Dream @ the time I met him predicts Marriage with Jeffry Michelangelo
Dream of 7 21 11

“SLOW BOAT TO MARRIAGE”

JEFFRY & RASA IN LOVE

GURU RASA VON WERDER

JEFFRY MICHELANGELO – THE HOLY GRAIL OF MASCULINITY

The long journey, the white satin and lace everywhere – A man has been waiting for me all night!

I was with people, trying to get somewhere and it was difficult. We were trying to get there by boat, but the boat was not even motorized, a large rowboat, and this was a treacherous journey. I’m not a good swimmer – can only go a few feet.

I finally get to this guy who’s been waiting for me all night – I’ve been with other people sort of partying but also trying to get things organized for the trip – a combination of both.

RASA MODELING IN HOLLYWOOD

JEFFRY MICHELANGELO

When I get to the place he’s been waiting for me there are two rooms. The first, there is all white cloth, (is it satin?); opened, rumpled, out of the bolts. The other room is filled with so much white lace that I cannot even walk into the room without stepping on it, the whole room is nothing but white lace. It’s like the shelves are covered, the tables are covered, the floor has piles and piles of white lace which has been opened and it’s already been accessed or looked at – not in bolts.

He’s asleep on his back and I walk in – it’s morning. I say to him,

“I’m sorry I was so late.”

He’s a big guy – big, stocky, not fat – young middle age, like 30’s or 40’s. I tell him,

“I got the boat ready and I have a person to help me with the boat.”

JEFFRY & RASA DESTINED TO GO DOWN THE AISLE

He gets up and says,
“Oh, that’s fantastic,” etc.

He was all ready to go across the ocean with our big rowboat with our things on the journey.

I continue,
“But the person that was a professional boat rower was not available. He could not make it. But I have a girl who’s willing to help,”

And the girl said,
“But listen, I’m not an expert; I’m only a junior in school.”

And I add that I’m no expert in boat management either.

He wanted to make it with him, me and the assistant across like an ocean with this big rowboat. I said,

“Now, look, how about it we go by plane and I’ll pay for it with my money?”

JEFFRY IS THE HOLY GRAIL OF MASCULINITY

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MEANING OF DREAM

I was with people, trying to get somewhere and it was difficult. We were trying to get there by boat, but the boat was not even motorized, a large rowboat, and this was a treacherous journey. I’m not a good swimmer – can only go a few feet.

MEANS: I WAS ASSOCIATING WITH A LOT OF MEN, TRYING TO FIND SOMEONE I COULD HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH. THE “ROWBOAT” REPRESENTS VEHICLE OF SALVATION, OR THE THING THAT COULD GET US SOMEWHERE. IN THIS CASE THIS IS A PREDICTION THERE WILL BE A LONG WAIT. IT’S LIKE THE IDIOM, “A SLOW BOAT TO CHINA.”

I finally get to this guy who’s been waiting for me all night – I’ve been with other people sort of partying but also trying to get things organized for the trip – a combination of both.

MEANS: THE MAN WAITING FOR ME IS JEFFRY MICHELANGELO. I MET HIM A DAY BEFORE THIS DREAM, WE MADE LOVE. THIS SHOWS HE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR ME – MRS. RIGHT, AND NOW WE HAVE MET. I HAVE BEEN PARTYING BUT ALSO LOOKING FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL, SO LOOKING WHO I CAN GO ON THE JOURNEY OR “TRIP DOWN THE AISLE” WITH. HIS WAITING ALL NIGHT IS BEING IN DARKNESS AS TO WHO IS RIGHT FOR HIM, WAITING FOR HER UNAWARE WHO SHE IS.

When I get to the place he’s been waiting for me there are two rooms. The first, there is all white cloth, (is it satin?); opened, rumpled, out of the bolts. The other room is filled with so much white lace that I cannot even walk into the room without stepping on it; the whole room is nothing but white lace. It’s like the shelves are covered, the tables are covered, the floor has piles and piles of white lace which has been opened and it’s already been accessed or looked at – not in bolts.

MEANS: POWERFUL AND UNMISTAKEABLE IMAGE OF MARRIAGE. HE IS MR. RIGHT FOR ME, I AM MRS. RIGHT FOR HIM. THE BOLTS OF WHITE CLOTH, MAYBE SATIN, OPEN, RUMPLED, ARE WE HAVE OPENED UP THE RELATIONSHIP BY MEETING AND MAKING LOVE. RUMPLED SHEETS, SATIN, WHITE LACE EVERYWHERE. YES, WE RUMPLED THE SHEETS AND THESE ARE SIGNALS OF MARRIAGE EVERYWHERE IN THE ROOMS. HE WANTS MARRIAGE WITH THE RIGHT WOMAN, I HAVE ARRIVED.

He’s asleep on his back and I walk in – it’s morning. I say to him,

MEANS: ON HIS BACK IS HE IS OPEN OR AMENABLE TO ME. BUT HE WAS NOT AWARE, HE WAS ASLEEP. HE IS NOT AWARE YET I AM TO BE HIS WIFE. BUT MORNING IS HERE, AND HE BECOMES AWARE OF ME WHEN HE SEES ME. THIS COULD BE WHEN HE APPROACHED ME ON THE STREET.

“I’m sorry I was so late.”

MEANS: HE AND I HAVE WAITED FOR EACH OTHER, IN OUR HEARTS, FOR A LONG TIME.

He’s a big guy – big, stocky, not fat – young middle age, like 30’s or 40’s. I tell him,

MEANS: BIG MEANS IMPORTANT. HE IS NOT STOCKY IN REAL LIFE, HE IS THIN, AND HE IS ONLY 18 YEARS OLD WHEN WE MET. WHY IS HE SHOWN TO BE THIS OLD? COULD BE HE IS AN OLD SOUL, A SOUL THAT HAS LIVED MANY LIFETIMES.

“I got the boat ready and I have a person to help me with the boat.”

He gets up and says,
“Oh, that’s fantastic,” etc.

He was all ready to go across the ocean with our big rowboat with our things on the journey.

I continue,
“But the person that was a professional boat rower was not available. He could not make it. But I have a girl who’s willing to help,”

and the girl said,
“But I’m not an expert; I’m only a junior in school.”

MEANS: THIS DOES NOT PORTEND A SAFE OR EASY JOURNEY ACROSS THE OCEAN, WHICH SIGNIFIES GETTING TO THE ALTAR. THIS “SLOW BOAT TO CHINA” WILL TAKE THREE YEARS BEFORE WE HAVE OUR SECOND DATE – BECAUSE HE DID NOT PROVIDE ME WITH HIS REAL NAME, ALTHOUGH HE DID GIVE ME A CORRECT PHONE. WHEN I CALLED THE WOMAN WHO ANSWERED SAID THERE WAS NO SUCH PERSON BY THAT NAME. I THEN ASSUMED HE’D GIVEN ME THE WRONG NUMBER AND NOT KNOWING WHICH BAR HE FREQUENTED, I RARELY WENT TO HIS FAVORITE BAR. THEN I MYSELF DISAPPEARED FROM THE AREA WE MET FOR ONE AND A HALF YEARS, SO WE WERE APART FOR THREE YEARS. WE MET UP AGAIN MARCH 30, 2014, AND HAVE BEEN DATING. WE ARE MOVING TOWARD THAT ALTAR SLOWLY BUT SURELY. THIS “OCEAN OF LIFE” IS TREACHEROUS INDEED.

And I add that I’m no expert in boat management either.

He wanted to make it with him, me and the assistant across like an ocean with this big rowboat. I said,

“Now, look, how about it we go by plane and I’ll pay for it with my money?”

MEANS: INDEED WE HAVE MET, BUT HIS METHOD OF GETTING TO THE ALTAR IS SLOWER THAN MINE. HE IS NOT READY. BUT HE WILL BE.

Dream of 7 21 11
Received by Guru Rasa Von Werder and interpreted by her

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Friends, hit the first picture, put the “go” sign and you don’t have to clic any more, they will appear before you as a slideshow

MERRY CHRISTMAS FRIENDS!

E MANUEL SENT FOR CHRISTMAS

“YEAH – I LOVE YOU!”
HE SAYS IN FRONT OF FRIENDS!

8/23/14 RASA JOURNAL OF LOVE WITH JEFF

DO MEN LIE? YES, THEY DO – WHEN THEY ARE TRYING TO GET INTO YOUR PANTS OR PLAYING YOU.
BUT HE WAS ALREADY IN MY PANTS WHEN HE SAID,
“I WANT TO MARRY YOU”
TWICE…….

LOVE AT HAND – WE ARE COMING CLOSER TO ITS FULFILLMENT ON EARTH EVERY DAY – WE ARE UNITED IN THE HEAVENLY REALM FOREVER, ‘TILL DEATH DO US PART

I AM STANDING NEXT TO HIM – THE SECOND TIME HE DID NOT RUN WHILE I APPROACHED HIM IN PUBLIC, HE’S ACTUALLY TALKING TO ME AND THREE MALE FRIENDS ON HIS LEFT. AN ANGEL TOLD ME NEXT TIME WE WERE TOGETHER IN PUBLIC, CARESS HIM, HOLD HIS HAND, KISS HIM, TOUCH HIM. I AM CARESSING HIS FACE AND GOT MY HAND ON THE SKIN OF HIS BACK (FIRST TIME IN PUBLIC, TOUCHING HIM…WAS SCARED AS THOUGHT HE MIGHT RUN AWAY)

WHEN HE SAW ME HE WOULD GET NERVOUS, IN AWE I WAS TOLD.  I HAD TO WATCH HIM CALM HIS NERVES WHERE WE COULD SPEAK TO EACH OTHER AT THE CLUBS.  AT FIRST, IT WAS DIFFICULT, BUT AFTER A FEW WEEKS, IT WORKED.   AUGUST 15 WAS THE FIRST TIME HE CONVERSED WITH ME AT THE CLUB (FOR MORE THAN A COUPLE SENTENCES.)  WE SPOKE 20 MINUTES ABOUT MODELING, LIFESTYLE, OUR LIVES.

HE DOES THE “WILD MAN DANCE,” A COUPLE MINUTES, EVEN JUMPS ON MY TOE. I MUST MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. CALMING DOWN, BACK TO TALKING ABOUT THE PICS I TOOK – PRESENTING PRINTS TO HIM AND FRIENDS AND IF HE CAN COME TO MY PLACE. NOW HE TALKS ABOUT MOM AND HOW HE MUST GO HOME BECAUSE,

“SHE LOVES ME.”

TO WHICH I SAY,
“SHE IS NOT THE ONLY ONE.”

HE GRINS AND EXCLAIMS,
“YEAH, I KNOW, I KNOW!”

I ADD,
“AND I THINK YOU LOVE ME TOO.”

AFTERTHOUGHT, “SHOULD I HAVE SAID THAT”?

HE PROJECTS HIS FACE AND VOICE TOWARD HIS THREE FRIENDS AND PROCLAIMS IN A LOUD VOICE,

“YEAH, I LOVE YOU!”

SECOND CHAPTER WRAPPED UP… TO BE CONTINUED
GURU RASA, 8/23/14

PEOPLE DID NOT SEE HIM AS I SAW HIM – THE FOLKS ON THE STREET, IN CLUBS.  ONLY THE EDUCATED ONES, ARTISTS, EXPERIENCED, SAW HIS MAGNIFICENCE.  WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?  THE AVERAGE PERSON ON THE STREET SEES BEETHOVEN AS A FLOP, THEY THINK  POPULAR MUSIC IS GREAT – THAT’S ALL THEY KNOW.  CHALK IT UP TO LACK OF TASTE, DISCERNMENT, ABILITY TO MAKE JUDGEMENT.  THEIR EYES ARE NOT EDUCATED, MINE ARE; MY MATURE, ARTISTIC FRIENDS ALL SAY HE IS FAR ABOVE THE OTHER GUYS.  IT SEEMS OBVIOUS TO US, BUT THE UNSCHOOLED DON’T SEE IT.  ON THE STREET AND CLUBS THEY DON’T SEE IT AT ALL, HE’S JUST ONE OF THEIR HOMIES, NOT ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MEN ON EARTH.

HIS FACE IS A WORK OF ART, THE EYES, OH THE EYES,  ALMOND SHAPED.  I HAD FORGOTTEN THAT ASPECT WHICH STOOD OUT SO GLARINGLY THE NIGHT I MET HIM THREE YEARS AGO. 

WHY DO GOOD MEN HAVE TO DIE WITH THE BAD?

Discussion WILLIAM BOND AND RASA VON WERDER

William to Rasa:

Finished typing out the Kali section in Barbara Walker’s book.

I am uneasy about Kali being so destructive and a female. But thinking about it, if she was once the Creatrix and gave birth to the universe, then she would give both life and death. Perhaps when patriarchy started to take over the followers of Kali emphasise the death aspects of her, to frighten the patriarchal priests. Which may have worked for awhile, until someone called their bluff…..William Bond

I AM SEEKING BEAUTIFUL MALES FOR PAID WORK. CONTACT ME IF YOU OR ONE OR KNOW OF ANY.

HI WILLIAM,

PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS. MY PERCEPTION OF MOTHER GOD AND THE EXTINCTION OF MEN IS THE FOLLOWING:

CONSIDER A MOTHER, MOTHER OF ALL. SHE HAS TO DO WHAT’S RIGHT FOR HER PLANET, HER CREATION. THIS INCLUDES MEN AND WOMEN, ANIMALS, AND NATURE – EVERYTHING.

THERE WAS A MAN IN THE WILDERNESS TAKING PICTURES OF GRIZZLY BEARS, HIS CAMERA ON A TRIPOD. LATER THE CAMERA WAS OPENED TO SEE HIS SUCCESS AS A PHOTOGRAPHER. HE GOT A LOT OF PICS OF A MOTHER WITH THREE CUBS, RUNNING CLOSER AND CLOSER, THEN STOP.

SHE KILLED THE MAN.

THIS IS KALI MA. WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE MALE GENDER IS DEPLORABLE. HOW IT HAPPENED, WHY IT HAPPENED, I AM NOW DECODING IN THE LUCIFER-TO-SATAN AND THE DURGA-BECOMES-KALI MYTHS. I BELIEVE THESE MYTHS HOLD THE KEYS.

TO BE UPSET BY ALL MEN GOING EXTINCT IS UNDERSTANDABLE–EVERYONE EXCEPT I GUESS LESBIANS ARE DISTURBED BY THIS, IN THE HUMAN SENSE. IT SEEMS A LOSS TO OUR PHYSICAL BODIES, THAT ALL MEN MUST GO, BECAUSE NOT ALL MEN ARE EVIL.

THE QUESTIONS IS,

“MOTHER GOD, WHY DON’T YOU REMOVE THE EVIL MEN, AND LET THE GOOD MEN LIVE?”

APPARENTLY, THIS IS THE WAY MOTHER GOD IS WORKING, AND ALTHOUGH WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND IT, SHE OBVIOUSLY KNOWS MORE THAN US, AND SHE KNOWS WHAT SHE IS DOING.

I THINK IN THE DURGA MYTH MOTHER GOD TRIED TO ERADICATE THE DEMON/S OF PATRIARCHY IN VARIOUS WAYS, BUT NOTHING WORKED.

SHE SENT BUDDHA, SHE SENT JESUS, SHE SENT THOUSANDS OF AVATARS AND SAINTS, BUT PATRIARCHAL DEMONS WERE ABLE TO CIRCUMVENT ALL “THE GODS.” IN THE DURGA MYTH IT SAYS THE MALE GODS HAD TO BOW TO DEMONS!

THEY TOOK JESUS WORK, AND TURNED IT INTO CORRUPTION, MISOGYNY (NO SOONER WAS JESUS DEAD THAN THE APOSTLES BOOTED OUT MARY MAGDALENE, THE DESIGNATED HEAD OF THE CHURCH, AND TURNED IT INTO MALE DOMINATION. THE WOMEN HAD BEEN EQUAL IN THEIR SERVICE, THEY HAD SPONSORED THE WORK OF THE MEN WITH FOOD/LODGING, COMFORT STATIONS. EXCEPT FOR THE CULTURAL LIMITATIONS, THEY GAVE AS MUCH, BUT THEY WERE OUSTED. MARY MAGDALENE AND SOME OF THE WOMEN RETIRED TO THE ESSENES.)

NEXT, IN THE TIME OF ST. FRANCIS OF ASSISI AND ST. CATHERINE OF SIENNA, THEY INSTIGATED “THE CRUSADES,” A BLOODY WAR TO KILL MUSLIMS AND CAPTURE JERUSALEM.

AFTER THAT IT WAS “THE INQUISITION,” THE HOLOCAUST OF WOMEN AND MANY MILLIONS OF THOSE WHO DISAGREED WITH THE CATHOLIC CHURCH TORTURED AND KILLED.

AND ALL THE WHILE, PEOPLE DID NOT REALIZE THIS ENTIRE “CELIBATE” MALE PRIESTHOOD WERE RAGING PEDOPHILES.

THIS IS JUST AN EXAMPLE OF HOW SATAN TOOK WHAT GOD GAVE TO SAVE THE WORLD AND USED IT TO DEFILE AND KILL MORE PEOPLE.

YOU KNOW HOW EVERY METHOD OF SOCIAL ORDER AND RELIGION HAVE BEEN TRIED, YET HUMAN MALES CORRUPTED EACH SYSTEM AND TURNED IT INTO EVIL.

IT IS THE DECISION OF MOTHER GOD /NATURE, THAT ALL MEN BE REMOVED IN THEIR TIME, THERE BE NO MORE MEN, GOOD OR BAD.

THE GOOD MEN MUST SEE THIS IN WISDOM – DON’T TAKE IT PERSONALLY. IF YOU ARE GOOD, AND YOU BELIEVE IN REINCARNATION THEN LET ME POSIT THAT YOU CAN RETURN AS A FEMALE. AND REMEMBER THE TIME, 100,000 YEARS, YOU CAN STILL RETURN AS A MALE DURING THAT TIME. YOU HAVE LOST NOTHING. IT’S NOT LIKE MOTHER GOD IS BEHEADING YOU OR EXECUTING YOU.

WILLIAM BOND, YOU DON’T LIKE THIS MESSAGE FOR VARIOUS REASONS, BUT I AM GOING TO PREACH IT LOUD AND CLEAR, BECAUSE IT IS THE GREATEST WEAPON YET PUT INTO MY HANDS TO TEAR DOWN PATRIARCHY. THIS MESSAGE DESTROYS ALL THE CREDIBILITY OF MALES, THEIR AGENDA, THEIR INSTITUTIONS, THEIR GOVERNMENTS, THEIR LITERATURE – ALL THEY HAVE WROUGHT BY THIS MIGHTY HAND OF THE KNOWLEDGE OF EXTINCTION, PROVES THAT MALES ARE UNWORTHY TO CONTINUE LIFE. THEY ARE SO FLAWED THAT THEY MUST DIE OUT FOR THE GREATER GOOD.

AS THEY SCREAM SUPERIORITY, EXTINCTION PROVES THEY ARE NOT. EXTINCTION PROVES THAT NATURE IS PHASING THEM OUT, AND SO, AS WE EXAMINE ALL THEIR CLAIMS WE SEE CLEARLY IN THE LIGHT OF EXTINCTION–ALL THAT THEY SAID ABOUT THEIR OWN GREATNESS, THE LEGITIMACY OF THEIR VIOLENCE AND AGENDAS, IS ALL WRONG. THEIR ENTIRE POINT OF VIEW IS WRONG, THIS SHOWS IT WITHOUT A DOUBT.

ONCE UPON A TIME MALES OBEYED WOMEN AND WE HAD PEACE. BUT WHEN THEY BROKE OFF FROM WOMEN AND MOTHER GOD WAS THE BEGINNING OF THE END – FOR MALES. THEY WERE DOOMED. THIS DURGA/KALI MYTH HAS BEEN AROUND FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS – POSSIBLY APPEARED DURING THE TIME PATRIARCHS GAINED POWER. IT IS A PSYCHIC REVELATION OF THE TRUTH, THAT THIS EVIL AGE CANNOT STAY FOREVER, AND EVEN WITHIN THE MYTH IS THE TRUTH ABOUT MALE EXTINCTION – REMARKABLE IN THAT WE ONLY LEARNED OF IT THROUGH THE GENETICS OF THE LAST FEW YEARS. BRYAN SYKES BOOK ON EXTINCTION CAME OUT IN 2004–I DON’T KNOW HOW LONG THEY WERE AWARE OF THE FACTS PRIOR TO THIS.

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RECENT THOUGHTS, CONCEPTS I MUST DEVELOP FOR THE BETTERMENT OF MANKIND

MANY IMAGES HERE CONSCRIPTED FROM FEMALE SUPREMACY NOW 2 – THANK YOU DEAR LADY!

It explains the truth about everything from our past – when Matriarchy flourished, when Patriarchs took over; what it was like when Matriarchy bloomed, how it changed, the meaning of things. It explains THE ORIGIN OF ALL MAJOR MALE RELIGIONS HAVING BEEN STOLEN FROM WOMEN.

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our WORLD
Powerful ideas came to me how technology, under the left-brained activity of males, has become a demonic force taking the planet, and all who are on it, down the path of destruction.

Once we were close to nature; we kissed the earth before we planted our Spring crop (stated by Marija Gimbutas), thanking God as Mother Nature for her bounty.

This “technology” which is venerated mostly by males, was developed under the brain/instinct of males, which is competition – and this meaning the destruction of others.

All that they developed technologically was for conquest, power – everything – the electricity, computers, cars, engines of all types, outer space exploration – more weapons of all kinds, small weapons, big weapons, poisons, almost everything developed by males has turned humanity farther and farther from NATURE and therefore, REALITY, TRUTH. We are at the outer limits of God – going farther through Patriarchy from our GREATEST GOOD, farther and farther from TRUTH and closer and closer to DEATH.

Under the cloak of Patriarchy we have become severely OVERPOPULATED. Patriarchs have said what wonderful science we have, that humanity has increased so greatly. But this humanity is miserable and it is crowding out the rest of the life on the planet and polluting the earth.

These people – forced into existence by the Patriarchal lash, are people undeveloped, lacking the time needed with their Mother, suffering from ATTACHMENT DISORDER. The intimacy spent with the Mother in the first five, six years determines whether or not people are happy – they are NOT. And so, the planet now groans by the weight of nearly seven billion unhappy humans who are doing damage to the rest of life.

Meanwhile the Patriarchs, who caused this dilemma, how do they react? BY THE DESIRE TO KILL MORE PEOPLE. The SHADOW GOVERNMENT, the small number (about 16,000) of Patriarchal men, wants to KILL 80% OF THE HUMAN POPULATION and herd the rest of us into cities, micro chipped as slaves. And so their greed for humans backfired on them. They wanted children so they could kill – their army being bigger than the next guys – but that having come to its conclusion now presents the problem of management. Having hoarded the resources of the world into a few small hands, they need to control the rest of us and that is impossible for them. We might run amuck and want our freedom. So in their left brain / half brain thinking they now want to kill, kill, kill. It won’t happen, but that is their intention.

As I see the big picture of what half brained men have done to the planet, it is ugly as Hell; it is Hell.

When our world was Heaven (Garden of Eden) what was it like?

We were NOT SAVAGES, NEVER. We DID NOT become “civilized” through Patriarchy. That is what they want us to believe. Women invented language, mathematics, all our industries, skills, sciences and religions. But these did not take us away from God. We remained ever close to God, our nature being God, our instincts being God, life being Sacred, and we were happy. It was only Patriarchy – the demonic onslaught – that deteriorated our world.

Must write an article on Col. Dave Grossman’s “Killology,” the science of how men teach other men to kill, to brutalize.
Prior to him I learned from KAY GRIGGS how the military prompts males to commit atrocities, assassinations – how much homosexuality is in the military.

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our THOUGHTS
“As a woman thinketh, so is she.”
Reframe all your thoughts about all that has happened to you or what is happening to you, in a positive light.

See the good in it, no matter what it is. Believe all your sufferings, disappointments, frustrations, rejections and failures as having a good component, a silver lining, a meaningful result.

Accept whatever has happened in the past as having good in it – the abuse, the abandonment, the ridicule, humiliation, mental, emotional and physical pain as bringing you good.

Any accident, theft, mishap, calamity, conjure your faith to believe it has brought good – believe it and you will eventually see it.

You learned from all your sufferings – forgive those who made you suffer.

Both Christianity and Yoga teach how acceptance of all things, feeling they have all come from God, is the height of holiness.

If you want to be happy, you have a choice. You can either be miserable from what happens to you daily, complaining, screaming, hating, or you can accept it, release the problem, let it go, and you are free.

To be free and happy is a choice. You don’t see the good in the bad, but it is there. Exercise your faith even when you cannot see it, and sooner or later, it will be revealed.

Lately, I have had miracles of vision, seeing so much evil in my life but the good in it has been revealed and I am so free and happy for it. It is absolute liberation. However, you must first release your faith, make a choice to be happy, and the vision will follow.

This puts an entire new light on religion way different than what Patriarchs teach. Patriarchs twisted religion into their half brained, left brained, spirit and matter, God was here and left, demonic, stupid version of what is.

This puts an entire new light on religion way different than what Patriarchs teach. Patriarchs twisted religion into their half brained, left brained, spirit and matter, God was here and left, demonic, stupid version of what is.

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EINSTEIN’S THEORY OF RELATIVITY PROVES NONDUALITY

I need to do some reading on Einstein’s Theory of Relativity and put it into an article proving nonduality.

Einstein demonstrated how matter is but energy slowed down – he showed energy and matter to be the same thing, and that time is merely an illusion of how we measure things – what we experience in our slowed down version of existence.

If you take energy and slow it down, you have matter.

Patriarchs have led us to believe, wrongly, that God is in another world, far away, in Spirit and Truth, and that our world/reality is somehow not with it, not as high up, very different, and God is inaccessible.

But we must bring to mind that God is here and now, right within our world of Nature, things, in the slowed down version. There is no difference, or two things, matter and spirit, but matter and spirit are one thing – nonduality. Energy and matter are two forms of the same thing, God, and nature, we are God and Nature. All is ONE THING.

That makes ALL THINGS SACRED within our world, we cannot disrespect or put down any of the “created” beings, for example, we must understand that this REALITY which could be called God LIVES AND OPERATES THROUGH MATTER AS IT DOES THROUGH SPIRIT.

This puts an entire new light on religion way different than what Patriarchs teach. Patriarchs twisted religion into their half brained, left brained, spirit and matter, God was here and left, demonic, stupid version of what is.

The Matriarchal religions had it right in the first place, even before EINSTEIN, they knew all things were one.

Males disparaged the feminine ability to SEE THE WHOLE PICTURE with their full-brain thinking. Female intuition, psychic phenomena, is women having the full-brain consciousness, seeing with all their brain and all their senses, inner and outer.

Males, incapable of full-brain activity, reduced reality to what they could understand. Obviously, one savant, Albert Einstein, got through to the reality in his way of thinking – but this is one man in millions. He came up with what women knew all the time – a great feat for a male.

The last YEAR. Been thinking about KILLOLOGY

Must write an article on Col. Dave Grossman’s “Killology,” the science of how men teach other men to kill, to brutalize.

Prior to him I learned from KAY GRIGGS how the military prompts males to commit atrocities, assassinations – how much homosexuality is in the military.

This LAST YEAR
Been thinking about the “Woman’s Encyclopedia of Myths ad Secrets by Barbara G. Walker. William Bond typed up several chapters for me.

I must study them and make comments. It explains the truth about everything from our past – when Matriarchy flourished, when Patriarchs took over; what it was like when Matriarchy bloomed, how it changed, the meaning of things. It explains THE ORIGIN OF ALL MAJOR MALE RELIGIONS HAVING BEEN STOLEN FROM WOMEN. Very involved, I cannot even hint at all of it right now, have not the time. Must get to it soon.