7-10-25 Its HIM who feels DIMINISHED
I’m at the old farmhouse & have been having so much trouble, turmoil, reverses & such. I see the kitchen & connected to it the living room & things have IMPROVED.
A LADY has come to me, a dear friend. Or I should say she has become dear to me as she is helping me a lot – getting it all straightened out.
I see outside something to do with dogs. {means inner senses}
Now this MAN comes to me.
He’s one of TWO MEN I LOVE. He is the 2nd one that comes to me – the first has already been here.
So the 2nd one comes – he wants my love, it’s like courtship. He wants to know if thing are better for me, if I’m OK.
I tell him things have improved greatly due to this lady – who is a DOCTOR. We stand in the living room looking through a large picture window & I see about 4-5-6 HORSES, dark, & they seem to be partly covered with MUD & they are facing away from me, meandering there – the light is dim outside. He does NOT pay attention to the horses & he listens to me as I whisper in his ear {why on earth do I TELL him this?}
“The husband of this lady is the man I’m in love with.”
This is a TERRIBLE SECRET for two reasons; obviously I’m in love with my good friend’s husband – that’s bad. And second, this man who’s in love with me will be hurt it’s not him.
So this 2nd man now leaves because I preferred someone else. But he comes back through the kitchen wearing sort of ‘pajamas’ – strange – the pants are loose cotton like large hound’s tooth checks {black on white}. And he brings back what looks like a golf club but it’s half the size of that, very thin & black – & he was using it before while he was here as a sort of support or cane to go through the snow {make sense? Haha} & now he’s returning it.
I felt he wanted an EXCUSE to return because he still loves me & just wanted to see me. So I take the occasion to whisper in his ear,
“I love you too.”
But he disregards this it seams he’s 2nd best – & is going to leave – I just make a shrugging gesture like,
“OK, whatever….”
Knowing if his love is strong he will return, it will work, but if it isn’t no matter. I leave it to FATE or whatever should be, will be.
He was also wearing a black beanie hat both times.
MEANING:
{This was complicated & mysterious; I could not even tackle it until the next day. I SENSE it’s about a man I’m working on a project with who has suddenly broke off communications.
Somehow he feels DIMINISHED, he’s 2nd best – I love someone else More & even though I love him – it’s not enough – he wants to be #1!
But that can’t be as the MAN I love is Jesus! And the woman who helps me is His Holy Mother – in this dream they are husband & wife or partners.
She’ the one that is HEPING ME straightening out the numerous challenges I have – I show this man but he disregards my problems, he is only concerned with how much I LOVE HIM & if I don’t show HIM enough love, he is leaving.
So that explains the rift or change – it’s his PRIDE – which has to be nourished!
It’s like two paths – I’ve often been here before – some certain man wants me – even super rich, super handsome, super status men – but I turned them down because of my PATH with God would be interrupted – I SENSED it was not the right way.
What are the DARK HORSES, some covered with mud – lol. It’s my LIFE STORY & the PROJECTS I undertook which AGAINT ALL ODDS & unexpectedly, SUCCEEDED. It was the work for God, which God EMPOWERED – which the word did not understand or respect.
This dream says this man doesn’t care about all that {as I look through the picture window, he doesn’t even care to look}– my life – my projects – it’s himself he cares about – being loved. But somehow – not sure how – he fees DIMINISHED by my LOVE OF GOD!
The ‘dark horses,’ some being COVERED WITH MUD is how my projects were ‘thrown mud’ on or disparaged, criticized looked down on –– so many things. The horses are walking away from me, at least one with HIS HEAD DOWN which means sorrow or depression, – which is how they make you feel when they disrespect you.
He LEAVES but returns & when he does he reveals himself to me. The ‘cane or club’ –half the size of a golf club – is symbol of his PENIS. I have made him feel DIMINISHED- & it’s black & thin, which is total depression. He used it as a support means he leaned on his manhood/masculinity, feeling strong, but I took that away somehow {?}.
The hound’s tooth, loose pants – well, a hound’s tooth sounds like anger – as a dog would bite – & this is CLEAR – black & white means CLEAR – like the ‘writing on the wall’ or ‘clear as black & white’. I made this man MAD but HOW? Must check what I sent him that day.
Now the black beanie cap, what is that? Head is MIND – thoughts – so to put a BLACK CAP on this would be depression – the end – a funeral.
Something has REALLY turned him off!
dark horse
someone or something whose abilities, plans, or feelings are little known to others. (From a race horse about which little or nothing is known.) It’sdifficult to predictwhowillwintheprize—therearetwo or threedarkhorses in thetournament. Everyonewassurprised at theresults of theelection.Thedarkhorsewon.
1. Someone who unexpectedly wins a competition. NobodythoughtChericouldwintheraceafterbreakingherleglastyear,butsheturnedout to be a darkhorseandtookfirstplace. No onethoughtthebrashnewcomerwould be a threat to theestablishedcandidates,buthe’sturningout to be a realdarkhorse in thiscampaign.I’drather be a darkhorsethan be expected to winandhaveanythinglessseen as a failure.
2. Someone whose skills, abilities, plans, or intentions are or had been unapparent to others. Primarily heard in UK, Australia.Angelawassuddenlyviewed as a darkhorsewhenshedisplayedherbeautifulsculptures at theartfair.Nobodyknewshehadsuchartistictalent . Wow, I thoughtLizhadthehighestGPA in thegradeforsure.WhoknewDaniellewas a darkhorsewithsuchgoodgrades? Rosewas a darkhorsewhenshesigned up forthetalentshow—nooneknewshecouldsinglikethat!
