• A Prince – a King – A Cat – A Love Affair Between Prince and Lowly Girl

I’m in a small Church & at first it seems like there are a good amount of people while the light is dim but when it gets brighter I see here I am in the right side pews & on the left is only one old couple, the female has a white curly hairdo like those old lady permanents. She’s closer to me, her husband to her left in the pew, they’re a few rows ahead.

I see a Priest or priests in front as if higher up & with them officiating is the ‘Prince of Wxx’ {this not the real person, just a symbol}.

He had an AFFAIR with a girl from my neighborhood which is poor. And within this area is one yet more lowly – a ghetto or slum. This girl came from there, status wise the lowest of the low!

And she has had a serious affair with this Prince – both of them being in love – for a good amount of time – yet no one knows about it. I hold in my hands a TINY BOOK, abut 4”x4” – maroon cover – that I hold up to him & tell him I’ve produced an account of that affair!

Now later on a CAT appears who is confined. I take care of it but it’s been confined so long it wants to RUN but I cannot allow it to run as it will get lost & could be in danger; I must keep it on a leash So I go out with the cat & we’re in a GOLDEN WHEAT FIELD, I have it on a long gray soft leash & I run at first but she wants to run faster, I run as fast as I can to give her the exercise.

Later this cat turns into the tiniest creature like a quarter inch diameter & is confined to a sort of plastic see-through purse or pouch – I hope she has enough air.

I did meet up with the female who had the AFFAIR with the Prince – a while after it was over. She’s wearing gray/blue, dull, short straight brown hair, not so good looking. She doesn’t want to think about or recall the affair, nor does she want to talk abut it – just wants to walk away without comment – don’t know why this is. Maybe HURT.

Later the Prince turns into a KING but can’t recall what else happens.   {End}

MEANING:

*{I suspect the Prince who turns into a King is the REAL Mr. A. And the woman of the lowest class would be ME because that’s how I am viewed being in the adult trade. But us having a significant affair seems far fetched, doesn’t make sense – it was just one incident. Unless it’s gone on in our HEADS.

The cat I have on the leash, the one that wants to run I suspect is the real story {like ‘running a story’ – ‘cat out of the bag’, a secret being told}. This is me anticipating telling what really happened between Mr. A & myself – which I HAVE NEVER TOLD.

And it starts out with me telling this ‘Prince’ of a man that I have the account of the story & I’m going to use it. Why is this in a Church, Priests up in front, one old couple to the left? Why is the book so SMALL – just 4”x4” & has a maroon cover?

Maroon cover is suffering. Who suffered him or me? Him I guess.   Why am I announcing this to him in a Church? Why is he a priest among priests? Why is the Church empty except for me & the old couple? Mother God, help!

MG:  It’s like an official announcement before God. You’re asking God for guidance on everything every day. So you are bringing this into the open, before God.

No one knows about this but you & apparently this old couple. She has curly white hair. This is a symbol of someone worried, anxious – white hair is when your hair turns white – it’s from torture or worry. And curly in this case is the same thing – ‘curls your hair’ is something like ‘makes your hair stand up,’ curling is something affecting your mind badly.

Not sure who this lady represents except your own flesh & the husband would be who? Jesus – a Saint?

You’re asking or announcing you’re going to bring out this story in the open.

The cat becoming super tiny in the see-through bag again, is the story. People will see through this bag ‘letting the cat out’ is seeing, knowing there’s a cat in the bag instead of a pig {how people in the old days used to substitute a cat for a pig & sold it for the price of a pig – the buyer not seeing what was in the bag.} Why does the cat become so tiny? It’s a small incident?}*

The Tiny Infant who Loves Me

There’s this tiny male infant here – he’s little but he can walk. He does some small thing wrong & I smack him on his backside. He’s wearing an outfit that is multicolor print – he’s covered all over, material fairly close to his body, not loose, covered from neck to ankles, long sleeves.

Right after I smack him he turns to me & exclaims,

“I love you!”

Puts his arms stretched to me to pick him up, which I do.   {End}

MEANING:

          *{This sounds like you giving a slap on the bum to this man, Mr. A – a small insult or punishment. And he is revealing to you what he felt or feels – love for you the way one feels for one’s Mother.

And you accept his love. A lot of behaviors happen – including revenge – because love is strong. If a person had lukewarm feelings they would not get so upset about being rejected or ‘slapped’ as shown here.}*

7-19-25 Mr A Loves Me – is this a symbol of Success or is it Him?

I am standing in an open space – yu can see miles around, & I do see a building maybe a couple thousand feet in front of me, but wide open spaces all around, & roads everywhere.

A man is standing across the road from me – it’s Arnold, who usually represents SUCCESS.

I’m speaking to him & I say,

“I was AFRAID OF YOU.”

Suddenly he is upon me, a close embrace, & he lies down on something ON HIS BACK & I’m on top of him.  He’s HUGE – like maybe 10’ tall, & I’m one third his size, lying on top of him & I say,

“I love you.”

He says nothing but the fact that he took me in his arms, & held me to himself in this position means love.

It is SO VIVID that it feels like a real person, but is it Arnold reconciling with me or a symbol of {earthly} SUCCESS?

He is wearing something with soft like flannel light green large checks.

MEANING:

*{Since he is so much bigger than me I doubt if it’s the real man. It’s a symbol of success coming my way & look – there is a BUILDING behind Arnold, the rest are wide open spaces. And later on in the night I see this white building with the 20 families & God asks me if I want it.

That seems to point so a success with my New Religion/Order. Somehow I obtain a BUIDING?

The WIDE OPEN SPACES & roads – it’s an unlimited or wide open opportunity. Roads are paths, ways to get places. There is SUCCESS right  before me – a building behind him – nothing else is about. And after I SPEAK to him he crosses the road which means HE/IT/SUCCESS COMES TO ME.

It’s after I say I WAS AFRAID. Was means BEFORE – means I am not afraid NOW. Then success comes to me & it is HUGE. And it is EARTY because he’s wearing GREEN.

And this is from God’s Love & now I ACCEPT this when I saw “I love you.” By loving God I love God’s Will, God’s bounty, God’s success. I do not fear it; I have faith, hope & trust in God.}*   {End}

A Building for the New Order

So earthly wealth was is it? Only to HELP OTHERS, not luxuries. I am saving all my bread to start an Order, New Religion for women & their children – a Matriarchy. I also dreamed of it last night I saw a building. God showed it to me & said how would I like to have this building, with 20 families? It was a white painted clapoard building maybe 3 floors I saw a wooden unpainted outside staircase.

Don’t know why God showed me this.  It’s what I thinkg of every day – I have so much to do to write. I must rewrite the Catholic Catechism to suit our New Religion. It won’t take long – it’s all in my head, but I just have to do it.  {End}

MEANING:          *{Goes with the previous dream. The building being WHITE is a sign of ‘good’ – ‘mighty white of you.’  The unpainted staircase, wood, outside, what does that mean?

A staircase is a series of steps going up & down. So is it a few steps to get this building?

Why ’20 families’? Maybe to show this will be a huge opportunity.}* {End}