MOM & BRO ARE SORRY

By Rasa Von Werder, March 13th, 2021
0944f4b506b30d3bf0f95267187ce11d

 

 

0944f4b506b30d3bf0f95267187ce11d

MOM & BRO ARE SORRY

3-10-21 earthly MOM wants to make up-Be close to God

in good times as well

as bad

b77d4ab802c98524535bac85d125fa78--john-cena-midsummer-nights-dream

 

I’m at the old farm house & my human Mom & bro are here. We’re in the living room, & Mom has a lot of her clothes piled up on the left couch & some place else – & she says to me, she wants me to try on these two tops, see if they fit me.

I look at one. It’s pale pink with short sleeves, it might be too small for me but it stretches, I put it on & it fits ok. It has like at least 3 ‘ribs’ in front or pleats made of the same soft, almost shiny material. It has an unusual smell – not perfume, not good or bad, an average smell, maybe it’s her smell, not sure.

Then I see a tan top of a twill material, stiff, that I know will be too small for me–it’s for an infant size. I ask her if that’s the other one, but she says no, it’s the white one.

*(HUMAN MOM: This is the third day in a row she appears to me, it’s in commemoration of her death. What is God doing here?
She’s in Heaven, not in a high place, with my brother.
Her wanting to give me two tops, that come out of her own wardrobe, is wanting to give me GIFTS. They would be part of her SPIRITUAL TOOL BOX or GIFT BOX. Since they cover the UPPER BODY which includes HEART these must be GIFTS OF LOVE. Mother God, what are the vertical ribs in front?

 

117 enchanted-forest-wall-mural-forest-wall-mural-enchanted-forest-themed-bedroom-forest-mural-bedroom-forest-themed-bedroom-enchanted-forest-wall-forest-wall-mural-enchanted-fairy-forest-wall-mural 4ffb70b8abad01b49d7fb001976ab410 forest-green-room-ideas-rainforest-design-theme-bedroom-decorating-delightful-related-post-themed-po forest-bedroom-magical-bedroom-magical-bedrooms-forest-themed-bedroom-ideas-pinterest 5fe602b27c50cb337b6f5aa0bc57a613

MOMGOD: RIBS IN FRONT are stripes, ‘by his stripes we are healed.’ They might represent SCOURGING, being over the CHEST they have to do with EMOTIONAL PAIN. She’s offering you the grace she received for HER OWN EMOTIONAL PAIN – saying, ‘This I can give you, my grace for my own pain, as a gift.’

ME: And how do you figure the white top? And what is the twill infant top that is not meant fo rme?

MOMGOD: The white could be several things in the context of this dream. The most likely idea is ‘My motives toward you are WHITE/PURE, I will not deceive or betray you this time.’ {She trapped me several times into a place where she betrayed me or double/crossed me–cruel stuff.})*

However, there is a SCENT that goes along with her first gift which is OF HER & it portrays someone that is not a HOLY SAINT, but rather an ordinary being – the SCENT FROM SAINTS is Heavenly or inebriating – this is not like that, it’s ORDINARY.

I’m not rejecting her gifts of love, but also am not blissed out. The ‘turn off’ was the smell. It seems also that I’m CONSIDERING what she wants to give me but not necessarily ACCEPTING them. Just EXAMINING them, trying them on. )*

There’s also something to do here with a restaurant serving a meal. My bro has gotten some food – it’s a salad. He said,

“I don’t want to eat my salad alone.”

8494f2765bb29a62e791b061398bb79d enchanted-forest-room-decor-decoration-forest-themed-bedroom-theme-ideas-stunning-green-room-for-interior-toddler-furniture-enchanted-lane 3D Green Forest Horse PVC Waterproof Eco-friendly Self-Adhesive Ceiling and Wall Murals amazing-forest-themed-bedroom-decor-7-enchanted-unique-inspired forest-themed-room-beautiful-fantasy-themed-bedroom-fantasy-forest-themed-bedroom-forest-themed-childrens-room

I think he was saying that Mom left his side to be talking to me, he wanted her or someone there so he could enjoy his meal with them.

*(Then my brother is also receiving food, starting with SALAD & wants to SHARE it, I think with Mom, not me, but wants her to pay attention to him rather than me. If this is so, it’s a strange ‘sibling rivalry’ sense for being in Heaven.
LEAVES like this – are symbols of VICTORY or SUCCESS. He wants to share his success. What this success is, I suppose, is that he made it to Heaven.

An alternative meaning could be that he wants to SHARE his victory of being in Heaven with me – since Mom wants to give me gifts, he wants to share this. Could be more likely than the sibling rivalry slant. It might be the three of us ‘reconciling’ or burying the hatchet – which I never had, they abused me, I did not abuse them. So this says they’re sorry I guess……My uncle also raised his head around this time from Heaven & said he was sorry I was abused & none of them stood up for me. He hated my Mom because she tried to break him up with his fiancé before they married – he knew what she was like & with my Dad, knew she was an abusive, devious person. But not one of them interviewed me, commensurated with me, or said anything to the family except once, when they all ganged up on me at the dinner table {it was the event when they kidnapped my daughter & were planning to have me declared an unfit mother, so they could have her – as I was the only person who had produced a child in the family} including Uncle, he said ‘None of you can judge her.’ That was the one & only time. )*

*(ME TO MOMGOD: What is going on here? The last two days before this her appearing to me was unpleasant. The dream of yesterday was so unpleasant I did not even try to recall & record it, & today, this. It’s extremely unusual.

MOMGOD: She is trying to reconcile with you. She is ashamed & embarrassed by what she did to you & compared to you, is in a lower state. When you look at the stature of a great saint in Heaven & this, her gifts are PALTRY, you look at her with sadness.

ME: OK, so I am not blissed out by her efforts. What am I supposed to be doing, be more grateful? Or is it ok if I just say ‘fine, I accept the gifts, but don’t expect me to get excited about them. What am I supposed to feel?

MOMGOD: You have forgiven her from long ago, but you will never feel great emotion for her, your brother, or aunt, or anyone who gave you grief. Jesus would not have felt blissed out if & when Judas repented, said he was sorry, & gave the Lord some paltry love. Jesus would have accepted it but certainly not jumped up & down with joy – same if the High Priest, or any of his torturers, or Pharisees, finally repented & gave him some love. He would have appreciated it but not gotten ‘emotional.’ So you appreciate this, like,
“Thanks Mom, I’m glad you have straightened yourself out,”
& that’s about it.
As far as your brother goes, he’s even less to get excited about as he feels he’s a success, & you’re happy for him, but his success is tiny. Just like her, he barely made it to Heaven. He is far from sainthood. But you’re glad he made it, so this might be his announcement to you that he succeeded.)*

forest-themed-bedroom-design-prospects-garland-accessories-f amazing-little-jungle-indoor-garden-design-ideas-desain-taman-kecil 9b0d106942b8001ac25c42db37dcc088 DSC100204762 3ed7d229f6aceea95c7065660270981c
……………………………………………………………………………..

TUNA FISH, GRANDMA

I was at my uncle’s house & we were working to fill the house with proper food, stocking up supplies. The house is a combination of more than one house I have known like here, some place else, but its appearance is vague.

*(UNCLE: In my vocabulary Aunt & Uncle are punishment. This doesn’t make sense as Uncle is providing FOOD. Could it be saying that through punishment nourishment will be given?
The house is undetermined, could be saying I don’t know where I am, what state of consciousness I am in or what state in life.)*

Then I see this large beige paper bag on a table, my Grandma is sitting at to the right. I open it & Uncle has gotten a huge supply of TUNA SALAD, fixed in blocks like the Haddock filets I have here, like 7″ long, 2″ deep, they are encased in saran wrap – just the size for subs.

*(TUNA SALAD: FISH is a symbol of CHRISTIANITY. It seems a strange dichotomy that NOURISHMENT is joined up with PUNISHMENT. It could be saying by our present SUFFERINGS we’re getting the greatest NOURISHMENT – & today’s suffering would be epitomized by my lady friend getting cancer. This BAD SITUATION is bringing God closer to our entire family – all of us are participating in the pain my lady friend is going through.)*

0110e9abe929c0f5b0aa292474f37d08 9865e86029e2ce9a2ca1846167d1cbef 71Q5NJmdjDL._SL1278_ 8b6ba1ef72523a753a30a1250845fbe5 162a69204c7b9cfcbc913b538cfc2562 a2245b8c9bf95ac281340d4c2ee9aefc

I’m startled that he got us all this which should feed the family a long time, but there isn’t room in the fridge for this large of a bag. I have gotten a small fridge, like 2′ square, I take it to the cellar, put it into some kind of open box against the wall, to the left, put the fridge there & the bag fits.

I come up & tell Grandma & whoever is listening,

*(GRANDMA: The deep, unconscious self. I am becoming AWARE of how suffering brings spiritual nourishment, that’s the subject of this dream.)*

“I was happy about the tuna but there wasn’t room in the fridge. I brought my own fridge, put it in the cellar, & when we need some we get it from there.”

*(FRIDGE: A REFRIGERATOR IS A STOREHOUSE where things are kept so they don’t spoil. In this case we’re saying SPIRITUAL GRACES ARE AVAILABLE, WITHIN US, but we access them at certain times. This is saying we can access these graces at any time, not only when we’re suffering.)*

I felt I had done a good deed to donate the fridge. But then I add,

“I forgot to look in our SECOND FRIDGE’ {which stands opposite the first one on the other corner of the room} because maybe it had room. Anyway, it’s fine in the small fridge in the cellar, except we have to walk down there when we want the tuna.”

1d10e29b11776e5af32ef55362f72208 b09f3a7ccd9157bd620ac5b8474d3137 baeba29681c9a73192a39d73fb7786d9 ab46e063474f3aa80e7b6913f0f74767 townencounters a_cozy_place_by_flaviobolla-d7t2qcp

*(IN THE CELLAR, WE HAVE TO WALK DOWN THERE TO GET THE TUNA: A cellar represents the lower life, the lower self, degrees of Purgatory or Hell – it is DESCENING TO THE DEPTHS. So again, this says when we descend to the depths of misery, be it anxiety, fear, depression, confusion, uncertainty – when we go to these depths we also get NOURISHED SPIRITUALLY as ‘Blessed are the poor.’)*

I felt maybe I was remiss as I forgot the second fridge upstairs & did the cellar deal, that people would have to go to the trouble of walking down there & getting it – a slight imposition.

*(WALKING DOWN THERE, A SLIGHT IMPOSITION: This might be saying to myself that we should not have to descend into trials to get nourished spiritually, we should find some way of getting ahead spiritually without suffering. In other words, let us love God just as much when we’re not miserable, let’s be close to God all the time, not just then.)*

two-brown-burmese-kittens-lie-female-hands-three-month-old-top-view-164562600 unnamed (1) unnamed (2) unnamed (3) unnamed (4) unnamed werewolfcat

139 views
Mature Content

This site contains artistic nudity which may be considered offensive and/or inappropriate. Furthermore, this content may be considered adult content, if you are not of legal age or are easily offended, you are required to click the exit button.