2-23-20-NONDUALITY IN THE NEW RELIGION
“WOMAN THOU ART GOD”
I am in the house of a male, sharing the house. I see him vaguely; he’s very large – to the right of me. He’s given space & resources to myself & daughter to work on something.
(THIS COULD BE MY WEBMAN WITH WHOM I AM WORKING ON A NEW BOOK.)
We have a medium blonde wood table, high up like a counter, to work on. It’s about 2’X7’ & joined to this is a child’s school desk with I guess a bench for her to work on. But after a while I think what do we need this school desk for? I put it aside; my daughter can sit across from me at the regular table.
(THIS IS A BIG CLUE ABOUT NONDUALITY OR EQUALITY BETWEEN THE GOD-SELF & THE FLESH. I, THE GOD WITHIN, RECOGNIZE THE LOWER SELF TO BE EQUAL & WORKING ON THE SAME LEVEL.
THE TABLE BEING A COUNTER: COUNTERS ARE PREVALENT IN DINERS & SOME RESTAURANTS. THEY SIGNIFY NOURISHMENT. WHAT WE ARE WORKING ON IS NOURISHMENT FOR PEOPLE.)
We are working on a magazine, which represents something like an institution or company. It’s not the magazine itself that’s important, it’s what it represents. We are at the beginning of drawing up the project, we sit & work.
(THIS LATEST PROJECT IS ‘THE NEW RELIGION—FOR WOMEN ONLY.’ THE REASON IT’S A MAGAZINE IS BECAUSE IT WILL BE IN SEVERAL VOLUMES—THIS IS THE BEGINNING. WHAT IT REPRESENTS IS IMPORTANT – THE IDEAS THAT WILL EMPOWER OR NOURISH WOMEN, HELPING THEM TO STEP ASIDE FROM PATRIARCHAL IDEAS, DOGMAS & COMMANDMENTS & CREATE THEIR OWN FORM OF BELIEF.
ONE OF THE KEYS IS HOW I TREAT MY DAUGHTER, THE EQUALITY I GIVE HER. IT IS FOUND IN THE WORDS,
“WOMAN, THOU ART GOD”—
THE NAME OF THE RELIGION. I AM LIFTING UP THE FLESH & SAYING SHE IS GOD.)
After a while we take a break, perhaps we’re done for the day.
I see two meals here on the table given to us, two plates of dinner, the same, & two plates of dessert, the same. The dinners are bigger plates;
(PLATES, BIGGER: MORE DIFFICULT OR HARDER TO DEAL WITH. MORE EFFORT ON THE PLATE OR ON THE TABLE.)
on top are broiled pieces of green peppers, covering some darkish food. The two desserts are fruits with some sort of topping, maybe whipped cream, maybe white syrup.
(THIS FOOD I WILL PARTAKE IS THE FOOD THE GOD SELF WILL DEAL WITH. GREEN PEPPERS ARE A DEODORIZER WHICH KILLS BAD SMELLS IN THE BODY, WHILE UNDERNEATH IS DARKISH FOOD I CAN’T IDENTIFY.
THIS IS SAYING THE GOD-SELF WILL DEAL WITH THE DIFFICULT PART OF THE RELIGION, THE DARKISH UNIDENTIFIED FOOD ARE IDEAS THAT ARE ‘DARK’ TO THE MIND, NEED GRACE TO WORK THEM OUT. THE GREEN PEPPERS MIGHT BE TAKING OUT THE BAD STUFF OR THE ‘MYSTERY’ OF NONDUALITY—{I HAVE COMPLAINED ABOUT THE LACK OF CLARITY IN THE TRANSLATIONS FROM HINDU TO ENLIGH—THAT MUCH OF IT IS MISLEADING / CONFUSING.}
THIS TASK IS MY PART TO DEAL WITH – THE GOD SELF, WHILE THE FLESH–ALTHOUGH I AM HONORING IT AS EQUAL—CANNOT FIGURE ALL THIS OUT BY MERE LOGIC.
{NOTE HOW DANTE ALIGHIERI WAS LED THROUGH THE REALMS OF PURGATORY & HELL WITH VIRGIL—MEANING THE HUMAN MIND—BUT COULD ONLY GET TO THE HEAVENLY REALMS WITH GRACE, LED BY BEATRICE, HIS MUSE.})
I tell my daughter she can have the desserts, while,
(THE FLESH WILL RECEIVE THE RESULTS OR FRUITS OF THIS RELIGION THROUGH LOVE—THE WHITE OR MILKY SAUCE IS LOVE.)
“I’ll see what I can do with the dinners.”
I see little her sitting there with one dessert directly in front of her chest.
(THE CHEST IS THE HEART OR LOVE. SHE GIVES & RECEIVES LOVE, THAT IS HER PART.)
She seems like seven years old.
(SMALL IS HUMILITY. SHE MUST HUMBLE HERSELF TO BE WITH GOD.)
It’s a round bowl; I see strawberries & other fruits. She seems querulous about the dessert, like why should she have both of them while I partake of the regular food?
(THE LOWER SELF IS CONCERNED THAT GOD SHOULD GET AS MUCH LOVE AS SHE IS GETTING. THIS SHOWS COMPASSION OR DEVOTION.)
FRUITS: RESULTS, REWARDS. IN THIS CASE, THESE ARE DELICIOUS, SO IT IS JOY OR PLEASURE. {FRUITS OF ONE’S ACTIONS, GOOD OR BAD. ‘BY THEIR FRUIT YE SHALL KNOW THEM.’ ‘THE FRUIT DOES NOT FALL FAR FROM THE TREE.’ ‘BE FRUITFUL & MULTIPLY.’
AS AN ANTONYM, YOU HEAR OF ‘THE BAD SEED’ & SINS BEAR ‘THE FRUIT OF THEIR ACTIONS’ OR BAD RESULTS.}
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SYMBOLS OF THIS DREAM:
TABLE: What is brought to the table or what is shared, discussed, donated or presented.
COUNTER: Implies in this dream, the counter in a restaurant which is about nourishment.
SCHOOL DESK: The table of a person that is learning, the place of a child, student or devotee.
MAGAZINE: One in a series of periodicals or publications
PLATE: That which is front of one to deal with. Big plate is a lot to deal with, smaller plate less.
DARKISH FOOD: Something unknown, unseen, a mystery, must be seen & understood.
GREEN PEPPERS: A deodorizing food, which makes clean, clears up, fixes something.
MILKY SAUCE or WHIPPED CREAM: Anything white coming out of milk means love.
BUTTER: Butter is made from milk but usually means ‘the fat of the land,’ resources, money ‘which side my bread is buttered on.’
CREAM: The best of something, ‘cream of the crop,’ ‘the cream in my coffee,’ ‘taking the cream off the top.’
CHILD, YOUNG: In this dream humility. In other examples immaturity or inability, ignorance, naïveté.
FRUITS: Results. In this dream joyful, pleasurable results.
STRAWBERRIES: Joyful, pleasant fruits or results.