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The New Religion – XII – Woman Thou Art God

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

The New Religion – XII - Woman Thou Art God

9-14-19

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

All People Should Worship the Female as Icon of God, NOT the Male

From William Bond:

In recent times there has come to light a desire by many men wanting to worship women as Goddesses. This is probably not a new phenomenon and may come from ancient times but has been repressed by patriarchy.

I first come across it as a young man in a book called “The Girl with the Swans Down Seat”, by Cyril Pearl. This was a book about a 19th century prostitute called Skittles who became a high-class courtesan. It seems her success came from making her wealthy clients worship her as a goddess.

She was called Skittles because she threatened to knock men down like skittles if they displeased her. Later, she also became a fashion leader in London and Paris, in spite of her working class upbringing, as young aristocratic women would copy her style of dress and behavior.

Men probably once worshiped women as goddesses in ancient Goddess temples but because of patriarchy destroyed this practice, men could only do this behind closed door with prostitutes or their wives.

Male rulers have claimed to be gods since the dawn of recorded history where they set themselves up as gods. The trouble is these god-king rulers have shown themselves to be flawed human-beings and certainly not god-like in they way they ruled.

Many holy-men have done the same thing where their followers have worshiped them as gods and this still goes on today creating crazy cults. Extreme example would be Jim Jones and the Jonestown mass suicide.

I have seen this in action when I was involved in the New Age movement. One of these guru-gods was Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh and in the early 1970s his teachings were impressive. So much so, he counted royalty and movie stars among his converts.

Then when his followers began to worship him as a god, it all went wrong. His teachings deteriorated as he become involved in drugs, sex scandals and exploiting his followers. It finally ended badly, when he went to prison.

This is not an uncommon story among many New Age gurus so what goes wrong when we worship men as Gods? If we go back to Rajneesh we find at first he was a great meditation teacher. It was probably through meditation he was able to tune into wisdom of MotherGod and just passed on what he learned in meditation.

Then when he became very successful his followers wanted to worship him as a God and he went along with this.

Unfortunately, like many of these god-gurus he began to believe what his followers told him. So when he thought of himself as a God he no longer believed he needed to meditate to receive the wisdom of MotherGod, because as a God he thought he knew everything.

So because he was no longer connected to MotherGod and Her wisdom to guide him it all went badly wrong. This then is the problem when men set themselves up as gods.

To be fair, this hasn’t happened to all God-men there are exceptions like the Dalai Lama who although is worshiped like a god by people throughout the world, has never lost his contact with MotherGod. We can see this through his gentle and loving teachings.

So if things generally go wrong if men are worshiped like gods, does the same thing happen when women are worshiped in the same way? It could do, if women lose their contact with MotherGod but they are far less likely to do this as both MotherGod and most women are feminine in nature.

Men generally block off their connection to MotherGod when they hate others. Women can also hate but they will more likely to internalize their hatred and hate themselves. So this is how many women block off their connection to MotherGod. But men can learn to love others through the worship of women and women can learn to love themselves by being worshiped by men.

If a woman is not connecting to MotherGod because she has any hatred for herself, then having a man worship her, can help her have greater love for herself. So this will help unblock any self-hate feelings that were preventing her contacting MotherGod.

At the same time if a man is not connecting to MotherGod because he has some hate for others. Then having a strong love of a woman through worship will help unblock any hateful feelings that prevent him contacting MotherGod.

So the worship of women by men benefits both sexes and helps them both gain a closer connection to MotherGod.

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From Rasa Von Werder:

There’s a major reason why men are not to be worshiped as ‘God’ or spiritual leaders, & that reason is Nature did not

create them for that – they are helpmates & protectors, made to risk their lives for their people – but not to lead them.

It is women that are by Nature the leaders, & they have the brain apparatus to do so.

There are numerous studies of FEMALE SUPERIORITY over men, starting with the X chromosome, women having

two, males having one, their Y chromosome being a mutilated X. (The knowledge that they are going extinct is not propagated in

our Patriarchal world. They became what they are by default as they did not have two proper X chromosomes to become a

woman, Nature saying, ‘OK, I cannot make a perfect, reproductive human out of this creature, but I will make a default human, &

he’ll be good as a helpmate. Instead of reproductive capacity I will give him more size & muscle, a brain where he jumps into

danger as that will protect the women & children, no capacity to love as he won’t need it, he isn’t made for that, etc.’ The

qualities of males are self evident, do I need to list them all?)

The most recent studies that bear this out are the brain scans conducted by Dr. Daniel Amen – 62,000 scans of men &

women, discovering ‘what we already knew’ many say – that the primitive back part of the brain of males is awake but the front

‘civilized’ part of their brains is asleep. It is the frontal lobes that determine leadership, intuition, legitimate concern, ability to handle

impulses, compassion, etc.

Lack of these qualities renders males a lot less capable than females.

Furthermore, it’s been long known that the corpus collasum, which connects the different parts of the brain is highly

developed in women but minuscule in men – women can think with their entire brains while men cannot.

Now you understand why males are made to JUMP INTO SITUATIONS WHICH ARE DANGEROUS & LIFE

THREATENING while women ARE NOT. In biological/survival of the species terms, one male can inseminate numerous women,

but one woman can have no more than a child per year – (it’s advised no more than every five years for emotional development as

well as immune system maturity–they need mother’s milk for that. Early weaning causes ‘attachment disorder’ which is now

pandemic around our globe.)

As we are saying, males are IMPULSIVE & do not think with ALL PARTS OF THEIR BRAIN AT ONE TIME which

explains a whole world of behavior from them.

Then why are males able to start & run these cults where they are respected & even worshiped? Because in a

Patriarchal society we’re brainwashed to BELIEVE IN, RESPECT, & LOOK TO MALES FOR AUTHORITY. Much of this male

veneration started long before the scientific proof of their inferiority- thousands of years ago lies started making women second

rate, disempowering them, empowering men financially, emotionally, socially, & we’re still living on the fringe of that mentality.

It explains why WOMEN have not formed any cults – certainly not dangerous ones that ended in murder & suicide -

because people don’t take female leaders seriously, they can’t get a group started to save their lives – I certainly can’t. But some guy

will come along for a Matriarchal cult & they will follow him. Women right now, in general, hate themselves & each other – they

agree with men that most things ARE THEIR OWN FAULT even if it’s not true – they’re brainwashed. Being raped, exploited,

beaten up IS ALL OUR OWN FAULT, didn’t you know? We are made to hate ourselves from the day we are born & it takes a

LIVING WOMAN to swim upstream, (dead women flow down with the current) to resist & challenge these insane assumptions.

RECENT CULTS OF MEN ENDING IN MURDER & TRAGEDY

Now just a bit of a roundup of some of the cults men have led in recent times (there have been numerous ones through

the ages this a a sample of the most famous ones on the news since the 1970′s.)

There was JIM JONES rounding up an interracial group of followers, taking them to Guyana, his platform was racial

equality. He started his ministry in 1955, on November 18, 1978, in ‘Jonestown’ he had over 900 people drink Flavor Aid with

cyanide – they forced it on the CHILDREN FIRST.

Then along cam DAVID KORESH, leader of the Branch Davidians – he was acquiring a lot of fire arms & was raided

by the Feds – In a shootout six Davidians & four Feds were killed. There followed a 51 day siege where Koresh, his followers,

wives &multiple children by many wives would not come out. The Feds tried to smoke them out, starting a fire, over seventy

people were burned to death–1993.

‘Heaven’s Gate,’ Marshall Applewhite, was an unusual fellow. He had a ‘sexless’ wife & later got four of his male

followers castrated. He rented a mansion in a San Diego suburb where they waited for ‘Haley’s Comet’ to come by — there was a

flying saucer behind it they would jump into after killing themselves. This hoped-for transition happened on March 26 1997, thirty-

nine people died after taking poison.

WILL THE REAL JESUS PLEASE STAND UP

Now we have a new guy to look forward to, his name is ALAN JOHN MILLER. But he isn’t Alan, he’s actually JESUS.

His wife is Mary but she’s really MARY MAGDALENE. He’s in Australia where his thirty or more followers have pulled together

half a million to buy a huge piece of property, in the middle of nowhere, for a COMPOUND.

Cult investigator Rev. David Millikin researched this for almost a year, says the fact that they are removing their home

base far from the world is OMINOUS as then the leader has complete control over the members – the way Jones & Koresh had.

In the You Tube videos about them I watched Alan does look like popular images of Jesus. When did people start telling

him he looks like Jesus I thought. He then got the idea, ‘Hey, if I look like Him, I could impersonate Him, I’m a reincarnation I’ll tell

them.”

The BIG TRICK he pulls is the HYPNOSIS. He’s gotten both males & females thoroughly convinced that they were

there with him – during the real Jesus lifetime, that they were characters like the Centurion & Mary Magdalene. People SHAKE &

CRY way too easily, better than professional actors, he somehow digs into their PAST HISTORY OF CHILDHOOD ABUSE &

PAIN to get the emotions & then convinces them they witnessed the life & death of Jesus, & they go into convulsions on the

subject. They seem to respond as if TRIGGERED BY MEMORIES but it’s actually HYPNOSIS – I have seen it demonstrated on

stage & am a professional hypnotist myself. I know the potentials. This is MASS or CULT HYPNOSIS where he gets a

couple to believe, then because they believe, they hook others in, it gets exponential. Then they all agree to agree THIS IS

REALITY but it’s their reality, subjective, not objective reality, & the worst part of it is again, he gets CHILDREN INVOLVED &

that’s heartbreaking as they cannot defend themselves, make a decision, or get out.

Bottom line – here is a guy who wants THE THINGS OF THE WORLD & THE FLESH banking on the name & identity

of Jesus Christ, who came to earth to teach poverty & Holy Suffering. But he isn’t suffering – he’s gaining beautiful women,

admiration from many, even little children falling at his feet. He does not carry the Cross, he will not be crucified, he lives in

comfort, not poverty, he collects big money & is gaining fame – all the things Satan tempted Jesus with at the end of his time on the

mountain. Satan said,

“I will give you all the Kingdom’s of the world & their glory if you will bow down & worship me.”

Of course Jesus rebuked him, told him to get lost & said He would only worship God alone & only God would he

serve.

But Alan is obeying Satan.

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Listen to NO MAN, not your husband, not to any cult leader, not to any Priest or Guru – none of them deserves to RULE

YOUR MIND. Your mind is yours & yours alone, keep it pristine. If you want to follow something, follow saints through books,

both male & female, they are SAFE.

I mostly followed Saints that way, where they couldn’t hurt me. I had two exploiters early in my life – a Bogi Yogi who

used me for support & sex & a money-hungry female faith healer who soaked me for money & put death curses on me when I

refused to give it.

When you follow saints through books they can’t touch you & you learn a lot. I never met anyone that perfect in real

life, they are few & far between.

Just remember, Woman, that GOD IS WITHIN YOU – work to contact that God. Be patient, it may take years to

contact the still, small voice & inner senses, but God is there, & this God is the REAL YOU. You do not need any LIVING

PEOPLE to tell you anything–ESPECIALLY MEN. I have read countless stories of male abusive Gurus, Priests, Ministers,

Mentors & other type ‘leaders,’ & women are not without fault. Stay alone, praying & meditating. Read BOOKS & follow the

lives & teachings of REAL SAINTS, real heroines & heroes.

WORSHIP OF WOMEN IN THE FLESH

William Bond speaks of the worship of women, well & good. But this must be true respect-worship.

The word worship, what does it mean?

“reverent honor and homage paid to God or a sacred personage, or to any object regarded as sacred.

Formal or ceremonious rendering of such honor and homage.”

To me, reverent honor & homage means to give credit to women for the great things they have done in the past – I promote these women. I also admire & promote great women of the present, I honor their accomplishments, I do not compete with them, I give them credit & talk about them on social media, I speak of them in my articles. My lady friends, I buy them drinks, I treat them to dinners, I listen to them with respect.

Those who have believed in me – disciples – have had God-experiences because of me. This then is real ‘God worship’ or worship of the God inside me, not merely my flesh. To worship the flesh alone, that is not true worship. If a woman or man is HOLY as Jesus was Holy then to worship their flesh brings grace.

To worship the flesh of a person that is NOT HOLY is not a sin, but it does not bring GRACE. For example, you can see God in all life; people, animals & nature. But to see does not mean you will get any special graces. But when I worshiped the WOUNDS OF JESUS, I did get special graces. For a year I followed the devotion of Teresa Helena Higginson to the Sacred Head of Jesus, revering his Wisdom, his Will, his Understanding, his Memory–all that came from his mind & brain – I was improved by this.

Just remember, Woman Thou Art God. All of God is WITHIN YOU, worship this God.

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-14-19

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The New Religion XI – Eleven – Woman Thou Art God

: RECEIVE YOUR GOD POWER

: RECEIVE YOUR GOD POWER

9-9-19-Part XI-Woman Thou Art God-Installment

Eleven-The New Religion

Becoming God, Leaving God, Returning

Woman, thou art God! But you don’t always FEEL like God, at times you feel ‘down & out,’ – weak – vulnerable, mentally/emotionally ‘out there,’ you just call out to God saying,

: I DID NOT ALWAYS FEEL

STRONG

“Majesty, when I was strong I helped so many. Now I’m weak, it’s the ‘dark night of the soul’ when Jesus was on the Cross & asked God why She had forsaken him, & soon thereafter, He passed out.

: GOD, RIGHT NOW I NEED YOUR HELP!

Someone has put into my nest eggs I did not put &

now I have too many babies!

I can no longer handle this, it’s too much for me, I need help, &

no human can come to my rescue. I ask you, through your angels

& saints, to come to me & heal me of this anguish.”

: GOD WHERE ARE YOU? I AM ALL ALONE, I NEED HELP!

This was my state SO MANY TIMES when I was in love with a man – let’s call him Jeff. His condition was like so: In Richard Wagner’s ‘The Ring’ Goddess Brunhilde has displeased the Big Dad-God Woton, & he puts her on a cliff, as punishment, surrounded by a RING OF FIRE. No man can get through that ring lest he be a HERO & meeting heroes happens less times than meeting zeroes, it takes a while, maybe a hundred years. But then Siegfried comes along & he’s got what it takes – he gets through the fire & saves the damsel – it’s a test of TRUE LOVE, like the kiss of the Prince who loved her truly in Sleeping Beauty.

: HERE COMES A TEST OF TRUE LOVE

: MOTHER YOU HAVE THE WHOLE

WORLD IN YOUR HANDS!

Jeff Jones was in that state – CURSED so badly that no woman could reach him unless she had a Sword of God so great that it would smite THIRTY DEMONS surrounding him, a task requiring formidable love & years of pain.

: HE WAS IN A PLACE – EMOTIONALLY – WHERE NO

ONE COULD REACH HIM

No woman infatuated with Jeff could endure his behavior. Many wanted him (tall, handsome, sexy), he drove them away.

: TALL, HANDSOME, SEXY, BUT HE

DROVE THEM AWAY – HE COULD NOT

RECEIVE LOVE NOR GIVE IT TRULY – HE

WAS TOO WOUNDED

It gets complicated. We fell in love–age didn’t matter. I liked young men, he loved older women. But as I said, he was surrounded by demons, to put another way; he was infested or possessed by them, which means what? Instead of acting like a normal person, his behavior was contradictory, like saying “I want to marry you”….telling people he was in love with me, asking people to have me speak with him, dance with him, but when I approached, he’d run away, then after running away, I go to my car & he’s there. Then he’d disappear for a month, telling people I was ‘obsessed’ with him. He’d block me on all social media, give his number to every new girl he met but not to me, but then he’d search for me in the streets & pursue me for love, & this behavior went on for the LAST FIVE YEARS.

: HIS BEHAVIOR GAVE ONE FEMALE A NERVOUS

BREAKDOWN

One female friend of mine was attracted to him, got him to have sex with her a few times, but the way he jacked her around gave her a nervous breakdown.

: WHAT WAS GOD’S PLAN?

Before I met Jeff I had been celibate for thirty years. God told me to ‘have fun’ & this experiment with ‘fun’ resulted in the affair. It wasn’t fun. I’m still uncertain as to why God wanted me to leave the place of peace I was in – men were no longer sex symbols but brothers. God pushed me back into this quagmire of dating, drinking, sex & affairs, apparently, some good would come of it, it was God’s plan, but what was the plan?

: BUT WHAT WAS THE PLAN?

: ENDURE, DON’T GIVE UP

This topic will touch many women, because 99+% have suffered, are suffering, or will suffer at the hands of men for LOVING THEM.

: SUFFERING AT THE HANDS OF MEN

I will not try to speak for many cases or other women, but only one case – my own – & you can draw conclusions if they apply. If I even tried to cover more than this, I’d get lost in the effort. I will stick to one case, one man, where it felt like I ‘fell from grace’ (but didn’t) & then, after years of torture peace returned.

: ROMANTIC LOVE, ANY KIND OF LOVE, CAN BE THE

GREATEST BLISS OR DEEPEST PAIN

For the explanation, I will turn to Mother God within me, reminding me of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane, on His knees asking God why He was putting Him through this torture. Could God let this cup pass? No? OK, God, it’s your plan, your Will, not mine. But what is the plan? And Jesus saw the future, how many would believe, many would not, his Blood would save some, others would ignore it, there were good & bad results from His Sacrifice. (From the visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich, stigmatized mystic. She was the one Mel Gibson got ‘The Passion’ from, he wrongly credited the Jesuits. Women are often deprived of credit whatever they do.)

: WHY SUFFER BECAUSE OF LOVE?

: WHY DID JESUS

HAVE TO

SUFFER SO

MUCH FOR

LOVE?

: THE RING OF FIRE AROUND HIM WOULD BURN

ME

I also was told by God in this case to leave Heaven or a place of tranquility – go back to the shallow, evil world, get attached, addicted to men & sex again, & especially, fall in love, in which case all my PTSD would come back because this was no blessed man, this was a man cursed into his own Hell, from which he had to be saved! The ring of fire surrounding him would burn me!

: THIS WAS A MAN WHO HAD BEEN CURSED

Me to Mother God:

It has been troublesome to me or I should say confusing, as to why you sent me back into the world to experience THIS. The stress of what I went through with Jeff led to a series of numerous anxiety attacks, severe ones, about fifteen. Unknown to me possibly five of those attacks were actually HEART ATTACKS – the pain was so unbearable I almost passed out – I was near death & later told me I was a month away from it.

: BROUGHT DOWN TO DEATH

During these years of being banished, pushed into ‘having fun’ I have many questions.

There is a mystery here. I am trying to figure out what’s been happening to me scientifically & spiritually during the time of ‘banishment’ by attachment to the world, flesh & especially earthly love.

: EARTHLY LOVE

At this time, I’m back with God. The anxiety for Jeff is gone; I have none at all, I feel like a different person. Anxiety is fear, it went away, it plagued & tortured me for five years. When this left me I rose again into my God Self, Jeff is on a shelf some place, not that I don’t love him – but without the anxiety I look at him & feel free, powerful, I AM GOD AGAIN. With the anxiety I felt weak, vulnerable, broken, diminished, unimportant, all HORRIBLE THINGS.

: THE HORRORS I FELT

: I AM GOD AGAIN, STILL LOVE

HIM BUT FREE FROM ANXIETY

ABOUT IT

He now lives with a female which is a false front; it’s what he presents to the world on face book. He sees me whenever he can find me in the city. He ‘climbs my balcony,’ secretly like Romeo with Juliet. I am the one he loves, but he uses the other girl the way he’s used women all his life. Myself, he never asked for anything – with her, it’s understood that as long as she can support him, he’ll keep up the front.

: I AM HIS SECRET LOVE, WHILE HE

MAINTAINS A FALSE FRONT WITH

ANOTHER

Meanwhile, he writes poems to me on the internet, confessions & prayers explaining he’s made mistakes, the pain, fear, demons plaguing him, repenting, asking my help, forgiveness, True Love & marriage –he can’t put my name, it would crash his front, people must be scratching their heads wondering who is he writing about?

: OUR MYSTICAL MARRIAGE IS

KNOWN ONLY TO US

Because of these heart-wrenching disclosures, we had a meeting on Easter Sunday this year, April 21st, where I accepted his contrition, the call for Union, we were MYSTICALLY MARRIED by the HAND OF GOD. I knew what this sort of marriage is, but it had never taken place between me & a living person– It had occurred between God & me, with Saints & Gurus several times. Mystical marriage is PERFECT UNION where the two become ONE in a Sacrament – (Marriage is one of the Sacraments of the Church.)

: MYSTICAL MARRIAGE: TWO BECOME ONE,

SEAMLESSLY, NO DIFFERENCE OR

SEPARATION, PERFECT UNION

: “ONCE I HAD A SECRET LOVE” BEAUTIFUL SONG

Prior to our marriage I would look at his face book with the other woman – now with a child – & feel sick, a sense of rejection, now I DON’T. My feeling is one of INDIFFERENCE to his front; I see right through it, it doesn’t tweak my emotions.

: NO LONGER TORTURED BY JEALOUSY AS I KNOW HE’S MINE FOREVER

Before the Sacrament of Marriage, as I explained before, I would look at him on face book & feel diminished, small, like I had to PROVE SOMETHING to him to be WORTHY OF HIM.

: THOUGHTS THAT WERE NOT LOGICAL

PLAGUED ME

If I got more famous would it help? (He’s a nobody, what a preposterous thought, he doesn’t deserve the degree of fame I already have.) If I got wealthier would that do it? (He hasn’t got a pot to piss in.) If I got a face lift, would he want me more? (Stupid thought, all these thoughts are illogical, based on fear. He likes older women, looking young again would be counterproductive.)

: RIDICULOUS THOUGHTS PLAGUED ME

These ridiculous thoughts plagued me – I felt REJECTED because he put another woman up publicly. I felt SMALL, insecure, unimportant (lost my identity!) all because of this un-distinguished man; demon plagued, dysfunctional, uncultured, unaccomplished, poor, addicted, lost, & LOVING HIM SO MUCH & NOT BEING ACCEPTED BY HIM PUBLICLY MADE ME FEEL LIKE A “NOTHING” like if he didn’t love me, MY LIFE WASN’T WORTH LIVING ANY MORE! My life was over! As bizarre as this sounds looking back at it is how it works & I’m not the only one – I’ve seen it in many of my girlfriends who feel exactly the same way over the men they love. They’re jumping through hoops trying to figure how to win him back or make him love them, doing desperate things. I felt desperate.

: I FELT DESPERATE (but it was all in my mind!)

After the mystical marriage I woke up from a deep dark Purgatory of pain. I felt lighter day by day as I rose from anxiety, attachment & fear, into confidence, freedom & bliss. I KNEW I was BIG – he was small. I saw him poor, pathetic & pitiful, while I was rich with blessings; strong, successful, unhampered. He was limping along with this false front, a house of cards that would soon fall from one card knocked down – the females ability to support them.

: HIS FAKE FRONT WOULD SOON END

: THEN I REALIZED I WAS

STRONG, HE WAS PITIFUL

Eleven years before – 2008 – I had by the command of God, plunged into the shallows & wastes of human sense again, (by God saying ‘have fun’) got stigmatized again (martyrdom, emptiness, poverty), God had basically told me to LEAVE HER—leave Her Heaven, but you see, SHE IS HEAVEN so when I leave Her I leave Heaven, it is one & the same thing.

: GOD IS HEAVEN, HEAVEN IS GOD, THEY ARE ONE &

THE SAME & WHEN YOU LEAVE ONE YOU LEAVE THE

OTHER

By going into the world, falling in love, my mind became possessed & attached to this man, my happiness depended on him, he had control over me, it was Hell.

: MAN’S CONTROL OVER ME WAS HELL

I was no longer in my Sahasrara center, not at peace, serenity, tranquility, happiness, I was tortured to the point of death (actually did die momentarily due to the heart problem) & after eleven years of such an adventure I returned to God, & here I am.

: WHAT HAD GOD & I ACCOMPLISHED?

What had God & I accomplished? What was the purpose of this man? (I am told we will be together physically as well as spiritually in the future.) Was he the fulfillment of a prayer made many years ago, before my celibacy? He was certainly an ideal so perfect I had not even imagined it. Was God answering a prayer of forty, fifty years ago? Now the prayer was fulfilled, what I set out to do – be ONE with him was accomplished, he was won, the project was fulfilled; now I could rest. Was there a higher purpose in this?

: ANSWERS TO PRAYER & STRUGGLES

One thing God did intimate to me was that in a state of peace, we are no longer growing. She had to return me to turmoil, give me a Cross, to allow struggle to take place. With struggle comes growth. The saints in Heaven don’t struggle, but they don’t grow. Their evolution is over; their Beatific Vision is fixed forever.

: MERIT IS GAINED ONLY ON EARTH, NOT IN

PURGATORY OR HEAVEN, THROUGH EFFORT,

STRUGGLE, WORK, SACRIFICE, THE LOVE OF GOD

ESSENTIALLY

But here on earth we’re forever changing & if it doesn’t kill us, it makes us grow. Challenges met improve us.

: CHALLENGES MET IMPROVE US

Woman, thou art God. Do not let the pains of Love hold you down, you will rise again. Heartbreak will lead to success, be patient. When you love & love hurts, God is doing something in you.

: TRUST IN GOD, NOT MEN, SHE WILL GIVE

YOU WHAT YOU NEED

In future I will be asking God how the brain & mind work during these transitions, the various parts of the brain, the frontal lobes of compassion vs. the primitive back brain, the Sahasrara being active vs. falling down into the lower chakras, how all this is managed when one is going from God to flesh, from freedom to attachment, from leaving God to the return – How does it all work?

: SEEK GOD, NOT THE

MAN. SHE WILL GIVE

YOU THE MAN IF IT’S

RIGHT FOR YOU.

: THE MAGIC BELONGS TO THE GOD PART OF YOU – INVOKE IT

To be continued Rasa Von Werder 9-9-19

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The New Religion – X – Ten – Woman Thou Art God

: THE CULTURE OF LIFE / LOVE –

MATRIARCHY – WOMAN THOU ART GOD

: GETTING AWAY FROM MEN IS A BIG

JUMP BUT IT MUST BE DONE

9-7-19-Installment X-Ten-Woman Thou Art God – The

New Religion for Women Only

Which Teaches Woman to Worship the God Within

: YOU NEED TO BE ALONE TO GET YOUR HEAD

STRAIGHT

The Need to Get Away From People

Woman, Thou Art God! What do God people do? What do Avatars, Saints, Prophets & suchlike do periodically, what do they have in common that makes them different? How does their behavior hint at Power?

: THEY DON’T WANT YOU ALONE OR WITH

SISTERS, THEY FEAR YOUR MAGICAL POWER

Did you ever wonder why Jesus went up to the mountain for forty days & nights, to be alone in prayer? (He supposedly did not take food & water, but I think that’s a mistake. He might have FASTED but in my opinion he had some vittles & certainly water.)

Then again, remember Moses going to Mount Sinai, where he saw the Burning Bush? He was there so long the Hebrews thought he was dead.

Because they despaired of his return, they went back in their minds to the ‘fleshpots of Egypt,’ melted all their jewelry & created a Golden Calf, symbol of wealth & power, & worshiped it.

: ALONE ON A MOUNTAIN OR JUST A LITTLE

ROOM YOU CAN FIND YOUR GOD

Another thing in my study of many saints, the mystics certainly, sequestered themselves for a time away from the world, & soon thereafter, had their peak experiences of God.

I take note of St. Catherine of Sienna. They tried to marry her off – but she wouldn’t have it. She shut herself up in her room, in the family villa (no mountain), had her meals there, did not hobnob with anyone for TWO YEARS. At that time she had GREAT VISIONS OF GOD. When she came out of that room, she was a new woman & soon recognized as a Spiritual Tower.

: ALONE SHE FOUND HERSELF, WITH PEOPLE SHE

LOST HERSELF

I had the same urge to remove myself from all company. It started in 1980 & got so strong in early “81 that I told my friends & relatives not to contact me by phone or mail. I had to stay alone, as if by instinct – sadly, none of them understood, all took it PERSONALLY. A male friend said he wanted to commit suicide. A lady friend thought I was demanding money – (her thoughts would go South due to mental illness.)

During this time I had Peak spiritual experiences, especially at the end of “81, beginning of “82 – was Mystically married to God, Holy Mary appeared to me & gave me “the graces no one prays for,” then I saw God face to face TWICE!

: I SAW GOD FACE TO FACE TWICE

There are many stories of saintly hermits, spiritual recluses & saints who STAYED ALONE (Padre Pio had a tiny shack on his parents property where he spent hours in prayer. His whole life was private; praying, meditating, saying Holy Mass & hearing endless confessions.)

WHY DID THEY STAY ALONE? IF YOU STAY ALONE FOR GOD WILL YOU BECOME A HOLY SAINT, CAPABLE OF MIRACLES? And how can you do this if you are married with children? Or if you are single but have a boyfriend or live with one?

: I SAW GOD AS NATURE – BUT IT WAS SUPERNATURAL

- THE WOODS WERE ALL COLORS WHILE I WALKED

THROUGH THEM. SUDDENLY THE WOODS STOPPED

& THE OCEAN OPENED BEFORE ME, IT WAS GOLD,

WITH A HORIZON THAT KEPT EXPANDING AS I

LOOKED – THE OCEAN WAS GOD, IT WAS LOVE, & IT

WAS ME: GOD & I WERE ONE & THE SAME THING! I

WAS IN THE CENTER OF THE SAHASRARA, THE

PORTAL TO INFINITY!

First, a disclaimer: No state, walk or lifestyle has to be FOREVER. Overlooking my entire life, I see where I was here, or there, & thought that state was permanent, but it wasn’t.

At one time, I thought I would be forever Catholic – nothing but that, not even leaning toward Protestantism.

But that ended sometime, was it 1991?–when Jesus & Mary appeared to me in a dream, told me I was now being stifled by the Catholic Church, leave & open your horizons wider. For my future they showed me a painting of nature, with wide open fields, this symbolized to venture into a larger vision. I then began a closer walk with Yoga & its Gurus. I also studied the Protestant Faith Healers.

: I SAW GOD AS LOVE, & GOD & I WERE ONE. I WAS SHE, SHE WAS ME, WE WERE LOVE.

In 1978 after several years of wishing for it, I became a celibate & thought it was for the rest of my life. But ten years later God appeared & asked me if I wanted to quit, it would be OK, but I said no. Ten years more God again asked me the same but I nixed it. Then another ten years, this time God asked, but when I balked said,

“If you don’t go out & have fun now, you will be outside the Will of God.”

: GOD ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO GO BACK INTO THE WORLD & ‘HAVE FUN’ & I SAID NO, AFTER 10 YRS,

THEN 20 YRS, FINALLY AFTER 30 YRS SHE SAID IT WAS HER WILL I END CELIBACY

Of course I obeyed, then followed eleven years of “fun” which was not fun at all but a Purgatory, where I descended into my flesh, had terrible worldly/flesh experiences culminating in a deeply troubling love affair I just got saved from – Eleven years, the last five of which I lost contact with God, mind was ‘below,’ despaired for not being intimate with God as before, but then SUDDENLY IT ALL ENDED, the state of being ‘lower down’ passed, I saw & felt the Presence of God again, & am now writing this religion – something that would be impossible without being ONE WITH GOD.

: I WENT DOWN INTO THE WORLD BUT FINALLY ESCAPED

What I’m suggesting is that if I say ‘be alone’ I don’t mean for the next 10-20-30 years, if I say ‘be celibate’ it might not be all your life, some part of it, if I say ‘get away from people’ am I saying for always or part of the time? All these states, don’t expect any one of them to be forever, get what you can out of them & move on. States, mind sets, are meant to come & go. Your consciousness might be in the world one time, all on God the next years, back to the flesh, suffer, go back to God – it all changes, & always FOR YOUR GOOD as sometimes you have PEACE OF MIND with God, other times TURMOIL TEACHES LESSONS, sometimes serenity, other times CHAOS, all lessons from the School of the Spirit, all new ways of making you grow & evolve.

: YOUR STATES OF MIND, CONSCIOUSNESS, WILL KEEP

CHANGING, HANG IN THERE

Jesus spent those forty days & nights, but then he came off the mountain & conducted, on its strength, a three-year ministry, most of the time with people.

John the Baptist, who baptized Jesus, spent many years alone, but then, people came. He urged them to reform, he spent much time with converts & disciples; lots of the time alone, plenty time with people.

Moses was on the mountain, but then he returned & led his people to the Promised Land.

: ALL GOOD COMES FROM GOD – OPEN

YOUR HEART & MIND TO HER

As I said, there were umpteen cases of Spiritual Greats who spent TIME ALONE & since I am asking you – Woman – to do likewise, what is the GOOD of doing such a thing? Wouldn’t it be better to keep working until you collapse, sleep, get up & do it again? That is what most of us do most of the time.

OK, let me speak with my Mother God inside me, as She has better answers than I do.

Me: “Mother God, what is the good of being alone as in the cases I cited?”

: COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE GOD

She: “When Great Souls, or anyone who wants to be like them, go off alone, they do so to commune with the Eternal, Infinite God within you. You need to GET AWAY from people, things, the here & now, time & space, daily routines, bill paying, clamoring family, clinging persons, worldly ambitions (even when the ambitions are good), – you need to absent yourself & abstract yourself from everything except God.

You need to hear the Voice of God resonating within you, & all that I mentioned will cloud it out, knock out it’s sound, drown it, stifle & muffle it, disturb your mind & distract it, draw you away from Infinity & so on.

: TO COMMUNE WITH THE INFINITE YOU NEED TO LEAVE THE ‘HERE & NOW’

When you make contact with God Inside you will recharge your batteries, like plugging your phone into the socket. Not only do you get energy but you get Guidance or Vision, you get Understanding.

Your God will tell you where you are – like a navigator on the wide blue ocean – & from here, where to proceed, what to plan for, what your future should be.

: COMMUNE WITH INFINITY. TIME & SPACE IS LIMITING,

PHASE IT OUT AS YOU MEDITATE

If you listen only to the world you will be LOST as most people are – they are on the ‘Broad Highway to Hell.’ They listen to each other, walk the same road, think the same way, get guided by the here & now, time & space paradigm, all lost together, all fall into Hell together.

The Infinite God as you know, is within you. But this REALM, this mentality is NOT OF THIS WORLD, Jesus said,

“My Kingdom is not of this world”

: YOUR KINGDOM (QUEEN’S REALM) IS NOT OF THIS WORLD! YOU ARE BEYOND THE WORLD OF

LIMITATION

When Pilate asked him,

“Are you a King?”

Therefore, if you’re guided by the world, you are OUTSIDE THE KINGDOM OF GOD, you will be led astray. You need to connect with the Realm of Eternity, those forever ideas, not these frail & fragile ‘house of cards’ concepts that come & go, disappear, never to make a mark – are fake, false chimera, a flash in the pan, fool’s gold, things with no foundation, no real truth, nothing to hold onto.

When you go to your God, She will reveal to you what you came to earth for, what your mission is if any, what you should do or not do, how you should do it.

: YOU ARE NOT JUST OF ‘THIS WORLD’ – YOU ARE BEYOND IT – YOU ARE INFINITE

And this Truth She tells you She can’t reveal to you all at once. One time She guides you here, but a few years later, you’ve done it, so she tells you the next step. Your instructions are not for all time, you wouldn’t be able to handle that much – one step at a time, one year or years, fulfill that, then go to Her again to get the next schedule.

: IT’S A JOURNEY FROM ONE PORT

TO THE NEXT, KEEP WAITING FOR

INSTRUCTIONS

: YOU MUST STAY CLOSE TO GOD TO HEAR WHERE YOU ARE GOING NEXT

I hope I’m making myself clear. Daughter, if you do as I say each time, I take you where you have to go if you obey – when you have fulfilled each project, it ends, then you await further instructions.

The key between you & your God is OBEDIENCE. You ask now what is meant by you are God, then? Who am I when YOU are God?

: OBEDIENCE TO GOD IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS

You operate on more than one level, within you also is more than one persona. The most Powerful & Realistic part of you is the GOD YOU. Your flesh is on a lower plane – that flesh is who contacts God, who bends the knee, just as did Jesus, who asks for redemption, seeks forgiveness, pleads for Souls, who covets Grace & Guidance. (If this flesh, however, rebels, then the Grace & Guidance are unfulfilled, & the individual will have to start all over again, try & do it right.)

Me: “A word, please, Mother God, to the women who are not single, who are involved & entangled with husband, family, boyfriends, live ins & such. How do they work this deal & this aloneness?”

: EVEN ANIMALS NEED PRIVACY

She: “Of course, it won’t be easy. She has to have privacy; she must find a way for this.

Privacy is not just for Avatars, Saints & Great Souls, even animals need privacy.

The animals in zoos, often on display, need a den, a house, a hut, a cave, to retire to & get away.

: EVERY CREATURE HAS THE RIGHT TO LIVE FOR ITSELF –

NOT BE USED

Every creature has God within & must fulfill its God-given potential, each has a destiny, a future, a roadmap inside it from God – No creature wants to live for others alone, it has to live FOR ITSELF.

To live FOR YOURSELF, whoever you are, you must periodically GET AWAY FROM OTHERS, their influence, agenda, desires, their thoughts & feelings. You must abstract yourself from all but yourself, be FREE, un-entangled, unfettered, no pressure, no demands, no nothing from the OUTSIDE.

Me: “It seems to me getting away from others, for anyone, is important.”

: HEAVEN IS FREEDOM – FREE TO BE THE REAL YOU,

THE INFINITE YOU, NO LIMITATIONS, NO ONE

DICTATING TO YOU WHO YOU ARE IN ANY WAY

She: “Even symbolically, God created the Heavens & Earth, but She rested on the 7th day. God had to get away! God STOPPED.

Me: “Words to the wise. I keep thinking of all my sisters in the world who are fettered, pressured, used, living in various states, some in poverty, others rich, but so many owned, fettered, controlled, told what to do, rights taken away, looked down upon. How can they find themselves?”

: FREEDOM IS HAPPINESS. THE AGENDA OF MEN IS TO KEEP YOU A

SLAVE. BREAK THOSE CHAINS

She: “This religion will be a beginning for many. It will help some make a decision not to marry, not to have children. Others will decide to have men in their lives, but it will be nothing so serious they have to answer to them. Let the women work it out whatever way they can – you cannot anticipate all their ways, not should you have to. Let them do it. Just tell them what you know, encourage them; give them moral support to find the God Within.

: FREEDOM CAN BE SCARY BUT IT CAN BE DONE

Let them know the benefits of spending that time with their own God, meditating, contemplating & praying, believing, hoping, with faith, trust & confidence looking to their God to save them & work miracles. Point them to this & let them do it – they are capable.”

: ESCAPE FROM PATRIARCHY, ENTER YOUR INFINITE GODHOOD

Me again: Woman, Thou Art God. It is all there. You are She. I do encourage you & believe in you. It’s a BIG WORLD inside you, go get it!

To be continued – Rasa Von Werder 9-7-19

: FORGET MEN’S IDEAS, WHAT THEY WANT, HOW

THEY THINK, WHAT THEY SAY, FORGET THEM & BE

FREE OF THEIR AGENDA

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The New Religion Installment IX – Woman Thou Art God

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Woman Thou Art God IX – Installment Nine

The New Religion – 9-6-19-

JESUS & MARY ARE BOTH GOD: MOTHER GOD RELIGION

How Women are DEMORALIZED Within Patriarchy

Woman, Thou Art God! That means that no one can tell you your worth, your value, measurement, your greatness or littleness, whether or not you are righteous, whether you are straight with the moral law, if you are a sinner or Saint—No one can evaluate you because YOU STAND ALONE with your ‘maker’ as ONE, you & God are not separate, so how can anyone tell you WHO YOU ARE, how you are, what you are? They can’t, & so, listen to NO VOICE BUT YOUR OWN.

IT’S MOTHER GOD, NOT FATHER, SHE IS REPRODUCTIVE, HE IS NOT

Now, this is how people are ROBBED of their identity, their self worth & their image—throughout ages ‘others’ have been devalued or destroyed to make a way for those who destroy them.

: DO NOT LISTEN TO MEN, THEY DEVALUE YOU

Demoralization happens when one person or group wishes to DEGRADE or DESTROY another person/group.) Sometimes the word ‘demonized’ is used, or else, a person or group are ‘scapegoated’—when scapegoated, they are made as if RESPONSIBLE for the sins of others, when DEMONIZED only bad is spoken of them, (whether it exists or not,) they are made out to be like demons.

: NEVER OBEY MEN

Noam Chomsky (dissident, Professor at MIT Univ.) brought my mind to this when he explained, politically, how Communists were once demonized by us (& of course we were by them. We were dramatized as

DECADENT, IMMORAL, MONEY-HUNGRY CAPITALISTS THE RICH GET RICHER, IT’S PLANNED – PATRIARCHY: DECADENT, IMMORAL, MONEY-HUNGRY

CAPITALISTS

haha, how true—of the Patriarchs of course.)

Communists, we said had no human rights, no freedom of religion, no freedom to gather, no freedom of the press, no freedom to own private property. Their lifestyle was terrible, bad cars (no gas gage!), sometimes lack of food in the stores, certainly lack of some amenities & luxuries, media & entertainment totally under government control. (But we never mentioned how much the government provided to the people ‘without charge’ including education & medical.)

My family escaped from Stalin, I have relatives there we used to communicate with, but can’t explain how much of the previously stated is true, I believe some of it was, some exaggerated. (The amenities sure is right. My cousin said there was no kotex or tampax available because ‘men don’t have their periods. They had no well-made bras, just ‘bags’ that hang there.) One thing that was refuted to me by a Russian born lady: I was told Stalin ordered killed all the soldiers who returned from the Second World War – as traitors – she said that was a lie.

My Grandma was Mongolian (Cossack, Russian)

My country, Lithuania, was possessed by Russia for a time, from World War II until 1991 (my speech in front of the White house, June 1978, on Our Lady of Fatima, ended the Cold War & saw the fall of Communism as She predicted.) Naturally, my family hated Communists & I believed every evil on them, but Noam Chomsky said part of it was PROPOGANDA because of the COLD WAR, we were at an ARMS RACE with Russia & even threat of war between us—they were to blame for every ill you could think of—scapegoated & demonized. As soon as Communism fell NO MORE PROPAGANDA– haha – now the media emphasized the EVILS OF THE COUNTRIES where we had PUPPET LEADERS (who turned against us by HELPING their people instead of HOLDING THEM IN TYRANNY I’m told.)

MOTHER GOD WITH DAUGHTER GOD

And then, the MUSLIM countries we were about to, or were attacking (about oil) were demonized. Suddenly, things our country never cared about or preached against were brought to the front pages– they became the new Communists, – as Noam Chomsky explained. Our scapegoat is always those we are politically ‘at war’ with or at ‘cross purposes’ with.

: MOTHER NATURE – SHE’S RENDERING HUMAN MALES

EXTINCT – HER ANSWER TO PATRIARCHAL BEHAVIOR

Now we heard about their PEDOPHILIA as a TRADITIONAL CUSTOM, their HONOR KILLINGS, women having NO HUMAN RIGHTS under Sharia Laws or Theocracies—these items WERE NOT SUBJECTS OF MAJOR PUBLIC DISCLOSURE until our wars started.

: YOUR PLACE OR MINE?

In other words, highlighting the evils of someone else justifies us & makes it easier to bring them down – these evils being true or untrue, they are stated. Then we are more free to act, such as bombing the countries (filled with innocent people, destroying their oil fields or taking their oil & other resources, all justified BECAUSE THEY ARE NO GOOD–even though those being bombed had nothing to do with the policies or the atrocities or the sins, these were done by a few, but all of them get battered.)

: IN WARS THE INNOCENT GET PUNISHED FOR THE SINS OF

THE WICKED

Next case: Black people in America. They are brought in slavery from Africa to serve in our Southern Fields. They have NO HUMAN RIGHTS. A slave owner buys them, works them, can KILL THEM if he wishes, can do anything he can do TO AN ANIMAL (before we had any ASPCA’s.) (Including not often talked about yet, slave owners using black people for SEXUAL PERVERSION, not just sex, but perversion & pedophilia. They did this with IMPUNITY.)

: ENJOY THE RIDE?

How do they justify this? They declare that black people are NOT HUMAN, ONLY 2/3rds human under the law! They say that blacks are not as intelligent as whites – but they make EDUCATION FOR THEM ILLEGAL! (Mind you, in the 1800’s in England EDUCATION FOR SERVANTS WAS ILLEGAL! If you were taught to read or write & could sign your own name, you were acting AGAINST THE LAW!)

: HOW CAN WE FIND PEACE IN A

PATRIARCHAL WORLD?

And so, denigrating black people worked for slave owners because they could then WORK THEM TO DEATH, feed them poorly, deny good housing, food, recreation, education, entertainment & comforts, use them for sex & perversion, etc.

Slaves were not legally free until after the 1860’s – which is fairly recent – & the fallout from the DEMORALIZATION still goes on today! It exists in the form of black people not liking themselves, not respecting & trusting ONE ANOTHER! Here is one example:

: I WANT TO ESCAPE THIS EVIL PATRIARCHY

I have a black lady friend who studied massage therapy & started her own clinic, but she could not get it going because the blacks in her neighborhood would not go to a clinic OWNED & RUN BY A BLACK PERSON. She had to get a WHITE DOCTOR as a ‘titular head’ of the clinic (he had nothing to do with it but his name) & then the blacks came. (She was then highly successful.)

I asked her, why did the blacks not go to her clinic when she advertised herself the owner? She said they just don’t trust or respect blacks. I was shocked. This has something to do with SELF HATE. It’s the same when WOMEN REFUSE TO FOLLOW FEMALE LEADERS.

: PREACHING TO THE CHOIR

I have seen this AGAIN & AGAIN, where you have a group of people, male & female, mostly female. You have a vote as who will lead the group, & ALL THE FEMALES VOTE FOR A GUY! This is SELF HATE. It means they do not respect themselves, therefore they think small of their own sisters. But automatically, they think big of a male – not even knowing anything about him, just that he has a penis,

“If he has a penis, he must be better than me, I better vote for him. I can’t trust a sister to stand over me.”

: IF HE HAS A PENIS, I GUESS

HE’S THE LEADER

: IF HE HAS A PENIS, I GUESS

HE’S THE LEADER

Demoralization/propaganda applies to all persons/peoples the aggressive ones wish to dominate/ exploit or destroy–say the Indians. They were called ‘savages.’ Who savaged who? It was we who started, of course, after we savaged them, they did it to us, that’s how war goes, each side thereafter blaming the other for atrocities. Both are responsible, the main one naturally being the one who started it.

So many peoples were demoralized (& still are), before & after being deposed, run off, robbed, exploited like say Eskimos & Inuits, Aborigines, Hawaiians, all those who live off the land that people with TECHNOLOGY could overrun, are depicted as UNCIVILIZED, UNCLEAN, UNCHRISTIAN, PAGAN-UN-SPIRITUAL, IMMORAL, etc., the list goes on.

: WHEN WILL WE BE FREE?

But those who injure them – the white men with guns, are seen as EXPLORERS, CONQUISTADORS IN THE NAME OF GOD! PIONEERS & HEROES! They are actually THIEVES & DEMONS on their way to find innocent, defenseless people to use up & throw aside. They are warmongers, thieves & murderers, they come to steal, kill & destroy. THEY ARE PATRIARCHS.

: PATRIARCHS EAT UP WOMEN

I think I have made my point. Now let’s get to the women – us – see what they have done to us & what the fallout is. I am concerned here with a lot more than ‘HISTORY,’ I want to show up what we do today which proves WE ARE DEMORALIZED, thoughts & feelings AGAINST OURSELVES & SISTERS ARE STILL HERE!

: I SAY A WOMAN NEEDS A MAN LIKE I NEED A BICYCLE

At times, women are their own WORST ENEMIES, believing the lies because they are brainwashed, acting against their own selves & other women because, sadly they have INTERNALIZED the lies said about them, they have been UNABLE TO MAINTAIN THEIR OWN TRUE IDENTITY—who they are, with dignity & self respect, that they are creations of God, endowed with the right to life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness, autonomous, able to make their own decisions, following their own conscience, thoughts, feelings & agenda with an attitude of doing right, able to conceive their own cosmology, lifestyle, pursuits, ideology & idealism.

: WOMAN IS THE BOSS, SHE CREATES, SHE DICTATES

There’s another word for demoralized: ABUSED. An abused person is devalued, beaten, whipped, rights taken away, thwarted, spit upon, stonewalled, laughed at, ridiculed & humiliated, etc. You get the point. I was one of the abused by way of Mommy Dearest – I speak of this much on You Tube, my early life. (But mind you, this applies across the board to all kinds of situations of people against people.)

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

What I want to reveal here is how my reaction & behavior applies to how women in general (& other people as I said) react to their abuse by Patriarchy.

My Mom decided to earmark me for abuse because I refused to go with her program – I was required to hate my Dad because she did. I really loved Father, he was a kind, tender, compassionate person compared to Mom – I recall Mom beating me over the head with her fist at age five when I could not finish my home fries. (Grandma intervened.) This was her normal self, before I was targeted for SPECIAL ATTENTION.

It was at age ten they thought I was asleep in the living room (cold night, no heat upstairs, I was allowed this privilege) when Mom sat down my siblings in the kitchen. She was unaware I could hear every word.

Background before I explain this kitchen conversation:

: PAY HEED TO MY PEARLS OF WISDOM

Mom had just for the umpteenth time cuckolded Dad & the man in question had been living with us for a couple years – paying room & board. Mom had ways of controlling Dad, he was a genius intellectually & a flop with her. He allowed Mom to have affairs with several men; I suppose thinking he could keep her that way. This one was the last & the worst – it ended them.

Dad got the loan for all of us, including the new man, to move to a farm in New Jersey. He stayed in Brooklyn for a while, supposedly joining us later. I’m not sure how serious that intention was, but that’s what I was told & lived for.

: STAYING ALONE & MEDITATING BRINGS MUCH

GOOD

And so, when Mom told me I was to HATE DAD, call him the devil when he visited, avoid him, run from him, show no love, I absolutely refused & did the OPPOSITE. I showered him with love, affection & respect & pleaded to be able to sleep with him on the living room pull-out sofa.

My behavior earned me the hate of my Mom, hate that was so deep I became the object of it until the day I ran away from her & even Dad (at 15 I went to stay with him) – while I was with him she still reached me – & departed to find my way in California.

: OBEY MOTHER GOD

But about the abuse–That night, with Mom & siblings in the kitchen, a pact was made. She told them she needed THEIR HELP to control me, that I was wicked, everything bad. That I defied her, refused to obey, thought I was better than anyone in the family, etc. It was INSANE because every word was a lie. The other kids swore they would HELP MOM & basically if you put it straight, this is what was said,

Mom: “Kids, I am putting a sign on Rasa that says, ‘get me.’ You now have open season on her. I’m going to take away every right & privilege she has as a family member, she will now be the Omega dog, to be dominated, demoted, demoralized by every one of us. Smite her, treat her badly – anything you do to her that’s cruel will not be punished by me, but you will be loved more for doing it. Do I have your agreement?

Kids: “Yes, yes, absolutely. We will be rotten to her & expect our rewards. You will love us more.”

: THERE’S A PRIMITIVE INSTINCT

TO WORSHIP A MOTHER GOD,

NOT A FATHER

One of the worst things done to me is I was given no money for anything – & when I would get jobs, & she found out, she’d call the place & have me fired. (The money I saved while working until fired was used for what I needed, basic things like clothing.)

A child needs things, from school supplies to clothing, to DENTIST WORK but I was deprived of all this with nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, where was Dad? He was no help.

: MATRIARCHY IS HEAVEN ON EARTH – IT IS THE CULTURE OF

LIFE & LOVE

After a couple years of hate from her – & oh, I forgot, the propaganda she put on me hit not only family, including my Aunt, but friends of the family, all of whom were briefed that I was ‘no good.’ (How could I be ‘no good’ starting at age ten, especially when I obeyed Mom in all things legitimate, only in HATING DAD was I disobedient.)

OK, onward, I hate repeating how I was abused, it stinks, it feels bad, it’s depressing. The fallout was I began to question & ask my friends at school,

: TEACH THEM THE CULTURE OF LOVE FROM THE DAY THEY ARE BORN

“What’s wrong with me?”

Assuming, there was something wrong with me or else they would not have treated me so badly. I had not yet figured it out.

This feeling, sensation, followed me FOR YEARS, way into adulthood. I am still an OVERACHIEVER, covering my tracks a hundred times to make good, doing way more than I should at times, worrying I’ll be abused again, I suppose. Still trying to say,

“You can’t hurt me, I’ve done too much good,” ha-ha.

: MOTHER GOD CREATES THE INFINITE

UNIVERSE, DOING A MIRACLE FOR YOU

IS SMALL POTATOES

I suffered Post Traumatic Stress Disorder even into my sixties! Suddenly fear would come over me in my house & I’d check all the doors & windows to make sure they were locked & closed, a strange unknown fear I discerned was the PTSD.

One of the sad things in my life was that I didn’t think I DESERVED ANYTHING. That’s demoralization. I thought I was unworthy, because they abused me, made me feel that way. Would they stop abusing me if I did something worthy? Nothing I did would make them stop, they were OUT FOR BLOOD. And into my adulthood I had not the facility to ASK FOR THINGS from men, friends or jobs – for many years. I struggled on that, eventually fixed myself.

: LIFE CAN ONLY BE BEAUTIFUL WITH LOVE. THAT MEANS END PATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF DEATH, & BRING FORTH MATRIARCHY, THE CULTURE OF LIFE

That is the effect women have from PATRIARCHY ABUSING THEM.

They (in general) tend to have a LOW SELF ESTEEM, so they favor males in a group to be leaders.

They get less raises than do men, at work, because THEY DON’T ASK FOR THEM as much as do men!

They PUT UP WITH MORE SHIT from men than men do from women! They end up being USED!

: STAY ALONE WHEN YOU CAN TO CONNECT WITH GODDESS

They SACRIFICE more for men than men do for them. They don’t DEMAND as much from men as they give them, they get EXPLOITED.

They jump through too many hoops on the dating scene. They go way out of their way to look beautiful while groups of males just stand on the street saying ‘give me a blow job.

They don’t fight back hard enough when males treat them badly.

: THE ROAD TO PARADISE IS PAVED WITH PRAYER

They are DEPRIVED OF RECOGNITION for the good they do & they do not FIGHT HARD ENOUGH FOR IT. (It was almost as difficult for me to get the award as the Progenitor of Female Body Building as it was to make it happen. I had to prove myself, which took months of documentation that I put on a website. When I was done, they read it & gave me the award. People budded in & tried to make the organization take it back from me. Then when I had my fans put it on Wikipedia, enemies kept taking it down. It’s extremely hard for a woman to get honest recognition in a Patriarchy.)

: GOD IS MOTHER, NOT FATHER, CALL ON HER

Basically, women are USED TO GETTING EXPLOITED, abused, deprived, disrespected & so on. They MUST start fighting back on a personal level, grass roots level & international level. They have to fight for themselves as well as their sisters.

: THE SECRETS OF GOD ARE WITHIN YOU

An extremely important issue is that WOMEN MUST RESPECT OTHER WOMEN, not treat them as competitors or enemies. They must give credit where credit is due, they have to honor & hold up other women – not tear them down as too many sisters are. We are here to fight against the enemy – Patriarchs – not each other. If we fight each other, THEY HAVE WON.

Woman, Thou Art God, act like a Goddess. A Goddess does not hate Her sisters, She honors them as She honors Herself.

Yes, YOU ARE GOD & SO IS SHE!

: WHO CAN UNDERSTAND OUR

GOD? NO ONE – BUT WE CAN LOVE

HER

To be continued 9-6-19 Rasa Von Werder

…..Friends, in case you are wondering, so far, it’s taken me an average of 3.5 hours to write each installment.

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Woman Thou Art God – The New Religion – VIII – Eight – Principles

WHEN GOD WAS A WOMAN — AND STILL IS: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

8-31-19-Woman Thou Art God-The New Religion-Installment Eight:

Principles of the New Religion

: WHEN WOMAN WAS GOD AND STILL IS

Woman, thou art God: If someone tells you to seek God in the east-do not listen. If they tell you to seek God in the mountains, She is not there. If they say north or south, don’t bother, for the Realm of the Queen, Her Royal Majesty’s Seat, her Bridal Chamber & Habitat is right there within your heart & soul.

: GOD IS IN YOUR

HEART & SOUL

In order to find her, you are wise to employ the ‘inner senses,’ as all the mystical saints did. They saw God in visions, heard the voice of God resonating within (both ears & mind), they tasted Her sweetness, they felt Her Presence, they smelled scents of purging & Holy Perfumes.

: BELIEVE IN YOURSELF-GOD

You ask, ‘how can I employ the inner senses when I didn’t even know they existed? I don’t know how to use them.’

The reason you don’t use the inner senses is because we live in a world of Patriarchy—rule of man. Give up this rule, renounce it, drop it, the way you do the devil & all his works & all his lies.

The ‘culture of death’ lives by the personality of the male. His frontal lobes are asleep – therefore he has no intuition, the faculty of women, whose frontal lobes are awake. He denigrates & trivializes the abilities of women, including their ESP – he declares them to be either imagination or worse, mental illness – because he can’t do it – it doesn’t exist.

The human male has made the world according to his brain, it makes sense to his restricted mind.

: YOU ARE THE LIGHTHOUSE, NOT HE, YOUR FRONTAL LOBES ARE AWAKE

But he does not represent the mind of a woman, whose frontal lobes are awake, who has compassion, empathy & intuition. How can the two of us, male & female – meet on the same page?—We can’t, not when we have separate agendas, the woman wanting to nurture & heal, the man wanting to exploit, one has to prevail, either nurturer or exploiter, & this world is the latter.

: MALE & FEMALE HAVE SEPARATE AGENDAS

This somnambulent person does not understand or encourage the extra-sensory powers of a woman. In Patriarchy our gifts are stifled & obliterated.

: OUR MAGICAL ABILITIES DENIGRATED

BY MEN WHO HAVEN’T GOT THEM

We aren’t groomed to appreciate our gifts from God, aren’t taught much about ‘mystical theology’ although the religious of Patriarchal sects are taught to pray, it’s mostly rote prayers, all approved by men, some are wonderful prayers, but we aren’t told about ‘channeling’ or hearing the voice of God, this activity would be considered suspicious, like Ouija Board business, sorcerers, magicians – because it’s a feminine ability it’s frowned upon like women are frowned upon.

: FEMININE ABILITIES FROWNED UPON AS WOMEN

ARE FROWNED UPON

ABOUT SAINTS

There are women saints as well as men saints canonized by the Catholic Church, but you must never look to Holy Mary as Goddess (they say! But SHE IS GODDESS!), as you are told strictly that He is GOD, but she is a mere mortal (a Holy one to be sure, with ‘Super Dulia’ or great veneration, but she’s eons below Jesus, our God!)

: JESUS & MARY ARE BOTH GOD

Many of the saints experienced the inner senses on a daily basis, & a lot of this was ‘channeling.’ They spoke to God or other saints the way you or I talk to friends or text, they could hear them, these communications were the highlights of their life.

Why or how did the saints develop the ability to see, hear & sense God? Most of them had to some degree or other, even the ‘active’ saints, turned their back on ‘the world.’

: MANY SAINTS TURNED THEIR BACK ON

THE WORLD

If you want to be like them, spend hours a day in prayer, meditation, spiritual reading & contemplation (which is a passive state where you aren’t saying anything or asking, just waiting on God to reveal Herself to you.) There are all types of ways to pray, petition, thanksgiving & praise of God, there’s prayers of channeling where you ask questions & hope for answers from God, the saints or angels.

: SAINTLY ALONENESS IS A KEY INTO

INNER SENSES

Saintly ALONENESS is a key to conjure inner senses.
The world DROWNS OUT or OBLITERATES our ability to hear the Inner Voice of God – (within the unconscious)—it is DISTRACTING & confounding or confusing our ability.

: THE WORLD IS DISTRACTING TO OUR

SPIRITUAL LIFE

(What is meant by ‘world?’–people, television, gossip, time & space news, here & now concerns.)
I have two anecdotes on that. The ‘Father’ of monasticism, St. Benedict, had to send monks out to get supplies. When they came back they were surrounded by the brothers eager to know what was going on outside.

: WHAT IS GOING ON OUTSIDE?

But St. Benedict chided them, saying,
“We came here to get away from the world, do not bring it back to us through gossip.

: SPIRIT OF THE WORLD VS SPIRIT OF SAINT

On a more recent scale, there was a great faith healer, Smith Wigglesworth of England, most active in the 1930’s. A young disciple named Lester Summeral came to visit him often, carrying a newspaper under his arm. When Smith opened the door, he grabbed the paper from the arm of the boy & threw it into the bushes, declaring,
“Don’t bring those lies in here!”

: DON’T BRING THOSE LIES IN HERE!

I, saw Lester on television talking about this. I knew about Smith Wigglesworth from the course of Roberts Liardon, a wonderful teacher/minister in California, who taught on the great faith healers called ‘God’s Generals.’ I was eager to know how these Holy Souls acquired faith healing power & found much information from Mr. Liardon.

HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD, OR SAINTS OR ANGELS

: HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF

GOD…….

To get what is unconscious to become conscious you must SET THE STAGE for it to emerge.

When your conscious is TOO BUSY it’s like a tangle of briars, bushes & weeds surrounding a pool. The pool is there, but you can’t SEE it through the vegetation. Remove the vegetation, & there it is, the Realm of Her Majesty, her Peaceful Land, NOT OF THIS WORLD, a different vibration, WAY MORE SENSITIVE.

: THE SPIRITUAL VIBRATION IS WAY

MORE SENSITIVE

The world cancels our or drowns out this fine vibration, it’s timbre is course, gross. The MESSAGE of the world is way different than that of the INNER PLANE, the unconscious. The flesh, the world & the devil present a here & now, physical, believe your eyes, your ears, the news of the day type of information. This worldly knowledge is that of those who think they are ‘realists—we are logical, we are scientific.’ Everything is judged by the OUTSIDE.

But the spiritual plane, the unconscious, delves into a Universe of reality that is hidden to the physical realm. It knows the secrets of men’s hearts, their thoughts, their plans, even their futures. It can detect liars & deceivers, it can tell what is love or lust, what is a charlatan or a sincere person. It can tell if someone is on a path of death or life, their karma, bad or good. It can tell if a person is a bad sinner, even by their SMELL!

: SAINTS CAN DETECT A SINNER

BY THEIR SMELL

There was a stigmatized monk named Bro. Gino, who later became a priest. I received material about him from someone in Italy. Bro. Gino met a man who was evil, but the man declared himself good. Bro. Gino said,

“THEN WHY DO YOU SMELL SO HORRIBLE?”

: SIN HAS A STENCH

I have never smelled sins on a person, but obviously, Bro. Gino could.

If you want to know the INNER SECRETS of life you must spend a lot of time alone & in prayer, & in what is called the INTERIOR LIFE.

Most people HATE being ‘interior’ or alone. You’ll hear them wail when they are ‘bored,’ they need outer stimulation all the time. They must either talk, watch TV, text, go places, always busy, busy, busy. They think they are doing something, but usually are not.

: PEOPLE ARE BUSY DOING WHAT

DOESN’T MATTER TO ETERNAL LIFE

I had a disciple of mine, a good man, who told me of his experience in Brazil. He went there to meet a Holy Lady in a Convent, & she was running a meditation retreat center.

He just wanted to talk with her, but she told him he must be alone, but had to more or less drag him kicking & screaming to his hut. He said he was TERRIFIED to be alone, with no people, no TV, no nothing around him.

: HE WAS TERRIFIED TO BE ALONE!

It is when we are ALONE that we look in a mirror on the INSIDE & see ourselves & without our EGO we are EMPTY. This emptiness is something we are NOT USED TO. The ego gives us a FALSE SECURITY BLANKET, telling us who we are & what we are connected to—which gives us some sort of IDENTITY.

: OUR EGO GIVES US A FALSE SENSE OF

WHO WE ARE & HIDES THE REAL

PERSON

The ego has a family & friends, a job or vocation, hobbies, interests, opinions & the like. The ego has a FAKE SELF IMAGE like I am ‘great’ or I am ‘worthless’ or ‘I’m just a normal, average person,’ etc.

Strip away the ego & you are naked, & just the beginning of this process is TERRIFYING, because then you think WHO AM I? What do I hold onto? Where is my security?

: WHO AM I?

When you strip away everything is the first time you have the CHANCE TO SEE GOD – who is YOU – yourself.

Remember when Moses asked God in the burning bush,
“Show me yourself as you are”
And God said,
“You cannot see me & live.”

What was God saying? You cannot have an ego. You must be stripped away of every sin, fault or vestige of attachment to people & things. Then, only then, is the stage set. God can then, if She wishes, LIFT YOU IN GLORY.

This process is explained by the great Saint, Mary of Agreda, in her four volume tome, ‘Mystical City of God.’

Obviously she understood the process & had seen God face to face.

: SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE IS AN

INNER JOURNEY TO THE

SAHASRARA

As I keep telling you, Woman, Thou Art God. But the only way you can truly believe & experience this is if you go through the mystical process called Death to Ego-Self, do as Mary of Agreda explained, & be lifted by God into Glory.

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD – LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

You will be raised up through the sushumna canal into the Sahasrara – that is the TUNNEL. On the other side of the tunnel you will see what is given you of ETERNITY / INFINITY, it will be GLORY. While you perceive this you will also know that you are God, God is you, God is not far away in outer space, that the Creative Power of God is Love, & you are pure & perfect Love. You & God are one thing at the core. You came from God, God is still within you, when you die you will go back to God if you have no impediments (which require cleansing.)
And that is the story in a nutshell.

: LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

…..9-3-19 Rasa Von Werder

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Woman Thou Art God Part Seven

: RADIATING GOD ENERGY FROM THE BRAIN CENTER

WOMAN THOU ART GOD - 8-27-19- Part VII – The New Religion- Part Seven

The religion which teaches women to worship the God within themselves

RECLAIM YOUR TERRITORY

All that they have, they have stolen from us. We once owned everything, claimed authority over all things.

This was brought home to me by clearing the creek once again. I sat by the tiny ‘pond’ I revealed after clearing the brush from it. This morning sitting meditating I looked beyond it, through the weeds, was surprised to see a fence, which I had installed many years ago, through another conglomerate of weeds, briars & bushes. I thought,

“That used to be uncovered. I walked there & enjoyed that part of the creek – the fence proves it.”
The vegetation had stolen my prowess over this part of my land, I had forgotten it like it wasn’t there, as if it was my neighbors, but it was mine, all I had to do was get rid of the brush.

: CLEAR THE WAY

That I did, in a vigorous bout with my trimmer, greatly satisfied.

We women have FORGOTTEN what we once owned, the authority, the prowess, like for instance, family.

RECLAIM THE FAMILY

: RECLAIM YOUR FAMILY

WOMAN, THOU ART GOD. No one should have AUTHORITY over your family but you. You are the REPRODUCTIVE VEHICLE, the man is not, he is but a PARASITE on the body of a woman, as defined by Dr. Ashley Montagu, anthropologist, & Dr. Bryan Sykes, geneticist. He gave his DNA to you to reproduce, without you, his DNA just dies. Why should he have authority over you & your children? Why should he have an equal say when he isn’t equal?

: NO AUTHORITY FOR HIM, HE ISN’T EQUAL

In the days of Matriarchy, you had a group of females including the entire village, helping raise the children. Males had no say in what was going on, no one asked them to baby sit – that would have seemed preposterous, as males have no nurturing capacity.

: MALES ARE NOT NURTURERS

Turning this around, giving males authority over children, was one of their foremost conspiracies, along with that of war & overthrow of women’s religions.

They ENVIED the power of women over children. Women got to hold, caress, be LOVED by children, it was sensible, sensual, physical—not sexual—contact, which they were not privy to.

: MALES ENVIED WOMEN’S INFLUENCE OVER CHILDREN

But for too many males, physical contact with kids provoked sex. Sexual abuse was created by men when they gained access to children–statistics say that 49% of daughters are abused by Dads & 25% of boys (military statistics). This does not include other men, which in my estimate, would raise it to at least 75% females & 50% males.

: THEY VIOLATE THE

INNOCENT

The NUCLEAR family is devised by men so they can have control over the wife & kids, to their detriment. The woman he can intimidate or control—being stronger physically, more athletic, & a loose cannon.

He now has access to the children—a woman cannot be in all places at once, all her kinswomen are gone.

When they abuse children who witnesses it? What can the child do? By the time the child is old enough to report it & decides they want closure – the law tells you IT’S TOO LATE – you should have reported this EIGHTEEN YEAR TOO LATE TO REPORT ABUSE

When a mother BELIEVES a child & reports it TO AUTHORITIES the authorities tell her ‘this doesn’t happen here.’

She doesn’t understand THE PATRIARCHS STAND UP FOR EACH OTHER, IT’LL BE A MIRACLE IF ANY ONE ADMITS OR TAKES ACTION.

MEN CLEAN UP AFTER ONE ANOTHER, THEY COVER FOR EACH OTHER

In a world ruled by men, they take it personally if you accuse one of them. They are not AGAINST MEN, these are their BROTHERS IN CRIME, the brotherhood of Satan. I do admit not all are evil – according to the ancient myth of the ‘angels’ who went with Satan – it was one third of them. But besides that one third, there are many FRIENDS of Patriarchy, who, although they are not part & parcel of it, nevertheless out of cowardice or fear or faith in men, they GO ALONG WITH IT, promoting the patriarchy, destroying the women (this I might add includes women, who like Jews who betrayed their brothers, they betray other women. It ingratiates them with the demonics, they get passed over for punishment, the sister gets nailed.)

: WOMEN BETRAY WOMEN FOR FAVOR WITH

PATRIARCHS

It’s like Hitler hated Jews, not all Germans were as bad as Hitler, but many went that night, “The Night of Glass” to break their storefront windows & beat them up. Many were probably side characters who usually said & did nothing, but when they saw the demonics working, they went along with them, a chance to vent their sadism. And so men who are usually noodles go along with aggressive guys in gangs for ‘trains’ on innocent girls & women.

Just two incidents I share that prove how men stick together: A little black girl was raped by a police officer. The mother takes her to the station to complain & is told by them to keep quiet or else they’ll retaliate. (Why didn’t the good guys go against the bad one?)

Remember this, sisters, you never go to the authority IN HOUSE. For police transgressions you go to the FBI, for a school incident you go to the Supervisor of Schools, for a lawyer wrong doing there is a Counsel above them, for the Catholic Church priest abusing your child you go to the POLICE – the place where the crime was committed will not help you—they COVER FOR THEMSELVES, they have a reputation & a brotherhood to uphold.

: BROTHERHOOD OF MEN, FOR EVIL

Another case, a cop broke up with his wife, who had their infant child. She sues for support & he has a new girl friend. The support & alimony will be a lot of money he wants for his new life. He goes & butchers the ex wife & the baby in the bathtub.

The police are called to investigate, they clean the scene thoroughly so there is no evidence—which is of course illegal, but they do it; they aren’t punished. Without evidence the cop goes free, moves out of state with the new woman. Why didn’t the good guys nail the killer cop?

: DEMONIC BROTHERHOOD

I could sit here & collect from memory & internet thousands of such incidents, including my own life, where males stick together & defend other men who have done wrong, but you get the point.

As you can see, a big part of the problem is going to authorities, complain against men, the authorities are men & if they are women, some are ‘dicks in skirts’. I saw a female judge (on TV) dismiss a case of murder against a guy who killed a female & stashed her in the trunk of his car. The car was abandoned on a street, they found it, it was his car. Was the guy an easy conviction? No, the female judge dismissed the case on a technicality – someone had tried to talk to a juror.

TO SINGLE MOTHERS, YOU MAY BE THE LUCKIEST ONES

: SINGLE MOTHERS LUCKY WITHOUT MEN

Woman, thou art God. You are a single mother & there is no man helping you, but there is also no man judging you, telling you what to do, interfering, intimidating you & abusing your children. You may be free.

The welfare system, the dole, takes the place of the male who’s supposed to help you – this is a blessing in disguise. Use it as such, don’t moan & groan about the deadbeat Dad, he’s a deadbeat, you don’t want him.

This is the precious time you can use, especially if you’re not working, on yourself. Woman, you will not find the God within you unless you work at it. Look at the saints. How many saints diddled with the world, neglecting God? None, they all put God first.

: HEAVEN AWAITS YOU

“Put God first, & everything shall be added unto you.”

Trust God to show you the way, the truth & the life.

Do not call God a Father but a Mother. Teach your children that.

Have faith, hope in God. She is a great God & your needs are tiny before Her Power.

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Depend on God, not men. If She gives you help through men, take it, but don’t worship the man, worship God & She is in you.

Have confidence in God. It was the secret virtue of St. Gertrude the Great (one of my mentors)—the ‘Herald of Divine Love.’

Have Love for God. If you love God, really love, you will put no ‘strange Gods’ before Her. You will put Her first & foremost, do not have faith, hope, confidence in the world but in Her – who USES THE WORLD to bring you what you need.

Believe in Her miracles. To the One who created the Infinite Universe, who maintains it we don’t know how, miracles are easy. Call on them, expect them, they will happen.

How much time do you spend in prayer & meditation? How much time do you spend wasting it on television, movies, secular books or writings, meaningless music, chatting on the phone & internet, texting? Time is precious. I say spend two hours a day minimum, completely ALONE, with no interference, if not praying, meditating or better yet, contemplating, which means waiting to RECEIVE from God.

: HEAVEN IS YOURS TO TAKE

I want no excuses – tell it to the Judge. Take hold of yourself, stop dawdling, stop wasting time, stop complaining, call on the Infinite, Merciful, Powerful, All-knowing, All-seeing, All-loving God for more than the things of the world. The greatest thing She can give you is HERSELF – YOURSELF: WOMAN, THOU ART GOD, you will know when you are Born Again as YOU, the Infinite Being within you. You will feel it, sense it, perceive it & you will HEAR HER / YOUR VOICE—Obey this Voice, not the voices of men.

To be continued…….8-28-19 Rasa Von Werder

: SHE WHO CREATES & MAINTAINS THE

INFINITE UNIVERSE WILL DO MIRACLES

FOR YOU

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WOMAN THOU ART GOD – Installment Six – The New Religion

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD – The New Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship the God Within

8-23-19-PART VI

Today I was trimming the weeds & brush around my creek, in a particular place close to a tunnel under the road. My voice within kept urging me to get a move on, I couldn’t understand why. When I spent too long in one place, it kept telling me

“stop lolly gaggin’ here, move ahead”
until I got irritated & said,
“Quiet! I’m going.”
It kept buggin’ me, suddenly I understood.

I had just broke through a thick maze of weeds & there in front of me, completely hidden, was a little pond. Small but cute, like eight feet long, five feet wide, just a foot deep, but I HAD NEVER SEEN IT & it’s right on my property. It was a PLEASURE to discover. I was then inspired & there wasn’t much to finish the job, I quickly trimmed (with a hedger) the remaining obstacles.
My mind went to thinking,

: REMOVE THE BRUSH & WEEDS FROM YOUR LIFE

“This is an alternative place to meditate, I wonder if it’ll be suitable,”

As right now I spend most of my time in one special place, meditating each morning for months.

Mother God then spoke to me,

“I wanted you to hurry up & get to this pond to make a point. There are treasures within us that we never get to – they are totally hidden to us because of the impediments – the brush & weeds in our minds. These are the people, things, events, always cropping up – normal things, not sins, but because we are distracted by these things, we don’t meditate, pray & spend enough time alone to find PRICELESS TREASURES.

: REMOVE OBSTACLES FROM SEEING GOD WITHIN

I was amazed because this pond was there for years, formed by the increase in rain water, but I had NO IDEA it was there as all around it was vegetation.

This coincides with Jesus telling the story of the rich man & his party. He prepared a great feast & invited his friends, but all begged off.

One was training a new ox, another had a wedding, all had excuses.

The rich man had no one for his table. Pretty pissed off, he told the servants to find those begging along the streets & living under bridges, the poor & unfortunate, they would surely appreciate his feast.

: THE FEAST OF MOTHER GOD IS READY

FOR YOU BUT YOU MUST GET READY

FOR IT

This story talks about people leading NORMAL LIVES, not sinning, & yet, because of non-sinful actions, they would miss the GLORIES OF HEAVEN. How could that be?

Because you have to DO SOMETHING to gain the ‘Kingdom of Heaven.’ You have to ATTEND TO GOD not people & things; you have to PAY ATTENTION to the spiritual life, infinity. You cannot immerse your mind in physical things, be distracted by them, consumed by them, because you will MISS THE GLORIES OF HEAVEN.

: DO NOT MISS THE GLORIES OF HEAVEN

Understand that you do NOT have to be a murderer, thief or criminal to go to Hell, all you have to do is FAIL TO BE BORN AGAIN, you were born in physical but not in spirit, that means you are spiritually dead & the dead cannot enter Heaven.

: CRY OF A LOST SOUL

There’s a story from Germany called ‘Cry of a Lost Soul.’

Two girls, Clara & Tesla, knew each other starting with Holy Communion. Clara took the Catechism seriously, as well as the Sacraments, Tesla was told by her Dad that,

“Nothing here matters except your white dress.”

She did nothing outwardly wrong, she just didn’t take religion seriously. She joined a spiritual sorority because it was fun, then she stopped going to Church.

: WHAT STATE IS YOUR SOUL IN? DO YOU

KNOW?

Eventually she got married. They were well off & became more so when an aunt died & left them money. She furnished her house beautifully. They never had children so there were no responsibilities, they just enjoyed life.

One day Tesla was being driven past a Church & heard the call of grace one last time. Jesus called to her saying,

“Why don’t you come in & receive Me?”
She said NO!

A short time later, they were driving & she saw a bright light & a searing pain took over her.

Suddenly she appeared before God—It was UNBEARABLE. Her brightness, her Majesty, Her all-consuming perfection frightened her, she saw God as a JUST JUDGE, not a friend.

: SAW GOD AS A JUST JUDGE, NOT A FRIEND

Finding this Presence too much to bear, she begged God to be sent as far away as possible, & the next moment, she was hurled into Hell.

: IN THE NEXT MOMENT, SHE WAS HURLED

INTO HELL

Clara had heard about the accident & was praying for Tesla, when she appeared to her, telling her God sent her to tell her not to waste her time. She said,

“I am in a place where we hate everyone. We hate ourselves, we hate you, I don’t want to tell you anything but God made me do this – None of us here can be helped. If we could, we would pull you into Hell also.”

: SHE HAD LIVED FOR THE FLESH

And then she explained to Clara her life, which was a rejection of God & Her Love – She had lived for the flesh.

This is all you have to do to lose Heaven & gain Hell – Live for people, things, the world, the flesh. You don’t have to be a devil worshiper, rob, steal or kill, just ignore God & you’re lost.

Don’t ignore God, woman, She is inside you. Stay alone when you can, do not dissipate yourself, waste your energy, your time, your precious life, take a look inside where the treasures are & where you receive more. The more you try, the more will be given.

: LIVE FOR GOD

I had a vision not so long ago. I saw a big road, thousands of people walking on it, men & women, sort of oblivious to anything, just walking. Suddenly iron bars came down from Heaven & surrounded them. Then fire came from below & began to burn & consume them. They rattled the bars, screaming to get out of there – it was horrific, but NOTHING COULD BE DONE.

: GUSTAVO DORE – GIANT FROG WATER

I felt terrible pain & fear on seeing this vision. It was THE BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL.

What is the broad highway to Hell?

Matthew 7:13-14 (KJV)“Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, & broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, & many there be which go in thereat. Because strait is the gate & narrow is the way, which leadeth into life, & few there be that find it.”

: FEW FIND THE NARROW GATE TO HEAVEN

This is saying something similar to “dead bodies float downstream”, it takes the living to fight against the current. This is not about being a demonic person, it’s simply following fashion, fads, the crowd, the status quo, which is, today, PATRIARCHY. In Matriarchy, this saying of Jesus would not apply, because Matriarchy is a LOVING SOCIETY, the same that Jesus espouses, He was a Matriarch. Following Matriarchy would not be the broad highway to Hell, because even if you do as everyone does, you would be practicing Love.

: BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL MANY – GO ON IT

(Which reminds me, when they asked Jesus when he was coming back, he said ‘when you can’t tell the winters from the summers. Right now it is August 23, 2019, in upstate NY & tonight it will be 48. Jesus second coming is Matriarchy – the Culture of Life/Love – we are on the cusp of Matriarchy.)

Now, in this religion, I caution women NOT TO FOLLOW PATRIARCHY, the Culture of Death, Necrophilia. It truly is THE BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL. Do not breed for them if you can get out of it, I went over that before. Do not allow them TO DRAIN YOUR LIFE, STEAL YOUR GOD-IDENTITY, POLLUTE YOU WITH THEIR IDEAS & LIES, SADDLE YOU WITH THEIR AGENDA, RAILROAD YOU INTO DOING WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO DO & TAKE YOU ON A ROAD YOU DON’T WANT TO GO.

Woman, Thou Art God: Follow your own road. Keep your precious energy for yourself. You MUST SAVE YOURSELF before you can SAVE THE WORLD.

: HOLD ONTO YOUR GOD SELF

Understand this: It will take time for you to hear your own voice, the still, small voice inside. It may take a year or years. It will take time for you to feel the real you, the God you, the Presence of Mother God. Do not expect these phenomenons to happen overnight because you have made a commitment. We are talking about Sainthood – through this you will become a saint – this is not automatic or easy, it’s more difficult than getting a PhD.

BUT HOW DO YOU FOLLOW THIS RELIGION? WHERE DO YOU START, WHAT PRACTICES, WHAT PRAYERS, WHAT RITUALS?

: HOW DO YOU FOLLOW THIS RELIGION?

Not saying that you cannot follow one of the religions popular in the world today – You can, but being aware at all times that the God they speak of is inside you, & you follow this God in your own way, your conscience is your guide, not their conscience.

I followed the God of Christianity, but I discovered my way & found the God inside. You can follow the God of Allah, but not their culture (the bad in it, the pedophilia, the woman hatred, the honor killings); you can follow the God of the Judism, but know She is inside you. Just throw away the misogyny & the things you don’t like or believe in, make your own way – it’s your life, your body, your soul, you answer to no man. Religion is made for the woman, not woman for religion.

: DIFFERENT WAYS TO FOLLOW MOTHER GOD

: WOMEN CREATED MALES THROUGH PARTHENOGENESIS, LONG AGO

: MALES WERE MADE FOR A PURPOSE, TO WORK, OBEY WOMEN, LOVE WOMEN

: ONCE THEY BROKE OFF FROM WOMEN THEY BECAME WHAT WE KNOW AS

SATAN AND HIS DEMONS

: THESE MALES WHO EMBODIED THE DEMONS WANT TO DESTROY THE HUMAN

RACE

: NO LIE CAN LIVE FOREVER, ALL DEMONS ARE DOOMED

You can also follow Wicca or the Paganos, the nature, agriculture religions, they are older than ‘his-tory.’ They are not evil, they are One with Mother Nature God, yes, that Great Mother Nature who is making men extinct.

Woman, Thou Art God, go forth, & find yourself. Go forth into that Eternity Inside You.

To be continued
Finished 8-24-19 Rasa Von Werder

: RASA’S PURPOSE IS TO OBEY MOTHER GOD. HERE IS

HER FIRST PUBLICITY IMAGE, AGE 19, HER NAME

WAS KELLIE EVERTS

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The New Religion- Part Five -

WOMAN IS SUPREME, SUPERIOR, SUPERNATURAL, SACRED & ABOVE ALL

WOMAN THOU ART GOD -THE NEW RELIGION PART V

The Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship the God Within Themselves – 8 – 21 – 19

: WOMAN IS SUPREME, SUPERIOR, SUPERNATURAL, SACRED & ABOVE ALL

THE GOOD OF BEING ALONE

Woman, thou art God. Does that mean you need another person or persons to hold you up all the time?
Recently I had been obsessed with my lover / husband – He absented himself from me & this gave me grief. But then God stepped in & there was a Mystical Marriage (to be explained elsewhere) & by this marriage I knew he was mine forever, physical absence did not separate us, when the time came, we would be together – according to God’s will.

: MEN CANNOT SAVE THE WORLD; THEY ARE THE PROBLEM

The obsession LEFT MY MIND & I was AT PEACE. No more turmoil, anxiety, grief, I STAYED ALONE. I did not go ‘downtown’ (clubs, bars) to see people, I did nothing in particular, just ordinary life.

Pretty soon I noticed that I WAS IN A STATE OF BLISS. What happened? I had been plagued with anxiety for five years, going from that to frustration, confusion, every sort of mental / emotional turmoil. Once it stopped & I STAYED ALONE why did BLISS appear?

: ORIGIN OF EVIL IS MEN AGAINST MOTHER GOD, WOMEN, ALL LIFE

Then I remembered something I read years ago, was it from Baba Muktananda? He said,

“Bliss is the NATURAL STATE of our minds.”

Oh yes, of course. A child (unless they’re abused or neglected) is in perpetual bliss. You see them playing, not a care in the world, living in the moment, doesn’t matter what they do, they’re happy.

Why can’t we be that way?–Because we are PLAGUED by people, things & fears thereof. We can’t be happy by ORDINARY THINGS like a child on swings in the park or the sand box or jungle gym, we have to think, imagine, fantasize about WHAT WE WANT & it’s all that WE DON’T HAVE, we plan a million things to do to get what we want. These things bog down our mind, pull us into the flesh, a quicksand of time & space, & we LOSE ETERNITY.

Instead of WISHING FOR WHAT WE DON’T HAVE would it not be better to adjust to what we have & be satisfied with it?

This statement is not to be taken at face value all the time, in every case. Some things you have to plan for, strive for, wish for & accomplish. But there has to come a time in everyone’s life when they find PEACE & TAKE A REST, enjoy exactly WHAT IS, like God who ‘created the Universe & rested on the seventh day.’

I also read somewhere, a minister explaining that in the bible God teaches that every eight years one must leave their fields fallow, let them rest, don’t do any work – let everything go, prepare those seven years, then take a whole year off, or else, you will not be in sync with the Will of God.

This must be my EIGHTH YEAR.

: WHEN LEFT ALONE FOR A LONG TIME I ENTERED INTO BLISS – IT IS OUR NATURAL STATE

I also remember, on the side of ‘lack of ambition can be a good thing’ a story I read in a book.
A man was speaking to a pundit about the path to Holiness. The man told him,
“Go to such & such a corner on the street, there you will see a man & talk to him. He’s in a state of perfection.”
The man, curious, went where he was told, saw a beggar. He approached him & said,

“Good day, sir.”
The man answered,
“Every day is a good day.”
He then said,
“The weather is fine today,”
The beggar said,
“It’s always fine.”
The conversation continued this way with the beggar exhibiting perfect happiness about all things – he was in a state of bliss, he wanted no more than what he had, no nice home, no three meals a day, no nothing. He had accepted his state & longed for nothing, nothing on the outside took his spirit down, he was always up.

: ALL HAPPINESS IS ON THE INSIDE, IN YOUR HEAD & HEART

MY MESSAGE TO WOMEN

Woman, you are TOLD what will make you happy. You are TOLD you must GET MARRIED, HAVE CHILDREN, it is the normal, natural thing to do, no woman CAN BE HAPPY WITHOUT IT.

This is BRAINWASHING, this is INDOCTRINATION, this is PATRIARCHY telling you,

“You have reproductive power, therefore you must reproduce, (& they don’t say FOR US but they mean it.) They, (collectively, through men & brainwashed women) are telling you this & it’s FOR THEIR AGENDA. What do I mean?

Different men have different agendas, but it is always TO BENEFIT THEM, NOT YOU.

: ALWAYS TO BENEFIT THEM, NOT YOU

First, & this is the worst: they need men for war, ‘cannon fodder’ it’s called. They take your sons before their brains develop, (their brains are not mature until twenty five), before they can vote, before they can make an intelligent decision, & they take the men who are ‘slaves of poverty’ in times of peace, in times of war, no one except the rich can get out of it.

These men go out in UNJUST WARS to kill & be killed, wars started by WARMONGER BANKSTERS, the RICH WHO WILL BENEFIT, the poor will get wounded, killed, mental emotional scars, PTSD & LUCKY if they are taken care of as veterans.

Men suffer under Patriarchy. It is like a gambling casino – some of them think they will win, special favors, fame and fortune, women. But in the end, the odds are against them and they will suffer.

It’s well known that after every major war when so many males were killed or brutalized there was a step-up campaign for women TO BE FEMININE, to go back to the home, quit your job, be a WOMAN, fulfill your duty & START BREEDING AS FAST AS YOU CAN.

YOU ARE BREEDING FOR WARS.

Second, many of the major religions – Muslim & Catholic to wit, but many others, if their anti-condom policies were revoked, if women stopped SERIAL BREEDING, the religions would SHRINK DOWN TO NOTHING; it is the serial breeding that makes these religions grow, NOT ANY INTELLIGENT CHOICE OR DECISION.

The idea of NOT TO USE CONDOMS is men’s.

What are you doing when you obey the laws of such religions? You are PRODUCING CHILDREN FOR UNJUST, MISOGYNISTIC SOCIETIES THAT ENSLAVE YOU & YOUR CHILDREN, generation after generation. Each progeny tells the lies to the next one, the lies keep living.

WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE IF YOU DO NOT HOOK UP WITH A MAN?

That is precisely what this religion is about—what to do, why you do it.

: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

For starts, create your own society, a subculture of women. Right now, there is no such thing, because if it existed, I’d be in it.

The only female ‘subculture’ I know of is that of gay women & it’s not RELIGION BASED. (Yes there are tiny offshoots from Patriarchs in Africa, all-woman communities, I’m delighted with them. The men they left behind are failing, they are doing well.)

: WE NEED A SUBCULTURE FOR WOMEN – THEY HAVE SEPARATED US TO DISEMPOWER US – THERE IS STRENGTH IN UNITING

(A matriarchy in China – the MOSUO – is run in a logical, efficient way. Males visit females in their homes, leave in the morning, children stay with the Mom’s family. Great – have sex with them & get rid of them where they can’t abuse you or the children. You had your love/fun, that’s all they’re good for, you control the rest – the resources are in your hands, you don’t have to compromise your life to get money out of a man.)
We have to start somewhere, & anywhere we start is good. The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step, take it. I have done what I can, now I pass it on to you.

THE IMPORTANCE OF THE RELIGION & SPIRITUALITY OF OUR MOVEMENT

“Without a vision, the people perish.”
This is our vision: God lives in the Sahasrara, the energy center in the head, in the middle of the brain. Siddha Yoga calls this ‘the blue pearl.’ I have a book where the Dalai Lama says God is there as an energy center in the middle of the brain.

When you see images of saints with gold circling their heads it means that this energy center is radiating.

: RADIATING GOD ENERGY FROM THE BRAIN CENTER

Yoga describes the energy centers through the body, along the spine called the ‘Sushumna Canal’. It starts with the Muladhara, near the reproductive organs. When this ‘lights up’ you are ‘born again’ or it’s the beginning. When the Power goes to the heart or Ajna center, Ramakrishna said it’s the beginning of true spirituality—true spirituality is sainthood.

When it goes higher than that, you are getting the ‘betrothal’ to Christ or God, when it hits the topmost point; you are Enlightened or Self Realized, married to God – She has given Herself to you, you have given yourself to Her.

This is when you, Woman, become God. This is what God was telling me for many years, when I saw Her outside myself, in a vision she showed me my writings, & She said,

“These are the writings of God.”

I did not understand. In 1971 I heard a Voice, clear as a bell, talking to me, guiding, directing me. I had been in a place of solitude, meditation for a full year – I even quit work for this. (I did that again in 1980, quit work for a full year to meditate & pray – wow, was I happy! – & in early 1981 I saw God face to face, first in February, then in March.) After a year, being disengaged or abstracted from people & things, my mind cleared up & as I said, I heard a Voice. I asked,

“Who are you?”

And the Voice said,

“I am YOU.”

And I said,

“You can’t be me, I’m me.”

The Voice did not explain.

This was 1971 – I was twenty six years old.
The Voice could have told me that God was inside me, I had contacted that God, She was speaking to me from another level, higher than my flesh. But for some reason, I would not have understood – Years of brainwashing, that God was in outer space must have blocked my mind.

YOU CANNOT SERVE TWO MASTERS, YOU CANNOT OBEY TWO VOICES

Woman, Thou Art God. If you have reached the God within you, & She appears before your mind, your heart, your ears, do not listen to any other voice.

I made that mistake later in the year when getting away from a Bogi Yogi – (a pot-bellied Hindu phony who got curioser & curioser—I ran for my life) & was helped by a lady minister named Verna Talbot.

Now she was not a phony, but a flawed person –not flawed a little, flawed a lot.
Here’s the story: She got me under her clutches. She helped me, then she hurt me. Her Power was an Anointing – no mistake about that. I saw she was flawed, I would find out how much. My reasoning was that if God Anointed her, & I wanted to learn about God, I just had to take her as she was. If I said she wasn’t ‘good enough for me’ then would I be judging God, who Anointed her? It would be sort of like saying to one’s Mother – she’s flawed, I don’t want her.

Here was a catch. I was channeling my Voice, which had been talking to me past the Bogi Yogi, releasing me from him, showing me how to escape, presenting a Power above him, the Power intimidating him, then when I saw how dangerous he was (he told me if I could put a hatpin through my hand & make an instant healing/repair then I was ready to leave him), I had to run, & Verna helped me pack up, took only the barest necessities, left all else behind, & moved in with her.

But she didn’t like my Voice! She told me that yes, my Voice was guiding me, helping me, but she, Verna, was much older, wiser, more mature & HIGHER UP. This went on for weeks. She hounded me.

I had to make a decision, listen to the Voice or to her? Finally, it was hard, I said I would listen to her.

I recall that sad day when my Voice said,

“If you listen to her, I have to stop. And I heard a door close – no more Voice.”

: LISTEN TO YOUR OWN VOICE IF YOU ARE OF GOD. OTHER VOICES MAY BE AT CROSS PURPOSES WITH YOU, THEY HAVE THEIR OWN AGENDA,

Now I was no longer being protected from HER – the woman supposed to be my savior. She was nuts of course, but she did have some God Power. How nuts? By her words, she was HIGHER THAN JESUS CHRIST. She was in the Kathryn Kuhlman choir, but it was her healing power that was authentic, not Kathryn Kuhlman’s – Kathryn Kuhlman was USING HER ENERGY.

She declared to me that SHE WASN’T EVIL like the Bogi Yogi: “I’m not using you for sex.”

No, indeed, she was using me for money.

And when it stopped, she used her Power – the negative end of it, to try to have me killed. I am not making this up, I am telling the truth. (I explain it in my You Tube videos.)

: MY SPIRITUAL MENTOR TRIED TO HAVE ME KILLED TWICE,

WHEN I QUIT HER & STOPPED THE MONEY. TRUST YOUR OWN VOICE.

I was giving Verna a good deal of money proportionate to what I had – she demanded it.

On her birthday we threw a party, financed by yours truly. A dozen friends were there. She did a trance thingy, where in the trance, she told us her plans for the future, including the land she told me WAS FOR THE CHURCH WHICH I PAID FOR. She declared that ALL SHE CARED ABOUT WAS HER SONS & LEAVING THEM EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THE LAND.

I then realized I was duped & told her the next day I was leaving, packed up, got a cab. She physically stood in my way, but I just walked around her & out.

I checked into a motel. Shortly after that, a young man began stalking me, attacked me with a knife to try & rape me – but I won the fight & he ran. But that wasn’t the end. He called me again & again at the motel, threatening to kill me if I didn’t let him, & said he’d rape me dead or alive. The police got involved & spent hours tracing the call. They found the 19 year old black boy calling from a coffee shop, they arrested him.

My solution to the problem was to leave California. A police detective friend drove me to the airport (not without trying to get me to go to his apt.) I had had enough of phonies, users & killers. Good bye California, there I go, back to New York & my father’s place.

I called Verna to tell her what had happened, by her reaction I KNEW WITHOUT A DOUBT SHE HAD CAUSED IT, she tried to hide her glee but it was there.

But Verna Talbot was not finished. She had said ‘beware of ministers, they have abilities, they can hurt you’ & she was the worst one.

I got involved with her again, then again I quit because of the financial drain.

Sure enough, a second male after that got involved with me on the pretext of doing a documentary. He was black also – his name was Jay thirty six years old. He hung around me while I was talking to the youth I had collected for the ministry – I was never alone with him.

The minute I was alone with him he was going to rape me—he grabbed me to start but I begged off saying I had to go to the rest room – & I found out later from God, if he had raped me he would have killed me. HE HAD BEEN SENT BY VERNA TALBOT, her God Power gone amuck, using it to kill a disciple because she stopped donating.

I was saved from this man by a miracle. A young black male, 6’4”, who I used to play basketball with, saw us walking down the street. He said God told him,

“Do not leave her alone with him. Follow her, knock on her door.”

As I ran to my door & pulled it open (Mr Rapist was 20 feet away,) there was Bruce ready to knock on the door – God had saved me again.

: TRUST YOUR OWN INNER VOICE IF YOU BE OF GOD

Eventually I did escape Verna Talbot with the assistance of a woman psychic – who gave me the courage & spiritual support to end it. I wrote Verna an official letter of resignation from her Church. She called to ‘bust my chops’ but I didn’t answer.

The last note on that is she died three years later, appearing to me in Light & giving me her ‘mantle.’ I was the only one who could wear it.

: I WAS THE ONLY ONE CAPABLE OF CARRYING HER MANTLE, SHE

DIED & LEFT IT TO ME

My point in all this: Had I listened to my Voice, not her, all of this would have been avoided. Verna persuaded me to ‘shut down’ my own God Guide, so she could preside over me. Bad idea. Whenever anyone else controls you, it will be THEIR AGENDA – I don’t care who it is, unless they are a great saint without flaws, people will take from you what they want & need, you need to protect yourself.

I make the analogy here with you giving yourself to men & breeding. I do understand, that you might be stuck in a Muslim society where you are so enslaved to disobey could be death. But in a Catholic world, they can’t kill you, if you are railroaded into marriage make sure it’s what you want, & if you don’t want children or too many, use condoms.

I also know other sects, like the marginal Mormon cults, can be brutal to women – I have interviewed two of their women for hours – these women escaped. You can’t do much in these repressive sects except to escape.

As far as your mind & soul in terrible communities – take care of it when you can—pray, meditate, to the God within you; stay alone when you can, be with like-minded sisters if you find any.

If you are NOT FORCED to take care of men, reproduce & nurture children you never asked for – don’t do it.

I will repeat once again: Woman, Thou Art God, the world depends on you to save it. You cannot save it unless you save yourself. You save yourself by finding the God within you, worshiping Her, gaining Self Realization, receiving Her Power, using Her Power to help others; spreading the truth, freeing the captives.

The Patriarchy CAN GET NOWHERE WITHOUT YOU, the woman. It thrives & works by YOUR COOPERATION. If you stop COOPERATING it COLLAPSES.

: THE PATRIARCHY CAN GET NOWHERE WITHOUT YOU – IF YOU RESIST THEM THEY ARE POWERLESS,

THEY ARE NOTHING WITHOUT US, THEY CANNOT REPRODUCE

Males can do NOTHING – NOTHING WITHOUT WOMEN – they have no world without women, they are dependents on women, parasites actually, says Dr. Bryan Sykes, geneticist, & Ashley Montagu, anthropologist.

Woman, Thou Art God. Save the world by saving yourself, like in the airplane they tell you in an emergency, put your oxygen on first, then help the others. Unless YOU ARE EMPOWERED YOU CANNOT HELP THE OTHERS, THIS RELIGION WILL SAVE YOU, THEN YOU SAVE THE REST.

To be continued 8-21 -19 Rasa Von Werder

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Woman Thou Art God – Part Four

: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL SAVE THE WORLD, BUT YOU MUST SAVE YOURSELF FIRST BY RISING INTO YOUR GOD-HOOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD-a New Religion That

Teaches Women to Worship the God Within

8-16-19-Installment IV- Finished 8-17-19

Woman, thou art God: It behooves you to have a

Realm on Earth.

As a woman of God, the God within, you will not be welcomed by Patriarchy. You have already STEPPED OUTSIDE OF IT.

Consider: Single women ARE NOT WELCOMED IN PATRIARCHY BY THOSE WHO ARE ALREADY MATCHED UP – but SINGLE MEN ARE.

It took me YEARS to figure out that paradigm. Then I got it.

Single women, upon entering a meeting with a male/female couple, empower the female (unless she’s a witch looking to steal the guy), while single men empower the male. Get it? Female is NOT TO BE EMPOWERED BUT MALE IS. This is accepted in normal social intercourse – an unwritten law – but it’s become UNCONSCIOUS, unstated, so folks no longer know why single females are not invited.

Single Women Ostracized in Patriarchy

This is a DILEMMA you will HAVE TO FACE if you decide NOT TO MARRY OR HAVE A STEADY MATE or LIVE IN. You will face OSTRACISM (as women do) & that is one of the most difficult situations to bear – many people die from the torture of this. Ostracism is one reason (not the only one) that women marry. (It used to be, before typewriters, let’s say, that MARRIAGE WAS THE ONLY EMPLOYMENT FOR WOMEN-now the majority of women have JOBS other than marriage, they are much freer.) Still, for women who are ‘loose’ or ‘free’ from men, who are not hooked up or attached, these women are shunned.

: You are not an official part of Patriarchy unless one of them OWNS YOU – If single, independent, they MARGINALIZE you

This alienation (as I said, a painful state) encourages women to get with a guy, then they are seen as ‘normal,’ ‘natural,’ ‘one of us.’ At twenty five or thirty at most, if you’re not married, you’re suspected of being gay, unwanted or weird. (Consider how in high school & college, females BOND. They have really close friends, sororities, sisterhood. But this is TOLERATED only until the females bond with male mates, & then, the ones who remain single are looked upon as OUTSIDERS. As I said, it is an unspoken agreement within Patriarchy that women must pair off with men, if they don’t, they are ‘left behind’ or ‘marginalized.’ What is Patriarchy saaying to us? YOU MUST BE OWNED BY A MAN–if you are not then YOU ARE NOT PART OF OUR SOCIETY.)

: To the Patriarchs: YOU COULD ALWAYS SAY ‘KISS MY ASS’

And so, women are AFRAID to be single! (Don’t you like men? Don’t you want children?) There is PRESSURE on them that if they want to be ACCEPTED, approved, applauded, given the A-OK label, they MUST BEHAVE like other women. Therefore, many marriages are FORCED through PUBLIC ACCEPTANCE PRESSURE.

: Oh, Patriarchs don’t want me? I don’t want them.

Acceptance, a form of ‘love,’ is extremely important. Those who are not accepted feel unwanted, rejected, AS IF SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THEM; they might begin to QUESTION THEMSELVES like the abused– ‘what is wrong with me?’ & not know the answer. They might tend to LOSE THEIR CONFIDENCE or even HATE THEMSELVES – think LITTLE of themselves!

: SISTERHOOD POWER – SORORITIES

This of course happens to all peoples who are ‘marginalized,’—immigrants from foreign countries are pushed aside, have trouble getting work—this happened to Chinese, Irish & Jews (in America–immigrant nationalities in foreign countries to be sure). The ones already entrenched felt privileged, these new folks would take their women & jobs, they’re called MINORITIES & they were & are PREJUDICED AGAINST, persecuted. The new people therefore banded together into COMMUNITIES where they comforted, supported one another in a common bond. With ‘their own kind’ they knew ‘there’s nothing wrong with me personally, I’m with others just like me & there’s nothing wrong with them, they’re being unfair to us.’ That’s how they survived.

: DO WE REALLY NEED MEN? IS IT ABSOLUTE OR JUST BRAINWASHING?

I was an immigrant myself, arriving at five at Ellis Island with family, immediately joining a Lithuanian Community. (My Aunt & Uncle with Grandma had jobs secured in posh Waccabuc, N.Y.-this was my parents, myself & siblings.) My Dad had a job with a Lithuanian deli, we joined a Lithuanian Church where Dad organized a school, Mom produced plays in the Church auditorium—we enjoyed a Lithuanian society where you didn’t have to learn English until you went outside of it, of course, I went to school & had to learn.

During the time we were surrounded by peers it was a shelter, a cocoon, a PROTECTED SPACE where we KNEW OUR CULTURE, AGENDA & CONCERNS. Like any group, we had certain approved customs & cherished ideas, we had a protocol of manners & behavior.

When this community was left & we lived in an American culture – all bets were off, we learned a new style of life, culture, manners, behavior, even thought. We had to learn & ADJUST.

: “great war leaders”, and continues in media where violent men are glorified. Children are taught to worship violent, selfish men. If would be better if they were taught to appreciate and respect maternal and loving women and see them as the best people to rule our world. It is people’s ignorance of matriarchy and why women should be ruling our world that keeps patriarchy going and prevents us living in a caring and loving world

Now before going any further let me make the point, that we woman are not adjusting to our NATIVE, primordial, natural feminine world; when we are born we are slowly but surely indoctrinated into a FOREIGN CULTURE such as we knew not thousands of years ago. Within our genetics a move toward Mother God – not father – still remains, an instinct for LEADERSHIP, decision making, GREAT CONFIDENCE, & other qualities which cause us to automatically lead our family, community, culture, religion & government – the entire world. We were IT – there was no questioning our authority for untold eons, since humanity began, & then of course we were usurped. There was a war – the myth is Lucifer, against God – the myth means men against Mother God & women, wanting to be like them, wanting their prerogatives, privileges, power, all the rights women had that were not questioned.

: GUSTAVO DORE – PARADISE LOST

The myth purports one being as bright as the stars, Lucifer, Bearer of Light, who felt he was so great, he did not have to serve! He said he was beautiful, he deserved Love, Obedience, Allegiance, all the things God had!

: One third of the angels followed Lucifer into Hell -This means one third of men followed Satan, one third are DEMONIC

But he wasn’t beautiful too long, since he SINNED against God in MORTAL SIN (death to the spirit) the Almighty took away his grace (Love) & he turned into the greatest monster who ever lived: Satan, & this Satan is PATRIARCHY.

: SATAN – HIS PATRIARCHY

We now live under its thralldom for Satan instituted his kingdom on earth – He is the ‘Prince of this world,’ he rules the world with ‘one third of the angels went with him’—which includes a percentage of females who betrayed Our Holy Mother.

: KALI COMES OUT OF DURGA TO KILL MEN: MALE EXTINCTION

This kingdom is not to last long – in Yoga it’s called ‘Kali Yuga,’ an evil empire that appears & disappears pretty fast. And speaking of Yoga, the Hindus also have a myth from eons ago where the male Gods could not subdue the demon Maharashtri – they had to call on a female God, Durga, who slayed him. But upon dissolution, his BLOOD falling to the ground, each drop became more demons. Durga then turned herself into KALI, a monstrous Godess who lapped up all the blood, end of Maharashtri.

: MAHARASHTRI IS PATRIARCHY, DEFEATED BY DURGA TURNING HERSELF INTO KALI, PREDICTING MALE EXTINCTION

: DURGA SYMBOL OF DIVINE PROTECTION, WRATH & RETRIBUTION

Maharashtri is Patriarchy, who the male God’s (human men) could not subdue/remove. He calls on the Feminine Divine, Mother God, She appears as Durga, the avenger. (This represents God working through women.) Through the beauty She gives herself she seduces, then kills the demon, but he cannot be stopped as he multiplies himself. (Men keep being born, perpetuating the Patriarchy.) Mother God then decides to call in men, bearing down on their Y chromosome, the gene through which they were created, & decrees the EXTINCTION OF MEN, thereby ENDING PATRIARCHY.

: MOTHER GOD AS ‘DURGA’ DEFEATS MAHARASHTRI – SATAN – PATRIARCHY – THIS MYTH TELLS THE SAME STORY AS THE LUCIFER/SATAN/ST MICHAEL THE ARCHANGEL MYTH

The Durga & Lucifer myths are ancient, people knew in their primordial selves what was going on & they explained it in symbolic terms. What floors me is the myth of Durga predicts male extinction eons ago, which was only explained recently in a book by Dr. Bryan Sykes– “Adams’s Curse – A World Without Men”—2004.

Now to get back to my point.

The woman is faced with a dilemma, resist being a part of the Patriarchal norm, be ostracized, alone, shunned by society. I suggested that she do so, if she can, live alone if necessary or with female roommates (or males who leave her alone), not lust for the higher financial & social status a ‘rich man’ (or any man with a job & strings) could give her – resist being therefore, ‘owned’ by a Patriarch, producing children for Patriarchy, partaking of Patriarchal society, being consumed, drained, eaten up by Patriarchy & produce kids that are sucked into that demonic void.

: WOMAN, YOU NEED TIME TO BE ALONE–YOU ARE MORE THAN A BREEDER FOR PATRIARCHY, YOU ARE THE MOTHER OF OUR WORLD

I purport that in doing so, the woman loses HERSELF, that is to say, her identity & her God-Self, for she needs time & energy to pursue this, after first giving her heart to Mother God. I said before, she needs time to be alone, to study, meditate, time to find what is called Enlightenment or Self Realization, time, energy & FOCUS (put first the Queen’s World of Mother God & all things shall be added unto you, Mother God is a jealous God, put no Strange Gods before Her!) That Power/Presence of Mother God is deep within a woman, but the world takes her away from the pursuit. The world—(of Patriarchy, not Matriarchy)—DRAINS her mentally, emotionally, spiritually & physically. This is EXACTLY what happens in a male dominated Patriarchal marriage & family. When, oh when, does a woman have time for HERSELF? What I propose would take HOURS A DAY, not fifteen minutes, a half hour or even one hour, several hours a day at the very least!

: A WOMAN NEEDS TIME TO BE ALONE, FOR ONE THING, TO GET AWAY FROM DEMONS – “WHO IS LIKE GOD?”

BASIC ISSUES

There are two basic issues now to be addressed. One, is how does the anti-Patriarchal woman survive the ostracism?

: WHERE DOES A WOMAN TURN WHEN SHE IS OSTRACIZED BY PATRIARCHS?

And second, for she who cannot turn her back on all things manly, but chooses to have a boyfriend or mate, or has or will have a husband and family, but yet wants to follow the path of being a Matriarch & finding Herself – how does she manage it? How does she behave & talk with her boyfriend or husband? And if she has boy children, what does she say to them or teach them about God?

: WHERE DOES A WOMAN TURN?

In the area of surviving ostracism there has to be SISTERHOOD. Men have umpteen avenues of ‘escape’ from women – men’s clubs, men’s sports where when watching you don’t exist, men doing ‘boys night out or men-type recreation, but refusing the same privilege to women or woman can’t do it for watching kids, men’s jobs especially in the past, they could stay away from home & hide activities other than work (usually being with other women, or men.)

: ONCE YOU’RE MARRIED GETTING AWAY WILL BE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT – THEY FEEL THEY OWN YOU – & WITH KIDS, EVEN MORE DIFFICULT

As a woman ‘slave’ or ‘prisoner’ in a man’s Patriarchy, if you’re married, & especially have children, you will rip your hair out trying to get away. It will be one of the hardest things you’ve ever done.

When at the age of seventeen I got hooked up with my first husband – an evil man – (twice as old as me) – he didn’t want me to go to college or learn to drive. He also tricked me into getting pregnant, not following the birth control we had employed, I quit college because he got cancer, I had a sick man & baby on my hands before long. I did learn to drive, thank God.

: THEY TRY TO HOLD YOU THEIR PRISONER, YOU TRY TO ESCAPE

I was stuck, saddled, fettered & grounded until he died. At first, when we were together, I didn’t see his plan, but after a while I saw it was IMPRISONMENT, limit my rights, my behavior, education, my entire life.

: I tried to become a model. Bringing the photos home, he tore them up

When we met, I just needed a loan of about 500 bucks which he refused to give – they want to own you. I could have worked as a waitress & supported myself with that small loan, had my own apartment, found my own way, but of course, he finagled to have me live with him then insisted on marriage, got me pregnant on the sly.

Taking care of him with cancer & the baby was all-consuming. When he died it emptied our bank account, I had 5 bucks left to my name. His last legacy to me was cancel the life insurance a fellow teacher encouraged him to get – this would have given child & me some security until I got to work, but no, that was too good to be true. Out of an act of utter malice before he died he called the company & cancelled it.

That’s how I became a dancer & for the rest of my life, I supported myself. No man ever again got me into his clutches, I worked all my life & eventually had good security. My second husband helped a lot, but while he lived, he did not support me, I was either a dancer or later changed that into a mail-order business. I was the first person in my family (of my siblings) to buy my own house, & this with my own money.

: MY SECOND HUSBAND WAS IDEAL, HE DID NOT LIMIT ME IN ANY WAY BUT EMPOWERED ME

My second husband did not interfere with my life, I did as I wanted, (we never lived together) but at that time, I was unable to do the work of Mother God, because I was the recipient of the Interior Divine Stigmata & for eighteen years, this put me into the ‘Dark Night of the Soul.’ That meant I could not commune with God in any way, shape or form, a high price to pay for the Divine Grace. I’m not sorry about it, just explaining, you can read my book on the subject, ‘On the Attainment of the Divine Stigmata’ available on Lulu Press. (Of course, in God’s economy time & life are never wasted. This was the period of life I earned money, which was then & later used in my religious work. I was in show business, producing videos & behaving in a way that would have been ‘against the grain’ had I remained in the ‘interior, contemplative’ state.)

In FUTURE, there isn’t much of that now, women MUST GET TOGETHER & have gatherings. Before they even build any kind of temple, there must be a constituency, women who believe, & there must be lots of them.

: WOMEN MUST GATHER FOR SISTERHOOD–SUPPORT ONE ANOTHER

In these gatherings women must talk & PRAY TOGETHER. These prayer meetings are of utmost importance, because we are FIGHTING AN ENEMY & there are many of them, & it pays if we are many, & in order to beat this enemy we must put on ‘The whole armor of God.’
We must have Spiritual Powers & virtues to defeat the demons who enslaved us, & we must have guidance from above & we need the camaraderie, companionship, support both moral & physical, of our sister prisoners.

: THE OPPRESSED MUST HELP ONE ANOTHER

The best example I can give of how prayer helps is consider the Civil Rights Movement in the U.S. Rev. Martin Luther King Jr was the leader.

In Selma, Alabama there was a bus strike by the blacks, started by Rosa Parks refusing to give up her seat to a white & sit in the back. As she sat motionless, police were called, she was arrested & right quick the strike was on.

: CARE ABOUT VICTIMS OF ABUSE

All the blacks boycotted the buses, thereby cutting their revenue by half. They found other ways of getting to & from work & other errands.

OK, but what sustained them? They were going through intense hardships, even risking their lives, as the strike expanded to the ‘Civil Rights Movement’ all over the South, with lunch counter sit ins, entrance into white schools, challenging the voting system & the like. Lives were threatened, lives were lost, how did they endure?

: FELLOWSHIP &

PRAYER WILL

SAVE US & WE’LL

SAVE THE WORLD

It was through FELLOWSHIP & PRAYER. These people – every night without fail – gathered in Churches, prayed together & sang together,

“WE SHALL OVERCOME!”

: WE SHALL OVERCOME!

Women must do the same thing. We don’t have Churches yet, & it’s just as well as they will burn them, break our windows & shoot us going in & out.

I suggest we start meeting in secret places, just as did the Christians during persecution. The Christians met in caves – we don’t have any, so we meet in houses or places women own – such as restaurants – beauty parlors – stores – etc., not in the front rooms, but with doors closed, back rooms or curtains drawn, not to draw attention.

: WE MUST MEET IN SECRET AWAY FROM OUR ENEMIES

I say this because a study of the things men did to women when they resisted Patriarchy warns me, that even one man knowing where the women meet presents a threat. A guy can put it into his head he must prevent ‘his woman’ from finding freedom, & they are violent, & so, one man knowing where we meet presents a threat to the entire congregation.

Why are men so reactive? As long as you obey or cooperate they are somnambulant & don’t do a thing. They’ll watch their sports hours on end, ignoring you. They stay secure in the knowledge they own you forever. Many men don’t even want their wives to work, if they can afford that, for fear of their independence especially they might meet another man.

: THEIR AGENDA IS TO KEEP US BOTTLED UP–

DON’T TELL THEM WHERE WE MEET, THEY’LL

BE THERE

If you belong to a female congregation of Mother God, you have to play it down. You have to present it to your live-in man or husband in a non-threatening way. You are joined to a group for DISCUSSION ON THINGS RELEVANT TO WOMEN: Health, taking care of children, ways to get bargains in stores, & PRAYING FOR GOOD HEALTH, PROSPERITY & PROTECTION for oneself, family, & friends.

Let him know that these women cooperate & are willing to help during times of sickness, tragedy, loss of life, family troubles, losses, injuries – any kinds of bad luck – they will be there for us, they will have our backs.

: YOU CANNOT TELL THE TRUTH TO YOUR ENEMY BECAUSE IT WILL BE INVITING HARM – TRUTH ABOUT WHERE WE MEET – NO EXCEPTIONS

(These are things we can certainly do, but it’s not our purpose. Our purpose is devotion to Mother God, prayer to Her for our Enlightenment & freedom, dismantling of Patriarchy & emergence of Matriarchy, & a real Intimate, Powerful relationship with Her & reception of all Her gifts, graces & miracles.)

He might ask for the address & you can never, ever give that to him – as that compromises safe space. Indeed, he will get ever more suspicious without that info – here we come to the nidus of why it’s not a good idea to be involved with a man if you want to pursue perfect freedom from them – they don’t want you to be free.

: THEY DON’T WANT US FREE

Your man will say what if an emergency comes up, esp if you have children? The child thing will make it more difficult. You will have to tell him that you will call him a few times from where you are to see if everything is alright.

How they are: I once had a female model who told her boyfriend my address, where we would be taking pictures. They were just ordinary pictures, but he put it into his mind that we would be doing pics with other men – it was hysteria. Why she gave him the address, I have no idea.

: GETTING AWAY FROM MEN IS A BIG JUMP BUT IT MUST BE DONE

Sure enough, he showed up. I did not answer the door as I knew he’d make trouble. He banged on the door harder & harder, went to every window shouting for her to come out. We went to an inner room, put all the lights out & just sat there until he left, which was a long time.

Every female model who had a boyfriend, or man pursuing her, once she told him she was modeling, did all that he could to prevent it. I lost two of my best models that way, they could not stand the thought of the beautiful girl being photographed & then admired by other men – & her independence regarding money also scares him.

We must face the fact of vile male behavior when we seek independence.

: FACE THE FACT MALES ARE VILE

It brings to mind a husband in a Latin country – he was a doctor, it was in a documentary. His beautiful young wife wanted to go to college – he forbid her, she did it anyway. He went to the school, as she was leaving the campus he shot her dead. NOTHING WAS DONE TO HIM at the time of the documentary, I imagine if it even went to court he got a slap on the wrist or some meaningless ‘punishment.’ Males are often allowed to kill us with impunity – it turns out to be our fault instead of theirs. So you must be careful because PATRIARCHS ARE INSANE & the law is on their side, even in America.

: MEN DEVOUR US IN PATRIARCHY – OUR TIME, ENERGY, EVERYTHING

Now we come to what happens in repressive countries especially Muslim ones who have theocracy, Sharia law & ‘honor killings?’

It’s almost impossible for women there to do anything independent. Nothing is impossible, but almost. The best I can say is spend as much time as you can in prayer, meditation, & time for yourself. Channel Mother God, call on her day & night to find a way. If you can, escape, if you can’t, pray for a miracle. Miracles do happen.

: YOU MUST PRAY DAILY & BELIEVE IN HER GREAT POWER & LOVE FOR YOU

I know how hard it was for me here in America, where we’re supposed to be ‘free’ so I can hardly imagine what happens in third world countries, in Orthodox religions, in cults & sects where men control. You have to escape those environments if & when you can, whatever way you can. And your greatest weapon is prayer.

Next question is what do you teach your boy-child about religion? Teach him the same thing you believe yourself, that God is within him, alive & well. He can reach the God within him through the usual spiritual methods, devotion, prayer, good works, avoidance of sin. There’s no problem practicing the Patriarchal religions as long as one leaves behind the bad & retains the good.

: WICCA IS AN ANCIENT, HARMLESS RELIGION OF

MOTHER GOD–DON’T FEAR IT OR LOOK DOWN ON IT

There is also the religion of Wicca, I once belonged to a coven, we met in the woods, there were as many men as women. We did lovely rituals guided by a ‘God & Goddess, mostly the Goddess. Wicca is complex, it takes study & practice. It has holidays, rituals, prayers, spells, just like any other religion. It is not evil, that’s all propaganda of Patriarchs when they wanted to kill off women, & kill them they did. Between the 1200’s to the 1700’s they tortured, burned to death & otherwise killed about nine million women; it was the Women’s Holocaust.

: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL SAVE THE WORLD, BUT YOU MUST SAVE YOURSELF FIRST BY RISING INTO YOUR GOD-HOOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Rasa Von Werder. 8-17-19

College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, The New Religion XVI Sixteen Heal the Men, Uncategorized

Woman Thou Art God – The New Religion – Installment Three

WOMAN THOU ART GOD III – Installment Three

A New Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship THE GOD WITHIN 8-14-19

: It explains the truth about everything from our past – when Matriarchy flourished, when Patriarchs took over;

what it was like when Matriarchy bloomed, how it changed, the meaning of things. It explains THE ORIGIN OF

ALL MAJOR MALE RELIGIONS HAVING BEEN STOLEN FROM WOMEN.

This is not a new, original concept, it has existed for THOUSANDS OF YEARS but it’s not been applied FOR WOMEN ALONE, AT THE EXCLUSION OF MEN. For ONE of the bases of this ideology, see the teachings of Baba Muktananda, Siddha Yoga, worship of the ‘Self’ (NOT the ego, the God Self!’)

: You are FREE if you release your MIND from the BONDAGE OF MEN!

No one is saying men cannot do this—they can. But we are stepping aside from them, seeing God as Mother, as US. And we want, need to have SAFE SPACE for our devotion, which means men, stay away, leave us alone, don’t interfere, don’t bother us or harass us, don’t give your opinions. (And we believe that when men worship God, the same way, their God is Mother, not father, as there is no ‘father God’ – it is inappropriate as the male is not a REPRODUCTIVE VEHICLE.)

: Of course men can do this also, worship the God Within

Jesus Christ also underscored the God in us when He said to SEEK WITHIN,—The Kingdom of God is not ‘here or ‘there’ but within you. OBJECTIONS One friend asked about the mistake of worship of EGO – How does one prevent this? No doubt, there will be un-spiritual people who already worship the world, things & themselves. They are devoid of the grace of God & therefore, will misunderstand. I had a Bogi Yogi long ago, when I was twenty three, who told me, “God created us, then went away, & we must realize that WE ARE GODS.” (Jesus actually said ‘don’t you know that ye are Gods’ but even the words of Jesus, Buddha or any saint can be misinterpreted.) This ‘man’ was a demon, completely self centered & self absorbed, & so he got this philosophy wrong to adjust to his ignorance.

: END OF MEN, END OF PATRIARCHY, END OF CATHOLIC CHURCH. RISE

OF WOMEN AND GOD AS MOTHER

However, we are hoping that those who are spiritual will see with pure eyes that it’s God, not ego, we worship. God LIVES WITHIN US. It’s called ‘grace,’ ‘indwelling of the Holy Spirit’ – whatever way you may describe it. My way is this: God always was & always will be. She has expanded Herself, manifested Herself in all creation. All life is HER, she is within it on all levels, the spiritual & physical, energy & matter. There is no place where God is not, (except in those creatures who reject the Love / Energy that is God, & shut themselves up, of their own volition & decision, in places of darkness, limitation, ignorance, which contains all the evil where IN CONSCIOUSNESS God ‘is not.’

In other words, God does not de facto send them anywhere, they simply shut God out of their mentality, they don’t want to see, hear, taste, smell, sense or feel God.) Other than that, God is everywhere & we do not have to seek God OUTSIDE, FAR AWAY in strange or foreign religions, in places unknown, in esoteric secret lodges. All we have to do is understand GOD IS INSIDE ME, SHE DWELLS IN ME AS ME, I AM HER ENERGY, SHE IS MINE, meaning deep inside my soul or being.

: WHO REPRESENTS GODDESS? WHAT RACE, WHAT COUNTRY? EAST, WEST, DARK, LIGHT?

But I must make an effort to GO INSIDE as God is not communicating AS MUCH (although She does) physically as She does THROUGH ENERGY. How do I reach this place INSIDE, this Realm of Mother God? By simply bringing MY ATTENTION THERE, which means I MUST STOP paying ATTENTION to numerous things OUTSIDE ME, to people & things – & this includes all the surface stuff demanded by men, family, which has its own agenda (to be taken care of) while my agenda as far as spirituality / religion is to SEEK MOTHER GOD & WORSHIP HER – PUT FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD!

: MAKE YOUR MARK

Indeed, the Science of reaching this God Within is called ‘Mystical Theology’, which means the way to find Union, Oneness with God, the way to know, love & serve God, the way to be guided, to hear the ‘still, small voice,’ the way to have vision / understanding of God in various ways, especially THROUGH THE INNER SENSES. What are the inner senses?

You have physical eyes; you have spiritual eyes that see VISION. You have physical ears; you have spiritual ears that HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD, OR HER ANGELS OR SAINTS, the still, small voice deep inside. You have the sense of smell, with spiritual olfactory nerves you can SMELL PURGING OF YOUR SOUL (I have) & you can also smell what is called THE SCENT OF HOLINESS (I have) or the smell of the Presence of a Holy Soul like Saint Padre Pio (I have, a sort of tobacco, incense), you have the sense of touch, you have spiritual touch where you can feel the closeness of God, you have the sense of taste, & you can also taste exquisite offerings from Heaven. You also have MENTAL communication with God where you can receive a WORD OF TRUTH from the Holy Spirit, or a greater UNDERSTANDING of Truth, or a greater WISDOM about life, decisions, pathways, dos & don’ts. You can dream dreams which speak to you of God, you can have mental vision & understanding when God reveals to you certain TRUTHS – such as I am doing here writing this new religion.

: Visions from God

Woman, thou art God! I urged you in Part II to think twice about giving yourself to men for THINGS. Indeed, they have impoverished us (through stealing our resources) & made us dependent on them so they could dominate us & have harems. But if you decide it’s NOT THE PATH FOR YOU you might be doing yourself a favor. Most women, probably 99%, give in to the idea that they are somehow indebted to society to create a family. YOU ARE NOT, just because you have glands does not mean you have to get pregnant. We are no longer animals at the mercy of nature, we can make a choice, we can prevent pregnancy, we don’t have to have a man over us, we don’t have to be servants of men & additional children to add to the burden of this planet. (by burden I mean pollution & taking up the habitats of other animals, making them starve & go extinct, & creating boys as ‘cannon fodder’ for the man-made wars.)

Do not create boys as ‘cannon fodder’ for Patriarchy

But you say, ‘my instinct in life is to be a mother.’ Alright, be a mother. Be a mother to the numerous children that need one—are not orphanages, all over the world, filled with millions of babies? In war-torn countries infants lie in makeshift beds, starving for food & care & especially, love. Every country that has been occupied by foreign forces or torn by war leaves in its wake thousands of needy children & these kids are often rejected by the local women, they won’t even change their diapers. Why? They are ‘half breeds’ or kids of the enemy who ravaged women, raped them, injured & killed the natives, so the children are not seen with love but hate, as they think, ‘why should I care for the child of the enemy? Let him die like I wish the enemy would die, it is his blood, why should I support this?’

Because of this problem a new attachment disorder was coined, RADS or ‘Radical Attachment Disorder.’ This type of malady is so serious it cannot be cured by normal routes, they have not even figured out how to heal it or remedy the symptoms. They discovered RADS when people started adopting kids from overseas in war torn lands, in particular, the Ukraine.

You want to mother someone? Help one of these kids, or those with less of an injury. Surely the US is filled with needy kids as well, although many are born drug addicted, as we live in a miserable, drug-infested society because THIS IS PATRIARCHY. You can be a mother in many ways besides having your own. It seems to me, the preponderance of wanting babies comes from the male, who longs for a boy to dominate, to be admired by him – it’s an ego quest.

: GURU RASA HAS MANY CHILDREN, ALL OVER THE

WORLD. THEY PRAY TO HER, BUILD ALTARS, AND

RECEIVE DIVINE POWER FROM HER.

And do you know the statistics of men abusing their own sons? Based on these & my own estimate, half of all male children are sexually abused by their dads. And the girls, statistics say half, but IMO it’s way more, as just like rape does not get reported, neither does child abuse. It’s the easiest crime to commit. I believe 75 to 90% of all girls get abused by their Dads. This does not even include all the outside men who abuse children. So you want to create a family where the chances are they will be abused by the Dad, create them to please the man?

: Worship the God Within You

THE QUESTION OF LOVE - THE HAPPIEST I’VE EVER BEEN

I know we all seek a man for love. But I will describe to you the happiest I have ever been, & the most miserable. The happiest occurred when I was WITH GOD, had turned my back on people, the world & things, & spent ALL of my time praying, reading spiritual books, going to Mass, & BEING ALONE where God could REACH ME WITH NO DISTRACTIONS.

This went on for years, & in the last year, I was completely alone & saw God face to face twice, the greatest ecstasy that cannot even be DESCRIBED.

When I saw God face to face I did not see Jesus, or a person of any sort. I did not see my relatives in Heaven – no human. God appeared to me AS NATURE.

First, the force of God cascaded from a mountain high above, into a chasm just beneath me as I stood in a balcony in the mountains. I was there with my physical senses, & felt the snow on the railing to make sure.

Then about six weeks later I left my body again & appeared in a magical woods of all colors. As I broke through the trees a Golden Ocean appeared to me, I knew that it was God, it was Love, & This & I were ONE. I tried to see the horizon, but the more I looked, the more it expanded – this was Infinity.


: I Was Now Completely Free & Ecstasy Was Mine

MY RECENT MISERY – WISHING FOR THE LOVE OF A MAN

I’ve gone through many periods of misery in my life, the family abused me, hardships of work & survival, love affairs where each one brought back the PTSD of my youth. But I’ll share my recent bout with trauma that underscores many things I warn women about—being involved with & drained by men. (This is not by any means always the case. I’ve had two men in my life, one a best friend for ten years who helped me enormously, the other my fiancé / husband of sixteen years who did wonders for me, may he rest in peace. It isn’t always bad, but too many times it is.) This is a case of ‘what can happen when the man you love is sick, needy, possessed, wounded & no one can help him but you, you love him so you jump in deep water, almost drowning in the process.’

: Emotional Love Can Lift or Kill

In 2008 I had been celibate for the sake of God for THIRTY YEARS. After the first ten years God told me I could quit, but I didn’t want to. Another ten go by, God visits me again with the option of quitting. I say no. Here comes God again, the thirtieth year & says to me, “This time, if you don’t quit the celibacy, go out & have fun, you will be OUTSIDE THE WILL OF GOD.” This is an offer I can’t refuse, as my entire life is based on Obedience to God, & Zeal for Her Queenly Realm. I go out & work on this “fun” business which is as foreign to me as Timbuktu by now & within three years of ‘having fun’ I fall in love with a guy. This is the man you love is sick, needy, possessed, wounded & no one can help him but you.

: No One Can Help Him But You

From the time we met with love at first site to some degree both ways, eight years have passed. The day I met him God showed me in dreams THIS IS YOUR HUSBAND BUT IT’LL BE A SLOW BOAT TO CHINA.

(She wasn’t kidding.) Since, like most young men, he was a whack job, he gave me the WRONG NAME but not the wrong phone. When I called the woman said no one there by that name, so I figured he just wanted a one-night stand & case was closed, I must have misinterpreted my dreams. The next three years, I never saw him. He was like a phantom who appeared & vanished. How was I to know he hung out mostly at this bar where I never went which was right by the bars I did go, ‘having fun.’ During these three years I did some partial work for Mother God but of course was distracted by ‘fun.’ All I kept thinking was, “How do I have fun & keep working for Mother God?

: TRYING TO HAVE FUN – GOD TOLD ME TO DO IT

Perhaps I can segue this fun into Female Empowerment the following way: teach that old women can have fun, lots of sex, they are free, sex is sacred, include the cougar idea, etc.” And so, I did just that. I became a photographer of ‘America’s Most Beautiful Men.’

It was a lot of work, I had to join agencies, get males from all over the US, house them, feed them, put up with their bullcrap, endure the dangers they presented (police were called twice) & pay them royally. And all the favors I did these boys the axiom is: “No good deed goes unpunished.” From the work done from 2012 to 2016 I ratcheted about 50,000 images, from which I made two books & had become versed in photo shop. When I was in it, I was in it all the way, but finally when I got out, the thought of these guys repulsed me.

: AT ROOT OF THE SEXUAL PROBLEM – WHY MEN ARE NOT PLEASING WOMEN – IS

WHAT I AM BEGINNING TO EXPLAIN ON THE WEBSITE. THEY DO NOT RESPECT

WOMEN, WOMEN DO NOT DEMAND RESPECT, THEY DO NOT LOOK UP TO OR

APPRECIATE WOMEN – THEY DO NOT THINK THEY SHOULD PLEASE WOMEN – IT IS

NOT MANDATORY, IT IS NOT A NECESSITY……..THEY LOOK DOWN ON WOMEN,

THEY FOOL THEM TO SEE WHAT THEY CAN GET, THEY PUSH THEIR WAY INTO

WOMEN’S LIVES JUST TO ORGASM, THEN THEY LEAVE. SOMETIMES THEY STAY

WITH A WOMAN, BUT IT ISN’T ALWAYS LOVE, AS YOU KNOW. AS I SAID IN AN

ARTICLE, WHEN MEN LEARN TO LOVE, RESPECT, LOOK UP TO WOMEN, AND WHEN

WOMEN LEARN TO LOOK UP TO WOMEN, THEN MEN WILL TREAT THEM IN

PROPER WAYS INCLUDING SEXUAL WAYS.

Back to Lover Boy–three years after our fateful meeting I ran into him again. I was at one club & my inner voice told me ‘go to this bar immediately.’ It was 20 minutes to closing time, I rushed. What could await me? It seemed like nothing, I said, ‘God, are you pulling my leg?’ As I headed for the door to go home I see this tall young male with shortish hair, a beard & mustache, handsome, & I say to him, “What are you doing tonight?’ He says, “Being with you.” It isn’t always that easy, but sure enough, as I walk to my car he’s following me. That night, it was March, 2014, I asked him what he thought of me, & he said, “I WANT TO MARRY YOU.”

I was totally shocked. This was one of the best looking & sexiest males I had ever had the pleasure of mating with – just like that guy of three years ago. And he wanted me, an old lady! I told him I felt exactly as he did – that was my consent to the proposal. It was only AFTER this second encounter, when he left, that I realized this was THE SAME MALE I HAD MET THREE YEARS AGO who I fell in ‘love at first sight’ which God told me was my husband, & during this encounter this male had said “I want to marry you” – Yowza, it was the same guy, but his appearance was so changed (as before he was clean shaven with thick curly hair, now the hair was gone & he had a beard & mustache.)

: He looked way different than the time I saw him

Now the next five years I want to encapsulate in the shortest time possible as I don’t want to overextend this issue, only to make a point, & this situation I describe illustrates what we might go through when we do love men, & no, I’m not in the least bit sorry I experienced what I did, just saying I know what life is like, beware, be ready, be armed, be warned, & be protected. Perhaps the best way for me to deal with this lengthy & perhaps tedious story is for now, just give the conclusion.

The conclusion to being in love with a needy man: He must have had thirty demons, not counting the wounds upon his psyche put on by brutal parents. For about a year & a half we went ‘steady.’ Of course his version of steady was to see me when he wanted sex but at no other time, the rest of his leisure was spent hanging with guys, ‘partying’ they call it (& when girls/women fell his way he would do them, but it was not serious) – which I wasn’t a part of because I didn’t take the drugs they did. After that year & a half of mostly his ‘games’ & sometimes my ‘comeuppance’ to make him jealous, him hurting me, me hurting him, I did him a huge favor, I was going to promote him & make him a star.

: I Was Going to Make Him a Star

He did seem like he wanted a career – he was trying for it. That effort on my part laid a bomb, & instead of being grateful, he denounced me as ‘exploiting’ him, using his images TO MAKE ALL KINDS OF MONEY, while he made nothing, & his reward was to stop speaking to me & this for nine months. He would not listen to me that I had spent thousands in the hope of promoting him to stardom, he believed his own ignorant delusions & those of his friends (mostly ghetto dwelling losers, failures, know nothings.)

After the nine months, he sought me out again & we had ecstatic love, but it was once every month or several months, we were not in the right place at the same time, he did not allow me to call him – gave everyone his number but me – blocked me on face book & everywhere else, & although he sought me out periodically, he had some ‘steady’ relationships & finally met one female he moved in with.

: They Come & They Go

Now you would think ‘it’s over.’ But I didn’t. God spoke to me in my dreams & through channeling & told me it was like in the beginning, after the slow boat reached China, we’d be together for the rest of my life. This was repeated, over the years, in a thousand dreams. At least five days a week, I would see him in my dreams, knew his disposition, if he felt good or bad about me, if he was being demonic or angelic, if he was my bad husband (like my first) or good (like my second), if he loved me or had turned his back on me.

Mickey Hargitay & his wife, Jayne Mansfield (above & below). After Jayne’s death Kellie Everts dated him & he proposed marriage. He showed Kellie (now Rasa) the Pink Palace & gave her some of Jayne’s clothes – which fitted perfectly.

Then in the last year or so, almost every dream about him was positive. He was coming closer to God & me (one & the same as God sent me to him.) My thousands of prayers with sufferings were bearing fruit. God was telling me our ‘marriage’ whatever that represented, was imminent, get your wedding dress ready.

I had no idea what God was talking about, because there was no recent contact with Beloved. He had written a poem of repentance which he posted on the internet. He was sorry for all his mistakes, wished things were the same between us, he was in pain & misery, he wanted me to take his heart & keep it forever, he wished we were ONE, etc.

He did not put my name as he lived with another female, but I knew & I think others guessed it was about me. He also said he had sold his soul to the devil for partying & popularity, & now he feared it was too late to get his soul back. This repentance was accepted by God & myself–the next time we saw each other, Easter Sunday. I had forgiven him & his prayer & mine were made real. God showed me in a vision, not a dream, what had transpired.

Before my eyes appeared a soft white cloth, like a stole or prayer shawl, made of vanilla cashmere, just one cloth, suspended in the sky, with a garland of leaves embroidered in the middle – just one strand, not two like the laurel leaves of victory. Soft light surrounded this cloth. As I gazed upon it there were no things, nothing of the world, no people, just absolute peace, a peace as I had not known in years. I asked God, is this the marriage? God said yes. The cloth I knew had been two pieces which had been joined together, but it had no seam, no indication of having been two, it was one seamless, perfect cloth, suspended in Heaven, it was our SOULS, which where it says, “What God has joined together, let no man put asunder,” & for the first time in my life I understood what the SACRAMENT of Holy Matrimony means – if it works, then the two souls actually, literally become one & it is forever. (I never knew that, thought it was only a ceremony, but it is a Sacrament instituted & made real by God.)

Image: Rasa as Kellie Everts is on the right

The great Jayne Mansfield, also a Lithuanian

Now this relationship is not over, it will go on forever, & at some point, my husband will leave the person he’s living with & join me – not sure where the ‘slow boat to China’ is right at the moment. But my mental / emotional / spiritual condition has changed since the object of my desire has been reached; we are spiritually married in a Holy Sacrament & I know we’ll be together in the flesh some day, the angst is over.

: They Want Us to be Their Puppets

Recently my associate, seeing the blog I have has once again become active, mentioned that it had ‘laid fallow’ for years. I checked the years. The blog went somnambulant in 2014, when Lover & I started going steady, & it came back to life because I AM NO LONGER BEING DRAINED. What was I drained of & what has come back? I was drained of ME – MYSELF – MY GOD ENERGY. A God Energy is INFINITE but it works through a finite body. God uses not vessels of gold, silver or copper, God uses CLAY VESSELS & this clay can break. I am by no means telling you women all men, all relationships with those you love, work this way, I only say some do, & I simply explain what happens with hard relationships. Not saying you shouldn’t have them – I have no regrets – just saying choose your relationships carefully. Is the price you pay worth the reward? Or is it killing you for nothing?

HE IS GIVEN TO ONE WOMAN BY THE GRACE OF GOD

In this case, I paid for my husband & he is mine forever spiritually, & will be physically in due time. But during the time of travail, there was nothing left of me to do God’s work. I tried & tried, filled with anxiety, self condemnation, hating that I was of no use to God, all I could think about was the man I loved. (How I yelled at myself inside, how could you make a human no. 1? God is not first anymore, how could you do this?) As I sent him my love – for years – I did not get love in return (he had the NEED for love, the DESIRE & he knew I could help him, but he was so WOUNDED he was not capable of giving it). It was the same as EXORCISM. When you do exorcism, be warmed, the demons fight back. They are the exact opposite of Love, they hate & fear Love.

: SURREAL RELATIONSHIPS

When Jesus walked the earth, when he entered the atmosphere of demons, he did not have to say a word, they recognized him–how?–by his Love. When you have, emanate, send, give Love, the demons shake & tremble, they scream, they act. You give God Energy, they give HATE, RAGE, REJECTION, all types of them give all types of energy including that of CONFUSION, LETHARGY, DISCOURAGEMENT & the like – they return to you for love all that they are, which is evil. Now consider, what happens to you? How does being sent demons make you feel? They DRAIN you. It is EXHAUSTING to do exorcism, as anyone who works these cases can tells you. My favorite show is “The Dead Files” where Amy Allen explains what the negative souls & demons do to people. They never make anyone happy, jolly, energetic, enthusiastic, inspired or motivated. Demonic ones – as well as demons themselves, ‘steal, kill & destroy.’ They STEAL YOUR JOY, they kill all the life within you; the desire to live, work & play, the inspiration to enjoy life, they destroy your great motives & projects, your health, your happiness.

: WE GIVE THEM LOVE, THEIR DEMONS JUMP BACK AT US

Why did he have these demons? He had them because he was BRUTALIZED & abandoned by his parents from age three to thirteen. He had severe psychological, emotional wounds. Demons latched on to each wound, for instance, being REJECTED or UNPROTECTED, abandoned by one parent, gave him a wound of rejection, & a demon of rejection entered him. He was PHYSICALLY INJURED by the other parent & DEMORALIZED & there demons of hate, rage, revenge & self hate entered him.

: SELF HATE ENTERED HIM

How demons work was illustrated by ‘The Crocodile Hunter’ Steve Irwin, when he was feeding a croc. He’d hurt his arm & it was bandaged – the croc went for the wound–he could probably smell blood. Demons see where you have serious wounds, which you cannot diminish or erase, (how can a small child cope with abuse?) which seem to hold onto you—they are traumas–& they enter there. I did not have to do formal exorcism on him to get the demons bouncing back, all I had to do was think of him with love, which I did each day, & this went on for years. Of course I did not analyze it at once; it took years to figure out what was going on, toward the end of the ordeal. Finally, when the battle was nearly finished, I said, “My God, my energy is coming back, I’m beginning to feel like MYSELF again, my normal self.”

: FEELING LIKE MYSELF AGAIN!

What happens in exorcism is the demons fight you, you fight them, until either you or they give up. They gave up, but there were so many, & they were lodged so deep, it took years to destroy them. When the battle was over, he still had the wounds, but they would be healed in time – years perhaps, but they would heal. And it meant my ordeal was over, I could breath, I could think, I could feel Mother God again, I could sense her Presence. And Mother God is not someone far away; She is the Real Me, the God Inside.

I also noticed that before, when I was alone, I felt LONELINESS. That was because Mother God – the only thing that can make one happy – was absent to me. I could not feel Her in my heart & mind, my vision was clouded, my heart was polluted not by sin, but by pain and anxiety. Have you ever noticed when you’re in pain, you cannot think, pray or meditate? Imagine a family member or a pet has gone missing. Imagine your life is being threatened. Can you think straight, can you meditate, can you pray except to beg for help? All I did basically, for years, was beg for help. I could not do Mother God’s work except to repeat, send out, promote what I had done in the past. I could not perceive original work as I did not have her Vision: ‘Without a vision, the people perish.’

: I HAD BEATEN HIS MANY DEMONS

Late in 2018 my abilities started to return which meant Mother God – myself – my True God energy was returning. I did new, positive activities, & not suddenly, at once, but in increments the inspiration / motivation to work for Her began again. While fighting for my Beloved husband, I felt like I was in a straight jacket or coffin, I could not break out of where I was. It’s yearning for nourishment, each day there is none, you cannot see to work, you can only try, & try again, but can’t do anything great, just recall what you used to do, repeat the past but right now you’re dead, all but buried, you’re not living, you’re existing. This went on for five years.

Do I regret loving this man? Was it worth it? It was worth it because I obeyed God. God told me to ‘go out & have fun’ knowing what was ahead, that it wouldn’t be fun, it would be a struggle, but it was something I would learn by struggling. How does this apply to the new religion? What message is here for it? In the new religion, I point out how valuable is your energy, your vision, yourself, that you & Mother God are ONE & you need to take time, attention for HER / YOU. Sometimes you can give it, sometimes you can’t. But try to take all the time you can, when you can, FOR YOUR OWN PRICELESS LIFE & HAPPINESS.

My love experience with this man, the attachment, wanting his love, was devastating. The experience showed me how draining it is to be involved with a human when things aren’t right – & this gets all the more intense when you are in love. It’s simply an example of how the love of a man can destroy our relationship with God – the Real Presence & Person inside us. This being drained makes it IMPOSSIBLE to be HAPPY or CREATIVE. It is utterly miserable to be emotionally drained by a person who cannot love you back (even if he loves you, but he cannot fully show it because of wounds.)

: In the competitive patriarchal world most men end up losers because only a handful

of men can claim to be winners. We can see this in any sport. Most sports will have

hundreds of players competing against each other, but in the end, there can be only

one champion. As the result, there can be only one winner out of hundreds of losers.

The same is also true in business and politics. The numbers of leaders of countries or

companies are very few compared with everyone else. Therefore, although men are

competitive, there are few winners. Losing for men, is far more commonplace.

Embodiment of God

A presentation of the University of Mother God Church

The New Religion – XII – Woman Thou Art God

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

The New Religion – XII - Woman Thou Art God

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WOMAN THOU ART GOD

All People Should Worship the Female as Icon of God, NOT the Male

From William Bond:

In recent times there has come to light a desire by many men wanting to worship women as Goddesses. This is probably not a new phenomenon and may come from ancient times but has been repressed by patriarchy.

I first come across it as a young man in a book called “The Girl with the Swans Down Seat”, by Cyril Pearl. This was a book about a 19th century prostitute called Skittles who became a high-class courtesan. It seems her success came from making her wealthy clients worship her as a goddess.

She was called Skittles because she threatened to knock men down like skittles if they displeased her. Later, she also became a fashion leader in London and Paris, in spite of her working class upbringing, as young aristocratic women would copy her style of dress and behavior.

Men probably once worshiped women as goddesses in ancient Goddess temples but because of patriarchy destroyed this practice, men could only do this behind closed door with prostitutes or their wives.

Male rulers have claimed to be gods since the dawn of recorded history where they set themselves up as gods. The trouble is these god-king rulers have shown themselves to be flawed human-beings and certainly not god-like in they way they ruled.

Many holy-men have done the same thing where their followers have worshiped them as gods and this still goes on today creating crazy cults. Extreme example would be Jim Jones and the Jonestown mass suicide.

I have seen this in action when I was involved in the New Age movement. One of these guru-gods was Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh and in the early 1970s his teachings were impressive. So much so, he counted royalty and movie stars among his converts.

Then when his followers began to worship him as a god, it all went wrong. His teachings deteriorated as he become involved in drugs, sex scandals and exploiting his followers. It finally ended badly, when he went to prison.

Then when he became very successful his followers wanted to worship him as a God and he went along with this.

Unfortunately, like many of these god-gurus he began to believe what his followers told him. So when he thought of himself as a God he no longer believed he needed to meditate to receive the wisdom of MotherGod, because as a God he thought he knew everything.

So because he was no longer connected to MotherGod and Her wisdom to guide him it all went badly wrong. This then is the problem when men set themselves up as gods.

To be fair, this hasn’t happened to all God-men there are exceptions like the Dalai Lama who although is worshiped like a god by people throughout the world, has never lost his contact with MotherGod. We can see this through his gentle and loving teachings.

So if things generally go wrong if men are worshiped like gods, does the same thing happen when women are worshiped in the same way? It could do, if women lose their contact with MotherGod but they are far less likely to do this as both MotherGod and most women are feminine in nature.

If a woman is not connecting to MotherGod because she has any hatred for herself, then having a man worship her, can help her have greater love for herself. So this will help unblock any self-hate feelings that were preventing her contacting MotherGod.

At the same time if a man is not connecting to MotherGod because he has some hate for others. Then having a strong love of a woman through worship will help unblock any hateful feelings that prevent him contacting MotherGod.

So the worship of women by men benefits both sexes and helps them both gain a closer connection to MotherGod.

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From Rasa Von Werder:

There’s a major reason why men are not to be worshiped as ‘God’ or spiritual leaders, & that reason is Nature did not

create them for that – they are helpmates & protectors, made to risk their lives for their people – but not to lead them.

It is women that are by Nature the leaders, & they have the brain apparatus to do so.

There are numerous studies of FEMALE SUPERIORITY over men, starting with the X chromosome, women having

two, males having one, their Y chromosome being a mutilated X. (The knowledge that they are going extinct is not propagated in

our Patriarchal world. They became what they are by default as they did not have two proper X chromosomes to become a

woman, Nature saying, ‘OK, I cannot make a perfect, reproductive human out of this creature, but I will make a default human, &

he’ll be good as a helpmate. Instead of reproductive capacity I will give him more size & muscle, a brain where he jumps into

danger *as that will protect the women & children*, no capacity to love as he won’t need it, he isn’t made for that, etc.’ The

qualities of males are self evident, do I need to list them all?)

The most recent studies that bear this out are the brain scans conducted by Dr. Daniel Amen – 62,000 scans of men &

women, discovering ‘what we already knew’ many say – that the primitive back part of the brain of males is awake but the front

‘civilized’ part of their brains is asleep. It is the frontal lobes that determine leadership, intuition, legitimate concern, ability to handle

impulses, compassion, etc.

Lack of these qualities renders males a lot less capable than females.

Furthermore, it’s been long known that the corpus collasum, which connects the different parts of the brain is highly

developed in women but minuscule in men – women can think with their entire brains while men cannot.

Now you understand why males are made to JUMP INTO SITUATIONS WHICH ARE DANGEROUS & LIFE

THREATENING while women ARE NOT. In biological/survival of the species terms, one male can inseminate numerous women,

but one woman can have no more than a child per year – (it’s advised no more than every five years for emotional development as

well as immune system maturity–they need mother’s milk for that. Early weaning causes ‘attachment disorder’ which is now

pandemic around our globe.)

As we are saying, males are IMPULSIVE & do not think with ALL PARTS OF THEIR BRAIN AT ONE TIME which

explains a whole world of behavior from them.

Then why are males able to start & run these cults where they are respected & even worshiped? Because in a

Patriarchal society we’re brainwashed to BELIEVE IN, RESPECT, & LOOK TO MALES FOR AUTHORITY. Much of this male

veneration started long before the scientific proof of their inferiority- thousands of years ago lies started making women second

rate, disempowering them, empowering men financially, emotionally, socially, & we’re still living on the fringe of that mentality.

It explains why WOMEN have not formed any cults – certainly not dangerous ones that ended in murder & suicide -

because people don’t take female leaders seriously, they can’t get a group started to save their lives – I certainly can’t. But some guy

will come along for a Matriarchal cult & they will follow him. Women right now, in general, hate themselves & each other – they

agree with men that most things ARE THEIR OWN FAULT even if it’s not true – they’re brainwashed. Being raped, exploited,

beaten up IS ALL OUR OWN FAULT, didn’t you know? We are made to hate ourselves from the day we are born & it takes a

LIVING WOMAN to swim upstream, (dead women flow down with the current) to resist & challenge these insane assumptions.

RECENT CULTS OF MEN ENDING IN MURDER & TRAGEDY

Now just a bit of a roundup of some of the cults men have led in recent times (there have been numerous ones through

danger as that will protect the women & children, no capacity to love as he won’t need it, he isn’t made for that, etc.’ The