Dreams of Multiple Ascensions & Others Whom I help – Mostly Purgatory
8-25-25 Jubilation Song – Mom Appears
I was somewhere doing something – can’t recall what. But suddenly I see I am in a large room surrounded by many people – like 150 & they are children. Say pre teen to young teen 10 to 13, – how old is vague.
I’ve been teaching them or ministering to them. They are as if in bleachers behind me & also surrounding me. I am singing but the song is like preaching or & I’m wearing something with maybe flowers printed on it {only on my breasts – white with blue, maybe green flowery designs} & some kind of bands crossing my front & as I bend forward something unusual. My breasts are hanging like skin emptyish on top but the breasts are long & end up at bottom like cantelope size, so as I’m moving my breasts swing somewhat.
*{Breasts represent LOVE & NOURISHMENT so somehow I transferred this to this crowd & it seems they have ASCENDED. There is almost never any sort of party, celebration or song in Purgatory unless there’s Ascension. Improvement is shown in other ways.}*
Now it’s notable that all the children are singing with me – we’re a chorus & its jubilation. Kind of like a victory chorus, very happy.
Now I said something negative re my Mom – don’t know why. Did not know she was close in this room asleep, & she woke up. I see her standing against the wall with two cloths across her front one medium gray, one blue, they’re kind of like flags but stretched out across her body in a
diagonal way. I am bracing mself to be criticized because that’s all she ever did – but surprisingly, she’s moving across the room & saying good things about me! I thought she would criticize my breasts bouncing – I once got thrown out of a very parochial gym because of this – long story.
*{This sounds like ‘no good deed goes unpunished.’ I am reacting to my ‘Mother’ God Self similar to how I reacted Mommy Fearest – my biological Mother. I fear the worst – I have the ‘fear of the Lord the beginning of Wisdom’ here. Her being asleep means that I was not conscious of her. I was asleep to Her, She was unconscious to me.}*
She went to the wall there & pointed to a stick that might be an umbrella of sorts, & it had also cloth wrapped around it similar to what she has on, one gray, one blue, & she says to everyone that this was one of the good things I did.
*{This is hard to understand but the umbrella is a hint. Unbrella refers to covering & protecting an area & the area was symbolized by gray & blue. Medium gray would be ‘gray area’ or a place not lit up – like a dim room – so refers to Purgatory, how the souls feel mentally speaking {gray is also the brain, gray area they call it}. And blue often means sadness. And my Mother God is covered in the same thing – which represents EMPATHY. She is the POWER within me, behind me, it is She, not myself that effects spiritual feats – I am an instrument but not the Power. So she is it seems saying that my PRAYERS which covered the entire Purgatory, which I say every day were EFFECTIVE – they reached a great many this time.}*
The most striking part is the singing – which was so jubilant. {End}
8-26-25 Old Lady & Other Dreams
A family brought an old lady {like 90} to me for a visit. But strangely she just went to the corner bedroom & slept the entire weekend. It was then time for her to go.
In the room I was in, she cracked open the door. {It’s green – she wanted me to see her} So I jumped up to bid her good bye. She was dark skinned {does not refer to race but state of her soul – means she’s still in Purgatory, dark, not lit up yet to arise} – wearing a wide brimmed dark blue straw hat {old fashioned style} – where I cannot see her face, wearing a brown mink coat.
*{This is a FAMILY PRAYING for their loved one in Purgatory. I answer their prayers. The CORNER always represents the Cross of Jesus. She comes here – to me – for REST. Rest is PEACE, being comforted. What can we do for poor souls but this? So she receives what she needs. And she’s been here a weekend – which is kind of like, lol, whatever I suffered this weekend relieved her suffering. Now she wants me to know she’s leaving. OK.
I warmy bid good bye, I think I embrace her. What is the hat? Suffering. What is the mink coat? Probably the weight of her sins, where as a human she sought selfish comfort – which would be anyone wearing the skin of another animal to give warmth to themselves but depriving the animal of their own God-given protection. A sin that weights on her conscience now. It’s upon her, she carries it. Mind you, it is not my or anyone’s place to criticize or thereby punish a soul for their sins – our place is only to help them. They cannot be CORRECTED or TAUGHT, or PREPRIMANDED any more. It’s too late, it’s finished – in life we can reprimand or correct someone as they can change, they can be fixed, but not here. We can only comfort.}*
I speak to her warmly, & on the table to the left side is a large cake, shaped like a mushroom {about 10” high}, the stem about 6” high & maybe 3.5” circumference, it’s slightly bent – the cake dark brown. It’s half covered with pink icing. I then take a large portion of more pink icing & slather it onto the cake, covering all parts with a thick layer, where her famly will put it into a cake box & she can take it away.
*{This cake & the pink icing is NOURISHMENT & this would be the prayers & the Holy Masses said. The pink icing is ‘icing on the cake’ means EXTRA stuff probably either my own discomforts or my prayers. And PINK is a sign of happiness or ‘in the pink.’ So I give her something to take away with her as well as what she received here.
Why the mushroom shape? Need to think about that. But dark brown is chocolate which most creatures like.}*
Other scenes are vague but I will do my best.
I am in the front bedroom in the apt in B’klyn. Its 6 flights up. The window has somehow been removed or fell out, I’m replacing it for privacy. The window I put in is ‘glazed’ or foggy so you can’t see through, but it only covers about 3/4th across, but it’s good enough. Strangely, my daughter has become a statuette – turned herself into one, on a pedestal about a foot high. She’s naked & wants to sit like a statue sort of not behind but in front of the window where she can be seen. But the guys below – if they look up – will not really see much as she’s only a foot tall.
There’s a group of ‘gang bangers’ way below- they have their dubious headquarters there sitting in front of the opening, but then they move. It’s like a ‘den of thieves.’ Like those juvenile delinquents I used to know.
*{This sounds like I’m trying to lure in more souls for assistance, but some can’t he helped. They are TOO LOW – I am TOO HIGH {6 flights up} so we don’t connect.}*
Another scene:
There’s a room with two beds with warm covers, very cozy. Someone important is occupying one bed to the right, & another person, not so important, in the bed on the left, which I sometimes must share. I don’t like this sharing. I think of a room I’ve seen in many dreams. It’s like in a very large house I own or occupy at times, it’s on the 2nd or 3rd floor, it sits alone & always empty -Very cozy. I wish to go there – it’s a place no one ever goes, perfect for privacy. The covers of these beds are all rumpled in a nice way – they are so soft & have pretty designs.
I see a man here that reminds me of my new handyman, he’s just sitting with a pleasant look on his face.
Then I see some sort of animal with a tiny pointed face, sort of white. It appears in the bed with me seeking comfort under my covers. I decide to take it outside in the beautiful nature- there a huge tree with many extended branches & other bushes around. Will I find a place for that little animal there?
*{This is about the need to be alone for spiritual consciousness. There are terrific people about me but even so when I’m working with them my consciusness is not private, I have to be ‘on board’ or ‘on deck’ working with them at all times. It does drain me somewhat & I wish to be alone.
The cute little animal might represent the person working with me now – he has a good heart, so he’s white. The pointed snout is like a fox – a smart or clever person. I am talking about taking hm outside. If I keep this man working outside, by himself then I can be alone with my thoughts. Something like that.}*
Then there is a poor child. They have brought a group of children here, & one of them cries so loud, so bitterly, that I take pity. It seems to be maybe 1 to 2 years old. Something about it it’s almost like a little animal. Can I help it? Is it tame enough to come to me?
I walk toward it, stand before it a few feet, stretch out my arms to it & say something. It jumps right into my arms & clings to me, & I take it to wherever I go, whatever I’m doing & it is comforted – this goes on it seems for hours.
*{This child, is it Purgatory or earth? I doubt if children below the age of reason are in Purgatory I believe they all go to heaven as they haven’t the capacity for sin. Indeed they can do wrong, but are they responsible? The CC puts the age of reason as 8 yrs. And so I must guess this is the earth plane & one child is suffering terribly – probably separation anxiety – & God gives me the privilege to comfort it.}* {End}
8-28-25 Clutter & Dirt at my Aunt’s Huge House
I’m visiting my Aunt in this huge house that she’s occupied, with Grandma along with Uncle – but he’s died.
It isn’t practical & since Henry died, I said to her,
“You’ve let this go.”
She took issue with that – didn’t want to admit it.
How big is the house? About 3 times normal size, huge rooms, 2 or 3 floors & I see a combination of her North Salem house plus other places & it’s gone to pot. We talk about offers that were made. Someone in the family said we’d give her & Grandma the house next door to her NS one – it’s a fave of mine I’ve ever been in – someone starts raving about the view from the living room, a sort of expanded room, two levels, with huge glass walls.
But Aunt & Grandma said no, they just wanted to stay here although they couldn’t manage it.
I see one room expanding into another, one of the floors has dog shit on it from their German Shepherd – they just didn’t have the energy to pick it up!
And everywhere clutter – every room. Nothing but clutter, piles of things. And we all seem to be GOING somewhere but where? I mean all of us. I was here for a while on business but that’s finished.
There was a pile of colorful art. I looked through it. Is it water color? Certainly not oil no frames, just paper. Picked out ONE picture. It was plain, simple, but I recognized it as a MASTERPIECE. A small farmhouse in the middle of a field – yellow wood – & a few simple things around it, but the style & form of it are perfect. But then it disappears & I search & search in all this rubble but can’t find it. The other pictures in the pile were all insignificant. Just designs, simple designs, no meaning, no form. Dozens of little +’s across a blue background – things like that. I finally give up searching & rest my mind from it.
Why is everything upside down & where are we going?
*{ME: Mother God I don’t get this. I know Aunt & Uncle are punishment, but Uncle is dead so some of its potency has gone. Granma is the deepest unconscious. But clutter, dog shit, & what is the image I love but have lost?
MG: This is how upside down your life has been this year – beyond what you can manage.
At one time your life was SIMPLE. Now it’s cluttered with a guzillion things – how you long for the simplicity it once was.
However, the goodnes is you seem to be LEAVING this place – all of you. That means perhaps you will find a better place of consciousness & it does seem like you are managing better. God has given you a fantastic handyman helper & just today, a new plumber you needed who happens to be LITHUANIAN & a jolly one at that! Whenever a Lithuanian appears, they are sent by God. Like your Doctor at one time & recently a new hairdresser. You searched for years for such persons & now they are here. And the handyman is a Godsend. So yes, you are leaving this turmoil & entering peace of mind.
The house is HUGE because your area of concern includes the yard as well as the physical house – which takes up a huge space, like 3 acres.}* {End}
