6-21-25 The TEST I Pass
Strange dream. I am being EXAMINED – don’t know why. It’s a BIG TEST but I don’t SEE it that way at first – only at the end.
I am standing some place being interviewed. And there are two different men who INTERROGATE me – one at time. As they ask me questions they are accusing & ridiculing me, asking things slanted in a way as if there is something WRONG with me or I did or thought thing wrong – they are like DEVIL’S ADVOCATES.
Both are dressed in black with white stripes along some edges & they are wearing caps like for a uniform also black- – they look identical but its two different genres.
I answer as best I can – it’s an ORDEAL. I don’t get angry, resentful or revengeful, I just endure it.
I have two people with me – a tall male & a person so tiny, the size of a small cat like 6 lbs.
When it’s all over I see myself standing next to a ROCKET SHIP. The results of my test will be put into this rocket & sent to Cape Canaveral {lol}. I told you it was strange.
But I with my friends are in a small compartment next to this rocket – {it’s just the huge CONE of a rocket}, like 20’ tall, maybe 15’ wide, just sitting there.
There’s a glass sliding glass door in front of our compartment & once you get into it the door closes for good & you can’t open it. One of our friends I see now a grown woman is caught outside around a corner & she’s crying hysterically as she doesn’t think she can get back into our spot. I quickly open the door – somehow I had the ability – run out there, grab her, bring her in & close the door.
Next, it’s all over. I’mwalkin on the street with these friends wearing a long black coat with flat white shoes – with the same friends alongside me. It’s a city street.
There on the left I see a black stretch limo & inside it is the lady who was in charge of the test. I think her staff is with her – it was all a ‘setup.’
How does she look? It’s nebulous but I thin she has medium way hair honey colored, & she’s how old? – Maybe 35. And what does she see when she looks at me?
I can’t explain exactly, but it’s a look like,
“This is a BIG THING – that she passed this test. And look at her now on the street – a success.”
This is vague, but it’s kind of like that. She is IMPRESSED. The main thing is I DID NOT KNOW it was a test, that was an important factor.
Later I have an addendum dream. I see a man come out of some kind of vehicle from the street a few sprints to his right, & then with me facing him, some more sprints to my right. He’s wearing a very well tailored suit jacket or coat, double breasted, neat. The color is maybe oatmeal – the material is firm or stiff not overly so, just neatly so. He seems to be light haired – tall –business like. {End}
MEANING:
*{My first guess, Mother God, is this is the story of my life & I passed the tests of basically being abused in two different compartments. It could be at home, then in the world. But this is saying “it’s the same war – they were your enemies there to belittle you or strike you down.” {the SAME UNIFORM – same army – army of evil.}
The test was how you reacted to these enemies – in the negative or positive? To be negative would be angry, resentful & revengeful – doing negative things in return. But you didn’t do this, you endured without striking back. So that is a triumph of virtue over vice.
Who is the lady who ran this test – but you didn’t see her until the end. It would be MOTHER GOD.
The results of the test are sent WHERE? The rocket ship represents something going up to HEAVEN. God knows the results of your life, your score.
What is the glass compartment next to the cone which the lady is hysterical about being locked out of?
The two companions you have – you are Mother God or the God Self – are the Guardian Angel – the tall man – & the TINY PERSON which is your humble flesh, which later appears as a grown woman.
“People in glass houses” –this compartment is once again your LIFE which can be seen in your books – especially the Whisperer one. In your flesh you’ve been worried lately re your physical condition – the heart & the Osteo-arthritis – you fear you might be dying any day now.
But I – the God Self – will not permit you to die & it is I who controls this. I decide when you die & it isn’t now. {I can open or close the door that no one else can – in other words ‘once it closes’ it cannot open but I – the God Power – can open it.}
The scene on the street: Why all the black? I the flesh I’m in a long black coat. But my shoes are white. The limo with Mother God going by is all black.
The black over your entire body sounds like the conditions – the maladies throughout your flesh. You have pain all over so this is suffering – {black} & ‘can’t be changed – get used to it.’ You decided that it’s not likely you can heal the osteoarthritis {as it’s cartilage worn down} so you’re just going to have to live with it, endure the pain, keep moving, working & doing what you have to do. The white shoes are the good road {shoes walk, lol}.
The black limo with Mother God observing you – this is your former sufferings passing you by. They are over. So it’s like a funeral or suffering being over. But you have NEW CHALLENGES as we described. So Mother God is happy that while the past is no longer plaguing you – you have also adjusted to the present pains & are doing well, so you are passing the new tests.
Who is the neat looking business like man? It sounds like some sort of OPPORTUNITY coming your way. But why connected to this dream? Could be a reward or Grace for behaving well. {End}
