“YEAH – I LOVE YOU!”
HE SAYS IN FRONT OF FRIENDS!

8/23/14 RASA JOURNAL OF LOVE WITH JEFF

DO MEN LIE? YES, THEY DO – WHEN THEY ARE TRYING TO GET INTO YOUR PANTS OR PLAYING YOU.
BUT HE WAS ALREADY IN MY PANTS WHEN HE SAID,
“I WANT TO MARRY YOU”
TWICE…….

I AM STANDING NEXT TO HIM – THE SECOND TIME HE DID NOT RUN WHILE I APPROACHED HIM IN PUBLIC, HE’S ACTUALLY TALKING TO ME AND THREE MALE FRIENDS ON HIS LEFT. AN ANGEL TOLD ME NEXT TIME WE WERE TOGETHER IN PUBLIC, CARESS HIM, HOLD HIS HAND, KISS HIM, TOUCH HIM. I AM CARESSING HIS FACE AND GOT MY HAND ON THE SKIN OF HIS BACK (FIRST TIME IN PUBLIC, TOUCHING HIM…WAS SCARED AS THOUGHT HE MIGHT RUN AWAY)

HE DOES THE “WILD MAN DANCE,” A COUPLE MINUTES, EVEN JUMPS ON MY TOE. I MUST MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. CALMING DOWN, BACK TO TALKING ABOUT THE PICS I TOOK – PRESENTING PRINTS TO HIM AND FRIENDS AND IF HE CAN COME TO MY PLACE. NOW HE TALKS ABOUT MOM AND HOW HE MUST GO HOME BECAUSE,

“SHE LOVES ME.”

TO WHICH I SAY,
“SHE IS NOT THE ONLY ONE.”

HE GRINS AND EXCLAIMS,
“YEAH, I KNOW, I KNOW!”

I ADD,
“AND I THINK YOU LOVE ME TOO.”

AFTERTHOUGHT, “SHOULD I HAVE SAID THAT”?

HE PROJECTS HIS FACE AND VOICE TOWARD HIS THREE FRIENDS AND PROCLAIMS IN A LOUD VOICE,

“YEAH, I LOVE YOU!”

SECOND CHAPTER WRAPPED UP… TO BE CONTINUED
GURU RASA, 8/23/14