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NONDUALITY FIXES A RELATIONSHIP

NONDUALITY IMPROVES A RELATIONSHIP

Interpretation of Dreams for Friends. Many symbols explained.

These first two dreams seem somehow to ‘go together’ or ‘dreamed at the same time,’ ‘side by side’ – although they seem to have no correlation.

First myself & my husband RAJ are standing in my room with the twin beds—we’re in the middle of the room as if the two beds, which are together, are separated.

(SEPARATED BEDS AS YOU’RE NOT HAVING SEX)

He’s standing here in a full-length blue robe & going to leave me. I am sort of on the floor by the side of his legs, holding his robe & saying,

(FULL LENGTH BLUE ROBE TOTALLY DEPRESSED {not partially as that could be a short robe})

“I’m sorry – I’m sorry.

Don’t leave me, I have nothing without you.”

(THIS HEARKENS BACK TO YOUR PTSD WHEN YOU WERE SEPARATED FROM DAD. IT BROKE YOUR HEART – HE WAS EVERYTHING TO YOU BUT YOU LOST HIM. EVERY AFFAIR YOU HAVE THAT’S NOT WORKING TRIGGERS THIS PTSD. THAT’S WHY IT’S SO INTENSE. YOU WERE ‘BROUGHT TO YOUR KNEES’ MEANS YOU WERE HELPLESS.)

He’s very sad, his hair is half grey, lots of white, he’s determined to leave.

(HAIR TURNING GREY, ESPECIALLY WHITE IS ANXIETY. HIS ANXIETY IS GREAT RE YOU—

BUT THE LEAVING SYMBOL IS NOT REALLY HIS DESIRE TO LEAVE YOU—IT’S YOUR ATTACHMENT DECREASING, he’s leaving you as a mental obsession–THE HUMAN ATTACHMENT THAT IS NOT GOOD, IF IT REMAINS YOU’RE NOT ‘FREE.’

WHAT WE CALL ‘FREEDOM’ IN SPIRITUALITY IS HEAVEN ON EARTH. AS LONG AS ONE HAS ATTACHMENT THEY CANNOT BE HAPPY—BUDDHISM TEACHES THIS, SO DO SOME CHRISTIANS, SO DOES NONDUALITY. ATTACHMENT MEANS ANXIETY, IT MAKES ONE WORRY. YOU CAN’T BE HAPPY & WORRIED/ANXIOUS AT THE SAME TIME.)

Right now also my niece Zarzilla has arrived with her little son. She’s brought me several items of clothing which she’s joyful about, & she lays them out on the bedroom bureau for me to see.

One item is a little grey-violet vest, knitted with large openings between stitches, (the vest is open, there are no fasteners) with PEARLS sewn in here & there, the other two or three items also have pearls, & every garment is neat as a pin, & so small, he must weigh no more than thirty pounds. She’s smiling. I’m rather startled as I’ve not seen her for ages nor heard from her, & here she’s popped up out of the blue.

(AS I SUSPECTED, THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOUR NIECE BUT ABOUT YOU DEVELOPING A NEW PERSONALITY-ATTITUDE REGARDING RAJ. ZARZILLA IS YOUR NEW PHYSICAL SELF & THE BABY IS YOUR HUSBAND RAJ.

RAJ HAS RISEN UP, SO HAVE YOU—WHICH IS GREAT FOR THE RELATIONSHIP. ONE OF THE SIGNS RAJ HAS CHANGED IS HOW LITTLE HE IS – BEING A SMALL CHILD IS SHRINKING IN HUMILITY, LIKE WE ARE ALL TINY CHILDREN BEFORE THE GREATNESS OF GOD.

THE LITTLE VEST GREY/VIOLET SHOWS A HIGHER LIGHT IS REACHING HIS HEART & MIND–VEST GOES OVER THE HEART & WHEN VESTS ARE OPEN THEY REPRESENT WINGS, THE COLOR GREY IS MIND, VIOLET IS A RAREFIED SPIRITUAL LIGHT. HE HAS RISEN UP. YOU ARE ALSO GETTING WISER REGARDING HIM.

NEXT, PEARLS ARE EXTREMELY TELLING SYMBOLS OF INCREASED UNDERSTANDING – ‘PEARLS OF WISDOM.’ SINCE THEY ARE VARIOUS GARMENTS BOTH UPPER & LOWER BODY, HE HAS IMPROVED ON SEVERAL LEVELS OR IN WAYS. {SO HAVE YOU.}

*GARMENTS: GARMENTS HAVE TO DO WITH WHO WE ARE, HOW WE ACT, WHAT WE ARE DOING. SOULS WHO ARE ASCENDING INTO HEAVEN MORE OFTEN THAN NOT, ARE SEEN IN FEMININE GARB—EVEN MEN—BECAUSE WE ARE ALL PASSIVE TO GOD. GOD IS THE POWER & GIVER OF GRACE, WE ARE THE RECEIVERS.

FEMININE IS THE TRADITIONAL SYMBOL FOR PASSIVE BECAUSE DURING SEX THE MAN PUTS THE PENIS/SPERM INTO HER BODY, HE IS THE AGGRESSOR, SHE IS THE RECEIVER. IT DOES NOT MEAN ALL WOMEN ARE PASSIVE OR ALL MEN AGGRESSIVE.

EVIL SOULS THAT DO NOT CONTAIN THE GRACE OF GOD, WHEN PERCEIVED BY US, ARE ‘SHADOW FIGURES, DARK ENTITIES, BLACKER THAN BLACK,’ THESE HAVE NO GARB OR CLOTHING OF LIGHT. GOOD SOULS CARRY LIGHT OR ARE TRANSPARENT, TRANSLUCENT.

WHEN A PROPHET ‘GIVES THEIR MANTLE’ TO THE NEXT PROPHET IT MEANS THEIR ‘CLOTHING OF LIGHT’ – THE ANOINTING OR POWER OF GOD WHICH THEY ‘CARRY.’*

SOMEONE WEARING BRIGHT RED WOULD BE RECENT SUFFERINGS, RED CAN ALSO MEAN ‘SANGUINE,’ LIKE ZEALOUS OR FULL OF ENERGY, PURPLE IS OLD OR PROLONGED SUFFERINGS, CAN MEAN ALSO ‘BEEN BEATEN’ AS YOU GET PURPLE SKIN, GARBED IN BLACK IS USUALLY DEPRESSION, A FUNERAL OR ENDING, OR A MYSTERY, LIKE ‘GOD IS DARKNESS OR BLACKNESS TO US—WHO UNDERSTANDS GOD?” IN THIS DREAM RAJ WEARS A STRONG BLUE ROBE, THAT’S SADNESS. VIVID GREEN ROBES ARE STRONG LIFE, YELLOW CLOTHING COULD BE FEAR OR HAPPINESS LIKE ‘SUNSHINE.’ THERE ARE MANY INTERPRETATIONS FOR COLORS.

CLOTHING ALSO HAS MEANING IN BEING DRAPED, PLEATED, TRANSLUCENT, TRANSPARENT, WOOL OR COTTON, SATIN, VELVET, VOLUMINOUS OR SPARSE, LEATHER OR LACE, HUGE VARIETY OF CLOTHING, GARB, HATS, SHOES, COLORS, SHAPES, SIZES ALL HAVE MEANING & ALL MUST BE DISCERNED IN THE CONTEXT OF THE DREAM. (To be explained elsewhere)

ZARZILLA/YOU IS SMILING BECAUSE OF THE IMPROVEMENT—YOU’RE NOT ANXIOUS ANY MORE, YOU’VE GOT JOY. IT’S BOTH OF YOU CLOSER TO TRUTH. IN SEVERAL DREAMS IT WAS SHOWN THAT HE HAS CHANGED DRASTICALLY—SO HAVE YOU. BY YOU ‘LETTING GO’, NOT BEING ANXIOUS, HE CAN’T CONTROL YOU ANY MORE BY THE REIGNS OF DESIRE, YOU ARE FREE. HE NOW SEES THE ONUS IS ON HIM TO DO SOMETHING – HE WILL HAVE TO BEND OR BREAK IF HE WANTS YOU & THE SHOE IS ON THE OTHER FOOT, YOU ARE HAPPY & FREE, BUT HIS WHITE HAIR SHOWS HE ISN’T.)

After the initial ‘neat’ scene she comes back again & clutters up my whole house – which doesn’t make me happy.

(CLUTTERING UP MY HOUSE WOULD BE MESSING UP MY MIND—WHERE YOU LIVE IS YOUR MIND, SOUL, SPIRIT, CONSCIOUSNESS. *This persona is a character within you, one you create, by changing your thoughts, each personality within us has its ideas/feelings, like characters in a movie or play. Some of your new thoughts are not ‘sorted out,’ they are messy or DISORGANIZED. You will see momentarily the SOURCE of these new {not accessed for years} thoughts are from the Hindu gurus.

(WHEN YOU FIRST ACCESSED THESE NONDUALITY TEACHERS THEY EXPLAINED WELL, BUT THEN YOU HIT MURKY ONES THAT WERE NOT CLEAR.)

There also seems like another scene where Raj tells me he’s leaving, but I can’t recall details.

(THE ENTIRE SEQUENCES OF ‘RAJ LEAVING’ ARE BECAUSE NONDUALITY TEACHINGS ARE HELPING YOU LET HIM GO—BEING SECURE, NOT CLINGING, NOT HELPLESS, NOT AFRAID. IF HE IS YOURS, HE’S YOURS–WHATEVER GOD DECREES WILL TRANSPIRE. IF GOD DOES NOT WILL IT, IT HAS TO FALL AWAY. IF GOD WILLS IT, LET IT COME TO PASS.

IN NONDUALITY ONE DOES NOT ATTACH TO ANYTHING—PEOPLE, THINGS, DESIRES – NOTHING. THIS SOUNDS IMPOSSIBLE, BUT IT ISN’T. GOD PERMITS ALL THAT IS NEEDED, ALL THAT IS KARMICALLY RIGHT – ALL THAT IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL, & ALL THAT IS BAD FALLS AWAY. YOU MUST TRUST THAT. LIKE JESUS SAID, FIRST, ‘LET THIS CUP PASS’…BUT THEN ADDED, ‘THY WILL, NOT MINE BE DONE.’ NEVER SHOULD YOU DESIRE ANYTHING NOT GOD’S WILL, IT WILL BE BAD FOR YOU.)

Not only has she messed up the whole house, but she has brought some of her relatives & a whole line of male friends who are from India or another Eastern place where they look like that. They are all young-middle aged, decent looking, energetic & healthy businessmen. After a while they want to do some business here, like it’s only a social visit, but they are so eager to move forward–they want to do something to accelerate a venture.

Some of these men are lined up against the wall, while others are here & there –they are wearing bright clothes, like one has on an orange t-shirt with brown pants, all have strong-colored clothes & some of them, certainly the one in orange, have brown skin. They seem active & happy.

(THESE MEN ARE THE HINDU/YOGA SAINTS YOU’VE BEEN STUDYING RECENTLY. THEY ARE HERE IN YOUR MIND, CHANGING YOU INTO ZARZILLA!

WHY ARE THEY WEARING STRONG-COLORED CLOTHES – ESPECIALLY THIS ONE YOU NOTICE IN ORANGE? USUALLY BRIGHT COLORS INDICATE ‘OF THE EARTH’—NOT THE DEAD, BECAUSE FROM WHERE WE ARE WE DON’T SEE THE DEAD AS ‘COLORFUL,’ WE SEE SOMEONE DYING TURNING GREY, OR THE BLOOD LEAVING THEIR BODY. THIS ONE IN ORANGE IS THE BEST TEACHER—ORANGE IS THE COLOR OF AN EASTERN MONK’S ROBES, ALTHOUGH THIS MAN IS EUROPEAN – DAVID GODMAN TEACHING THE GOSPEL OF RAMANA MAHARSHI.)

These men – there’s four or five of them – we really have a house full – there also seem to be a couple male relatives of hers here ask me if they can make some COPIES on my printer. I tell them I don’t have one. They say

“What? You are in business to do xxxx? & don’t have a printer? That would seem a necessity.”

I had bragged to them about being a successful business woman, well off, & the impression they got was I had lots of clients, etc. But then, I have to clarify,

(THIS BRAGGING IS NO DOUBT COMMENTS YOU PLACED ON YOU TUBE VIDEOS WHERE YOU GAVE IMPRESSIONS OF YOURSELF THAT WERE PUFFED-UP, OR RATHER PEOPLE MISUNDERSTOOD & THINK YOU’RE A ‘BIG OPERATOR.’)

“I only have one client, & that is the Catholic Church. I work for them without pay.”

Indeed, I did my work for charity, it was not what they imagined. This might refer to Holy Masses & prayers of the Catholic Church.

(WHAT IS THE PRINTER? THAT SOUNDS LIKE COPY OR REPETITION. IT MIGHT MEAN PROMOTING THEIR TEACHINGS. OF COURSE YOU ARE PROMOTING THEIR TEACHINGS ON THE INTERNET AS YOU LEARN THEM. THESE MEN ARE ZEALOUS FOR THEIR CAUSE; THEY WANT OTHERS, LIKE YOU, TO PARTICIPATE.

YOU DO MAKE A DISCLAIMER THAT YOU ARE WORKING FOR THE CATHOLICCHURCH—INDEED YOU HAVE PROMOTED THIS WAY ALL YOUR LIFE & (NOT SAYING YOU NEGLECTED YOGA, BUT YOU ARE FOCUSED ON JESUS’ WAYS AS TAUGHT BY THE CATHOLIC THEOLOGY.)

There’s also much to do with the little son of Zar. I explain something,

It’s kind of like we’re having a ‘forum’ – like disclosing secrets of WHAT HAS HURT US – bringing things INTO THE OPEN. Zar seems to be wearing a light blue printed top & bottom & is standing against the wall in front of a doorway, & a few of her people are between us scattered about.

(TO SAY SOMEONE IS ‘AGAINST THE WALL’ IS TO SAY THEY CAN’T GET AWAY. HERE THE DREAMER {CALLED ‘ME’ OR ‘I’-IT IS THE GOD SELF OR WHAT MAHARSHI & OTHERS CALL PLAIN ‘SELF.’} HAS THIS PERSONA AS A CAPTIVE AUDIENCE, SHE CANNOT RESIST THE WORDS.

HER OUTFIT IS FEMININE, HINTING SHE IS TAKING IN THE GOD-WORDS.)

I say to her sincerely,

“Do you know WHAT HURT ME THE MOST? When you visited me with the baby you never offered me to hold him & I was afraid to ask. I don’t think I ever TOUCHED him at all!”

She seems to be HOLDING HIM now & says,

“What did you ever give me?”

I answer,

“I GAVE YOU MY DNA!”

Focusing on those words I see the injustice of her attitude & also that the child of hers, whose love she denies me, also has my DNA.

(I SUSPECT HERE THAT WE’RE TALKING ABOUT SPIRITUAL DNA. THE GOD-SELF IS SAYING THAT THE FLESH PREVENTED GOD POWER FROM TOUCHING THE ‘BABY’ WHO IS ACTUALLY RAJ, THE HUSBAND.

HE IS YOUR CHILD FOR MORE THAN ONE REASON. ONE BEING THAT HE IS A CHILD OF GOD & YOU CAME TO CLAIM HIM FOR GOD’S REALM. YOU GOT HIM AWAY FROM MANY DEMONS.

Then we’re on a large bed, & her son appears in the form of about a ten pound cat with long fuzzy hair, & he is sort of pouncing about the bed, I catch him & hold him as I would a cat, loving him, & saying,

“You were afraid of me, now I guess you’re not.”

(THIS LONG-HAIRED BEAUTIFUL GREY CAT HAS GOTTEN TAMER OVER THE YEARS. SHE USED TO BE AFRAID BUT VISITED & ATE OUTSIDE. JUST A FEW DAYS AGO SHE DECIDED TO STAY IN THE KITCHEN, EAT & SLEEP THERE DAY & NIGHT. PRIOR TO THAT IT HAD BEEN STAY TWELVE HOURS AT THE MOST, PERCHING ON TOP OF A RAG BIN THAT HAS A NICE COVER LIKE A NEST—THEN LEAVE & COME BACK. THERE’S NOW A THICK COAT ON A CHAIR NEAR THE HEAT VENT, THIS IS HER FAVORITE SPOT AS IT’S 50 DEGREES IN THE KITCHEN BUT THIS SPOT IS WARMER.

HER PERSONALITY CHANGED, HER FEAR LEFT, AND THAT’S THE SYMBOL.

RAJ THE HUSBAND WAS ALSO AFRAID BECAUSE OF PTSD & PHOBIAS. THIS COULD BE SAYING HIS FEAR HAS DIMINISHED.)

Then he turns into a human infant, naked, & I’m cradling him on my left arm holding him close, enjoying the love & Zar does two things which annoy me that are unfair. First, she tries to take the child away to take him somewhere, & I say,

(NAKED MEANS ‘OPEN – VULNERABLE – EXPOSED’ LIKE BEING ‘NAKED BEFORE THE LORD’ MEANS BEING HONEST WITH HER. THIS SHOWS A BETTER OPENING BETWEEN RAJ & YOU.)

“I’m playing with him now.”

And then, while he’s in my arms she sort of sneaks around from the left (like behind something) saying,

“Do you love Mommy? Kiss Mommy” like getting his attention again & again.

I tell her this sort of activity isn’t right. Look over there at your husband – Dave – (he’s to the left). If you were in his arms & another guy came up & said ‘kiss me, kiss me, do you love me’ see how screwed up that would be?

(THIS REPEATS THE CONFLICT BETWEEN YOUR GOD-SELF & FLESH, THE FLESH–As I think about this it appears that SHE is the one who’s insecure, as much or moreso than the baby, & that’s why she’s so greedy/jealous about him—won’t allow me to hold him. THE FLESH WAS NOT LETTING GO, I SCOLD HER ON THAT.)

After they found I don’t have a printer, the Hindus said it’s OK, they’ll do what they have to do in the morning—go out somewhere, find a printer & do their mailing. (The one guy reassures everyone twice about this.)

Then I’m busy doing things & I don’t see Zar or her baby & entourage anywhere. I am SURPRISED when I go to the MIDDLE ROOM (in my apt this would be the bedroom) & they are PACKING UP ALL MY THINGS TO TAKE AWAY WITH THEM. This is being done without asking me or saying anything. And when I walk in Zar & the guys are all talking to each other, not explaining anything to me at all.

They’re taking everything I own, everything, in this room, neatly packing it up into large boxes.

One type of item is ‘decorator pillows’ like I used to have long ago. They are bright satin, oranges, reds, they have neatly stacked them all into a box, dozens of them.

Then there’s FLAGS, also of bring orange, reds, all on blonde wooden poles – I don’t need them any more either let them have them. I explain,

“I bought them because I was going to do this publicity stunt & was going to line up the flags along the street to attract people – but I didn’t do the stunt & not going to so don’t need the flags. And I add,

“You can have everything here because I was going to get all new things anyway.”

It was an unusual feeling. It was like I wasn’t going to ENRICH Zar or her people in any way, but they wanted something, so they’re going to take whatever they can. To me, these things no longer have value so it doesn’t upset me at all. Just seems strange they didn’t even ask.

(THIS FINAL ACT IS SAYING ‘YOU ARE A NEW PERSON’ – ALL THE OLD IS BEING TAKEN AWAY. {The new personality in Nonduality is taking away all your old concepts between you & Raj.}

THE ‘HOOPLA’ (FLAGS) YOU WERE GOING TO DO WITH RAJ – TURNING HIM INTO A STAR MAKING A BIG SPECTACLE OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP – YOU AREN’T GOING TO DO. TAKE WASTED EFFORT/STRESS OF THIS AWAY. Flags IN THE STREET means ‘to the public’ brought to the attention of the world—‘Your business in the street’ is everyone knows about it.

THE PILLOWS, MOSTLY RED, IN THE CONTEXT OF THIS, ARE YOU AREN’T GOING TO SUFFER ANY MORE, NO MORE ANXIETY, ATTACHMENT OR PAIN. Pillows: where your head rests. Is it an easy place, fluffy, white, clean & pure? Or if it’s red it’s pain. TAKE IT AWAY. ALL NOT NEEDED IS BEING TAKEN AWAY. IT SEEMS AUTOMATIC, NO DISCUSSION OR RITUALS, IT’S JUST DONE. I was going to get everything new anyway means a new consciousness.)

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HE FINALLY FIGURES IT OUT

1-20-20-SEX DREAM EXPLAINED

I analyze a dream for a friend.

“He finally figures it out.” Symbols explained.

I am with a young man, Atilla. We seem to be in love but there is some sort of problem – he absents himself a lot.

(WE WILL SEE MOMENTARILY THAT THIS IS THE CRUX OF THE ISSUE.)

One day I see this vision: A chair that seems to be made of wood & reeds (this is so vague it might not mean anything, but if it’s true then it’s the chair in my apt kitchen)

The male is sitting in the chair & on the bottom of it is a large white feather, that seems kind of ‘worn’, the size you would get from the wing of a goose, maybe 10”, & it hangs straight down from the chair.

(THIS WHITE FEATHER MEANS ‘SURRENDER’ LIKE A WHITE FLAG & WHAT HAS SURRENDERED IS HIS PENIS, OR THE FACT THAT HE ISN’T GOING TO HAVE SEX WITH THE DREAMER. HE SAYS ‘I GIVE UP.’ WHAT DOES HE GIVE UP? TRYING TO HAVE SEX WITH THE LADY, TRYING TO GET HER TO ‘GIVE IN’ BUT NOT GIVING HER WHAT SHE WANTS – A RELATIONSHIP.

INDEED THE WAY THE CHAIR IS MADE IS APROPOS: WOOD & REEDS, ESPECIALLY THE REEDS, WHICH ARE STRAW.

STRAW IS INSUBSTANTIAL, DOES NOT LAST. STRAW IS HOW HE WANTED THE AFFAIR – FLY BY NIGHT, SEX ONLY – NO PERMANENCE.)

Atilla now comes home. He has wood in front of him, he’s smiling as he’s figured something out. The wood is beautiful. It’s painted white – the pieces of wood are these thick square planks like you use for columns or corners of a house, inside is blonde like Oak. He has a few of these planks & they are all separate but now he puts them together – they fit like a puzzle & form the basis of a bed (the bottom & sides). It’s a powerful bed made of these 8” diameter beams, it has some sort of border to it. I think he’s smiling because it all fits together so perfectly; he has his eyes on the bed, nowhere else, not looking at me.

(ATILLA FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHY BONNY REFUSED TO CONTINUE HAVING SEX WITH HIM. SHE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP.

HE SEES ‘THE PIECES OF THE PUZZLE’ & THEY ALL FIT. THE THICK PLANKS ARE COLUMNS AS WOULD HOLD UP A PORCH, THE CORNERS OF A HOUSE & SUCH. THIS SAYS PERMANENCE, NOT LIKE STRAW WHICH THE WIND BLOWS AWAY.

THESE PIECES OF WOOD ALL FIT TOGETHER LIKE THE THOUGHTS IN HIS MIND, THEY FORM A BED, THEY ARE WHITE. SHE DOESN’T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM ANY MORE BECAUSE SHE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP – WHITE LIKE MARRIAGE.

THIS MAKES HIM SMILE BECAUSE IT ENDS THE PUZZLE THAT TORMENTED HIM – WHY DID SHE ABSENT HERSELF? IT PLEASES HIM BECAUSE HE THEN SEES SHE STILL LOVES HIM, SHE WANTS MARRIAGE * & WITH IT GOES SEX*. HE’S SMILING BECAUSE THIS IDEA MAKES HIM HAPPY – HE WANTS MARRIAGE WITH HER ALSO. IF HE DIDN’T LOVE HER, THIS THOUGHT WOULD NOT MAKE HIM SMILE.)

I’m standing there & become disgruntled. Before, I was alright, now I’m not. I say to him,

“I know why YOU’VE BEEN ABSENT. YOU’VE OBVIOUSLY BEEN DOING SEX TO HER”.

Who ‘her’ is I don’t know – a female he knows & I suspect him but can’t prove it.

(THIS IS PART OF THE PUZZLE: HE IS WITH ANOTHER WOMAN. HE SEES THAT THE DREAMER IS DISGRUNTLED BY THIS, OBVIOUSLY. ABSENT WITH HER BUT PRESENT WITH ANOTHER. HE SEES THAT IS THE BASIS OF HER UNHAPPINESS & HER ABSENTEEISM.)

I seem to look like this: Smooth pretty hair, to the shoulders, but all curved forward, the bangs & bottom of the hair. There is a blue feather-shaped ornament hanging from my temple, my dress is like an old-fashioned Empire-style neckline, a soft color, maybe off-white, draped to the floor, the appearance artistic…….finis

(THE ‘I’ PORTRAYS A TRADITIONAL WOMAN, RATHER DEMURE, the hair tucked in THE TYPE OF IMAGE AS PICTURED IN FINE ART, WHERE THE WOMAN IS SEEN IN A ROMANTIC WAY, THE OBJECT OF LOVE, NOT LUST, NOT A TROLLOP OR SECOND HAND ROSE. THE BLUE ORNAMENT HANGING FROM THE TEMPLE IS THE ISSUE WHICH GRIEVES HER -being blue or sad.

SUCH A WOMAN WOULD SEEK TO BE LOVED IN MARRIAGE, IS MADE UNHAPPY BY HIS OTHER RELATIONSHIP–WILL NOT BE SECOND FIDDLE TO HER.) finis.

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MOB OF SOULS ASCENDS

FIFTY OR MORE SOULS ASCEND INTO HEAVEN!

1-19-2020-HUGE NUMBERS OF SOULS ASCEND-50 OR MORE

These are dreams about them & I give detailed explanations of the symbols.

I am at the old farm house. My Mom is here.

(never my earthly Mother, this has to be either Mother God, the Holy Virgin or the Mother-God within my soul. My earthly Mom hated me & severely abused me; she never appears in a good light. Yes, she is in Heaven but in the lowest place & got there by the skin of her teeth, possibly because I sacrificed for her & she had a death bed repentance.)

In the living room are two of my friends. One is a man that seems to be old, thin, sitting in one corner of the room facing inward, on my left, dressed in dark colors with a hat. He seems ‘from the old days.’ The other is a female who seems young standing in the other corner of the room facing inward.

(THE OLD MAN COULD BE MY DAD. HE COULD BE HERE BECAUSE OF THE DIGNITY & HONOR OF WHAT IS HAPPENING—SO WE ALL CELEBRATE AS DURING A HOLIDAY.)

The front door faces the street – which is only about 25’ away – & I see a truck stop. First I thought it was Fed Ex, I feel it has a delivery, but it’s appearance is a squarish utility vehicle, white, with black writing on the side & a red headline, & out of it steps MY LAWYER with a briefcase– it looks like doctor’s case, puffy, thick light brown old leather with a spot that’s ‘worn’ like ‘worn down’ with soft white scratches on the side. The case is SO BIG it could hold at least 50 lbs or more corn kernels. He comes in with his case.

(THE SIZE OF HIS CASE SAYS: THIS CONCERNS A LARGE GROUP OF CLIENTS. IF EACH CLIENT’S PAPERS ARE IN THIS CASE, IT WOULD BE HUGE & PUFFED OUT.)

He is FAT, like 300 lbs, & wearing a beanie hat, shiny dark green.

(IF THIS IS WHO I THINK IT IS, HE’S FAT RIGHT NOW BEING NOURISHED WITH LOVE FROM THOSE HERE. THE SHINY GREEN BEENIE HAT SAYS ‘BUSINESS ON EARTH’ – THIS MAN IS FROM HEAVEN.)

For some reason I cannot speak & I don’t introduce him to my two friends – I’m tongue-tied – I know his name yet I can’t say it, I remain silent. After a couple minutes he introduces himself to my friends & I imagined he said the name ‘Jesus’ but I am confused about this, it could not be.

(BUT IT IS JESUS. THAT’S WHY I AM SPEECHLESS & TONGUE-TIED, I CAN’T TALK FOR SHOCK. JESUS HAS ARRIVED AS A ‘LAWYER’ TO REPRESENT A HUGE NUMBER OF SOULS, TO SET THEM FREE FROM PRISON.)

I go into the kitchen where Mom is cooking lunch, but the spot she’s standing is the sink. I see for some reason she’s put my ceramic pots here where the dishes are drying (& they are across the room drying rather than by the sink)—the pots I keep by my desk containing dozens of pens & all colors magic markers—highlighters.

(SHE’S BY THE SINK BECAUSE MY MOMGOD’S BUSINESS IS SHE’S BEEN HELPING SOULS WASHING DISHES, CLEANSING IMPLEMENTS SO SOULS CAN EAT. HER PUTTING MY PENS & MAGIC MARKERS/HIGHLIGHTERS WHERE THE DISHES ARE IS THAT I AM WRITING THESE VISIONS & PUTTING THEM ON TWO WEBSITES NOW. THIS APPARENTLY IS HELPING – PEOPLE READ THESE ACCOUNTS & BECOME AWARE OF THE SOULS & MIGHT PRAY FOR THEM OR GET MASSES. THIS IS WHAT MOM IS SAYING – YOUR POSTS ARE LIKE DISHES, THEY ARE IMPLEMENTS TO BRING NOURISHMENT TO SOULS. SHE WANTS ME TO KNOW SHE APPROVES.)

I want to get outside because seeing out the windows the back yard has filled with a MOB OF PARTY GOERS—they’re young like the students at the University near us.

(LATER I WILL DISCOVER A LARGE NUMBER MIGHT HAVE BEEN KILLED TOGETHER IN AN AIRPLANE CRASH.)

As I look at them they are on our property to the left – an area I visited the least when we lived there (it made me feel uncomfortable like it was eerie or haunted) & I see part of them, but the ‘mob’ extends beyond my vision – toward that back field & woods – & they’re all wearing the same material clothes. These are white & ‘stone washed’ thin light denims – both males & females are all wearing this material. Some have on vests in this denim which are open & loose, underneath is the white soft cotton.

(THE CLOTHING BEING SOFT WHITE IS LIKE ‘MY SHEEP HEAR MY CALL,’ – WE ARE THE SHEEP OF GOD, WE ARE HER LITTLE LAMBS. THE STONE-WASHED DENIM IS THEY HAVE BEEN CLEANSED, AGAIN & AGAIN, BEEN PURIFIED.)

I’m really eager to join them. I feel I’ve not had any fun in a long time & I want to party.

(I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THE SOULS BEING LIFTED; I WANT TO REJOICE WITH THEM.)

My Mom takes me out for a minute & points to the right, (she’s shorter than me)

(THIS MOMGOD PERSON IS EITHER HOLY MARY, ANOTHER FEMALE SAINT, OR THE MOMGOD WITHIN ME. HER SHORTNESS IS HER HUMILITY.)

“There’s a whole gang of them over there,”

but I can’t see that far & can’t run over there right now as I must do some things.

(THIS UNDERSCORES THERE ARE SO MANY SOULS & IN TWO SECTIONS. ONE IS A ‘HAUNTED’ AREA I DIDN’T LIKE GOING TO.) THE TWO SECTIONS COULD HAVE BEEN TWO MAJOR ACCIDENTS. OR TWO PLANES COLLIDING OR SOME OTHER TYPE VEHICLES WITH MANY PASSENGERS (TRAINS, BUSES) COLLIDING. AT THE END I WILL SEE AN EXPLOSION.)

I go back into the house & a female in the house is upstairs tending to my Rottweiller, in a cozy middle room such as did not exist there.

She has a BOX which is like a crib & a radio – the whole side of it is open except for a bottom piece covering a few inches.

She had my Rottie (Gagee Boy) lying on his back – treating him like a baby, spoiling him somehow, when I glimpse what looks like a tiny human foot with red painted toenails.

I want to take a closer look at this, go pick this little foot up & see it’s one of the back legs of my Rottie, his foot turns into a human one—of a wee one.

The female tending to him is wearing a red fuzzy loose sweater. Is she short & plump?

(THE RED SWEATER SAYS THIS PERSON OR SOUL IS SUFFERING. TENDING TO MY ROTTY, SPOILING HIM IS SHE IS TENDING TO MY INNER SENSE. ANIMALS ARE OFTEN INNER SENSES, ESPECIALLY DOGS & CATS, BECAUSE THEIR SENSES ARE SHARPER THAN OURS. HE HAS A HUMAN FOOT BECAUSE HE IS ME. THIS FEMALE IS NOURISHING ME LIKE A CHILD.

THE FACT THAT THIS IS A CRIB BUT ALSO A RADIO, WHERE THIS WOMAN IS ‘SPOILING’ OR NURTURING HIM/ME TELLS ME THIS: THIS IS A WOMAN WHO IS SUFFERING – PROBABLY ON EARTH. THE RADIO SAYS ‘TUNING IN.’ SHE IS GETTING MY INNER SENSE TO ‘TUNE INTO’ OR GET THE FREQUENCY/VISION OF THIS MESSAGE.

MUCH OF THE TIME WHEN SOULS ARE HELPED IT IS A SECOND PARTY THAT TAKES ME THERE OR HELPS ME ‘TUNE IN’ OR SEE THE REALITY. I DON’T THINK SHE’S A SOUL IN PURGATORY BECAUSE THIS WOULDN’T BE THEIR POSITION.

BUT IF SHE IS ON EARTH SHE’S A SAINTLY WOMAN WHO’S HELPING ME—NOT SURE HOW THAT HAPPENED & DEFINITELY DON’T KNOW WHO SHE IS UNLESS SHE’S ONE WOMAN I KNOW WHO HAS CANCER—THE TORTURE SHE’S BEEN THROUGH THE LAST YEARS HAS LIFTED HER ON HIGH.

SHE CAN’T BE A SAINT IN HEAVEN AS THEY DON’T SUFFER – SHE WOULD NOT BE WEARING A RED SWEATER.)

I’m quickly putting on my shoes to go outside to celebrate – the shoes are black canvas with rubber soles, as I slip them on I see I’ve gotten moist dark dirt on my legs (I’m wearing shorts) & am a bit pissed as I have to clean this off before I go out there – another delay.

(THIS MOIST DIRT IS SAYING ‘YOU WERE WITH SOULS UNDERGROUND’, THEREFORE THE DIRT.

BUT NOW IT’S TIME TO ASCEND INTO HEAVEN OR RATHER CELEBRATE THE ASCENSIONS, I MUST CLEAN OFF THE DIRT!)

Another thing I attend to. I have in my hands a bouquet of greens. One batch are evergreen branches, close together, not spread out, & with them a bunch of short greens like parsley. I go into Mario’s room – the spare room (which always represents separation from a man, lover or husband) which is empty, has pink walls with the paint peeling off, looks dull, dusty, has not been attended in ages.

(THIS IS ABOUT xxxx & I BEING SEPARATED FOR A WHILE. BUT THE ‘EVERGREENS’ I’M HOLDING IN MY HANDS ARE SAYING ‘THIS WILL BE FOREVER.’ THE SHORT GREENS I’M HOLDING ARE SAYING ‘IT WON’T BE TOO LONG BEFORE YOU GET WITH HIM AGAIN. BUT OUR SEPARATION SEEMS LIKE A LONG TIME, ESPECIALLY FOR HIM AS HE IS IMMATURE & DOESN’T UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION.

THE PINK WALLS, UNATTENDED, PAINT PEELING, DUST, ETC IS ABOUT THE ABSENCE OF SEX.

WHY DOES HE FIGURE INTO THIS DREAM? WHY NOT, IT’S MY LIFE.)

I see a silver-grey tall flower pot there, shaped like an hour glass; I put water in it & the greens. I am careful to fill it to the top as the greens are short, want to make sure their bottoms reach the water, & I place this somewhere in the room, wondering should I have put it elsewhere or is this alright? The long-stemmed evergreens are in the middle surrounded by the large bunch of short greens.

(THIS AFFAIR WILL BE THE ‘FOREVER’ ONE ONCE WE GET TOGETHER. SYMBOLS OF FOREVER – THE EVERGREENS & SILVER POT, EVERGREENS ARE FOREVER—THEY DON’T DIE IN WINTER, THEY STAY GREEN.

THE SILVER POT, A SILVER ANNIVERSARY IS 20 YEARS – WHICH WOULD BE UNTIL THE END OF MY LIFE. SEPARATION IS TEMPORARY, WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOR ALL TIME ONCE WE GET BACK.

FILLING WITH WATER IS MY FAITH IN THIS RELATIONSHIP – WATER IS GRACE, KEEPING IT ALIVE. AND THE SHORT GREENS, MAKING SURE THEY STAY ALIVE, IS WE WILL BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER REASONABLY SOON—I WANT TO MAKE SURE I KEEP THAT ALIVE.)

Now it’s TIME FOR LUNCH. I see the lawyer walking from the living room to the kitchen. He’s changed totally – he’s now very thin, no hat, black t shirt, black pants. I believe my friends in the room are following him, I don’t see clearly.

(NOW JESUS IS GETTING READY TO CELEBRATE HIS OWN DEATH – WHICH IS THE HOLY MASS. HE IS THIN, NOT NOURISHED, IN POVERTY, WEARING BLACK.

MY DAD & A FEMALE ASSOCIATE WILL BE PRESENT I THINK BECAUSE THIS IS SUCH A BIG EVENT WITH SO MANY SOULS ASCENDING.)

Myself, I’m going to skip or sacrifice lunch to join the revelry outside. If I have lunch with them I might miss it. These people outside having fun have got all my attention, I so want to have a good time with them!

(WHAT I’M CALLING ‘MY SACRIFICE’ PROBABLY REFERS TO THE ‘HEROIC ACT’ I MADE AS A CHILD—THAT ALL THE GRACES I DESERVE GO TO THE SOULS IN PURGATORY.)

After this dream ended there was an ‘epilogue”. I saw a vehicle in the sky, made of a dark grey hard plastic, & it EXPLODED. My instant thought was are these souls a large group of younger people who died in a plane crash?

(THIS COULD EXPLAIN WHY SO MANY ARE BEING LIFTED TOGETHER. IT’S LIKE THEY WERE FRIENDS OR ELSE THE EXPERIENCE OF DYING TOGETHER SOMEHOW BONDED THEM, & SO, THEY ARE ALSO BEING LIFTED TOGETHER.

HALLELUJAH!)

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DREAM ABOUT MY OWN CLEANSING

I see a gutter coming down from a wooded hill, the ground is hard, bare, & through this gutter coming down is what looks like medium light brown mud, lots of it, coming down strongly. I think the mud might represent defecation but there’s nothing ugly or disgusting about it. After it comes down, it empties into a sewer under a small iron-covered bridge, goes underground, & I also see the gutter bare & clean. (The dirt around the gutter here & there had black streaks.)

Then I see a lady sitting in a black probably metal wheel chair right on top of the gutter where the mud was coming through & behind her stands a male as if assisting her in the wheel chair. I draw the conclusion that this mud-defecation came from the lady – that it symbolized bad stuff coming out of her & she was cleansed.

(MY GUESS THIS IS WHAT THIS MEANS: SOULS ARE BEING CLEANSED BUT GOD IS ALSO CLEANSING ME. THERE’S A LOT COMING OUT OF ME & SOON IT’S ALL GONE, & DISAPPEARS.

WHAT IT’S ABOUT HAS TO DO WITH THE BLACK WHEELCHAIR & THE MAN BEHIND IT.

I BELIEVE THIS MAN IS xxxx WHO TORTURED ME SO MUCH. HE CRIPPLED ME, AS I WAS FIGHTING HIS DEMONS FOR YEARS, COULD NOT DO ANY OTHER WORK. AND SO I AM IN A BLACK WHEELCHAIR, WHICH IS LIKE PAINS OF HELL—FROM HELL–& HE IS BEHIND IT, NOT AS A HELPER BUT AS THE ONE THAT DID IT TO ME.

BUT GOD HAS RELEASED ME THE WAY SHE RELEASED THE SOULS – I AM FREE – GOD TOOK THE NEGATIVES OUT OF ME! HALLELUJAH!)

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SOULS ASCENDED IN HEAVEN

I see a canal like one you’d see in Venice. In it stand about thirty people – male & female – all wearing identical shirts in a beautiful light violet. The gondola is peacefully gliding along the canal. I do not see a gondolier. I instantly know its Souls who entered Heaven.

(VIOLET IS A RARIFIED SPIRITUAL LIGHT – THEY ARE DRESSED IN THE BEAUTIFUL LIGHT OF GOD–& THESE SOULS ARE IN A HIGHER PLACE OF HEAVEN, HIGHER THAN AVERAGE.)

Along the sides of the canal are white (somehow I think of alabaster, it’s luminous) buildings close to the water, staircases going up to the dwellings, all PURE WHITE.

(THIS SHOWS THEIR HABITATS IN THE PURE WHITE OF PERFECTION.)

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THE EGGS

I see a NEST containing five luminous white eggs the size of goose eggs (about twice that of chickens.) There is white light surrounding the nest.

I think right away these contain LIFE & what is the message? It might be the prayers I’m saying daily during Mass for those WHO HAVE NOT YET BEEN BORN AGAIN. This could say they will soon be born again as I keep saying the prayer.

(THE PRAYER I SAY EVERY MASS IS THE SAME AS THE BAPTISMAL PRAYER. IT’S ALSO CALLED ‘THE SINNER’S PRAYER’ WHICH ORAL ROBERTS MADE FAMOUS. THIS IS WHAT I SAY, AMONG THE SEVERAL PRAYERS I MAKE, THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO HAVE NOT YET BEEN BORN AGAIN, TO HELP THEM GET THERE:

“MY GOD, I RENOUNCE & REJECT THE DEVIL & ALL HIS PRETENSIONS, HIS TEMPTATIONS, HIS LIES & HIS SINS. I REBUKE HIM COMPLETELY NOW & FOREVER.

I ASK YOU TO COME INTO MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MIND & MY BODY & STAY THERE FOREVER.

I ASK THAT YOU WILL LET ME ENTER YOUR SPIRIT & STAY THERE FOREVER & I THANK YOU FOR THIS GRACE.”

THIS IS SAYING THERE ARE FIVE SOULS WAITING TO HATCH OR GET ‘BORN AGAIN’—AS I KEEP SAYING THE PRAYER! WHOOPEE!)

From Rasa Von Werder 1-19-20

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ONE SOUL ASCENDS 2 HELPED

ONE SOUL ASCENDS 2 HELPED

I REACH 3 SOULS IN PURGATORY-ONE WITH A SACRED KISS-ANOTHER BENEFITS FROM THE HOLY EUCHARIST

Xxxx CAN’T UNDERSTAND WHY I’M AVOIDING HIM

I am on the RR track right between my property with the path to the pond/river directly on the left. There sits a young male who is very beautiful, like an angel from Heaven. He has soft, smooth, tawny skin, perfect features, nice nose with oval nostrils, he’s sitting on something, don’t know what. It vaguely feels like I’m forbidden to be intimate with him – don’t know why, but I decide to take matters into my own hands.

I go over to him & give him a peck on his left cheek & this peck turns into a real kiss, both ways, which goes on for a while. I was real happy over this, that he reciprocated, wanted the kiss as much as I did.

(THIS SOUNDS LIKE THE KISSES I MAKE FOR THE SOULS IN PURGATORY. I MAKE TEN HUGS & TEN KISSES ON BOTH CHEEKS FOR SOULS, AT THE END OF EVERY MASS. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THEY FEEL ANY OF IT. THIS SAYS SOMEONE DID.

THE CLUE IT’S A SOUL IS THE CHEEK. I KISS ON THE CHEEK, IT’S NOT SEXY. BUT WHEN IT TURNS INTO SOMETHING INTIMATE, RECIPROCAL, IT SHOWS A DEPTH, AN EMOTION. THE KISS WAS FELT, IT WAS RETURNED BY A SOUL.

I NOW RECALL DURING THE NIGHT AS I WAS IN A ‘TWILIGHTSTATE’ I HEARD SOMEONE SAY ‘I LOVE YOU.’ IT WAS A SOUL – I HAVE HEARD THIS THOUGHT BEFORE FROM BOTH LIVING PERSONS & SOULS. MAYBE THIS SOUL SAID IT.

ANOTHER CLUE IT’S PURGATORY IS THE SPOT WHERE HE’S ‘SITTING.’

THE RAIL ROAD TRACK IS A ‘NO MAN’S LAND.’ IT’S OWNERSHIP IS NOT CERTAIN. IT PROBABLY BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE, TO DISCOVER IF I HAVE RIGHTS OVER IT WOULD COST ME THOUSANDS TO RESEARCH THE DEEDS BEFORE 1890. PURGATORY IS ALSO A ‘NO MAN’S LAND’ BECAUSE TO REACH A SOUL IS A MILESTONE– ONE MUST HAVE SOME KIND OF HELP AS FROM A SAINT IN HEAVEN OR AN ANGEL, WHO CONNECTS YOU TO THE SOUL IN A SPACE WHERE THERE ARE UNTOLD TRILLIONS.

AN IMPORTANT CLUE IS THIS PERSON/SOUL IS SITTING BETWEEN TWO AREAS ON MY LAND. HE IS NOT DIRECTLY ON MY LAND (MY DOMAIN, A PLACE IN SPACE/SPIRIT I OWN OR HAVE JURISDICTION OVER) BUT MY DOMAIN IS ON BOTH SIDES. BUT THE PATH THERE LEADS TO WATER – WATER MEANS GRACE, A BIG SYMBOL OF IT.

{*SO IS FIRE IN SOME CASES, BUT EACH SYMBOL MUST BE READ IN THE CONTEXT OF THE DREAM. BOTH WATER & FIRE CAN GO BOTH WAYS, DESTRUCTIVE OR CONSTRUCTIVE. FOR INSTANCE, WHEN FINANCIAL INSTITUTIONS CALL THEMSELVES AN ‘UMBRELLA’ THEY ARE SAYING AGAINST THE WATER OF FINANCIAL LOSS. WHEN SOMEONE ‘RAINS ON YOUR PARADE’ THEY ARE SPOILING YOUR GOOD TIMES. WHEN WATER FLOODS YOUR HOME IT’S DISASTER.

BUT, WHEN RAIN COMES AFTER A DROUGHT, IT’S A BLESSING. WHEN I SAW GOD FACE TO FACE THE FIRST TIME, IT WAS A RIVER GUSHING OUT OF A MOUNTAIN, CASCADING VIOLENTLY INTO A GORGE WAY DOWN UNDERNEATH ME. THIS WAS THE TORRENT OF GOD’S GRACE COMING INTO MY SOUL.

THE SECOND TIME, IT WAS THE INFINITE GOLDEN OCEAN OF LOVE, THE OCEAN WAS GOD, BUT IT WAS ALSO ME, & THE HORIZON OPENED UP CONTINUOUSLY, THERE WAS NO STOP TO IT.*}

THIS PATH LEADS TO MY POND IN THE WOODS, THE SWAMP, & MOST OF ALL, THE RIVER. IT’S A CLICHÉ TO SAY “RIVER OF GRACE.” THE SOUL IS JUST SITTING IN PURGATORY WAITING FOR GRACE, I COME ALONG. THIS IS SAYING HE RECEIVED THE GRACE & WAS GRATEFUL. HIS BEAUTY TELLS ME THAT HE’S NOT FAR FROM HEAVEN, ALMOST READY TO ASCEND? OR DID HE ASCEND?) IT MIGHT BE MORE LIKELY HE DID ASCEND THAN NOT, AS THIS IS EXTREMELY RARE THAT A SOUL WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL & RECIPROCATE MY KISS!

A SOUL BEING ‘BEAUTIFUL’ MEANS IT’S CLEANSED. DURING THE TIME IN PURGATORY, THE SOUL GETS CLEANER & CLEANER, & THEREFORE MORE BEAUTIFUL AS THE NATURE OF GOD IS REVEALED–& GOD IS TRUTH, BEAUTY & LOVE. WE ALL HAVE GOD WITHIN, BUT SIN OBSCURES OUR TRUE NATURE, LIKE PUTTING FILTH ON A PANE OF TRANSPARENT GLASS. THE TIME IN PURGATORY REMOVES THAT FILTH OR OBSCURITY.)

Then the scene changes. It seems I’m alone all the time – feeling kind of isolated. I go out for a walk & come upon a lumber yard. Here there are logs that are 1.5’ in diameter, dozens of them on a cart, many carts. The whole yard is filled with all these felled trees, sawed up where only the thick, usable part of them is here, ready to be sawed into planks for building I suppose.

(LUMBER IN MY DREAMS IS USUALLY THE CROSS. I AM IN PURGATORY, WHERE PEOPLE ARE WORKING OFF THEIR KARMA, THE CROSSES THEY DID NOT FINISH CARRYING ON EARTH, I’M HERE TO HELP THEM PAY THEIR DEBT.

THESE BIG TREES, SO MANY OF THEM, ARE GETTING READY TO BE MADE INTO ‘CROSSES’ OR TORTURES FOR THESE SOULS TO ENDURE.

I AM ALONE, MENTALLY, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, IN A GOOD PLACE TO MEET SOULS IN PURGATORY & I MEET TWO OF THEM.)

Here there are two men. One is in a semi-enclosed room, the other is just outside that room working, stooping on the ground doing something.

(THESE TWO MEN I MAKE CONTACT WITH, ONE IS CLEANER THAN THE OTHER. THE ONE INSIDE A ROOM IS SEMI-CONFINED, THE ONE STOOPING DOWN IS A CLUE HE MIGHT BE IN PRAYER, HUMBLE, AS IF KNEELING CLOSE TO THE GROUND, POSSIBLY PRAYING FOR HELP–& THAT WOULD BE WHY I COME ALONG.)

I engage the one outside the room, not because I’m attracted to him – not attracted to either one of these guys – just want someone to talk to. The one in the room I vaguely see a female behind him, she’s sort of ‘foggy’ to my sight.

I know they are both at a paid job & I’m lucky they can pay attention to me away from their work. If the boss was around he might take issue with me interfering, but he’s apparently not around.

(I’M SAYING THIS IS NOT ON THE HUMAN PLANE, ME LOOKING FOR HOTTIES, THIS IS ME WANTING TO CONNECT WITH SOULS FOR SPIRITUAL PURPOSES.

WHO IS THE BOSS THAT MIGHT STOP ME? IT’S SAYING THAT GOD IS NOT AROUND AS A ‘MEAN, TASK MASTER BOSS’, GOD HAS ABSENTED HIS/HER WRATH, SO TO SPEAK, FOR ME TO MINISTER TO THEM.

ALSO THE ONE IN THE ROOM SEEMS LIKE THE LADY BEHIND HIM COULD BE HOLY MARY OR ANOTHER SAINT. HE MIGHT HAVE PRAYED TO HER, SO SHE’S PRESENT TO HELP HIM. IT COULD ALSO BE HIS GUARDIAN ANGEL. GUARDIAN ANGELS STAY WITH US THROUGH OUR PURGATORY, SO I HEARD.)

After a while the one I’m talking to & I go away somewhere. We’re doing something & we return in about 20 minutes.

(TWENTY MINUTES IS AN AVERAGE TIME FOR MY MASS. SOMETIMES THEY ARE LESS, SOMETIMES I PRAY FOR HOURS. THIS WOULD BE CONNECTING THIS MAN WITH THE MASS—PERHAPS HE WAS ON HIS KNEES ASKING FOR A MASS.)

When we do so the one in the room – who is tall, thin, dark haired, gives a knowing look, even nods his head somehow to show he ASSUMES WE WENT AWAY TO HAVE SEX.

(HE ASSUMES WE WERE ‘HAVING SEX.’ THIS COULD BE TAKEN TWO WAYS. IN MY DREAMS HAVING SEX CAN BE THE GREATEST INTIMACY, WHERE DURING SEX, I GIVE SPIRITUAL LOVE OF THE HIGHEST KIND, & HE ASCENDS INTO HEAVEN. DID THIS SECOND SOUL RECOGNIZE THE INTIMACY & ACKNOWLEDGE IT, OR DID HE THINK IT WAS SOMETHING LOWER ?)

This is not true at all,

(THIS SEEMS TO SAY HE ASSUMED IT WAS OF A LOWER NATURE, BUT THE LOAF OF BREAD AGAINST THE MAN’S CHEST EXPLAINS IT IS SPIRITUAL.)

& the other guy returns with his arms full of a few things he got in stores – which explains our time away, not sex, doing some purchases. He sees to be holding for one thing, a long loaf of bread against his chest, like what they call ‘French’ or ‘Italian,’ those long ones like over a foot long, not very wide, white bread.

(THIS WHITE BREAD IS UNMISTAKABLY ‘EUCHARIST.’ I WENT AWAY WITH A SOUL OR TOOK HIM ‘AWAY OR ASIDE’ FOR GRACE – HE’S HOLDING THE EUCHARIST TO HIS CHEST WHICH MEANS HEART – HE RECEIVED THE GRACE.)

ANOTHER DREAM: xxxx CANNOT FATHOM WHY I’M AVOIDING HIM

There was a young man who went some place where I’m close by, & there’s a line of suitcases there, nice ones, in all colors including red, many, maybe thirty suitcases.

(THE SUITCASES ARE THE POSSIBLE REASONS I’M NOT SEEING HIM.)

He wants to get somewhere or ‘get at’ something & he takes each suitcase & throws it behind him, in an intense way, kind of frustrated. When he throws them backward they go like 15-20’, quite a throw. I especially note the bright red suitcase going backward. He’s almost mad, not quite. Reminds me somehow of ‘the mad hatter.’ Or a badger digging out a den intently, doesn’t want any interruptions from anyone, makes short work of any animal that disrupts his task.

(THIS SOUNDS LIKE xxxx TRYING TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF WHY I’M NOT SEEING HIM. HE’S FRUSTRATED & CAN’T GET IT.

I’VE BEEN DOING EXORCISMS EVERY DAY AGAINST HIS DEMONS – ONE OF THEM WAS ANGER. SO THIS IS SAYING HE ISN’T ANGRY, THAT DEMON IS GONE..

HE THROWS ASIDE ‘BAGGAGE.’ BAGGAGE IS NEGATIVES ONE CARRIES AROUND – THEIR BAD ACTIONS, TRAITS, SINS OR WHATEVER HOLDS THEM BACK.

HE’S GOING THROUGH EVERY ITEM TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WENT WRONG, INCLUDING THE RED SUITCASE MEANING PAIN OR SUFFERING.

{AGAIN, RED HAS MANY MEANINGS & HAS TO BE DISCERNED IN THE CONTEXT OF THE DREAM. IT CAN MEAN ‘STOP’ – IT CAN MEAN ‘I WAS RED WITH EMBARRASSMENT,’ BUT IN MOST OF MY DREAMS, THE RED IS BLOOD & STANDS FOR RECENT SUFFERINGS OLD SUFFERINGS ARE PURPLE.}

BUT HE CANNOT FIGURE OUT WHY I’M AVOIDING HIM.

I NOTICE THE RED SUITCASE BEING THROWN ASIDE IS HE DISMISSES THE PAIN HE GAVE ME– IN OTHER WORDS,

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“SHE COULD NOT BE IGNORING ME BECAUSE OF THE PAIN I GAVE HER.”

THAT MEANS HE THINKS IT WAS OK TO GIVE ME PAIN. AND BELIEVING THAT, HE CANNOT GET TO THE BOTTOM OF HIS DILEMMA. )

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GOD ENJOYS LIFE-SOUL ASCENDS

1-17-20-GOD ENJOYING LIFE-LEELA-&-A SOUL ASCENDS 1-16-20

This dream exemplifies what ‘Leela’ or ‘Lila’ is as a state of Yoga.

I am somewhere in the back yard someplace which has wide fields behind the house. Someone has brought in a motorcycle & I decide to ride it.

I get on it & away I go, fast, through the fields. It feels Heavenly, a smooth ride, not a care in the world, totally free & happy. The fields are hard, very little growth to interfere; the greenery is sparse.

I return to the precincts of the house & as I examine the motorcycle, it seems different parts of it are falling apart, not the engine – that part’s fine, but the parts of the handlebars & the seat, I have to fix & adjust, they are made of ‘ticky tacky,’ more like a child’s toy than an adult cycle.

I also notice then the puddles. They aren’t dirty, they’re clear, they’re shallow, but I ask someone is it ok for the motorcycle to get wet?

I also worried if I was authorized to take the cycle out, as it wasn’t mine, & I want to go out with it again, vaguely see that I do but these concerns are on my mind.

MEANING: This dream explains Leela, which you prayed for last night – how we experience God Consciousness when still on earth.

When you first use the motorcycle & dash away, you have no worries, fears or concerns on your mind. You’re seeing the big picture, the joy of the ride, which is having faith, hope & happiness.

But when a person falls down to the minutiae of life – the details of things not right, the worries & fears, they lose that big picture & their bliss or joy, then God isn’t in their consciousness.

You see all the worries, fears, like the puddles, do you have the right to use this thing? That ends joy & bliss.

1-16-20-A SOUL ASCENDS

In this dream I have a cardboard box open in front of me. To the right seems food wrapped up, but in the open box to the left is a parcel that makes me uncomfortable.

It’s round, covered in a sort of shiny silver material, it’s about 8” in diameter, the paper on it is folded behind it. The front has the Leaves of Victory—laurel leaves in green, a pic of a garland over the top & the bottom, with writing on it. I try to read the writing but can’t.

What makes me uncomfortable is I believe this parcel has the remains of a person inside – somehow condensed. I keep thinking, keep trying to read, keep thinking & being uncomfortable.

MEANING: A SOUL HAS ASCENDED! The food on the right is the way by which this soul ascended: The Holy Eucharist, the Food of the Body & Blood of Jesus & Mary, which you’ve been celebrating.

The way the body of the ascended soul is represented has two clues: First, the writing on it – you don’t know who it is, but the laurel leaves of victory tell you there’s been a major victory here. And silver to you has the meaning of permanence or ‘forever.’ Whoopee!

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OUR DESTINIES

1-17-20 OUR DESTINIES

LETTERS BETWEEN WILLIAM BOND, Xxx & RASA

HI WILLIAM

IT IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO KNOW HOW THE WORLD WOULD BE WHEN WOMEN ‘RULE THE WORLD’ AS THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A WORLD LIKE OURS RULED BY THEM. LAST TIME WE RULED WE HAD VILLAGES OF NO MORE THAN 15K (FROM WHAT MARIJA GIMBUTAS EXPLAINED) & BESIDES THAT THE SOCIETIES WERE HUNTER-GATHERERS.

ALL I CAN SAY IS FOLLOW YOUR HEART. FOR A WHILE YOU RESEARCHED & PROMOTED THE TOPIC OF THE FEMALE MERMAIDS & YOU GOT HUGE RESPONSES TO THAT, YOU BECAME THE FOREMOST AUTHORITY OF MERMAIDS IN THE WORLD. THAT WAS QUITE AN ACCOMPLISHMENT – WHO WOULD HAVE EVER THOUGHT YOU’D GET INTO THAT FIELD?

AT THE SAME TIME YOU DID THAT – THOSE SAME FIVE OR SO YEARS – I WENT INTO A FIELD NEVER ANTICIPATED, BECOMING A COUGAR AFTER 30 YRS OF CELIBACY & A PHOTOGRAPHER OF THE ‘WORLD’S MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN.’

WHAT A DEPARTURE WE BOTH MADE FROM OUR USUAL MATRIARCHAL WORK, YET IT WAS MATRIARCHAL, BUT DIFFERENT. WE FOLLOWED OUR HEARTS.

I AM NO LONGER ‘TURNED ON’ OR STIMULATED BY THE SUBJECT OF BEAUTIFUL YOUNG MEN. IN FACT, MY WEBMAN THINKS MY LATEST BOOK ON THEM SHOULD BE PROMOTED & I COULD, FOR THE FIRST TIME, MAKE SOME MONEY OFF MY BOOKS. BUT I TOLD HIM

“I CAN’T STAND THE THOUGHT OF THEM. THEY REPULSE ME.”

I COULD NEVER IMAGINE THAT I WOULD ENTER THAT FIELD, & ONCE IN IT, COULD NOT IMAGINE EXITING IT, BUT I DID.

ARE YOU STILL INTRIGUED BY THE MERMAID ISSUE OR DONE WITH IT?

THERE WAS A BOOK THAT WAS FAMOUS (PUBLISHED 1976) – GAIL SHEEHY’S “PASSAGES.” I READ IT. I JUST LOOKED HER UP – DID NOT EVEN KNOW CELEBRATED SHE IS.

AFTER THE WRITING OF THE ‘NEW RELIGION’ I WAS UNABLE TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THE SUBJECT, COULD NOT GO ON ANY MORE. SO THERE IS ONE DOOR CLOSED, BUT ANOTHER DOOR OPENED.

FOR A WHILE YOU HEARD MY LAMENTS ABOUT BEING BURNT OUT & FIGHTING DEMONS – THE LATTER IS PROBABLY THE MORE PERTINENT ONE – JUST BECAUSE I WAS FINISHED WITH A SUBJECT I CAN’T SAY I WAS ‘BURNT OUT’, ONLY FINISHED. BUT THE LATTER YES, I EXORCISED THE DEMONS OF xxxx SO THEY HAVE FOR NOW LEFT BOTH OF US ALONE – I AM SPRINKLING HOLY WATER THROUGH MY HOUSE DAILY TO KEEP THEM AWAY.

DURING THIS EPISODE I ALSO SPENT MY EVENINGS WATCHING VIDEOS ABOUT SAINTS INSTEAD OF SECULAR SUBJECTS, & THIS HELPED ME GET MY BEARINGS. LAST NIGHT I ENDED UP WITH RAMANA MAHARSHI, THE GURU OF NONDUALITY, WHICH IS WHERE I LEFT OFF YEARS AGO – 2007 – HIM BEING MY ‘LAST GURU.’ I DID DO A COUPLE OF CHAPTERS FOR THE RELIGION ON HIS ZEITGEIST BUT I DID NOT PLUNGE INTO IT COMPLETELY.

AS OF LAST NIGHT I HAVE PLUNGED IN. I SPENT THE NIGHT WATCHING HIS VIDEOS, THEN SPOKE TO HIM FOR A WHILE (CHANNELING HIM IN HEAVEN), AND TODAY I SPENT FOUR HOURS IN MEDITATION, MUCH INSPIRED BY HIM.

I HAVE NOW FIGURED OUT – I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN – WHAT EXACTLY GOD MEANT WHEN SHE SAID ‘QUIT THE CELIBACY, STOP SUFFERING & HAVE FUN.’

I SPOKE ABOUT A THING ON MY WEBSITE CALLED ‘LEELA’ OR ‘LILA’ IN THE YOGA PERSUASION, BUT I WAS NOT FULLY PRACTICING IT, BECAUSE I SUFFERED SO MUCH WITH THIS ‘HAVE FUN’ BUSINESS, IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE. I WAS PLAGUED BY ANXIETY FIGHTING THE LOW MINDEDNESS OF THE WORLD, THE FLESH & THE ONSLAUGHTS OF THE DEVIL, ESPECIALLY AFTER I FELL IN LOVE.

NOW THINGS ARE QUIETED DOWN & I WILL TRY AGAIN. LEELA IS WHEN GOD ENJOYS LIFE ON EARTH. IT MEANS WHEN WE PERSONALLY EXPERIENCE LIFE, OUR CONSCIOUSNESS OF GOD IS PRESENT, GOD IN US DOES EVERYTHING, EVEN DRINKING ALCOHOL & HAVING SEX. THIS IS WHAT I FOUND SO DIFFICULT, TO DO THESE HUMAN, PHYSICAL THINGS WITHOUT AT SOME POINT FALLING TO THE LEVEL OF THE FLESH MENTALITY. I WAS UNABLE TO KEEP MY MIND ON GOD – WHICH WOULD BE LEELA – & I FELL INTO JEALOUSY, CONFUSION, YEARNING, DESIRES & LOW MINDEDNESS, ALL OF WHICH CARRY TURMOIL, MISERY & ALL THE TORTURES WE KNOW.

I THINK THIS WAS THE CHALLENGE GOD WANTED ME TO MASTER. I HAD TO ENJOY THESE ‘PLEASURES’ WITHOUT ATTACHMENT, WITHOUT YEARNING, ALLOWING THEM TO HAPPEN OR NOT, NOT CHASING OR PURSUING OR FEELING PAIN WHEN MY PLEASURES WERE NOT MET (MOST OF THE TIME I WAS FRUSTRATED, REJECTED OR USED, NOT LOVED, SO IT WASN’T FUN.) SO THERE’S A HUGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN EXPERIENCING LIFE IN THE FLESH, THE MIND IN THE FLESH, OR EXPERIENCING THE SAME THING WITH GOD UPPERMOST IN THE MIND. BUT IS THIS EASY? IT’S ONE OF THE GREATEST CHALLENGES I’VE EVER MET, BUT I THINK I AM PAST FALLING DOWN & CAN MAINTAIN THE HIGH CONSCIOUSNESS NOW. I WILL TRY.

AFTER I FELL IN LOVE, MY GREATEST FEAR WAS LOSING xxxx BUT WE HAD A MYSTICAL MARRIAGE (2019) & THAT DISSOLVED–BIT BY BIT–MY FEAR. NOW I CAN ‘LET HIM GO’ BECAUSE I KNOW I WON’T LOSE HIM, SO I NO LONGER HAVE ‘ATTACHMENT’ & WITH IT ‘ANXIETY.’ AND SO NOW I AM FREE. BUT HE ISN’T AS HE IS YOUNG & DOESN’T UNDERSTAND. THE TABLES MUST NOW TURN. I LET HIM GO BUT HE HAS TO HOLD ONTO ME. I CAN CONCENTRATE ON GOD, NOT HIM, WITHOUT LOSING HIM, BECAUSE IF HIS LOVE IS TRUE & DEEP, HE WILL PURSUE ME & HOLD ONTO ME BUT I DON’T HAVE TO HAVE THE FEAR I USED TO. MY FREEDOM FROM ATTACHMENT GIVES ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO PRACTICE ‘LEELA.’

THAT IS THE ‘PASSAGE’ I AM GOING THROUGH NOW.

ANOTHER THING. I HAVE BEEN CONCERNED ABOUT FINISHED MY WORK. ONE OF THE THINGS I CAN DO THAT FEW PEOPLE CAN IS THE INTERPRETATION OF DREAMS. I AM REALLY GOOD AT THIS, I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND BEFORE I DIE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE OF THIS SUBJECT, IF I DON’T, ALL MY KNOWLEDGE WILL BE LOST. THE ONE BOOK I PUBLISHED IS BUT LIKE 5% OR LESS OF WHAT I KNOW, I COULD FILL AN ENCYCLOPEDIA WITH ALL THE SYMBOLS I UNDERSTAND. BUT I HAVE BEEN WORRYING – WHEN WILL I HAVE THE TIME TO DO THIS? ESPECIALLY WHEN xxxx COMES TO LIVE WITH ME, I’LL BE BUSY WITH HIM.

I HAVE NOTICED, HOWEVER, THAT I LIKE WRITING DOWN MY DREAMS EVERY TIME I HAVE THEM, WHICH IS ALMOST NIGHTLY. IT ISN’T HARD AT ALL, NO MATTER WHAT – I HAVE MANY THOUSANDS OF DREAMS ON AUDIO TAPE & ON THE COMPUTER. SINCE I AM WRITING/INTERPRETING THEM DAILY THEN WHY NOT JUST POP THEM ONTO MY WEBSITE? AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ONES, ON OUR BLOG? WHY NOT?

BECAUSE I FEARED I MIGHT NOT HAVE TIME TO MAKE ‘FORMAL’ BOOKS & PUT THEM INTO BOOK FORM & PUBLISH THEM, BUT THIS IS A WAY OF DOING IT. JUST DO IT ‘AS IS’ – GIVING COPIOUS EXPLANATIONS OF THE SYMBOLS WITH EVERY DREAM INSTEAD OF MAKING A ‘DREAM DICTIONARY’ WHICH WOULD BE MORE TEDIOUS. THIS WAY I GET IT DONE. THAT’S MY PLAN NOW.

AND ALSO I WANT TO FINISH EXPLAINING MY LIFE BEFORE I DIE. MY WEBMAN JUST FINISHED EDITING BOOK 2 OF MY LIFE, THIS HAS TO BE ILLUSTRATED & PUBLISHED. THEN I’LL DO BOOK 3 & THAT SHOULD COVER IT. I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND WRONG ASSUMPTIONS, DELUSIONS & THE HALLUCINATIONS PEOPLE HAVE ABOUT ME. I NEED TO LEAVE BEHIND MATERIAL THAT EXPLAINS MY LIFE AS WELL AS IT CAN BE EXPLAINED. IF I DON’T, THEY WILL BASTARDIZE IT. I ESPECIALLY DO NOT WANT THE LOW MINDED TO TURN MY LIFE INTO A PORN / SEXUAL / GOTTA’ HAVE A GIMMICK / LOW MINDED / MATERIALISTIC SYNOPSIS. MY LIFE IS THE GRACE OF GOD & THIS IS WHAT MUST BE EXPLAINED IN ABSOLUTE DETAIL. EVEN WHEN THEY DO DOCUMENTARIES ON MY LIFE OR ASK ME QUESTIONS, PEOPLE ARE SO LOW MINDED, THEY INEVITABLY DRAG MY LIFE DOWN.

AND SO, AS FAR AS WHAT YOU SAY, I BELIEVE YOU’LL FIND A ROAD FOR YOURSELF SOON, AS ‘NATURE ABHORS A VACUUM’ & WE ALL NEED SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT, WORK ON & LOOK FORWARD TO, SO I KNOW YOU WILL FIND SOMETHING GREAT TO DO.…BEST WISHES, RASA

From xxx—Good morning, Rasa. It sounds like you have a good plan overall, and had indeed gotten some great insights, particularly about Leela versus attachment. That makes a lot of sense overall, and I wish you the best.

I will note that different audiences will likely require different versions of the message tailored specifically to such audiences. Marketing is important. Most people, to one degree or another, seem to want to know “what’s in it for me”, so that will of course need to be addressed. Try to figure out what makes a particular demographic (or psychographic) group “tick”, as it were, and then try to appeal to that while still remaining accurately on point about the topic at hand…..best of luck to you both, and have a nice day…..xxx

from William Bond

I think I have said everything I wanted to say about Mermaids, Rasa I don’t think I have any more to add.

I agree it is easy to stay spiritual if you remain celibate and live in a cave somewhere but a lot more difficult if you live a life of an ordinary person. But I think it is important for spiritual people to mix with normal people. The reason is that if all spiritual people hide themselves away, then they don’t pass on the knowledge they gain through communicating with spirit, to the world.

Unfortunately most people cut themselves off from spirit and take more notice of what other people tell them than listening to unlimited wisdom of the ONE. As Jesus said, “when the blind led the blind both fall in the ditch.” This is why the world is in such a mess.

The trouble is that the more we communicate with spirit the more we move away from conventional wisdom and that causes problems. We see this throughout history, when anyone challenges conventional wisdom, people don’t like it and fight back.

Years ago I did like your stance on, “I strip for God”. This is what Jesus tried to do, bring the spirit into all aspects of life. And you are doing the same with your relationships with younger men. It is also what we find in Taoism and Tantra of bringing spirituality into our sex-life. The idea of cutting spirituality away from sex, is why it causes so many problems for people.

The spirit inspires us to do these things but once we are on the path we have to keep in contact with spirit because as we both have discovered, when we lose that contact, things start to go wrong. That is why recently I have been trying to do more meditation……William

HI FRIENDS

THANKS FOR THE GOOD LETTERS.

THIS NIGHT I PRAYED FOR ‘LEELA’ & GOD SHOWED ME A BIG DREAM. YESTERDAY I DREAMED ABOUT “FREEDOM” WHICH I THINK MEANT “NONDUALITY.” I WROTE IT DOWN BUT DID NOT YET INTERPRET IT. AND THIS LEELA DREAM I HAVE NOT TYPED YET OR INTERPRETED. I WILL DO THE WORK ON THE DREAMS, PUT THEM ON MY SITE & PRESENT THEM TO YOU FOR OUR BLOG ALSO. AS I SAID, I THINK THIS IS THE WAY FOR ME TO GO FOR THE TIME BEING, AS IT’S WHERE MY MIND IS.

WHICH BRINGS ME TO A POINT, THAT xxx BROUGHT UP. xxx, I HAVE A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE TO THE QUESTION WILLIAM RAISED – AS TO WHAT HE SHOULD DO NEXT. YOU FORGET ONE THING. WE ARE NOT MACHINES, WHICH POP OUT ON DEMAND WHAT THE WORLD WANTS. TO BE HONEST, WE CAN SAY “FUKK THE WORLD, IT’S GOD & MY HEART THAT COUNTS” BUT AT THE SAME TIME, WE SAVE THE WORLD WHEN WE FOLLOW OUR HEART!

IT IS OUR HEART THAT TELLS US WHAT’S RIGHT FOR US TO DO AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT IN LIFE, BECAUSE WE MUST SERVE / LOVE OURSELVES AS WELL AS OUR NEIGHBOR. IF WE GO AGAINST THE GRAIN OF OUR OWN SOUL OR DESIRE, WE ARE ACTUALLY DESTROYING OR SACRIFICING OURSELVES (MARTYRDOM, WHICH IS SOMETIMES THE RIGHT THING TO DO, BUT NOT ALWAYS!) — & IT DOES NOT HELP THE WORLD. HERE IS HOW AN ARTIST WORKS & HOW ANYONE MUST WORK: FOLLOW YOUR HEART, & YOUR ART WILL HAVE MEANING. IF YOU PAINT WHAT THE PUBLIC WANTS, (AS YOU SUGGEST TEST THE MARKET & FULFILL THE NEED) & YOUR HEART IS NOT THERE, THE ART IS NOT ALIVE WITH YOUR INNER EMOTIONS – NO MATTER HOW SKILLED IT’S ‘DEAD.’

I DO NOT RECOMMEND WILLIAM TEST THE MARKET & FULFILL THEIR NEEDS, I BELIEVE THE WAY OF MEDITATION, IS THE RIGHT ONE. AS HE GETS HIS MIND ON GOD, THE UNCONSCIOUS, THE DEEP SOUL, WILL SOONER OR LATER WELL UP IN HIM & GIVE HIM A VISION, AN UNDERSTANDING & A DESIRE, & THAT IS WHAT HE FOLLOWS. FUKK THE WORLD. THIS IS THE ‘BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL’ WHERE EVERYONE GOES, FOLLOWING EACH OTHER, LOOKING AT STYLES, FASHIONS & TRENDS, REPEATING CLICHES, ETC. THEY THINK THEY’RE BEING ‘SMART’ BUT IT’S THE WISDOM OF THE WORLD, THEY’RE ALL FOLLOWING EACH OTHER & REALLY NOT DOING ANYTHING ORIGINAL. (I AM NOT SUGGESTING NONE OF US BORROWS FROM THE PAST, WE ARE ALL PRODUCTS OF WHAT WENT ON BEFORE US EVERY DAY IN EVERY WAY. BUT WE MUST BE CHOOSY AS TO WHICH PART OF THE PAST WE MIGHT BORROW FROM.)….. RASA

Xxx I REREAD YOUR LETTER & I SEE YOU DID STATE TO WILLIAM TO FOLLOW HIS HEART PRIOR TO SAYING TEST THE MARKET, SO I AGREE, IT ISN’T WRONG TO UNDERSTAND A MARKET, JUST CAN’T BE THE MAIN THING.

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SOULS SPEND XMAS WITH ME!

12-24-19-SOULS GATHER ON MY LAND 4 XMAS!

Before the BIG dream I’ll describe there was this scene:

I was some place where in front of me was a girl with an ugly fat face – it was thick & chipmunk cheeks covered with cellulite – but I loved her. I held her face in my hands, she was smiling, I wished her love.

There was another female similar to her on the left who got some of my love also.

(I KNOW THESE WERE SOULS IN PURGATORY. I PRAYED TWO HOURS FOR THEM LAST NIGHT.)

Now the biggie.

EXCERPT FROM FARTHER DOWN: THE LEVELS – YOU’RE ON A LEVEL THEY CAN’T REACH, UP THOSE CHARCOAL STEPS – BUT THEY CAN STEP UP FROM THE “RAILROAD TRACK” LEVEL UP TO AN INTERMEDIATE LEVEL WHERE YOU MEET THEM—INTERMEDIATE IN OTHER WORDS, YOU RAISE THEM UP A LEVEL, THEY COME FROM LOWER DOWN, YOU MEET THEM ON THIS IN-BETWEEN LEVEL—THERE ARE FOUR PEOPLE THAT ARE HEADED HIGHER, REPRESENTED BY A MOM & HER THREE KIDS, SHE BEING FIRST.

I’m just walking about on the edge of my land in an area similar to what I have but different. There is a nice wooden staircase going down about one flight, it’s painted a medium charcoal black color, well done staircase, about 4’ across, has a rail I think.

As I stand there I see the extended lawn, flat, in front of me – it goes a long way left & right, it’s like maybe 50’ deep & beyond it is an edge of woods, just like my real lawn has on the upper part – where the wooded edge goes down to the railroad track, where people could walk up if they wanted to.

To my surprise there are people gathering here who don’t know it’s private property – mine – there’s a tiny group to the left, at least one is wearing a dungaree jacket, just 4-5 people, sort of sitting in different positions on the ground – they seem tentative or not sure where they are settling – & to the right another group seems to be forming who are a couple people.

(MY PRAYERS OPEN UP THE PLACE FOR SOULS TO RECEIVE FROM ME, HERE SEEN AS MY PROPERTY. THEY GATHER AS MY PRAYERS INCREASE. THE DUNGAREE JACKET OF ONE OF THEM SYMBOLIZES POVERTY – POOR SOULS, HOLY SOULS.)

I’m eager TO WELCOME THEM & to that purpose I walk down the yard & speak loudly:

“Friends – you are WELCOME HERE. It’s Christmas & I know you want to celebrate, please do so, & you may come here ANY TIME TO VISIT.”

That was all they needed. A large extended family of people appear, all dressed up for Christmas, from children to grown ups, male & female.

Then they hand me a CAMERA to do movies of them. Strangely, I am good at this. I tell them I used to run a business of making videos & MADE A LOT OF MONEY(but I don’t think they heard the last part.)

They show me which button to push & mostly I get it right but once in a while I hit the wrong one, then I fix it. The panel on the right of the camera – the camera is about the size of my regular photo camera – it’s a light olive color.

So I take pics of their kids lined up on my staircase going to the upper yard (they on the other side of the rail) & above them is their Mom with curly medium grey hair. She’s shy about being filmed – I make a hard turn left to get her in the frame & I say she should be in the movie, she’s turning away reluctantly, don’t know why. She doesn’t think she looks good.

(THIS COULD BE THE STAIRCASE TO HEAVEN, A HIGHER LEVEL, THE MOM LEADING HER KIDS UP MY STAIRS BUT SHE’S ASHAMED SHE’S NOT CLEANSED OF SINS YET – BUT I TELL HER IT’S ALRIGHT, I ACCEPT HER…THIS SHOWS HER HUMILITY. SHE IS LEADING HER CHILDREN TO GO UPWARD.)

Not only do they gather in this yard & all seem to be having the time of their life, but they come into my house.

There are rooms decorated in beautiful red & gold, like all kinds of Christmas decorations, these velvet type drapes hanging from the tops of the walls with golden bows, etc., things like that everywhere.

What struck me later is that THERE WAS NO FOOD.

It was then I decided I MUST START SAYING MASS FOR THEM AGAIN & this morning I did.

(IF YOU HAD BEEN SAYING MASSES THESE SOULS MIGHT HAVE ASCENDED. THEREFORE, MAYBE THEY WILL NOW THAT YOU STARTED, HOPEFULLY IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS.

YOUR PROPERTY OR DOMAIN IS YOU’RE INVITING THESE SOULS TO RECEIVE FROM YOUR STOREHOUSE OR CATCHMENT OF GRACE, THE LEVEL YOU’RE ON, YOU INVITE THEM UP THERE.

THE LEVELS – YOU’RE ON A LEVEL THEY CAN’T REACH, UP THOSE CHARCOAL STEPS WHICH MEAN MARTYRDOM – BUT THEY CAN STEP UP FROM THE “RAILROAD TRACK” LEVEL UP TO AN INTERMEDIATE LEVEL WHERE YOU MEET THEM—INTERMEDIATE IN OTHER WORDS, YOU RAISE THEM UP A LEVEL, THEY COME FROM LOWER DOWN, YOU MEET THEM ON THIS IN BETWEEN LEVEL—THERE ARE FOUR PEOPLE THAT ARE HEADED HIGHER, REPRESENTED BY A MOM & HER THREE KIDS, SHE BEING FIRST.

THEY’RE ON VARIOUS DEGREES OF CLEANSING.

THIS IS SUCH A SATISFYING DREAM! MY PRAYERS WERE EFFECTIVE & ENCOURAGED ME TO START SAYING MASSES AGAIN FOR SOULS.)

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HOLY DREAM INTERPRETED

12-27-19–SAINT & I GET 2 SISTERS ASCENDED

“THE ASIAN KARATE INSTRUCTOR”

I’m messing about somewhere when I see this small Asian guy who does some wild karate dance moves. He can twirl around countless time & do footwork faster than James Brown. I tell him I’d like him to teach me, & he says,

“Can you do this”

& shows his moves & I say,

“Yes, but not as well as you.”

We agreed on some sort of arrangement. I am sitting outside in a courtyard talking to another guy when suddenly I say to him,

“Wow, I promised the Asian instructor, we have an appt & I could be late!”

I run to the building right by here & the Asian is at that moment at the door. It’s a screen door, one of two doors, he appeared there the moment I did, we are both startled.

(TWO DOORS, THE ONE I FACE HIM AT IS A SCREEN DOOR, IN THIS BUILDING REPRESENTS THE WORLD OF PURGATORY VS THE ONE OF THE EARTH. THIS SAINT (NOT AN ANGEL BECAUSE HE HAS SISTERS) & I HAVE MADE SOME SORT OF AGREEMENT THAT WE’LL WORK TOGETHER TO HELP SOULS. IT TURNS OUT THESE ARE TWO FEMALES I CALL HIS ‘SISTERS.’ THIS COULD BE FLESH & BLOOD OR HE COULD BE AN ASCENDED PRIEST & THEY MIGHT BE NUNS.

IT SEEMS THAT IT REALLY HELPS WHEN ONE HAS A SPONSOR FROM HEAVEN TO WORK WITH. OFTENTIMES THE HOLY MARY HAS APPEARED TO ME – IN THE PAST – & BROUGHT ME SOULS IN THE FORM OF ‘A BABY.’

THE HOLY ASIAN IS STANDING ‘ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE NET’ WHERE HE WILL IN A SENSE, TAKE ME THROUGH THE ‘SIEVE’ OR ‘NET’ WHICH PREVENTS MOST OF US MOST OF THE TIME FROM ENTERING THIS OTHER WORLD.

WE GO THROUGH THE NET AS IN THE NEXT SCENE WE ENTER THE ‘RESTAURANT’ WHICH SYMBOLIZES THE HOLY MASSES BEING SAID.)

Then he has some work to do before we get together. His hands are filled with sort of raw dumplings – I walk with him to the back of this one-story building & see it’s an Asian restaurant, & he apparently works here & is on an errand, & he takes the dumplings & plops them on the floor. This upsets me but then I see other foods on the floor here—in particular other dumplings that are on a large light green smooth tray on the floor & surmise this is a clean floor, & part of the food preparation, so apparently the dumplings are alright & will be cooked.

(THIS REFERS TO ‘SO CLEAN YOU COULD EAT OFF THE FLOOR.’ THE CLEANNESS REFERS TO A CLEAN HEART, MY SAYING THESE MASSES THAT WAY PERHAPS – NO ULTERIOR MOTIVES, JUST LOVING SOULS.

THE DUMPLINGS REFER TO THE HOLY MASS I HAVE BEEN SAYING. THIS IS AN ACTIVITY & MESSAGE FROM A SAINT REGARDING THE RESULTS OF THE MASSES. I HAVE SAID FOUR IN A ROW INCLUDING TODAY.)

The Asian disappears & I am alone in their quarters where they live, connected with the restaurant. I think I see the boy & I approach, but then I mis-saw because it’s a young girl, maybe twelve, his sister I surmise, & I see another female. These rooms are rather empty & pretty, sort of serene you might say.

(SEEING HIS FAM OR SISTERS IS THEIR PLACE IN PURGATORY, WHICH IS NOT BAD BUT IT’S EMPTY. THEY NEED LOVE, GRACE, WHICH COMES FROM THE HOLY EUCHARIST, WHICH THIS SAINT IS ASSISTING ME WITH.

ERROL FLYNN ONCE CAME TO ME WITH A FEW PERSONS, TWO OF WHOM WERE BEVERLY AADLAND & HIS WIDOW – TO GET THEM UP TO HEAVEN, & WE DID IT.

PEOPLE MUST UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS WE ON EARTH WHO ARE DESIGNATED TO HELP SOULS – NOT THE SAINTS IN HEAVEN. HOWEVER, WE CAN WORK TOGETHER WITH SAINTS, THEY CAN CALL UPON US TO WORK AS PARTNERS IN GETTING SOULS INTO HEAVEN.)

The boy is with me again, he strikes me as being maybe in his early twenties, maybe younger. He has sleek black hair, is not big, my size, & we are near the front door of this comprehensive building – he’s to my right, there’s a picture window before us, lots of light streaming in & there’s a strange suitcase in front of me which has huge black fasteners, a row of them. I snap these open (is it two or three, there are more), the suitcase itself is a medium-darkish orangey color.

(THE SUITCASE IS A PIVOTAL SIGN, IT REPRESENTS OPENING UP PLACES IN PURGATORY. ORANGE IS WHAT? IT SAYS ‘DANGER’ OR ‘DO NOT ENTER,’ WHERE POSSIBLY SOULS IN PURGATORY ARE IMPRISONED. THIS MIGHT BE SAYING ‘DON’T GO THERE—GO STRAIGHT TO HEAVEN’ OR MORE LIKELY IT’S SAYING FEW PEOPLE CAN VISIT PURGATORY—THERE MUST BE SOME SORT OF PORTAL TO GET THROUGH.

THE BLACK SNAPS REPRESENT THE PRISON LOCKS, YOU OPENED THE LOCKS BY SAYING THE HOLY MASS. YOU HAVE TWO OR THREE OF THESE LOCKS NOW SNAPPED OPEN – WHICH COULD MEAN THE STATE OF THESE PERSONS.)

As I snap open the fasteners & the boy is so near I begin to think of him as a BOYFRIEND & it would be nice to have a young man as a boyfriend, & would people object? His family might so we would have to keep it a secret.

He is not my lover, XX. But he could be a stand-in for him in my mind.

(I DON’T KNOW WHY I’M THINKING THIS WAY. NO DOUBT THE LOVE WE’RE SHARING IN THIS WORK. I’M THINKING HE COULD BE A PARTNER IN FURTHER WORK TO PURGATORY. IT’S NOT A PHYSICAL DESIRE, HE’S PROBABLY DEAD, UNLESS IT’S ONE HOLY PRIEST I KNOW WHO’S FROM INDIA.)

Now the strange part of this dream is opening the contents of what is now two carry cases, not big, but all the goodies that come out of them are a wonder. Somehow I must get through this activity before he & I can start our karate lessons, this delays them.

The first bag I take out many small bottles of cosmetics, like skin lotions, shampoos, conditioners & I line them up & say to the boy,

“I don’t need any of these, they go to your sisters.”

It’s bizarre how many pretty bottles & containers come out of this bag.

(THE CONTENTS OF THESE BAGS ARE THE GRACES BEING GIVEN TO TWO SOULS I CALL HIS SISTERS.)

The next bag is also a marvel. Again, not only more amenities but a dress comes out of it, thin material, pretty, for a small person, some sort of print. I hold it up & say,

“For your sisters.”

(THIS GARMENT SEEMS TO ME MORE THAN THE PREVIOUS GIFTS, IT IS A COSTUME OR CELESTIAL ROBE BY WHICH ONE ASCENDS INTO HEAVEN.)

Then another dress comes forth, also thin, it’s silky charcoal grey with large beige elongated globes, I hold it up & again say,

“For your sisters.”

(THIS CHARCOAL-GREY SILK DRESS WITH THE SYMBOLS OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD – THE CHARCOAL GREY IS THE DEATH OF OUR LORD, THE ELONGATED GLOBES THE EUCHARIST – HOW MUCH MORE PRECISE COULD A SYMBOL BE?

A GARMENT OR ROBE BY WHICH THE SECOND SISTER ASCENDS! THIS IS WONDERFUL!)

He’s kind of laughing when I talk about his sisters, don’t know why it’s funny. He turns away from me as he laughs in their direction I guess – toward his family.

(LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE. WE SPOKE ABOUT THIS YESTERDAY WITH SOMEONE – LAUGHTER IS HEALING, HE IS LAUGHING WITH JOY.)

At one point as I was removing things from the second bag–he said,

“THESE ARE FROM GOD.”

Indeed they had to be as they appeared out of nowhere & from whom?

(GETTING SO MANY GIFTS FROM GOD, GREAT RESULTS FROM THE MASSES, TERRIFIC DREAM!)

There was only one type item that I liked for myself. They were shoulder ‘holsters’ for want of a better term, round soft belts made of strips of mink-like brown fur but also stripes of some kind of blue-design material, & off these gizmos are also hanging like soft mink tails. As I touch these things I love their softness & design & tell the Asian these are the things I will keep for myself.

(SHOULDERS OFTEN REPRESENT CARRYING THE CROSS. THESE ARE POSSIBLY CUSHIONS OR PADS, SYMBOLICALLY, TO CARRY MY OWN CROSSES.

HELP MOMGOD. WHY SOFT MINK, MINK TAILS HANGING OFF & STRIPES OF BLUE/WHITE EMBROIDERY?

SHE: THE BLUE/WHITE DESIGNS MIGHT BE WHITE ADDED TO YOUR BLUES, AN INCREASE OF GRACE TO BEAR SORROW – COULD BE THE SORROW OF THE SEPARATION FROM SOMEONE YOU LOVE.

THE MINK, FUR, — FUR IS PROTECTION, YOU WILL GET MORE PROTECTION OR PADDING – A THICKER SKIN FOR PAINS YOU ENDURE. COULD BE THE PAINS OF MEMORIES, THOSE OF PEOPLE YOU INTERACT WITH?)

We never get to the ‘karate classes’ in the dream, haha.

(WHAT IS THE KARATE, DANCE THIS ASIAN DOES? IT’S NO DOUBT SPIRITUAL GYMNASTICS HE’S ABLE TO DO THAT ARE BEYOND MY ABILITIES.

YOU WANT TO LEARN OR BECOME MORE EXPERT AT SPIRITUAL WORK OR ‘WARFARE’ IN OTHER WORDS. KARATE IS A FIGHT OR DEFENSIVE ART, SPIRITUAL WEAPONS OF WARFARE ARE NOT PHYSICAL –TAKING DOWN STRONGHOLDS OF SATAN, ETC.

WE ARE DOING THIS ‘WARFARE’ AGAINST THE WORK OF THE DEVIL & SIN THROUGH THE HOLY EUCHARIST, THAT IS THE WORK.

BEFORE STARTING UP THE MASSES AGAIN, YOU DID PRAY A LOT FOR SOULS, WITHOUT A GREAT DEAL OF RESULTS. THERE WAS ONE DREAM FOR XMAS AFTER YOU PRAYED A LONG TIME, THE DREAM OF THE SOULS VISITING YOUR PROPERTY, THE BIG LAWN THEY ENTERED, & YOU WELCOMED THEM THERE & INTO YOUR HOUSE.

THIS WAS A LOT MORE WORK OVERALL WITH LESS RESULTS THAN THE HOLY EUCHARIST. NOW YOU’RE DOING IT THE BEST WAY, GETTING RESULTS FOR LITTLE EFFORT. THE VALUE OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST FOR SPIRITUAL BETTERMENT SURPASSES ANYTHING ELSE ONE CAN DO.)

TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE SOULS IN PURGATORY, CONSULT THE BOOK OF RASA VON WERDER: “THEATER OF JUSTICE” AVAILABLE ON THE INTERNET

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T SHIRTS FOR DISCIPLES & FRIENDS

GURU RASA VON WERDER AMAZON CLOTHING

Alstyle All I Care About Is Rasa Von Werder Famous Body Builder Fan T

Shirt (There are 7 styles in all colors, I mean ALL!)

<>FRIENDS!

I did not create this business venture – I was not asked or informed about doing this by the company that made it. I found it by chance, while getting the link for a book of mine. I feel this might be a nice thing for those who believe in me – my disciples or fans – who want to be closer to me.

I make no money on this. If you want to get something where I make a tiny amount of money, buy my books on www.Lulu.com – Rasa’s Storefront. I tried to copy the t’shirts here, but it wouldn’t allow me, so instead, I will just share meme’s a devoted disciple made years ago. Thanks for your love – you all have mine.

And oh yes, THE RELIGION IS FINISHED! I might add an epilogue, but that’s it. I’ll be putting it into book for, have it published in the most economical way so many people will read it. For those who cannot afford it, I will give it for free if they pay for the postage. The important thing is to GET THE WORD OUT.

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR! MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS &

POSITIVE WISHES COME TRUE. WOMAN, THOU ART GOD!

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XXXXVII<>WAR IS A RACKET

XXXXVII<>WAR IS A RACKET

The New Religion for Women Only<>WOMAN THOU ART GOD

War Is A Racket <> Review by guest author Ajax the Great

Comments by Rasa Von Werder

WAR. It seems to be as old as time itself. And so many people seem to think it is inevitable. However, it turns out that is not really true. War is neither timeless nor inevitable. It has a beginning, and it has an end. The beginning was about 7000 years ago (with the advent of patriarchy), while the end will be coming very soon (with the inevitable fall of patriarchy and rise of Matriarchy in the not-too-distant future). And the end can’t come soon enough!

RASA SAYS: WELL SAID AJAX. THERE’S A GREAT REFERENCE BOOK WHICH EXPLAINS A LOT. IT IS ‘SEX AT DAWN’ BY CHRISTOPHER RYAN PhD & CACILDA JETHA, MD (A PSYCHIATRIST). SEE CHAPTER 13, ‘THE NEVER ENDING BATTLE OVER PREHISTORIC WAR (BRUTISH?)

Patriarchy inherently rewards aggression and violence, no doubt about that. And it messes with our heads so as to condition us to accept such violence as normal. And of course there is men’s tendency to think that war and scarcity are inevitable, which become self-fulfilling prophecies. Women, on the other hand, would tend to reject such backwards thinking if they were in charge. The late, great Buckminster Fuller said as much.

But there is also another reason why war is likely to occur under patriarchy, and that reason is discussed in depth by Major General Smedley Butler in his 1935 book, War Is A Racket. Put simply, war is indeed a racket that is designed to further enrich the already ultra-rich oligarchs. In other words, its genesis is none other than evil and powerful men who are willing to lie, cheat, steal, and kill for filthy lucre, and those sycophantic lackeys and ignorant masses who are brainwashed and duped to go along with it. And of course, we know that patriarchy itself inevitably leads to oligarchy in the first place due to its “might makes right” and “winner take all” paradigm (that is nowadays most often cleverly disguised by the persistent and utterly hollow myth of “meritocracy”).

Indeed, patriarchy itself be thought of as a gender war writ large, and the only way to end it once and for all–and all other wars that come from it–is for men to surrender to Women. It’s a war men have lost before the war even began, despite winning nearly every battle–men just don’t realize it yet.

RASA SAYS: SURRENDER TO WOMEN IS INEVITABLE. WE CREATED MEN IN THE FIRST PLACE THROUGH SPONTANEOUS SELF PREGNANCY, LIKE THE BL. VIRGIN, CALLED PARTENOGENESIS. THE MEN SEEMED LIKE A GOOD IDEA AT FIRST BUT LATER ON THEY CHANGED FROM THEIR INTENDED PURPOSE TO BEING OUR SLAVE MASTERS.

“SEX AT DAWN” EXPLAINS HOW CONFLICT/WAR STARTED AFTER THE ADVENT OF AGRICULTURE & DOMESTICATION OF ANIMALS. RESOURCES WERE HOARDED, MEN BEGAN TO FIGHT OVER THEM. WOMEN’S STATUS DETERIORATED.

WE HAVE TO FLIP BACK TO WHAT WE WERE BEFORE THAT TIME, WHEN WOMEN RULED EVERYTHING. ONLY WOMEN BEING ON TOP CAN CHANGE THINGS, THERE IS NO MAN ON A WHITE HORSE. SOCIETY’S BEEN WAITING FOR THE GOOD GUYS TO TAKE OVER FOR 7,000 YEARS BUT IT’S NOT HAPPENED & NEVER WILL. IN THE NATURE OF MALES THE MOST RUTHLESS RISE TO THE TOP, THE GOOD GUYS ARE DOMINATED.

DR. BRYAN SYKES, LEADING GENETICIST, SAID THAT HUMAN MALES ARE A GENETIC EXPERIMENT THAT DID NOT WORK & THEREFORE NATURE IS REMOVING THEM BY EXTINCTION. HE PREDICTS 100,000 YEARS GIVE OR TAKE 25K.

That said, General Butler’s book is more about how the perennial racket of war actually works in practice, and how to smash it for good (as opposed to the why the oligarchy exists in the first place). But it goes a very long way towards explaining it, and he would be spinning in his grave if he were to see today’s massive, imperialistic war machine.

From the Wikipedia article:

In War Is a Racket, Butler points to a variety of examples, mostly from World War I, where industrialists, whose operations were subsidized by public funding, were able to generate substantial profits, making money from mass human suffering.

RASA SAYS: THIS IS FRIGHTENING. IT IS THE FACE OF SATAN. I WAS TAUGHT IN CATECHISM THAT WE CANNOT LOOK ON THE FACE OF SATAN BECAUSE TO SEE HIM WOULD MAKE US FAINT OR DIE. I AGREE. WE ARE LOOKING AT HIM IN WHAT MEN DO & FAINT.

The work is divided into five chapters:

War is a racket
Who makes the profits?
Who pays the bills?
How to smash this racket!
To hell with war!

It contains this summary:

“War is a racket. It always has been. It is possibly the oldest, easily the most profitable, surely the most vicious. It is the only one international in scope. It is the only one in which the profits are reckoned in dollars and the losses in lives. A racket is best described, I believe, as something that is not what it seems to the majority of the people. Only a small ‘inside’ group knows what it is about. It is conducted for the benefit of the very few, at the expense of the very many. Out of war a few people make huge fortunes.”

Then he goes on to discuss who exactly profits from it and how. It turns out it is not just weapons manufacturers, but also the big banks and other businesses that directly or indirectly deal with it as well. In fact, the banksters are probably the biggest beneficiaries of war, since they lend money to finance it and then claw back so much in interest. And manufacturers of non-weapons goods also have a market to sell their wares to in the military. And of course, let’s not forget all the resources plundered from the other countries as “spoils of war”.

(And now we can add “defense contractors”, aka mercenary corporations, such as DynCorp, Blackwater, Halliburton, KBR, Raytheon, et al. to the list of war profiteers as well.)

War is, of course, a negative-sum game overall. It does not really create wealth on balance, it actually destroys more than it creates. But it certainly brings in a ludicrous amount of ill-gotten wealth in the form of profit, plunder, and usury for the oligarchy. As for the idea that it “stimulates the economy” in the short run, that is technically true, but as neo-Keynesian economist Dr. Paul Krugman has famously noted years ago, a faked alien invasion would be every bit as stimulating, but without all of the serious side effects such as countless deaths, injuries, PTSD, family breakdown, resource depletion, pollution, ecological damage, and property damage.

And guess who foots the bill for it all? You guessed it–the taxpayers. The oligarchs pull the wool over our eyes, while laughing all the way to the bank. But truly the biggest part of the bill is paid for in blood by the soldiers themselves.

RASA SAYS: 98% OF THE CASUALTIES, HOWEVER, ARE CIVILIANS.

And even for those who survive the horrors of war, it still takes its toll on them regardless, both physically and psychologically. And these soldiers generally hail not from the ranks of the wealthy, but rather from the poor and broader working class. Not much has changed in that regard today, it seems.

(Note that since the gold standard was abolished in 1971, our Monetarily Sovereign federal government does not actually need taxes to fund anything, since they can just “print” (create) the money now if they wanted. But since wars inherently chew through ludicrous amounts of non-monetary resources, all wars are thus inflationary regardless, so We the People still pay for it in the form of higher prices.)

And that’s to say nothing of the human toll of civilians in the other countries as well, who bear the brunt of it.

Then, General Butler discusses how to smash this evil racket once and for all. To summarize, the three steps are as follows: 1) Take the profit out of war, 2) Put it up to a vote (limited to those who would be eligible for the draft) as to whether or not a war should be declared, and 3) Limit our military forces to home defense purposes. Otherwise, nothing will stop the racket.

Again, as noted on Wikipedia:

In the booklet’s penultimate chapter, Butler recommended three steps to disrupt the war racket:

1. Making war unprofitable. Butler suggests that the means for war should be “conscripted” before those who would fight the war:

It can be smashed effectively only by taking the profit out of war. The only way to smash this racket is to conscript capital and industry and labour before the nation’s manhood can be conscripted. […] Let the officers and the directors and the high-powered executives of our armament factories and our steel companies and our munitions makers and our ship-builders and our airplane builders and the manufacturers of all other things that provide profit in war time as well as the bankers and the speculators, be conscripted — to get $30 a month [NOTE: that's $511/month in 2019 dollars], the same wage as the lads in the trenches get.

2. Acts of war to be decided by those who fight it. He also suggests a limited referendum to determine if the war is to be fought. Eligible to vote would be those who risk death on the front lines.
3. Limitation of militaries to self-defense. For the United States, Butler recommends that the Navy be limited, by law, to operating within 200 miles of the coastline, and the Army restricted to the territorial limits of the country, ensuring that war, if fought, can never be one of aggression.

RASA SAYS: INDEED THOSE ARE ALL GOOD IDEAS. BUT WHO WILL ENFORCE THEM? THE UN DOES NOTHING TO STOP WAR, IT’S THE SAME OLE’ PATRIARCHY. THEY DON’T EVEN SAVE WOMEN FROM HONOR KILLINGS. NO, SADLY OR JOYFULLY & LOGICALLY, THERE IS ONLY ONE SOLUTION & MOTHER GOD HAS DONE IT: THE EXTINCTION OF MEN.

Indeed, the time to end all of this insanity and evil is yesterday. So what do we do in the meantime while patriarchy still exists? Thus, inspired by Butler, I propose that a new law be passed that we call the War Pigs Act, named after both the ineffectual and toothless War Powers Resolution of 1973 and the 1970 Black Sabbath song “War Pigs”. The first part of the new law would put some teeth in the War Powers Act by closing the loopholes and holding the President liable for any consequences of a war that is not authorized by Congress and is not during a state of emergency caused by an attack on the USA. And absent a formal declaration of war by Congress, absolutely NO war may last beyond 90 days (60 days followed by a 30 day withdrawal), save for a temporary authorization of force that expires 90 days after the authorization passes or 180 days after the war began (if it began before the new law went into effect), whichever occurs first. After that, there must be a formal declaration of war, or the war must end. Period.

The second part of the law would implement some of General Butler’s recommendations from his book, taking into account that we currently have an all-volunteer military. Take the profit out of war, first of all. Use the tax code to do so. And for any war lasting beyond six months (which by definition would now require a formal declaration of war), require an annual limited plebiscite of all citizens that would be eligible for military service. Make it a non-secret ballot such that those who vote “yes” would be drafted if we run out of volunteers, followed by those who abstain from the vote if necessary. Those who vote “no” would be exempt from any such draft. A kind of “consensual conscription”, if you will. We would all have skin in the game. Women would be included as well, but before they draft the very first Woman, we should draft men in their 40s and 50s first. That’s the demographic group who starts the wars but rarely fights them. It’s only fair, right fellas? Watch as war becomes a thing of the past, at least for the stupid ones and decade(s) long quagmires like Vietnam, Iraq, Afghanistan, etc.

(It would also be a good idea to do like the Iroquois once did: give Women elders the power to VETO any decision to go to war. That alone would prevent essentially all wars that are not waged in strict and absolute defense of the homeland.)

For the record, I am personally 100% against the draft on principle. Unless absolutely necessary, I view it as a form of slavery and involuntary servitude, and if there were ever such a thing as a truly just war (as per St. Augustine’s Just War Theory criteria), which is about as rare as a unicorn, conscription would be unnecessary, since volunteers would be plentiful. And today’s technology further makes it largely obsolete to raise such large numbers of boots on the ground. But since nuance, gray areas, and exceptions that prove every rule do in fact exist in the real world (see WWII and the American Civil War, for example), I will note that if we ever must have a draft, only those who voted yes (or chose not to vote) for such a war should be drafted.

General Butler was a true American hero and patriot. After his distinguished career in the United States Marine Corps including during WWI (during and after which he eventually found out just how much of a racket it really was), he later quashed an attempted Wall Street fascist coup against FDR’s government in 1933-1934. Yes, there really was a plot by the Rockefellers, Mellon Bank, Standard Oil, General Motors, Goodyear, US Steel, and many others (including pro-Nazi forces!) to overthrow the federal government and install their own fascist dictatorship do their bidding, complete with concentration camps for, in their own words, “Jews and other undesirables”. And the money for the plot bankrolled by the big banks/corporations was funneled through Prescott Bush’s companies (yes, THAT Bush, who also did business with the Nazis as well). They all thought they could use Butler for the plot and he pretended to play along at first, only to foil their plot by telling Congress about it just before it went ahead. He literally saved America from falling to full-blown fascism, in other words. He was indeed history’s original whistleblower, and then in 1935, he wrote his magnum opus, which unfortunately fell on deaf ears the world over.

As General Butler famously said,

“TO HELL WITH WAR!”

“Either war is obsolete, or man is.”

– Buckminster Fuller

“War, what is it good for? Absolutely NOTHING!”

– Edwin Starr

“Come the war, come the avarice, come the war, come hell…Come attrition, come the reek of bones, come attrition, come hell…This is why, why we fight, why we lie awake…And this is why, this is why we fight…”

– The Decemberists

“Now the labor leader’s screaming when they close the missile plant, United Fruit screams at the Cuban shore. Call it peace or call it treason, call it love or call it reason, but I ain’t marching anymore.”

– Phil Ochs

“I declare the war is over, it’s over, it’s over…”

– Phil Ochs

“But the hardest thing I’ll ask you, if you would only try, is take your children by their hands and look into their eyes. And there you’ll see the answer you should have seen before. If we win the wars at home, there’ll be no fighting anymore”

– Phil Ochs

RASA SAYS: THANK YOU AJAX THE GREAT FOR THIS SPLENDID REVIEW OF A SUPERB BOOK.

WOMAN – THOU ART GOD. WITHIN YOU ARE ALL THE POWERS OF GOD & YOU HAVE THE NATURE TO NURTURE & LOVE. IT WILL BE UP TO YOU TO CHANGE THE WORLD – NOT MEN – THEY ARE INCAPABLE—EVEN THE GREATEST MEN WHO EVER LIVED COULD NOT STOP PATRIARCHY. WE ARE THE MOTHERS, THEY MERE CHILDREN WITH BRAINS WHOSE FRONTAL LOBES ARE ASLEEP. THEY CANNOT LEAD, THEY CANNOT CHANGE. MOTHER GOD IS DEALING WITH THIS DILEMMA, & WE ARE HER AGENTS & HER INSTRUMENTS. LET US BEGIN.

To be continued from Ajax the Great

& Rasa Von Werder 12-14-19

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