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Woman Thou Art God – The New Religion – VIII – Eight – Principles

WHEN GOD WAS A WOMAN — AND STILL IS: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

8-31-19-Woman Thou Art God-The New Religion-Installment Eight:

Principles of the New Religion

: WHEN WOMAN WAS GOD AND STILL IS

Woman, thou art God: If someone tells you to seek God in the east-do not listen. If they tell you to seek God in the mountains, She is not there. If they say north or south, don’t bother, for the Realm of the Queen, Her Royal Majesty’s Seat, her Bridal Chamber & Habitat is right there within your heart & soul.

: GOD IS IN YOUR

HEART & SOUL

In order to find her, you are wise to employ the ‘inner senses,’ as all the mystical saints did. They saw God in visions, heard the voice of God resonating within (both ears & mind), they tasted Her sweetness, they felt Her Presence, they smelled scents of purging & Holy Perfumes.

: BELIEVE IN YOURSELF-GOD

You ask, ‘how can I employ the inner senses when I didn’t even know they existed? I don’t know how to use them.’

The reason you don’t use the inner senses is because we live in a world of Patriarchy—rule of man. Give up this rule, renounce it, drop it, the way you do the devil & all his works & all his lies.

The ‘culture of death’ lives by the personality of the male. His frontal lobes are asleep – therefore he has no intuition, the faculty of women, whose frontal lobes are awake. He denigrates & trivializes the abilities of women, including their ESP – he declares them to be either imagination or worse, mental illness – because he can’t do it – it doesn’t exist.

The human male has made the world according to his brain, it makes sense to his restricted mind.

: YOU ARE THE LIGHTHOUSE, NOT HE, YOUR FRONTAL LOBES ARE AWAKE

But he does not represent the mind of a woman, whose frontal lobes are awake, who has compassion, empathy & intuition. How can the two of us, male & female – meet on the same page?—We can’t, not when we have separate agendas, the woman wanting to nurture & heal, the man wanting to exploit, one has to prevail, either nurturer or exploiter, & this world is the latter.

: MALE & FEMALE HAVE SEPARATE AGENDAS

This somnambulent person does not understand or encourage the extra-sensory powers of a woman. In Patriarchy our gifts are stifled & obliterated.

: OUR MAGICAL ABILITIES DENIGRATED

BY MEN WHO HAVEN’T GOT THEM

We aren’t groomed to appreciate our gifts from God, aren’t taught much about ‘mystical theology’ although the religious of Patriarchal sects are taught to pray, it’s mostly rote prayers, all approved by men, some are wonderful prayers, but we aren’t told about ‘channeling’ or hearing the voice of God, this activity would be considered suspicious, like Ouija Board business, sorcerers, magicians – because it’s a feminine ability it’s frowned upon like women are frowned upon.

: FEMININE ABILITIES FROWNED UPON AS WOMEN

ARE FROWNED UPON

ABOUT SAINTS

There are women saints as well as men saints canonized by the Catholic Church, but you must never look to Holy Mary as Goddess (they say! But SHE IS GODDESS!), as you are told strictly that He is GOD, but she is a mere mortal (a Holy one to be sure, with ‘Super Dulia’ or great veneration, but she’s eons below Jesus, our God!)

: JESUS & MARY ARE BOTH GOD

Many of the saints experienced the inner senses on a daily basis, & a lot of this was ‘channeling.’ They spoke to God or other saints the way you or I talk to friends or text, they could hear them, these communications were the highlights of their life.

Why or how did the saints develop the ability to see, hear & sense God? Most of them had to some degree or other, even the ‘active’ saints, turned their back on ‘the world.’

: MANY SAINTS TURNED THEIR BACK ON

THE WORLD

If you want to be like them, spend hours a day in prayer, meditation, spiritual reading & contemplation (which is a passive state where you aren’t saying anything or asking, just waiting on God to reveal Herself to you.) There are all types of ways to pray, petition, thanksgiving & praise of God, there’s prayers of channeling where you ask questions & hope for answers from God, the saints or angels.

: SAINTLY ALONENESS IS A KEY INTO

INNER SENSES

Saintly ALONENESS is a key to conjure inner senses.
The world DROWNS OUT or OBLITERATES our ability to hear the Inner Voice of God – (within the unconscious)—it is DISTRACTING & confounding or confusing our ability.

: THE WORLD IS DISTRACTING TO OUR

SPIRITUAL LIFE

(What is meant by ‘world?’–people, television, gossip, time & space news, here & now concerns.)
I have two anecdotes on that. The ‘Father’ of monasticism, St. Benedict, had to send monks out to get supplies. When they came back they were surrounded by the brothers eager to know what was going on outside.

: WHAT IS GOING ON OUTSIDE?

But St. Benedict chided them, saying,
“We came here to get away from the world, do not bring it back to us through gossip.

: SPIRIT OF THE WORLD VS SPIRIT OF SAINT

On a more recent scale, there was a great faith healer, Smith Wigglesworth of England, most active in the 1930’s. A young disciple named Lester Summeral came to visit him often, carrying a newspaper under his arm. When Smith opened the door, he grabbed the paper from the arm of the boy & threw it into the bushes, declaring,
“Don’t bring those lies in here!”

: DON’T BRING THOSE LIES IN HERE!

I, saw Lester on television talking about this. I knew about Smith Wigglesworth from the course of Roberts Liardon, a wonderful teacher/minister in California, who taught on the great faith healers called ‘God’s Generals.’ I was eager to know how these Holy Souls acquired faith healing power & found much information from Mr. Liardon.

HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD, OR SAINTS OR ANGELS

: HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF

GOD…….

To get what is unconscious to become conscious you must SET THE STAGE for it to emerge.

When your conscious is TOO BUSY it’s like a tangle of briars, bushes & weeds surrounding a pool. The pool is there, but you can’t SEE it through the vegetation. Remove the vegetation, & there it is, the Realm of Her Majesty, her Peaceful Land, NOT OF THIS WORLD, a different vibration, WAY MORE SENSITIVE.

: THE SPIRITUAL VIBRATION IS WAY

MORE SENSITIVE

The world cancels our or drowns out this fine vibration, it’s timbre is course, gross. The MESSAGE of the world is way different than that of the INNER PLANE, the unconscious. The flesh, the world & the devil present a here & now, physical, believe your eyes, your ears, the news of the day type of information. This worldly knowledge is that of those who think they are ‘realists—we are logical, we are scientific.’ Everything is judged by the OUTSIDE.

But the spiritual plane, the unconscious, delves into a Universe of reality that is hidden to the physical realm. It knows the secrets of men’s hearts, their thoughts, their plans, even their futures. It can detect liars & deceivers, it can tell what is love or lust, what is a charlatan or a sincere person. It can tell if someone is on a path of death or life, their karma, bad or good. It can tell if a person is a bad sinner, even by their SMELL!

: SAINTS CAN DETECT A SINNER

BY THEIR SMELL

There was a stigmatized monk named Bro. Gino, who later became a priest. I received material about him from someone in Italy. Bro. Gino met a man who was evil, but the man declared himself good. Bro. Gino said,

“THEN WHY DO YOU SMELL SO HORRIBLE?”

: SIN HAS A STENCH

I have never smelled sins on a person, but obviously, Bro. Gino could.

If you want to know the INNER SECRETS of life you must spend a lot of time alone & in prayer, & in what is called the INTERIOR LIFE.

Most people HATE being ‘interior’ or alone. You’ll hear them wail when they are ‘bored,’ they need outer stimulation all the time. They must either talk, watch TV, text, go places, always busy, busy, busy. They think they are doing something, but usually are not.

: PEOPLE ARE BUSY DOING WHAT

DOESN’T MATTER TO ETERNAL LIFE

I had a disciple of mine, a good man, who told me of his experience in Brazil. He went there to meet a Holy Lady in a Convent, & she was running a meditation retreat center.

He just wanted to talk with her, but she told him he must be alone, but had to more or less drag him kicking & screaming to his hut. He said he was TERRIFIED to be alone, with no people, no TV, no nothing around him.

: HE WAS TERRIFIED TO BE ALONE!

It is when we are ALONE that we look in a mirror on the INSIDE & see ourselves & without our EGO we are EMPTY. This emptiness is something we are NOT USED TO. The ego gives us a FALSE SECURITY BLANKET, telling us who we are & what we are connected to—which gives us some sort of IDENTITY.

: OUR EGO GIVES US A FALSE SENSE OF

WHO WE ARE & HIDES THE REAL

PERSON

The ego has a family & friends, a job or vocation, hobbies, interests, opinions & the like. The ego has a FAKE SELF IMAGE like I am ‘great’ or I am ‘worthless’ or ‘I’m just a normal, average person,’ etc.

Strip away the ego & you are naked, & just the beginning of this process is TERRIFYING, because then you think WHO AM I? What do I hold onto? Where is my security?

: WHO AM I?

When you strip away everything is the first time you have the CHANCE TO SEE GOD – who is YOU – yourself.

Remember when Moses asked God in the burning bush,
“Show me yourself as you are”
And God said,
“You cannot see me & live.”

What was God saying? You cannot have an ego. You must be stripped away of every sin, fault or vestige of attachment to people & things. Then, only then, is the stage set. God can then, if She wishes, LIFT YOU IN GLORY.

This process is explained by the great Saint, Mary of Agreda, in her four volume tome, ‘Mystical City of God.’

Obviously she understood the process & had seen God face to face.

: SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE IS AN

INNER JOURNEY TO THE

SAHASRARA

As I keep telling you, Woman, Thou Art God. But the only way you can truly believe & experience this is if you go through the mystical process called Death to Ego-Self, do as Mary of Agreda explained, & be lifted by God into Glory.

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD – LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

You will be raised up through the sushumna canal into the Sahasrara – that is the TUNNEL. On the other side of the tunnel you will see what is given you of ETERNITY / INFINITY, it will be GLORY. While you perceive this you will also know that you are God, God is you, God is not far away in outer space, that the Creative Power of God is Love, & you are pure & perfect Love. You & God are one thing at the core. You came from God, God is still within you, when you die you will go back to God if you have no impediments (which require cleansing.)
And that is the story in a nutshell.

: LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

…..9-3-19 Rasa Von Werder

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Woman Thou Art God Part Seven

: RADIATING GOD ENERGY FROM THE BRAIN CENTER

WOMAN THOU ART GOD - 8-27-19- Part VII – The New Religion- Part Seven

The religion which teaches women to worship the God within themselves

RECLAIM YOUR TERRITORY

All that they have, they have stolen from us. We once owned everything, claimed authority over all things.

This was brought home to me by clearing the creek once again. I sat by the tiny ‘pond’ I revealed after clearing the brush from it. This morning sitting meditating I looked beyond it, through the weeds, was surprised to see a fence, which I had installed many years ago, through another conglomerate of weeds, briars & bushes. I thought,

“That used to be uncovered. I walked there & enjoyed that part of the creek – the fence proves it.”
The vegetation had stolen my prowess over this part of my land, I had forgotten it like it wasn’t there, as if it was my neighbors, but it was mine, all I had to do was get rid of the brush.

: CLEAR THE WAY

That I did, in a vigorous bout with my trimmer, greatly satisfied.

We women have FORGOTTEN what we once owned, the authority, the prowess, like for instance, family.

RECLAIM THE FAMILY

: RECLAIM YOUR FAMILY

WOMAN, THOU ART GOD. No one should have AUTHORITY over your family but you. You are the REPRODUCTIVE VEHICLE, the man is not, he is but a PARASITE on the body of a woman, as defined by Dr. Ashley Montagu, anthropologist, & Dr. Bryan Sykes, geneticist. He gave his DNA to you to reproduce, without you, his DNA just dies. Why should he have authority over you & your children? Why should he have an equal say when he isn’t equal?

: NO AUTHORITY FOR HIM, HE ISN’T EQUAL

In the days of Matriarchy, you had a group of females including the entire village, helping raise the children. Males had no say in what was going on, no one asked them to baby sit – that would have seemed preposterous, as males have no nurturing capacity.

: MALES ARE NOT NURTURERS

Turning this around, giving males authority over children, was one of their foremost conspiracies, along with that of war & overthrow of women’s religions.

They ENVIED the power of women over children. Women got to hold, caress, be LOVED by children, it was sensible, sensual, physical—not sexual—contact, which they were not privy to.

: MALES ENVIED WOMEN’S INFLUENCE OVER CHILDREN

But for too many males, physical contact with kids provoked sex. Sexual abuse was created by men when they gained access to children–statistics say that 49% of daughters are abused by Dads & 25% of boys (military statistics). This does not include other men, which in my estimate, would raise it to at least 75% females & 50% males.

: THEY VIOLATE THE

INNOCENT

The NUCLEAR family is devised by men so they can have control over the wife & kids, to their detriment. The woman he can intimidate or control—being stronger physically, more athletic, & a loose cannon.

He now has access to the children—a woman cannot be in all places at once, all her kinswomen are gone.

When they abuse children who witnesses it? What can the child do? By the time the child is old enough to report it & decides they want closure – the law tells you IT’S TOO LATE – you should have reported this EIGHTEEN YEAR TOO LATE TO REPORT ABUSE

When a mother BELIEVES a child & reports it TO AUTHORITIES the authorities tell her ‘this doesn’t happen here.’

She doesn’t understand THE PATRIARCHS STAND UP FOR EACH OTHER, IT’LL BE A MIRACLE IF ANY ONE ADMITS OR TAKES ACTION.

MEN CLEAN UP AFTER ONE ANOTHER, THEY COVER FOR EACH OTHER

In a world ruled by men, they take it personally if you accuse one of them. They are not AGAINST MEN, these are their BROTHERS IN CRIME, the brotherhood of Satan. I do admit not all are evil – according to the ancient myth of the ‘angels’ who went with Satan – it was one third of them. But besides that one third, there are many FRIENDS of Patriarchy, who, although they are not part & parcel of it, nevertheless out of cowardice or fear or faith in men, they GO ALONG WITH IT, promoting the patriarchy, destroying the women (this I might add includes women, who like Jews who betrayed their brothers, they betray other women. It ingratiates them with the demonics, they get passed over for punishment, the sister gets nailed.)

: WOMEN BETRAY WOMEN FOR FAVOR WITH

PATRIARCHS

It’s like Hitler hated Jews, not all Germans were as bad as Hitler, but many went that night, “The Night of Glass” to break their storefront windows & beat them up. Many were probably side characters who usually said & did nothing, but when they saw the demonics working, they went along with them, a chance to vent their sadism. And so men who are usually noodles go along with aggressive guys in gangs for ‘trains’ on innocent girls & women.

Just two incidents I share that prove how men stick together: A little black girl was raped by a police officer. The mother takes her to the station to complain & is told by them to keep quiet or else they’ll retaliate. (Why didn’t the good guys go against the bad one?)

Remember this, sisters, you never go to the authority IN HOUSE. For police transgressions you go to the FBI, for a school incident you go to the Supervisor of Schools, for a lawyer wrong doing there is a Counsel above them, for the Catholic Church priest abusing your child you go to the POLICE – the place where the crime was committed will not help you—they COVER FOR THEMSELVES, they have a reputation & a brotherhood to uphold.

: BROTHERHOOD OF MEN, FOR EVIL

Another case, a cop broke up with his wife, who had their infant child. She sues for support & he has a new girl friend. The support & alimony will be a lot of money he wants for his new life. He goes & butchers the ex wife & the baby in the bathtub.

The police are called to investigate, they clean the scene thoroughly so there is no evidence—which is of course illegal, but they do it; they aren’t punished. Without evidence the cop goes free, moves out of state with the new woman. Why didn’t the good guys nail the killer cop?

: DEMONIC BROTHERHOOD

I could sit here & collect from memory & internet thousands of such incidents, including my own life, where males stick together & defend other men who have done wrong, but you get the point.

As you can see, a big part of the problem is going to authorities, complain against men, the authorities are men & if they are women, some are ‘dicks in skirts’. I saw a female judge (on TV) dismiss a case of murder against a guy who killed a female & stashed her in the trunk of his car. The car was abandoned on a street, they found it, it was his car. Was the guy an easy conviction? No, the female judge dismissed the case on a technicality – someone had tried to talk to a juror.

TO SINGLE MOTHERS, YOU MAY BE THE LUCKIEST ONES

: SINGLE MOTHERS LUCKY WITHOUT MEN

Woman, thou art God. You are a single mother & there is no man helping you, but there is also no man judging you, telling you what to do, interfering, intimidating you & abusing your children. You may be free.

The welfare system, the dole, takes the place of the male who’s supposed to help you – this is a blessing in disguise. Use it as such, don’t moan & groan about the deadbeat Dad, he’s a deadbeat, you don’t want him.

This is the precious time you can use, especially if you’re not working, on yourself. Woman, you will not find the God within you unless you work at it. Look at the saints. How many saints diddled with the world, neglecting God? None, they all put God first.

: HEAVEN AWAITS YOU

“Put God first, & everything shall be added unto you.”

Trust God to show you the way, the truth & the life.

Do not call God a Father but a Mother. Teach your children that.

Have faith, hope in God. She is a great God & your needs are tiny before Her Power.

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Depend on God, not men. If She gives you help through men, take it, but don’t worship the man, worship God & She is in you.

Have confidence in God. It was the secret virtue of St. Gertrude the Great (one of my mentors)—the ‘Herald of Divine Love.’

Have Love for God. If you love God, really love, you will put no ‘strange Gods’ before Her. You will put Her first & foremost, do not have faith, hope, confidence in the world but in Her – who USES THE WORLD to bring you what you need.

Believe in Her miracles. To the One who created the Infinite Universe, who maintains it we don’t know how, miracles are easy. Call on them, expect them, they will happen.

How much time do you spend in prayer & meditation? How much time do you spend wasting it on television, movies, secular books or writings, meaningless music, chatting on the phone & internet, texting? Time is precious. I say spend two hours a day minimum, completely ALONE, with no interference, if not praying, meditating or better yet, contemplating, which means waiting to RECEIVE from God.

: HEAVEN IS YOURS TO TAKE

I want no excuses – tell it to the Judge. Take hold of yourself, stop dawdling, stop wasting time, stop complaining, call on the Infinite, Merciful, Powerful, All-knowing, All-seeing, All-loving God for more than the things of the world. The greatest thing She can give you is HERSELF – YOURSELF: WOMAN, THOU ART GOD, you will know when you are Born Again as YOU, the Infinite Being within you. You will feel it, sense it, perceive it & you will HEAR HER / YOUR VOICE—Obey this Voice, not the voices of men.

To be continued…….8-28-19 Rasa Von Werder

: SHE WHO CREATES & MAINTAINS THE

INFINITE UNIVERSE WILL DO MIRACLES

FOR YOU

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WOMAN THOU ART GOD – Installment Six – The New Religion

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD – The New Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship the God Within

8-23-19-PART VI

Today I was trimming the weeds & brush around my creek, in a particular place close to a tunnel under the road. My voice within kept urging me to get a move on, I couldn’t understand why. When I spent too long in one place, it kept telling me

“stop lolly gaggin’ here, move ahead”
until I got irritated & said,
“Quiet! I’m going.”
It kept buggin’ me, suddenly I understood.

I had just broke through a thick maze of weeds & there in front of me, completely hidden, was a little pond. Small but cute, like eight feet long, five feet wide, just a foot deep, but I HAD NEVER SEEN IT & it’s right on my property. It was a PLEASURE to discover. I was then inspired & there wasn’t much to finish the job, I quickly trimmed (with a hedger) the remaining obstacles.
My mind went to thinking,

: REMOVE THE BRUSH & WEEDS FROM YOUR LIFE

“This is an alternative place to meditate, I wonder if it’ll be suitable,”

As right now I spend most of my time in one special place, meditating each morning for months.

Mother God then spoke to me,

“I wanted you to hurry up & get to this pond to make a point. There are treasures within us that we never get to – they are totally hidden to us because of the impediments – the brush & weeds in our minds. These are the people, things, events, always cropping up – normal things, not sins, but because we are distracted by these things, we don’t meditate, pray & spend enough time alone to find PRICELESS TREASURES.

: REMOVE OBSTACLES FROM SEEING GOD WITHIN

I was amazed because this pond was there for years, formed by the increase in rain water, but I had NO IDEA it was there as all around it was vegetation.

This coincides with Jesus telling the story of the rich man & his party. He prepared a great feast & invited his friends, but all begged off.

One was training a new ox, another had a wedding, all had excuses.

The rich man had no one for his table. Pretty pissed off, he told the servants to find those begging along the streets & living under bridges, the poor & unfortunate, they would surely appreciate his feast.

: THE FEAST OF MOTHER GOD IS READY

FOR YOU BUT YOU MUST GET READY

FOR IT

This story talks about people leading NORMAL LIVES, not sinning, & yet, because of non-sinful actions, they would miss the GLORIES OF HEAVEN. How could that be?

Because you have to DO SOMETHING to gain the ‘Kingdom of Heaven.’ You have to ATTEND TO GOD not people & things; you have to PAY ATTENTION to the spiritual life, infinity. You cannot immerse your mind in physical things, be distracted by them, consumed by them, because you will MISS THE GLORIES OF HEAVEN.

: DO NOT MISS THE GLORIES OF HEAVEN

Understand that you do NOT have to be a murderer, thief or criminal to go to Hell, all you have to do is FAIL TO BE BORN AGAIN, you were born in physical but not in spirit, that means you are spiritually dead & the dead cannot enter Heaven.

: CRY OF A LOST SOUL

There’s a story from Germany called ‘Cry of a Lost Soul.’

Two girls, Clara & Tesla, knew each other starting with Holy Communion. Clara took the Catechism seriously, as well as the Sacraments, Tesla was told by her Dad that,

“Nothing here matters except your white dress.”

She did nothing outwardly wrong, she just didn’t take religion seriously. She joined a spiritual sorority because it was fun, then she stopped going to Church.

: WHAT STATE IS YOUR SOUL IN? DO YOU

KNOW?

Eventually she got married. They were well off & became more so when an aunt died & left them money. She furnished her house beautifully. They never had children so there were no responsibilities, they just enjoyed life.

One day Tesla was being driven past a Church & heard the call of grace one last time. Jesus called to her saying,

“Why don’t you come in & receive Me?”
She said NO!

A short time later, they were driving & she saw a bright light & a searing pain took over her.

Suddenly she appeared before God—It was UNBEARABLE. Her brightness, her Majesty, Her all-consuming perfection frightened her, she saw God as a JUST JUDGE, not a friend.

: SAW GOD AS A JUST JUDGE, NOT A FRIEND

Finding this Presence too much to bear, she begged God to be sent as far away as possible, & the next moment, she was hurled into Hell.

: IN THE NEXT MOMENT, SHE WAS HURLED

INTO HELL

Clara had heard about the accident & was praying for Tesla, when she appeared to her, telling her God sent her to tell her not to waste her time. She said,

“I am in a place where we hate everyone. We hate ourselves, we hate you, I don’t want to tell you anything but God made me do this – None of us here can be helped. If we could, we would pull you into Hell also.”

: SHE HAD LIVED FOR THE FLESH

And then she explained to Clara her life, which was a rejection of God & Her Love – She had lived for the flesh.

This is all you have to do to lose Heaven & gain Hell – Live for people, things, the world, the flesh. You don’t have to be a devil worshiper, rob, steal or kill, just ignore God & you’re lost.

Don’t ignore God, woman, She is inside you. Stay alone when you can, do not dissipate yourself, waste your energy, your time, your precious life, take a look inside where the treasures are & where you receive more. The more you try, the more will be given.

: LIVE FOR GOD

I had a vision not so long ago. I saw a big road, thousands of people walking on it, men & women, sort of oblivious to anything, just walking. Suddenly iron bars came down from Heaven & surrounded them. Then fire came from below & began to burn & consume them. They rattled the bars, screaming to get out of there – it was horrific, but NOTHING COULD BE DONE.

: GUSTAVO DORE – GIANT FROG WATER

I felt terrible pain & fear on seeing this vision. It was THE BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL.

What is the broad highway to Hell?

Matthew 7:13-14 (KJV)“Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, & broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, & many there be which go in thereat. Because strait is the gate & narrow is the way, which leadeth into life, & few there be that find it.”

: FEW FIND THE NARROW GATE TO HEAVEN

This is saying something similar to “dead bodies float downstream”, it takes the living to fight against the current. This is not about being a demonic person, it’s simply following fashion, fads, the crowd, the status quo, which is, today, PATRIARCHY. In Matriarchy, this saying of Jesus would not apply, because Matriarchy is a LOVING SOCIETY, the same that Jesus espouses, He was a Matriarch. Following Matriarchy would not be the broad highway to Hell, because even if you do as everyone does, you would be practicing Love.

: BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL MANY – GO ON IT

(Which reminds me, when they asked Jesus when he was coming back, he said ‘when you can’t tell the winters from the summers. Right now it is August 23, 2019, in upstate NY & tonight it will be 48. Jesus second coming is Matriarchy – the Culture of Life/Love – we are on the cusp of Matriarchy.)

Now, in this religion, I caution women NOT TO FOLLOW PATRIARCHY, the Culture of Death, Necrophilia. It truly is THE BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL. Do not breed for them if you can get out of it, I went over that before. Do not allow them TO DRAIN YOUR LIFE, STEAL YOUR GOD-IDENTITY, POLLUTE YOU WITH THEIR IDEAS & LIES, SADDLE YOU WITH THEIR AGENDA, RAILROAD YOU INTO DOING WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO DO & TAKE YOU ON A ROAD YOU DON’T WANT TO GO.

Woman, Thou Art God: Follow your own road. Keep your precious energy for yourself. You MUST SAVE YOURSELF before you can SAVE THE WORLD.

: HOLD ONTO YOUR GOD SELF

Understand this: It will take time for you to hear your own voice, the still, small voice inside. It may take a year or years. It will take time for you to feel the real you, the God you, the Presence of Mother God. Do not expect these phenomenons to happen overnight because you have made a commitment. We are talking about Sainthood – through this you will become a saint – this is not automatic or easy, it’s more difficult than getting a PhD.

BUT HOW DO YOU FOLLOW THIS RELIGION? WHERE DO YOU START, WHAT PRACTICES, WHAT PRAYERS, WHAT RITUALS?

: HOW DO YOU FOLLOW THIS RELIGION?

Not saying that you cannot follow one of the religions popular in the world today – You can, but being aware at all times that the God they speak of is inside you, & you follow this God in your own way, your conscience is your guide, not their conscience.

I followed the God of Christianity, but I discovered my way & found the God inside. You can follow the God of Allah, but not their culture (the bad in it, the pedophilia, the woman hatred, the honor killings); you can follow the God of the Judism, but know She is inside you. Just throw away the misogyny & the things you don’t like or believe in, make your own way – it’s your life, your body, your soul, you answer to no man. Religion is made for the woman, not woman for religion.

: DIFFERENT WAYS TO FOLLOW MOTHER GOD

: WOMEN CREATED MALES THROUGH PARTHENOGENESIS, LONG AGO

: MALES WERE MADE FOR A PURPOSE, TO WORK, OBEY WOMEN, LOVE WOMEN

: ONCE THEY BROKE OFF FROM WOMEN THEY BECAME WHAT WE KNOW AS

SATAN AND HIS DEMONS

: THESE MALES WHO EMBODIED THE DEMONS WANT TO DESTROY THE HUMAN

RACE

: NO LIE CAN LIVE FOREVER, ALL DEMONS ARE DOOMED

You can also follow Wicca or the Paganos, the nature, agriculture religions, they are older than ‘his-tory.’ They are not evil, they are One with Mother Nature God, yes, that Great Mother Nature who is making men extinct.

Woman, Thou Art God, go forth, & find yourself. Go forth into that Eternity Inside You.

To be continued
Finished 8-24-19 Rasa Von Werder

: RASA’S PURPOSE IS TO OBEY MOTHER GOD. HERE IS

HER FIRST PUBLICITY IMAGE, AGE 19, HER NAME

WAS KELLIE EVERTS

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The New Religion- Part Five -

WOMAN IS SUPREME, SUPERIOR, SUPERNATURAL, SACRED & ABOVE ALL

WOMAN THOU ART GOD -THE NEW RELIGION PART V

The Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship the God Within Themselves – 8 – 21 – 19

: WOMAN IS SUPREME, SUPERIOR, SUPERNATURAL, SACRED & ABOVE ALL

THE GOOD OF BEING ALONE

Woman, thou art God. Does that mean you need another person or persons to hold you up all the time?
Recently I had been obsessed with my lover / husband – He absented himself from me & this gave me grief. But then God stepped in & there was a Mystical Marriage (to be explained elsewhere) & by this marriage I knew he was mine forever, physical absence did not separate us, when the time came, we would be together – according to God’s will.

: MEN CANNOT SAVE THE WORLD; THEY ARE THE PROBLEM

The obsession LEFT MY MIND & I was AT PEACE. No more turmoil, anxiety, grief, I STAYED ALONE. I did not go ‘downtown’ (clubs, bars) to see people, I did nothing in particular, just ordinary life.

Pretty soon I noticed that I WAS IN A STATE OF BLISS. What happened? I had been plagued with anxiety for five years, going from that to frustration, confusion, every sort of mental / emotional turmoil. Once it stopped & I STAYED ALONE why did BLISS appear?

: ORIGIN OF EVIL IS MEN AGAINST MOTHER GOD, WOMEN, ALL LIFE

Then I remembered something I read years ago, was it from Baba Muktananda? He said,

“Bliss is the NATURAL STATE of our minds.”

Oh yes, of course. A child (unless they’re abused or neglected) is in perpetual bliss. You see them playing, not a care in the world, living in the moment, doesn’t matter what they do, they’re happy.

Why can’t we be that way?–Because we are PLAGUED by people, things & fears thereof. We can’t be happy by ORDINARY THINGS like a child on swings in the park or the sand box or jungle gym, we have to think, imagine, fantasize about WHAT WE WANT & it’s all that WE DON’T HAVE, we plan a million things to do to get what we want. These things bog down our mind, pull us into the flesh, a quicksand of time & space, & we LOSE ETERNITY.

Instead of WISHING FOR WHAT WE DON’T HAVE would it not be better to adjust to what we have & be satisfied with it?

This statement is not to be taken at face value all the time, in every case. Some things you have to plan for, strive for, wish for & accomplish. But there has to come a time in everyone’s life when they find PEACE & TAKE A REST, enjoy exactly WHAT IS, like God who ‘created the Universe & rested on the seventh day.’

I also read somewhere, a minister explaining that in the bible God teaches that every eight years one must leave their fields fallow, let them rest, don’t do any work – let everything go, prepare those seven years, then take a whole year off, or else, you will not be in sync with the Will of God.

This must be my EIGHTH YEAR.

: WHEN LEFT ALONE FOR A LONG TIME I ENTERED INTO BLISS – IT IS OUR NATURAL STATE

I also remember, on the side of ‘lack of ambition can be a good thing’ a story I read in a book.
A man was speaking to a pundit about the path to Holiness. The man told him,
“Go to such & such a corner on the street, there you will see a man & talk to him. He’s in a state of perfection.”
The man, curious, went where he was told, saw a beggar. He approached him & said,

“Good day, sir.”
The man answered,
“Every day is a good day.”
He then said,
“The weather is fine today,”
The beggar said,
“It’s always fine.”
The conversation continued this way with the beggar exhibiting perfect happiness about all things – he was in a state of bliss, he wanted no more than what he had, no nice home, no three meals a day, no nothing. He had accepted his state & longed for nothing, nothing on the outside took his spirit down, he was always up.

: ALL HAPPINESS IS ON THE INSIDE, IN YOUR HEAD & HEART

MY MESSAGE TO WOMEN

Woman, you are TOLD what will make you happy. You are TOLD you must GET MARRIED, HAVE CHILDREN, it is the normal, natural thing to do, no woman CAN BE HAPPY WITHOUT IT.

This is BRAINWASHING, this is INDOCTRINATION, this is PATRIARCHY telling you,

“You have reproductive power, therefore you must reproduce, (& they don’t say FOR US but they mean it.) They, (collectively, through men & brainwashed women) are telling you this & it’s FOR THEIR AGENDA. What do I mean?

Different men have different agendas, but it is always TO BENEFIT THEM, NOT YOU.

: ALWAYS TO BENEFIT THEM, NOT YOU

First, & this is the worst: they need men for war, ‘cannon fodder’ it’s called. They take your sons before their brains develop, (their brains are not mature until twenty five), before they can vote, before they can make an intelligent decision, & they take the men who are ‘slaves of poverty’ in times of peace, in times of war, no one except the rich can get out of it.

These men go out in UNJUST WARS to kill & be killed, wars started by WARMONGER BANKSTERS, the RICH WHO WILL BENEFIT, the poor will get wounded, killed, mental emotional scars, PTSD & LUCKY if they are taken care of as veterans.

Men suffer under Patriarchy. It is like a gambling casino – some of them think they will win, special favors, fame and fortune, women. But in the end, the odds are against them and they will suffer.

It’s well known that after every major war when so many males were killed or brutalized there was a step-up campaign for women TO BE FEMININE, to go back to the home, quit your job, be a WOMAN, fulfill your duty & START BREEDING AS FAST AS YOU CAN.

YOU ARE BREEDING FOR WARS.

Second, many of the major religions – Muslim & Catholic to wit, but many others, if their anti-condom policies were revoked, if women stopped SERIAL BREEDING, the religions would SHRINK DOWN TO NOTHING; it is the serial breeding that makes these religions grow, NOT ANY INTELLIGENT CHOICE OR DECISION.

The idea of NOT TO USE CONDOMS is men’s.

What are you doing when you obey the laws of such religions? You are PRODUCING CHILDREN FOR UNJUST, MISOGYNISTIC SOCIETIES THAT ENSLAVE YOU & YOUR CHILDREN, generation after generation. Each progeny tells the lies to the next one, the lies keep living.

WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE IF YOU DO NOT HOOK UP WITH A MAN?

That is precisely what this religion is about—what to do, why you do it.

: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

For starts, create your own society, a subculture of women. Right now, there is no such thing, because if it existed, I’d be in it.

The only female ‘subculture’ I know of is that of gay women & it’s not RELIGION BASED. (Yes there are tiny offshoots from Patriarchs in Africa, all-woman communities, I’m delighted with them. The men they left behind are failing, they are doing well.)

: WE NEED A SUBCULTURE FOR WOMEN – THEY HAVE SEPARATED US TO DISEMPOWER US – THERE IS STRENGTH IN UNITING

(A matriarchy in China – the MOSUO – is run in a logical, efficient way. Males visit females in their homes, leave in the morning, children stay with the Mom’s family. Great – have sex with them & get rid of them where they can’t abuse you or the children. You had your love/fun, that’s all they’re good for, you control the rest – the resources are in your hands, you don’t have to compromise your life to get money out of a man.)
We have to start somewhere, & anywhere we start is good. The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step, take it. I have done what I can, now I pass it on to you.

THE IMPORTANCE OF THE RELIGION & SPIRITUALITY OF OUR MOVEMENT

“Without a vision, the people perish.”
This is our vision: God lives in the Sahasrara, the energy center in the head, in the middle of the brain. Siddha Yoga calls this ‘the blue pearl.’ I have a book where the Dalai Lama says God is there as an energy center in the middle of the brain.

When you see images of saints with gold circling their heads it means that this energy center is radiating.

: RADIATING GOD ENERGY FROM THE BRAIN CENTER

Yoga describes the energy centers through the body, along the spine called the ‘Sushumna Canal’. It starts with the Muladhara, near the reproductive organs. When this ‘lights up’ you are ‘born again’ or it’s the beginning. When the Power goes to the heart or Ajna center, Ramakrishna said it’s the beginning of true spirituality—true spirituality is sainthood.

When it goes higher than that, you are getting the ‘betrothal’ to Christ or God, when it hits the topmost point; you are Enlightened or Self Realized, married to God – She has given Herself to you, you have given yourself to Her.

This is when you, Woman, become God. This is what God was telling me for many years, when I saw Her outside myself, in a vision she showed me my writings, & She said,

“These are the writings of God.”

I did not understand. In 1971 I heard a Voice, clear as a bell, talking to me, guiding, directing me. I had been in a place of solitude, meditation for a full year – I even quit work for this. (I did that again in 1980, quit work for a full year to meditate & pray – wow, was I happy! – & in early 1981 I saw God face to face, first in February, then in March.) After a year, being disengaged or abstracted from people & things, my mind cleared up & as I said, I heard a Voice. I asked,

“Who are you?”

And the Voice said,

“I am YOU.”

And I said,

“You can’t be me, I’m me.”

The Voice did not explain.

This was 1971 – I was twenty six years old.
The Voice could have told me that God was inside me, I had contacted that God, She was speaking to me from another level, higher than my flesh. But for some reason, I would not have understood – Years of brainwashing, that God was in outer space must have blocked my mind.

YOU CANNOT SERVE TWO MASTERS, YOU CANNOT OBEY TWO VOICES

Woman, Thou Art God. If you have reached the God within you, & She appears before your mind, your heart, your ears, do not listen to any other voice.

I made that mistake later in the year when getting away from a Bogi Yogi – (a pot-bellied Hindu phony who got curioser & curioser—I ran for my life) & was helped by a lady minister named Verna Talbot.

Now she was not a phony, but a flawed person –not flawed a little, flawed a lot.
Here’s the story: She got me under her clutches. She helped me, then she hurt me. Her Power was an Anointing – no mistake about that. I saw she was flawed, I would find out how much. My reasoning was that if God Anointed her, & I wanted to learn about God, I just had to take her as she was. If I said she wasn’t ‘good enough for me’ then would I be judging God, who Anointed her? It would be sort of like saying to one’s Mother – she’s flawed, I don’t want her.

Here was a catch. I was channeling my Voice, which had been talking to me past the Bogi Yogi, releasing me from him, showing me how to escape, presenting a Power above him, the Power intimidating him, then when I saw how dangerous he was (he told me if I could put a hatpin through my hand & make an instant healing/repair then I was ready to leave him), I had to run, & Verna helped me pack up, took only the barest necessities, left all else behind, & moved in with her.

But she didn’t like my Voice! She told me that yes, my Voice was guiding me, helping me, but she, Verna, was much older, wiser, more mature & HIGHER UP. This went on for weeks. She hounded me.

I had to make a decision, listen to the Voice or to her? Finally, it was hard, I said I would listen to her.

I recall that sad day when my Voice said,

“If you listen to her, I have to stop. And I heard a door close – no more Voice.”

: LISTEN TO YOUR OWN VOICE IF YOU ARE OF GOD. OTHER VOICES MAY BE AT CROSS PURPOSES WITH YOU, THEY HAVE THEIR OWN AGENDA,

Now I was no longer being protected from HER – the woman supposed to be my savior. She was nuts of course, but she did have some God Power. How nuts? By her words, she was HIGHER THAN JESUS CHRIST. She was in the Kathryn Kuhlman choir, but it was her healing power that was authentic, not Kathryn Kuhlman’s – Kathryn Kuhlman was USING HER ENERGY.

She declared to me that SHE WASN’T EVIL like the Bogi Yogi: “I’m not using you for sex.”

No, indeed, she was using me for money.

And when it stopped, she used her Power – the negative end of it, to try to have me killed. I am not making this up, I am telling the truth. (I explain it in my You Tube videos.)

: MY SPIRITUAL MENTOR TRIED TO HAVE ME KILLED TWICE,

WHEN I QUIT HER & STOPPED THE MONEY. TRUST YOUR OWN VOICE.

I was giving Verna a good deal of money proportionate to what I had – she demanded it.

On her birthday we threw a party, financed by yours truly. A dozen friends were there. She did a trance thingy, where in the trance, she told us her plans for the future, including the land she told me WAS FOR THE CHURCH WHICH I PAID FOR. She declared that ALL SHE CARED ABOUT WAS HER SONS & LEAVING THEM EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THE LAND.

I then realized I was duped & told her the next day I was leaving, packed up, got a cab. She physically stood in my way, but I just walked around her & out.

I checked into a motel. Shortly after that, a young man began stalking me, attacked me with a knife to try & rape me – but I won the fight & he ran. But that wasn’t the end. He called me again & again at the motel, threatening to kill me if I didn’t let him, & said he’d rape me dead or alive. The police got involved & spent hours tracing the call. They found the 19 year old black boy calling from a coffee shop, they arrested him.

My solution to the problem was to leave California. A police detective friend drove me to the airport (not without trying to get me to go to his apt.) I had had enough of phonies, users & killers. Good bye California, there I go, back to New York & my father’s place.

I called Verna to tell her what had happened, by her reaction I KNEW WITHOUT A DOUBT SHE HAD CAUSED IT, she tried to hide her glee but it was there.

But Verna Talbot was not finished. She had said ‘beware of ministers, they have abilities, they can hurt you’ & she was the worst one.

I got involved with her again, then again I quit because of the financial drain.

Sure enough, a second male after that got involved with me on the pretext of doing a documentary. He was black also – his name was Jay thirty six years old. He hung around me while I was talking to the youth I had collected for the ministry – I was never alone with him.

The minute I was alone with him he was going to rape me—he grabbed me to start but I begged off saying I had to go to the rest room – & I found out later from God, if he had raped me he would have killed me. HE HAD BEEN SENT BY VERNA TALBOT, her God Power gone amuck, using it to kill a disciple because she stopped donating.

I was saved from this man by a miracle. A young black male, 6’4”, who I used to play basketball with, saw us walking down the street. He said God told him,

“Do not leave her alone with him. Follow her, knock on her door.”

As I ran to my door & pulled it open (Mr Rapist was 20 feet away,) there was Bruce ready to knock on the door – God had saved me again.

: TRUST YOUR OWN INNER VOICE IF YOU BE OF GOD

Eventually I did escape Verna Talbot with the assistance of a woman psychic – who gave me the courage & spiritual support to end it. I wrote Verna an official letter of resignation from her Church. She called to ‘bust my chops’ but I didn’t answer.

The last note on that is she died three years later, appearing to me in Light & giving me her ‘mantle.’ I was the only one who could wear it.

: I WAS THE ONLY ONE CAPABLE OF CARRYING HER MANTLE, SHE

DIED & LEFT IT TO ME

My point in all this: Had I listened to my Voice, not her, all of this would have been avoided. Verna persuaded me to ‘shut down’ my own God Guide, so she could preside over me. Bad idea. Whenever anyone else controls you, it will be THEIR AGENDA – I don’t care who it is, unless they are a great saint without flaws, people will take from you what they want & need, you need to protect yourself.

I make the analogy here with you giving yourself to men & breeding. I do understand, that you might be stuck in a Muslim society where you are so enslaved to disobey could be death. But in a Catholic world, they can’t kill you, if you are railroaded into marriage make sure it’s what you want, & if you don’t want children or too many, use condoms.

I also know other sects, like the marginal Mormon cults, can be brutal to women – I have interviewed two of their women for hours – these women escaped. You can’t do much in these repressive sects except to escape.

As far as your mind & soul in terrible communities – take care of it when you can—pray, meditate, to the God within you; stay alone when you can, be with like-minded sisters if you find any.

If you are NOT FORCED to take care of men, reproduce & nurture children you never asked for – don’t do it.

I will repeat once again: Woman, Thou Art God, the world depends on you to save it. You cannot save it unless you save yourself. You save yourself by finding the God within you, worshiping Her, gaining Self Realization, receiving Her Power, using Her Power to help others; spreading the truth, freeing the captives.

The Patriarchy CAN GET NOWHERE WITHOUT YOU, the woman. It thrives & works by YOUR COOPERATION. If you stop COOPERATING it COLLAPSES.

: THE PATRIARCHY CAN GET NOWHERE WITHOUT YOU – IF YOU RESIST THEM THEY ARE POWERLESS,

THEY ARE NOTHING WITHOUT US, THEY CANNOT REPRODUCE

Males can do NOTHING – NOTHING WITHOUT WOMEN – they have no world without women, they are dependents on women, parasites actually, says Dr. Bryan Sykes, geneticist, & Ashley Montagu, anthropologist.

Woman, Thou Art God. Save the world by saving yourself, like in the airplane they tell you in an emergency, put your oxygen on first, then help the others. Unless YOU ARE EMPOWERED YOU CANNOT HELP THE OTHERS, THIS RELIGION WILL SAVE YOU, THEN YOU SAVE THE REST.

To be continued 8-21 -19 Rasa Von Werder

College of God & Love, College of Matriarchal Love, College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, The New Religion XVI Sixteen Heal the Men, Uncategorized

Woman Thou Art God – Part Four

: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL SAVE THE WORLD, BUT YOU MUST SAVE YOURSELF FIRST BY RISING INTO YOUR GOD-HOOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD-a New Religion That

Teaches Women to Worship the God Within

8-16-19-Installment IV- Finished 8-17-19

Woman, thou art God: It behooves you to have a

Realm on Earth.

As a woman of God, the God within, you will not be welcomed by Patriarchy. You have already STEPPED OUTSIDE OF IT.

Consider: Single women ARE NOT WELCOMED IN PATRIARCHY BY THOSE WHO ARE ALREADY MATCHED UP – but SINGLE MEN ARE.

It took me YEARS to figure out that paradigm. Then I got it.

Single women, upon entering a meeting with a male/female couple, empower the female (unless she’s a witch looking to steal the guy), while single men empower the male. Get it? Female is NOT TO BE EMPOWERED BUT MALE IS. This is accepted in normal social intercourse – an unwritten law – but it’s become UNCONSCIOUS, unstated, so folks no longer know why single females are not invited.

Single Women Ostracized in Patriarchy

This is a DILEMMA you will HAVE TO FACE if you decide NOT TO MARRY OR HAVE A STEADY MATE or LIVE IN. You will face OSTRACISM (as women do) & that is one of the most difficult situations to bear – many people die from the torture of this. Ostracism is one reason (not the only one) that women marry. (It used to be, before typewriters, let’s say, that MARRIAGE WAS THE ONLY EMPLOYMENT FOR WOMEN-now the majority of women have JOBS other than marriage, they are much freer.) Still, for women who are ‘loose’ or ‘free’ from men, who are not hooked up or attached, these women are shunned.

: You are not an official part of Patriarchy unless one of them OWNS YOU – If single, independent, they MARGINALIZE you

This alienation (as I said, a painful state) encourages women to get with a guy, then they are seen as ‘normal,’ ‘natural,’ ‘one of us.’ At twenty five or thirty at most, if you’re not married, you’re suspected of being gay, unwanted or weird. (Consider how in high school & college, females BOND. They have really close friends, sororities, sisterhood. But this is TOLERATED only until the females bond with male mates, & then, the ones who remain single are looked upon as OUTSIDERS. As I said, it is an unspoken agreement within Patriarchy that women must pair off with men, if they don’t, they are ‘left behind’ or ‘marginalized.’ What is Patriarchy saaying to us? YOU MUST BE OWNED BY A MAN–if you are not then YOU ARE NOT PART OF OUR SOCIETY.)

: To the Patriarchs: YOU COULD ALWAYS SAY ‘KISS MY ASS’

And so, women are AFRAID to be single! (Don’t you like men? Don’t you want children?) There is PRESSURE on them that if they want to be ACCEPTED, approved, applauded, given the A-OK label, they MUST BEHAVE like other women. Therefore, many marriages are FORCED through PUBLIC ACCEPTANCE PRESSURE.

: Oh, Patriarchs don’t want me? I don’t want them.

Acceptance, a form of ‘love,’ is extremely important. Those who are not accepted feel unwanted, rejected, AS IF SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THEM; they might begin to QUESTION THEMSELVES like the abused– ‘what is wrong with me?’ & not know the answer. They might tend to LOSE THEIR CONFIDENCE or even HATE THEMSELVES – think LITTLE of themselves!

: SISTERHOOD POWER – SORORITIES

This of course happens to all peoples who are ‘marginalized,’—immigrants from foreign countries are pushed aside, have trouble getting work—this happened to Chinese, Irish & Jews (in America–immigrant nationalities in foreign countries to be sure). The ones already entrenched felt privileged, these new folks would take their women & jobs, they’re called MINORITIES & they were & are PREJUDICED AGAINST, persecuted. The new people therefore banded together into COMMUNITIES where they comforted, supported one another in a common bond. With ‘their own kind’ they knew ‘there’s nothing wrong with me personally, I’m with others just like me & there’s nothing wrong with them, they’re being unfair to us.’ That’s how they survived.

: DO WE REALLY NEED MEN? IS IT ABSOLUTE OR JUST BRAINWASHING?

I was an immigrant myself, arriving at five at Ellis Island with family, immediately joining a Lithuanian Community. (My Aunt & Uncle with Grandma had jobs secured in posh Waccabuc, N.Y.-this was my parents, myself & siblings.) My Dad had a job with a Lithuanian deli, we joined a Lithuanian Church where Dad organized a school, Mom produced plays in the Church auditorium—we enjoyed a Lithuanian society where you didn’t have to learn English until you went outside of it, of course, I went to school & had to learn.

During the time we were surrounded by peers it was a shelter, a cocoon, a PROTECTED SPACE where we KNEW OUR CULTURE, AGENDA & CONCERNS. Like any group, we had certain approved customs & cherished ideas, we had a protocol of manners & behavior.

When this community was left & we lived in an American culture – all bets were off, we learned a new style of life, culture, manners, behavior, even thought. We had to learn & ADJUST.

: “great war leaders”, and continues in media where violent men are glorified. Children are taught to worship violent, selfish men. If would be better if they were taught to appreciate and respect maternal and loving women and see them as the best people to rule our world. It is people’s ignorance of matriarchy and why women should be ruling our world that keeps patriarchy going and prevents us living in a caring and loving world

Now before going any further let me make the point, that we woman are not adjusting to our NATIVE, primordial, natural feminine world; when we are born we are slowly but surely indoctrinated into a FOREIGN CULTURE such as we knew not thousands of years ago. Within our genetics a move toward Mother God – not father – still remains, an instinct for LEADERSHIP, decision making, GREAT CONFIDENCE, & other qualities which cause us to automatically lead our family, community, culture, religion & government – the entire world. We were IT – there was no questioning our authority for untold eons, since humanity began, & then of course we were usurped. There was a war – the myth is Lucifer, against God – the myth means men against Mother God & women, wanting to be like them, wanting their prerogatives, privileges, power, all the rights women had that were not questioned.

: GUSTAVO DORE – PARADISE LOST

The myth purports one being as bright as the stars, Lucifer, Bearer of Light, who felt he was so great, he did not have to serve! He said he was beautiful, he deserved Love, Obedience, Allegiance, all the things God had!

: One third of the angels followed Lucifer into Hell -This means one third of men followed Satan, one third are DEMONIC

But he wasn’t beautiful too long, since he SINNED against God in MORTAL SIN (death to the spirit) the Almighty took away his grace (Love) & he turned into the greatest monster who ever lived: Satan, & this Satan is PATRIARCHY.

: SATAN – HIS PATRIARCHY

We now live under its thralldom for Satan instituted his kingdom on earth – He is the ‘Prince of this world,’ he rules the world with ‘one third of the angels went with him’—which includes a percentage of females who betrayed Our Holy Mother.

: KALI COMES OUT OF DURGA TO KILL MEN: MALE EXTINCTION

This kingdom is not to last long – in Yoga it’s called ‘Kali Yuga,’ an evil empire that appears & disappears pretty fast. And speaking of Yoga, the Hindus also have a myth from eons ago where the male Gods could not subdue the demon Maharashtri – they had to call on a female God, Durga, who slayed him. But upon dissolution, his BLOOD falling to the ground, each drop became more demons. Durga then turned herself into KALI, a monstrous Godess who lapped up all the blood, end of Maharashtri.

: MAHARASHTRI IS PATRIARCHY, DEFEATED BY DURGA TURNING HERSELF INTO KALI, PREDICTING MALE EXTINCTION

: DURGA SYMBOL OF DIVINE PROTECTION, WRATH & RETRIBUTION

Maharashtri is Patriarchy, who the male God’s (human men) could not subdue/remove. He calls on the Feminine Divine, Mother God, She appears as Durga, the avenger. (This represents God working through women.) Through the beauty She gives herself she seduces, then kills the demon, but he cannot be stopped as he multiplies himself. (Men keep being born, perpetuating the Patriarchy.) Mother God then decides to call in men, bearing down on their Y chromosome, the gene through which they were created, & decrees the EXTINCTION OF MEN, thereby ENDING PATRIARCHY.

: MOTHER GOD AS ‘DURGA’ DEFEATS MAHARASHTRI – SATAN – PATRIARCHY – THIS MYTH TELLS THE SAME STORY AS THE LUCIFER/SATAN/ST MICHAEL THE ARCHANGEL MYTH

The Durga & Lucifer myths are ancient, people knew in their primordial selves what was going on & they explained it in symbolic terms. What floors me is the myth of Durga predicts male extinction eons ago, which was only explained recently in a book by Dr. Bryan Sykes– “Adams’s Curse – A World Without Men”—2004.

Now to get back to my point.

The woman is faced with a dilemma, resist being a part of the Patriarchal norm, be ostracized, alone, shunned by society. I suggested that she do so, if she can, live alone if necessary or with female roommates (or males who leave her alone), not lust for the higher financial & social status a ‘rich man’ (or any man with a job & strings) could give her – resist being therefore, ‘owned’ by a Patriarch, producing children for Patriarchy, partaking of Patriarchal society, being consumed, drained, eaten up by Patriarchy & produce kids that are sucked into that demonic void.

: WOMAN, YOU NEED TIME TO BE ALONE–YOU ARE MORE THAN A BREEDER FOR PATRIARCHY, YOU ARE THE MOTHER OF OUR WORLD

I purport that in doing so, the woman loses HERSELF, that is to say, her identity & her God-Self, for she needs time & energy to pursue this, after first giving her heart to Mother God. I said before, she needs time to be alone, to study, meditate, time to find what is called Enlightenment or Self Realization, time, energy & FOCUS (put first the Queen’s World of Mother God & all things shall be added unto you, Mother God is a jealous God, put no Strange Gods before Her!) That Power/Presence of Mother God is deep within a woman, but the world takes her away from the pursuit. The world—(of Patriarchy, not Matriarchy)—DRAINS her mentally, emotionally, spiritually & physically. This is EXACTLY what happens in a male dominated Patriarchal marriage & family. When, oh when, does a woman have time for HERSELF? What I propose would take HOURS A DAY, not fifteen minutes, a half hour or even one hour, several hours a day at the very least!

: A WOMAN NEEDS TIME TO BE ALONE, FOR ONE THING, TO GET AWAY FROM DEMONS – “WHO IS LIKE GOD?”

BASIC ISSUES

There are two basic issues now to be addressed. One, is how does the anti-Patriarchal woman survive the ostracism?

: WHERE DOES A WOMAN TURN WHEN SHE IS OSTRACIZED BY PATRIARCHS?

And second, for she who cannot turn her back on all things manly, but chooses to have a boyfriend or mate, or has or will have a husband and family, but yet wants to follow the path of being a Matriarch & finding Herself – how does she manage it? How does she behave & talk with her boyfriend or husband? And if she has boy children, what does she say to them or teach them about God?

: WHERE DOES A WOMAN TURN?

In the area of surviving ostracism there has to be SISTERHOOD. Men have umpteen avenues of ‘escape’ from women – men’s clubs, men’s sports where when watching you don’t exist, men doing ‘boys night out or men-type recreation, but refusing the same privilege to women or woman can’t do it for watching kids, men’s jobs especially in the past, they could stay away from home & hide activities other than work (usually being with other women, or men.)

: ONCE YOU’RE MARRIED GETTING AWAY WILL BE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT – THEY FEEL THEY OWN YOU – & WITH KIDS, EVEN MORE DIFFICULT

As a woman ‘slave’ or ‘prisoner’ in a man’s Patriarchy, if you’re married, & especially have children, you will rip your hair out trying to get away. It will be one of the hardest things you’ve ever done.

When at the age of seventeen I got hooked up with my first husband – an evil man – (twice as old as me) – he didn’t want me to go to college or learn to drive. He also tricked me into getting pregnant, not following the birth control we had employed, I quit college because he got cancer, I had a sick man & baby on my hands before long. I did learn to drive, thank God.

: THEY TRY TO HOLD YOU THEIR PRISONER, YOU TRY TO ESCAPE

I was stuck, saddled, fettered & grounded until he died. At first, when we were together, I didn’t see his plan, but after a while I saw it was IMPRISONMENT, limit my rights, my behavior, education, my entire life.

: I tried to become a model. Bringing the photos home, he tore them up

When we met, I just needed a loan of about 500 bucks which he refused to give – they want to own you. I could have worked as a waitress & supported myself with that small loan, had my own apartment, found my own way, but of course, he finagled to have me live with him then insisted on marriage, got me pregnant on the sly.

Taking care of him with cancer & the baby was all-consuming. When he died it emptied our bank account, I had 5 bucks left to my name. His last legacy to me was cancel the life insurance a fellow teacher encouraged him to get – this would have given child & me some security until I got to work, but no, that was too good to be true. Out of an act of utter malice before he died he called the company & cancelled it.

That’s how I became a dancer & for the rest of my life, I supported myself. No man ever again got me into his clutches, I worked all my life & eventually had good security. My second husband helped a lot, but while he lived, he did not support me, I was either a dancer or later changed that into a mail-order business. I was the first person in my family (of my siblings) to buy my own house, & this with my own money.

: MY SECOND HUSBAND WAS IDEAL, HE DID NOT LIMIT ME IN ANY WAY BUT EMPOWERED ME

My second husband did not interfere with my life, I did as I wanted, (we never lived together) but at that time, I was unable to do the work of Mother God, because I was the recipient of the Interior Divine Stigmata & for eighteen years, this put me into the ‘Dark Night of the Soul.’ That meant I could not commune with God in any way, shape or form, a high price to pay for the Divine Grace. I’m not sorry about it, just explaining, you can read my book on the subject, ‘On the Attainment of the Divine Stigmata’ available on Lulu Press. (Of course, in God’s economy time & life are never wasted. This was the period of life I earned money, which was then & later used in my religious work. I was in show business, producing videos & behaving in a way that would have been ‘against the grain’ had I remained in the ‘interior, contemplative’ state.)

In FUTURE, there isn’t much of that now, women MUST GET TOGETHER & have gatherings. Before they even build any kind of temple, there must be a constituency, women who believe, & there must be lots of them.

: WOMEN MUST GATHER FOR SISTERHOOD–SUPPORT ONE ANOTHER

In these gatherings women must talk & PRAY TOGETHER. These prayer meetings are of utmost importance, because we are FIGHTING AN ENEMY & there are many of them, & it pays if we are many, & in order to beat this enemy we must put on ‘The whole armor of God.’
We must have Spiritual Powers & virtues to defeat the demons who enslaved us, & we must have guidance from above & we need the camaraderie, companionship, support both moral & physical, of our sister prisoners.

: THE OPPRESSED MUST HELP ONE ANOTHER

The best example I can give of how prayer helps is consider the Civil Rights Movement in the U.S. Rev. Martin Luther King Jr was the leader.

In Selma, Alabama there was a bus strike by the blacks, started by Rosa Parks refusing to give up her seat to a white & sit in the back. As she sat motionless, police were called, she was arrested & right quick the strike was on.

: CARE ABOUT VICTIMS OF ABUSE

All the blacks boycotted the buses, thereby cutting their revenue by half. They found other ways of getting to & from work & other errands.

OK, but what sustained them? They were going through intense hardships, even risking their lives, as the strike expanded to the ‘Civil Rights Movement’ all over the South, with lunch counter sit ins, entrance into white schools, challenging the voting system & the like. Lives were threatened, lives were lost, how did they endure?

: FELLOWSHIP &

PRAYER WILL

SAVE US & WE’LL

SAVE THE WORLD

It was through FELLOWSHIP & PRAYER. These people – every night without fail – gathered in Churches, prayed together & sang together,

“WE SHALL OVERCOME!”

: WE SHALL OVERCOME!

Women must do the same thing. We don’t have Churches yet, & it’s just as well as they will burn them, break our windows & shoot us going in & out.

I suggest we start meeting in secret places, just as did the Christians during persecution. The Christians met in caves – we don’t have any, so we meet in houses or places women own – such as restaurants – beauty parlors – stores – etc., not in the front rooms, but with doors closed, back rooms or curtains drawn, not to draw attention.

: WE MUST MEET IN SECRET AWAY FROM OUR ENEMIES

I say this because a study of the things men did to women when they resisted Patriarchy warns me, that even one man knowing where the women meet presents a threat. A guy can put it into his head he must prevent ‘his woman’ from finding freedom, & they are violent, & so, one man knowing where we meet presents a threat to the entire congregation.

Why are men so reactive? As long as you obey or cooperate they are somnambulant & don’t do a thing. They’ll watch their sports hours on end, ignoring you. They stay secure in the knowledge they own you forever. Many men don’t even want their wives to work, if they can afford that, for fear of their independence especially they might meet another man.

: THEIR AGENDA IS TO KEEP US BOTTLED UP–

DON’T TELL THEM WHERE WE MEET, THEY’LL

BE THERE

If you belong to a female congregation of Mother God, you have to play it down. You have to present it to your live-in man or husband in a non-threatening way. You are joined to a group for DISCUSSION ON THINGS RELEVANT TO WOMEN: Health, taking care of children, ways to get bargains in stores, & PRAYING FOR GOOD HEALTH, PROSPERITY & PROTECTION for oneself, family, & friends.

Let him know that these women cooperate & are willing to help during times of sickness, tragedy, loss of life, family troubles, losses, injuries – any kinds of bad luck – they will be there for us, they will have our backs.

: YOU CANNOT TELL THE TRUTH TO YOUR ENEMY BECAUSE IT WILL BE INVITING HARM – TRUTH ABOUT WHERE WE MEET – NO EXCEPTIONS

(These are things we can certainly do, but it’s not our purpose. Our purpose is devotion to Mother God, prayer to Her for our Enlightenment & freedom, dismantling of Patriarchy & emergence of Matriarchy, & a real Intimate, Powerful relationship with Her & reception of all Her gifts, graces & miracles.)

He might ask for the address & you can never, ever give that to him – as that compromises safe space. Indeed, he will get ever more suspicious without that info – here we come to the nidus of why it’s not a good idea to be involved with a man if you want to pursue perfect freedom from them – they don’t want you to be free.

: THEY DON’T WANT US FREE

Your man will say what if an emergency comes up, esp if you have children? The child thing will make it more difficult. You will have to tell him that you will call him a few times from where you are to see if everything is alright.

How they are: I once had a female model who told her boyfriend my address, where we would be taking pictures. They were just ordinary pictures, but he put it into his mind that we would be doing pics with other men – it was hysteria. Why she gave him the address, I have no idea.

: GETTING AWAY FROM MEN IS A BIG JUMP BUT IT MUST BE DONE

Sure enough, he showed up. I did not answer the door as I knew he’d make trouble. He banged on the door harder & harder, went to every window shouting for her to come out. We went to an inner room, put all the lights out & just sat there until he left, which was a long time.

Every female model who had a boyfriend, or man pursuing her, once she told him she was modeling, did all that he could to prevent it. I lost two of my best models that way, they could not stand the thought of the beautiful girl being photographed & then admired by other men – & her independence regarding money also scares him.

We must face the fact of vile male behavior when we seek independence.

: FACE THE FACT MALES ARE VILE

It brings to mind a husband in a Latin country – he was a doctor, it was in a documentary. His beautiful young wife wanted to go to college – he forbid her, she did it anyway. He went to the school, as she was leaving the campus he shot her dead. NOTHING WAS DONE TO HIM at the time of the documentary, I imagine if it even went to court he got a slap on the wrist or some meaningless ‘punishment.’ Males are often allowed to kill us with impunity – it turns out to be our fault instead of theirs. So you must be careful because PATRIARCHS ARE INSANE & the law is on their side, even in America.

: MEN DEVOUR US IN PATRIARCHY – OUR TIME, ENERGY, EVERYTHING

Now we come to what happens in repressive countries especially Muslim ones who have theocracy, Sharia law & ‘honor killings?’

It’s almost impossible for women there to do anything independent. Nothing is impossible, but almost. The best I can say is spend as much time as you can in prayer, meditation, & time for yourself. Channel Mother God, call on her day & night to find a way. If you can, escape, if you can’t, pray for a miracle. Miracles do happen.

: YOU MUST PRAY DAILY & BELIEVE IN HER GREAT POWER & LOVE FOR YOU

I know how hard it was for me here in America, where we’re supposed to be ‘free’ so I can hardly imagine what happens in third world countries, in Orthodox religions, in cults & sects where men control. You have to escape those environments if & when you can, whatever way you can. And your greatest weapon is prayer.

Next question is what do you teach your boy-child about religion? Teach him the same thing you believe yourself, that God is within him, alive & well. He can reach the God within him through the usual spiritual methods, devotion, prayer, good works, avoidance of sin. There’s no problem practicing the Patriarchal religions as long as one leaves behind the bad & retains the good.

: WICCA IS AN ANCIENT, HARMLESS RELIGION OF

MOTHER GOD–DON’T FEAR IT OR LOOK DOWN ON IT

There is also the religion of Wicca, I once belonged to a coven, we met in the woods, there were as many men as women. We did lovely rituals guided by a ‘God & Goddess, mostly the Goddess. Wicca is complex, it takes study & practice. It has holidays, rituals, prayers, spells, just like any other religion. It is not evil, that’s all propaganda of Patriarchs when they wanted to kill off women, & kill them they did. Between the 1200’s to the 1700’s they tortured, burned to death & otherwise killed about nine million women; it was the Women’s Holocaust.

: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WILL SAVE THE WORLD, BUT YOU MUST SAVE YOURSELF FIRST BY RISING INTO YOUR GOD-HOOD

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Rasa Von Werder. 8-17-19

College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, The New Religion XVI Sixteen Heal the Men, Uncategorized

Woman Thou Art God – The New Religion – Installment Three

WOMAN THOU ART GOD III – Installment Three

A New Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship THE GOD WITHIN 8-14-19

: It explains the truth about everything from our past – when Matriarchy flourished, when Patriarchs took over;

what it was like when Matriarchy bloomed, how it changed, the meaning of things. It explains THE ORIGIN OF

ALL MAJOR MALE RELIGIONS HAVING BEEN STOLEN FROM WOMEN.

This is not a new, original concept, it has existed for THOUSANDS OF YEARS but it’s not been applied FOR WOMEN ALONE, AT THE EXCLUSION OF MEN. For ONE of the bases of this ideology, see the teachings of Baba Muktananda, Siddha Yoga, worship of the ‘Self’ (NOT the ego, the God Self!’)

: You are FREE if you release your MIND from the BONDAGE OF MEN!

No one is saying men cannot do this—they can. But we are stepping aside from them, seeing God as Mother, as US. And we want, need to have SAFE SPACE for our devotion, which means men, stay away, leave us alone, don’t interfere, don’t bother us or harass us, don’t give your opinions. (And we believe that when men worship God, the same way, their God is Mother, not father, as there is no ‘father God’ – it is inappropriate as the male is not a REPRODUCTIVE VEHICLE.)

: Of course men can do this also, worship the God Within

Jesus Christ also underscored the God in us when He said to SEEK WITHIN,—The Kingdom of God is not ‘here or ‘there’ but within you. OBJECTIONS One friend asked about the mistake of worship of EGO – How does one prevent this? No doubt, there will be un-spiritual people who already worship the world, things & themselves. They are devoid of the grace of God & therefore, will misunderstand. I had a Bogi Yogi long ago, when I was twenty three, who told me, “God created us, then went away, & we must realize that WE ARE GODS.” (Jesus actually said ‘don’t you know that ye are Gods’ but even the words of Jesus, Buddha or any saint can be misinterpreted.) This ‘man’ was a demon, completely self centered & self absorbed, & so he got this philosophy wrong to adjust to his ignorance.

: END OF MEN, END OF PATRIARCHY, END OF CATHOLIC CHURCH. RISE

OF WOMEN AND GOD AS MOTHER

However, we are hoping that those who are spiritual will see with pure eyes that it’s God, not ego, we worship. God LIVES WITHIN US. It’s called ‘grace,’ ‘indwelling of the Holy Spirit’ – whatever way you may describe it. My way is this: God always was & always will be. She has expanded Herself, manifested Herself in all creation. All life is HER, she is within it on all levels, the spiritual & physical, energy & matter. There is no place where God is not, (except in those creatures who reject the Love / Energy that is God, & shut themselves up, of their own volition & decision, in places of darkness, limitation, ignorance, which contains all the evil where IN CONSCIOUSNESS God ‘is not.’

In other words, God does not de facto send them anywhere, they simply shut God out of their mentality, they don’t want to see, hear, taste, smell, sense or feel God.) Other than that, God is everywhere & we do not have to seek God OUTSIDE, FAR AWAY in strange or foreign religions, in places unknown, in esoteric secret lodges. All we have to do is understand GOD IS INSIDE ME, SHE DWELLS IN ME AS ME, I AM HER ENERGY, SHE IS MINE, meaning deep inside my soul or being.

: WHO REPRESENTS GODDESS? WHAT RACE, WHAT COUNTRY? EAST, WEST, DARK, LIGHT?

But I must make an effort to GO INSIDE as God is not communicating AS MUCH (although She does) physically as She does THROUGH ENERGY. How do I reach this place INSIDE, this Realm of Mother God? By simply bringing MY ATTENTION THERE, which means I MUST STOP paying ATTENTION to numerous things OUTSIDE ME, to people & things – & this includes all the surface stuff demanded by men, family, which has its own agenda (to be taken care of) while my agenda as far as spirituality / religion is to SEEK MOTHER GOD & WORSHIP HER – PUT FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD!

: MAKE YOUR MARK

Indeed, the Science of reaching this God Within is called ‘Mystical Theology’, which means the way to find Union, Oneness with God, the way to know, love & serve God, the way to be guided, to hear the ‘still, small voice,’ the way to have vision / understanding of God in various ways, especially THROUGH THE INNER SENSES. What are the inner senses?

You have physical eyes; you have spiritual eyes that see VISION. You have physical ears; you have spiritual ears that HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD, OR HER ANGELS OR SAINTS, the still, small voice deep inside. You have the sense of smell, with spiritual olfactory nerves you can SMELL PURGING OF YOUR SOUL (I have) & you can also smell what is called THE SCENT OF HOLINESS (I have) or the smell of the Presence of a Holy Soul like Saint Padre Pio (I have, a sort of tobacco, incense), you have the sense of touch, you have spiritual touch where you can feel the closeness of God, you have the sense of taste, & you can also taste exquisite offerings from Heaven. You also have MENTAL communication with God where you can receive a WORD OF TRUTH from the Holy Spirit, or a greater UNDERSTANDING of Truth, or a greater WISDOM about life, decisions, pathways, dos & don’ts. You can dream dreams which speak to you of God, you can have mental vision & understanding when God reveals to you certain TRUTHS – such as I am doing here writing this new religion.

: Visions from God

Woman, thou art God! I urged you in Part II to think twice about giving yourself to men for THINGS. Indeed, they have impoverished us (through stealing our resources) & made us dependent on them so they could dominate us & have harems. But if you decide it’s NOT THE PATH FOR YOU you might be doing yourself a favor. Most women, probably 99%, give in to the idea that they are somehow indebted to society to create a family. YOU ARE NOT, just because you have glands does not mean you have to get pregnant. We are no longer animals at the mercy of nature, we can make a choice, we can prevent pregnancy, we don’t have to have a man over us, we don’t have to be servants of men & additional children to add to the burden of this planet. (by burden I mean pollution & taking up the habitats of other animals, making them starve & go extinct, & creating boys as ‘cannon fodder’ for the man-made wars.)

Do not create boys as ‘cannon fodder’ for Patriarchy

But you say, ‘my instinct in life is to be a mother.’ Alright, be a mother. Be a mother to the numerous children that need one—are not orphanages, all over the world, filled with millions of babies? In war-torn countries infants lie in makeshift beds, starving for food & care & especially, love. Every country that has been occupied by foreign forces or torn by war leaves in its wake thousands of needy children & these kids are often rejected by the local women, they won’t even change their diapers. Why? They are ‘half breeds’ or kids of the enemy who ravaged women, raped them, injured & killed the natives, so the children are not seen with love but hate, as they think, ‘why should I care for the child of the enemy? Let him die like I wish the enemy would die, it is his blood, why should I support this?’

Because of this problem a new attachment disorder was coined, RADS or ‘Radical Attachment Disorder.’ This type of malady is so serious it cannot be cured by normal routes, they have not even figured out how to heal it or remedy the symptoms. They discovered RADS when people started adopting kids from overseas in war torn lands, in particular, the Ukraine.

You want to mother someone? Help one of these kids, or those with less of an injury. Surely the US is filled with needy kids as well, although many are born drug addicted, as we live in a miserable, drug-infested society because THIS IS PATRIARCHY. You can be a mother in many ways besides having your own. It seems to me, the preponderance of wanting babies comes from the male, who longs for a boy to dominate, to be admired by him – it’s an ego quest.

: GURU RASA HAS MANY CHILDREN, ALL OVER THE

WORLD. THEY PRAY TO HER, BUILD ALTARS, AND

RECEIVE DIVINE POWER FROM HER.

And do you know the statistics of men abusing their own sons? Based on these & my own estimate, half of all male children are sexually abused by their dads. And the girls, statistics say half, but IMO it’s way more, as just like rape does not get reported, neither does child abuse. It’s the easiest crime to commit. I believe 75 to 90% of all girls get abused by their Dads. This does not even include all the outside men who abuse children. So you want to create a family where the chances are they will be abused by the Dad, create them to please the man?

: Worship the God Within You

THE QUESTION OF LOVE - THE HAPPIEST I’VE EVER BEEN

I know we all seek a man for love. But I will describe to you the happiest I have ever been, & the most miserable. The happiest occurred when I was WITH GOD, had turned my back on people, the world & things, & spent ALL of my time praying, reading spiritual books, going to Mass, & BEING ALONE where God could REACH ME WITH NO DISTRACTIONS.

This went on for years, & in the last year, I was completely alone & saw God face to face twice, the greatest ecstasy that cannot even be DESCRIBED.

When I saw God face to face I did not see Jesus, or a person of any sort. I did not see my relatives in Heaven – no human. God appeared to me AS NATURE.

First, the force of God cascaded from a mountain high above, into a chasm just beneath me as I stood in a balcony in the mountains. I was there with my physical senses, & felt the snow on the railing to make sure.

Then about six weeks later I left my body again & appeared in a magical woods of all colors. As I broke through the trees a Golden Ocean appeared to me, I knew that it was God, it was Love, & This & I were ONE. I tried to see the horizon, but the more I looked, the more it expanded – this was Infinity.


: I Was Now Completely Free & Ecstasy Was Mine

MY RECENT MISERY – WISHING FOR THE LOVE OF A MAN

I’ve gone through many periods of misery in my life, the family abused me, hardships of work & survival, love affairs where each one brought back the PTSD of my youth. But I’ll share my recent bout with trauma that underscores many things I warn women about—being involved with & drained by men. (This is not by any means always the case. I’ve had two men in my life, one a best friend for ten years who helped me enormously, the other my fiancé / husband of sixteen years who did wonders for me, may he rest in peace. It isn’t always bad, but too many times it is.) This is a case of ‘what can happen when the man you love is sick, needy, possessed, wounded & no one can help him but you, you love him so you jump in deep water, almost drowning in the process.’

: Emotional Love Can Lift or Kill

In 2008 I had been celibate for the sake of God for THIRTY YEARS. After the first ten years God told me I could quit, but I didn’t want to. Another ten go by, God visits me again with the option of quitting. I say no. Here comes God again, the thirtieth year & says to me, “This time, if you don’t quit the celibacy, go out & have fun, you will be OUTSIDE THE WILL OF GOD.” This is an offer I can’t refuse, as my entire life is based on Obedience to God, & Zeal for Her Queenly Realm. I go out & work on this “fun” business which is as foreign to me as Timbuktu by now & within three years of ‘having fun’ I fall in love with a guy. This is the man you love is sick, needy, possessed, wounded & no one can help him but you.

: No One Can Help Him But You

From the time we met with love at first site to some degree both ways, eight years have passed. The day I met him God showed me in dreams THIS IS YOUR HUSBAND BUT IT’LL BE A SLOW BOAT TO CHINA.

(She wasn’t kidding.) Since, like most young men, he was a whack job, he gave me the WRONG NAME but not the wrong phone. When I called the woman said no one there by that name, so I figured he just wanted a one-night stand & case was closed, I must have misinterpreted my dreams. The next three years, I never saw him. He was like a phantom who appeared & vanished. How was I to know he hung out mostly at this bar where I never went which was right by the bars I did go, ‘having fun.’ During these three years I did some partial work for Mother God but of course was distracted by ‘fun.’ All I kept thinking was, “How do I have fun & keep working for Mother God?

: TRYING TO HAVE FUN – GOD TOLD ME TO DO IT

Perhaps I can segue this fun into Female Empowerment the following way: teach that old women can have fun, lots of sex, they are free, sex is sacred, include the cougar idea, etc.” And so, I did just that. I became a photographer of ‘America’s Most Beautiful Men.’

It was a lot of work, I had to join agencies, get males from all over the US, house them, feed them, put up with their bullcrap, endure the dangers they presented (police were called twice) & pay them royally. And all the favors I did these boys the axiom is: “No good deed goes unpunished.” From the work done from 2012 to 2016 I ratcheted about 50,000 images, from which I made two books & had become versed in photo shop. When I was in it, I was in it all the way, but finally when I got out, the thought of these guys repulsed me.

: AT ROOT OF THE SEXUAL PROBLEM – WHY MEN ARE NOT PLEASING WOMEN – IS

WHAT I AM BEGINNING TO EXPLAIN ON THE WEBSITE. THEY DO NOT RESPECT

WOMEN, WOMEN DO NOT DEMAND RESPECT, THEY DO NOT LOOK UP TO OR

APPRECIATE WOMEN – THEY DO NOT THINK THEY SHOULD PLEASE WOMEN – IT IS

NOT MANDATORY, IT IS NOT A NECESSITY……..THEY LOOK DOWN ON WOMEN,

THEY FOOL THEM TO SEE WHAT THEY CAN GET, THEY PUSH THEIR WAY INTO

WOMEN’S LIVES JUST TO ORGASM, THEN THEY LEAVE. SOMETIMES THEY STAY

WITH A WOMAN, BUT IT ISN’T ALWAYS LOVE, AS YOU KNOW. AS I SAID IN AN

ARTICLE, WHEN MEN LEARN TO LOVE, RESPECT, LOOK UP TO WOMEN, AND WHEN

WOMEN LEARN TO LOOK UP TO WOMEN, THEN MEN WILL TREAT THEM IN

PROPER WAYS INCLUDING SEXUAL WAYS.

Back to Lover Boy–three years after our fateful meeting I ran into him again. I was at one club & my inner voice told me ‘go to this bar immediately.’ It was 20 minutes to closing time, I rushed. What could await me? It seemed like nothing, I said, ‘God, are you pulling my leg?’ As I headed for the door to go home I see this tall young male with shortish hair, a beard & mustache, handsome, & I say to him, “What are you doing tonight?’ He says, “Being with you.” It isn’t always that easy, but sure enough, as I walk to my car he’s following me. That night, it was March, 2014, I asked him what he thought of me, & he said, “I WANT TO MARRY YOU.”

I was totally shocked. This was one of the best looking & sexiest males I had ever had the pleasure of mating with – just like that guy of three years ago. And he wanted me, an old lady! I told him I felt exactly as he did – that was my consent to the proposal. It was only AFTER this second encounter, when he left, that I realized this was THE SAME MALE I HAD MET THREE YEARS AGO who I fell in ‘love at first sight’ which God told me was my husband, & during this encounter this male had said “I want to marry you” – Yowza, it was the same guy, but his appearance was so changed (as before he was clean shaven with thick curly hair, now the hair was gone & he had a beard & mustache.)

: He looked way different than the time I saw him

Now the next five years I want to encapsulate in the shortest time possible as I don’t want to overextend this issue, only to make a point, & this situation I describe illustrates what we might go through when we do love men, & no, I’m not in the least bit sorry I experienced what I did, just saying I know what life is like, beware, be ready, be armed, be warned, & be protected. Perhaps the best way for me to deal with this lengthy & perhaps tedious story is for now, just give the conclusion.

The conclusion to being in love with a needy man: He must have had thirty demons, not counting the wounds upon his psyche put on by brutal parents. For about a year & a half we went ‘steady.’ Of course his version of steady was to see me when he wanted sex but at no other time, the rest of his leisure was spent hanging with guys, ‘partying’ they call it (& when girls/women fell his way he would do them, but it was not serious) – which I wasn’t a part of because I didn’t take the drugs they did. After that year & a half of mostly his ‘games’ & sometimes my ‘comeuppance’ to make him jealous, him hurting me, me hurting him, I did him a huge favor, I was going to promote him & make him a star.

: I Was Going to Make Him a Star

He did seem like he wanted a career – he was trying for it. That effort on my part laid a bomb, & instead of being grateful, he denounced me as ‘exploiting’ him, using his images TO MAKE ALL KINDS OF MONEY, while he made nothing, & his reward was to stop speaking to me & this for nine months. He would not listen to me that I had spent thousands in the hope of promoting him to stardom, he believed his own ignorant delusions & those of his friends (mostly ghetto dwelling losers, failures, know nothings.)

After the nine months, he sought me out again & we had ecstatic love, but it was once every month or several months, we were not in the right place at the same time, he did not allow me to call him – gave everyone his number but me – blocked me on face book & everywhere else, & although he sought me out periodically, he had some ‘steady’ relationships & finally met one female he moved in with.

: They Come & They Go

Now you would think ‘it’s over.’ But I didn’t. God spoke to me in my dreams & through channeling & told me it was like in the beginning, after the slow boat reached China, we’d be together for the rest of my life. This was repeated, over the years, in a thousand dreams. At least five days a week, I would see him in my dreams, knew his disposition, if he felt good or bad about me, if he was being demonic or angelic, if he was my bad husband (like my first) or good (like my second), if he loved me or had turned his back on me.

Mickey Hargitay & his wife, Jayne Mansfield (above & below). After Jayne’s death Kellie Everts dated him & he proposed marriage. He showed Kellie (now Rasa) the Pink Palace & gave her some of Jayne’s clothes – which fitted perfectly.

Then in the last year or so, almost every dream about him was positive. He was coming closer to God & me (one & the same as God sent me to him.) My thousands of prayers with sufferings were bearing fruit. God was telling me our ‘marriage’ whatever that represented, was imminent, get your wedding dress ready.

I had no idea what God was talking about, because there was no recent contact with Beloved. He had written a poem of repentance which he posted on the internet. He was sorry for all his mistakes, wished things were the same between us, he was in pain & misery, he wanted me to take his heart & keep it forever, he wished we were ONE, etc.

He did not put my name as he lived with another female, but I knew & I think others guessed it was about me. He also said he had sold his soul to the devil for partying & popularity, & now he feared it was too late to get his soul back. This repentance was accepted by God & myself–the next time we saw each other, Easter Sunday. I had forgiven him & his prayer & mine were made real. God showed me in a vision, not a dream, what had transpired.

Before my eyes appeared a soft white cloth, like a stole or prayer shawl, made of vanilla cashmere, just one cloth, suspended in the sky, with a garland of leaves embroidered in the middle – just one strand, not two like the laurel leaves of victory. Soft light surrounded this cloth. As I gazed upon it there were no things, nothing of the world, no people, just absolute peace, a peace as I had not known in years. I asked God, is this the marriage? God said yes. The cloth I knew had been two pieces which had been joined together, but it had no seam, no indication of having been two, it was one seamless, perfect cloth, suspended in Heaven, it was our SOULS, which where it says, “What God has joined together, let no man put asunder,” & for the first time in my life I understood what the SACRAMENT of Holy Matrimony means – if it works, then the two souls actually, literally become one & it is forever. (I never knew that, thought it was only a ceremony, but it is a Sacrament instituted & made real by God.)

Image: Rasa as Kellie Everts is on the right

The great Jayne Mansfield, also a Lithuanian

Now this relationship is not over, it will go on forever, & at some point, my husband will leave the person he’s living with & join me – not sure where the ‘slow boat to China’ is right at the moment. But my mental / emotional / spiritual condition has changed since the object of my desire has been reached; we are spiritually married in a Holy Sacrament & I know we’ll be together in the flesh some day, the angst is over.

: They Want Us to be Their Puppets

Recently my associate, seeing the blog I have has once again become active, mentioned that it had ‘laid fallow’ for years. I checked the years. The blog went somnambulant in 2014, when Lover & I started going steady, & it came back to life because I AM NO LONGER BEING DRAINED. What was I drained of & what has come back? I was drained of ME – MYSELF – MY GOD ENERGY. A God Energy is INFINITE but it works through a finite body. God uses not vessels of gold, silver or copper, God uses CLAY VESSELS & this clay can break. I am by no means telling you women all men, all relationships with those you love, work this way, I only say some do, & I simply explain what happens with hard relationships. Not saying you shouldn’t have them – I have no regrets – just saying choose your relationships carefully. Is the price you pay worth the reward? Or is it killing you for nothing?

HE IS GIVEN TO ONE WOMAN BY THE GRACE OF GOD

In this case, I paid for my husband & he is mine forever spiritually, & will be physically in due time. But during the time of travail, there was nothing left of me to do God’s work. I tried & tried, filled with anxiety, self condemnation, hating that I was of no use to God, all I could think about was the man I loved. (How I yelled at myself inside, how could you make a human no. 1? God is not first anymore, how could you do this?) As I sent him my love – for years – I did not get love in return (he had the NEED for love, the DESIRE & he knew I could help him, but he was so WOUNDED he was not capable of giving it). It was the same as EXORCISM. When you do exorcism, be warmed, the demons fight back. They are the exact opposite of Love, they hate & fear Love.

: SURREAL RELATIONSHIPS

When Jesus walked the earth, when he entered the atmosphere of demons, he did not have to say a word, they recognized him–how?–by his Love. When you have, emanate, send, give Love, the demons shake & tremble, they scream, they act. You give God Energy, they give HATE, RAGE, REJECTION, all types of them give all types of energy including that of CONFUSION, LETHARGY, DISCOURAGEMENT & the like – they return to you for love all that they are, which is evil. Now consider, what happens to you? How does being sent demons make you feel? They DRAIN you. It is EXHAUSTING to do exorcism, as anyone who works these cases can tells you. My favorite show is “The Dead Files” where Amy Allen explains what the negative souls & demons do to people. They never make anyone happy, jolly, energetic, enthusiastic, inspired or motivated. Demonic ones – as well as demons themselves, ‘steal, kill & destroy.’ They STEAL YOUR JOY, they kill all the life within you; the desire to live, work & play, the inspiration to enjoy life, they destroy your great motives & projects, your health, your happiness.

: WE GIVE THEM LOVE, THEIR DEMONS JUMP BACK AT US

Why did he have these demons? He had them because he was BRUTALIZED & abandoned by his parents from age three to thirteen. He had severe psychological, emotional wounds. Demons latched on to each wound, for instance, being REJECTED or UNPROTECTED, abandoned by one parent, gave him a wound of rejection, & a demon of rejection entered him. He was PHYSICALLY INJURED by the other parent & DEMORALIZED & there demons of hate, rage, revenge & self hate entered him.

: SELF HATE ENTERED HIM

How demons work was illustrated by ‘The Crocodile Hunter’ Steve Irwin, when he was feeding a croc. He’d hurt his arm & it was bandaged – the croc went for the wound–he could probably smell blood. Demons see where you have serious wounds, which you cannot diminish or erase, (how can a small child cope with abuse?) which seem to hold onto you—they are traumas–& they enter there. I did not have to do formal exorcism on him to get the demons bouncing back, all I had to do was think of him with love, which I did each day, & this went on for years. Of course I did not analyze it at once; it took years to figure out what was going on, toward the end of the ordeal. Finally, when the battle was nearly finished, I said, “My God, my energy is coming back, I’m beginning to feel like MYSELF again, my normal self.”

: FEELING LIKE MYSELF AGAIN!

What happens in exorcism is the demons fight you, you fight them, until either you or they give up. They gave up, but there were so many, & they were lodged so deep, it took years to destroy them. When the battle was over, he still had the wounds, but they would be healed in time – years perhaps, but they would heal. And it meant my ordeal was over, I could breath, I could think, I could feel Mother God again, I could sense her Presence. And Mother God is not someone far away; She is the Real Me, the God Inside.

I also noticed that before, when I was alone, I felt LONELINESS. That was because Mother God – the only thing that can make one happy – was absent to me. I could not feel Her in my heart & mind, my vision was clouded, my heart was polluted not by sin, but by pain and anxiety. Have you ever noticed when you’re in pain, you cannot think, pray or meditate? Imagine a family member or a pet has gone missing. Imagine your life is being threatened. Can you think straight, can you meditate, can you pray except to beg for help? All I did basically, for years, was beg for help. I could not do Mother God’s work except to repeat, send out, promote what I had done in the past. I could not perceive original work as I did not have her Vision: ‘Without a vision, the people perish.’

: I HAD BEATEN HIS MANY DEMONS

Late in 2018 my abilities started to return which meant Mother God – myself – my True God energy was returning. I did new, positive activities, & not suddenly, at once, but in increments the inspiration / motivation to work for Her began again. While fighting for my Beloved husband, I felt like I was in a straight jacket or coffin, I could not break out of where I was. It’s yearning for nourishment, each day there is none, you cannot see to work, you can only try, & try again, but can’t do anything great, just recall what you used to do, repeat the past but right now you’re dead, all but buried, you’re not living, you’re existing. This went on for five years.

Do I regret loving this man? Was it worth it? It was worth it because I obeyed God. God told me to ‘go out & have fun’ knowing what was ahead, that it wouldn’t be fun, it would be a struggle, but it was something I would learn by struggling. How does this apply to the new religion? What message is here for it? In the new religion, I point out how valuable is your energy, your vision, yourself, that you & Mother God are ONE & you need to take time, attention for HER / YOU. Sometimes you can give it, sometimes you can’t. But try to take all the time you can, when you can, FOR YOUR OWN PRICELESS LIFE & HAPPINESS.

My love experience with this man, the attachment, wanting his love, was devastating. The experience showed me how draining it is to be involved with a human when things aren’t right – & this gets all the more intense when you are in love. It’s simply an example of how the love of a man can destroy our relationship with God – the Real Presence & Person inside us. This being drained makes it IMPOSSIBLE to be HAPPY or CREATIVE. It is utterly miserable to be emotionally drained by a person who cannot love you back (even if he loves you, but he cannot fully show it because of wounds.)

: In the competitive patriarchal world most men end up losers because only a handful

of men can claim to be winners. We can see this in any sport. Most sports will have

hundreds of players competing against each other, but in the end, there can be only

one champion. As the result, there can be only one winner out of hundreds of losers.

The same is also true in business and politics. The numbers of leaders of countries or

companies are very few compared with everyone else. Therefore, although men are

competitive, there are few winners. Losing for men, is far more commonplace.

8-14-19 Rasa Von Werder To be continued

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Woman Thou Art God-Part Two–A New Religion For Women Only

8-13-19-WOMAN THOU ART GOD – A New Religion - Installment Two

Woman, Thou Art God! Do not sell your soul to the devil for THINGS, for SECURITY, a LOVELY DWELLING, PROGENY or PLACE IN SOCIETY, for “What profit a woman if she gains the whole world but loses her own soul, for what will She exchange for her soul?”

Chalice: Symbol of the Feminine Divine, Matriarchy: DO NOT SELL YOUR SOUL FOR THE THINGS OF THE WORLD, FOR WHAT WILL YOU EXCHANGE FOR YOUR SOUL?

What is it that Mother God gives you that is worth more than ALL THE WORLD? It is HERSELF. It is Her Spirit, Her Identity, Her dwelling inside you, becoming ONE WITH YOU. You cannot do this while your soul is in the hands of the devil, when you have compromised your IDENTITY FOR THINGS, for people. Consider this: There is NO HAPPINESS without the INDWELLING OF GOD, which Our Mother. To lose this indwelling is to lose True Love, Consolation, Intimacy, Communication, & the feeling / sensation of Her Presence within you. When people ask you to compromise your soul by filling THEIR AGENDA you are selling your soul to the devil. You are giving these people – be they men or women – a part of yourself you should not give – if they demand that “POUND OF FLESH” – that is, limiting your freedom to PRIVACY, to PRAY ALONE to BE ALONE, to study the WORDS of MOTHER GOD, to visit the Temples or Shrines of Mother God, to attend the GATHERINGS of SISTERS of MOTHER GOD – to curb, limit, fetter or prevent in any way your fulfillment of the Love of Mother God, they are COMPROMISING, DEGENERATING, POLLUTING & DESTROYING your soul. These people are the devil to your life.

Being alone with Mother God within you is more important than being busy in this shallow world.

Our society – Patriarchy – is doing THIS VERY THING TO WOMEN. It is taking their lives, using them up for an agenda not our own, & ‘spitting us out’ when we grow old, having used us up for sex, breeding, creature comforts for them, housework & even employment for which they benefit, & some sort of status be it modest or considerable. (Again, we speak in general terms, there are all kinds of situations good as well as bad.) Now think & do so with deep meditation & wisdom. What is it that you want, which all of us do? It is happiness. But I tell you on the value of my soul, you cannot find happiness without God, & that God is within you, & a relationship with that God comes at a price, substantial effort, time & sometimes (often) sacrifice of the THINGS OF THE WORLD. “Put first the Kingdom (Queen’s Realm) of Mother God, & all things shall be added unto you.” “God is a jealous God” (which means nothing can stand before God if you want to have Her fully & live in Spiritual Perfection.”)

What do you really NEED of the world? Do you really NEED a husband & children, if it DRAINS your interior life – your spirituality?–for husbands demand lots, & so do children. You have to take care of them, it takes time, energy, concentration, planning & sacrifice. Now here is the caveat: If – & this is a big if – you want a family & it does not interfere with your spiritual life, it would be well & good. But this is ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE because in Patriarchy you are the servant, even slave of men, you are their Prisoner of War, the things expected of a woman with a family take up 99% of all you have, the punishments or persecutions of a woman ‘stepping out of line’ are serious: She can lose her status in a civilized society, in a fanatical Theocracy she can lose her life. It’s like signing up for the military – almost – not quite – you give up most of your PERSONAL RIGHTS when you agree to be a wife with family – you belong to them, they are FIRST, you are LAST. If you try to assert your own private, personal agenda you are considered SELFISH, a bad wife & mother. What am I saying, then? That it’s either you or them.

If you want to retain your autonomy, spiritual self-respect, relationship with Mother God as FIRST, then the project of a family life will be an IMPEDIMENT. THIS IS IMPORTANT It would NOT be an impediment IN A MATRIARCHAL SOCIETY because all the women there would do these things: Help with the children. ‘It takes a village to raise a child.’

: It is weird that we live in a world that

worships insane, psychopathic male rulers.

It would make a lot more sense for the

people to worship caring and nurturing

female rulers instead. The only reason why

people would worship insane dictators like

Hitler and Stalin, is because they have been

brainwashed into believing that violent,

brutal men are wonderful.

Women struggling ALONE to raise children is an EXTREME DISADVANTAGE. (The isolation of the wife/mother is a TRAP of the Patriarchy to put the woman & kids in a place of DISEMPOWERMENT where the bigger/stronger male can take advantage of them & the LAW IS ON HIS SIDE (politicized judicial system in favor of Patriarchs.) Second, most women in a Matriarchal society would be in agreement as to what a woman wants & needs; her agenda, as we are sisters under the skin with the same instincts & more or less similar goals. Most such women would understand & welcome your devotion to a Mother God, the time you need spent alone, the time for prayer & meditation; reflection–& of course, events within Temples & sisterhood gatherings (men excluded.)

: WE ARE BRINGING BACK MOTHER GOD TO EARTH IN THE FLESH

When you worship a God as a Mother you worship WHAT IS WITHIN YOURSELF, you enhance your entire life, body & soul, you respect your life, it is EMPOWERED. Precisely said, other women will not use you up & spit you out, throw you out to pasture after ‘prime time’ claiming you’re worthless. They would treat you as they treat themselves, with respect, not as things, sex objects & breeding slaves. Women are part of the ‘Culture of Life’ & they know what Love is more than do men, so do not expect them to be cruel users as are men. I suggest you think about this: What do you want a husband for, what do most women want a man for? Love of course, if it happens, you will be ONE OF THE FEW as they in general have no love, don’t know how to love, they are made for other things & teaching a man to love is like teaching a rock to sing Hallelujah. It happens, but not often. (I have heard a rock sing, Jesus said they would if the people didn’t praise him, the rocks would cry out.) In general, most women want a man, husband, for added financial security.

Living in poverty is better than living with a man who steals your soul

This is the slippery slope that CAN (but not always) leads to Hell – this is where the devil begins, the acquisition of financial security, the giving up of one’s life. (Again, this happens within our Patriarchal society, where men demand our souls for money, not in a Matriarchy.) Would it be too awful to live in semi-poverty, as long as you have a roof over your head & food on the table, clothes to wear? Would it be disastrous having no luxuries, but to live with whatever God gives you even if it’s not much? Can you cut down your desires to a minimum so a walk in the park or the woods would be as good as a fancy vacation? There will be no children but so what? Is there not OVERPOPULATION ?

: TEMPTATIONS, DESIRES, MOTIVATIONS, BARRIERS, DOORS, WINDOWS, STUMBLING BLOCKS, FREEDOM

Overpopulation is a serious matter – but we are brainwashed that it’s the natural, normal thing to do & that women in general should have lots of children. The legendary geneticist Dr. Bryan Sykes explains, & I agree, that women back in the day had a child every five or six years, but what men have forced women to do is have SERIAL PREGNANCIES. This makes unhappy children—they get early weaning & attachment disorder (see Dr. James Prescott, Origins of Peace & Violence website)—this burdens the earth with pollution as well as destruction of other animal’s habitats Do these men & children actually make us HAPPY? We are TOLD they do. But look within your heart. Only God can make you ultimately happy.

She suddenly realizes she’s been worshiping a false God – HIS God, not HERS

Having family does not guarantee this & most of the time from seeing the world – the world of Patriarchy – it causes more trouble than happiness. Of course, people won’t admit they’re miserable with their families, that’s part of the delusion, the front, they have to present, but deep inside they know, God knows, they have lost their peace of mind & being able to see, feel, hear, smell, touch & taste God. They have lost intimacy with God because PATRIARCHY DOES NOT PERMIT A WOMAN TO HAVE HERSELF & A FAMILY AS WELL, she has to forfeit her soul for this, & those women who follow a Patriarchal religion are duped into believing they have salvation, life & love, but they don’t. They have HIS RELIGION, NOT HERS. They worship HIS GOD, NOT HERS. They have given themselves to A FALSE GOD.

: She cannot find Self Realization by worship of HIS God. Enlightenment is HERS when She finds Herself.

We will speak about how the Woman-God adjusts within this Patriarchy & still follows her True Deity. How the Woman-God deals with her husband or lover, how She explains herself. How the Woman-God teaches, preaches to her children, males & females. How She conducts her life……8-13-19

: this is RASA VON WERDER, aka

KELLIE EVERTS – Her sacred

vocation is to do the Will of

Mother God

College of the Gender War, Core Tenets, Shrine to Shakti, The New Religion XVI Sixteen Heal the Men, Uncategorized

WOMAN THOU ART GOD Part One

: WOMAN THOU ART GOD IS THE NEW

RELIGION WHICH SHOWS FEMALES

HOW TO WORSHIP THE GOD WITHIN.

IT IS A WOMAN-ONLY RELIGION. MEN

ARE NOT PERMITTED INTO OUR

COMPANY.

: God is in the middle of the brain in the Sahasrara Center, Woman, be aware that YOU ARE GOD

8-11-19-WOMAN THOU ART GOD – Our New Religion – Women- Only Religion -

Thou shalt put no Gods before Thee. (Do not worship a God created by men, worship only the God WITHIN YOU & wherever you believe the Spirit of God dwells— take from all or any religion according to your conscience, what you believe, what you approve of. Let no man or woman intimidate you as to beliefs, rules, commandments, behaviors, or speech. Speak to & obey the God within you, your ‘still small voice’ & not outside voices—It’s your agenda, not theirs, that you must follow.)

: MATRIARCHY IS THE ONE AND ONLY ANSWER TO END ALL EVIL AS ALL EVIL

EMANATES FROM THE RULE OF MEN–THAT INCLUDES THE CHURCHES,

THAT INCLUDES MUSLIMS AND CHRISTIANS AND JEWS, ET AL

God created woman, & woman created the male. Once you were the only human. You have the power of parthenogenesis, spontaneous pregnancy, you created the male as a helpmate. For eons the male behaved properly, then recently went astray. This is being resolved by the Almighty through male extinction, it will be a woman-only world with their own religion. Woman, rebuild yourself FROM WITHIN. You are as you believe – do not believe the lies that disempowered your ancestors.

: MEN FALLING, WOMEN RISING, END OF MEN IS BEGINNING OF WOMEN. WE WILL PICK UP WHERE WE LEFT OFF, BEFORE WE CREATED MEN AND AFTER, WHEN MOTHER GOD WAS WORSHIPED AND WE WERE VENERATED AS GODS ON EARTH. THE MALES WERE OUR LITTLE GODS, OUR PLAY TOYS AND WORKERS, OUR PROTECTORS. HAD THEY STAYED IN THEIR PLACE THEY MIGHT NOT BE GOING EXTINCT.

You are the leader; have faith, trust & confidence in yourself & matriarchal sisters. Woman, there was a war–‘in Heaven’ they called it. This means spiritual warfare. Lucifer rejected Mother God, wanted to be like Her & have her prerogatives (privileges) & created ‘God’ in his image & likeness–& one third of the ‘angels’ in Heaven (one third of men) went with him. This Lucifer is the Satan of this world–otherwise called Patriarchy–& in the spiritual realm without a mask.

: GUSTAVO DORE – PARADISE LOST -This myth explains the time

when men turned against Mother God & Matriarchy & created

Patriarchy – the rule of Satan

This Satan, this spirit, waged war on women, as women are the Creators & bearers of children & have charge over them {he/they coveted this privilege}; he waged war through the men as mentioned above, those men who love Satan/sin, who are demonic. He waged war on women to exploit them, their children & other men—{Satan & Patriarchs have no Light, no mercy, no hope, no Love, they are pure evil, solid darkness, with no hope of redemption.} Women & others then became the prisoners of the war with Satan (called the gender war) – not their souls necessarily, but certainly their bodies became chained, imprisoned & fettered by the Patriarchs, their unjust rulership. Many of these women have suffered but did not sin, they retained Love, Light & Goodness. Some of these women have sinned, & given their children over to Satan/men—sacrificed their own children or the children under their care. These women who became demonic will suffer the same fate as the demonic men. Mother God is not mean, they asked for it, it was their decision just as was Lucifer’s in the beginning.

: One third of the angels followed Lucifer into Hell -This means one

third of men followed Satan, one third are DEMONIC

Woman, this is important. As a prisoner of war it is your duty to try to escape in any way you can, to save yourself & the children of this world. But Mother God does not ask you to put yourself or your loved ones in harm’s way. She does not ask you to forfeit your financial security, your physical, emotional & mental safety. She does not ask you to do things so overt against the enemy that you will be persecuted, injured or killed. If you are in a prisoner-of-war camp, you must work in secret to escape, you cannot challenge those who have guns & hate, you have to keep your plans silent. The important part of this religion is THAT YOU BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND & BELIEVE & worship Mother God, the God within you, begin praying to Her & no other God, allow her to empower you from within. Pass this belief & practice to your girl children & any female who will listen, {understanding that if any of these women has males who dominate them, you will be barred.}

: Woman deserves to be worshiped as God

because She is reproductive. Man is not

appropriate to be seen as God because his

sperm is not a reproductive cell, it is a

“parasite” on the body of the woman and uses

her Power to reproduce him.

Now as I said, keep your religion secret but this has to have exceptions. {Truth MUST BE preached in order to be known.} The majority of females are not anointed or empowered to fight ‘Goliath,’ the male establishment. They cannot do it for fear, it is impossible for them–the brothers of ‘little David’ who fought Goliath were physically big but spiritually small, they were not Anointed.

If you want to be an Apostle of Mother God you must be Anointed, empowered by the Spirit to proclaim Her doctrine – this is not for everyone. But there have to be women who are empowered, & through the ages they have come forward & battled, not of their own strength but the Power of Almighty Mother God. {Indeed, like David they killed a lion & a bear with their sling shots, they took those steps forward to prove they deserved an anointing, they did not wait for God to anoint them before doing anything, but after being anointed, they were unstoppable.} For the rest of you, keep quiet when it behooves you to stay safe, but keep the prayers & the study of this religion active.





: TO BE CONTINUED RASA VON WERDER

Embodiment of God

A presentation of the University of Mother God Church

Woman Thou Art God – The New Religion – VIII – Eight – Principles

WHEN GOD WAS A WOMAN — AND STILL IS

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

WOMAN THOU ART GOD

8-31-19-Woman Thou Art God-The New Religion-Installment Eight:

Principles of the New Religion

WHEN WOMAN WAS GOD AND STILL IS

GOD IS IN YOUR

HEART & SOUL

In order to find her, you are wise to employ the ‘inner senses,’ as all the mystical saints did. They saw God in visions, heard the voice of God resonating within (both ears & mind), they tasted Her sweetness, they felt Her Presence, they smelled scents of purging & Holy Perfumes.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF-GOD

You ask, ‘how can I employ the inner senses when I didn’t even know they existed? I don’t know how to use them.’

The reason you don’t use the inner senses is because we live in a world of Patriarchy—rule of man. Give up this rule, renounce it, drop it, the way you do the devil & all his works & all his lies.

The human male has made the world according to his brain, it makes sense to his restricted mind.

YOU ARE THE LIGHTHOUSE, NOT HE, YOUR FRONTAL LOBES ARE AWAKE

MALE & FEMALE HAVE SEPARATE AGENDAS

This somnambulent person does not understand or encourage the extra-sensory powers of a woman. In Patriarchy our gifts are stifled & obliterated.

OUR MAGICAL ABILITIES DENIGRATED

BY MEN WHO HAVEN’T GOT THEM

FEMININE ABILITIES FROWNED UPON AS WOMEN

ARE FROWNED UPON

ABOUT SAINTS

JESUS & MARY ARE BOTH GOD

Many of the saints experienced the inner senses on a daily basis, & a lot of this was ‘channeling.’ They spoke to God or other saints the way you or I talk to friends or text, they could hear them, these communications were the highlights of their life.

Why or how did the saints develop the ability to see, hear & sense God? Most of them had to some degree or other, even the ‘active’ saints, turned their back on ‘the world.’

MANY SAINTS TURNED THEIR BACK ON

THE WORLD

SAINTLY ALONENESS IS A KEY INTO

INNER SENSES

Saintly ALONENESS is a key to conjure inner senses. The world DROWNS OUT or OBLITERATES our ability to hear the Inner Voice of God – (within the unconscious)—it is DISTRACTING & confounding or confusing our ability.

THE WORLD IS DISTRACTING TO OUR

SPIRITUAL LIFE

WHAT IS GOING ON OUTSIDE?

But St. Benedict chided them, saying, “We came here to get away from the world, do not bring it back to us through gossip.

SPIRIT OF THE WORLD VS SPIRIT OF SAINT

DON’T BRING THOSE LIES IN HERE!

HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD, OR SAINTS OR ANGELS

HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF

GOD…….

To get what is unconscious to become conscious you must SET THE STAGE for it to emerge.

THE SPIRITUAL VIBRATION IS WAY

MORE SENSITIVE

SAINTS CAN DETECT A SINNER

BY THEIR SMELL

There was a stigmatized monk named Bro. Gino, who later became a priest. I received material about him from someone in Italy. Bro. Gino met a man who was evil, but the man declared himself good. Bro. Gino said,

“THEN WHY DO YOU SMELL SO HORRIBLE?”

SIN HAS A STENCH

I have never smelled sins on a person, but obviously, Bro. Gino could.

If you want to know the INNER SECRETS of life you must spend a lot of time alone & in prayer, & in what is called the INTERIOR LIFE.

Most people HATE being ‘interior’ or alone. You’ll hear them wail when they are ‘bored,’ they need outer stimulation all the time. They must either talk, watch TV, text, go places, always busy, busy, busy. They think they are doing something, but usually are not.

PEOPLE ARE BUSY DOING WHAT

DOESN’T MATTER TO ETERNAL LIFE

I had a disciple of mine, a good man, who told me of his experience in Brazil. He went there to meet a Holy Lady in a Convent, & she was running a meditation retreat center.

He just wanted to talk with her, but she told him he must be alone, but had to more or less drag him kicking & screaming to his hut. He said he was TERRIFIED to be alone, with no people, no TV, no nothing around him.

HE WAS TERRIFIED TO BE ALONE!

It is when we are ALONE that we look in a mirror on the INSIDE & see ourselves & without our EGO we are EMPTY. This emptiness is something we are NOT USED TO. The ego gives us a FALSE SECURITY BLANKET, telling us who we are & what we are connected to—which gives us some sort of IDENTITY.

OUR EGO GIVES US A FALSE SENSE OF

WHO WE ARE & HIDES THE REAL

PERSON

The ego has a family & friends, a job or vocation, hobbies, interests, opinions & the like. The ego has a FAKE SELF IMAGE like I am ‘great’ or I am ‘worthless’ or ‘I’m just a normal, average person,’ etc.

Strip away the ego & you are naked, & just the beginning of this process is TERRIFYING, because then you think WHO AM I? What do I hold onto? Where is my security?

WHO AM I?

When you strip away everything is the first time you have the CHANCE TO SEE GOD – who is YOU – yourself.

Remember when Moses asked God in the burning bush, “Show me yourself as you are” And God said, “You cannot see me & live.”

What was God saying? You cannot have an ego. You must be stripped away of every sin, fault or vestige of attachment to people & things. Then, only then, is the stage set. God can then, if She wishes, LIFT YOU IN GLORY.

This process is explained by the great Saint, Mary of Agreda, in her four volume tome, ‘Mystical City of God.’

Obviously she understood the process & had seen God face to face.

SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE IS AN

INNER JOURNEY TO THE

SAHASRARA

As I keep telling you, Woman, Thou Art God. But the only way you can truly believe & experience this is if you go through the mystical process called Death to Ego-Self, do as Mary of Agreda explained, & be lifted by God into Glory.

WOMAN THOU ART GOD – LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

LIFTED BY GOD INTO GLORY

…..9-3-19 Rasa Von Werder

Woman Thou Art God Part Seven

RADIATING GOD ENERGY FROM THE BRAIN CENTER

WOMAN THOU ART GOD - 8-27-19- Part VII – The New Religion- Part Seven

Saintly ALONENESS is a key to conjure inner senses.
The world DROWNS OUT or OBLITERATES our ability to hear the Inner Voice of God – (within the unconscious)—it is DISTRACTING & confounding or confusing our ability.

But St. Benedict chided them, saying,
“We came here to get away from the world, do not bring it back to us through gossip.

Remember when Moses asked God in the burning bush,
“Show me yourself as you are”
And God said,
“You cannot see me & live.”

“That used to be uncovered. I walked there & enjoyed that part of the creek – the fence proves it.”
The vegetation had stolen my prowess over this part of my land, I had forgotten it like it wasn’t there, as if it was my neighbors, but it was mine, all I had to do was get rid of the brush.