12-18-25 I Am Brought to a Woman to Heal Her of Cancer – (2) the Wonderful House a Lady Friend Rented that Becomes the Center of Huge Gatherings – Parties – (3) earlier My Mom Regina Tries to Use my Portal!
A woman is taking me somewhere. I appear at the huge door of a mansion. Were there even steps going up to it the way steps go up to grand buildings?
*{GRANDNESS such as this can be one of two things. One, wealthy on earth, or two, wealthy in spiritual terms. Can’t determine which this is.}*\
So I enter & am led upstairs to a huge bedroom & a huge bed. The woman’s name is Rachel who I met before in real life. They have discovered, I find out a bit later – two white particles – is it in her lungs? And she will die of lung cancer unless she is healed.
*{If this is who I think it is – Rachel is not her name – she had cancer previously – a tiny bit in one breast. The vision I see is two particles, one on each side of the chest. I sure hope she has not had a return of this in both breasts.}*
That is why her friend brought me here – so I would heal her. The friend seems short, somewhat fat & wearing a red sweater & maybe short blue skirt.
*{A friend praying for her has summoned my Anointing to heal. Yes I have had several miraculous healings of cancer. One had throat cancer, – Joe Breitfeld – the other – George Legeros – in his one lung remaining – both completely healed. Yes I have the Anointing, which I don’t advertise as then peope hound you.}*
When I approach the bed of Rachel, I call her name & she unfurls the thick blue-with-designs cushiony blankets. And here she is smoking not one but two cigarettes, one with a long black cigarette holder & the other just plain. I see the glowing ember of the one in holder.
*{CIGARETTES {smoking them} are a symbol of FAILURE. The lady I think this is has NEVER smoked, so this would not be lungs but breasts & it would mean she is doing something that leads to failure. Fire is HATE. Is she HOLDING A GRUDGE because the cigarette– where I see the ember is in a black {BAD-DEPRESSING-DEATH} holder. Now it makes sense. Has her illness come about because I broke up our ‘friendship’ & she is taking it badly – feels hate. That hurts HER – not me. And I will tell her SHE MUST STOP!}*
I tell her,
“You MUST stop smoking right now.”
There is an emphasis here that there can be no discussion or argument about this – she must obey what I said instantly.
I don’t know who her lady friend is praying for her but can think of one spiritual person she knows – it’s probably her. {End}
The IncredibleBuilding I love so Much but the one who owns or manages it has some resentment toward me
I appear in this building upstairs that a female I know has got hold of. I guess she rents it but I wanted to believe she bought it.
I’m reclining in this bedroom upstairs – it’s HUGE. It’s the kind of room I always wanted – huge, with a view. And as I look out the side window, which faces the huge bed – I see below – a few floors down, a chasm & a trench which is all dirt, but it gets filled up periodically the way my creek does in Spring. When it fills up it’s clear, just like a beautiful lake, no dirt or mud, & I have bathed in it with joy.
*{This dream connects with the one above. The lady in question has entered my ‘domain,’ – ‘portal’ where the Anointing or SPIRITUAL POWER reside.
I never see it myself except now. It is incredible. Us sharing the same bed is she has ‘entered my space’. The sheets are rosy colors – which means happiness.
The LARGE PURSE under me, safe, is the GRACE I carry which is FORMIDABLE.
The large TRENCH in the lower area outside leading toward this building – is the ACCESS ROUTE from INFINITY to the earth where help is needed. This route fills up with GRACE so VAST it becomes a lake – in the dream I recall bathing in it. That eans I’ve been ‘bathed in Grace’ or filled up with the Holy Spirit.}*
What’s also wonderful about this building is it’s near the population – not isolated – but also apart in a way one has privacy. It’s on a street with many buildings, but its set back abut 50’ or so; a courtyard. This makes it not so easy for people to just step on the front doorsteps & intrude, but it also makes it easy for us when we want to go out.
I feel incredible here. Then I get up & see I’ve been in this huge bed that I seem to share with this other lady & I see I have my biggest purse near me – the real leather one Richard bought me long ago. This is good because I have nightmares about people stealing my purse or leaving it & losing it somewhere.
But there’s a probem with this lady.She’s supposed to be my friend – I have no animosity toward her – but she somehow resents me. Here in a room upstairs are two visiting females. They are both wearing conservative green print, tiny specks dresses, sort of loose in a nice way, but covering up to the neck. Both are pretty, with medium honey colored hair in page boys.
They are talking a long time & my friend whom I shall call Alice, has never introduced us or shared a word with them & me. Finaly I realize how wrong this is & I tell Alice,
“You have not even followed the fundamental rule of good manners, introducing us. It is considered rude to be with someone talking, your friend is here – but no introduction.”
She hears me but make no amends & the two females say nothing like they are alright with this. Her contempt seems to have transferred to them.
*{This explain why, aftrr a lifetime of being held in contempt by this lady, I finally stopped taking to her. She has never repented & this shows she looks down on me – like she is respectable, I’m not – indicated the dresses of her two lady friends. I’m trying to teach her but she isn’t listening. And what hurt also was that she convinced other people to look down on me as she has}*
Now time passes – things change. In some ways I’m not happy, in other ways OK with this. This huge building has become a CENTER for what seems like at least a hundred people at a time, coming & going – mostly women They are having a GOOD TIME – like a gathering, I see one woman hugging another one joyfully – just to see her.
As I sit by a counter a really handsome middle aged man sits down across from me & we’re having a good conversation. I know some other women are jealous of this as he’s an ideal man, sort of blonde streaked hair. But then another ‘ideal’ handsome middle aged man sits next to him across me & supplants him – the second one is heavier & darker in hair & complexion, but also the kind that will make other women jealous. I was concerned about the feelings of the first one, being supplanted that way. I love both of them.
As I said, I see many women who seem to be running sort of, hair pulled back – attractive, middle aged, professional type, mostly not paying attention to me.
One of these men is talking to me when Alice is near. I want to show her what love is – that I do not take revenge by her not introducing me – so I begin to introduce her – ‘Alice – this’ but she WALKS AWAY before I can finish it.
*{I do not hate or show revenge for how Alice has treated me & want to introduce her to one of my important male friends. But she will not receive the courtesy. This hints that she looks DOWN on my friends no matter who they are – like anyone that befriends me deserves the same contempt.
The huge number of people here now are those she has invited mostly – is talking to – they are her friends, not mine but somehow I have provided the space. Must be the Grace extended her, has lifted her up, that she’s SHARING with friends.}*
She is a big lady, tall & maybe 200 lbs, dark medium long hair, wearing a red knit dress with designs, & there’s always this scowl on her face regarding me.
*{Wearing red is PAIN – being BIG or FAT is being close to the world, filled up with it, in this context. Tall is proud, also in this context. Tall could also be spiritual height, but she has none.}*
But there is one couple that I’m involved with. I see the outside, looking at this building & its surroundings from the opposite view – down from the ‘trench’ that becomes a lake. I was going to tell them the lady friend purchased this building to impress them, but as I begin to speak I can’t lie so I say she RENTED it. I show them the trench explaining how wonderful it is when it fills up – it’s like a lake & we can all bathe in it.
*{Don’t know who this couple is but the telling point is she rents, does not purchase. Could mean she has not fully ACCEPTED that my domain is great, my Anointing is great. She is temporarily USING it but does not fully ‘buy it’ or believe in it – as in her mind, I should be looked down on. That’s her failure, her hate, that I told her MUST stop if she wants to be healed.}* {End}
- My Real Mom ‘Regina’
My Mom, sister & I are out doing something, when Mom disappears into a huge theater & we can’t find her.
I go through the theater – every seat is taken. I search & search. My sister does also, to no avail.
Then I get a new idea. Somehow I can put her name into some kind of data base, they find her among the crowd – it works. I retrieve a box of tissues, completely full, open. It’s half light blue, half violet which I guess is lavender.
I was running to people holding up the box of tissues exclaiming her name – ‘I found Regina’ – but there is one glitch.
I tell the owner of the theater that she probably put her purse under her seat & it had a lot of money in it & we need to look again to find it. He scowls as this is hard.
And I put my fingers to my right temple to indicate my Mom is kind of demented – not right in the head.
*{This reflects recent events where Adolf has risen up into Heaven & I have fixed myself to see him as a child of God who now deserves love, not as the monster etched in our minds.
And as to prove my new attitude & resolve I thought,
“Hey, if I can accept Adolf Hitler as a clean soul of God, now in Heaven, I can prove myself like this: Not only will I forgive the ones who hurt me so much – my Mom, brother, Aunt & first husband but I will also love them.
I had said that when I get to Heaven I don’t want to see them although I have forgiven them – that I will shake hands or just ‘Hello – good bye’. But now I said I will welcome you all to spend as much time with me as you need, I will not look at you with revulsion. {I KNOW I am on a much higher spiritual level than they – Jesus showed me in a vision – so the onus is on me whether I want to greet them or communicate with them in Heaven, they are on bended knee to me. Anyone higher than me, I must get their permission to touch them}. This will also prove my sincerity with Hitler that I truly accept him.
Now everything has changed in my mind & in these relationships. When I think of these people I see pity only, no revulsion & I don’t feel pain – what a relief. And in the end when I indicate my Mom wasn’t right in the head – that she had in common with Adolf. If I can excuse him why not her? After all, God judged them, I am no one’s judge.
OK what is this dream saying?It’s not easy to discern. I usually go to theaters looking for souls in Purgatory to assist. Let’s assume that’s why she is there. I have invited everyone – including them { family-former enemies} to use my portal to get other souls out. So here she is, trying to do so.
However, she is LOST which seems to say she hasn’t got the ability to do this – it might require some spiritual skill. I do recall Sri Kaleshwar saying he & Shirdi Sai Baba would do a MIRACLE when they got a large number of their clients Ascended using my portal. And I keep inviting Saints but it rarely happens. This could mean it’s difficult.
So my poor, pitiful Mother Regina, in her low place in Heaven – at least tried. But with no guidance or Great Saint or Angel to guide her she is LOST. I get away to find her & she is represented by this unused box of tissues. These TISSUES probably represent SYMPATHY – she wanted to comfort/help some souls – but she could not find one to help! I have gone down there many times this way – found no one I could transmit Grace to!
And she has LEFT her PURSE/GRACE (& the dream says there was plenty!) under the seat & it is LOST. Can we retrieve it? Somehow not someone tell me.
I can’t explain it all. I do what I do & know what works when it works. I do not know HOW it all works like I use my computer but don’t understand it. It’s complicated- God understands it. Grace does things supernaturally by Gifts, Anointings & Miracles. Most is BEYOND us. But I must give CREDIT to Mom for trying! Bravo – you tried because I asked! Maybe next time you’ll succeed! {End}
