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LOVER BUSINESS GOD HELPS

LOVER & I WILL BE TOGETHER PERMANENTLY – HIS OTHER WOMAN IS

ENDING – WE BEGIN SOON

1-11-21 Journey 2 Good – Table – Sex & Photography

What a journey! It begins on my own property, over a mountain I have traversed hundreds of times in my dreams. It’s a WOODED area with a dirt road through, the walking of which goes about 3 hours.

(3 HOUR ROAD: This is not a ‘walk in the park,’ I am facing what takes effort, it’s not a ‘quick road’ or solution, it takes considerable time.)

As I begin the ascent over this tall hill, I see the interlopers have multiplied. I have often seen characters or evidence of them, they have moved onto my property, & often seems they have overstepped their borders & are inhabiting mine. This time they have CHILDREN, mostly boys, these boys are trouble makers, are harassing me a bit, they seem to have some black blood. And the land these people have occupied seems a bit different, like it’s rectangles with black borders, like flat rectangles made of maybe plexi glass all over the place. I just keep moving up the mountain.

*(INTERLOPERS, BOYS, HARASSING: These are ‘on this road’ or struggle, immature, misguided people who interfere with my goal. They are I will figure later, the associates of Lover Bob.

PLEXI GLASS RECTAGLES WITH BLACK BORDERS: These are PLOTS of what I might see as greenhouse-type gizmos over ground, to get plants to germinate & grow, but the black borders say that THIS WILL NOT BE.

It will portend the HOPES & DREAMS, PLANS of Bob & his associates for success, good jobs, money, fame in the rap world, or any other plans. Given their ignorance, lack of abilities & delusional minds, plus add to it the present recession/depression situation, all their plans will go to naught. I have seen this in numerous dreams & have known it for his associates ever since we started. They are ‘ghetto’ people {uneducated, slum dwellers or hillbillies}, but not just that, they are lowlifes, criminals, drug addicts, misguided, not virtuous, honest or righteous – 99% of them, & so, they will fail. And in this dream it shows THEY WERE AGAINST ME but their hostility has come to naught. I will fulfill my goal as the dream will portray.)*

After a while I realize I’m in a vehicle & my friend Rudy is driving. We are in a large woods, above the trees somehow, & you see the trees like big balls of leaves, beautiful, but you can’t see the road. Most are light green, there are some Autumnal colors. I look at Rudy – he doesn’t even have his hands on the wheel, I scream & I take over the wheel. He’s sitting, I’m standing, maybe in the back seat.

(RUDY HIS HANDS NOT EVEN ON THE WHEEL: Rudy probably represents my Lover Bob. {He’s an old disabled man who loves me.} This shows that Bob is incapable, disabled or crippled, in his pursuit of our relationship. But he is here nonetheless, we are together. It’s just that I HAVE TO TAKE OVER THE WHEEL which means I have to be the DOMINANT PERSON & control the situation, which means I have to GET US TO MATRIMONY – he can’t. {Matrimony or union in a real relationship is the goal / struggle here – When we related all he did was want sex & portrayed another woman on social media as his wife.})

While I have taken over, I still don’t see the road. Where are we? It’s scary because if you can’t see the road, how can we traverse this mountain?

(MOUNTAIN: Represents a PROBLEM, DILEMMA or HARDSHIP toward one’s good. Elvis had a song, “Lord, This Time You Gave Me a Mountain.”
In dreams I have crossed THIS MOUNTAIN hundreds of times means I have had this same problem or something similar many times.
Not seeing the ROAD is not seeing how to get there.)

Finally, somehow, we get back on the road like it just appears by itself, with us on it. It seems the road appears & disappears at will, without our consent.

(ROAD APPEARS, DISAPPEARS, NOT UNDER OUR CONTROL: Fate or destiny does not reveal itself all the time, sometimes it does.)

But now, at the end of the journey, I recall one dangerous spot – which, when there’s a lot of rain, it floods & is impassible, because there’s the cliff to the right of it, a huge lake of water to the left, the narrow road being flooded is impassible. Will we have to turn back, the long journey a waste of time?

(TURN BACK: Will we have to abort having a relationship, it’s impossible to achieve?
This spot represents the small, narrow gate that one must traverse for happiness or the Kingdom of heaven – whereas the wide, easy road is the one most people take, the Broad Highway to Hell. Indeed, his earthly wife & most of his associates & relatives have taken this broad road with drugs, criminal activities, the easy way out & they are headed for failure / Hell.)

We get to the spot, & it’s not flooded, but it’s muddy – there had been rain. We can’t go over this mud, as it might sink our car badly. I see to the right of the narrow road is the cliff & it’s dry. I tell Rudy to HOLD ON TO ME TIGHT. At first I do not feel him holding on – later I will feel him strongly. There’s no longer a car, it’s just me travelling.

*(THE CAR, NO LONGER A CAR, JUST ME, HOLD ON TIGHT: The car, our vehicle, could be the circumstances under which we saw one another, which is no more. I no longer go to the places we used to meet or the place we spent night together.

“Just me” now travelling & he MUST HOLD ON is my God Self. We have come to the most DIFFICULT PART OF THE JOURNEY TOWARD MATRIMONY. With the physical meetings GONE there is naught left but GOD & FAITH IN GOD – THE GOD WITHIN ME IN PARTICULAR. This says that at first I did not feel him holding on to God / me but now I do. In the dream he’s simply riding me like a papoose on his Mom’s back but without the papoose, his arms circled ’round me.)*

As I go on the ciff there are footholds – not many – but you see footholds that bears or goats climb onto extremely steep areas, if you don’t look down, just keep going, you’ll make it, so I keep moving. It gets completely perpendicular but I keep going.

(IF YOU DON’T LOOK DOWN: Keep your mind on the SPIRITUAL, not the earthly thoughts or emotions, & you can manage this journey toward good. It’s a journey of FAITH!)

Then it gets EVEN WORSE. Rudy says it seems like the journey is going on way longer than usual – it’s true, I have never seen it drag out so long.

(RUDY SAYS: What Rudy ‘says’ is what Bob is thinking – this separation is taking forever. It’s trying his faith, but the dreams says he’s holding onto it.)

Now the cliff to our right not only is perpendicular but it becomes CONCAVE, indented & now what, & it is also PAINTED BLUE – all the cliffs hereafter painted blue. I say to Rudy,

“Did you know I can fly?”

I had not even thought of it before, but I recall now I have this power, there’s nothing to hold onto, I must either fly or return back, so I fly. But as I do so, from time to time, to stabilize myself, I touch the cliff, just touch it lightly, keep going.

(DID YOU KNOW I CAN FLY? Flying is spiritual or mystical travel, it is Power. ANGELS FLY, celestial beings fly, it means traversing or migrating between dimensions, the spiritual & physical. Dead people cannot fly means those dead to the spirit cannot – that’s why they can’t go to Heaven, you have to have Spiritual Content, Spiritual Life, to fly. And so those who have no Spiritual end up in Hell, the place of limitation, torture & separation from God.)

Finally we get to some kind of STATION which is like two floors or more above the lake, embedded in the cliff, like a Ranger station or something. My immediate thought is the two men I see sitting behind a counter in front will be shocked to see someone coming from this side, as there is no access except by air. Those who come there arrive by boat, how they get up to the station, I have no idea, maybe a ladder? The Rangers don’t see many people, it would be occasional.

(RANGER STATION: A place of respite, rest, a break in the struggle, created by God – a refuge God has made which few can reach, but we have. There will be REVELATION here, & God gives revelations to bring Peace to the soul.)

The two Rangers, one on the right facing me is Caucasian, the one to my left is cocoa colored. The white one has round eyes he’s sort of rolling or looking back at the other guy. I show them by turning that on my back holding on strongly is Rudy, they see his round face. I might add that when I flew in the air, I did not feel his weight at all.

*(THE TWO RANGERS, ONE COCOA, ONE RETARDED, ROUND EYES: These have to be celestial beings, one could be a saint on earth, the round eyed one an angel or saint who is amazed that I made it here with Bob. That is part of the revelation – that we are here, Bob is with me still, I have not lost the relationship over all this time & hardship.

STATION IN THE CLIFF: For sure this is a place of God, as in the Song of Songs they speak of the cleft in the rock where a dove rests, & the great CLIFF is without a doubt, the Kingdom of God, while the lake to the left is the world, but it has grace, but is also DANGEROUS as sin can lose our soul.

This STATION cannot be reached from the side I came except by air – which means by mystical travel, & so the Angel is amazed {round eyed} that I succeeded. The fact that Bob is indeed holding onto me shows he has faith in me – he could not have made this on his own, by himself, only faith in me. His round face is a parallel to the round eyes of the angel – which is evidence that that is what the angel is amazed by.)*

Now I look downward, like the 2 flights down, to the right, & I see a man. He’s working on something at the base of the cliff facing it, he’s standing on what? A platform above the water, the water of course behind him. He’s far away but I can see he’s really handsome & I want to meet him. His profile, which I am looking at, looks like Bob, my Spiritual Husband, but in the dream I don’t know this man. And I’m thinking how do I get to meet him?

(HANDSOME MAN BELOW I WANT TO MEET: This shows the man having arrived here BY BOAT, which is the other way, not the flying or mystical travel, but the human, perhaps logical, way of having arrived at the STATION OF GOD, the base of the cliff of God, the water being the earth, but with grace.
The fact that he’s here working is part of the revelation which brings Peace: You have not lost Bob. He is here in two ways, the way of faith, & the way of human endeavor, somehow working toward being with you. He’s at the foot of the cliff or the feet of God, doing whatever he can do to hold on, mostly HUMBLING himself. You want to meet him in the flesh, & you don’t recognize him as you’ve never seen Bob HUMBLE. He’s always been proud, haughty & selfish in the past. This is a person you don’t know.)

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THE TABLE

I am at a table for dinner or something, a special fete. A woman is standing at the OTHER END OF THE TABLE facing me – have no idea who she is, seemed like my earthly Mother but that doesn’t seem likely – I have NEVER dreamed of my earthly Mother except in the context of Purgatory & long ago nightmares of her torturing / killing me.

*(FEMALE ACROSS TABLE: Since it seems like my earthly mother, me trying to impress her – I was always trying to win the love of my Mom who betrayed me again & again each time, destroyed me, killed me. This then might be an ENEMY & my guess would be Ruthie, the live-in common law wife of Bob.

‘Ruthie’ lured Bob away from me with drugs – that & other worldly factors won his attention – he’s been with her for years. And so, she stood in the way of my happiness & success just as my Mom did.

The table with the white tablecloth is her temporary ‘banquet’ or ‘feast’ which means enjoyment in ‘matrimony.’ But it has a black band around the rim of the entire tablecloth, which is like 4″ wide – which means ending or funeral, this marriage WILL END, her ‘enjoyments’ over.)*

As I sit there is a column, like the decorative ‘columns’ I had built on certain corners in my house – it’s white. This table has a BLACK BAND around it on the bottom of the white tablecloth.

The column is notable in that it seems to emerge out of the corner of this table to my left & is only a foot away from where I sit – rather close. It is just like the columns in my house.

I tell this lady about a SAUCE that I got from GORDON RAMSAY. It is so great I put it on everything – I saw him create it on one of his shows, & it is similar but different from Caesar Salad dressing, which I call Cleopatra. I brag abut Gordon saying he might be the greatest chef in the world. The lady across from me is listening, I seem to be talking to her, to impress her.

*(BRAGGING ABOUT A SAUCE FROM GORDON RAMSAY: This stumped me until I thought of SPERM. If I am speaking to Ruthie then I’m bragging to her about this man who might be the best chef in the world – it has to be Bob & I’m bragging about his sperm, that I’m using it in many recipes, putting it on everything.
This would be some sort of comprehensive use of Bob’s sperm, or saying he’s given me something I use on everything, or saying, he’s given me HIMSELF in a comprehensive, across-the-board way, body & soul, all phases & factors, he’s mine all mine.

SAUCE is an ELIXIR like ‘the Elixir of Youth,’ something that VIVIFIES, like a magical / wonderful thing that makes LIFE TASTE GOOD, makes everything pleasant, happy, positive. It’s like the blood of life, the water of grace. This is not a lowminded analysis of sperm, it’s meaningful & high-minded.

& your relationship has a BLACK BAND OF DEATH around it, but OUT OF IT is THIS COLUMN OF WHITE THAT IS MINE, my permanent relationship with Bob will emerge ‘out of’ or ‘following’ the end of yours with him.
Ruthie STANDING, me SITTING with my column close to me: Sitting shows relaxation, ‘sitting pretty’ or in a good place. Standing facing me is more like ‘at attention’ so Ruthie is not in the best place but paying attention to my words.
The COLUMN CLOSE is my time with Bob is COMING CLOSE as soon as her fiasco ends.
All three of these dreams today evoke the same message: Ruthie & Bob will end, Bob is clinging to me, hoping for us to be together, we are at the end of this long, impossible struggle which only God could facilitate, we’ll be together soon, maybe starting in the Spring. My refusing to have sex with him worked.)*

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THE PHOTOGRAPHY

I am a model posing with this man, which every time you take pictures of him he comes out great. When you see him in person he is not that impressive, I guess he’s photogenic. We’re at my house here. This model is sort of a ‘low minded’ person. He asked me to have sex but I declined.

(THE MODEL, NOT MUCH IN PERSON BUT PHOTOGENIC, ALL IMAGES OF HIM ARE GOOD: This is Bob in the past, he was low minded, just wanted sex, you could not tell how handsome he was until images proved it – the images I took.)

The photographer is busy & at the end of the day I asked him how many pictures we had. He said it in two increments, like 100 & then 90. He thought it was a lot – I didn’t. I wanted to take a lot more.

(THE PHOTOGRAPHER: Must be a symbol as there’s never been a photographer besides me of Bob. This expresses my desire to have more pictures of him, in particular with him. It might just say ‘I want to be with Bob in the flesh.)

I ask him to see the pictures, & he has left them apparently in the woods – which I felt was a bad idea, all his equipment was there. He takes a run down my hill from the upper yard to lower, a beeline, over Autumn leaves, & I run after him. He has some female with him. They pick up his equipment & pics & come back.

While we are apart – the photographer & I – I face him with a question, which I’m shy about asking. Just wanted to know, I say to him,
“No more sex?”

I have to ask him three times as he doesn’t respond. I tell him the other guy asked me for sex but I declined. After I ask, he’s no longer a man. I see this silver slot, like a slot for mail, & out of it comes SPRIGS OF SPRING VEGETATION, small & new. But he isn’t there, I get no answer.

(HE BECOMES A MAIL SLOT AFTER I ASK THE QUESTION, SPRING GROWTH COMES OUT OF THE SLOT: There is indeed an answer, this dream is a parallel to the long one re the journey. This dream asks WHEN will I have sex with Bob again, or WHEN will our permanent relationship, in the physical, begin? The answer is
SILVER: permanence, it comes out of the mail slot or a MESSAGE. The
SPRING GROWTH could mean one of two things or both: It will resume in the Spring, or it will resume eventually, as Spring is new beginnings. The
OTHER GUY ASKED ME FOR SEX BUT I DECLINED is when Bob was a lowlife he wanted to keep having sex, but I refused. But my refusal has led to what I wanted, what had to be, the permanent real relationship symbolized by the thick metal mail slot. I rejected his lowlife desires to find something high minded or meaningful.)

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DOES PRAYER WORK?

CAN PRAYER SAVE THE WORLD? DOES IT WORK?

LOVER STILL WITH ME 1-9-21

The degree to which prayer is answered varies greatly. That is to say, the average person has not a snowball’s chance in Hell to change the world with prayer. Why? Because they are like a wilted blade of grass in the desert, they have no spiritual power or ability. And why not? Because they live in their ego, flesh, the world. They are not even ALIVE in terms of ‘born again,’ the SPIRIT OF GOD DOES NOT EVEN LIVE WITHIN THEM.

You must look at the PROPHETS OF OLD & the Anointing they had. Look at David – who was anointed to kill Goliath. NO ONE ELSE COULD DO IT.

Look at JESUS CHRIST. No one else could do the HEALINGS & EXORCISMS He did. Why? They were not ANOINTED.

Look at all the FAITH HEALERS in the United States, from John Dowie {Scottish} to Maria Woodworth Etter {American} to Smith Wigglesworth {UK}, to A.A. Allen & Kathryn Kuhlman {Americans}. They are called ‘God’s Generals’ by minister Roberts Liardon.

Then there were those who caused incredible REVIVALS as well as HEALINGS {sometimes the two are interchangeable, it is the WORKING of the HOLY SPIRIT – It revives, It heals, It causes Miracles.} There was:

John G Lake {1908-13}, Jack Coe {1950’s}, Oral Roberts {1950’s}, T.L. Osborn, Billy Graham {recent}, R.W. Shambach {60’s} – {Many of these I record from MEMORY, I could be off on dates.} There are HUNDREDS MORE RENOWNED ONES who changed the world in history through healings & revivals, through teaching & preaching.

I am reminded of a relative of mine, who every time someone in the family gets sick – she calls on me to pray. Twice, I refused, because the people she asked me to pray for had abused & or ignored me much of my life – one of them has not spoken to me for 41 years – I told her I COULD NOT PRAY for them as my prayers would not reach them, they had BLOCKED MY LOVE. This lady was INDIGNANT & said she had asked everyone else to pray, they were praying so the need was fulfilled. I laughed to myself, knowing the results.

Most people’s prayers are MERE WORDS. God does not respond to empty words. She responds to ENERGY – FEELINGS – WILL POWER – LOVE. I know what kind of Power my prayers have, & I could not send this Power to those who refused me as a human being & therefore as an Agent of God – Jesus said,

‘If you do not receive me on Earth, I will not receive you in Heaven.’

So I will simply add this: If a person is IN A STATE OF GRACE they will be heard, but if they are NOT ANOINTED for special manifestations such as HEALINGS & MIRACLES, these things WILL NOT HAPPEN. And so, those who pray to change the world, it is unlikely miracles will happen unless they are ANOINTED.

When I prayed the MESSAGE OF FATIMA in front of the WHITE HOUSE a miracle occurred: The Cold War ended, Communism ended, WWIII was prevented.

When I preached on the street 2.5 months (in winter, 2-3 hours a day), then prayed in a loud voice every day for a month, one hour a day for the VICTIMS OF ABUSE & AGAINST PREDATORS {I did not name specifics} a MIRACLE OCCURED: The pedophilia shakeup in the Catholic Church.

Other great things also happened because I AM ANOINTED. They will be listed elsewhere.

And so when one person says ‘pray’ they mean someone mouthing words, like all are equal in the saying of them, but when I am asked to pray, I am being called upon to MANIFEST MY GOD POWER & remember, JESUS DID NOT MANIFEST HIS GOD POWER & HEAL EVERYONE, only those He was called to do. For example, did Jesus PRAY for King Herod, for the High Priest Ciaphas, & the Pharisees? Indeed not. Such people had already from the start, BLOCKED JESUS, BLOCKED GOD, BLOCKED THE LOVE OF THE ALMIGHTY & so it would have been a MOOT POINT to pray for them – they were all destined for Hell. {Not saying all whom I refuse to pray for are destined for Hell, just those individuals stated.}

Enough said, Guru Rasa Von Werder 1-9-21

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1-9-21 HE’S NOT DONE WITH ME YET

Now I know that with my Spiritual Husband Bob I am picking up his MOODS, up & down, pro & against me, not his absolute Heart Decision, which perhaps stays STEADFAST & all that God PREDICTED is NOT nullified. {He is unsteady as a youth, not sure on his feet, changes from day to day, time to time. He’s felt all the stages of grief at losing me; denial, anger, resignation, depression, & they come & go. Yesterday it was ANGER / REJECTION OF ME & GOD, today it’s longing / yearning, a resurgence of FAITH {in us}.}

My first scenes in this dream were so crude / repulsive that I semi woke up fearing for my spirituality, & began to pray Contrition. But then it changed. First it was an UGLY guy, showing me his hard penis, he was fat, he was disgusting. I push him away from me.

Then I see myself with a book in hand, & there’s a man to my left, kneeling, staring at a book. I show him my NEW BOOK which he might peruse, but he won’t even look at it, he is so INTENT on staring at that other book.

I look at what is he looking at, & it’s a woman like a picture of me, sitting, looking beautiful, & next to me is a ten foot tall female with a small head, a totally silver pleated dress falling from her neck to the floor, it’s not loose or tight, just directly over the body & I say to him,

“I gave you that picture already, in your book.”

Something about two books & pictures that we share, it’s murky.

I get a feeling from him on his knees there, & it was only after seeing him thus I realized it was Bob, not some fat ugly guy invading my mind. It was Bob wishing for sex again, the main way or only way he knows how to express love.

He was desperate to BRING BACK THE PAST & there was a book – it could be a book of MEMORIES or it could be a real, physical book he got his hands on – which shows images I took of him, that remind him of our past, when we showed our love to each other, when he knew I loved him. He’s so intent on thinking about this, he can’t move ahead to the now – the book of today.

*(MEANING: Yesterday he was angry, today he wants to believe again, hanging on to memories when he knew I loved him madly.

There are two images, one, me as a woman, & two, the ten foot tall maybe angel dressed in a silver pleated gown. The SILVER is PERMANENCE, a permanent relationship that he WISHES FOR, yearns for, but is too cowardly, I presume, to do anything about, as he has my phones but isn’t calling. And so, he will suffer until he gathers the courage.

What is his problem? I can only guess. He told my girl friend who said he should call me,
“No, I can’t……She contacts my mother.”

In this statement he features me as a fanatic when we were together – I did write a note to his Mom on social media, but only to discuss with her how to help him get off drugs……..That was long ago, before I knew his Mom & Dad are both crack addicts. {She never answered me.} So he was saying that to call me, to let me know he loved me by this action, would endanger bringing back my obsessive behavior. OK, cowboy, stay safe. I am not bothering you. Let’s see how long before you crack.)*

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GOVTS VS PEOPLE

GOVTS VS PEOPLE – VACCINES WEAPONS AGAINST CITIZENS –

EXPERIMENTS ON INNOCENT BABIES

ANOINTED PRAYER WARRIORS

CAN STOP THE SHADOW GOVT

After the storming of the capitol on Wednesday, mainstream media and establishment voices began throwing around a term that should make us all pay attention — “domestic terrorism.” As the group of MAGA rioters stormed the capitol to take selfies with cops, steal podiums, and hang from banisters, president-elect Joe Biden quickly took to his platform to characterize them as domestic terrorists.

“Don’t dare call them protesters,” Biden said in remarks from Wilmington, Delaware. “They were a riotous mob. Insurrectionists. Domestic terrorists. It’s that basic. It’s that simple.”

Unfortunately, during the turmoil, a police officer was killed and a protester shot to death, as well as three other individuals, who were apparently part of the MAGA protest and died from “medical emergencies.” While it was certainly terrible, this riot does not come close to the description Biden gave it, calling it “one of the darkest days in the history of our nation.”

Was this really one of the darkest days in the history of our nation? Was it darker than thousands of people dying on 9/11? Was it darker than sending thousands of troops to their deaths in Iraq and Afghanistan for no reason? Was it darker than when Stephen Paddock murdered 60 people in Las Vegas and wounded hundreds of others or when Nicholas Cruz murdered all those children? Was it darker than the day on May 13, 1985, when the Philadelphia Police Department bombed the homes of a black liberation group called MOVE, killing 11 people, five of whom were children?

Was it darker than that fateful day on June 1, 1921, in Tulsa, Oklahoma, when police helped terrorists murder 300 of the most successful black people in America? Was it darker than when a blood-thirsty army of U.S. Calvary members slaughtered over 500 peaceful Native Americans living in a village at Sand Creek?

Was it darker than the time at least 150 African Americans were murdered in Colfax, Louisiana after multiple white supremacist groups created a militia and attacked the Courthouse building? Was it darker than when 300 Native Americans were shot and killed in late 1890—the majority of whom were women and children—after the United States Military’s 7th Calvary Regiment surrounded a camp of the Lakota tribe along South Dakota’s Wounded Knee Creek?

Or, was it darker than the thousand lives taken by cops every year in this country? No Joe, no it was not.

But Biden likely knows that it wasn’t that dark of a day. Biden likely knows that had police responded like they do to police brutality protests, no MAGA folks would have ever made it inside the capitol that day. Biden also likely knows that it wasn’t really a coup as unarmed people carrying blue lives matter and Trump 2020 flags does not a coup make. Biden most likely knows that this was just a group of devoted fans of an arrogant demagogue making poor decisions after getting duped by their leader into thinking they had a chance to overturn the results of the election.

However, in order for the government to capitalize on the capitol incident, Biden needs to keep the narrative going that these weren’t simply angry soccer moms, business owners, and veterans, with a few extremists mingled in who were willing to get violent — they were all evil domestic terrorists who represent 80,000,000 other Americans. Because that’s how you get to pass new and draconian legislation and usurp more freedoms — you stoke irrational fear.

And this is exactly what president-elect Biden is doing.

Just like Trump used the police brutality riots to justify signing an executive order authorizing up to 10 years in prison for “injury of federal property” — that will now be used against his supporters as he makes off with the millions they donated to him — Biden is using the assault on the capitol to expand the police state.

Biden came out the day after the breach of the capitol to explicitly state he has made it a priority of passing a law against domestic terrorism, and he has been urged to create a White House post overseeing the fight against ideologically inspired violent extremists and increasing funding to combat them, according to the Wall Street Journal.
This new war on terror — just like the old war on terror — will have bipartisan support and will likely fly through the House and Senate, quickly becoming law.

As Glenn Greenwald writes, “Liberals who are behind the Biden/Harris plan to initiate this new War on Terror, this time with a primary domestic focus, won’t need to study what neocons did with the first War on Terror to learn those old tactics against critics. Neocons are their full allies in all of this.”

Greenwald points out a threatening similarity with the first war on terror and that is anyone who questioned the state’s tactics — even though they were unjust, murderous, and criminal — was still lumped in with the enemy and considered a terrorist sympathizer.

“I spent the first decade of my journalism career devoted to exposing and denouncing the excesses of the first War on Terror, and I see exactly the same tactics forming: If you question or are concerned about these new powers, you’ll be branded as sympathetic to the terrorists,” writes Greenwald.

The fact is that this has been in the works for years and the oligarchs were simply waiting for an event to trigger it. The MAGA folks played right into their hands and Wednesday will serve as a catalyst for deploying these tactics.
As we reported in 2019, the FBI classified those who share conspiracy theories online as a domestic terror threat. But it goes even further.

In fact, in spite of having no real reason to go after ‘conspiracy theorists’ and ‘patriot groups’, the government has a long history of infiltrating groups and labeling those who question the status quo as a threat. It even has a name: PATCON, short for “Patriot Conspiracy.”

Indeed, much of the police state which has risen up around the country is in response to the essentially non-existent threat from those who want to expose the crimes of the state who are labeled as extremist groups. YouTube and Google have even gotten in on the action and have moved to censor evidence of US war crimes and historical footage of war.

A police sergeant in Morgan County, Indiana admitted in May of 2014 that his department had obtained an armored vehicle in part because of returning military veterans were deemed domestic terror threats by Homeland Security in 2009.

In August of 2013, Concord, New Hampshire Police Chief John Duval secretly contacted Homeland Security and demanded an armored vehicle due to the alleged “threat” posed by peaceful libertarians.

The MIAC Report, a federal training document famously presented to Missouri police in 2009, went as far as falsely tying supporters of former Presidential Candidate Ron Paul and the Constitution to “extremist groups” as well.

In 2014, a sheriff’s deputy admitted on video that these weapons of war were needed to fend off “constitutionalists” with firearms.

It is important to point out that there are indeed extreme factions within the Trump base and other extremist groups who are white supremacists and who might carry out acts of terror. However, they are not representative of the entire pro-freedom base. Rest assured that this does not matter and anyone who questions the establishment from this point forward will be branded as an extremist, potential domestic terrorist.

While QAnon and other groups have certainly put out ridiculous claims, this push for a domestic war on terror subsequently ensnares millions of innocent people for doing nothing other than questioning their government. As stated above, there is no doubt that crazy people — who believe in conspiracy theories — carry out crazy acts. It is highly likely, in fact, that most domestic terrorists have acted based on some irrational conspiracy that they believed was real. But tens of millions of other people don’t act, and asking questions is the only way to figure out real conspiracies. This should never be considered “domestic terrorism.”

This push to criminalize questioning the almighty federal government will also be coupled with a level of censorship like we have never seen. The NY Times and other mainstream media outlets and tech giants have already begun to roll out their plans for it.

When the state ramps up this campaign of censorship, regardless of its intentions of ‘preventing threats,’ it will be used to silence everyone who the establishment disagrees with — history proves this to be the case, every single time.

As German journalist and poet, Christian Johann Heinrich Heine, famously said:

Where they have burned books, they will end in burning human beings.
Because a few easily swayed individuals take tidbits of information and make brash decisions does not mean that this information should be stopped.

If we look back over the past decades, we’ve witnessed the establishment media be the culprits of the most dangerous and deadly conspiracy theories of all time. Weapons of mass destruction in Iraq, the Gulf of Tonkin, and the war on drugs are just a few of the conspiracy theories spread by the establishment media that have led to the death and suffering of millions.

This move will solidify the future of the technocracy as all it does is further attack those who want peace and freedom and it does so by blurring the lines between real extremists and freedom loving activists. After all, if tyrants can associate hate and extremism with the ideas of peace and liberty—the herd will be far easier to keep under control and will have no problem voting away their rights to fight this non-existent threat.

Article posted with permission from Matt Agorist

NO TO VACCINES

BRAIN DAMAGE & DEATH – EXPERIMENTS ON INNOCENT KIDS

Once again, Bill Gates and his devilish ideas are being exposed for the havoc he has brought about in Africa. The latest is a study that discovers his DTP vaccine killed 10 times more African girls than the disease itself! Yet, he wants to vaccinate you? You gotta be a special kind of stupid to take any vaccine, but especially one that has Bill Gates tied to it.

According to a peer reviewed study published in a respected journal by the world’s most authoritative vaccine scientists, Bill Gates DTP vaccine killed 10 times more African girls than the disease itself. The vaccine apparently compromised their immune systems. Although, such study was never performed before 2017, Bill Gates and the Vaccine Alliance GAVI and WHO pushed the vaccines on unsuspecting African babies.

The study (read below) titled, The Introduction of Diphtheria-Tetanus-Pertussis and Oral Polio Vaccine Among Young Infants in an Urban African Community: A Natural Experiment was commissioned by the Danish government and Novo Nordisk Foundation and was conducted by a team of the world’s leading experts on African vaccination led by two most prominent names, Drs. Søren Wengel Mogensen and Peter Aaby.

The DTP vaccine is a class of combination vaccines against three infectious diseases in humans: diphtheria, pertussis (whooping cough), and tetanus.

The DTP vaccine was discontinued in the United States and other western nations in the 1990s following thousands of reports of death and brain damage. Despite widespread vaccination, the United States and other countries are still experiencing large pertussis outbreaks.

Until the study was published in 2017, the WHO (World Health Organisation) never conducted the kind of vaccinated/unvaccinated (or placebo) study necessary to ascertain if the DTP vaccine actually yields beneficial health outcomes.

Yet, Bill Gates and his Vaccine Alliance GAVI and WHO pushed the untested vaccines on African babies.

The scientists conducting the study were shocked when they found that 50% of children in the African nation of Guinea Bissau die before the age of five.

In that west African nation, half the children were vaccinated with the DTP vaccine at three months and the other half at six months. Dr. Mogenson and his team found that girls vaccinated with the DTP vaccine died at 10 times the rate of unvaccinated kids.

While the vaccinated children were protected from Diphtheria, Tetanus and Pertussis, they were far more susceptible to other deadly diseases than unvaccinated peers. The vaccine apparently compromised their immune systems.

DTP was associated with 5-fold higher mortality than being unvaccinated. No prospective study has shown beneficial survival effects of DTP. Unfortunately, DTP is the most widely used vaccine, and the proportion who receives DTP3 is used globally as an indicator of the performance of national vaccination programs.

It should be of concern that the effect of routine vaccinations on allcause mortality was not tested in randomized trials. All currently available evidence suggests that DTP vaccine may kill more children from other causes than it saves from diphtheria, tetanus or pertussis. Though a vaccine protects children against the target disease it may simultaneously increase susceptibility to unrelated infections.

Bill Gates funded and British led GAVI (Global Alliance for Vaccines and Immunization) has created a system called “Performance based funding” whereby they financially punish nations based on their compliance or non-compliance to vaccination programs.

On the other hand we learned last year based on an intercepted human intelligence report that Bill Gates offered $10 million bribe for a forced vaccination program for Coronavirus to the Nigerian House of Representatives.

Indians should beware that the British led GAVI has managed to infiltrate India’s healthcare policy-making thereby gaining a strategic position to dictate India’s response to coronavirus.

While the UK is GAVI’s largest funder, its implementation follows what is known as the” Gates approach”. Known as the Vaccine Cartel or Pharma Cartel by critics, its vaccines have been accused of causing atleast 38 million premature deaths worldwide.

Even the so called “Swadeshi” Indian COVID-19 vaccine COVAXIN maker Bharat Biotech was backed since its inception by Bill Gates and the international pharma lobby.

Bill Gates agenda in India and his “obsession with vaccines” was exposed last year in a lengthy piece by Robert F. Kennedy Jr., the nephew of former American President John F. Kennedy.

Bill Gates DTP Vaccine Killed 10 Times More African Girls Than the Disease Itself by Tim Brown on Scribd
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“Safe and effective,” eh? Not on your life, literally! Independent journalist Alex Berenson has taken to Twitter to report on his findings in the Center for Disease Control’s Vaccine Adverse Reporting System (VAERS) reporting system and lo and behold, he’s discovered that the adverse reactions to the COVID vaccine are nearly 50 times higher than that of the flu shot.

With reports this morning of another otherwise-healthy patient dying suddenly after receiving her first dose of a COVID-19 vaccine, many skeptics in both Europe and the US still have serious reservations about the jabs, even as big pharma and their allies in the US and British governments insist that they are 100% safe. Everyone claiming otherwise is not only wrongheaded, but acting in a deliberately malicious manner.

This is why commentary like a video posted by DoubleLine’s Jeffrey Gundlach where he questions the sky-high efficacy numbers published after the Moderna and Pfizer-BioNTech trials has elicited such vehement repudiation.

However, as new questions about efficacy and timing arise, independent journalist Alex Berenson, one of the most prominent skeptics of lockdowns and masks in the US, noted in a twitter thread earlier on Tuesday that the percentage of patients experiencing severe or potentially life-threatening reactions to the COVID-19 vaccines could be much higher than the data collected by the CDC are letting on.

The CDC’s VAERS reporting system was set up to track vaccine-related injury, Most patients can expect to experience some kind of adverse reaction, but for the vast majority of patients, symptoms will be relatively mild and clear up within a couple of days. But amid a rush of reports about patient deaths, Berenson points out that the number of patients seeing serious complications per the number of doses distributed is roughly 50x higher than the rate of ‘adverse’ reactions caused by the flu vaccine.
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CAN PRAYER SAVE THE WORLD? by Guru Rasa Von Werder

THANKS DEAR FRIEND…….I DO HAVE TO ADMIT THE FOLLOWING RE PRAYER: No prayer goes without answer from God – God hears everything.

However, the degree to which prayer is answered varies greatly. That is to say, the average person has not a snowball’s chance in Hell to change the world with prayer. Why? Because they are like a wilted blade of grass in the desert, they have no spiritual power or ability. And why not? Because they live in their ego, flesh, the world. They are not even ALIVE in terms of ‘born again,’ the SPIRIT OF GOD DOES NOT EVEN LIVE WITHIN THEM.

You must look at the PROPHETS OF OLD & the Anointing they had. Look at David – who was anointed to kill Goliath. NO ONE ELSE COULD DO IT.

Look at JESUS CHRIST. No one else could do the HEALINGS & EXORCISMS He did. Why? They were not ANOINTED.

Look at all the FAITH HEALERS in the United States, from John Dowie {Scottish} to Maria Woodworth Etter {American} to Smith Wigglesworth {UK}, to A.A. Allen & Kathryn Kuhlman {Americans}. They are called ‘God’s Generals’ by minister Roberts Liardon.

Then there were those who caused incredible REVIVALS as well as HEALINGS {sometimes the two are interchangeable, it is the WORKING of the HOLY SPIRIT – It revives, It heals, It causes Miracles. There was:

John G Lake {1908-13}, Jack Coe {1950’s}, Oral Roberts {1950’s}, T.L. Osborn, Billy Graham {recent}, R.W. Shambach {60’s} – {Many of these I record from MEMORY, I could be off on dates. There are HUNDREDS MORE who changed the world in history through healings & revivals, through teaching & preaching.

I am reminded of a relative of mine, who every time someone in the family gets sick – she calls on me to pray. Twice, I refused, because the people she asked me to pray for had abused & or ignored me much of my life – one of them has not spoken to me for 41 years – I told her I COULD NOT PRAY for them as my prayers would not reach them, they had BLOCKED MY LOVE. This lady was INDIGNANT & said she had asked everyone else to pray, they were praying so the need was fulfilled. I laughed to myself, knowing the results.

Most people’s prayers are MERE WORDS. God does not respond to empty words. She responds to ENERGY – FEELINGS – WILL POWER – LOVE. I know what kind of Power my prayers have, & I could not send this Power to those who refused me as a human being & therefore as an Agent of God – Jesus said,

‘If you do not receive me on Earth, I will not receive you in Heaven.’

So I will simply add this: If a person is IN A STATE OF GRACE they will be heard, but if they are NOT ANOINTED for special manifestations such as HEALINGS & MIRACLES, these things WILL NOT HAPPEN. And so, those who pray to change the world, it is unlikely miracles will happen unless they are ANOINTED.

When I prayed the MESSAGE OF FATIMA in front of the WHITE HOUSE a miracle occurred: The Cold War ended, Communism ended, WWIII was prevented.

When I preached on the street 2.5 months (in winter, 2-3 hours a day), then prayed in a loud voice every day for a month, one hour a day for the VICTIMS OF ABUSE & AGAINST PREDATORS {I did not name specifics} a MIRACLE OCCURED: The pedophilia shakeup in the Catholic Church.

Other great things also happened because I AM ANOINTED. They will be listed elsewhere.

And so when one person says ‘pray’ they mean someone mouthing words, like all are equal in the saying of them, but when I am asked to pray, I am being called upon to MANIFEST MY GOD POWER & remember, JESUS DID NOT MANIFEST HIS GOD POWER & HEAL EVERYONE, only those he was called to do. For example, did Jesus PRAY for King Herod, the High Priest, & the Pharisees? Indeed not. Such people had already from the start, BLOCKED JESUS, BLOCKED GOD, BLOCKED THE LOVE OF THE ALMIGHTY & so it would have been a MOOT POINT to pray for them – they were all destined for Hell.

Enough said, Guru Rasa Von Werder 1-9-21
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WORLD SITUATION NOW

WORLD SITUATION

William Bond says: RASA ANSWERS

The whole idea of the oligarchs or elites overplaying their hand is nothing new. If the elites could get away with reducing the common people to slavery, they would. History has proven this, time and time again. The only reason why we are not all slaves is because there are brave people who are willing to fight back, but this is a ever present threat. The point is always is how bad does it have to be before the people rise up and challenge the power of the elites? And even if they do, will it change things for the better?

This will always happen under patriarchal rule but even when the people fight back the new rulers are not always better than the last ones. We can see this in Britain in the 17th century when Charles 1 tried to undermine parliament and started a civil war. The end result was that Charles 1 was beheaded but then Britain was then ruled by the dictator Oliver Cromwell who was worse than Charles 1. The same thing happened in the French revolution when again a King was executed but then France ended up ruled by Napoleon Bonaparte who again was worse than the King he replaced.

Though I do support the brave people who are trying to fight for the people within the patriarchal system I don’t see this as a long term solution. It think we are more likely to get a solution through a matriarchal religion.

In my meditations I become aware of the limitless power of the Great Mother but talking about this to others seem to be a waste of time as I cannot communicate what I experience in my meditations. So the only way forward is to practice what I preach. It is no good telling people of the limitless power of the Great Mother if I cannot manifest it into my real life. So first and foremost I have to work on myself first, it is no good talking about the power of the Great Mother if I cannot demonstrate it to others.

So this is why I’m spending more time in meditation and contemplation because I don’t think I can achieve anything without the help and guidance from the Great Mother……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

RASA SAYS:

INDEED, IF POWER IS HANDED OVER FROM MAN TO MAN IT WILL BE THE SAME GAME AGAIN & AGAIN. What we are fighting is the NATURE of men, taken over by the DEMONIC, where these men demonstrate & manifest EVERY SIN THERE IS: greed, manipulation, exploitation, unfairness, cruelty, violence of all types, & war.

As long as there are MEN running the family, world, society, there will be GREAT EVIL, vices & sins on a wholesale level. Unfortunately, the question of switching the rulership from men to women is not even on the table, it’s a question never aired, nor discussed in our world.

But as long as this rule of men goes on, there will NEVER be peace, justice or happiness on earth – it is IMPOSSIBLE given the NATURE OF MEN.

Most people cannot see the BIG PICTURE, they see only in part & through their little ego, the world as it affects them personally. They can’t stretch their minds to see what, overall, men are doing, why they are doing it.

The small-minded are waiting for the man on the white horse, the savior, superman, the good guy who rises up against the wicked & brings justice – a good King. But all Kings of this world rise through terror & violence, or selling out to them who use terror & violence – such as the Presidents of our country who are merely puppets of the Demonics ruling the world. And the demonics have no mercy, love, justice, fairness, nothing good, they are pure evil with no redeeming qualities.

The only hope for mankind is women taking over, but this is taking a long time. Male extinction is inevitable, in 100K years. They would be diminishing during these years, but when will they recede to the point they can no longer intimidate & murder women? Who knows. Will it be 1K 10K, 20K, 30K years or more? Will the world have to put up with this Patriarchy 30K more years?

For what we can do – there are many things. But before they can do anything, the mentally paralyzed, herd-running sheeple must be aware of what is being done to them, galvanize their faith in Mother God, get serious & stick together in our quest to Empower Women. But they aren’t doing that. When I speak to people about this subject they look at me like ‘What is she talking about, is she weird?’ And they simply live day to day, hoping they survive, not understanding the forest for the trees – they GET NOTHING, they are ASLEEP, UNAWARE & are not even TRYING to find truth through alternative media.

And so, sadly, Mother God’s work, the extinction of men, will do its job. Men are receding, deteriorating, falling back, while bit by bit women are expanding, getting stronger, going forward, but this is SO SLOW that it happens in spurts, then men get extra violent {as they are now with biowarfare} to recapture their points, the women’s movement slows down, plateaus out, we move ahead slowly.

Bottom line is. There is no point of fighting within the system, such as one President against another. Today’s joke re Trump denouncing Biden & causing the insurrection in Washington is neither here nor there. They are both puppets. Now they are going to impeach Trump, his own cabinet, the few days he has left? Waste of time & taxpayer money, let them all go where they want to go, leave the citizens alone.

What they are doing with all these scandals, activities, accusations, threats of impeachment toward Presidents, the Nixon impeachment mess, the Reagan contra bullcrap, the Clinton blow job nonsense, the Trump whatever – is get the people’s minds OFF THE REAL ISSUES, get the media talking EVERY DAY about irrelevant, nonsensical matters, stop them from actually discussing WHAT REALLY MATTERS. And what does?

Our govt as well as most government of the world are cheating, exploiting, injuring & killing the citizens. The citizens need to sit down in counsels, groups, & discuss what can be done.

Why are our children going autistic from mandatory vaccines? Why are these new diseases springing up with deadly consequences? Why are the taxes so unfair & people can no longer survive properly, with rest & recreation, but have to rip their hair out wondering if they’ll make it day to day? Aren’t there enough resources on this planet to feed everyone, give everyone a good home? Of course there are, we are being managed this way to make people miserable, to exploit us, to make us slaves.

The answer to all questions & problems is for women to take over the world – but when you say it people look at you like you’re mad. And so, we throw up our hands. Let the time clock of Mother God run its course, let men deteriorate every generation until most of the violence is knocked out of them, then we can relax & let women begin to be free, unhampered, & take over.

WHEN WILL IT CHANGE?

Some of my good friends believe that when women are elected to office, they will automatically implement Mother-Natured policies, but right now, most of the females in office have to play along with Patriarchy. Some are dedicated ‘dicks in skirts,’ others are powerless to make significant moves that show CARE. When will this change? Only when women constitute the MAJORITY of the government bodies, like 52% of the senate, 52% of Congress, a female President, mostly female cabinet, most high offices held by women, most local seats held by men – & ditto for other governing bodies. Then it still WON’T BE EASY because the men will try oppose them to pass the usual DEMONIC policies, but at least Woman-Nature will have A FIGHTING CHANCE.

I ask men who are political experts like William Bond & Ajax the Great, by current patterns & statistics, when do you think females will hit the 52% quorum? I think it’s moving ahead at a snail’s pace & will take hundreds of years.

We must add into this equation as what happens to the Real Government, the Shadow Govt, the MILITARY-INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX, the TRILLIONAIRES who are in control of world leaders, world banks, control the world? How do we get around them even when women get 52% offices?

If women succeed into offices the trillionaires will PAY THEM OFF or try to – the way they do the men. Or else, they will THREATEN TO MURDER THEIR CHILDREN & FAMILIES {not joking, they are killers, they killed 77 holistic doctors in the last 2 years to prevent opposition to vaccines} if they don’t do as they are told. Under these two axes, most women would fold over & vote for Patriarchal Policies.

And so, before women can change policies, be actually free to run the world, the TRILLIONAIRES, THE MILITARY INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX, THE SHADOW GOVT. has to be dismantled / disempowered. And how is that done? Of course it can be done, eventually, as men move toward extinction. But how long will it take?

We must bear in mind these people on top probably member about 20K last I heard. If we galvanize there is a chance of disempowering them, but how? To begin with would be understanding, agreement & prayer.

How many souls praying together can unhinge & dismantle the Shadow Govt.? Not many. My prayers alone, one woman, did the following two things: One, my Love & the Speech in front of the White House, on Our Lady of Fatima, ENDED THE COLD WAR, THE THREAT OF NUCLEAR ANNIHILATION OF WWIII………………

Second, the phenomenon of the CATHOLIC CHURCH PEDOPHILIA SCANDAL exposed was the result of my prayers for three months, one hour a day. But of course, I have SUPERNATURAL POWER GIVEN ME BY GOD.

How many would it take, exactly like me, through out the world, praying, to make this happen? It would take only TWENTY PEOPLE – this is what God tells me. How do I reach these 20 people & get them to pray? I don’t know how except to pray & ask GOD to reach out to them & facilitate it. That’s all I have to say right now.

Guru Rasa Von Werder 1-8-21

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Dreams
1-7-21-Anger & Hate From Lover

The beginning I am in the driveway of my Aunt/Uncle’s house {which means suffering} & am trying to get somewhere through the wilderness. I never enter the house, they are away for a long time, a great wilderness is all around them & I must get somewhere.

Later I see myself holding a pint of cooked rice, so I know this is about MARRIAGE. I’m trying to work out the relationship with my Spiritual Husband Bob.

I go through the wilderness for a long time – there are hills, it’s foggy/dusk, & hard to see. Soon NIGHT will come, it will be impossible to continue, I have no protection, I must find refuge against the cold, rain, & even BEARS.

I wind up back at the driveway of Aunt & hope the garage is not locked. I try it, it’s open. I go in. There’s two vehicles there, a blue sort of sports car, & a square sort of utility vehicle, brown. I hope the sports car is not locked, I can sleep in it, be comfortable & safe. It’s open, I’m planning to rest there.

Before I rest, however, I see through the front window a guy trying to revv up his bicycle, which has some sort of motor, trying hard & having a hard time. He gets it going but ends up stopping again by the side of my garage, I see him through the side window. I take pity on him, although I don’t know him, I’ll take a chance & invite him into the garage where he can find comfort. I call out,

“HEY”

loudly one, two, three times. His head jerks up, finally he sees me & calls my name. He knows me? I guess I help him, save him from the night.

*(GUY I HELP: I am suffering, but I reach out to help someone who needs it. It’s my mate Bob. What was he trying to do? Probably the same thing as I, find a relationship, it could be with me but maybe not. He was having trouble GETTING SOMEWHERE & I am ready, willing & able to give him REFUGE but in the dream, I don’t see it happening. That could mean he does not cooperate – which in true life he did not.

This could be a hint that Bob is not cooperating with God AGAIN. He did it before, it’s his pattern.

When one has multiple dreams they sometimes bear the same theme, this could be the theme of his rejecting his opportunity for love, remaining a lowlife, & losing it all.

You cannot force a person to Love. He doesn’t love anyone, not his physical wife, he has rejected his spiritual wife, he sure doesn’t love the women he fukks – he’s a lowlife.)*

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HIS HOUSE: Now I’m at the house of Bob & his live-in, inside with her, talking to her about FOOD. She was having a problem, somehow & called on me to help her. I am not full of hate or jealousy toward her, I was glad to help.

One item I was working on was some sort of pizza portions, made with mozzarella cheeze on top. It seems we must feed a few people, looking for food. Then there was cooked rice with salmon on top, it’s in chunks like hard, dry – although she cooked it, I am serving it to her, don’t know why. We seem to be happy & friendly.

(FOOD, NUTRITION might not be literal, it could be emotional. There’s an emotional problem in her relationship with Bob, the rice says it’s marriage, it’s hard, not palatable or inviting. That she’s reaching out to me must be spiritual, she could be praying, & I appear. Bob is nasty, he’s using her, there’s no love, she’s enduring it.)

I ask her if Bob is nice to her or nasty. She’s looking down at the work in her hands & says he’s nasty. But she tolerates it. I ask her is he ever nice, or only when he wants something? She says only when he wants something.

(ONLY WHEN HE WANTS SOMETHING: This proves Bob is using her the way he used me, he doesn’t show true love.)

I hear someone coming & go to the door. It’s Bob & a male friend. I stand just at the door & happily say to him,

“I’m here at the invitation of Ruthie”.

But he scowls, full of hate, & walks away with the guy, did not want to be there while I was, did not like my being there.

(HIS HATE, HE WALKS AWAY: Who or what does he hate? He hates God, he hates Love. I am not Rasa the flesh, I am the God Self, answering the prayer of his physical wife, Ruthie, come to help her. He doesn’t care about her, God or Love right, he is in a negative place, could be mortal sin.)

Where the apt is is a floor up, there is a walkway with metal railing. He was walking on the left of the guy, the rail on his left.
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ANOTHER SCENE is I am standing with Bob next to me & the feeling from him is UGLY & he looks ugly. His face is a mass of wrinkles, like he’s 100 years old, but nothing sags, the wrinkles are tight like CORDS, his whole face is riddled with cords, & the cords are all colors. Have you ever seen a RAG RUG? It has cords round & round, made of different color rags. His cords are very TIGHT. The feeling from him is NASTY.

(FACE ALL WRINKLES, CORDS, ALL COLORS: Cords are like ROPES. Ropes are like chains, threads, they are attachments. This bespeaks right now he is wholly attached to the world – people & the things of the world rather than things of the Spirit or God. He has sunken into the lowest part of himself, & being separated from God, he’s ugly.)

Some guy comes by, he is handsome. He’s wearing a uniform, it seems like father & son. I smile at him. They are at a window, I’m still standing with Bob next to me, but I ignore him & reach out to the beautiful young man, saying,

“Are you a scout? I love scouts, I used to be one.”

(HANDSOME SCOUT with his FATHER: Not sure what this means. Could it be I’m reminded to what real beauty is, inside? This young man is with his Father, at a window. His Dad could be the God Self, the way Jesus would refer to his Heavenly Father. And being at a window is a person seeking opportunity, not shutting it out the way Bob has.)

Don’t recall what else but there is also another attractive man near us, & I say to Bob, which is meant to hurt him,

“Why don’t you have sex with this guy instead of the one your doing it with now?”

He was shocked that I knew he was doing sex with a guy. Then I looked into the distance beyond us in the sky, right, like toward a mountain, & said to him,

“I will not die until I see you suffer as much as you have made me suffer.”

*(WILL SEE HIM SUFFER AS MUCH AS HE MADE ME SUFFER: This seems so final, like all bets are off, like it’s finished between us, all that’s left is the karma of his sins, a curse on him, I will see it, & that will make it right. Yet I have all the predictions of us being together, is this nullified?
If it’s final, then this is saying, that in spite of the Spiritual Marriage, where our souls are joined in Holy Wedlock, he has rejected God & me, he has turned his back on Heaven – like in the dream where I’m visiting his wife, he turns away.
And it predicts that I will see him suffer as he has made me suffer. That will be so bad I don’t know how he’ll endure it, being a coward & a weakling. But it’s all because of his cowardice he will suffer – all he had to do the last year & a half was call me, but he was too proud. Now he has rejected all that is good & is ANGRY at his loss.

How do I feel if it is over? All the promises of God nullified? I trust in God that whatever happens, is the right thing. My faith, hope, love, trust & confidence are in God & if he walks away forever, God will give me the strength to get over it & be happy. God is all. I’m mostly there now already, it took a long time to get over this.)*
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WHAT’S GOING ON?

Men Ending Women Beginning 1-7-21

William, you have demonstrated your Mother God Presence & Power in your work all along She’s been active inside you all your life & still is.

The only thing that upsets me a bit is why aren’t you helping promote the New Religion I wrote, with you & Pete participating? Pete has helped, he’s written a review on Lulu that is great. You might do something like that, anything.

It looks like the tempest in Washington is over & Trump caused it. I just looked at the news for 5 minutes – the BBC news as they are more trustworthy than America’s. But Trump is only a PUPPET & so why do the over-seers want this? The Sons of Liberty say it’s a FALSE FLAG from the soundbyte I just received.

My opinion, see what you guys think. WWI {1914-1918}started RIGHT AFTER the FIRST WAVE OF THE WOMEN’S MOVEMENT. We had Susan B Anthony {1820-1906} & Elizabeth Cady Stanton {1815-1902} in America, with Emmeline Pankhurst {1858-1928} in the UK. They were MONUMENTALLY EFFECTIVE – No promotion of women’s rights had ever been this successful in the history of Patriarchy.

But IMMEDIATELY after that, they broke out the War, which SHUT DOWN the women’s movement – it ended it then & went into a SOMNAMBULENT STATE for many years – right up to Betty Friedan with ‘The Feminine Mystique’ in 1963.

This second movement was also MONUMENTALLY SUCCESSFUL. It went on strongly, but was compromised, under the guise of help, by the Rockefeller Foundation, which FUNDED IT. The funding supposedly helped, but the GRASS ROOTS MOVEMENT lost its spark. So it plateaued out for some years. I believe the men thought they had the women’s movement IN THEIR POCKET, under their control, they had paid Gloria Steinem off.

But then a couple people began working strongly for FEMALE EMPOWERMENT – William Bond & Kellie Everts, aka Rasa Von Werder. It was activities, books & articles by both people. For Kellie it was FEMALE BODY BUILDING starting 1972, reaching its zenith with Kim Chizevsky, {her awards from 1989-1999, retired when the men changed the rules & said women ‘had to be more feminine & less muscular’} & STRIPPING FOR GOD, from 1972 to 1987.

For William it was EVIDENCE, strongly argued, why WOMEN SHOULD RULE THE WORLD. Rasa followed in William’s footsteps when she got “off the stage” & onto the internet, pushing FEMALE SUPREMACY / SUPERIORITY, the work of Dr. Ashley Montagu & later Dr. Bryan Sykes with his “Adam’s Curse – A World Without Men”.

Their work, although neither is HERALDED by academia or the mainstream world {neither was female body building & the press only used Kellie as a NOTORIOUS FLUKE} was NOTICED & IMITATED. You suddenly had ‘The Redundant Male,’ ‘The End of Men’ in the mainstream – they took the ideas of William & Kellie/Rasa & ran with them all the way to the Newsweek / Time Magazine Covers, there was an UPSURGE of attention to the END OF MEN, the BEGINNING OF FEMALE POWER – it was dizzying to say the least, this had NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE.

The men, as usual, what is their answer to FEMALES RISING UP? It was no different than what they did from 7K years ago: Violence & the threat of it. Make people so AFRAID that they will quit all their political, intellectual, spiritual manifestations & concentrate on SURVIVAL. PARALIZE THE PEOPLE where they stand, get the attention away from anything UNUSUAL, DIFFERENT, & put the attention wherever the MEN IN CHARGE WANT IT TO BE – which in cases of WAR its simple, instinctive SURVIVAL.

MEN DO THIS WHENEVER WOMEN PROTEST, on an individual level. When a woman says to a man ‘I’m leaving you’ it’s at the peril of their lives. Violence often ensues, at the least, intimidation. THEY HAVE NO OTHER LEVERAGE. Human males have NO POWER OVER WOMEN BUT VIOLENCE & MURDER. They are INFERIOR to women in all ways. They cannot DISPENSE with women because they CANNOT REPRODUCE. They NEED WOMEN but they want to CONTROL THEM & they cannot dominate women spiritually, mentally, emotionally, nor in any way, except by UNJUST LAWS & VIOLENCE WITH THE THREAT OF MURDER.

If you ignore the thousands of DETAILS that surround our everyday world, we are at that EXACT STATE RIGHT NOW, since they created the ‘Pandemic.’

What the governments have done is in the light of women rising up AS NEVER BEFORE they have pushed up their war agenda so high, that they are literally ATTACKING THE PEOPLE, not with guns outright, or bombs, but with INJECTIONS under all sorts of guises – they call them vaccines – but no one knows what’s INSIDE THOSE VACCINES & what the long-term effects will be – these injections have been proven to cause autism in children {30% more than normal!}, & some have on purposefully been filled with AIDS & other deadly toxins. This is the way the NEW WARS ARE WAGED & they have now waged it strongly, & created all sorts of rules, laws & limitations on the people so THEY CAN’T FIGHT BACK. For example, we can’t GATHER {like the old Communist days,} because in gathering, people talk & make plans how to fight the governments, they find strength.

So where are we now? We are at the place where we are victims of war, UNDER SIEGE. The war against the people has taken up all the headlines – they control the media. They are struggling to maintain control by exaggerating, magnifying this ‘Pandemic’ which they orchestrated & are blowing a million miles out of proportion to stifle us with rules, rules, & more rules, & they are trying to make it worse. You can see, if you are aware, their machinations day by day, how hard they are trying – they are desperate.

And so, they have taken the wind out of the sails of the Matriarchal, Female Empowerment / Supremacy movement, but it’s not DEAD. All the work done, since the FIRST WAVE, is ALIVE & WELL. The work of William Bond, Kellie Everts / Rasa Von Werder, as well as many others, is ALIVE, the IDEAS are still in the heads of millions of people, they have not shut us down, you might say it’s temporarily somnambulant – as far as the mainstream goes. Hannah Rosen is not appearing on the cover of Newsweek with articles like ‘The End of Men’ right now – but THE END OF MEN is still on the way – {& they know it, therefore the DESPERATION!}

So Matriarchs, hang in there, keep writing & PROMOTING. Not all of you can write, if you can’t, promote the work of Matriarchy, whatever it is, old days, new days, anything, just keep PROMOTING the END OF MEN & WOMEN TAKING OVER THE WORLD.

Rasa Von Werder 1-7-21

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VACCINE FRAUD 10 YEARS AGO WITH SWINE FLU!

A Decade Ago, The Same Players Of Today Used The Same Tactics & The

Same Script As The CONvid-1984 – But They Failed – Let’s Make Them Fail,

Again! (Video)

WRITTEN BY: TIM BROWNPUBLISHED ON: JANUARY 6, 2021

https://sonsoflibertymedia.com/a-decade-ago-the-same-players-of-today-used-the-same-tactics-the-same-script-as-the-convid-1984-but-they-failed-lets-make-them-fail-again-video/?utm_source=OneSource&utm_medium=Push

In a video montage that I managed to acquire, we can go back a decade and see the very same liars and manipulators that were in a position of power back then, including Anthony Fauci, following the exact same script as today and using the exact same tactics. This was in regards to the H1N1 swine flu, but the similarities are identical in how they pushed fear on the public in order to produce a vaccine, making Big Pharma lots of money and steadily ramping up the mind control of the population to embrace vaccines.

No words are needed for this. If you have actually been listening to the narrative, and you’ve been coming here for news and commentary, then you know that’s all they have are words. They have lost the narrative and they are losing the vaccine propaganda war.

RASA SAYS: THE VIDEO EXPLAINS how ten years ago they used the “Swine Flu” to make money, give vaccines to innocent babies, with no knowledge of long-term reactions, tried to spread fear, hysteria among the people, made billions of dollars, but overall THEIR PLANS DID NOT WORK BECAUSE THE FLU DID NOT SPREAD. They FALSIFY accounts of deaths, exaggerate, lie, they are trying to use us to do what they want to do. All we can do is RESIST. Do NOT get any type of vaccines & DO NOT get your children, loved ones, vaccinated for ANYTHING. The vaccines might contain any kind of poison they wish, including their-created AIDS.

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“The Edge” Movie Review

Movie Review of “The Edge” 1-6-21

starring Sir Anthony Hopkins & Alec Baldwin with Elle MacPherson

“Following a plane crash in Alaska’s wilderness, a wealthy intellectual and the fashion

photographer who covets his wife must rely on each other for survival.”

from Rasa Von Werder

One of the most amazing SuperHero movies, the fantasy of a male writer imagining himself as one. In the beginning you have this average looking BILLIONAIRE who has the most beautiful wife on earth – all he wants to do is READ & gather info – he apparently has a photographic memory as he ‘knows everything’. The hotel owner tries to trick him with a question, but he foils him; knows the secret answer. He’s quiet, shy, not imposing, not aggressive, not anything. I was wondering ‘where is this guys claim to fame, he’s the star.’ It is shown to us that naturally EVERYONE WANTS HIM FOR HIS MONEY, including the hotel owner who presents a ‘proposition’ – he doesn’t get mad, just walks away, he’s virtuous. Remember that word, ‘virtuous’ – it will factor in greatly……

Now Alec Baldwin is a photographer featuring his wife – wow is she stunning – who decides they must find this INDIAN CHIEF who is somewhere 80 miles away, they must go get him as the model with the wife. The plot thickens. They (he & a young black guy with dreds) invite Anthony to go with them on this adventure – for some reason, I guess he likes adventure, he accepts. Now in a dramatic scene, the plane crashes & into the water. Alec escapes quickly but Anthony has to cut the black man out of his harness & they both emerge. Then off they go, hoping to find their way home but the two young guys are skittish, negative & confused. Anthony remains POSITIVE, wise & reassuring the entire time. He gives his knife to the dred-man, to make a spear, who quickly gives himself a bad wound on the thigh. Anthony binds him up, then to his alarm, sees his bloody socks hanging on a branch, Anthony screams that he told them to bury these – as the BLOOD could attract a bear – but IT’S TOO LATE. A huge Kodiak comes upon them, after the dred-man, Anthony & Alec try to ward him off with torches, but it’s impossible, you see the bear tearing the poor boy limb to limb, all the others can do is run for their lives……..

Days pass, they try fires, all kinds of adventures, they are starving, cold rain hits, a helicopter comes overhead but misses them……The bear is stalking them & in an improbable situation devised by Anthony they trap him with spears, the bear gets impaled on one, Anthony has the COURAGE OF ST. GEORGE WITH THE DRAGON – now they have food for weeks if needed & fur to wrap themselves in…..By chance they come upon a cabin on stilts, it’s quite wonderful. Inside Alec finds a rifle, lots of bullets. Anthony knows Alec wants to kill him for the wife – he’s been saying it all along. Anthony finds some proof where his wife ordered a watch for Alec engraved with ‘thanks for all the nights.’ OK, Alec makes Anthony go outside, where he’ll shoot him in the back, but instead of turning around, Anthony take some steps toward him. As Alec backs up, he falls into a BEAR HOLE with huge spikes on the bottom – he’s impaled. Now comes the biggest hero part. Anthony turns out to be ANOTHER JESUS CHRIST. Instead of leaving his traitor, would-be assassin in the hole, he FORGIVES HIM, gets in there, gets him off the spike & binds him up, then drags him into the open where a helicopter finally finds them. While Anthony is drawing the attention of the copter, he looks back at Alec, who is dead…..

They get back to the hotel where a hundred people await. The wife is still pretending, Anthony gives her Alec’s watch with the engraving about the ‘nights.’ No recrimination, no revenge, no nothing. This is a superhero of spiritual proportions – saving someone at his own peril, killing a Grizzly bear, forgiving his killer, forgiving his wife, enduring all hardships with aplomb – yes, another Superman for all of us to admire. No man is like that, the one who wrote it imagines himself to be this person, but don’t sweat, you meet a man like this only in your dreams. It’s a good story………………..

About the Grizzly encounters – I wrote these comments as well as the review on the You tube presentation:

My You tube account is under my show biz name

Kellie Everts 48-28-38 conducts Night Train

I’m on 58:00 & this is well done. The plane crash was dramatic, then the bear. The got away but made a mistake. The three of them, one was hurt & the guys did not listen to Anthony & bury his bloody socks – the smell of blood brought back the huge Kodiak bear. He got the wounded guy – the other guys tried with a fire stick to stop him but could not. So far, well done, not what I expected. Yes Anthony is a good actor……………………..

Kellie Everts 48-28-38 conducts Night Train

OK their battle with the bear is dramatic but truthfully unrealistic. They kill him with spears. They have OUTRUN him several times which is impossible because you cannot outrun a bear, even a black bear can run 40 miles an hour. So to kill a Grizzly, two guys with two sharpened sticks, OK it’s just a movie. The bear with one swipe would have knocked their entire bodies over, spear & all, knocked them unconscious. According to this the spear got lodged between rocks & the bear impaled itself on it. OK, nice fantasy for them, not the poor bear. The bear was ‘stalking’ them this ALMOST NEVER happens in real life. I have seen dozens of documentaries of humans going through the wilderness with the biggest Kodiak bears around, not one was stalked. It happens like once in many years. In Alaska I think 3 humans were killed in the last 100 years by Grizzlies. And it doesn’t make sense that the bear had just killed & presumably eaten the other guy – that would have taken him days to consume the entire body, but here he is after a day stalking them, like he has a grudge. Not realistic but OK, it’s a movie……………………..

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Satan Rules Through Men

Satan Rules Through Men

Catherine Austin Fitts SAID A LOT but there was a lot she didn’t say nor explain. She seems to think that everyone knows her PREVIOUS TEACHINGS & ASSUMES people – such as myself – knows things we never heard of. And so, she moves on WITHOUT EXPLAINING DETAILS of subjects she is EXPERT in {director of HUD} but others NEVER HEARD ABOUT. And so, a lot of times I am left WONDERING what did she actually say?

https://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/2021/01/best-explanation-yet-of-technocrats.html?showComment=1609773668618#c5345893475174916309

if the link doesn’t work, try putting in the name: True Spirit of the American

Party

https://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/

FRIENDS: I, Rasa, have included some links here that did not come out. I don’t know how to fix them. If you want to know more about these subjects, check ‘Bohemian Grove’ & ‘Bilderbergers’ on the internet.

If you want to know more about the New York Blood Bank & creation of Ebola & torture of chimps, put New York Blood Bank, chimpanzees, experiments, hepatitis on You tube & elsewhere.

If you want to know more about the party, the last link on bottom, go to Sons of Liberty Website or The Washington Standard Website. The party was in Quebec. It was posted today, Jan 5, 2021

When I speak of ESOTERIC SUBJECTS that I KNOW A LOT ABOUT, such as mystical theology, dream interpretation or some aspects of psychology, I often go into DETAILS of what I mean, ASSUMING most people don’t know – I even DEFINE certain words because people don’t always have the VOCABULARY on these issues. But she doesn’t do that. Her cameraman with the big teeth keeps smiling & saying things where it is OBVIOUS he DOES NOT UNDERSTAND HER. She chuckles & acts like what she’s saying is obvious & of course he understands.

She gives VALUABLE INFORMATION but other things she LEAVES OUT. She completely IGNORES the issue of IT IS MEN doing these things – Patriarchy vs Matriarchy, {my take on that is “SATAN RULES THE WORLD & HE WORKS THROUGH MEN.”} She acts like it’s JUST PEOPLE – Who we CANNOT IDENTIFY. She says we look into a mirror & see ourselves, they see us, but we don’t see them. And yet, it’s been known since forever it is the RICH & POWERFUL – You can name names – who are in charge, the Rockefellers, DuPonts, Rothschilds, Ford Foundation folks, accomplices such as Henry Kissinger. She could at least say ‘those we all know are the trillionaires, who control the great corporations, foundations.’ Those who meet at:

Bohemian Grove – Wikipedia n.wikipedia.org › wiki › Bohemian_Grove
Bohemian Grove is a restricted 2,700-acre (1,100 ha) campground at 20601 Bohemian Avenue, in Monte Rio, California, United States, belonging to a private San Francisco–based gentlemen’s club known as the Bohemian Club. … Bohemian Club members can schedule private day-use events at the Grove any time it is not …..

* Rasa says: It is HERE that the next President of the US is chosen, as well as other leaders, it is a DEMONIC enclave, & NO WOMEN ARE INVITED. There is demon worship & rampant homosexuality during the proceedings. *

and also:
Bilderberg Conference 2019: What happens in the secretive meet of the world’s most powerful people?

RASA SAYS: IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO IS RULING US, THE SHADOW GOVT, READ THIS; YOU WILL GET NAMES & ORGANIZATIONS. YOU WILL KNOW WHO SATAN WORKS THROUGH, WHO IS TAKING AWAY THE RIGHTS OF THE PEOPLE & TRYING TO WHOLESALE DESTROY US – USE US UP {THROUGH TAXES ETC} OR KILL US.

You probably have never heard of them, and there’s a good reason for it. For 66 years the Bilderberg Conference, an unofficial conclave of the Western world’s 100 most powerful people, has been meeting in secluded places under a complete media blackout. Invitees usually are from business, politics, intelligence and defense, with a smattering of newspaper editors who are sworn not to reveal who said what at the conference. On June 4, 2019, they concluded their 67th meeting in Montreux, Switzerland.

RASA SAYS: NOTICE THE DEVIL WORKS IN SECRET. AS CATHERINE AUSTIN FITTS SAID – THEY SEE US, WE DON’T SEE THEM. WELL – READ & YOU SEE THEM. WE HAVE AN ALTERNATIVE MEDIA, ACCESS IT. BESIDES THIS, STUDY WHAT DAVID ICKE SAYS, LOOK UP MORE ON BOHEMIAN GROVE & BILDERBERGS, TRILATERAL CONFERENCE. EACH NEW LEAD, NEW NAME, WILL TAKE YOU FURTHER DOWN ‘THE RABBIT HOLE’ WHERE THEY HIDE.

The security at these annual gatherings should give you an idea of how powerful the invitees are: air force jets fly overhead, commandoes ring the outer perimeter, and the local police are known to rough up anyone coming close to the conference venue.

Officially, the Bilderbergs do not exist. Only once in their history, after being harried by a small group of non-mainstream journalists, they were forced to issue a statement, saying they needed an off-the-record meeting to talk freely, without media distraction. But because these are the same people who meet regularly at Davos and G-8, what exactly are they talking about in hermetically sealed resorts?

These are not just any rich and influential people, they are the richest and most powerful people on the planet. Among the members of this club are George W. Bush, Bill Clinton, Paul Wolfowitz (former World Bank president and the godfather of the Iraq War), Henry Kissinger (who got the Nobel Peace Prize soon after he authorized chemical warfare against Vietnam), Tony Blair (best known for lying about Iraqi weapons of mass destruction), European royalty, CIA directors past and present, directors of the British secret service MI6, and other such characters.

This year’s invitees included Microsoft CEO Satya Nadella, US Secretary of State Mike Pompeo, Donald Trump’s son-in-law Jared Kushner, Pentagon generals, NATO Secretary General Jens Stoltenberg, German Defence Minister Ursula von der Leyen and the British and Danish intelligence chiefs, Jeremy Fleming and Lars Findsen.

You get the picture. This is a club of people who want to preserve Western supremacy ad infinitum.

Born in the CIA

American Pulitzer Prize-winning author and columnist Kai Bird, writes in the book, ‘The Making of the American Establishment’: In late 1952, Retinger went to America to try the idea out on his American contacts. Among others, he met David Rockefeller, the late Chairman of the Rockefeller family-controlled Chase Manhattan Bank, and Bedell Smith, then director of the CIA. After Retinger explained his proposal, Smith said, “Why the hell didn’t you come to me in the first place?”

Backed by endless supplies of CIA cash, on May 29, 1954, the first conference was held in the Hotel de Bilderberg (hence the name), a secluded hotel in Holland, near the German border.

Desperate situation

Soviet expansion, the emergence of China, India and other former colonies as independent countries, and the bickering between Europeans and Americans worried many in the West. How could the West get back in the game?

A University of Huddersfield, England, review of British intelligence operations mentions the central role played by MI6 assets like Josef Retinger, a Polish fixer and drifter, who saw the need for a high-powered “talking-shop” to ease tension between British and American groups over Cold War disputes.

Retinger knew no politician would back his plans, so in 1952 he approached a former Nazi SS officer, Prince Bernhard of the Netherlands, and asked him to serve as honorary head of the organisation. After establishing a small European committee, Retinger and Bernhard turned their attention to the United States (US).

Born in the CIA

American Pulitzer Prize-winning author and columnist Kai Bird, writes in the book, ‘The Making of the American Establishment’: In late 1952, Retinger went to America to try the idea out on his American contacts. Among others, he met David Rockefeller, the late Chairman of the Rockefeller family-controlled Chase Manhattan Bank, and Bedell Smith, then director of the CIA. After Retinger explained his proposal, Smith said, “Why the hell didn’t you come to me in the first place?”
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MORE ON BOHEMIAN GROVE from Wikipedia:

The Bohemian Club’s all-male membership includes artists and musicians, as well as many prominent business leaders, government officials, former U.S. presidents, senior media executives, and people of power.[3][4] Members may invite guests to the Grove. Guests may be invited to the Grove for either the “Spring Jinks” in June or the main July encampment. Bohemian Club members can schedule private day-use events at the Grove any time it is not being used for Club-wide purposes, and they are allowed at these times to bring spouses, family, and friends, although female and minor guests must be off the property by 9 or 10 pm.[5]

RASA SAYS: ALL MALE MEMBERSHIP. FEMALES & MINOR GUESTS CAN BE INVITED BUT MUST BE OFF THE PROPERTY BY 9 OR 10 PM. WHY? SO THEY CAN DO THEIR HOMOSEXUAL JINX & THEIR SECRET WORLD-DESTROYING POLICIES.

After 40 years of membership, the men earn “Old Guard” status, giving them reserved seating at the Grove’s daily talks, as well as other perquisites. Former U.S. president Herbert Hoover was inducted into the Old Guard on March 19, 1953; he had joined the club exactly 40 years previously.[6] Redwood branches from the Grove were flown to the Waldorf Astoria Hotel in New York City, where they were used to decorate a banquet room for the celebration. In his acceptance speech, Hoover compared the honor of the “Old Guard” status to his frequent role as veteran counselor to later presidents.[7]

The Club motto is “Weaving Spiders Come Not Here,” which implies that outside concerns and business deals (networking) are to be left outside. When gathered in groups, Bohemians usually adhere to the injunction, although discussion of business often occurs between pairs of members.[2] Important political and business deals have been developed at the Grove.[5] The Grove is particularly famous for a Manhattan Project planning meeting that took place there in September 1942, which subsequently led to the atomic bomb. Those attending this meeting included Ernest Lawrence, J. Robert Oppenheimer, the S-1 Executive Committee heads, such as the presidents of Harvard, Yale, and Princeton, along with representatives of Standard Oil and General Electric as well as various military officials. At the time, Oppenheimer was not an S-1 member, although Lawrence and Oppenheimer hosted the meeting.[8] Grove members take particular pride in this event and often relate the story to new attendees.[2]

RASA SAYS: THE MEN ARE ESPECIALLY PROUD OF STARTING HERE THE CREATION OF THE ATOM BOMB – THEIR POWER TO BLITZ THE ENTIRE PLANET WITH KILLING & RADIATION, TO MAKE THE WORLD BARREN FOR HUNDREDS OR THOUSANDS OF YEARS. THIS IS SATAN WORKING THROUGH MEN.

Other behavior at the campground has led to numerous claims and even some parody in popular culture. One example was former president Richard Nixon’s comments from a May 13, 1971 recording that: “The Bohemian Grove, which I attend from time to time—it is the most faggy goddamned thing you could ever imagine.

RASA SAYS: AS I SAID BEFORE, WHEN MEN GET TOGETHER, THERE IS MEGA-HOMOSEXUALITY. IF THEY COULD GET RID OF US ENTIRELY, THEY WOULD DO IT {MANY OF THEM, NOT ALL OF COURSE, I AM SPEAKING OF THE RULING DEMONIC MEN}. THEY CAN HAVE SEX WITH EACH OTHER – THESE ARE THE ONE THIRD OF MEN WHO ‘FELL FROM HEAVEN,’ ANGELS TURNED INTO DEMONS, IN THE MYTH. THESE ARE THE MEN THAT ARE HAVING SEX WITH BOY CHILDREN, HOPING TO TURN THEM ALL GAY, FORCING SEX ON THEM TO TURN THEM AGAINST WOMEN. {BOYS AUTOMATICALLY ARE ATTRACTED TO OLDER WOMEN, LIKE THEIR MOMS, & WERE IT NOT FOR THE INTERFERENCE OF THESE DEMON/PEDOPHILES, MOST YOUNG MEN WOULD BE WITH OLDER WOMEN FOR THE START OF THEIR SEXUAL EDUCATION & DEVELOPMENT.}

SEE THE AMAZINGLY BRAVE KAY GRIGGS ON WHAT GOES ON IN THE MILITARY, SEX WISE. SHE TELLS IT ALL.

Women Not Allowed, Court Forces Them to Hire Women – but the Grove forces them to leave before dark

In 1978, the Bohemian Club was charged with discrimination by the California Department of Fair Employment and Housing over its refusal to hire women employees. In January 1981, an administrative law judge issued a decision supporting the practices of the Club, noting that club members at the Grove “urinate in the open without even the use of rudimentary toilet facilities” and that the presence of females would alter club members’ behavior.[40] However, the judge’s decision was overruled by the State Fair Employment and Housing Commission, which on October 17, 1981, ordered the Club to begin recruiting and hiring women as employees.[41

RASA SAYS: OK THERE YOU HAVE IT AGAIN. IN ORDER FOR SATAN TO DO HIS THING, HE CANNOT HAVE WOMEN INVOLVED OR EVEN WITNESS WHAT THEY DO. WOMEN ARE THE ABSOLUTE ENEMY OF SATAN, WHO WORKS THROUGH MEN. YES, THERE ARE SOME TOKEN WOMEN HERE & THERE, THEY ARE ‘DICKS IN SKIRTS,’ THEY ARE SOLD OUT TO THE DEMONIC PATRIARCHY. BUT OVERALL, YOU CANNOT GET WOMEN TO STEAL, KILL & DESTROY AS DO MEN.

IT ISN’T THAT THEY JUST WANT TO ‘HAVE FUN’ WITH EACH OTHER’S BODIES. THEY WANT TO DO MAYHEM. THIS IS WHERE THEY DECIDE WORLD POLICIES & THEIR PUPPET LEADERS, IF YOU DON’T COOPERATE WITH THEM, YOU CANNOT BE PRESIDENT, PRIME MINISTER OR PREMIER OR WHATEVER HEADS A COUNTRY. THEY DECIDE WHO TO KILL, TODAY, WITH BIOWARFARE.

Rasa continues: They created AIDS with a 500 million dollar grant from Congress in 1971. They, under the UN’s World Health Organization {the same entity that wants to inject all of us for ConVid} with the Smallpox Vaccine, inoculated MILLIONS of Africans to make them sick & kill them SO THEY COULD TAKE AWAY THEIR LAND. This type of AIDS was created TO STICK TO THE BLACK GENOME, THROUGH THE VAGINA.

They also introduced AIDS into the US, another strain, that sticks to anal tissue, & injected 1200 gays with it, under an ‘experimental’ vaccine – all of whom died.

Later the New York Blood Bank created Ebola & on the day the discovery of Ebola was announced they closed their laboratory:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfDFuN2Klb8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8z5VVCqnC2g

THE MOVIE – I HAVE NOT SEEN IT YET:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FvZKT83Zt0

In the videos I have seen they all say this institution was looking to create a ‘hepatitis vaccine’ but THAT IS A LIE. THEY CREATED EBOLA. THE DAY THE DISCOVERY OF EBOLA WAS ANNOUNCED, THEY ABANDONED THE PREMISES, THEIR WORK WAS FINISHED. THIS IS BIOWARFARE.

What Satan is doing, what he has done, what his objectives are:

*** He – they the demons DO ALL THE TERRORISM. Oklahoma Bombing, NY Trade Center 911, the Boston Marathon Massacre, all the SCHOOL SHOOTINGS- they do it all. Much of the time they take innocent, foolish, maladjusted, disoriented, retarded or disturbed individuals to do it. They work with other people to influence, brainwash, train, orchestrate the terrorism through one or more individuals. Their purpose? Demons love evil, violence & pain. Demons love sin. And demons want to keep the human population SCARED, DEPENDENT of a government to ‘protect’ them. But they are the perpetrators.

*** Second, they have created all the NEW DISEASES. I know the history that started with AIDS, don’t know what they did before that. Maybe they caused the world wide flu pandemic of WWI, that might have been the start. I know they created Ebola, Sars & by intuition, by their pattern, know they created & spread CONvid. The purpose is to STEAL, KILL, DESTROY, to put Marshall Law or a police state on us, to control us to use us as FACTORY FARM ANIMALS or SLAVES. Take away our rights, make us work, pay mega mega taxes, get the cops after us if we break their rules – imprison us or put rules on us that render us broke & desperate. They have CONCENTRATION CAMPS READY INCLUDING UNDERGROUND ONES WITH SUPER-HOT OVENS TO EVAPORATE PEOPLE. (It was suggested by Henry Kissinger that if you put the temp to 2,500K the bodies will evaporate & won’t jam up the Nazi ovens. And they gave him the Peace Prize. This world is TRULY DEMONIC RUN BY DEMONICS.)

*** Third, they want to fukk our finances so we can’t buy & sell without their permission. This subject is out of my league, how they are doing it, I’m only beginning to research this. If anyone is an expert, comment on it. But they want a cashless society, like everyone says, so basically they can minotor, control our spending like through cards they control or whatever they do. Why control? So they can SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF US, use us up, like Simon LeGree said he was going to WORK HIS SLAVES TO DEATH.

We are not allowed freedom, NO LOVE, no gatherings, no recreation, no nothing. They get it all – all the money, all the ‘fun,’ “The Kingdoms of the World & Their Glory”. They do it all, we get to suffer. That is their aim. But there are only like 20K or so of them at the top while there are 6 billion of us below – they are SCARED TO DEATH people will find out what they are doing, resist, refuse to cooperate, then they’d be sunk. So do all you can to spread the word. Do all you can to resist their schemes. Do not get vaccines nor allow anyone you care for to get them, first step. Other than that, read my last article that speaks about what to do.

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INNOCENT PARTY INVADED BY POLICE

Another video that shows mind-blowing tyranny now forced by our police states: A gathering in Quebec of more than six people to celebrate New Year. A neighbor calls police & then this:

https://twitter.com/Nusakan007/status/1345150743129501700?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1345150743129501700%7Ctwgr%5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_&ref_url=https%3A%2F%2Fsonsoflibertymedia.com%2Fviral-video-of-police-battling-residents-after-neighbor-alerts-them-of-gathering-of-more-than-six-people%2F

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Oligarchs’ And Technocrats’ “Great Reset”

Best Explanation Yet Of The Oligarchs’ And Technocrats’ “Great Reset”

from Ajax the Great

SATURDAY, JANUARY 2, 2021

In case you didn’t know the real reasons behind the oligarchs’/technocrats’ so-called “Great Reset“, please see this eye-opening video by the ever-insightful Catherine Austin Fitts. Spoiler alert: it isn’t really about a virus, so much as about power and control. See video here if it doesn’t show:

https://truespiritofamericaparty.blogspot.com/2021/01/best-explanation-yet-of-technocrats.html?showComment=1609773668618#c5345893475174916309

{RASA SAYS: I just watched this video. I might need to see it again to understand it better. My frustration with this great lady is she ‘explains’ what to do to NOT COOPERATE with the evil system but she doesn’t get into ENOUGH DETAILS of how to not cooperate. She says she was doing business with the Stanley Morgan Bank, realized she was part of the evil system so stopped doing business with them, go to local credit union type places to do banking. Are all the regular banks evil? Name more of the bad ones. Name the credit unions or local banks that are good. She says don’t cooperate with big pharma. What ways not cooperate? I know we must not get injections, but anything else? Then there’s the media, which is part of their propaganda/lying machine, how do we not cooperate with them? I watch no news on TV, what else? Then there’s the GMO’s poisoning us all. Don’t eat their food, which I don’t – anything else? I would like to hear MORE DETAILS of how not to cooperate with the Slave Masters that are trying to take away all our civil liberties.}

A cashless society in which currency as we know it is replaced entirely by digital central bank “currency” that can be turned on and off at will by the oligarchs in charge, to totally control the masses, and ultimately usher in their necrotechnocratic dream of slavery and transhumanism? What could possibly go wrong? (As per Murphy’s Law…)

It can be described as the ultimate triumph of wetiko. That is, the virus of the mind and cancer of the soul, far worse than any physical virus, that is also known as EVIL. One that unfortunately too many people accept as the banality of evil.

All the more reason for We the People to demand a return to normalcy and a halt to these Machiavellian machinations. And yesterday is not soon enough!

Of course, it is not enough to simply oppose the Great Reset, lockdowns, and all that jazz. The forces of good must present alternatives that pre-empt any perceived need for such machinations. We must unveil the treatments and prophylaxis that we have noted would bring the actual COVID-19 pandemic to a halt almost overnight. We must expose and reform the sketchy statistics and testing used to create it the massive casedemic superimposed on it. And we must implement without delay the progressive priorities such as UBI, single-payer Medicare For All, debt jubilee, free college, and so on before the evil oligarchs and technocracy beat us to it and pervert and weaponize these otherwise beneficial ideas. Conservatives may disagree with that last point, but this battle cannot be won by conservatives alone, as it transcends the whole left-right political spectrum.

UPDATE: Apparently, the Canadian province of Ontario is possibly planning to eventually put some restrictions on people who choose not to get the COVID vaccine, and perhaps require proof of vaccination to enter some places. This is how it starts, people, and we must oppose this kind of coercion 100%, full stop. Fortunately, in the USA we have at least some governors like Ron DeSantis of Florida who have already ruled out any such mandates in their own states, throwing a major monkey wrench in the Machiavellian machinations of the necrotechnocracy.

And finally, it should be crystal clear by now that We the People are in an abusive relationship with our government, and have been since the pandemic was first declared (if not even earlier, albeit to a lesser degree). All of the red flags are there, even if they may be disguised to appear green at first. Lockdowns and related restrictions and propaganda essentially perfectly match the Duluth Model Power And Control Wheel as well as the Biderman’s Chart of Coercion. Let that sink in, folks. Really makes you think.

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What they do to those who try to help others, who speak the truth. This woman filmed an EMPTY HOSPITAL when they’re telling us they don’t have ROOM in hospitals – no one, not one human being, was being helped for anything

Hi everyone- I was held in custody and cells today in Gloucester until 11:30pm for a public disorder offence for sharing an online video of an empty Gloucester Royal Hospital.

My husband opened the door to them wanting to question me , I was in my nightgown with nothing underneath (I was in bed) when the thug of an officer tried to drag me off under arrest as he aggressively arrested me and twisted my hands behind my back in handcuffs. (hands swelled up and have marks all over them- I had to keep demanding medical attention – that they refused- I had to keep on). After me complaining at being dragged to the station undressed, he gave me me 3 minutes to get dressed while waiting outside my bedroom door.

I was held and released without charge as I could not arrange appropriate legal advice and they tried to interview me but I refused to answer any questions- they have issued bail that I can’t enter any hospitals and that I return for an interview within 28 days ( I refused to sign the bail conditions without legal advice as I didn’t understand).

Wake up world- how utterly Orwellian and nazi to go through this for sharing a video of an empty hospital -all because it was shared over 80k times. They can’t have the truth out there, can they?

This officer barged into my home, at xmas, and arrested me when I wasn’t dressed in front of my family.

They’re now claiming they have to watch my house as I am at risk because ‘my address and name has been released online.’ 77th brigade lies here folks- to try and stop me being active.

The truth is very dangerous for the new world order.

Share, share, share. Truth matters.

1-4-21 Addendum from Rasa Von Werder

What can we do? Ajax insists we resist, stand against the tyranny. But it’s like they have all the power, as usual, while we stand as little Indians in front of a Big Army. They have the guns, we have, if lucky, bows & arrows. And if we use one bow & arrow against them, they will have five guns shooting us through.

The answer to all this is in the LONG RUN. Sadly, we cannot change things OVER NIGHT. In resisting, all I understand we can do is resist getting injected, no matter how difficult the sanctions they put on us – including not being able to go to grocery stores & shop, & secondly, we can TALK, promote the truth on the internet & with our neighbors.

The third thing we can do – & don’t laugh – we can PRAY. Prayer has GREAT POWER. We can pray against the wicked, & pray for the good to gain strength & protection. If you think prayer has no power, I can give you many examples how prayer has changed everything, prevented things & made things happen. PRAYER IS POWER, especially if the one who prays is close to God, believes, & has great Trust & Confidence in God.

They have been doing wickedness all along, which I with millions have pointed out all my life. Was it getting worse? If you look at the past, it was mind-bending cruel, cruel laws, cruel actions, cruel imprisonments, cruel tortures & cruel execution’ – many or even most, political. Women were major targets – look at the Inquisition, millions of women TORTURED TO DEATH, put into the ‘Iron Maiden’ where when it was closed, they were spiked to death, they were put on racks that pulled their limbs apart, they were crushed to death – if they did not confess to witchcraft ‘evils’ all were killed. Millions of men were killed too for speaking a different religion.

These women were arrested, tortured, with no outcry from the public that we know. No one came to help them, the ordinary people were scared. FEAR is what keeps the people quiet because if we stand up & shout to protect our neighbor, we get it too. So we keep quiet. At least today we have the internet & alternative media to shout it out.

The women they killed & tarnished are still affected by what they did. You cannot say ‘I am a witch’ without most people cringing, even my relatives. They imagine all sorts of evil, black magic, demonic spells, etc. Whereas these women were the healers & medicine makers, psychologists & menders of lives – they had great knowledge of herbs & rituals which are equivalent to prayer & psychological therapy.

But to say ‘I am a Wiccan’ makes people SUSPICIOUS, like saying ‘I am a prostitute,’ & it’s 300 years since the Inquisition.

I fought for prostitutes on national TV, impersonating one, with a wig & big sunglasses – they all knew who I was anyway, my body & voice gave it away, I’d done hundreds of TV shows. I said, ‘Prostitutes are People’ – Decriminalize prostitution {not legalize, decriminalize}. I got no money or praise for this, only calumny, abuse. I did it to help the underprivileged. I told them that prostitution is therapy for men, the men want & demand it, without it there’s be more rape, suicides, & men abusing women & children. The prostitutes give men a release, a session of some sort of love to keep them from getting anxious, depressed & violent. Prostitutes deserve as much respect as psychiatrists & psychologists, & when I said these things, people did not prop me up. Everyone was AFRAID to be associated with caring about prostitutes. So I stood it alone. This is what ONE PERSON CAN DO & I went on several national TV shows & half a dozen radio shows speaking this way. I took the brunt. Now, today, I am not going on TV but I sure can post on websites.

As I said, it is FEAR that makes us go along with them. They have been planning for thousands of years, most recently, in the last centuries, with invention of the gun, then nuclear weapons & now BIOWARFARE, they hold the Power over us, they have the weapons, they have the means, the resources, the money, the everything, where we are like little mice crying not to get stepped on. Ajax, what do you SUGGEST WE DO?

I, with William Bond & NOT many others, have been crying out for Matriarchy, Female Supremacy all our lives. {Most people think Matriarchy is irrelevant, unnecessary, things are the way they are, they JUST need a way to make more money & they’ll be fine}. It is what we can do, we have done it. The way that they – the male demoniacs – have taken over the world is by force, & with that force they DISABLED WOMEN because with women at the head of the family / world they could not commit their crimes. It was with FORCE OF VIOLENCE & later, UNJUST LAWS that they confined women, the FIRST CONSPIRACY was to hold women down, disable them, render them without power, & then do what they want to do – as they are doing RIGHT NOW.

If women, the care givers, were still in power we’d have Matriarchy. In Matriarchy there were no unjust laws, there was no VIOLENCE or WARS. Weapons were not even invented – they found no swords in gravesites, & THERE WAS NO POVERTY. {Poverty exists in Patriarchy because the rule of the male discards people, lets them fall by the wayside, starving & homeless. The women care givers provide for everyone, no one starves or goes homeless.} {See Marija Gimbutas, anthropologist, studies.}

You might say, that was thousands of years ago, they would have invented weapons just as men have done, had they continued to rule. No, women never wanted violence or war, they make PEACE, they rarely do violence, it is NOT IN THEIR NATURE to be as violent as men, they take care of children, old people, animals, they have LOVE. It’s the MATRIARCHAL NATURE. William Bond has written countless articles on this. He helped me see it clearly.

But the NATURE OF MEN, when unbridled by women controlling or guiding them, tends to be VIOLENT. This is BUILT IN because they evolved to be HELP MATES to the women, to protect them, their children & kin, against animals mostly – men could not be as SOFT HEARTED & CARING AS WOMEN, nor could they be as CAREFUL & CAUTIOUS as women, they had to be violent when necessary, impulsive, even rash, jumping into the fray to the peril of their lives. More men are killed by accidents, even those in which they claim ‘fun & games’ than are women. This is their IMPULSIVENESS, even foolhardiness, it’s in THEIR NATURE.

Add to all this now we have PROOF from Dr. Daniel Amen, with 65K brain scans, that the front part of male brains is asleep, while the primitive, back part is awake – women’s brains are awake both in the front & the back, they have corpus collasum connections men don’t have. What is the front part of the brain? It is the intellect, spirituality, temperance, judgment, control of impulses, while the back part of the brain is our ANIMAL INSTINCT. And this is who is running the world, making the rules & enforcing them. There are no women running the Shadow Govt.

Human males started out as females after conception – all humans do – but when the fetus reached the size of a grapefruit seed nature stepped in & TRUNCATED their ability to reproduce & changed their body & brain, becoming the creature we call men. Dr. Bryan Sykes claims that human males are a GENETIC EXPERIMENT THAT DID NOT WORK & NATURE IS REMOVING THEM. Both he & Dr. Ashley Montagu call human males a PARASITE on the body of a woman.

I imagine that men, in the beginning were not as violent as they became – as women CHOSE the biggest, strongest, most aggressive men to have sex with – over thousands of years they got more & more so. Now it became THE MOST RUTHLESS OF MALES IN THE WORLD HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE ONES WHO RUN THE WORLD & TO THE DEGREE THEY HAVE CREATED WEAPONS STRONG ENOUGH TO BLOW UP THE ENTIRE PLANET – to totally destroy all civilization & a nuclear aftermath which would have the earth semi-barren for thousands of years.

They seem to have somewhat tuned down their nuclear hysteria & now are concentrated on control of humans without it – so they can spare the infrastructure, keep the resources, but RENDER HUMANS HELPLESS OR DEAD. This they have mapped out with BIOWARFARE & this biowarfare is no longer one country against another, it is the SHADOW GOVT – a few thousand TRILLIONAIRES vs the rest of humanity – about 15K of them, controlling all resources & technology – against 6 billion of us. They believe they can do it & are trying with all their might.

Now consider how in the 60’s you had Rosa Parks refusing to give her front seat to a white person. Then started the Mississippi bus strike & the entire civil rights movement of blacks resisting white rule. They won the battle & how? They could not have done it without this factor, which gave them the strength, faith, trust, confidence & inspiration to keep going:

It was PRAYER. These people met EVERY NIGHT in their Churches, holding each other up & singing WE SHALL OVERCOME. They called on the SUPERNATURAL GRACE OF GOD for what they needed & Grace was given.

Now I notice strongly that this new biowarfare conspiracy has made it ILLEGAL FOR US TO GATHER. It was that way during the COMMUNIST RUSSIAN TIMES. When Christians gathered secretly, thugs were sent out to BEAT THEM UP, as they were the ENEMIES OF THE GOVERNMENT, the enemies of the Communist rule. This evoked the memory of when CHRISTIANS WERE GATHERED UP because they refused to recognize Roman Gods including CAESAR as a God. They were thrown to the lions in the Colosseum, they were MARTYRED. The Christians did the best they could by meeting in the catacombs, but many were found out & killed.

And what did they do in the catacombs? The main thing was the Sacrament of the Holy Mass – where they summoned the Body & Blood of Christ to strengthen them. Christians, those in the right, those who want to follow God in the righteous way, whatever their religion {including Wiccans} have been TO HELL & BACK resisting governments.

Once again, the present government, all over the world, want to deprive us of the RIGHT TO GATHER, for any reason. They know full well as the Romans did, the Communists did, that to gather there is STRENGTH AGAINST THEM. Whatever the people profess, in fellowship, sisterhood, brotherhood & in faith, they RISE UP AGAINST THE TYRANTS & they want to be tyrants, they do not want us FREE.

Why don’t they want us free? Then they can’t use us the way farmers use animals on factory farms – use up their eggs, their wool & their bodies as food, great resources. This is how the SHADOW GOVT SEES US: We are slaves {they wish} to work the earth for resources, keeping us as poor & helpless as possible, for them to be free & happy & very rich.

And so, my conclusion, is what do we do to protect ourselves & resist. As I said, keep our faith in God, pray, gather if we can, if we can’t, pray together on the phone & internet.

Second, spread the word of truth on the internet & with people we meet – the truth of what they are doing & how they are conspiring against us.

Third, do all we can to empower females for the coming Matriarchy. Matriarchy / female supremacy is inevitable, as Mother God is rendering human males EXTINCT. But this is long in coming. Indeed, the males are deteriorating & diminishing, there are many studies & statistics on this, but their demise will take 100,000K more or less. But their power WILL DIMINISH if six billion people resist & PRAY AGAINST THEM.

And fourth, resist their insistence on any INJECTIONS, VACCINES of any kind, microchips, anything they suggest ‘for our good.’

PS I await the replies of William Bond & Ajax the Great. What do you suggest we do against this tyranny?

Guru Rasa Von Werder 1-4-21

College of Matriarchal Love, Core Tenets, Uncategorized

STRUGGLES, SEX & LIFE

STRUGGLES, SEX & LIFE

1-2-21 Hardship Dreams

I was trying to get out of a place I was in with a male friend. We were both stuck here, due to another male who did something. Maybe this male’s truck was in our way or something.

The friend & I were trying to get out, MOVE, we have in our materials I see a small used child’s mattress & other things. Try as we might, we can’t get out because of the Truck-Man.

(SMALL CHILD’S USED MATTRESS: Could refer to my Lover’s immaturity, that this makes him allow the obstacle – he clings to his childish dreams, needs or limitations.)

Finally POLICE COME, like three of them. But we have to wait for the asshole TruckMan to place a glass of brown liquid on top of his truck while he sits against a wall & mutters prayers sort of smiling. I call out to the cops, this is taking too long, make him stop & get out of the way! The three cops are scattered through this driveway but they can’t do too much. One seems to be wearing a LIGHT, not dark uniform, maybe wearing GLASSES.

*(POLICE: In my dreams, always ANGELS. Because they are protectors / guardians & enforcers of the Will of God. The LIGHT uniform refers to marriage, he knows how that will turn out, & GLASSES are VISION.

BROWN LIQUID IN A CUP, HE SITS AGAINST THE WALL MUTTERING PRAYERS LOOKING AT THIS CUP, SMILING: The brown liquid is SHIT. This associate of his is full of it, sitting helplessly {against a wall is helpless} muttering PRAYERS which are not going to work…….This refers to ‘wishful’ or ‘magical’ thinking, which does not result in success, it does not call on the Power of God, it’s empty & useless & we’ve been waiting TOO LONG for this deluded activity to cease.)*

My friend, his identity? Reminds me of celebrity chef Gordon R – big, strong like that, but of course this is but a symbol.

(GORDON R, BIG CELEBRITY: My Spiritual Husband Bob believes he can be a big celebrity, a rap star, & that this TruckMan can get him there. It’s a delusion. I call on God for help, but apparently, it isn’t time yet.)

At one point ‘Gordon’ is standing at the outside of our pickup truck by the driver side, & this TruckMan takes his truck & puts it so close to GR that I fear he will crush him, somehow I intervene & push his old beige truck aside.

(CRUSHING HIM AGAINST THE DOOR OF THE DRIVER SIDE OF OUR TRUCK: Here if Bob can get into the driver side of OUR truck we could drive off. But the TruckMan in the BROWN {RUSTY} truck has him almost crushed or squashed. This is the old IDEAS, RUSTY THOUGHTS & FEELINGS, past their utility, not working, not doing anything, just deteriorating, rusting, & this old thinking which TruckMan puts upon him has him in a place of LIMITATION, squeezing the LIFE out of him. But somehow I jump in & LIMIT THE DAMAGE. This would be my influence on his life is also working.)

Will we ever get out of this driveway & onto our new home?

There was also a cocoa skinned man with a super thin right arm that was ‘following’ or in awe of my Gordon. Gordon at one point sat to his left & put his right arm around him for consolation. I said ‘he is your fan.’

*(HIS FAN, COCOA, WITH THE THIN, UNFORMED RIGHT ARM: This might be a version of TruckMan who admires or is infatuated with Gordon {my Bob} & treats him like he’s special. This gives Bob consolation. But notice

the RIGHT ARM IS THIN, UNFORMED: Means he has no effectiveness, lacks ability to help. When someone is YOUR RIGHT ARM they are of the GREATEST HELP TO YOU, but this guy’s right arm is thin, unformed, useless, like his ability to turn Bob into a RAP STAR or any kind of star. The COCOA SKIN refers to LOWER SELF or PHYSICAL – this means his self & whatever he says & does comes from the human self, not God, not destiny, not supernatural vision, nothing of power but just the human self. The human self is weak, it can do nothing remarkable, but with the Grace of God – which he hasn’t got – one can do wonders.)*

*(OVERALL MEANING: When you dream of MOVING it’s usually not literal, but from one state/situation to another. Many of my dreams concern the frustration with Spiritual Husband, ex-lover Bob, so this is about a stumbling block against us.

Who or what is this TruckMan with the light brown old truck, always in the way, almost crushing GR {Bob} & muttering long prayers, where not even three COPS {ANGELS} can get him out of the way?

All I can think of is his ‘business’ associate who has him convinced he can make him a RAP STAR – a project which has not happened for many years & never will, as this clown hasn’t got a clue.

The cop in the LIGHT-not dark uniform hints at marriage, as his uniform is almost white. Wearing glasses? That could refer to VISION – He sees something we don’t see, he knows something, probably the future. He knows the man & I will be together, he isn’t worried. Lack of concern is shown in how he’s just leaning against our truck, like WAITING for something. That means we have to wait this out – this will pass.)*

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The GIGOLO

I can’t recall details, but my Beloved had somehow, some way, become a gigolo. But yet, I had the UPPER HAND. In fact, at the end of it, I had him & his main woman TRAPPED. How trapped? By information or situation, & I told another friend, pointing to my left palm,

“I have them IN THE PALM OF MY HAND.”

(PALM OF MY HAND, I HAVE THEM IN IT: Palm of the hand, when pointing to it, has to do with MONEY. Like ‘let some silver cross my palm’. The PALM also refers to FORTUNE TELLING – the psychic looks at the PALM to tell your future. So this is about THE FUTURE OF BOB & MYSELF & HAS TO DO WITH MONEY. It shows they will be trapped or cornered, for lack of it, & he will need me to bail him out or keep him going. Maybe he will lose his job & his sugar Mamma, who already supports the family including him – will not be able to give him support. After all, he uses all his salary on his own needs – she could not cover his alcohol, marijuana, drugs, cigarettes & personal items, which come to at least $400. weekly – maybe more, which is his entire salary. At one time she gave him more, but hard times have come.)

The feeling was, they could not get anywhere or go anywhere in the place they were in. LIFE had them trapped.

But before that my lover Bob, who this is about, had several women & I don’t know the details, but I told everyone HE IS A GIGOLO. Being a gigolo did not bode well for his future. I mean, there are illegal things going on, he’s going to get into hot water sooner or later.

(HE’S A GIGOLO: Is not literal, means he lives off a woman or women, at least I think so.)

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OSTRACISM

The third dream was about ostracism. It was so painful & tedious I don’t want to put all the details.

My aunt & uncle had taken me out & now they were planning to go to dinner, & they had invited two young men. They were hemming & hawing about me being there & kept saying I should take my car & go home – but I didn’t know why they wanted me to go home. Then finally I figured because they didn’t want to take me to dinner with them – they were ashamed of me, it hurt.

(AUNT & UNCLE ASHAMED OF ME: Aunt & Uncle always refers to punishment & pain – here the pain of ostracism. The fact they don’t want to take me to dinner is that people of the world don’t want to be seen in public with me, as those of the adult trade are ‘personal non grata,’ outcasts, undesirables, they are ashamed of me. This might refer to some relatives of mine, in real life, who feel that way about me although they pretend otherwise.)

So I don’t go home, I stick around, & go to see who they WERE taking out to dinner. It was two young military men. They went with them to their apt, where they guys had to get their money behind a queen-sized bed, behind red pillows – apparently they would pay for their own food.

They guys explained how they TOOK OUT THE HEARTS OF AMERICANS, hearts & some other gland, & this surprised me, as these weren’t even THE ENEMY. But to my aunt / uncle they were ALRIGHT in spite of this, so they all proceeded out.

(MILITARY MEN TAKE OUT HEARTS ETC BUT THEY ARE INVITED OUT: This is about society’s prejudice again me – labeled ‘adult trade worker’ vs those who take out hearts – which would be those who destroy people, they are the enemies of God, the demoniacs, but these people are accepted members of society, while I am AN OUTCAST.)

I’m with my uncle at the table designated for them. It’s on a higher level than the main crowd, we are just being seated – I’m here temporarily, uncle to my right in a round booth – it’s dim – there are hundreds of ordinary people seated in front of us. An old lady comes up to us, a server. I tell her,

“They have a reservation for four. I’m not one of them. My aunt is coming & two other guys.”

So everything is set for them. I told my aunt/uncle I would find another place to eat, & at the end of their dinner, they could pick me up outside & drive me home.

But strange things happen. I turn out to be part of the entertainment of this restaurant, they have dancers, like strippers, & I turn out to be one of them – dancing naked with bright red lipstick, blonde hair & not much else.

(DANCING NAKED: This explains why I am ostracized, nudity.)

After the show I sit next to a youngish man to my right & ask him what he thought of the dancers. He says he can’t recall. I tweek his memory, ‘What about the one WITH THE GREAT BODY, the last one to dance?’ He says,

“Oh, SHE WAS GREAT.”

I knew my aunt & uncle would not even recognize me if they saw me on stage – I look different.

I then went outside to wait for them to take me home but they passed by, did not see me, I was not in the place I said I would be.

I never did find that other restaurant to eat in. I asked for directions, they told me, but it wasn’t there. I ended up on horrible, Hellish roads. The roads were encased in rock, you’d go & go & thy got narrower, you’r redo your steps to try & escape, & another road was the same thing. One road I did come upon a business place & asked the lady where did it lead into? She said eventually it did lead out, but it had detours which ended up dead ends. So one could get caught on these roads & die, with rocks all around, it was a NIGHTMARE.

(NIGHTMARE ROADS, ENCLOSED, CANNOT FIND THE RESTAURANT OR POSSIBLY THE WAY BACK: This is the suffering of outcasts in our society, the way they are treated, they can’t find a place of satisfaction of nourishment, all of society rejects them.)

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12-31-20 SEX SEX more SEX-Happy New Year

My Spiritual Husband is appearing the last few days to me, don’t know why, & a lot of it is about sex.

In this dream I’m visiting Lover Bob at his place. His house is like ours was on Delancey St., Newark, NJ. This goes WAY BACK – I was 7 years old! It’s a pleasant, well-lit place & I am visiting OBSERVING.

I see several women. Not all there, maybe one main one here but he’s going off to see other women. A side woman’s name appears, ‘Zeba.’

There are two children sitting at a round table with me, the background is light blue, I see my room behind this one, this is maybe the kitchen, a boy off to the right who seems about 6 & a girl to the left who is about 8. For some reason I want to bare my heart to them, as I have no one else to talk to about this, & I say,

What I want is to move here, live with Bob – we are in love……..

The girl says,

“But he’s in love with Zeba & Tina, Donna & Hannah”
{names uncertain} & I answer,

“That’s not love, that’s just lust & infatuation.”

{It immediately comes to mind how the women of the polygamy guys in Utah told me it works: With each new wife he wants sex with her every night for about three weeks, then he gets tired of her & goes back to his normal routine.}

(ZEBA: Zeba is the woman he lives with, I got that by another hint I’ll not get into. She is one of his polygamous ‘wives’ but none of them is me, the True Wife – the one that God joined with him. Here his live-in is telling me he ‘loves’ all of them, it’s her human self telling me this {the child of God or daughter} – she’s in denial that his love for me is true. I tell her that none of these affairs is the real thing.)

PART TWO

of this dream is we are walking up a wide gravel road in the mountains, similar what I have near my present house, maybe higher up. We’ve been walking a long time, & dusk is falling. I’m hoping the group behind me doesn’t bring attention to it’s getting dark, we must go back. I believe that even if it’s dark, the road is light gravel, you can see it easily in the moonlight, it’s wide {about 15′} & there are no obstacles, let’s keep going. To the right of this road it drops off, a great vista.

*(GOING UP: Some hardship which here might promise a great reward. As far as a mountain, in my dream language it often means Golgotha, & on that terrible place was our REDEMPTION.

GRAVEL is stones, which might represent criticism or persecution, like STONING in the ancient bible days. Stoning means someone was judged, condemned & doomed to die.

{Only the women get it in the Old Testament & some of the Orthodox Arab places today – where are the men? Men allowed to have sex with little children, with no impunity but women are killed for disobedience to men.}

So this is some sort of Golgotha we are climbing, with my lady friend who has CANCER with me. We are SUFFERERS, but I want to COMPLETE this journey, keeping the faith after it’s done – the crucifixion – we will get back to normal life.

Husband Bob is here with me, looking backward. That means HIS SUFFERING is looking back over our failed relationship.

My FAITH is great that this will be a SUCCESSFUL ORDEAL & even IN THE DARKNESS {dark night of the soul, a time of pain} we will get back.)*

The group behind me is led by my friend Jane-Marie, {who in real life has lung cancer.} I am DETERMINED to keep going.

(I hope that the faith of my lady friend is AS GREAT AS MINE.)

To the right of me is a barge, like a long maybe wooden, narrow conveyance, which is somehow moving along with us, & my lover Bob on that conveyance, but sitting on it looking backward. In the dreams of this night he’s constantly with me, so I don’t feel separated from him, it makes me feel good.

On this barge are folded, stacked, THOUSANDS of ‘army surplus’ scarves. I bought like 20 of them many years ago at a bargain, for like 5 bucks or less, mail order. They are medium brown, about 3′ long, a foot wide, they are masculine & they do the trick if you want a scarf.

(SCARVES: Might be veils, which could represent Veronica’s veil, or veils which give solace & comfort to the suffering.
This might be a HINT that my sojourn has been FOR THE SOULS IN PURGATORY & thousands of them have been relieved, comforted, by my sufferings.
BROWN represents great suffering, almost, but not quite black, which is complete martyrdom in this context.)

And later, my legs get cold, I tell my female friend ahead of me I am going to take a pair of these pants here, put them on. They are ones that looked beautiful on me, thick material, with big seams, stretch. And there’s a second pair more loose, I hold up & ask my friend if she wants to put them on – she didn’t think they would fit her, but I think they will. Is she chubby? {She reminds me of someone I once knew, young, a nice person. She is walking ahead of me.} Now the pants are the exact same color as the scarves, it all fits together one color, the pants are kind of soft/fuzzy.

(LEGS GETTING COLD: Legs represent mystical travel, like the God Mercury moving fast through the air. Getting cold would mean LOSING INTIMACY WITH GOD, not being able to traverse or gain access to the Gifts of the Holy Spirit, the ability to communicate with the Higher World.
This loss of intimacy corresponds with dark nights of the soul – where a person gets spiritually lost, deadened or fallen asleep by the traumas of life, like when Jesus said before passing out, ‘My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?’
So I’m trying to retrieve my intimacy when I warm up my legs.
The lady ‘in front’ of me is another person suffering greatly, worse than me if she’s ahead, & I’m suggesting to her a way to regain her closeness to God.)

EARLIER

there’s a scene like this: I’m standing in a room – sort of like but not exactly, ‘Marios’s room’ which means separation. To my right is my ‘captain’s chair’ which is the beautiful chair I have in my bedroom at the apt today – the chair has a bunch of white towels in it, some stacked, some draped over the back. I discover a puddle of clean water on the chair, which I mop up with a towel & am not pleased it has got some of the towels wet. A woman of authority is standing near me – who she is I don’t know.

(WOMAN IN AUTHORITY: Is probably my God Self who has authority over me & my husband.
The captains chair represents the room Lover & I had sex in for years. The chair is right by the window he would call up to me.
The CLEAR WATER being on the white towels is the TEARS or sorrow I have over us not being together – the white is union or marriage.)

Across from me is lover Bob & he is MOPPING UP something. I ask the lady, who is telling him what to do, what happened, & she says WATER SEEPED IN, {all the water is clean & clear} so he’s taking care of it. This lady is the head of the household.

(WATER is tears of sorrow.
HE IS STOOPING DOWN, MOPPING UP: He’s sorrowing, he’s been humbled, bending down, mopping up his tears. He’s being directed by my God Self, She is the boss of this breakup & the good it will bring.)

As I’m standing there I look down at myself & I’m aware of two things, one, I am dressed plain, in a slinky t-shirt that is white with a touch of violet, it covers my front all the way to the crotch. My hair & everything is plain, no makeup. And second, that Bob IS WITH ME so we are not separated, & I think I was unhappy without him, but we are together. So why should I be sad?

His position is he’s stooping, on bended knee, mopping up.

(I AM PLAIN, NO FANCY PRESENTATION: This might be saying I am not trying to seduce or lure Bob, I’m allowing him to feel the sense of loss, not appearing to him in any way. Paradoxically, it is when I am GONE that we are TOGETHER. In my absence he appreciates me at last, we are together as he feels the pain of losing me. My Mother God orchestrated this. He needed to be taken off his HIGH HORSE where he took me for granted, had no fear of losing me, treated me any way he wanted to.)

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The TROPHY DILDOE

I’m looking at my small, semi-enclosed porch {doesn’t look like any porch I know} & am startled to see the huge penis of my Spiritual Husband Bob, on a plaque fastened to the wall – it’s fully erected, but pointing down. I see it for a moment, walk away, then return to see it again & it has shrunk somewhat. I realize it is a living representation of his real, living dick. It was fully hard, now it has receeded, so it’s like a ‘dick alert’ of some kind.

Bob suddenly appears & sees this plaque, & thinks I put it there. I swear to him I did not. But I have in my hands a ball of soft clay, which looks like the earth or flesh, it’s light medium brown. As I mold it in my hands, it’s an amazing feeling, & I give it to Bob, tell him to touch it & feel it touching his dick, how soft it is.

Bob has in his hands several items which he thinks are soft. There’s a block of something medium blue, like hard clay, & other things, one of them black – all things he thought were soft, he was going to ‘mold.’ I tell him those other items are nothing compared to this thing I hold in my hands, they are rock solid hard, & what I say is true. He is holding the other items but also massaging that ball of clay.

(BALL OF CLAY, other items like that CLAY which he was going to massage, etc. This CLAY is my vagina vs the other vaginas, {made of clay or earth} & him ‘molding’ them is having sex.)

I forgot to say there was also another penis plaque on the wall, this one had a darker feeling to it, like black hair or a sort of mustache on it, doesn’t make sense, but it was just DARKER & BIG BUT NOT AS BIG as the first one.

*(PENIS PLAQUE ON THE WALL OF MY SMALL PORCH: This is about Lover Bob being aware that having sex with different women feels different.
He’s busy with several of them according to this & other dreams.
I’m connected to his emotions & I see when he’s excited or not.
He is seeing that the women he has sex with do not FEEL THE SAME as having sex with me. In a contrast of FEELING GOOD / SOFTNESS they are various degrees of HARD, not soft, pleasant TO THE EMOTIONS.

The symbols are vagina & penis, but the meaning is deeper. It’s about love, true love vs lust & infatuation. The person you love feels completely different than he ones you don’t, sex wise or anything wise.

The first penis, which looks like his, is what he feels for me – we are emotionally connected, so I can FEEL / SEE when he is erected. The second plaque is him on a lower level – just physical – no deeper connection, nothing spiritual. It is the LOWER SELF or self in ‘darkness’. This is the penis or self which has sex with other females.

This dream says he is beginning to realize, understand this, that women are no interchangeable, having sex with one is not the same as the other, the one you love is the one you have most feelings with. And the one he loves is me.)*

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GuruRasa answers, What is the purpose of dreams?
Q 1 WHAT is a dream? A A communication system from the unconscious mind to the conscious
Q 2 What are SYMBOLS? A The MEANS by which the unconscious SPEAKS to the conscious
Q 3 What is the PURPOSE of dreams?

A Dreams accomplish these things and more: 1 They SAVE LIVES and SOULS………………………………
2 Warn us of danger; physical, emotional and spiritual to ourselves and others
3 Tell us the true feelings, intentions or interior state of others
4 Reveal our own interior state, sins, virtues and gifts, phobias and desires
5 Explain mysterious situations or incidents
6 Explain WHAT WOULD BE if we did a certain thing
7 Explain the reactions of others to us if we met them or communicated with them
8 Explain what TO DO or NOT TO DO
Details
Publication Date
3/30/2007
Contributors
By (author): Rasa Von Werder
Pages
529
Dimensions
US Trade (6 x 9 in / 152 x 229 mm)

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