2-25-20-COMMENTS ON YOU TUBE RE PURGATORY & STIGMATA
THE CLOSEST I EVER CAME TO SEEING HELL WAS WHEN MY FIRST HUSBAND, STANLEY, DIED. HE APPEARED TO ME ON A THRONE OF FLAMES, THE THRONE WAS LIKE THAT OF LINCOLN ON THE LINCOLN MEMORIAL. THE SUFFERING WAS HORRIBLE – I FELT IT. HE CRIED OUT TO ME TO HELP HIM ‘YOU HELPED SO MANY—HELP ME!’ HE DID NOT SAY THIS IN A WAY OF HUMILITY, HE WAS DEMANDING MY HELP. IN LATER VISIONS, FOR OVER THIRTY YEARS IN PURGATORY, HE STILL HATED ME. IT TOOK 55 YEARS TO CLEANSE HIM OF THIS HATE AS WELL AS OTHER QUALITIES – THIS IS AN EVIL PERSON.
I TRIED TO HELP BUT EVERY TIME I PRAYED, I WOULD FORGET TO PRAY & STOP. THEN I FIGURED HE MUST BE IN HELL, GOD WOULD NOT WANT ME TO PRAY AS THEY ARE HOPELESS.
I WAS ONLY 19 WHEN HE DIED – HE LEFT ME PENNILESS WITH OUR CHILD TO TAKE REVENGE ON ME–A MAN RAPED ME, HE BELIEVED I ALLOWED IT. I GOT PREGNANT OUT OF IT & HAD AN ABORTION. I TOOK CARE OF STAN FOR TWO YEARS WHILE HE HAD OPERATIONS FOR CANCER, THEN HE DIED. JUST BEFORE THAT, HE CANCELLED HIS LIFE INSURANCE, WHICH RENDERED MYSELF & THE TWO YEAR OLD CHILD PENNILESS. AFTER BURYING HIM I HAD FIVE BUCKS TO MY NAME, I BECAME A DANCER THE NEXT DAY.
…..AS THE YEARS WENT BY HE WOULD APPEAR TO ME ONCE IN A WHILE, STILL FULL OF HATE, BUT THERE WERE IMPROVEMENTS. I THEN SAW HE WAS IN PURGATORY, THE BEGINNING WAS THE LOWEST PART OF PURGATORY LIKE HELL……….SINCE EVERY TIME HE APPEARED I SAW HIS CONTINUED HATE FOR ME, IT SICKENED ME–I ASKED GOD DON’T SHOW HIM TO ME AGAIN.
ABOUT A YEAR AGO I RELENTED, I TOLD GOD, IT’S OK, YOU CAN SHOW HIM TO ME AGAIN. IT HAD BEEN 55 YEARS SINCE HE DIED. AND THAT MORNING, HE WAS RELEASED FROM PURGATORY & ENTERED HEAVEN. I SAW HIM ON THE FRONT LAWN OF MY AUNT & UNCLE’S HOUSE {WHY THERE I DON’T KNOW, THEY USUALLY REPRESENT PUNISHMENT. MAYBE IT WAS SAYING ‘HE’S FREE, HE’S OUT OF THE HOUSE OF PUNISHMENT.’
FOR SOME REASON I ALSO SAW ‘TINY TEENIE’ A TINY DISABLED CAT I LOVED WHO DIED A SAD DEATH. I HAD BEEN GRIEVING OVER HIM, HE WAS ON THIS LAWN ALSO SO THAT MADE ME REJOICE.
STAN OF COURSE WAS NO LONGER HATEFUL & REVENGEFUL; HE WAS NOW FILLED WITH JOY. IT SEEMS THAT MY AGREEMENT TO SEE HIM TRIGGERED THE ASCENSION.
I HAD ALSO BEEN SAYING THE HOLY MASS FOR SOULS, BEING ORDAINED BY JESUS HIMSELF. HIS TIME IN PURGATORY WAS THE LONGEST OF ANYONE I MINISTERED TO. THE SECOND LONGEST WAS MY MOM, WHO BARELY MADE IT TO HEAVEN, BUT MADE A DEATHBED REPENTANCE GOD TOLD ME BECAUSE OF MY PRAYERS. SHE WAS IN THERE FOR 24 YEARS. SHE WAS A SERIOUS ABUSER TO ME, CAUSED WHAT IS TERMED ‘PSYCHOLOGICAL DEATH’ – I SAW HER IN A DREAM, MURDER ME BY STABBING ME TO DEATH. AS A GIRL I LAY THERE IN THE POOL OF BLOOD. MY GOD-SELF CAME OUT OF MY BODY, KNOCKED ON THE DOOR OF HER TRAILER & SAID ‘YOU KILLED MY DAUGHTER BUT I FORGIVE YOU.’
I ALSO SAW MY MOM’S REPENTANCE IN A VISION WHERE SHE WAS A BEAUTIFUL CHILD LESS THAN A YEAR OLD, SITTING IN A HIGH CHAIR HAVING BREAKFAST, WEARING A LOVELY BLUE BONNET. GOD TOLD ME ‘SHE WAS BORN AGAIN THROUGH YOUR PRAYERS.’
THE SHORTEST TIME OF ANYONE I MINISTERED TO IN PURGATORY WAS ANNA NICOLE SMITH; SHE WAS THERE FOR ONLY 64 DAYS. YES SHE WAS A DRUG ADDICT & SUPPOSEDLY DID A LOT OF SEX, BUT SHE SUFFERED, & HAD A REALLY GOOD HEART. THE MAIN THING IS THE HEART. I HAVE YOU TUBE VIDEOS ON THESE & MANY SUBJECTS & ALSO A BOOK ON MY MINISTRY:
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SAY THE HOLY MASS. FIRST ASK JESUS TO ORDAIN YOU. I AM A PRIEST ORDAINED BY JESUS. I SAY MASS FOR SOULS IN MY HOUSE & FROM TIME TO TIME THEY RISE INTO HEAVEN FROM THE MASSES. WHEN I PRAY NOT AS MANY SOULS ASCEND BUT WHEN I DO THE HOLY MASS THERE IS GREAT REACTION…..SOME MONTHS WHILE SAYING THE DAILY MASS WE GET TEN SOULS LIFTED UP.
THE MEANING OF PURGATORY:
TO BE WITH GOD, TO SEE GOD FACE TO FACE, YOU MUST BECOME GOD. YOUR ENERGY/VIBRATION MUST BE THE ENERGY OF GOD. ALL THAT IS DARKNESS OR NOT CLEAR WITHIN YOU MUST BE ELIMINATED & THAT PURGATION MEANS SUFFERING—BECAUSE AS LONG AS THAT CLARITY IS MISSING YOU CANNOT CLEARLY SEE OR BE GOD.
WHEN YOU ENTER PURGATORY THERE ARE NO MORE DISTRACTIONS FROM GOD. YOU KNOW THAT THE ONLY THING THAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY IS THIS PERSON CALLED GOD. YOU NEED TO BECOME ONE WITH THIS GOD IN ORDER TO FIND HAPPINESS.
WHEN YOU WERE ON EARTH YOU DIDN’T THINK OR CARE ENOUGH ABOUT GOD, YOUR MIND WENT TO PEOPLE & THINGS. THESE DISTRACTED YOU FROM YOUR TRUE ETERNAL NATURE. BUT IN PURGATORY EVERYTHING IS GONE. NO DISTRACTIONS. AND WHERE IS GOD? YOU ARE NOT READY TO SEE HER BECAUSE YOU AREN’T PURE, YOU’RE FILLED WITH THE DARKNESS THAT RESULTED FROM YOUR SINS & NEGLECT OF GOD. TO GET RID OF THIS, AS YOU ARE CLEANSED, THIS IS SUFFERING.
YOU DID NOT WANT TO SUFFER ON EARTH, NOW YOU SUFFER IN PURGATORY. ST. FRANCIS OF ASSISI SAID
“BURN ME HERE, LORD, NOT IN ETERNITY.”
THE SOULS ARE PITIFUL BECAUSE THEY CANNOT HELP THEMSELVES, & TIME SEEMS LIKE FOREVER, WITH NO DISTRACTIONS THERE. SOME ARE ABANDONED BY EVERYONE. WHO THINKS ABOUT SOULS? THEY ARE BUSY WITH THE THINGS OF THE WORLD & BEING WITH PEOPLE, TOO BUSY WITH WORK, MONEY, STATUS, POPULARITY, EARTHLY LOVE, GAMES, SPORTS, GOSSIP, A THOUSAND THINGS. GET AWAY FROM THESE THINGS NOW, GET AWAY FROM PEOPLE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN & MEDITATE & PRAY TO AVOID PURGATORY.
I HAVE MINISTERED TO PURGATORY ALL MY LIFE. THEY ARE PITIFUL. ASSISTING THEM IS THE GREATEST ACT OF CHARITY THERE IS.
2-25-20- COMMENTS ON DIVINE STIGMATA VIDEOS ON YOU TUBE
I HAVE A BOOK ON THE DIVINE STIGMATA, ESPECIALLY EXPLAINING THE INTERIOR DIVINE STIGMATA. A FEW SAINTS HAVE HAD THE GRACE OF THIS STIGMATA, WHICH IS INVISIBLE, IT IS CALLED “THE WOUNDS OF JESUS ON THE HEART”–I HAVE THIS GRACE, THAT’S WHY I CAN EXPLAIN IT……
PEOPLE MISTAKENLY THINK THAT THE WORST PAINS ARE OF THE FLESH. PAINS CAN GO DEEPER IN THE MIND & EMOTIONS – THAT IS WHERE THE INTERIOR STIGMATA OCCURS. YOU THINK JESUS ONLY SUFFERED IN HIS BODY? THINK OF HOW HE FELT IN THE GARDEN WHEN HE SAW WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN, HE SWEAT BLOOD & ASKED GOD TO ‘LET THIS CUP
PASS,’ BUT THEN HE SAID, ‘NOT MY WILL, BUT THY WILL BE DONE…..
MY STIGMATA OCCURRED IN OCT 9, 1982. WHAT HAPPENED IS THAT GOD TOOK AWAY HER PRESENCE, AS WELL AS ALL THE GIFTS OF THE HOLY SPIRIT WHICH I HAD RECEIVED – EVERYTHING. I COULD NO LONGER SEE GOD OR COMMUNICATE WITH HER, WHEN I TRIED, MY MIND WAS A JUMBLE, IT DIDN’T WORK ANY MORE.
GOD PUT ME INTO THE ‘SHALLOWS & WASTES OF HUMAN SENSE’ WHICH WAS TERRIBLE PAIN–THE ABSENCE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD, A DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL, WHERE I SAW NO LIGHT BUT HAD TO LIVE ONLY BY FAITH. THIS DEPRIVED, EMPTY, DESOLATE STATE LASTED EIGHTEEN YEARS! THAT WAS THE ‘PRICE’ OR RESULT OF INTERIOR DIVINE STIGMATA. REMEMBER WHEN JESUS SAID ON THE CROSS: ‘MY GOD, WHY HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME?’
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I MUST ALSO ADD THIS IN THE LIGHT OF ‘NONDUALITY.’ IT IS THE GOD WITHIN THAT DOES ALL THIS WORK, GIVES ALL THESE GRACES. WHEN WE PRAY, INDEED, GOD IS EVERYWHERE, INSIDE & OUTSIDE. BUT IN GENERAL, IT IS THE GOD WITHIN WHO ANSWERS OUR PRAYERS. GOD WITHIN IS THE PORTAL OR CONNECTION WITH THE INFINITE. THAT IS WHY SHE KNOWS ALL WE THINK, ALL WE DO—WITHOUT A NEED OF CONFESSION. SHE KNOWS OUR MOST INNER SELVES, DESIRES, PLANS, VIRTUES & SINS. WE CAN NEVER, EVER HIDE FROM GOD WHEN SHE IS THE DEEPEST PART OF US.
FEW MENTION THE INTERIOR STIGMATISTS. SOME OF THESE WERE ST. GERTRUDE THE GREAT, ST. TERESA OF AVILA, ST. CATHERINE OF SIENNA, ST. FAUSTINA & MYSELF. I HAVE WRITTEN A BOOK ON IT AVAILABLE ON AMAZON & LULU PRESS.
THE PAINS OF THE BODY ARE NOT THE GREATEST HEIGHT OF SUFFERING. IN THE PASSION OF OUR LORD, HIS MIND & HEART SUFFERED EVEN MORE DEEPLY, & SO, THOSE SOULS WHO RECEIVE WITH HIM, THE SAME GRACE, SUFFER AS MUCH. IT STRIKES ME THAT THIS WORLD IS CENTERED ON THE PHYSICAL & MATERIAL. LOOK HOW FOCUSSED EARTHLINGS ARE ON PHYSICAL WOUNDS, TALKING ENDLESSLY ABOUT THEM IN DETAIL, AS IF THEY ARE THE TEACHERS OF THIS GRACE. THEIR OBSERVATIONS DO NOT CENTER ON THE MOTIVATIONS, DESIRES, DECISIONS & MENTAL, EMOTIONAL STATE OF THE SOULS, THE RESULTS OF THE STIGMATA NOT PHYSICAL. AND WHY WOULD THAT BE? THEY DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS GRACE.
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WHAT DID JESUS SUFFER IN HIS MIND & HEART? IN HIS CASE {THE FEELINGS OF STIGMATISTS VARY} HIS THREE YEARS OF MIRACLE MINISTRY WERE REJECTED. INSTEAD OF LOVE HE RECEIVED SCORN, IGNOMINY, RIDICULE & HUMILIATION, REJECTION & ALL THE OTHER TORTURES HUMANS CAN GIVE. HIS PAIN WAS COMPLETE IN THAT HIS OWN DISCIPLES RAN & EVEN DENIED HIM—ONLY THE MOST FAITHFUL WERE THERE IN HIS PASSION & DEATH—HIS MOTHER, JOHN THE BELOVED, & THE HOLY WOMEN—NO OTHER DISCIPLES WERE BRAVE ENOUGH TO COMFORT HIM.
IN THE CASE OF ST. FRANCIS OF ASSISI I THINK IT WAS BECAUSE OF WHAT WAS DONE TO HIM & HIS ORDER – IT WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM WHEN THE RULE WAS COMPROMISED–THAT OF FOLLOWING THE COMPLETE POVERTY OF JESUS. SOMEONE INTRODUCED BOOKS (WHICH FRANCIS DIDN’T WANT) & GROWING THEIR OWN FOOD INSTEAD OF BEGGING.
FRANCIS WANTED TOTAL POVERTY–HIS GOAL FOR HIMSELF & THE BROTHERS TO BE COMPLETELY EMPTY OF EVERYTHING BUT GOD, DEPENDENT ON GOD & NOTHING ELSE. THEY WOULD HAVE TO LIVE BY FAITH, TRUST IN GOD TO PROVIDE DAILY ACCORDING TO,
“GO, SELL WHAT YOU HAVE, GIVE TO THE POOR & FOLLOW ME,” & ALSO THE WORDS THAT SAID TAKE NOTHING WITH YOU WHEN YOU GO ON YOUR MISSION – NO STAFF, NO WALLET, NO FOOD, NOTHING. THAT WAS HIS IDEAL BUT IT WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM.
EVEN IN HIS OWN LIFETIME THE RULE RELAXED, HE SAW HOW HUMANS WOULD COMPROMISE IT. HE SAID THAT THE BEGINNING OF HIS ORDER THE MEN WERE GOLD, THEN THEY WOULD BECOME SILVER, THEN BRASS, THEN IRON. IT DIDN’T TAKE LONG FOR THEM TO BECOME ‘IRON.’ THEY LIVE IN HOUSES, HAVE FINANCIAL SECURITY, WEAR GOOD CLOTHES—EVERYTHING A PERSON NEEDS. PRACTICED BY THE FRANCISCANS. I IMAGINE THEY EVEN HAVE PENSIONS–SO MUCH FOR POVERTY. I AM NOT SAYING THESE ARE BAD THINGS, BUT THAT’S NOT HOW ST. FRANCIS STARTED OUT, NOT WHAT HE WANTED. BUT THE OTHER MEN WERE NOT GREAT SAINTS LIKE HE WAS.
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MEANING OF THE DIVINE STIGMATA AS I UNDERSTAND IT:
THE DIVINE STIGMATA IS A DECISION BEFORE GOD TO PUT GOD FIRST ABOVE ALL THINGS, TO SACRIFICE ALL BEFORE GOD TO THE DEGREE YOU CAN STAND IT (WITHOUT PHYSICAL DEATH)—YOUR DECISION IS ‘I WILL GIVE ALL.’
GOD’S DECISION IS SHE WILL DETERMINE WHAT TO TAKE FROM YOU WHAT NOT TO TAKE. SHE COULD DO ANYTHING BUT IT IS SHE WHO DECIDES WHAT IS MOST EXPEDIENT, ECONOMICAL & APPROPRIATE FOR YOU.
WHEN I PRAYED FOR THE DIVINE STIGMATA I ASKED NOT TO GET THE PHYSICAL WOUNDS BECAUSE THEN I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO WORK. I DID NOT THINK GOD WOULD GRANT ME THIS GREAT GRACE FOR MANY YEARS – UNTIL I WAS IN MY 70’S. BUT WITHIN THREE MONTHS GOD GRANTED MY REQUEST.
WHAT SHE DID WAS THIS: I WAS LIVING IN THE MOST SUBLIME STATE OF INTIMACY WITH GOD. I COULD HEAR & FEEL GOD CONSTANTLY. I COULD CONVERSE WITH SPECIAL SOULS IN PURGATORY, I COULD PRAY & I WOULD HEAR GOD ANSWER. I HAD RECENTLY SEEN GOD FACE TO FACE TWICE, IT WAS ECSTASY. I NEEDED NO ONE & NOTHING FOR MY HAPPINESS. I WAS IN HEAVEN ON EARTH.
GOD TOOK THIS AWAY FROM ME. I HAD NIGHTMARES. I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR & MY OWN EYES LOOKED INSANE FROM THE PAIN. IT WAS MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY UNBEARABLE. THIS LASTED THREE DAYS.
WHAT WAS HAPPENING WAS THAT MY HEART SWELLED—THE ENERGY CENTER OF THE HEART, NOT THE PHYSICAL HEART—THEN IT WOULD BREAK. THIS HAPPENED AGAIN & AGAIN FOR HOURS OF MIND-ALTERING PAIN. THEN THE INTENSE PAIN LEFT, BUT MY HEART CHAKRA (& THOSE ABOVE IT INCLUDING THE SAHASRARA) HAD ‘BURNED UP’—
I WAS WITHOUT THE PRESENCE OF GOD FOR EIGHTEEN YEARS, FROM OCT 9, 1982 TO THE YEAR 2000. IT TOOK THAT LONG TO ‘PAY’ FOR THIS GRACE OR MANIFEST IT. THERE WERE NO PHYSICAL WOUNDS, THE MIND, THE HEART CAN BE IN A STATE THAT IS INDESCRIBABLE SUFFERING. STIGMATA IS MARTYRDOM, THE DECISION TO ALLOW GOD TO TAKE FROM ONESELF WHAT IS MOST DEAR, PRECIOUS, BEAUTIFUL & JOYFUL. IMAGINE GOD TAKING FROM YOU ALL THAT YOU LOVE & WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY; IT IS TO BE LEFT IN THE STATE OF DESOLATION; IT IS PURGATORY ON EARTH.
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