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Dream prophesies something good for my books – in July – my birthday month
Wish I could recall the beginning but it’s about Tom Selleck {he’s always re my Interior Divine Stigmata – he represents Jesus in this aspect of Divine Love –it has NOTHING to do with him personally} – & somehow he’s around & both he & his WIFE {for some reason} are going to visit me!
This is a BIG DEAL & I hurriedly go to the door to open them to greet them. But the door isn’t just one door but several, & they are THICK. It’s like the doorway is a large box but smaller than a regular door. Each door is beautiful, one anyway – light colored, smooth & I open one, then another until three are open & I believe HE SEES ME because I get just a glimpse of myself where my makeup SPARKLES in red & blue – eyes & lips are make up. And I don’t see his WIFE but cheese cloth pouch with strings – white – the kind you use to strain cheese or certain liquids, but this is a bag the size of a large mango & this represents her. The pouch looks like the inside of the white Amish caps with strings, only smaller.
*{Wow, Jesus & Mary have symbolically appeared to me. I was afraid to analyze this because of the doors sounding like I had closed doors between myself & these two Celestials. BUT & that’s the big factor: I am OPENING all the doors between myself & them! Why is it like a large BOX? ‘Think outside the box’ comes to mind. Saying think with an open mind, not the restrictions usually applied. So we are OPENING our mind here.
Now it’ notable that I do NOT see them, but they see me. It’s because I am not in th mystically aware state right now – not CONSCIOUSLY aware of their Great & Perfect Love – but THEY are aware of ME which indicate I HAVE their love.
The pouch / cap is a holder or receptacle. It’s white- something good. She’s presenting it to me. It’s the size that could hold an adult heart & it’s also the symbol of a cap for the head – so it’s saying,
“Here – this is to contain your heart & your head, which are both good.”
Jesus Sacred Heart & Mary’s Immaculate Heart approve of me right now! Wow!}*
So I actually don’t physically see them but KNOW they are there come to see me & they see me.
……….Earlier saw another lady go to a store & she got a plastic see-through container {soft disposable plastic, stiff but soft} & inside a bouquet of red, white & blue artificial roses, crude version – soft papery material rolled into roses.
*{Since this hearkens to red white & blue & when Jesus & Mary saw me my eyes & lips sparkled with red & blue & She held a white holder for my mind / heart – these two symbolize something similar. July is coming up & it will be my BIRTHDAY July 16 but also the birthday of our Independence the 4th of July. There is a connection between myself & this country – after all Our Lady of Fatima called me to give her speech on the conversion of Russia in front of the White House which led to the end of Communism eventually & the threat of WWIII. I was born on the propitious day – Our Lady of Mt Carmel, but also the explosion of the First Atom Bomb in Los Alamos!
Notice the roses the lady obtains are PAPER so this indicates to me my BOOKS! The plastic covers – stiff but soft are the PAPERBACK covers, {& inside, the good, the bad & the ugly, red is suffering, blue is sadness, white is good} lol. There is something GOOD about all this – but what exactly? Is it saying my books are good, my heart & mind which create them are good? Is that it? Or is it saying something good will come out of my work in July? Like the celebrations of that day – fireworks & all that. In the next dream, if its’ a parallel dream, we’ll see balloons, another symbol similar.
Why are my eyes, lips sparkling with the red & blue? It’s like what I SEE & what I SPEAK. I SPOKE through my books about what I saw or experienced {“I’ve seen hard times”}. But now this comes to a good end or or brings success. Jesus & Mary SEE ME that way – I suffered wel,l I passed my tests as in the previous dream of being tested.}*
Later dream is complicated.
It’s a busy place, maybe my home or headquarters. Several people visit me. One is kind of a ‘carnival’ type person, hard to explain, long rangy limbs, colorful. Don’t quite know how to ‘add him up.’
I sort of {he reluctant} pull him to my balcony to see something amazing. I saw one little animal way down below, more than a floor down, a huge area {in my premises} and I saw a 4 footed dark pink animal, tiny & it had white feathers SPORADICALY here & there – tuft on its head & body, most of it’s body bare, a pinkish color – it looks like a NEWBORN with its eyes not yet open but it can walk or move. I thought it was the only one like that but on more inspection I see many dozens exactly like him milling about down there. Reminds me of those poor little parrots who’ve lost their feathers but are being cared for – ow pitiful they look! But since someone cares for them they thrive.
In some cases, whether bird is loved, its nervous condition abates & bit by bit the feathers grow back. These poor little creatures look like that They are bare naked & vulnerable but now white feathers are popping out here & there.
*{This is a PROPHECY coming up of NEW BIRTH, new beginnings, a revival or something / someone COMING BACK TO LIFE or fruition that previously was deprived or in a state of lack. Could this be MY BOOKS? Lol, they certainly have not got anywhere, because neither I nor anyone else has seriously promoted them. But God told me to wait, not try to be aggressive with my life story, allow them to come to me so I’m waiting.
The little bodies could be my books in their vestigial state – they exist but no ‘feathers’ with which to ‘fly’ or be visible to others.
Feathers are like LEGS. {of course the feathers have to cover wings, without which wings can’t carry one} You can move, go places with them but without you cannot. So my books have got nowhere but suddenly feathers appear which means the beginning of getting somewhere.}*
Then I see BALLOONS in all colors – I receive a handful of strings with these & think what is the occasion? Seems appropriate for a birthday.
*{This hearkens a celebration. The other day I was thinking I wonder if God will give me anything for my birthday? And this definitely shows some sort of jump for joy. It has to do with the little creatures below – the books – as the balloons are given me on this balcony & all colors. All colors might be all the types of books I have produced, all sorts of covers in all colors, all sorts of subjects. It might especially refer to my ife story series – ten books. Let’s see what happens & thank you God in advance.}*
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