See Addendum Below: I see his demon next day!
- Poor Soul in Purgatory Gets me Healed – Diary/Dream
Their Prayers are Effective!
This is the 4th day after an event that left me in bad mental shape.
On Sat – July 19, 2025 I met a young man – 21 yrs – who was going to work for me landscaping. He was here less than an hour & left & was scheduled to work the next day.
All we were doing were pruning my apple tree. He’d never done it before – I suggested how although I’m also an amateur. So while he lopped off the big ‘sucker’ branches I clipped the wild roses that had invaded all around the tree & we chatted.
He suggested next day returning with his associate & a chain saw & they could move through this job quicker & easier. I was not on board with that but I didn’t say anything – this was a ‘one man’ job – & who is this other person, a stranger to me – that I would have to also pay – & besides that another male who knows where I live – I don’t know him from Adam, whereas this boy is the son of a friend of mine so I have his identity. But having men who I don’t know all knowing where I live breaches my security/safety. But it just wasn’t feasible to explain all that to him when he was here – just hadn’t the time as he was in a rush & also I had not thought it out.
I left him a message that evening that I did not agree with his bringing a second male – pruning an apple tree is a one-man job, but he did not call me back.
The next day, a couple hours before he was to arrive, I called him again & I sensed instantly by the sound of his voice he would be negative.
Not to explain every word, but he was arrogant & flippant, not respectful or diplomatic – making demands, saying he was working to be paid ‘by the job’ – not per hour. That this is how he worked to make a living – what he needed to survive, he needed his ‘mate’ & his tools, & he ridiculed the fact that after his working less than 40 minutes I gave him $20 {lopping branches with a clipper is not skilled or difficult labor!}. He doesn’t work BY THE HOUR he said & it has to be by the job – etc etc. I asked him OK, then how much will you charge to prune this tree? He said $120 to $150. So after more quibbling I swallowed my anger & said,
“OK you said you’d do the tree for $120?” and he said,
“No, I said I’d do the tree for $150 to $200.”
I said that’s not what you said he argued again & again until finally I gave up & said I was too upset to talk any further, good bye.
He made me feel on the defense, like I had somehow done something wrong – kept bringing up how he was to originally plant 7 tiny trees, but I changed it to pruning the apple tree – like I had committed some sort of crime. I could not figure out or put my finger on why did I feel like he had beat me up?
So fine, another potential employee gone South, he’s about the 3rd that didn’t work out, no biggie. That’s life.
But why was I in such pain?
This pain gave me such mental distress that I couldn’t rightly function – couldn’t do my writing as I couldn’t THINK STRAIGHT – felt disoriented – kind of confused, sort of sad, sort of anxious, just plain out miserable.
At the end of Sunday I realized this haunting was some sort of mental/emotional problem. I did a session where I removed him from my mind & emotions, sent him on to his greatest good, wished him well but not with me, etc. I cleansed myself, felt better & thought it was fixed.
But it wasn’t. This time I took Holy Water – I hadn’t used it in years – sprinkled the house & did exorcisms. But the bad vibes didn’t go away. I kept thinking of Bob Larsen & his teachings – how any contact with another person, be it dating, friendship, business – anything – when you’re with other people, especially if it’s close – you can get INFESTED or even POSSESSED by their demons. I now believed this is what it was – some kind of infestation. It’s like bacteria or viruses – they have it & can transmit it to you – under certain conditions, like when they have strong thoughts or feelings abut you – they PROJECT.
The third day the presence of evil was still around & I could not put my finger on it – what it was, how it affected me. I KNEW it was from the boy – let’s call him Shane. It started as soon as we spoke Sunday morning & I felt beat up. But what did he give me? What negative or harmful feelings did he have toward me & why?
I tried to figure it out, going over & over again our conversations, while we worked & when we argued on the phone.
Yes I called out for help, as I do daily, to my Saints in Heaven, Angels & souls in Purgatory. Waiting for them to assist me.
Dreams this Day
I had much to do with three different men who I think were Saints, them trying to console me make me fee better {we were making out & kissing tenderly, even passionately, with each of the 3 men. Maybe they were 3 of my spiritual husbands} Then I FELL & had trouble getting up.
I fell a second time & a man came to assist me. It seemed like my left side was disabled. This man I felt was strong, he was trying to hoist me up with some effort. And next to him I saw a small, very thin with thin arms, black girl her arms extended to hoist me up. I thought,
“Her arms are so thin, I doubt if she can help me.”
The man did help, but in the end it was her that got me up. I held her hands & she hoisted me up the rest of the way – she was strong. {End}
MEANING:
*{When I got up from this dream I was healed. I was back to normal, the nightmare was over. And most amazingly the person who helped me the most – the final lifting – was by a soul in Purgatory who I felt would not be able to do it. This is a lesson in how they CAN help, EVEN IF THEY ARE SO DISABLED. Her blackness has nothing to do with race – it’s the state of her soul, still needing to be cleansed. But she PRAYED like I ask the souls at every Mass to pray for me – & she did it & her prayers worked!
I channeled Mother God, my head being clearer now, what exactly happened & I’ll let her do the talking:
Mother God: Yes, this boy INFESTED you with multiple negative entities, thoughts & feelings of HATE. I tcame after you bragged abut yur business, how you at times, earned 8 & even 10k a month. He was SO JEALOUS that he felt a sort of raging HATE & as soon as that happened he became hard & cold against you & started making demands, like bringing his friend the next day & making short work of the tree.
And when you confronted him by phone his rhetoric was cold & hard, sort of barking at you instead of talking in a reasonable manner & this came out of HATE.
Hate is the most destructive emotion there is, it’s worse than anger. Hate is when anger or rage turn into pure destructiveness – it is the worst sin, punishable in Purgatory by fire the way your first husband was in flames when you first saw him in Purgatory. And it took many years for this hate to dissipate – it was still there after 30 years!
ME: OK so he felt hate. We both agree it was when I told him about my business success he felt jealousy, then hate. Some people would have admired me & asked me how I did it so they could also succeed. Why did he feel hate instead of admiration & wanting to learn from me?
MG: Because for one thing, he’s STUPID. For another, his ego got in the way of learning & he felt diminished & inferior to you. He wanted what you have. He also looked up your property on the smart phone & showed it to you from the sky looking down on your island & many acres of wilderness. He was intensely jealous of that as well. He told you about the plain house he was looking at with just one acre of land that he hoped to buy for himself & his fiancé – nothing special there – & here, you had it all.
ME: OK so he had hate & anger, jealousy, envy – that’s his bad & it should have afflicted him. But why & how was it affecting me?
MG: He sent MULTIPLE thoughts with feelings, your way that were barbaric, negative & strong. He wanted to KILL you – that’s what HATE is – an emotion of murder, of destruction. Remember your first husband who harbored hate tried to strangle you twice. It’s like that.
You were picking up his vibes like demons. You can call them demons – they become ENTITIES when they’re strong, they take a certain metaphysical form & shape. You were barraged on the human, physical level by these entities.
ME: But I did the good ritual cleansing me of him the first day & the second I did exorcism, but the pain still persisted. Why did it take so much to heal me?
MG: The DEGREE of his hate plus he not willing to let it go – your success bothered him so much because he’s a weak, non virtuous person. He’s low minded, however cute, innocent & young he may look. Never go by looks. Your first husband was handsome & a school teacher – people thought he was an upright guy, but he wasn’t.
This is a lesson to you not to tell too many people of your successes because many of them will hate you – not love you for it. This is the nature of humans. Don’t give them too much credit.}* {End}
Important addendum next day! I see his demon! 7 24 25
This night I SAW HIS DEMON! It’s a demon of MURDER! In the vision – it felt so real – I’m in my upper living room & to the left wall is my front door. The solid door was open & all at once, a man opens wide my beveled glass door, walks into my premises & stands right in front of me.
I KNOW he is a MURDERER & I think,
“What can I do? Is this it? Am I about to die?”
He looks rough, like a working man but his face is GRIM. He has tousled dark hair, is middle aged, has on all black with white underneath, all the clothing is soft & loose; rumpled.
But as soon as I SEE him, it’s as if he is there to be identified, he’s GONE.
This is so interesting because in the past, I have done many exorcisms – thousands – And in most of them I would say the ‘identify yourself’ statement,
“Reveal WHO you are, WHAT KIND you are, WHEN you entered, WHY you entered, & then BEGONE!”
I learned this from Bob Larsen. Larsen insists on having a NAME when he does his exorcisms. It could be ‘lust,’ it could be the God ‘Ra’ {to him anything but Jesus is a demon – of course he’s wrong, but that’s a Fundamentalist for you} – it could be ‘abortion’ – it could be ‘suicide’, ‘self hate,’ ‘jealousy,’ ‘avarice’, ‘stealing’, ‘gluttony’ – could be any number of things. This was MURDER.
And I will ask Mother God since I neglected to do the reveal words, why did he reveal himself to me like that? It really helped I might add, to close this case.
Mother God: It was a favor to you because you took it so well – honored the Poor Soul who helped you out, so it was she who gave you this privilege – to see exactly in ‘black & white’ who this evil entity was.
That explains his ‘black & white’ outfit – instead of being all black, which one might expect, the vision is like that.
ME: Mother God, now I can understand why SO ANY ‘workers’ do not work out. The ones that are not meant to be with me, for whatever reason will absent themselves. There are different reasons, but once I meet someone who is meant to be, who’s right for me, it will work out. And this case, yiikes, must be the worst of all because he actually made me sick temporarily & I needed outside help. Wow, what if we had got along & I agreed to his demands? I would have a MURDERER on my premises, & one WITH A CHAIN SAW!
Mother God, is this male DANGEROUS? If he has this demon is he likely to get possessed at some point & kill someone? At the very least, kill an innocent animal? And did God make me make that ‘mistake’ of bragging on my business earnings & re my property, that made it go South to MAKE SURE he’d veer away from me?
MG: It sounds logical that God would make things go awry to separate you from dangerous people. And in this case, bragging does not always bring abut HATE but in many people it does, & it’s one way of pushing away the haters!
And now you know that even if he offered to work for you for FREE you’d not allow him near you! What a BLESSING this has been!
ME: God sure works in mysterious ways! {End}
