Picasso Ascends – After 2 Masses

{said for him & Farah Fawcett jointly}

Time Incarcerated in Purgatory: 52 years, 7 months, 19 days approx.

Died April 8, 1973, Ascended Nov 27, 2025

At first I did not know who I was talking to. A man approaches me as if there’s a beach to the far right – hundreds of yards away {so it can’t be Purgatory as this is open – Purgatory never has an open sky}.

He stands speaking to me wearing an interesting coat. Reminds me of Joseph’s ‘coat of many colors.’  It’s a robe that goes to the knees in vertical stripes of various colors – some darker, some lighter – I recall red.

We are talking abut artists. Who is the most famous? I think of a few, I think of Picasso. I say yes, he became the most famous in the world.

That satisfies him – yes, he agrees. – That is what he wanted to hear.

*{He wanted me to know who he was – identify him. Look at the picture of him on the beach holding a large umbrella with a female in front – it was sort of like that only no female, no umbrella, just the beach}*

Scene 2 – Cart & Boulders

          Now I see a wagon or cart. It’s constructed of lightweight flat strips of medium brown vegetative matter – about 2” across, woven into a large square thingy, to be pulled by a person or animal {I don’t see who pulls it.} It’s hard to tell if this is a cart or a wagon. Inside this vehicle are BOULDERS {which weigh 300 or so lbs each}. Some are off-white, others different earth colors.   {End}

          MEANING:

          *{I SENSE the boulders are his huge SINS. They are BIG – they are HEAVY – they are SERIOUS. The material the cart is made of will NEVER HOLD these boulders on a trip; The material cited is for lightweight stuff – very light, like paper products. The boulders are his SINS –the cart is his body or person which cannot hold such weight – the cart is WEAK – HE WAS WEAK.  Weak people HURT OTHERS – they commit sins, big ones. Saints no the other hand, have HEROIC VIRTUE – they are heroes. This man was a VILLAIN. He said,

Pablo Picasso said, “Women are machines for suffering“. He made this statement to his mistress Françoise Gilot in 1943.

A man with this attitude will spend more than 52 years in Purgatory.}* 

Scene 3 – the watermelons

          I see two full size watermelons side by side – lying on something, not the ground, higher than that, maybe a table of sorts. The one to the right I can see its underside {like it tilted a bit}, & it has obviousy laid there a long time. We used to grow watermelons & sometimes, if they aren’t moved, they develop on the side where they lie, no color, it’s like no color or design like the rest of the melon, just a plain light green & near it even a patch of light yellow.   {End}

MEANING:

*{The two melons are Pablo & Farah Fawcett.  I twice said Masses for both of them at the same time. {Also said prayers & rosaries for hours} They are entities pictured here, containing GRACE. Water is GRACE. As I celebrate the Holy Mass it fills them with Grace. One of them has been ‘sitting’ there a LONG TIME – Pablo. For Farah it’s over 16 years him over 52.}*

                   Man’s Open, Blissful Face

I see a young man, about 20, face completely smooth, very young. All I see is his face; he’s facing from my right to my left toward me looking to his right & UP. The expression is pure OPENNESS & BLISS.   {End}

Below is how he looked only really blissed out

MEANING:

*{Without a doubt, he looks like Picasso very young. Even younger than 20 – his face sort of like a chipmunk. The smoothness, openness, is when we SEE GOD. Prior to the ‘Beatific Vision’ we are BLOCKED by our own negatives – when all these are removed or cleansed there we see God as we originally did – before sin, before the delusions of the earth – {what yogis call ‘Maya’ or illusion.} Now he sees REALITY – is OPEN to it & it brings joy, ecstasy or bliss.

And so, finally, Pablo Picasso has ASCENDED: Whoopee! Hurrah!}*

This is What is said About Him, Some of his Evil:

Picasso’s Abuse toward women

Evidence of Pablo Picasso’s cruelty and abuse toward women comes from biographical accounts, memoirs, and diaries of his lovers and family members, which describe a pattern of emotional manipulation, control, and misogyny. 

Key Evidence of Abuse

• Controlling Behavior: Early in his life with Fernande Olivier, Picasso would lock her in their apartment to prevent her from modeling for other artists or going out without him, a pattern of behavior that would be considered domestic abuse today.
• Emotional and Psychological Manipulation: Françoise Gilot, the only woman who voluntarily left him, described his “total absence of empathy and love” and a pattern of “idealize, devalue and discard” in every relationship. He frequently pitted his various mistresses against each other; for instance, when Dora Maar and Marie-Thérèse Walter demanded he choose between them, he encouraged them to fight physically, later calling it one of his “choicest memories”.
• Verbal Abuse and Dehumanization: He famously stated that women were either “goddesses or doormats” or “machines made for suffering”. His art often reflected his contempt; for example, Dora Maar was forever known as the “weeping woman” in his paintings, a depiction of her anguish that she resented.
• Abandonment During Illness: When his partners became ill, he often lost interest and sought new, younger lovers. He abandoned his first wife, Olga Khokhlova, when her mental illness worsened and his mistress Eva Gouel when she fell ill.
• Impact on the Women’s Lives and Suicides: Many of the women in his life suffered severe psychological distress, nervous breakdowns, or depression. Two of his lovers, Marie-Thérèse Walter and his second wife Jacqueline Roque, died by suicide after his death. His granddaughter Marina Picasso wrote in her memoir that he “bled them dry” and then “disposed of them,” hinting that his abuse led two of his lovers to crippling depression.
• Predatory Nature: Picasso began a relationship with Marie-Thérèse Walter when she was 17 and he was married and 45 years old, hiding her away in a secret apartment. There are also accounts of him using a prepubescent girl as a nude model for preparatory sketches for his painting Les Demoiselles d’Avignon.
• Kidnapping Attempt: He once tried to abduct his mistress Irene Lagut with the help of a friend and held her captive in a house outside Paris, though she eventually escaped. 

These accounts from those closest to him have led to a critical re-evaluation of his legacy in the #MeToo era, highlighting the “trail of female carnage” he left behind. 

These accounts from those closest to him have led to a critical re-evaluation of his legacy in the #MeToo era, highlighting the “trail of female carnage” he left behind. 

Pablo Picasso: Misogynistic Tyrant with a Talent

By Kay Miller on October 17, 2021

In the same way that he dominated the art world in the 20th century, he also dominated the women in his life. Maintaining several mistresses alongside his primary partner, Picasso is commonly characterised as a womaniser and misogynist. Between the time of moving to Paris in 1900 and his death, Picasso had married twice and had 4 children with 3 different women. Although these women served as muses, each inspiring various pieces of his art or entire periods, they were often discarded once Picasso became bored or uninspired by them. His granddaughter, Marina Picasso, described his misogynistic behaviour in her memoir, Picasso: My Grandfather. “He submitted them to his animal sexuality, tamed them, bewitched them, ingested them, and crushed them onto his canvas. After he had spent many nights extracting their essence […] he would dispose of them.” Marina Picasso’s memoir is a scathing attack on her grandfather and his values; more importantly, the memoir gives a voice to the women who inspired the artist, yet are so rarely acknowledged for their influence. 

Picasso’s finest work was primarily influenced by the many women in his life. His impact on them, however, was far from positive. Olga Khokhlova, a famous Russian ballet dancer and Picasso’s first wife, and his long-term mistress Dora Maar, a highly regarded photographer, were very independent women. In spite of their independence, both women succumbed to nervous breakdowns after each having spent numerous years with Picasso. Picasso’s abuse caused further harm. Marie-Thèrése Walter, a mistress, and Jacqueline Roque, his second wife, both tragically died by suicide. Picasso’s abusive and destructive behaviour did not only affect the women in his life, but also his children and grandchildren. 

In 1943, Picasso began dating French painter Françoise Gilot, and in the 10 years they were together they had 2 children, Claude and Paloma. 11 years after the end of their relationship, with the help of art critic Carlton Lake, Gilot wrote the memoir, Life with Picasso. Picasso attempted to stop the publication of the memoir without success, and it went on to sell over 1 million copies. After the publication, Picasso cut off all contact with Claude and Paloma. As a result, the profit from the book went towards making a case for Claude and Paloma to become Picasso’s legal heirs — a case in which only Marina Picasso profited. 

Separating Picasso’s personal life from his prolific career is futile. Pablo Picasso’s extraordinary artistic talent is undeniable. But the deplorable treatment of the women in his life is also undeniable. That being the case, if we are to continue to hold his work in high regard, we must recognise the suffering of the women that gave rise to Picasso’s artistic greatness. 

          I channel Picasso {speak with him}

          RASA: So it seems you were a bad person. Describe, explain to me why & how you were bad.

          PP:  I was SELFISH. What made me selfish? I was WEAK. I could not stand suffering, therefore I took out my pains, anxieties, fears & frustrations on the women – those who loved me the most.

          RASA: What bothers me is two of them had nervous breakdowns, two committed suicide later on. What kind of evil did you put on them to make this happen? I mean they were not weaklings if they loved – love is spiritual strength. What specifically did you do that was so destructive, what TYPE of behavior?

          PP: it was a turn around change-o presto that I did that caused them to lose it. First, I made them feel important – important to me so I could use them up. I did this to get the energy out of them to make it flow toward me. In other words, make someone love me. A con job. Then I took what they had – emotionally – mentally, physically, spiritually – until there was nothing left to additionally stimulate me. And then I discarded them.  How did this make them feel? Like fools. Firt, they were important & they gave me all. Then they were worthless & useless.

         RASA: Yes but why did they fall for this? OK I can understand they felt important for a while, but when you got done with them, weren’t there other things, other people, other ideas, like Almighty God, that could sustain them? So Picasso did me in, he fooled me. But he isn’t the be-all of life – there is much more to life than Pablo Picasso. Why could they not turn elsewhere for meaning & sustenance?

          PP: Because they were young & foolish – I did not court mature women my own age; they were naïve, gullible, younger ones who’d not been aroud the block, so they could not cushion themselves against the pain. It was like falling off a cliff.  They saw me as the end all & be-all of their lives – my fame & fortune – everyone around looked at me as some sort of God. So if this God drops you, you are lost. Where do you go to replace a God?

        RASA:  And you never felt sorrow or regret during your lifetime when you saw how they fared?

          PP:    I was so selfish & egotistical I felt that it was a testament to my greatness that they went downhill, that they suffered when I dropped them. During my lifetime I never had any empathy, caring or sorrow for the sufferings of others. It was all about me, my career, my fame & fortune – that was all I lived for. But I did pay for it in eternity, didn’t I.

          RASA:  How do you see yourself now looking back & at those you hurt?

          PP:  I was a fool. I could have lived a decent life, treated others properly still had a career. But I went to extremes. I had to be the most famous in the world. And as for them, it’s a tragedy how hurt they were – there’s no excuse for what I did & for what people like me do.

          RASA: Speaking of your career yes you made it to be possibly the most famous artist in the word. But that doesn’t mean you were the most talented, were you? It’s debatable who has been. Your fame was great promotion. Talented yes but the most talented – no. I go for Michelangelo if I had to pick one – or Leonardo DaVinci –  Rembrandt – Turner seascapes – hundreds of other greats. I see you as a beacon of clever promotion, to be honest.

          PP:  Indeed you are so right. It was all clever promotion. I worked at it every day of my life Where did my scribblings get me? Into this prison of misery almost 53 years. Was it worth it? Not at all. If I had to live my life over for what I know now I would not hurt anyone. You can’t take it with you. The only thing meaningful is the love we give to others. I was a fool. Tell the word that they can have my paintings & art – all dust. I missed the Love Boat, that was what was important.

          RASA:  OK Pablo, thanks for the truth. All’s well that ends well. Let’s work to get others to shorten their purgatories or skip them completely, by repentance & paying for our sins on earth.

          PP:  You said it all – that’s what counts.   {End}

11-24-25  Man Asks Me for Help – This is Pablo Picasso appearing anonymously!

          I was in a building, extended, & before me was a partition like you’d see in a bank or a large Post Office, with divisions in parts & widows & screens a few feet up. One partition had bars – just a small window.

          A man behind it, who seemed busy working, spoke to me. He asked me for $1.60. I looked where I had money – it was under a couple pieces of pizza. I pulled out one dollar bill, then two fives, then something else, then some change. I did not have the exact amount he wanted. But I thought hey, I have two singles so I’ll give him that.   {End}

          MEANING:

          *{Purgatory 101 – inside – no sky – & the BARS between him & me, that means restriction or prison. Purgatory is a sort of prison – you certainly can’t get out of it until the conditions are right.

          Now PIZZA including usually any kind of BREAD – to me represents the Blessed Sacrament. This man is asking me for the Eucharist.  And I am planning to celebrate it.

You will see in the dream of 11-27-25 I did only TWO MASSES for this man {along with Farah Fawcett – He turned out to be Pablo Picasso! – & he Ascended! The dollar sixty could refer to he needed LESS than 2 Masses – as mabye when I did the Masses for her & him, he doesn’t get the full benefit. But it was all that was necessary – the value of a bit more than one & a half Mass.}*

11-23-25 Farah Fawcett in Purgatory – My 3 Purgatory Books

          This was a couple days ago. I’m standing in a long room & across from me about 20’ – there are desks between us – is standing Farah Fawcett & looking quite beautiful. We sort of smile at one another.

          Later I wonder – has she Ascended {because of her beauty, the soul becomes beautiful after cleansing is complete}? I ask her. But she says she can’t reach me with that answer in my conscious state, I have to be asleep – lol.

          I say a Mass for her.

          That night I have a dream that seems to be me in it, but upon meditation I realize I am in the skin of another.

          I see a scene of something to do with sex.

          Is this about Farah?

          The trick is the initial contact has a double meaning: Being indoors with blocks or limitation between us is Purgatory. But her beauty is spiritual – when a soul Ascends it’s at its greatest beauty.

          But now this dream somehow does not portent Ascension, so I shall continue saying Masses for her.

          MEANING:

          *{She has not Ascended. God wanted to show me it was her – so She showed me how Farah looked in human form – otherwise I wouldn’t recognize her.

          But the dreams re sex are not spiritual. If they were spiritual it would be another feeling – a lighter one. But this is low-minded. So no, she has not Ascended – it might indicate an attachment to sex. I shall continue Masses.}*   {End}

          She died June 9, 2009. As of yesterday she’s been 16 years, 3 months & 26 days in Purgatory approximately

                   Movie Theater  11-23-25

                   This night I was in a movie theater – a common theme with me, it’s always Purgatory. I am waiting for a vision {the movie.} I search & search for an appropriate seat. Can’t find one. I then, a couple times, ascend into the air, way up – hoping no one will get upset as no one else can ascend into the air here but me. But no one bothers me. I seek through all the empty seats – I see all sorts of people, many disheveled, rumpled clothes, some dark skinned {dark souls, not race} not looking too good.  I find no one I feel good about sitting next to.   {End}

          MEANING:

          *{I am looking through a place in Purgatory for someone I can relate to – get close to – who I can help – But I cannot find anyone.}*

A Few Nights Ago

          There were two of us females & two men. The second man disappears. The female with me was incredibly GREEDY & wanted this man – who is wealthy – to keep buying her designer clothes that cost a fortune, plus other things. This went on & on – the man looks sad as he’s buying but he also knows this isn’t good. He’s like sitting in a seat above us looking down at us. He has a mustache – a look sort of like Douglas Fairbanks Jr. – & he is WEARY.

          I say to the greedy lady why do you need designer clothes when ordinary clothes look just as good? I wear ordinary clothes, I will not insist on getting expensive items from this man.

          Eventually I see myself taking the hand of this man & walking away with him – we’re both happy.

          I hear the thought,

          “Women like that will have a bad Purgatory.”   {End}

          MEANING:

          *{A man is being used by a greedy woman for his money – he’s tired of it & I assist him getting away from her.}*

My Purgatory Books

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Here is a rundown of how much time these notables spent in Purgatory: Queen Elizabeth II-2 years, 3 months-Prince Philip-3 years, 9 months-Lady Diana, 27 years & 20 days-Princess Margaret, 22 years 7 months & 11 days. Other famous souls went as follows: Richard Burton- 40 years, 22 days! Body building mogul Joe Weider- 12 years one month, Dodi Fayed- 28 years, 8 & 1/2 months. Rasa spoke to each of these individuals asking what they were being cleansed of. Some of the answers will surprise you, especially Lady Diana. Rasa interviewed Richard Burton at length re his affair with Liz Taylor & the answers were far from what was expected. She has the gift of ‘channeling’-which is mind reading – she converses with souls the way that souls converse once they reach the Non-physical World. She spoke with many Saints inside this book like Don Bosco & Mother Cabrini, had experiences with Our Lord Jesus, Holy Mary, St. Mary of Agreda, St. Charbel & other Celestials. Ramana Maharshi & other Greats used Rasa’s Portal to lift their own clients into Heaven – Saints do not deliver souls in Purgatory directly, they must use someone from Earth- the ‘Church Militant.’ Rasa is one of those rare souls who focus her time caring for these Poor Ones.

“God Waits for Them”

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*Two great Saints appear, marry me, & assist me with Souls in Purgatory – lifting a huge number at one time! Sri KALESHWAR & SHIRDI SAI BABA! *I say Mass for Pope John Paul II & he already ascended with NO PURGATORY! I see him in Heaven enjoying Bliss in a Celestial Forest! • Dreams & experiences of Purgatory – Souls which Ascend into Heaven! • Spiritual matters-what is Holiness, What is spiritual perfection? The Gospel of Jesus according to Rasa, against‘prosperity’ preachers • Comments on the Holy Divine Stigmata • St. Martin Luther King, Jr. appears on his Feast Day to get a roomful of clients {in Purgatory} to ascend into Heaven. • How to build a Church in your home – Make Holy Water, Exorcism, say the Holy Mass • Litanies & Prayers to Jesus & Mary • Account of St. Mary of Agreda • “A Russian Legend” re Holy Mary • Prosperity Preachers teach the Gospel of Satan – speak of Costi Hinn, nephew of Benny Hinn & his conversion • Who & What is God? Discussion with William Bond & Pete Jackson • Lisa Lyon Ascends 12-1-23 with a ‘deathbed word’ for Rasa • Jesus & Mary appear with Rasa’s Xmas Gifts – Jesus has Keys for ministry, Mary a new white Mantle for her embroidered with gold-thread roses of True Love! • James Brown Ascends 12-21-23 after 17 years in Purgatory! • Anthony Quinn Ascends! • Great Gurus Ozay Tulku Rinpoche & Ahiranta speak

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Purgatory re Myself & Fulton J Sheen

          I wanted to perform – to dance. I went to this club. It was rather empty. One dancer to the rightwas on a counter or table doing ‘floor work’ – with men sitting around her. It’s dim – my feeling is this place is not well organized or represented – I need to be introduced, we need an audience, & I must perform in a proper way.

          I’m eager to work but the conditions don’t seem to appear. I’m standing on the floor of this club, not even dressed in a costume. I understand how to do this right – when will the female on the table stop & someone introduce me? I feel the vibes or music go through my entire body from toes to fingers. I know I have to start moving curvaceously the minute I get on stage, undulating every way- my fingers are curving like every other part of my body. But there’s no audience here!

          I go over to the owner – Or a place where he should be. The bar area & a few ‘regulars’ crowding around the bar – some females dressed in sort of party costumes with wide brimmed summer – hats the feeling of being festive – like skirts pink with white edging, flared & polka dots – the hats white. And an area here also, on an elevated place behind the bar, where the liquor would be stacked but higher, is a male with an interesting hairdo – looks like Saint Fulton J. Sheen when he was young – hair to the side & puffed up – the way I posted him on my latest site article.

          Now I have gussied up – some sort of costume. And my hair is quaffed & come to think of it – look’s like St Fultons but it was not meant to imitate him, jut a coincidence! But he looks at me & thinks I imitated him – I am amused by that. And the strange feeling is that he loves me more than I love him – although I do love him.

          And so I tell this group I’m ready to perform! But then ask where are the people? None here, so I say,

          “I can dance then just for you guys – better than nothing!”

          Then the same subject but different scene. I see a woman. I realize she’s in Purgatory. But I see a small room, medium blue color, only 6’ x 6’. She was staying in there, but now it’s empty. I see the flooring with seams & inside those seams, especially one in the middle, dark black muck, like hard, dry tar.

          The people here I believe are the clients of Saint Fulton!     {End}

                   MEANING:

          *{My prayer last night to Saint Fulton was to use my portal to get some souls out of Purgatory. He complied, thank God he did it! Me wanting to perform is wanting to work – get souls out. He is the guy on top of the liquor – liquor is INEBRIATION of the spiritual kind, BLISS or ECSTASY in Heaven. His hair & my hair is we’re THINKING THE SAME. Hair is thoughts coming out of our heads, lol.

          The lady or ladies dressed for PARTY are at least one soul – maybe two – that got out. Hallelujah! The tiny room of blue with the black hard tar was sins she had to be cleansed of, so she isn’t there any more means she Ascended!

          My being eager to perform shows my zeal & there was another lady there trying to help but I felt I was better, lol.}*

          Earlier Dreams – I’ve been sick & exhausted, so tired & busy could not write my dreams, even important ones of Ascensions!

          A VIP Ascends! This answered a prayer. I did not say the Holy Mass but mourned the opportunity – a soul could have ascended so I prayed,

          “My Infinite God. Who am I that one of my Masses not being said could deter the Ascension of a soul into Heaven? You are Infinity so please override my failure & get a soul or souls up there in spite of me!”

          And that night had this dream: I am in a Church where there’s a celebration. But there’s a man so important that none of us is allowed to go up by the altar & get close to him. In front of the altar I see cascades of beautiful pink roses, the biggest roses in the middle & smaller groups cascading to the sides. We are all there to celebrate & there is a peaceful joy.     {End}

          MEANING:

          *{A great man Ascended! Shows the Power of prayer!}*

Man in White Jacket

          Here’s a guy in a beautiful white jacket, beautiful material, & I am behind him {don’t see him at all}. The only problem is I was kissing his jacket all over his neck & upper body & have left pink lipstick everywhere! How on earth do I clean off this pink lipstick? I wonder.   {End}

          MEANING:

          *{A man has Ascended due to my love – KISSES show LOVE, pink is JOY!}*

Man with Hairy Body

          There is this attractive man close to me, with a nice jacket, & the jacket has beautifully designed into it two holes, exposig part of his chest & abdomen, & here you can see he’s is hairy in a very nice way. I say to him, & I am serious, not joking,

          “The hair showing there makes me want to put my hands into his jacket.”

          He smiles in amusement.   {End}

          MEANING:

          *{This is the man who helped me load my packages into my car shopping at a store yesterday. I asked him for help – he seemed happy to do so. The hair on his chest & abdomen – hair is GROWTH so it shows  growth in CHARITY as the heart is there & the abdomen could be saying ‘gut instinct’ told him to help. Maybe he was amused by me, my forwardness & friendliness.}*

Thick Afro Hair  {11-5-25}

          I’ve been fixing my black hair & it’s an Afro – & it’s so thick it has like a billion hairs coming out of my head, & it’s abot 5-6” tall around my head. If you touch it it’s like a sponge. I go up to two guys & show them my hair & tell them to touch it to see how it is. It’s wonderful.   {End}

          MEANING:

          *{My MIND has been doing really well – these hairs are incredible. I’ve been praying well all night. Improving myself, proud of it.}*

Ven {Saint} Bishop Fulton J Sheen Speaks to Me  11-2-25

          Terrible night of suffering – thought I was going to die. Went deep inside my soul, calling on numerous Saints, souls in Purgatory, Angels. I’ve been ‘out of it’ now for maybe 6 weeks, all kinds of trouble, & if it led me to this, it was worth it.

          Thinking I might die, never was I more enthused to reach the Almighty. Since lately I’ve been watching the sermons of Ven. Fulton J. Sheen, & been channeling him – I called on him.

          It was not an easy discussion because understand he was the mouthpiece of the Catholic Church – the traditional, Patriarchal, “here it is & nothing else” narrative; confined views, didactic POV’s, & 100% against women. And he HAD to represent this. I’m quite sure he did not PERMIT himself to think otherwise, even if he was tempted because he was brainwashed from birth to see it this way & no other way was possible.

          I began to introduce my ideas to him which are counter to some of what he thought. Not sure why – just had to. Because I want him as a friend & an acomplise! This began slightly before but I was on thin ice as I could sense his reticence, even his mild shock, when I introduced something like this,

          “Bishop Sheen, I am introducing a new religion and one of its tenets is the equality of Jesus & Mary, based on the teachings of Ven. Mary of Agreda, the ‘Mystical City of God.’ This explains how since infancy Mary was praying for the Messiah to come to earth & because of this fervent, constant prayer & her Holiness, God answered her & used her as the conduit. {Therefore She was the first priest of the Catholic Church, bringing forth the Body & Blood of Our Lord.} She was the full & total partner with Jesus in all his sufferings – prior to the time the Gospels were describing – when they ministered privately to the people. She was with him when He went to the mountain to fast & pray – She did so in her cell. She helped him in all his miracles. She suffered with him in his Passion – all He did She suffered & labored with him equally, not the slightest bit less than He, etc.”

          Bishop Sheen was taken aback by this & said he had to think. I figured he’d think days, weeks, months. But a few seconds later he said,

          “Alright, I understand. God has shown me what you are saying is true.”

          I’m trying to recall what he said – how he said it. On my side – Pete – You know all the principles I stand for. I spoke out these principles one by one – he answered each one in the most gentle & humble voice I’ve ever heard.

          It took place from about 3AM to 6AM as I could not sleep. With each issue I described he would give me support like so:

          “I will see to it that you get this done,”

          He said it about the ‘New Religion,’ – the Order – all my different projects – He would see to it – he would make sure I succeeded.

          What I emphasized the most is the downfall of the Catholic Church. I told him it would shrink down – already has – because of their stubborn stand against women. The Protestants opened their doors to female ordination but the Catholics refuse. The world will move forward without the Catholic Chuch.

          There is much good in this Church, I said, & this will not be lost. Myself & others will take it principles, teachings & Sacraments & step away from the misogyny of the organization, begin our own organizations.

          I did admit that mine will treat men the way Muslims treat women. I explained why – We believe it is God’s will that women rule the family & the world.

          I also said in our POV every Mother should be a Priest, & celebrate the Hoy Mass each day for her family. Why limit this Sacrament by forcing people to go to a building where only men preside?

          I spoke a lot about Matriarchy & how the tide is turning toward it, ending the short but miserable run of Patriarchy. Kali Yuga, the age of violence & war, will end.

          Believe it or not, he did not protest, he was fine with all that I said & kept restating he would support me to success.

          His overall final statement was,

          “I see you were sent by God to reform the Catholic Church.”

          One of the big issues I explained to him was the message of Our Lady of Fatima – & how nobody gives her credit as the Power, nor myself as her messenger, that ended the Cold War.

People absolutely dismiss any claim I might have to being chosen by her – by God Almighty – in this great Event. I have no power, I am but a clay vessal. But God uses us clay vessals to put her Power in to do her work. But being I am associated with the adult industry, no one believes – certainly not the general public, that I am of God, sent by God, doing God’s work. They are so brainwashed against women, sex & nudity that they cannot believe.

          I told him I had heard his teachings against nudity & the big example he gave – the man of Legions of demons in the wild, who was always naked was not enough evidence to condemn nudity. I said I believe in his sermons, they are great, & they have influenced & saved & improved millions of people including mself from childhood. I know you are a great Saint, I told him, but ideas move on, some old ideas need to be thrown to the curb. Surely we know a lot of things now not known millennia ago – where people had quaint & superstitious thoughts about many things. Life it needs constant examination & revision.

          Now I brought up the Third Secret of Our Lady of Fatima’s message – which the Catholic Church never revealed, & I recently had an understanding of what it was about, & to my absolute shock, learned that I was responsible re this Third Secret – the event which it speaks of. The Third Secret goes something like this – according to ME:

          “There will be a very great scandal in the Catholic Church, which will bring it to its knees regarding sin & corruption, & the Church will be rocked to its core & never recover from this.”

          This revelation came to me after I read, when Lucia told someone abut the Secret – who asked if it was good or bad, she said,

          “It will be good for some, bad for others.”

          This coincides with what I said. But here is the part that shocks me –when I think that I was the one God chose to speak the message of Fatima why could I not be the one who also had something to do with the Third Secret? “Good for some, bad for others?” Good for the victims, bad for the abusers.

          About a year before the first big media featured lawsuit was forged in Baltimore, Md., I had embarked on a venture to preach on the street. My husband Richard Von Werder was still living – I asked him to get me a loud speaker to speak on the street because I was going out there to preach.

          For 2 ½ months in the winter, I walked up & down the streets of our small city preaching. It was stressful & eventful, as you can imagine. At the end of this I was burned out & told God I’m sorry, I can’t. But I will do another month preaching in a loud voice one hour a day, at home, in the wilderness, in my attic or basement; against predators, criminals & abusers. This I did. If you think either of these was easy – try it some time.

          A year or so later the lawsuits began to break. Another, then another – it was a series, an outpouring of lawsuits such as the world had never seen, of people suing the Catholic Priests for child abuse.

          I was perplexed. I asked God -What happened?

          “Don’t you recall what you did with the preaching & praying in a loud voice?”

          Yes I said,

          “That was the result.”     {End}