hold of your mind & take it into shallow places, meaningless roads, dungeons, cellars, monstrosities of worry. Knock all the negatives out of your mind with positive prayers & mantras, control your mind.

Instead, what do people do at the places they linger?

These days, anyone that has an ‘I-phone’ stares at it endlessly. I don’t know what they’re looking at, as I don’t have one, I don’t want one, I have enough of the computer at home. I suspect they’re looking at social media – that can be addictive. (Been there, done that, addicted to face book hours a day. Collecting pictures mostly!–which I’m using now effectively for my website!)

Other than that they (including me in my bad times) look at the signs & pics on the walls & the people around thinking dumb or meaningless things or shit like:

I wish I was home watching TV or movies – I’m bored – This situation is wasting my time. (Then don’t waste it, use it for prayer.)

People are bored when they have no interior life – no intellectual life – their brains are dead from lack of use. How can you be bored when God inside you is INFINITE & you have access to Infinity if you try?

You’re bored because you’re like an insect – flitting from blossom to blossom collecting nectar or stimulation from outside things.

Your life is filled with BAD HABITS of focusing outside instead of inside on people, things & events, & gossip thereof, instead of looking inside through prayer & meditation – that being done, the inner senses & unconscious mind will reveal to you the workings of your soul – it’s progress, how you’re growing, the scorecard of your salvation—your EVOLUTION.

Prayer is WORK, prayer is discipline – prayer is galvanizing ENERGY. (But the results are worth way more than you put in it, every time!)

When you pray constantly it prevents evil & ‘bad luck’ – it brings blessings & good fortune. (Truly when you pray for protection it prevents accidents, injuries & illness for you & loved ones.) Miracles of success happen with prayer warriors. Prayer is WORK, but not awful work, Jesus said something like ‘My yoke is sweet, my burden light.’ Don’t be afraid of it.

THE MAGIC PRAYER POWER OF SMITH WIGGLESWORTH

Smith Wigglesworth of England brought twenty four people back from the dead!

He would go to a dying person’s house & after dismissing the tear-jerking family (Oral Roberts also did that – tears don’t help, they hinder—faith & confidence do the job) – he knelt & prayed all night – fervently. If they died he picked them up & threw them against the wall shouting,

“LIVE! – LIVE!”

And they returned.

Interesting story about him – I LOVE it.

When he went to his faith-healing crusades there would be a conference room where the elders of the church & ministers would gather before service.

It so happened that none of these men – none – could bear the HOLY ENERGY emanating from him & they would all leave the room until he was alone.

He was coming to this one church – his reputation preceded him – a proud, cocky minister said,

“I will NOT walk out of that room!”

Time came – he kept his promise. Everyone walked out of that room but him. He did not. He fell to his knees & CRAWLED out!

YOU & THE WORLD

I want to explain two things about prayer – One – what prayers do to you and two, what prayers do to the world.

For you, prayers & all that is connected to it – changes you from living in the temporal time zone, here & now mentality – all that is temporary – into the eternal, above the world above strife & worry, above people/ things consciousness.

When you pray enough you’re lifted into another zone where you can see the picture objectively, a reality that is TRUE.

When you do not pray, do not meditate – your mind remains in the ‘shallows & wastes of human sense,’ (my words after the Divine Stigmata experience) – where you’re ‘in your skin’ seeing only through subjective experience, you cannot see ‘the forest for the trees.’

In this state, you’re more or less helpless – You can’t see from that darkness of limited thoughts & feelings, you’re encased in a cocoon of ego, (sense of time, space), the larvae who cannot fly.

The larvae sheds its cocoon, its outer casing, then the wings are released – it flies – & also it’s beautiful.

If you do not ascend through habitual prayer you’ll never leave the cocoon & you’ll forever live within LIMITATION.

What prayer does FOR THE WORLD is magical. Those who pray can change the world sitting right there in their room – prayer is energy, it is POWER, it changes things! Prayer warriors are warriors, they are not NOODLES, they change the world, they are the SALT OF THE EARTH.

Activists are wonderful, those who do nothing but pray hard are just as wonderful, it all depends how much they pray, how fervently. They can be even greater than those who fight battles in the world.

Example – saints like Padre Pio – he did almost nothing but pray, he will NEVER be forgotten, he wrought miracles right there from his little town in Italy, San Giovanni Rotundo. It’s not a little town any more, long after his death, it’s a mecca of healing, health & Holiness.

WHY YOU NEED THIS MESSAGE

I know some of you will be bored & irritated as I preach this message for many reasons. One, religion has never helped women in a wholesale way (how could it when it’s all Patriarchal?)

Religion, for many women is a thorn in their side, including Christianity, especially this religion that caused their holocaust. Patriarchy abuses women through religion; they’ve given it a bad name.

But we’re not preaching Patriarchal religion – Jesus didn’t do it – don’t throw the baby out with the bath water. (Jesus was on our side, he was a revolutionary when he walked with women—which was not allowed in Orthodox Judaism—he walked in public with his Holy Mother, Mary Magdalene & JoAnna Chusa. He dined with ‘sinners’ (those the hypocrites looked at as sinners.) He was a Matriarch preaching it’s principles of love, kindness & gentleness. He described himself as a Mother Hen who wanted to keep her chicks under her wings. He was totally pro-women, loved everyone & of course, was tortured & crucified by Patriarchs. How could we be against him?)

As I said elsewhere – remove the Patriarchal agenda from the religion you’re in & keep practicing if you wish. Remove the:

• Hate of women

• Violence, murder, holy wars, terrorism, suicide bombings

• Hate & discrimination against homosexuals

• Illogical repression of women’s sexuality & making sex between consenting adults a sin. (In women’s religion sex is sacred, the womb is Holy, sex is a way of Love & worship of God & veneration of women & even men. The yoni (vagina) & lingam (penis) are both sacred.)

• Denigration of nature & animals, abusing them, disregarding their Sacred nature. (In women’s religions animals & nature are reverenced. All of God’s Creation is revered, respected & venerated.)

Take all the evil out of it & you have a template for good – Prayer, fasting positive rituals, spells, Sacraments, meditation, holidays honoring nature & saints, etc.

Questions to be answered:

• Why do we need prayer to make this religion successful?

• Why do we need prayer to save ourselves, other souls & the planet?

• Why do we need prayer to save us from men & their Patriarchy?

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-12-19

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, Uncategorized

XXIII – How do we find the God Within?

XXIII – How do we find the God Within? & where did

we lose Her? The New Religion – Woman Thou Art

God - the Religion of Women where men are not

allowed on our premises

10-11-19

Woman, thou art God & yet – most women don’t know It, can’t find It & NEVER WILL.

That means they will never access the POWER of this Great God – Her Wisdom & Understanding, Her ability to save souls & our planet.

This situation is deplorable & must stop for our good & everyone’s.

Who do we blame for us not finding ourselves – God – Which is within us? It is THIS WORLD – Patriarchy – rule by the ‘father’ or man – & how does he do it? These ways:

• DISTRACTION (our minds, attention, drawn to this world)

• EXHAUSTION (Keeping us busy through a serial pregnancy breeding program – these children are taken away from us not always physically but MENTALLY with brainwashing – Which includes in it ALL THE LIES OF MALE HIS-STORY – His educational agenda which excludes THE EVIL HE HAS DONE & includes HIS VERSION of what is important & EXCLUDES HER VERSION.

{HER VERSION OF EDUCATION would be strong in biology, nature, herbs, health & metaphysics.

Metaphysics would include psychology (the source of happiness & mental health)

& SPIRITUALITY– the science of understanding a Higher Power & that we are connected to It – (It’s NOT FAR AWAY but WITHIN US – How to access this Power through the revelations of those who achieved Oneness, the ways of such as prayer, meditation, inner senses ESP, channeling, dreams & visions, etc.)

Since public education must be secular, the spiritual part would be an addendum for those who choose it. In other words, we would exercise our freedom of religion which is lawfully attached to the school system.

(This spiritual education is the most important facet of our growth because it’s about True Identity & Eternal Life, all education regarding other things is temporal – the physical world which ENDS.)

Another neglected subject is the study of nature – biology, in the proper way, with REVERENCE as God’s creation.

Maria Gimbutas explains how even in her childhood she saw the Lithuanian farmers kiss the ground on which crops were planted & it was kissed again during harvest. Mother Nature was worshipped as God & thanked for Her bounty.

Patriarchy teaches biology & nature as if it was an inanimate, unfeeling thing to be used by us – even animals. They taught children, in my day, through the 4H cub, to raise an animal to its maturity & then value it by its worth of money BY THE POUND. Happily I do not see 4H around anymore.

Patriarchy told Rachel Carson, author of the great ‘Silent Spring’,

“We don’t need nature but we need business.”

Men have gone INSANE.

All our LIFE & well being – food & water, shelter, come from nature. Without it we’ll all be homeless & starve to death.

Our use of & dependence on animals in a horrific Patriarchal way is depicted in ‘Earthlings’ – I have not seen it for fear of nightmares – Those who saw it said it affected them greatly.

The third way we’re prevented from reaching God Within is:

• LIES (brainwashing, indoctrination & propaganda which perpetuates Patriarchy & its AGENDA through all the media – Media of entertainment, the spoken & written word, movies, television, male-agenda internet work. This media tells us WHAT IS IMPORTANT, WHAT IS NOT.

They say what is important is what men are doing in politics (Tweedle de de & Tweedle de dum), (women are there at last but not in the forefront just yet.

They are saying important are the struggles of men vs. men, which includes lots of violence, men’s perpetual preoccupation with competition & physical prowess.

Technology of all types is meaningful to them because men cannot reproduce – they can only kill or intimidate, injure & threaten. This is done with machines, tools & weapons, from the beginning of swords to today’s nuclear monstrosities & bio-chemical warfare.

The entire outer space research came out of war – their need to control everything, even that, & wish to spy on other countries from above. (Indeed, good has come out of it as well as evil, such as the Hubble telescope seeing there are a BILLION galaxies past the Milky Way – This tells us our physical Universe is Infinite as well as is Spirit. How we see the Power of our Mighty God from that!)

Technology, physical might are the obsessions of men for conquest & imperialism – rule over others. In this project women are only objects to be STOLEN – like everything else they take in war – & ENSLAVED.

And so the creation of this technology which they ALWAYS SAY WILL BENEFIT MANKIND is important TO THEIR AGENDA, not to women – WE ARE NOT WARMONGERS. We are FORCED to finance this agenda if we want to or not through the tax dollars–The meaty portion for military, the crumbs for human welfare & happiness.

In their media they’re still fighting to keep women ‘in their place,’ which is domestics, diamond rings, cosmetics, interior decoration, cooking, fashion, gardening, child care, shopping for the house & home, taking care of hubby, etc., although this has been soundly denounced by Betty Friedan in her book ‘The Feminine Mystique’ – (which set off the second wave of the women’s movement) & all the feminists.

They strain to keep us out of government, politics, leadership, the financial world, big-time sports, anything where there’s money & power – they try to exclude us, but we are slipping through their fingers, we are the cork they cannot hold down any more (words of William Bond) & we’re beating them at their game whenever we can get in it.

Yes, they wanted to keep the chickens in the hen house but we have escaped & are tearing the place apart – we make the eggs, we make the people, they can’t create, their game isn’t working any more for many reasons & they have lost their grip.

A lot has happened for women that’s good but not for men. Yes they still have their feet in the mud, still stealing, killing & destroying, but they themselves are being killed from within, from pollution which affects their manhood & most of all, by the crumbling of the Y chromosome. No more Y, no more men. And no woman did it – it was the Higher Power that said this (words from Dr. Bryan Sykes, world’s leading geneticist, I change the words around sarcastically )

“OK, we tried. We built men. But they didn’t work out. What do we do now?

It seemed like a good idea in the beginning. It was work raising children, gathering food with Mothras & Godzilla’s chasing us. We built a pea-brained person out of our wombs for a helpmate & toy boy. He’s a muscle-head for work, takes terrible risks so he’ll jump between us & the bear-horse, he thinks with his little head so we can have fun. There’s no way he could ever dominate us as he isn’t smart enough.

Oh no, they’re attacking us! They’re having sex with the children! Mother God, help, they’re out of control! They’re physically stronger than us & now they have swords! What do we do?”

And Mother God put the hex on them & they will be no more – in

time.

GETTING BACK OUR POWER

I have stated DISTRACTION, EXHAUSTION & LIES as the three main things by which we are taken away from OUR POWER.

That is why I suggest to women again & again that if you can, DON’T GET MARRIED, DON’T HAVE CHILDREN unless they’re yours & yours alone & you can educate them yourself. In creating these Patriarchal families you increase Patriarchy – the kids are mostly taken away from you by indoctrination. We need your energy to work in the field of female empowerment – not to increase the planetary burden of seven

billion with more pollution & torture for animals.

ABOUT WOMEN ALONE

Women ALONE have done a great deal of good. Before Jesus & into the medieval days women had no place to go outside of marriage except ‘to a nunnery.’

I found most of my life’s guidelines from the women of religious seclusion – why their writings have survived could be because they were careful not to offend Patriarchs (priests) so not all their material was burned. Also, these women had TIME to attend to THE GOD WITHIN & opportunity to write things down—they were not being used up by family – they prayed, meditated & read – their intellectual life flourished. Of course they did not write as I do, they did not make revolutionary statements against Patriarchy – to do so would have meant, for many, being tortured to death or burned at the stake.

They had to be careful, humble to the dust, often claiming they were NOTHINGS, uneducated (very well educated) – ignorant (not at all) & incapable of any original thought or important action (to the contrary) or their writings would not have got past censors.

What did get through was their her-story of the God Within, whom they called Father God, Jesus Christ, or many other names that are celestial but approved by the Catholic or whatever they were in Church.

I followed along with them & did all that saints do & found Enlightenment – but later, after studying Yoga realized it was the God within, not in outer space, I was at One with. God kept trying to tell me that, but I didn’t understand, I was brainwashed.

You find Yourself-God when you are ALONE, this is not accomplished when distracted, exhausted, diverted & used up by others.

You have to UNDERSTAND that YOU ARE SACRED, your body is sacred, your soul is sacred, your time/energy are precious to be used for Self Realization, not to be twittered away, sucked out & drained by others.

The great women saints had an instinct for this. Many of them went into convents because it was the only place to get away from Patriarchy (of course there is always the problem of priests. There are convents where Mother Superiors give over the nuns for sexual abuse to priests, convents where girls are used as slaves, convents where boys are given to priests for pedophilia. Not all convents are safe space.) If they were in a warm climate indeed they could hide in the forests (I heard of female yogi saints in India living in the wilderness), or the hills, or become hermits, but there’s always the problem of food & clothing. Depending on where you are, cold places could kill you – somewhere there has to be a roof & food & convents were the most logical places.

This is a BIG SUBJECT I will broach later on in more detail – where to go, how to escape Patriarchy, how to work on one’s private spiritual life where you have to be ALONE, UNFETTERED, UNTROUBLED. I made it, but it wasn’t easy. Anything can be done, ‘where there’s a will, there’s a way.’ Keep in mind that you do not have to attain God by being alone for untold years. You can do it in spurts – a few years here, a few years there. That’s how I did it.

How Saint Catherine of Sienna succeeded.

St. Catherine of Sienna was slated for marriage, in order to avoid this repulsive prospect & pursue her spiritual attainment she swam into hot springs to get burns all over her body (on purpose.) This made her, for the time being, ineligible to a man.

She then shut herself in her room in the family villa to find God (for two years, I did the same), & found Her. Later she dictated a marvelous book (all done within three days; she was illiterate, monks wrote it down – they must have been fast writers), which I have read. I read her life & this material so long ago (40 years) I remember few things, but know she was given many rings. (I received three rings from Jesus during one of my sadhanas. I actually saw them made of Light – they were the infused virtues of Faith, Hope & Charity, the last on the second finger for engagement or marriage. We became One.)

Many women (& men such as Padre Pio, St. Francis of Assisi, St. John of the Cross, others) saints, as I said, were my mentors. I was close to St. Gertrude the Great, the Herald of Divine Love, and Ven. Mary of Agreda, possibly the greatest mystic of all time, who wrote the ‘Mystical City of God,’—I’m in awe of her, & when I found her volumes read on You Tube I shook with excitement.

I read the life & revelations of Anne Catherine Emmerich, from the 1800’s – she has a big volume of work – her words written down by Clemens Brentano. Mel Gibson directed the movie based on her accounts, ‘The Passion’ – Sadly, she was not given credit.

My education has been favored by hundreds of books on theology, spirituality, lives of saints & their writings.

The point I am making here is these women avoided the secular life including family–& this isolation bore much fruit. (St. Teresa of Avila said that even talking to family & friends ‘through the grille’ was disfavorable to the spiritual life.)

I am suggesting that those of you who can, spend as much time as possible alone WITH GOD. Whether you have family or not, remember, that you have God within you & God s more important than anyone or anything. If you do not honor this God, spend time with Her, give Her your love, it is your fault & no one elses. Make this time possible. I know you can do this, START NOW.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-11-19

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XXII THE WOUNDS OF WOMEN

XXII THE WOUNDS OF WOMEN

THE NEW RELIGION WHICH TEACHES WOMEN

TO WORSHIP THE GOD WITHIN

While they play video games & wank off to porn we take over the world. Them being superman is comic book bullshit. Faster than a locomotive? Able to leap tall buildings my ass.

Last installment we spoke about why this new religion was needed. The answer was because women have been so demoralized by Patriarchy they need their confidence boosted. This episode I’m going to discuss with my Holy Mother what has specifically wounded women.

Me: Mother God, where are they hurting, where are they wounded, damaged, broken? Where have they been shut down?

Mother God: “I told you last installment, in their Divine Nature, their True Self, they have been robbed of their Identity by the male domination.

Help them with this – give them confidence.”

Me: OK – to the women:

Woman, don’t you know who you are? You are a creation of God who LIVES inside you in the middle of the brain (as well as your entire body, but that is the epicenter), the energy chakra (wheel) known as the Sahasrara. God wants to be recognized here as such. God says:

“I AM HERE!

ACKNOWLEDGE ME!

TALK TO ME!

LET ME EXPRESS MYSELF THROUGH YOU!

LET ME DEMONSTRATE MY UNDERSTANDING, KNOWLEDGE, WISDOM, HEALING & MIRACLES!

YOU ARE A PORTAL TO POWER – USE IT!

I never change. I always was & always will be. I am in union with you, that is, we are One, but you aren’t conscious of it (in most cases.)

I am the One who loves you the most. My love is unconditional, unhampered, has no bounds, does not judge or condemn you, always sees your side with understanding – knows why you blunder & fail, forgives you in all ways–ever seeking you to find your way & do better, I am the good Mother to whom you are always a child,

I know you are small & weak while I am great & strong – my strength & wisdom are always available to you if you ask, I know all the pitfalls of life & how to avoid them–get around them or recover from them, I understand all the temptations of the world, the flesh & the devil, & most of all I KNOW YOUR FEARS.

I, the one who loves you completely, more than anyone else can or ever will – will never let you down. I love you more than family does, more than a earthly lover or spouse, more than do your children. Humans are not capable of the kind of love I have for you unless they are great Saints who love God more than the flesh.

I want you to have faith, hope & love for me, trust me, have confidence in me, believe that I love you always & will always be here, through thick or thin, rain or shine, when things go wrong, when things are right – when you’re in sin or not, when you have fallen as low as you can go – I am there waiting to pick you up.

You might fail in every way. You might have ‘sold your soul to the devil’ by giving into him – you might be down on your luck, drug addicted, homeless & helpless, ready for jail or the looney bin – I am here waiting for you to cry for help. Only you can save yourself through this cry – no one can save you against your will, no one can oust your demons (in most cases but some can be removed even without your request as they were put there against your will – example – child abuse, other kinds of abuse) me, crying out for God’s help. It is your WILL that is the key to salvation, you must want out of the dungeon, you must ask to get out, you must repent if there are any sins, renounce the devil & seek help.

When you do ask I answer instantly. The Almighty is in control of the entire Universe & you are connected to That & you are One with That. When you call out in supplication that Universe fires up all the answers needed for you – the time & place & persons (if needed) for your salvation & in the right moments each thing appears, each item lifts you out of despair.

You might not be homeless or imprisoned or down & out, but you might be stuck in a meaningless relationship or job, miserable, lost in mediocrity, no more joy, have lost hope. You settled for security or survival, you got caught in a net of no return; you don’t know what to do to find happiness. Where is your soul? Do you still have one? You think.

There you have LOST CONTACT WITH ME, known as ‘intimacy with God.’ In your pursuit of worldly survival or achievement, you forgot YOURSELF, the priceless treasure, the ‘pearl of great price’ while you sought the lower things – all the things BENEATH GOD are lower, & even though they are needed, their pursuit must never blot out THE ONE THING NECESSARY – which is your eternal life, your True Self, which is the only thing that can make you perfectly happy.

In other words, you got LOST UPON THE WAY, ‘the Way, the Truth & the Life’ without which there is no going, no knowing, & you got stuck in the mud, plodding along, you can’t fly, your energy is a worm. You keep expecting that happiness you thought would happen when you got this spouse or job, had kids, did all required – aren’t you fulfilling what this world teaches you have to do? Haven’t you been good?

No, you’ve been good to the world, but not to YOURSELF – which is GOD – YOU & GOD ARE ONE. Unless you are in relationship the GOD WITHIN you are lost. You might even have ‘all the kingdoms of the world & their glory’ but you are lost to blissfulness. There is no happiness in people, things, fame & fortune, there is only happiness in THE GOD WITHIN & ETERNAL LIFE – don’t forfeit this.

I, the God inside, am always waiting for your return whether it be from the abject point of failure, from mediocrity, or the state of earthly glory—if you aren’t with me YOU ARE LOST.

I know it probably isn’t all YOUR FAULT. I know it’s ignorance, lack of spiritual education, lack of guidance, lack of encouragement, bad influence from the world & its people including injuries, temptations from the devil, & fear of hardship, crosses & poverty that led to this.

But now the TRUTH is here. Shake off that ignorance, be enlightened, illuminated by the Truth – that God & Her Power are within you. Be guided by these words, take heed to them & make resolutions, listen to what is right because in your heart you know it is.

Shake off the world, the flesh & the devil. The world is temporary, its ways are bad while we live in an unloving society. This is the Culture of Death, Necrophilia, it’s teachings lies. It says that you must be important, well off, respected & respectable – that the uneducated, the poor, the weak, the helpless are to be spit upon, used up, laughed at & disregarded. Nothing could be farther from the truth.

“Whatever you do to the least of these, you do to Me” says God.

Would you like to be stomped by an Alien that is one hundred feet tall, just putting it’s foot on you & smashing you because you’re small?

Jesus Himself came into the world teaching POVERTY. Born in a cave, he was sought for assassination (but was honored by the wise) –was rejected, almost thrown off a cliff, laughed & jeered at, went through a ministry of great persecution to be tortured & killed. But his Power & Glory lived ever after; to this day we are healed by Him & all those who are like Him.

This God in Jesus is in you. You have the same Power to Bless, Guide, Heal, perform Miracles & save souls. This is not a hangup on the name ‘Jesus’. You can give God any name you want. You can call God by your own name – Betty God, Jane God or Mary God.

Here is a beginning, a prayer to start:

“My God within me (give God a name if you wish, using your own or whatever sounds comfortable, or save that naming for later) I acknowledge YOU.

I know you are there, hearing my every thought, word & desire. From now on I will think of you every day. You are the most important thing in my life. You are the Power that makes my life worth living, that fuels me with energy, inspiration, & Light that illuminates my brain. You are the One that guides me, shows me what to do, where to go, how to act, what to say, who to be friends with, who to depart from. You care about every facet of my life, the spiritual, eternal part & the here & now. You want to protect me as your child, you want me to do well, stay well, live well & have a beautiful Eternity.

From now on, dear God, I will acknowledge your Presence & speak to you every day, asking you for what I need, confessing my fears, explaining my doubts, begging pardon for sins, thanking you for all you do.

I will ask you for Miracles daily because your Power has no bounds, Miracles are your Nature, they are effortless to you. I honor your Power this way.

This is my resolution–dear God from this day forward, to know, love & serve you on earth, to be happy with you here & in Eternity. I will never forget you – who you are – that you are Me & I am You. I might not yet understand & experience this, but I believe it, & trust you to eventually give me the sense of it.

I believe in you, hope in you, trust in you & know you have heard me & will ratify my prayer—I thank you for it with all my heart. Goddess Bless me.”

PATRIARCHY HAS ABUSED, DEMORALIZED & DEGRADED US – IT, THEY HAVE WOUNDED OUR BODIES & SOULS

The males have done this & do it EVERY DAY & brainwashed women take part in it. Like the women in China bound up the feet of the little girls because men demanded it – the women in Africa & Muslim countries take part in genital mutilation of girls (removing their clitoris), women in Europe & America abase women when they PUT WOMEN DOWN & FAIL TO DEFEND, HONOR & RESPECT THEM.

If women everywhere honored & defended other women it would be DIFFICULT for men to injure them – but they don’t. They are catty toward sisters, they fail to stand up for them – they follow the rules of Patriarchy by SLUT SHAMING, refusing women honor & credit where it is due (both in the present day & in history), they gang up on women instead of ganging up on men who hurt them, they criticize, always hoping to hold their heads higher than their competitors, – & why do they do all this, hurting themselves as well as their sisters?

This is called the SLAVE MENTALITY, pleasing ‘Massah’ so Massah will give them perks – let the other slave be flogged & ruined, but let me, Massah, live in the house comfortably to serve you.

But although the slave mentality is DEPLORABLE & worthy of shame, the slaves did not create slavery – Women did not create Patriarchy, men did. Yes some women cooperate with it to an evil degree but they are going along, they are accessories to the crime, not usually the main criminals, the main criminals should be nailed the hardest.

There are NUMEROUS WAYS males through Patriarchy have wounded & sometimes ruined women, & this is what is being healed by Woman Thou Art God—the Religion.

Wherever a woman turns in this world, she has ‘nowhere to lay her head’ meaning to ‘rest her mind.’

Yes there have been great strides made in the workplace. A big corporation where my husband worked, subsidized by the government, toward the end of his tenure was hiring more women than men, & they got larger salaries. Whereas the ‘old men’ were still making 60k per year, the ladies took in 90k. The government has cracked down on wage discrimination, it’s a big step.

Left to be abolished is discrimination in numerous areas of society – show business (mostly movies where female stars are no longer wanted after forty while males are considered hot into 60’s) – female-interest scripts are swept aside while male-interest scripts with violence get top preference. Although show business can’t live without women & women stars, & they do make big money, the mentality of most movies produced is pro-men.

The news also favors the interests of men, like sports, & sports itself is strongly anti-women & pro-men.

In the government women are making strides but those who get in are having trouble putting a Matriarchal agenda into a Patriarchal world. It isn’t easy to bring Love, Compassion & Peace into a war mongering, dog eat dog, devil may care, fuck nature-love business, exploit the poor, kill the weak & take their money & property mentality. Yes, women are mothers & they care for others, but our mentality needs to be in a world run by women with men either a sideline or completely out. Them being out is the best solution—that’s what we here are fighting for.

Now the worst place for women is in religion. Religion holds up a loving God, but they hate us with a passion. They go back to thousands of years ago when Patriarchy was more repressive & women had almost no rights. Their only rights were to do as they were told by men, to have sex with them, breed & take care of children demanded by men.

Yes, it was a super-repressive time & these religions still hold up the words of those days, by those men, as if they were sacred. They twist even the life of Jesus saying he chose no women. He chose plenty of women, the Holy Women, with Mary Magdalene & his Mother as the heads. But these women were ousted by the men – not by Jesus. So of course, the men wrote their history in the four gospels – their version of the truth & all the Acts of the Apostles, their side of events.

What happened to the story

of women? They finally found the Mary Magdalene Gospel & it tells a different account. The Holy Women joined the Essenes, they must have been doing Holy work, but where is their literature?

Most of it probably got burned as males have had a habit of destroying, hiding everything to do with women & their part in our development. They were hysterical that we would know the world was once run by women, & women have always had an important part in it. They pretended we did nothing except work as background slaves to them – the heroes. History is a pack of lies. They were zeros, not heroes.

Now to everyday life, how they demoralize us. Where do we begin?

Every conversation with a man & woman (unless maybe she looks like a wart hog) ends up on sex – by his choice. It isn’t that they are great lovers, it’s just that their minds lack intellectual, spiritual capacity. It’s been proven recently, no argument, absolute fact, the frontal lobes of their brains are asleep while the primitive back parts are active. Dr. Daniel Amen recently did over 60k brain scans to demonstrate this.

Sadly as women growing up, we took this personally, & until I read this study I was somewhat perplexed. Now I know for sure what I suspected, that they are BRAIN DEAD in the areas that count, the spots where women are active – the civilized, intellectual, spiritual, compassion oriented, responsibility, control of impulses spheres. They also lack the connections to various parts of the brain that women have, they cannot think with all areas at the same time. And this is the creature that runs the family& the world? No wonder we’re in trouble.

This brain deficiency explains why all their conversations devolve to sex – only the primitive parts of their brains are awake.

Now this & treating us as ‘sex objects’ all the time – nothing counts but our looks & sex appeal – is WOUNDING when THEY ARE IN CHARGE. If women ran the family & world this would not matter. We make the decisions, we tell them what to do, they work, they appear when it’s time for companionship, recreation & sex. Then they can talk about sex, we can dismiss them if we’re bored or annoyed, but in a society where MEN RULE it becomes aggravating & intimidating.

When, in every facet of social interaction – work – getting things done – doing things that we have to – to some degree when we’re AT THEIR MERCY & all they do is judge us by looks, sex appeal, & if we’re willing to do sex – then it’s troublesome. It’s a bother if we’re young & beautiful because they harass us more than anyone, it’s a bother when we’re old & ugly because they dismiss us as having no value – & we can’t get the thing done that we want to do (like getting a job, getting a script produced, getting a project launched, even sometimes they won’t work for us unless we’re attractive!).

Being judged perpetually by LOOKS & SEX APPEAL & being spoken to about sex all the time tells us that WE ARE NOTHING BUT THAT. It brings us down to THEIR LEVEL OF PRIMITIVE BRAIN THINKING & if they were under our charge instead of us at their mercy it wouldn’t matter. But when they rule the world, they run religion, they decide what we should think & believe—, they are saying again & again ‘YOU ARE NOTHING BUT THAT’ this is serious brain assault & abuse. The TRUTH IS THEY ARE NOTHING BUT THAT, they cannot think & feel in the advanced way AS WE CAN & they are speaking from their limited brain, not ours.

This being SUBJECT to a creature that is so limited, so primitive, who got to be above us through murder & unjust laws has wounded us, because not only has he turned us into slaves, but has brainwashed & tormented us since infancy, through his demonic educational system both secular & religious, to believe we have no other purpose than to SERVE HIM, be HIS HELPMATE, we are not autonomous Godly beings who created him for the purpose of HELPING US.

Perpetuating these lies he has torn women down into lack of belief in themselves, made them think less of themselves & each other, even made them dislike themselves & sisters, giving honor & precedence to men, given them a distorted image of what it means to be female– all of this has been strategically & systematically worked out through Patriarchy — after attacking the female communities with murder & threats of further violence, keeping the women quiet & inactive by violence, over thousands of years indoctrinating & brainwashing them to believe AGAINST THEMSELVES SO THEY WOULD NOT FIGHT BACK.

Now, woman, you can understand why Mother God has had to take the DRASTIC MEASURE of rendering human males EXTINCT – apparently there is no way to stop them except killing all of them, removing them from the planet they are destroying.

But there is still WORK TO BE DONE. They will be around for 100k years give or take 25k, (happily diminishing in their bodies & decreasing in their numbers) we still have to take over & stop them from further planetary destruction & even human souls.

Be aware that it is more than the physical that Patriarchy affects, it has destroyed souls. We fight enemies besides flesh & blood; there are spirits of evil that have dragged souls into Hell. Hell is a world AGAINST LOVE. They have turned our society into a Hellish, hateful, perverted, murderous one, & many people they perverted lost their souls, & lost their place in the Eternal Bliss of God. This also we fight to prevent, we are saving souls from demonic spirits.

It is said, it is known, that no male Power or God could save the planet from Patriarchy – the big Demon of this world. It’s up to you, women, to save the planet, but you cannot save the slaves by being one. You must rise up out of your slavery to the ideas of men & their demands. You must know you are God, you have the Powers of God. You must use those Powers for yourself & others. You must teach your children these truths & not let them be swallowed up by Patriarchs.

Woman, thou art God. Start believing that today & start acting upon it, live with that Realization & spread the word. Your rewards are eternal.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-10-19

XII-WOUNDS OF WOMEN-THE NEW RELIGION

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XXI The New Religion Woman Thou Art God

Woman Thou Art God

The New Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship the God Within Themselves

XXI Installment Twenty One Why This Religion is Needed Right Now 10-9-19

Woman thou art God! But why am I preaching this to you right now, why do you need this religion now? Don’t you know that you are God? Aren’t you aware you have supernatural powers, that you are a Divine Being? Unfortunately, most of you no longer know or remember these things, so I have to remind you!

What happened to make you forget?

Here is the sad truth: The woman has been so long demoralized, abused, put down, degraded & lied to; intimidated, browbeaten, physically, mentally, emotionally torn down, that she must be reminded of her greatness, her God-hood, her Divine Nature, her Majesty & her Spirit.

I make these statements after having a chat with Mother God within me. I asked her why do we need this religion. She said:

“Because women need confidence. This religion will restore it. They need to believe in themselves again.”

This was a sort of new point of view for me, I had not seen it in exactly that way. I had many questions to my Higher Self – (the two of us are often on different levels, you can understand, Mother God is in the Highest Realm while I, a mortal, am faced daily with my earthly existence–same as you & all of us). Therefore, I must consult with her from time to time, shut down my conscious mind to some degree, open up the unconscious, the deeper, higher, more intelligent Me & see what ‘we’ have to say.

She tells me that I, the conscious self, have been looking at women in a different way than She has. So let me just ask, Mother how do you see them? I see women as simply unaware, diverted, lacking in virtue to some degree, being timid & cowardly, absorbed in material things, mixed up, & distant from their True Nature. How do you see it?

Mother God says: “You’re partially right, but also, you are blaming women for what’s been done to them. Please see them as having been victims for thousands of years. You’ve been sent to empower them, don’t be so hard on them.

You’ve also been abused by women a lot, & they have hurt you instead of helping you–this brings resentment– & I now need you to show mercy as I explain it in a better way.”

Could it be LaBelle Otero? She had five kings at her 30th birthday celebration in her apt, where she danced naked on the table – with them all staring up at her – She had a movie done of her life in Spain, she died age 97

Me: You are saying it’s for me to empower them. I have suffered, I have endured & at my own risk to safety I have fought for women all my life. Why is it on me? It seems I am being asked for a lot, too much maybe.

Mother God: “You don’t fully understand who you are yourself. You suspect in part but you don’t know for sure. Believe me, were it not for the grace of God you could have done nothing. God prepared you from before you were born to do what you’re doing. You are an Avatar - I told you that. Everything that happened to you was for a reason. Born on the day you were, to the parents that you had, in the place you were born, schooled as you were – every tiniest detail of your life was planned & anticipated by God to have you serve a Higher Purpose. Your part in it was to cooperate & obey & that you did. That is the part you will be crowned in Heaven for.”

Me: I have so many questions now, obviously I am a dunder-brain about many things. I think too much about myself, how people have hurt & hindered me & been ungrateful. I must turn over a new leaf & see how fortunate I am & how God has gotten me out of every jam, pain, failure, danger–everything evil in my life was turned around by God & brought to good. I must focus on that, not the ‘why me’ stuff. Let me ask this. Most of my endeavors have been to empower women, & usually, I had to play the role, do it myself or empower myself. I keep thinking how hard it was, but I did it. What is the main reason, you already told me but I ask again, that I am able to help women?

Mother God: “The main reason you are able to help women is because you reached Enlightenment or Self Realization. By doing this you ascended past the world & the flesh & the devil – you overcame the earth. All the misery, the abuse happens on the earth/flesh plane, & so by ascending you went above it, you rose up to God – you saw God face to face. This gave you enormous confidence, Supernatural confidence, no demon could thereafter fool you, browbeat you, twist your mind or intimidate you.

Unfortunately most women are not there yet, & they are susceptible to the abuse I have mentioned, & most of all they are AFRAID. You must help them see the truth about men, help them get One with God, & help them not to be afraid. This is a tall order & you have done well so far – trust in Mother God & all will be accomplished.”

Me: Indeed I have been looking at it in my mind accusing them of pusillanimity, lack of love & zeal for God, lack of caring for their sisters, lack of virtue, lack of commitment to the cause of women & God–I have not felt much mercy for them, although I am working I have given up on trying to get any of them to join or help me. But I see what you mean. It isn’t that they don’t want to have courage, they have been so demoralized they can’t stand up in the face of it. Unless the turn to God – not the way Patriarchs want them to do but the way God wants them to – they cannot find the courage to do what is right, even for themselves………..

But so few women can achieve Enlightenment, Self Realization. This requires a super-human effort – it means Sainthood. How many can do it? Before my Enlightenment indeed I was doing God’s work for women through the body building as well as Stripping for God, not counting the prayers & sacrifices. Why was I able to do this work before I was raised up?

Mother God: “You were on your way to being a saint, a fledgling spiritual big shot lol. Consider the Beloved Saint Padre Pio. Even as a boy they called him ‘holy’ & there were healings. As a young man before the Divine Stigmata – the whole area where he resided venerated him. When the chief priest was going to take him to another town they rioted en masse – the women marched to his residence & told the messenger they would not permit them to ‘take our saint away.’ Padre Pio had the earmarks of sainthood, he was on his way there from childhood – & so were you……….Of course people misunderstood you because you were in the adult trade, the way you had to do what was against religious convention threw people – but not everyone misunderstood – some accepted it & believed in you.”

Me: OK, next question. I should then curtail my anger, resentment at women when they betray the cause, when they betray myself & other sisters? The way they judge & look down on adult trade workers, the way they shudder & quake when the word ‘witchcraft’ is spoken – as if what the priests are saying is true, like this is still the Inquisition. They judge, condemn other women when they should be supporting them………..

Mother God: “They are afraid. This entire work toward Matriarchy must be done slowly, laboriously, one step at a time, on the political front, religious, secular, education, government, the arts – everything. Women must get active in all areas of life, they must do what they can…..Not everyone is a Pankhurst or a Cady Stanton or a Betty Friedan, Gloria Steinem or whatever. They just can’t do it, they have not the Anointing. They are waiting for someone to ‘kill Goliath.’ Little David came along with his sling. He had killed a lion & a bear with it – he proved himself, he was Anointed. His brothers were bigger, stronger, & they were noodles. David had come to bring them food to the battlefield. He asked them who was going to take Goliath. They told him to be quiet & go home. But he volunteered, he struck Goliath & he fell – then David cut his head off.

Everyone waits for the strong ones to come forward. They ask you what you’re doing, but thy don’t even help you. You know they’re waiting for you to succeed, then when you do, they’ll say they helped you – when all they did was annoy & insult you – tell you what to do, their advise ridiculous.”

Me: I’m beginning to understand. Explain to me exactly what are they so afraid of, that they have been abused, demoralized, beat down – the are like whipped dogs. What do they fear the most?

Mother God: “What they fear the most is their survival, just having a roof over their heads, food on the table. Unfortunately too many of them get pregnant with unplanned babies – they don’t have the guts to make men use condoms……..

Second, they fear failure & poverty – being looked down on, having to work menial jobs, trading their bodies for money in some way or other, they fear being nobodies, where people will not respect them or admire them, they will be unpopular. They all want to be loved, respected, admired – all the flim flam of this world & people – the fools gold. But Jesus told us that you cannot be his disciple if you’re not willing to leave your family for him. Family means caring about people – you can’t even care about family more than God – God being Truth…………………………

But they are forfeiting God-Truth for the things of this world when they are afraid to fight for women’s rights & Matriarchy.”

Me: What is the worst thing the Patriarchs have done to them to tear them down?

Mother God: “What the men have done is they have stripped women of belief in themselves, their own IDENTITY, their Godliness, their Divine Nature. They have led women to believe they were created for men, for men’s pleasure, men’s convenience. They have destroyed women’s morale by every kind of abuse.”

Me: Alright Mother God I heard you, & women you heard her. You must believe in yourselves, your Divine Nature, your Supernatural Life which is your True Identity. You were not created for the convenience or pleasure of men, but for God. Take another good long look at yourself in the mirror of God & make a new commitment to follow HER – which is following YOURSELF.

to be continued Rasa Von Werder 10-10-19

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