9-20-25 Our Lady Visits Me
This is rare.
I am some place dealing with friends when a rare visit occurs: My Mother appears.
She is short – like 5’2”, dressed in rich medieval colors of sort of folds of cloth hanging on her body: magenta, maybe borders of yellow, other dark colors.
She holds a tiny sprig in her hand which is from a Spruce – which apparently I gave her as a gift – & she asks me where it came from & was it expensive.
I show her where I got it – right behind me is a bush of this Spruce & I just took a tiny piece from it for her. On top of this bush is a statue of Our Lord dressed in beige & slight bits of maybe light blue & yellow. I tell her it was not expensive at all, just this little thing.
At this moment my 2 friends I’d been talking to walk right in front of us from right to left – I wonder if it’s appropriate for me to introduce my Mom to them but for some reason, I do not.
The feeling from her is not a Spirit or ethereal person from Heaven but a pysical,biological feeling that this is my earth Mother.
MEANING:
*{This is the Holy Virgin to be sure because it is about Jesus!
And I have a hunch it’s because I’ve been saying more “Hail Mary’s” than usual throughout the night {along with a series of other prayers ever time I awaken} hoping maybe I’ll fill up 50 like a rosary & please Mary that way- but along with that I’m also saying the prayer I composed for Our Lord that goes like this:
“Son of God, Jesus Christ,
We praise your Holy Name
Come into our hearts & souls,
And fill us with Divine Grace,
Make us Holy as you are Holy
Help us to live in you” {35 words}
It resounds sort of like our Hail Mary:
“Hail Mary full of Grace
The Lord is with Thee
Blessed art Thou among Women
And Blessed is the Fruit of Thy Womb, Jesus
Holy Mary Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners
Now & at the hour of our Death” {41 words}
I composed this prayer a few years ago as a companion to the Hail Mary, as I felt such a prayer was lacking in our repertoire. It needed to be short & sweet, like the Hail Mary.
I think the Holy Mother has come here to say thank me for the prayer! Asking me if it was expensive is asking if it was hard to compose & it wasn’t – took no effort at all I tell her.
Spruce is an evergreen – symbol of Eternal Life, like the Christmas tree.
The spot where I show her the Spruce ‘bush’ is exactly where a wild rose bush is in my back yard. Roses represent love, so that is what this is about.
Apparently Holy Mary is pleased with my love for Jesus – as I’ve been repeating His prayers double also like the Hail Mary, so somehow I summoned Her love!
And She wants to show me – that could be the GIFT – that She is indeed my REAL Mother, not just a spiritual idea nebulous & far away but she is my real earthly Mother here as well as in Heaven.
The two men walking by must be Pete & William, my two collaborators. They can’t see Holy Mary as I do so I can’t introduce her to them, lol.}* {End}
9-22-25 the Big Hotel Where at least ONE WOMAN WILL ASCEND! Purgatorial Files! – My Body Well Developed – My Cat is my Dead Terrier Fatty Returned
OK, first the big hotel.
I was visiting this big hotel trying to find the room they usually accomodate me in – a room I have been to in dreams many times – it’s like an apt. It’s beautiful, off to the right side off the stairs, private & whenever I need a place to stay, always available. {This happens with other accommodations also, in my dreams – one hotel room at a resort that is neat, clean & super cheap- only $9. a night, & they always provide it for me!}
*{these rooms are states of consciousness that permit me to visit other places – dimensions – in particular the Purgatorial states I visit a lot}*
So I enter the hotel & am on this floor like 1st floor, but can’t find the room & I HATE the way these rooms are furnished – not my style whatsoever, dark blue upholstery on semi-modern furniture with checks all over the material. I loathe it & can’t wait to get off the floor – I see many people accommodated here & there, about the place.
*{Apparently, I decide which places in Purgatory I do or don’t want to visit – which people I do or don’t want to see!}*
In trying to find my room somehow the number ‘6’ comes to mind & I guess it’s the 6th floor, but I hit the wrong button on the elevator & see by the stone appearing on the wall this is below 1st floor – the basement. So I reconnoiter & try again. Up I go.
*{6 has meaning because I lived on the 6th floor in Brooklyn where my most significant experiences of God occurred. Jesus & Mary visited me there in 1st class visions {the deepest kind} – Mary twice. Took my vow of celibacy there at the bequest of Holy Mary. I saw God Face to Face from there twice & received the Grace of the Interior Divine Stigmata. This seems evidence that I got SPIRITUAL POWER FOR PURGATORY because of some of these experiences or evolutions}*
When I do go up there is a very large room – the entire floor is this huge room like a nightclub & there are mostly women milling about & some of them are in evening wear!
I feel a bit unsure if I’m ready because I’m wearing ordinary clothes & my nails might be a bit dirty from work. I’m sitting at one of the bars having some kind of drink & to my right I see a lady in a diaphanous gown – light beige, very fancy, has panels streaming off each shoulder {I used to have a gown like that for stripping long ago}. The material is see-trough, floor length; there may be some kind of flower or other decoration by her bustline or waist. I’m wondering what she’s dressed up for & I vaguely know in this room there are others dressed like that but don’t actually see them. This is a multi-service floor; bars, tables here & there – huge space.
*{this woman is showing me SHE WILL ASCEND! It’s immediate I guess. The panels streaming off her shoulders represent wings or veils that will be moved away to see the Divinity Face to Face. And the flower or decoration represents love or attainment. She is showing me this as I sit ‘at the bar’ just ordinary with dirty nails from work. This is me as a WORKER or trying to help souls & drinking the BLOOD of Christ in Holy Communion.}*
After a while I start talking to women sitting here & there, all dressed in various kinds of clothes some sitting on stools, some other places & positions, sort of scattered.
It’s like we were all WAITING for something to do with MEN – but WHAT I don’t know. And it seems a mystery – none of us knows & we are unsure & uncomfortable for what awaits us.
Then some kind of announcement is made that we can go off to the right, slightly elevated, where there I see a hallway with beautiful light wood square panels {the kind I like from England} lining the walls & soft light – but it’s different than what I expected – I thought I was to go some place left.
I stand up & ask the other women are we going there? And laughingly I say,
“So if we get raped, so what?”
*{Thse are the other souls in Purgatory all of whom are WAITING for God to deal with them – not knowing what other sufferings await, nervous so to speak, in anticipation. I am urging them on – saying so what if we get raped – meaning – so what if we have to suffer? The vision of the hallway, elevated, is some place we could go to SPEED UP the process of Purgatory – the square wood panels might be saying ‘take up our Crosses & follow Him’ or don’t be afraid – just do it. There’s soft light there meaning the Grace of God is with us. So I’m encouraging these other souls who have yet to bear some pain, on their way hastily to shorten the time by enduring more.}*
Other Scene
In another scene there’s an exchange of food like I go to a family & I bring food while they also have food which we share but it’s gotten totally nebulous.
*{This could be a family on earth or in Purgatory I’m helping. Exchange of food is exchange of love. Love is NOURISHMENT – it GIVES LIFE.}*
The Body Building Body
Then I’m with a person or persons doing something & somehow I’m looking at my body – which is almost naked. But we’re in a dim light. It is incredibly well developed like huge lats {latissimus dorsi – the side wings} & over all huge muscles. Don’t see much definition or striations. We’re working on something.
*{Here this development refers to spiritual development under the guise of flesh. The lats, sometimes called WINGS {lol} certainly symbolize spiritual flight or ability. Someone is helping me – could be a Saint, Guardian Angel, or even a soul in Purgatory praying for our work. Souls in Purgatory can sometimes do miracles. They cannot help themselves whatsoever – but they CAN help us!}*
My Doggos – Important
There’s this back room, a long rectangle it seems, with a strong, thick, dark door. It has a window way to the bottom, like a few inches off the floor, just a glass, not the kind you can open. I see through this it’s lit up inside this room.
Inside this room I see my black terrier ‘Fatty’ & she’s maybe pawing the window & my black dog, the same size & type as Fatty but slick, smooth hair, opens that door for her & the two start playing, jumping all over each other & the like.
MEANING:
*{Whoopee – this is my long-dead terrier Fatty, who was very close to me –in Heaven {the lit up room with the thick dark door & window etc}. And this shows a transition of her returning from Heaven to earth to reside in my black cat – who’s seen as the slick black doggie her size!
Fatty wants to be with me again so here she is! Now with this & all the other things I learned about cats I’m being much more considerate & kind to Blackie, lol. This is proof that animals from Heaven can return to earth to be with us via this ‘possession’ of another animal!}* {End}
